#MY DAD AND ME TEXTING ANYONE

[housewifebuck]

do not talk to me or my son or my sons gay best friend ever again

#once again ripping my own jokes straight from my text convo with teenie #and for anyone who's gonna be like bobby is basically eddies dad too bitch I know but this is funnier #911 #🪐 #caps #also this scene drives me insane why are hen and chim the only two wearing their passes and why is this like the only time in the whole sho #that we see anyone wearing them #like....... #obviously the costume department HAS them

[bonebabbles]

I keep starting and abandoning posts that go into my drafts, as I try to stay tasteful about how fucking revolted this part makes me. Like, I'm legitimately unsure if the very relevant trauma I have is making me see things that aren't here

But first we see that Star Flower is trying to ingratiate herself to the group, just after she reappears from chapter 5. Chapter 5 is about how Clear Sky is still abusive towards his son, and she comes in after stroking his ego, stressing how alone she is, and appealing to how she'll be loyal unlike his child. (She glances over at Thunder, directly implying this.)

Now in Chapter 9, she's babysitting and trying to care for Milkweed's kits (in spite of discomfort from Milkweed), taking a wet sleeping space away from the others, and pulling more than her own weight "without complaint." Putting herself through harsh sitations to prove her worth.

All while trying to appear extra attractive to Thunder, and later Clear Sky. Basically every man in power who can "protect her"

Like, am I going fucking crazy? With how we later find out that Star Flower was "promised as a mate" to One Eye's subordinate Slash, is... is that hypersexualization? One of the extremely stigmatized symptoms of sexual abuse?

She goes to find Clear Sky alone to throw herself at his paws, and he's very quickly attracted to how she promises to perfectly obey him, have no needs of her own, and finally be the perfect servant that he desires

"I don't deserve your trust because I am dirt. I understand you because I also regret something. I'd die for you. I'll never betray you unlike those who have."

This isn't manipulation. She means this. The story is playing their romance sincerely. She's comparing "betraying" Thunder by telling her own father about an assassination ambush to Clear Sky's history of child abuse, physical assault, and murder

She believes she's on the same level as this; a monster who murdered a childhood friend in a fit of entitled rage. She was a victim of One Eye who really believes that the way her father used her means she "understands" this monster, deserves this treatment.

And Clear Sky LIKES that.

He likes that she will have COMPLETE FAITH in him. That she will follow him WITHOUT QUESTION. That she will OBEY his orders. That's fucking verbatim, that's THE TEXT!!!

WHILE HE'S STILL CRYING ABOUT "ive tried to atone every day" FOLLOWING THE LAST TWO BOOKS WHERE THE ONLY SHITTY THING HE DOESN'T DO IS MURDER INNOCENT WOMEN

Am I insane?? Am I wrong??? Am I missing something here???? Why the fuck is the fandom takeaway "haha sexy girl steals his dad." Did I read the same book

#Csa mention #Did they once again do a misogyny so hard they accidentally gave their woman character trauma #My tip to anyone in a draining relationship. If your partner fetishizes that YOU would never leave or betray them unlike ''all the others'' #RUN. #There may be a reason their exes cut ties with them and they're praising you for ignoring red flags #Especially when your partner is significantly older and more experienced #Theres nothing noble about constantly suffering for the sake of 'loyalty' #Star Flower PLEASE get out of here you dont fucking deserve this you did nothing wrong #Bones reads dotc #Dotc hate #I thought i was just remembering things wrong when i was adding the subtheme of thunder having a connection to star via abusive dads- #-in my dotc rewrite. But no it's right there. It's in the text and it's something clear is attracted to #I abuse the shit out of my son and he left me once over it #But i can abuse this girl his same age and she won't run. Finally! A victim who won't leave! #And then they become mates and she births at least two litters #Cw abuse #sa mention #EDIT: I've changed the language just slightly #because the timeline COULD work out that starf was an adult when she was promised to slash for a very brief window of time #and hypersexualization is a symptom of trauma resulting from many types of sex abuse. Even that done when the victim was an adult. #it's just more common in CSA

[weepylucifer]

The takes on how the communist book club is "completely inaccessible to actual working people" (which... not quite true, Steban did invite Mañana, and for all else that he is, Harry is v much a person with a job) are a) lame and b) not funny enough for my purposes. You know what would be great to think about instead? What would happen if, let's say, fuckin, Titus Hardie joined them

#just picking titus as an obvious example. the point is what if an Actual Working Person went there #like... anyone committing fully to the take of ''no working class person could understand their jargony literature'' is just hmm :/ #i mean harry understood it. also let's not fully go in for ''people with manual labor jobs are too dumb to read books'' #who do you think was reading the communist manifesto et al when those texts were written?? #i mean my dad was a manual laborer all his life and he reads books #ANYWAY imagine steban and uli honorary hardie boys lmfao #posts by me

[lobotomyladylives]

literally wanna dieeeee I realized belatedly that not only was down bad written for me due to being an alien abduction metaphor song but it perfectly describes my situation w/my ex who dumped me 3 days into our second vacation in his country

#but yknow thats what i get for dating a fucking man last year when i absolutely knew better. i was in a low place & the idea of being #whisked away from europe was an escape for me . we got along really well but the second i showed any emotional weakness he couldnt handle i #oh but he sent a bunch of messages begging me to come back when i was on the plane fleeing to my sisters london flat! lol!!! #i didnt tell you guys about any of this on my old blog when it was happening bc i just knew itd invite a flood of #''why were you even dating a man'' messages. yeah im aware. it was stupid & yet another result of my inability to purge myself of the #desire to be in a relationship my homophobic father wouldnt hate me for. and i didnt think any woman would want me . im over it now #fuck my abusive father fuck men in general im so over the internalized homophobia. ive always preferred women why should i have to #supress that to make my fuckface hypocrite father happy. i only rly care bc i love my half brother & want to be in his life which means #i have to appease dad. but at what goddamn cost #why did i say from europe in that earlier tag. i meant TO europe...im from the us #anyways. what a shit show situation that was. i have never felt so betrayed by anyone except for my dad himself #oh i didnt even mention the worst part yet. when i texted from london asking if our friendship was over too (god. so cringe) he then went #into this spiel about how actually what he said earlier when he was asking me to come back #(that it had been a stupid impulse & biggest mistake of his life) was a lie & it had been a long time coming #IF IT WAS A LONG TIME COMING WHY THE FUCK DID YOU LET ME FLY ACROSS THR ATLANTIC FUCKING OCEAN 3 DAYS AGO FOR YOU #and said hed tell me the reasons but ''didnt want to hurt me'' #i have so much hatred in my heart for this man to this day when i really think about the mind games he was playing. unreal. #and he KNEW i already had massive trust issues

[dragonairice]

HI I’m looking for a specific BMC fic and I can’t find it sim I’m gonna rant about it here and hope someone knows what I’m talking about-

Okay so it was unfinished, had around 5 or 6 chapters maybe and it’s a post-canon fix where Jeremy ends up distancing himself from the squad after the Squipcident until one day he just. Shows up again like nothings wrong. Michael and Rich figure out that he can’t remember anything from the day before he got the Squip and that it’s blocking him from seeing the scars on his arms from the shocking. There’s like conflict and shit because Michael says he looks so much happier without the memories but eventually he talks to Jeremy about it and he drinks the red. The rest of the gang are upstairs watching Mulan but Michael and Jeremy have a moment where he apologises and they work on healing and stuff and it’s very sweet and he tried apologizing to everyone else after that like first Christine and then he goes clothes shopping with the girls and apologises to Brooke and vaguely discusses the Halloween incident and he apologises to Jenna and they talk about memes and then they go to this costume shop where Christine knows the owner and they have a good time and TRANS JEREMY IS REAL BTW HE BUYS A LITTKE TIARA,,, we’ll okay I think someone bought it for him but still it’s very neat and also he gets Michael this small lion key tag because it made him think of him and yes I know I remember a weird amount of details about things the fanfic was called like.. ‘reboot’ or ‘restart’ or something like that and I can’t find it :(

#also there’s many sweet moments with his dad as well it’s all around a very nice fic #I remember the text formatting being bad but like not bad enough that you can’t read it more like #‘there is a wall of text here and it intimidates me’ #ANYWAY yeah if anyone does know the fic and could link it that’d be great thank you I need to keep better tabs on my bookmarks #Be More Chill #DragonairIce Rambles

[aropride]

my family left me in the car all alone and i’m barking at people passing by the windows. might start eating some tissues off the floor if i can writhe out of my car seat

#text #hi. im sickand i want to go home but my sister wants to go to hobby lobby (😐) so im sitting in the car alone eating my fries #the thing about my family is that when ur sick no one gaf #well specifically ur mom and sister do not gaf #my dad let me use his inhalwr which was niceys #btw does anyone know. Actually this question migjt be better for a pharmacist #rain.text

[king-ludwig-ii]

life is insane like i’m just supposed to text someone back like we didn’t both want to live inside each others skin

#the strangers to friends to obsessed friendship that blurs the lines between platonic and romantic to complete mutual abandonment due to #various personal choices on both sides of it all #I Can Be So Normal About Her I Swear #It’s fine. I just know every secret she used to keep her mom’s name and her dad’s favorite band #I just know what the wallpaper looks like in her childhood bedroom look like and where she likes to buy vintage dresses #it’s really fine. I just used to fall asleep thinking about braiding her hair and she used to dream about me bringing her jewelry #when I see people who look like her I wave at the ghost of her in my mind. she told me she loved me more than anyone else on the planet its #really okay idk why it wouldn’t be #captain’s log #text

[cowboykeery]

i hate that i have such a hard time saying no to my dad. there’s a family reunion in goddamn idaho in the summer and i have no real reason to not go other that i don’t wanna spend 5 days somewhere i’ve never been to and flying on a plane by myself would put me into a panic attack right this second

#bri texts #it feels so childish cuz my only reason is i dont wanna go #idk i just feel so guilty when i say no i hate it #like i went to the fam reunion last year idk why there’s another one #and i never talk to anybody because they’re boomers and republicans (not my dad but a good amount in the fam are for me to not wanna go) #and like i have nothing to say to anyone???? what do i say yeah i didn’t go to college and i barely have a life #that and im not close with any family like i simply dont care #its not that i hate any of them they’re just not in my immediate life so i really dont give a shit #things like that just make me feel guilt and shame

[dreamertrilogys]

i’m trying to rmbr when exactly the last concert i went to ended (since i wanna go to another one soon hopefully 🤞) but i genuinely can’t find ANY record of it at ALL. fuck why aren’t i more of a screen-ager i should’ve posted abt it on instagram the moment it ended or smth :(

#the ONLY thing i can possibly think of is phone calls. but apparently to see my further call history i have to check w/ my cell provider #AND WE JUST SWITCHED TO ROGERS LIKE 3 DAYS AGO. GODDAMMIT #.txt #the timing is relevant bc i’m not allowed to go to concerts + i’m only allowed sleepovers in a very limited quantity + my curfew is #slightly l8r than it was last yr so i wanna see if i need to use a sleepover if we end up going to one.. #i didn’t text anyone when it ended. i didn’t post abt it anywhere till like the day after. i didn’t dm the friend who’s place i spent that #night at. we walked to a further streetcar stop just for funsies so i can’t even check my presto history. GOD #ik i called my parents right after it ended bc my dad called me during it but it was too loud 4 me to pretend it was just a sleepover so i j #told him i had bad signal lol

[crispyliza]

I'm no contact with my family but not because there's any bad blood between us, I'm just really bad at answering calls and messages.

#we actually talk several times a week if anyone manages to get ahold of me #same goes for my friends #i once didn't answer any messages for so many months that 3 of my friends that have no connection to each other separately called my dad's #office to check if i was alive #and my dad was like “idk haven't talked to her in a while” #back then i was roomates with my sister so she gave people updates on me but now I'm back to living alone so woops #depression is a bitch #text #crispy talks #stupid joke #I'm getting better at it though

[devilfruitdyke]

when yr having fun with yr dad but remember he doesnt respect young people or women and will never fully see you as a person

#was just bitching about how this guy is texting me a lot and was told by a friend that i TRUST #that he does this to 5 or 6 people at once #im like damn i wish he didnt send me 4 messages and get all sad ant with bindle if i dont reply in 15 mins #and MY DAD FUCKING DEFENDED THIS GUY IVE NEVER MET OVER ME JUST BECAUSE HE MIGHT BE ROMANTICALLY INTERESTED IN ME??? #then i was like ohhh he doesnt believe anything im telling him because im under 35 and thinks its getting too late for me to not have a bf #< ive had 3 girlfriends is whats ironic #but my dad had to be reminded of the guys name TODAY but still would rather defend this. alright man 👍 #i brought this up to him at one point where i was like i wish you didnt treat me as too hysterical to listen to #DO WE KNOW WHAT THIS MF SAID. 'well you were being hysterical back there 🙄' #LMAOOOOOOOIDONOTRESPECTYOU #say it with me. i am always and unequivocally better than anyone who would judge a 16 year old for things out of their control #if yr reading this you are too 🫶🫶

[glfry]

I love the m2 references in m3 a whole lot but the lack of almost any specific m1 rep slays me

#theres Berry tofu and TECHINICALLY eight Melodies. that’s it. and the melodies aren’t even specific to m1 so who gaf #tbf I Love earthbound gameplay and story wise more. and it’ll always hold a special place in my heart bc it was the first mther I played #BUT. I did like the last couple hours of m1 a lot #also The George Maria & gigyas stuff went so hard it was good ok #ALSO TEDDY. #Idk why but I couldn’t attach myself to most of the mother 2 cast #only like ness and that’s it #teddy however. teddy is my goat #mother #mother 2 #earthbound #mother 3 #im the only mother 1 fan and I don’t even like 70% of it #nor is it even my favorite mother game. or my second favorite #I DID LIKW IT THOUGH #beggining is Rough. middle is fine. end is peak ((except for the area not tested who the fuck came up with that)) #the best way to play m1 is with rewind features I’m being so fr #also anyone who played without the run button. you are stronger than the troops #in General I dont think ppl like m1 like at all. #Theres like 5 pieces of merch for it on the hobonichi store and 3 of them are buttons. #Theres also the towels but that barely counts #it sucks that I like the m1 team more but like. i want to see the m2 team do more !!!!! #i thought poo (metaphorically? spiritually?) giving up his arms went hard #I loved Paula’s hopefulness. i Love Jeff having a lot of self confiecene issues and his bf and the fact his dad kinda sucked #NAD I LOVE NESSSSSSS I LOVE NESS SO MUCH #but the m1 cast is given so much more flavor text it makes me kinda mad #ninten liking penguins and loving baseball. Ana refusing to dissect a frog. Lloyd being autistic af and THE EVERYTHING AROUND TEDDY??? #Peak. absolutely Peak #genuinely if the gameplay was on par with m2 I think i would’ve enjoyed it more than m2 im being so foreal #also i Love magiciant in m2 but the calm version from m1 goes SO much harder and that’s also why it’s the one represented in smash dont@me

[midnightfruitloops]

feminine urge to wanna text all of my mutuals that are active rn, feminine urge to also take a nap, feminine urge to think about drummers for the rest of the day, feminine urge to cry about harry styles too

#then again #naps are always so good #OMG I ALWAYS HAVE NIGHTMARES EVERY TIME I TAKE A NAP #NO MATTER WHAT #I ALWAYS DO #so naps aren't good but i want it #also how to keep a conversation going with people?? #i missed oversharing on here #hi love me and my personality that i fear i don't have or isn't good enough for anyone to stick around #pls text me first cuz i fear when i text first i'm breaking several social violations #i should make that a post within itself #todays is the 16th anniversary of the death thing #i think that's what has me in a weird mood #like fuck u dad or whatever #yk teenage angst and all of that #like thanks dad worst birthday gift #oversharing on the internet is my favorite pastime #k bye for now

[bemorekleinman]

you haven’t experienced heartbreak until all your friends go to barbenheimer without you

#/lh because I couldn’t have gone with them today anyways #but like damn ouch 😭 #didn’t even find out they were doing it today until my bf texted me his review of the movies #and I was like oh shit that was today?? #top ten most tragic anime moments in history #lol anyways #I might just go see it with my dad if I can’t find anyone that hasn’t seen it or won’t go see it again with me #rambles from katie

[emometalhead]

Things I'm putting on my personal Bingo card for my Eras Tour concert:

• I will cry 3+ times

• I will cry through the entirety of the surprise songs

• My dad will only sing along to I Knew You Were Trouble and You Need To Calm Down

• My dad will purposefully sing the wrong lyrics to I Knew You Were Trouble

• I will break a nail or severely chip the polish

• I'm going to trip, but not completely fall, on stairs at the stadium

#I might add more if I think of more later lol #I cried multiple times during my rep concert and I'm known to cry during live performances so I'm pretty certain it'll happen again #I think those are the only Taylor songs my dad knows the lyrics too but we'll see if he surprises me lol #although he might not even sing along to those #he is has also told me he's excited to hear Lover but I don't think he knows the words lol #he literally always changes part of IKYWT when he sings it so I feel like there's a good chance it'll happen at the concert #the last two are just my general clumsiness at play lol #I still have 2 months until my concert but I was texting my friend about us going outfit shopping so it's on my mind #I'm so excited!!!!!!!! #I'm also still looking for better seats so like if you know anyone selling face value lower bowl or floor tickets for Santa Clara hmu #ashley rambles #taylor swift #the eras tour

[vulcannic]

this is the third time this year there’s been an emergency on my street where a fire tuck and police cars had to park outside my house and i gotta say!! i’ve discovered this is a big trigger for me!!!

#delete later #text #obviously the emergencies are more important like i’ll deal #luckily this time is seemed to be nothing too bad #just really reminds me of the morning my dad passed 🤪 #but the the other two times were not good and had me shaking on the floor on the verge of throwing up #but this time the fire truck pulled up and they got the houses mixed up and came knocking on our door and scared the shit out of me #anyway #i said on twitter i was staying away from social media most of the day because my pmdd symptoms are thheee wooOoOOoorstt rn #but i needed to get this off my chest or else i would go full panick attack mode #sorry i only make text posts about shitty things #edit: ok i thought this time wasn’t that bad because my neighbor was outside the house acting fine and the fire truck left #but now two more cops showed up and they’re putting caution tape around the house…….. #i don’t think anyone died since the neighbor lives alone and is fine but like 🧍 #EDIT 2: ok i think i got the old guy mixed up with our other neighbor….. #i think the neighbor i thought it was might be dead and they’re treating it like a crime scene homy fuck