HERE IS A PIECE ABOUT EL’S DELUSIONS (TW* death mention)
I haven’t used tumblr in a while/there’s more common sense on here than instagram i think.. after all, the art from here is what shapes the trends over there.
Recently i’ve lost 2 friends to death. I chase them, the gifts they left behind for me. It seems that this is the third time in my life that i have had to save someone from death but couldn’t. I had dreams about them before they died. I try to figure out how the future is in my dreams before it is in front of me. If it sounds strange to you, maybe it is just different rather than entirely false. There go my insecurities again. I’m a native, stuck in a western world... we believe in talking to the dead. Sometimes finding out what is real makes me question what is real and what isn’t so much that I wonder if the sky is even real or if it’s just a giant green screen/blue screen, only on my most manic days.
This is one way to describe it. I know a lot of other people probably experience it too for different reasons.
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