Morning meeting - oneshot
"We barely made it out ourselves. Good thing our emergency escape pods were still functioning"
Who's idea was it to have a meeting this early in the morning…becky had no clue. She was tired. And try as she might to listen, she found herself bored. She shuffled nervously in her seat. Sitting beside her dad did only but so much to quell her boredomness.
Becky stared right at kev- Calvin. Not kevin. Kevin was a former crewmate. But sadly he didn't make it very far on the expedition.
Calvin was also a crewmate. Not exactly a new one. He's been on this ship before. Same as Athena the light green crewmate. Becky vaguely remembered them. Afterall she was still a baby when everyone split up for the first time.
The girl must have been staring too long because then Calvin the brown crewmate glared at her.
The blonde scowled clearly, not amused.
She ducked behind her dad to escape his mean gaze. She was staring at everyone not to be rude but to figure out the newcomers as friends or foes. It was a game she played. Pretending she has to find the imposter and save the crew. It made her feel brave and slightly less afraid whenever someone new joined the crew.
"No one was left alive on my ship. I was asleep when I heard screaming…" the black crewmate also known as Joe said, stammering a bit. He looked like he had been fighting. It wasn't his first time having an encounter like that.
That was sus. Either he was super strong and managed to fight the imposters off or he was an imposter.
But knowing her dad, Joe wouldn't get kicked out even if that was suspicious.
Benefit of the doubt.
If worse came to worst, Steven had a detailed escape plan. A hidden escape pod for Becky, Bob and himself.
Becky noticed the pink crewmate who hadn't spoken at all since they aboarded. Carrie? Was her name. She was standing a bit to the back.
She looked sad…
When she noticed Becky staring, she didn't scowl like the other. Instead her face became softer, as a warm tender smile spread across her face. She waved and the young crewmate waved back.
She walked over cautiously, feeling a bit shy.The pink crewmate pulled out a small plushie which the red crewmate accepted.
Becky heard the adults continue talking. She tried listening, knowing how meetings were supposed to be important and such. But some of the words were lost to her. It was a bit early so she wasn't 100 percent awake yet.
She did catch a few more names however.
Alex the dark green crewmate, Jenkins the cyan crewmate, tubing the orange crewmate and James the purple one. They also seemed like pretty friendly people as well.
"If you guys don't mind me asking" Bob, the blue crewmate and the captain of the ship said. "What was previous occupations?"
"I'm an engineer"
"Mainly one too. Though i was more so an electrician" jenkins said.
"Scientist"
"Scientist as well"
"And you?" Steven asks.
Carrie blinked now realizing everyone was looking at her waiting for a response. Truth be told she hadn't been properly listening to what they were talking about. Her mind was wandering. Thinking about all her peers not making it due to the recent imposter attack.
She was grateful her brother and among another crewmate had been swapped to another ship before it all took place. She couldn't say the same for her parents or the captain. They tried to fight back and died. Their bodies shredded and broken.
They fought, she ran. She ran and hid in a vent. Her usual safe spot whenever things got too much for her. not that it stopped her from being found and dragged out.
But the worst thing about it…was it wasn't even the imposter that killed everyone.
Her eyes drifted landing on the red crewmate that stared dead at her. Seeing the mini crewmate just reminded her of how she wished to retire and settle down. with a family. Never having to worry about the overwhelming dread of dying next or teammates turning their backs on you. Or being shot out through the airlock. Or living with the knowledge of who the killer was, yet unable to say anything.
Returning to current events, she realized what they were waiting for.
Oh right…
"She's a medic" Calvin interjects to which Carrie simply nods. He wanted this meeting to wrap up already. Once everyone's jobs were accounted for and assigned specific tasks for the day, they moved onto the next issue. Room availability.
Many were unused and converted into storage spaces. With the newcomers, they had to be restored back to bunkers.
"Most of the rooms are being renovated. So in the meantime we may have to use the buddy system. And that means some of you will be given the tasks of inventory and clean up. As well as cooking"
Everyone sighed. This was going to be a long trip wasn't it?
Calvin - @ninjastormhawkkat
Joe, athena, jenkins - @chaoticerisstuff
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Vent post ahead that may change your view on me and that may sound dramatic (NOT DIRECTED AT ANYONE, THIS IS JUST IN GENERAL) Mostly just to get out my feelings. I only ask that if you look, to be kind and understanding and patient. Also the tags are silly and id appreciate if you read em. id appreciate if you didnt ask me anything on it
I feel toxic sometimes because i can get so jealous i borderline gatekeep things and I always feel so bad because its never intentional but then I end up hating myself because I know its unhealthy and irrational but I cant help it, and I know im so lucky and have a lot in many senses of the word, but at times it feels like they can be taking everything, because when I like someone or something, they tend to matter a fuck-ton to me. Im sorry to anyone ive lashed out at a bit for them wanting what I have, I really am. Its not coming from a place of hostility, rather a place of trauma responses and hyperfixation that stem from my adhd and autism but like when I try something and it goes great, and then someone else is like "OOH thats awesome I wanna do that too" It feels almost like when Im finally happy or excited or proud to have something, someone comes and takes it. Usually Ill play it off as a joke, but in reality, its complete honesty that im trying to soften so I dont upset anyone, especially when its over fiction or a person, because I do NOT own them and I know that, but it bothers me when someone swoops in to do the exact same things or even one-up especially when its really soon after me, and since my self worth is already abysmal, it just makes me feel worse, like I should be lucky to have what I do to begin with, but I feel the need to hold it close to me and protect it so I dont lose things that make me really happy.
Recently Ive even started reverse gatekeeping in response to others, where ill just tell myself I cant or dont deserve to have anything special because I'm not, and only others can enjoy this. But thats why people making me ship content makes me so happy. Its dumb to get jealous over others selfshipping with a character I like. Its dumb to get upset over someone I know copying or taking heavy inspiration from one of my ideas. Its dumb to get possessive over someone else trying to befriend my new awesome friends or wife/wives. I rarely selfship anymore due to my reverse gatekeeping and instead serve the others who simp or enjoy content. I provide since I feel I cant take. It makes me happy and distracts me. But the moment someone else does something similar to what is my toxic coping mechanism for my toxic coping mechanism, it only hurts worse. Thats why sometimes, for example, I get a bit snappy when someone else provides gummybunny (that and also shipping jealousy sometimes). Thats why I get snappy when I make a friend someone else super cool and then another person comes in and wants to befriend them (No darken, this wasnt directed at you, its happened more than once with more than one person but I know how you tend to assume). I LOVE giving but I hate sharing, because all my life whenever I shared, I lost something.
Introduce a friend to a friend? They leave me behind for eachother. Let someone wear my fitbit because they wanted to feel "rich"? It got stolen. Give money to someone in a "rough spot" who promised to repay me somehow? Never saw them again. I was always so trusting and understanding, and I always made excuses for others. Always so naive and gullible. So much so, in fact, that in elementary I kept letting my bullies pretend to be my friends when they claimed they changed, and let them destroy any ounce of worth I had whatsoever. Things that make me happy I CHERISH because of all the things ive lost and all my experiences. Ive never been hit, not once, but the abuse all my life came emotionally and mentally, and I only recently realized through therapy. Now its hard to trust people in certain situations. Sorry for my probably hard to follow and melodramatic rant.
sorry im dumb haha
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Welcome to the Danganronpa F/F Rarepair Bracket!
POSTED BRACKETS: Seed A1, Seed A2, Seed B1, Seed B2, Seed C1, Seed C2, Seed D1
This is a bracket of 256 ships, with art and graphics represented by over 75 creators. A full list of the ships and their matchups can be found here, and a full list of the pieces used to represent the ships can be found here! (Creators will also be credited on the posts where their work is used.)
Due to the size of this bracket, it has been split into 8 sub-brackets of 32, each of which will determine one of the semifinalists. Starting tomorrow, April 3, at 6:30 PM EST, a round will be posted twice a week, and each poll will last for a week. This will continue without pause until the third round of each bracket, when a round will instead be posted every day. (The polls will continue to last a week!) This will then continue until we reach the 8 semifinalists, at which point another post will be made for the schedule from there!
As of right now, my tumblr is kind of...broken, which means my posts aren't showing up in tags. Since this is already a bracket of rarepairs, which are low engagement by nature, that's a big problem! As such, if you could please reblog this post, it would be deeply appreciated!!
This is a pretty big bracket, so if you have questions, that's okay! Here's a couple that I figure might come up frequently:
I don't even know who this character is!: A brief list of reasons to vote for each ship, as well as basic info about the character if they're lesser-known, will be provided under each poll, so don't worry!
I gave you permission to use my art, but I don't see it here?/I asked you not to use my art but it's still here! What the hell??: Due to the previously mentioned "my tumblr is kind of broken," the entire first day of messages I sent to artists has been, to my knowledge, wiped completely clean - or, if not, then at the very least I have no way to access it. As such, I have no way to check the responses from that day and had to rely solely on memory, which I am famously bad at. So if I misremembered your permissions, please drop me an ask!! I would love to use your art if I haven't, and I would be happy to take your work down if I have.
Why...is Nekomaru here?: I am a voice of the people.
If you have any further questions, feel free to send 'em in! Otherwise, I'll see you tomorrow! (:
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