#Kira venting

[musicemo]

I just finished a crochet pattern, and I want my money back for it. I can't, but I do. It has you make about 1 billion separate pieces and then doesn't actually tell you how to assemble it. And the sizing is horrible, but that is a secondary issue.

#Crochet #crocheting #yarn crafts #kira venting

[soutzouart]

A reminder that Kira not only knows how to play the violin, but has won the second (or third, I'm not sure) place award in a violin competition. Do you know what that means? This evil mf is probably extremely good at it, even when he's holding back.

So.. I let my intrusive thoughts take over and decided to draw him performing one of the most famous and hauntingly beautiful violin concertos out there, the Mendelssohn concerto in E minor. It suits him so well and I feel like he would eat this concerto up. I definitely recommend you to listen to the whole thing! It's such an elegant musical piece!

#I'm obsessed #this is vent art #kira yoshikage #yoshikage kira #jojo kira #jjba kira #kira yoshikage fanart #Kira fanart #my art #fanart #anime fanart #jjba #jjba fanart #jojo fanart #jojo #jojo's bizzare adventure fanart #jojo villains #jojo's bizarre adventure #diu #diu fanart #diamond is unbreakable fanart #diamond is unbreakable #jojo kimyou na bouken #jojo part 4 #jjba part 4 #Spotify

[grimalkinmessor]

Light's end has always bothered me for multiple reasons (the biggest of which is it not actually being his fault that he lost therefore robbing me of a greater poetic justice but you can't win 'em all), but I think one nobody really talks about is that,,,Light wasn't afraid to die.

Well—he WAS, at the beginning, but part of the reason I'm so obsessed with his relationship with Ryuk is because Ryuk's existence was a constant threat to Light's life. And yet Light never once seemed afraid of him, or tried to cozy up to him, or even attempted manipulate Ryuk into doing things for him. Sure, he bribed him sometimes into going along with his plans, but he was friends with Ryuk. Or—as close to friends as I assume a Light Yagami and a Shinigami can get.

But before Light meets Ryuk, he 100% believes that he's going to die. His frenzy those first few days can be attributed not to any moral righteousness, but to a desperate sort of resignation. Light thinks that he's sold his soul after killing those first two men, so instead of destroying the Death Note, he immediately sets out to make as big of an impact as possible. He wants to go out with a bang! He wants to be remembered! Light is afraid of death in those first days—but he also comes to terms with it somewhere between killing Otoharada and Ryuk showing up. He was ready to go with Ryuk quietly if he was there to take his life or his soul.

But then—he learns that he's not going to die.

The face of a boy excited and relieved.

Light learns that there are no consequences to using the Death Note.

THIS is when he starts getting cocky, when he starts to actually convince himself of all that moral stuff he spouts.

But he's still not afraid of death.

Oh he's afraid of being caught, for sure, and after L humiliated him on live television, he might've even been afraid of execution. Because he'd seen firsthand just how quickly L could turn the tables on him, how he could make Kira look foolish. And Light definitely does not want to be remembered as foolish.

I don't think Light was afraid of actually DYING though, because when Ryuk says "You know I could just kill you", Light laughs. Literally laughing in the face of death. Light KNOWS that Ryuk will eventually kill him, but as long as he goes down the way he wants—on HIS terms—it's fine. Ryuk claiming that he'd be the one to finally end Light might've even been a relief, considering how Light's mind works. A god can only be killed by another god, etc. etc. 'Killed By A Real-life Shinigami' sounds metal as FUCK. Top-tier way to die if you're as much of a gloryhound as Light.

And one thing that irks me is that—the five year gap kind of,,,,takes that, from Light. Light spends so long on top of the world with no real challenge that by the time that Near and Mello show up, he's far more arrogant than he was when he was up against L. Light is, once more, afraid of death. He's lost that tolerance he built up in those pivotal first few days, and he goes out, not in a blaze of glory like he wanted, but clawing and pleading to live like a dog.

Light lost his recklessness, his impatience, his acceptance of the inevitable because he believed that he could now change the inevitable—all somewhere in that five year time skip.

This makes him less likely to get caught, yes, but it also takes away that—that teenage dauntlessness that he had at the beginning. Pre-skip Light feared L and L alone. Only the idea of being caught by someone who could truly tear him down frightened him. Not even death compared.

And I suppose that Light's spiralling at the end is a sort of poetic justice in this case?? But it's not the one I wanted.

I wanted Light's recklessness to blow up in his face. I wanted his carefully curated plans ruined by his own impatient hand. I wanted him to go down much as he probably first intended—in a blaze of glory. I wanted his fall to be explosive and terrifying to the audience. A moral of the story that shoots you right in the chest and really makes you think.

Instead he was reduced to just,,,,another criminal, begging for his life.

Which, yes, I suppose, is also a message in and of itself (all evil figures throughout history have only ever been human, have only ever been men that bleed red at the end of the day, and nothing they've ever done or said will change that), but I also find that....exceedingly boring.

#death note #grim rants #yagami light #light yagami #death note meta #i guess...? #im just venting my frustrations with the ending #again #i know the five year skip was supposed to show us how fast kira consumed the world and how quickly corruption spreads #but also yOU COULDVE BROUGHT NEAR AND MELLO IN WAY EARLIER #WHEN LIGHT WAS STILL THE DUMBASS THAT BUILDS FLASHBOMBS IN HIS DESKS #it wouldve so much funnier plzzzz #and more interesting in my opinion #23 yo light was kinda more of a bitch not gonna lie #like wheres the man that orchestrated a bus jacking to get one man's name?? #and then met that man in person again and made him kill his own comrades???? #WHERE'D MY ARROGANT/DESPERATE LITTLE HASTY BOY GO #he went from a zim to a mr burns and i disliked it greatly thank you

[maintitle]

midway through my rewatch of DS9 season 4 and i personally think that men should leave major kira nerys the fuck alone

#Seriously #Every time we turn we see one man after another acting like a fucking child around her #Vent them all out the airlock #Maybe in the vacuum of space they'll sort their shit out #DS9 #Star Trek #Star Trek: Deep Space 9 #Star Trek: Deep Space Nine #Odo #Kira Nerys #Dukat #Bariel Antos #Shaakar Edon

[warpfactor9]

kind of a vent—it's my first time watching star trek: tng and i really do love it, but i'm having so much trouble sitting with the male gaze-y parade clown damsel in distress they make of deanna troi so often... sometimes sitting down to watch tng feels like a gamble on whether the next episode is gonna have some real substance, be about some silly funny shenanigans, or be 45 minutes of stripping away troi's bodily autonomy for *checks notes* reasons. i know it's the 80s, but... ough

#i had to take a break for a week or two bc it was really killing it for me for a bit #i love trek. so much. but my god can we be normal about women for a minute. or at least let them pull a kira and start swinging on mfs #not trying to discourse or anything either this is truly just a little vent #star trek #star trek: tng #deanna troi

[remythologise]

I’ve had like 8 hours of sleep over 3 days and now I finally can sleep… it’s 4am and I can’t!!!!! because I just read volume 6 and the way Richard is so clearly aching to touch Seigi all the time he was like ‘You never attempt to close the distance between us. And you never allow me to pay your price, the affection, you are worth’ like brrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. BRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.

#never mind the everything else. #seigi I understand your conscious and unconscious feel of unworthiness bringing this romance to a standstill but like. ten more years? #ten more years of this……. ok…….. #Richard should have been at the club (Seigi dating him) #literally me anytime they mention ages and I’m like oh god babies……? #the case files of jeweler richard #kira for ts #sorry for posting if I vent maybe I can sleep now. thanks tumblr for letting me blog

[ender-goo]

Sounds nice to have caring parents doesn't it

#vent art #vent drawing #mk kira #mk kabal

[simpalert]

Anxiety over being deactivated intensifies

#shut the f*ck up kira #no one cares kira #kira rambles #kira talks #vent

[the-brainrot-central]

That feeling when you thought you were gonna have a good day and do something fun but then you fuck up and make someone you know upset and go “well, shit, I did it again, didn’t I?”

It’s like I never change. It’s like my brain doesn’t even work the way it’s supposed to. I’m not growing up at all. Why do I keep fucking up like this??

You never think it’ll be one of those “well shit, I really fucked up” kind of days until it becomes one, and then you wish you could turn back time cus you didn’t realize how bad you were gonna fuck things up just by making a stupid, impulse decision or a small mistake

Anyways how’s everyone’s day going

#status #tw rant #personal vent #sorry for cringeposting on main #it will probably happen again #anyways who’s pumped about the kira tentacle fic

[itsdappleagain]

out of my 137 lines 48 of them are in scene 6 alone what the fuck. thats 35%. why is scene 6 so DAMN LONG

#personal vent #it has a whopping three musical numbers in it #and from the beginning of the scene my character (sonny) (male lead) and my colead (kira) (female lead) #go from close but new friends with little crushes on each other #to MAKING OUT AND PROFESSING THEIR LOVE FOR EACH OTHER AND STARTING A BUSINESS TOGETHER #to. BREAKING UP #AND KIRA LEAVING HIM HEARTBROKEN #WHY????????????? ISNT THIS SPLIT UP INTO MORE SCENES?? #for context there are eight scenes total in this show #and scene six is THIRTY FIVE FUCKING PERCENT OF MY LINES! #YOU'D THINK IT WOULD BE ROUGHLY AN EIGHTH #BUT NO #anyways im learning my lines for off book day on monday can you tell #i had to split scene 6 into three parts to make it manageble #theater kid thingz (quirky laugh) #im going to kill god (actual thing my character tries to do) #xanadu posting

[musicemo]

Today is my birthday, it should be nice! Instead I've had three breakdowns at work because the same two coworkers can't do their jobs, and now I'm having to pick-up their pieces all the while I keep getting told "Don't worry [New Manager] knows all about the problems!!" Like?? Great?? Can he fix it? "He is going to have a meeting next week!" ... So I get to suffer until then??

#kira venting #posting from work

[deathandnonexistentialdread]

Meanwhile in the National High School Championship, Isagi Yoichi's school loses the high school prefectural final because Isagi believed in the power of teamwork.

He won't be making that same mistake again.

You should be sorry Tada-chan.. You should be ... i don't like that guy.

This guy (Kira) believes in teamwork, I wonder how it would turn out for him....

After the loss Isagi walks and he is sad. Obviously. So he screams

In a NatGeo narrator voice: Screaming is a healthy way to let out your emotions. Be like Isagi, although you must do it in an open ground otherwise, you will disturb people. If you happen to not care about the well-being of the public by all means carry on.

#blue lock #bllk #isagi yoichi #yoichi isagi #i don't like tada-chan #don't be like isagi #don't trust ineffective people to do the job #do the job yourself #be an independent entity #kira ryosuke #also crying is an excellent way to vent your emotions #my science teacher back at school told me that crying is healthy #it is good for your lungs #so yeah #also talking can help

[burningxdaylight]

Can't even drink water from my flask without being sexualized

#i wish i was yoshikage kira and make vile gross people explode #vent post #tw vent

[kiraisred]

in therapy our counsellor was like "your dad was abusive, and that's not a term I use lightly"

it's always weird to be reminded of that, and on some level when my boundaries are walked all over and I'm being treated badly I'm like, well? it's not as bad as it used to be where I'd get food taken away for talking too much, or have random events blamed on me and act like I did something bad? so really what am I complaining about?

it's hard to act like an adult and have self worth when we have me, a child part, so used to and expectant of more extreme abuse

#abuse tw #vent #kira toxx #therapy #sys kid #plural system #child abuse tw

[vent-shame]

If you have the potential to lose friends because you have both deluded yourself into believing you are a fictional character, you need to touch grass. Or dig a hole to the core of the Earth. Whichever.

#vent-shame #vs kira

[narcan-necromancer]

I used to carry around a clear plastic water bottle full of Jose Cuervo in my backpack when I was in high school.

#lol #life of kira #small kine wanna drink jose just for the nostalgia #idk how i didn't get caught #because my graduating class was only 20 people #and my school was tiny #kira falls apart #personal #still have no idea how to tag life events that are meaningless and aren't negative #Kira falls apart was created for me to vent about my mental illness and the things happening to me in like 2016 #kiratekira