#MOST OF MY LIFE for her to return

[whatelsecanwedonow]

STAR TREK: PICARD S03E05 | Imposters

#trekedit #picardedit #dailytrek #startrekedit #chewieblog #userbbelcher #scifiedit #cinematv #tngedit #Star Trek: Picard #Star Trek #Ro Laren #Michelle Forbes #Will Riker #Jean-Luc Picard #Liam Shaw #mine* #god i've only been waiting like #MOST OF MY LIFE for her to return #ro f'ing laren!!! #COMMANDER ro laren

[introspectivememories]

if you're writing a charles fic, it must have some aspect of boyking. he must lean a little on the childgod side. he has to be revered a little bit, adored even. if people aren't talking about him like they wouldn't wash his feet and adorn it with perfume like mary magdalene washed and adorned jesus' feet, you're doing it wrong.

#LOOK AT HIM #nearly every image of charles has some aspect of religious imagery to it #that one image of the spanish gp 2021 where he has his hands in front of him and he's looking up at the sky.... madonna in prayer #fuckin look at the entire country of italy. do i even have to say anything? #look at the way ferrari loves him. the way they hold him. press kisses onto his helmet. comfort him. reassure him. #look at vanzini naming him 'il predestinato' all the way back in 2012!! maranello's sun/son!!!! #everyone's always like 'oh stockholm syndrome! stockholm syndrome!' babe he's never leaving them. #he's choosing this!!! he loves this!!!! he's in this scuderia ferrari shit for life like the rest of us!!!! #but he returns it all!!! #look at him saying 'if ferrari is a cage then i would like to be kept in that cage my whole life'!!! #'why stay with ferrari?' / "i have always been a tifosi. i have always loved her. that is reason enough.' #even the most recent contract renewal where he said and i quote: #now my own dream remains. a dream that writes itself in red. tifosi the dream continues. #and like red?? like blood? like the blood that dripped down jesus' temples when they place the crown of thorns on his head? #red like the suit? like the car? like the boyking they have made you out to be? the childgod you have become? #when he won in monza i think it was too late for us. i think it rewrote something in us. i think he ascended that day. #the closest the narrative has come to consuming him. when he wins again in monza (and he will win in monza again) it will change us again #i have to stop before it gets me too. who said all that? i need to go lay down. #charles leclerc #cl16 #scuderia ferrari #f1 #introspective.txt #and obviously you can write you fics however the hell you want. this is just how i like mine.

[newtafterdark]

The yearly tradition returns! 🎂

#newt's ramblings #I had opted for a different cake in past years to seem more “adult” #but this one just brings me the most happiness bc my mom used to get this one for my birthday every year until her passing #plus it has vanilla; strawberry and chocolate layers #which is just perfect for me! #so it returns to my life :> #german stuff

[mila-bee]

Live footage of Liam getting mad:

#help why is his angry face so cute??? #he’s so unserious #I do wonder why they have beef or at least Liam has beef with Bert #it seems one sided tbh #I’m curious if they ever met in the real life #meanwhile rob and Bert are being the most obvious boyfriends #I’d kill for a special episode of arcanum #love replaying this book it’s my comfort series for sure #I hope Alice returns to horror/thriller for her next book #romance club #rc arcanum #rc selena #RC rob #rc liam #rc bert

[non-plutonian-druid]

Nine people I’d like to know better

tagged by @sharkneto

Last song: uh fuckin.... "If we have each other" by alec benjamin. i listened to this last thursday. i dont listen to music lmao

Favourite colour: purple :)

Currently watching: im on a doctor who kick. my thoughts since the last time i watched it: i feel like it would be more fun if everyone was actually allowed to be polyamorous, and also while i still love eleven's delivery, why did they write him SO horny and SO sexist

Last movie/tv show: doctor who like i said

Spicy/savoury/sweet: hmmmmm Honestly savory. i like chocolate and all but i want to eat meat more than i want to eat chocolate. maybe im just hungry rn lmao

Relationship status: nonromanceable npc, as always

Current obsession: tua, as always

Last thing you googled: .......... "doctor who wild blue yonder dailymotion" DONT WORRY ABOUT IT

Tagging: i know you already got tagged @littlerit but i only know so many people. @starsomething @melivian @copper-and-smoke @grammarpedant @specialagentartemis @elexuscal hi dragon you used my art in that one post one time that means i can tag you in goofy ask games right @rockinlibrarian @thesadplanet

#if youre wondering if i found what i was looking for on google. Yes. #i still love dearly all the iterations of the doctor ive seen #i like jodie whittaker but ive only poked my nose in #bc the one episode i watched recently was like. her three companions standing in a row exchanging lines with her #and it was The most boring and lazily blocked conversation ive ever seen in my life. why did they write a two person conversation #they knew there were four main cast members!! #and there was one at the beginning. and then there was another one at the end!!! #so i said jodie whittaker im returning to you later but i cant do this right now

[ban-joey]

ive been thinking about the physical compatibility scene for like 24 hours. jesus christ. bisexual moment

#charlie hunnam is in literally nothing else i like so i can't speak to his other roles but my GOD does he do the fucking job #instead of being a tortured man ruled by vengeance who uses that feeling to constantly remind everyone of his pain and make it their proble #he does. the opposite. hi. hello? where am i #dont get me STARTED on rinko kikuchi. #i fucking love her honest assessment of him in the beginning to his face only to get like. humble acceptance/genuine hurt in return #and the look on her face of “fuck did i really just say that to him??” insane. insaaaaane #i wonder what she expected. probably something like chuck right. only to get the guy who learned from and deeply regrets his decisions #and has lbr wanted to die for the last 5 years #and getting his ass kicked in the most chemistry-filled fight in his entire life was enough for him to start changing his mind. #okay. Okay. Okay. I'm fine.

[ozlices]

they really do just dangle the concept of a pandora hearts anime reboot being an actual thing over our heads like we are rats in a maze with unobtainable cheese around the corner. like. is the 2% sanity i have left a joke to u. this is so sick. i feel like shit i just want to look forward to seeing my son on a regular basis again

#mine #pandora hearts #i am not sorry i am so not normal rn bc the daily oz acc just posted a translation for one of the 15th anni things ive never seen translate #& i am. massively unhinged. #the fact that they made such a blatant allegory to a reboot #but also specifically the way that was not just like. ooo a message from oz teehee #THEY LITERALLY GOT JUNKO MINAGAWA HERSELF TO REPRISE HER ROLE AS OZ TO VOICE IT #sick and twisted to rattle me in a blender like that. #AND THEN THE NENDROID ANNOUNCEMENT THIS YEAR TOO #i cant do this ive literally spent half my life waiting for justice to be served for my son im unhinged. im twisted. im craazzyyy #ill literally never have depression again if ph gets reboot like ill just be the worst person on earth on purpose #i will literally not shut up for a singular second. i will take screenshots of oz every second he is on screen #and post all of them. i will be the worst most obnoxious annoying person ever #AND U KNOW WHAT #ID DESERVE IT SO LET ME HAVE IT GIVE HIM BACK GIVE HIM BACK GIVE HIM BACK GIVE HIM BACK #they literally know. how desired it is. like ffs fiction junction STILL performs the op & ppl go wild for it every time still. #junko minagawa reprised her role as oz just for that little treat #mochijun and yuki kaijura are still friends. #everything is there why arent u budging why are u keeping him trapped behind a door #stop gatekeeping my son and return him to me ive been waiting for him to come back home for 8 years #i cant do it anymore #i deserve to live my best life in a quaint studio apartment w my daughter & i watching ph's reboot together. #hand it all over i am tired of being nice i dont even Want to go apeshit i AM apeshit

[swordmaid]

so I was looking up the tenets for lolth’s paladins and I found this little list. not sure how canon exactly this is but I thought it was interesting -

kind of laughing that shri’iia does the exact opposite in act 1 which leads to her oath breaking. she girlflopped so badly lolth decides to drop her ass then prob hunt her ass down for being an embarrassment and a failure. like girly was not exerting her power at all - it’s her first time in the surface ever and she’s surrounded by people who could literally kill her any given moment (considering all the stories she heard abt how surface dwellers hates drow) not to mention that the tieflings you encounter when you see lae’zel were ready to attack you that just fueled her paranoia. > she was not sowing discord at all she was laying low and keeping her mouth shut …!! she has no allies here! and she doesn’t know where she is! and there’s an illithid tadpole in her head! it would be foolish of her to paint herself as an enemy when she’s already so out of her environment so she keeps her mouth shut … thoughts to herself … bides her time and sees who’s useful to her and who’s not … she can always get rid of the ones that she doesn’t need later but for now she’s seeing what she can work with first …… > have a plan… shri’iia had no plans…. at all. she was following lae’zel around because the crèche was her only lead … but then they mentioned a druid named halsin who’s a very good healer so she turned her objective to that … then a goblin mentions their priestess is a healer too so guess she’s looking for her as well… honestly who thought making the drow who’s never been to the surface and literally does not know where she is or what she's doing the leader of the group a good idea….. in my hc the leader is gale

#but I’m like 🤭🤭🤭 at the idea of shri’iia being considered an embarrassment by Lolth just bc apparently lolth paladins are pretty rare #like she doesn’t give her blessings easily and they mostly go to her clerics but to a paladin … and for someone who’s not noble birth too…. #like she had potential ..!! she was mentored by a matriarch of a noble house ..!! but then she flopped soo badly 😭😭 #and I hc mid/the end of act 1 she still hasn’t accepted that she’s an oathbreaker and she’s still delusional thinking that she can get #lolth’s favour again it’s like no 💗 girly. she hates your ass 💓 if you ever return to menzoberranzan she’ll turn you into a drider probably #and it’s only in act 2 where she accepts that she is an Oathbreaker. and she does Not need Lolth. and Lolth doesn’t deserve her (delusion) #but I love that idea for her bc she was So proud of herself … and she devoted herself to her goddess to the point that her sense of self is #essentially Gone.. but then she gets rejected. so now the thing she’s most proud of is taken away from her #by HER own actions no less .. like she can’t blame anyone bc it’s her own fault ..!! and that’s what stings more ..!!!!! she’s the one who #fumbled the bag … so it’s like where do u go when the very thing you dedicated your whole life to rejected you #and you’re so far away from home. and you CAN’T even go back home.. where do you go. no choice but to keep going…. #then she eventually accepts the role as an oath breaker bc it's the only thing she has left. her oath no longer binds her ; every choice #she makes is hers and hers alone.. which is so ..!! girls when you're faced to reclaim your own agency or else you'll fall into the void #you're left with ...!!!!!!! also it is so perfect bc the oathbreaker dialogues are all abt freedom and agency of self. #being free from dogma and making your own decisions! and you also want others to be free too … #and the fact that the oath breaker knight helps you make that decision I hc she becomes similar to him as well #where if someone chooses they want to be free she will help them … but it has to be their own choice … #which ties in perfectly with the act 2 and 3 quests esp for the companions .. all abt making ur own decisions … #so the leadership role goes from gale then to her … #should be heading to bed bc I have an early start tomorrow but hrk head filled w thoughts of my oc... #but act 1 shri'iia is essentially her getting such a bad grade at being Lolth-Sworn Drow that lolth disowns her 😭 #im so ill at the thought of her not being able to return to menzo tho ... i dont think the underdark is safe for her either like she should #b getting hunted like sport .... maybe thats why she released the vampire spawns down there lol #like <3 revenge. everyone loves revenge especially an ex oath of vengeance girly <3

[drill1000000]

i am the most horrendous goodbye-er in the world not because i take them especially hard emotionally or anything (i do to an extent..) but because i always scramble for the words and never get to express even the smallest fragment of everything i could possibly want them to know before parting Ha Ha ...

#she was being so warm to me and all i could offer in return was the lamest most uninspired goodbye imaginable #YOU REPRESENT A FECET OF MY LIFE I WILL ALWAYS HOLD DEAR AND I WILL THINK FONDLY OF YOU FOREVER.. #maybe i’ll email her.

[inexplicably-spookified]

hypothetical older usagi... she's not a pirate despite the *gestures vaguely*

#cave story #usagi #my ocs #scribblins #FUCKING BNUUY FRIDAY #her 'canon' age is like... #late teens? #vs equivalent of maybe early 30's or so here #(or the mimiga equivalent thereof) #as for the missing limb(s) she probably lost them doing something stupid #like trying to fight a sandcroc #but she tells anyone who asks an increasingly ridiculous and obviously very made up story #i like to think she spends most of her life exploring and adventuring around the island #but once she retires she returns to her village and takes over as its guard/protector #training those who are interested in combat

[impossible-rat-babies]

once again. plagued bu 1.0 WoL thoughts !

#owen plays ffxiv #no yeah no I’m a big obssessed with her being deep in the aetherial sea—how she is a keeper and guide to the souls there #the ones lost along the way—the ones stuck in the depths with no intention to leave #she is the Keeper of the Mother—the warden of the souls of the deep #she’s an odd little shard of azem—maybe the truest expression of charon in a fashion #what she ultimately becomes as shepherd to the everlasting dead #she will be the last to fade into oblivion along with the aetherial sea #the last light. the last sound in the universe before it all Ends #it was a role she took with her free will—hydaelyn gave her a choice to return or to endure in some manner of her choosing #gosh a lot of my 1.0 WoL’s death has informed her life sjdjdjdjd #but when eyrie died in UT she caught their soul before it could fully sink #and how she cradled them. this familiar spark #the one which set her free of bahamut #and she could not forsake them—not this soft light so alike to the glow of her own soul #she tethered them back to their flesh. knitted the ties together once more and bade them Live #she would not see them again until their correct time #utterly changing topics but she minds Amon and Asahi—even in their most wretched depths she sees them #watches their rage and despair and hopes one day time will soothe their hurts or time will wear them both to dust #scattering their aether to nothing to become everything #they will never again be people #but yeah ! i love making my own silly lil dress up dolls all deeply connected to each other sjsjdjd #endwalker spoilers

[thedeadthree]

— OCS AS MYTHOLOGICAL CREATURES

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KITSUNE (FOX SPIRIT)

You are neither good nor evil, you play by your own rules. You are capable of living a great many years, and can accumulate plenty of wisdom throughout your lifetime. People might fear you because you may possess or seduce them, and are almost always likely to have the upper hand in a situation. This is fair, since you tend to be a trickster. Nonetheless, you are also honorable and will repay any debts and fulfill any promises you make.

DRAGON

You have a hard exterior, but you’re really a softie inside. You can be very confrontational and might pick fights here and there, but you also know when to yield and find a compromise with your enemy. Fiercely protective, you keep your most treasured belongings, people and memories close to your heart. Nothing can stop you when you’re feeling protective. You’ll come with the full force of fire and skies against anyone who threatens your kingdom.

LADY OF THE LAKE

Your past has not been kind to you and you come from tragic beginnings, but you are pure of heart and devoted to helping those who are as lost as you once were. In some ways, you might feel trapped where you are in life, but you are able to make the most of what is available to you. Ultimately, you are capable of great decisions and can decide who wields power. You choose to be loved rather than feared.

PARI (FAIRY)

Mischievous and cunning, you are a pretty-faced creature capable of deception, but ultimately good at heart. You cast love spells and weed your way into people’s lives, pulling strings. You are a lone wolf and a traveler, moving in and out of people’s lives seamlessly. But although you are ambivalent, your intentions are good. You may fall quickly in love with people but will be quick to leave them as your love may sting.

MERMAID

Your enchanting beauty would be enough to inspire the greatest artists, but you yourself are an artist as well. Unfortunately, it might get to your head a bit as your hold yourself in the highest regard in both looks and talent. You are deeply misunderstood and feel the need to compensate and are therefore constantly performing for people. People might accuse you of manipulation or lying, and at times it’s difficult for you to reflect on what you’ve done wrong.

GNOME

You are a bit of a homebody and can be quite timid, but you’re always on people’s paths. Everyone who meets you likes you. Sticking to one place suits you, and you aren’t very open to major changes. You can be quite crafty and inventive, people come to you when they need help fixing things. You are also a trustworthy guard of people’s homes and secrets.

#only if you want to! 🥀🍄 #oc: iovanna dayne #oc: valaenya targaryen #oc: illyria ilmestys #oc: una nathaira uller #oc: elaenaera targaryen #oc: yelena voronin #well this was the CUTEST to do ahh ty ty to you all for the tag! #and also so many of these nailed the girls to the letter? i just KNEW enya and yelena were to get dragon and gnome i could FEEL it jsnka #speaking of yelena return of the queen :') im playing s*kyrim (again ksanxdkn the shock) but like...... i miss yelena #'everyone who meets you likes you' THATS RIGHT BC SHES AN ANGEL IN THE WASTES A TRUE SAINT ON EARTH :') #'people come to you when they need help.' a true dads girl babies a surgeon AHH it all fits her so well im SOBBING #that ella is an inpiration to artists and is admired but has an air of arrogance bc of that from her upbringing AHH..! #'at times its difficult to admit you've done wrong.' i mean if u think shes done wrong no she didn't bc shes never done wrong ever <3 #'ultimately good at heart.' THE WAY I WHEEZED jhsanjxn but also that shes cunning and a pretty faced creature capable of deception.. RIGHT #una 'ive never done anything wrong in my life ever' uller and bc shes charming the people (a*egon janjksnaj) see this as fact jsdnjd #love that for u sweetie! #ILLYRIAS HAD ME SOBBING THE HELPING PEOPLE WHO WERE LOST AS SHE WAS SHE FEELS TRAPPED SHE MAKES THE MOST OF THINGS #in her lore she was orphaned when her mothers ship wrecked and she lived alone as a child on asshai for a few years before found! #her and a*emond were friends and attached at the hip as kids and then she left at around nine when she bonded with her dragon #she returns at the last supper and during the dance as regent with him she aided helping orphans find safety during the battles :') #oh my god dragon and enya was nailed to the LETTER. i mean she IS a member of the dragon house she claims ancestry hjsanjhxn #fire and blood babey! reigning fire to enemies of her house(s) a hard exterior with a soft side for her loved ones ITS SO GOOD #she was practically raised with g*riff and enya was the first to take dragonstone when s*tannis left for the north #and by the time d*any got there she and her became instant best friends :) believing in her cause and ideals #theres also more scions of the hotd clowns in g*ot that im planning and they're family as well to her.. keep her enemies in ur thoughts #(dont look to closely at the editing ksankjadn its my first attempt with manip :') jskanjxka but! i made an effort! ahh!) #VANNNNA AHH..! 'always likely to have the upper hand in the situation' she KNOWS things that's my mistress of mists! spymaster dear! #leg.ocs #leg.tagged

[ziorre]

.03 “The Big One”

#2019 #this will be the biggest affair in her entire life which she'll spend 4 months of planning it #Bembe often lend money to Rita for her affairs but in return demands almost a half of what she loot. #he says not satisfied? You can look for someone else who will risk their money without a good benefit #the robbery of Marquessa's studio was once the most flashy headline of newspapers #far cry 6 #rita diaz #bembe alvarez #my art

[remyfire]

In old roleplaying circles, I used to have people get really angry at me because they found a lot of catharsis in taking their characters those agonizing angst without necessarily giving them an end point of healing whereas my characters would always try to prompt that moment of healing—would be an end point they could come to whenever they were ready, would love them through the pain instead of drive it higher—and I don't think I've really changed at all in that regard, and I hope that ends up being all right.

#this is a complicated way to say that i'm having my chai and meditating on some of the more popular headcanons i saw #when i first got here and part of it was just the circle of blogs i saw initially when i created mine #because they all had a similar sense of characterization for the blorbos and were reluctant to let anything else in #and i totally get that btw because i LOVE seeing varied interpretations and i will happily play in every sandbox #but i'm thinking specifically about the fanon about beej HAVING to leave his home after everything because he tries to fit back in the box #and he can't #and the agony and misery therein like having built an entire life on a literal lie and choosing to jettison it for his own good #and how i have inadvertently built a home life for him that he will return to incredibly changed but will be welcomed into nonetheless #i think about how loose and utterly queer he becomes in korea down to his gestures his clothes his grooming choices #and how yes he DOES remove all of those when he gets home #(my gnc hawk doing much the same i should say) #but replacing the agony of having to leave what no longer serves you with the joy of someone saying 'then let's change together' #and the knowledge that it won't be easy and you need SO much therapy #but that the old and the new can come together in a very intentional and loving and wonderful way #so the mustache comes back and the colors and the loose limbs and the lighter speaking cadence and he feels so fucking good again #and he's loved so thoroughly by all three of the most important aspects of his life for CHOOSING to be authentic #(just like hawk) #and i know a lot of this is me needing to write it because i almost lost my marriage because my wife was so scared of how she changed #that she was projecting onto me all of these thoughts of how she was SURE i'd react and she tried to cut and run early #and how when i wrapped her up in all that love and desire to come along on this new journey and see what happens #that she was overcome and truly didn't believe it was real #but also i do get sad at the tendency to be like 'everyone changed and they can never go back' #when i want to be like 'yes but they can always go forward and they don't have to lose everything they loved to do it' #and i just hope people wanna come on that journey with me #my ramblings

[terrifyingstories]

caleb doesn't understand hanna not talking about him in therapy because if he went to therapy he would just talk about her for hours

#laura is finally back to watching s3 of pll and so i have returned as well #most of my life i've felt alone. #meta: caleb. #meta. #hanna not talking about caleb because her relationship with caleb is healthy and she thinks therapy is for you know. not that #something something about how SO many bad horrible traumatic things have happened to caleb #and it would make so much sense for him to be defined by these to be irreparably damaged #but instead he focuses on the good in his life (hanna; his adoptive family aka the blake ozeras) #and would just talk about how much he loves all of them

[displayheartcode]

There’s something about Holly Black’s prose when she writes scenery and whimsical descriptions that makes me want to eat her words

#rachel in real life #her og trilogy has a special place in my heart #and the stolen heir so far feels like a return to it #her writing shines the most when she has the folk interact in the mortal world