#IM GONNA GO FINISH THE EPISODE NOW

[jackshiccup]

in dawn of destruction i just love that little moment of pause snotlout had when hiccup came back from his small trip with astrid to find the edge being attacked. hiccup gives out orders, snotlout just stares at him and hiccup stammers to asks him ‘what is it, snotlout?’ to which snotlout replies, ‘nothing. it’s just well, it’s nice to have you back.’ and it’s with so much sincerity and even a hint of relief and it’s just so !!! snotlout looks up so much to hiccup and it grounds him (and the rest of the gang) for hiccup to BE there and to be the leader their team needs and has. it just shows how much faith and trust they have in each other and no matter how much he complains all the time, snotlout will always and undoubtedly have hiccup’s back and vice versa.

#this scene is actually only 5 seconds long but my brain went ACTUALLY ! #the growth in their friendship is everything im gonna start eating my hand #IM GONNA GO FINISH THE EPISODE NOW #i just love them ok #average snotlout hiccup cousin dynamic #snotlout #hiccup #jackshiccup text #rtte #race to the edge #dawn of destruction #rtte s5 e7 #i need to read snotlout hiccup character study fics soon or else ill explode #also snotlout was actually such a good leader when he took the initiative in leading the rest of them when hiccup was gone #and hiccup ACKNOWLEDGES that #oh brother ill cry again #AND dont forget the fact that snotlout saves his life by parrying krogan’s shot at hiccup with hookfang’s fire

[unsurebisexualcore]

percy’s complete and utter lack of self preservation is both a source of insurmountable pride and crippling anxiety

#just finished watching the last two episodes bc school sucks ass #percy jackson #percy jackon and the olympians #the entire time I was just like “YOU DUMBASS GLORIOUS LITTLE IDIOT PLEASE SHHH SHHH SHUT-SHUT UP UR GOING TO DIE” #no one out here doin it like he is bro #istg he is the only main character for whom I will accept plot armor #what a little shit I love him so much #also oh my god the seasons over??? #im so not normal about this??? #like what do you MEAN I’m going to have to wait like another year to see the babies on screen again CEST BULLSHIT #anyway I’m gonna go rewatch the entire series and cry now

[bulkhummus]

i slept really good last night :o)

#i conked before 1 am which is such a rarity these days #i wish i felt good today i would be unstoppable #my tummy hurts so bad and idk what i did to it to treat me this way #i woke up at 6 am in pain and then forced myself back asleep hoping itd go away and then woke up 2 hours later with the same pain :o( #im thinking i might actually be allergic to red dye < so im gonna keep a look out but #o7 < me looking out #bc idk what else it could have been i didnt reallt eay much yesterday bc my tummy hurt too #i unno but i hope i can do some drawing today i had to play life catch up yesterday and battle the depression #im gonna list the good stuff from yesterday for myself now while im sitting on my bathroom floor lol #i bought kimchi my supermarket hasnt had in a while which wahoo! #i out clean sheets on my bed #i finished a commission #i cleaned my room #finished a dndads episode #took a nice shower #spoke on the phone with some friends and made plans with coworkers/friends #missing everyone who is far from me terribly which is part of the depression im sure #anyways those are ally my updates i did sleep really good even though i woke up early and thats the good thing #and if u made it this far #i love u an hope u have a good day :3 #personal

[mothslimes]

substance abuse sounds so good rn

#mik talks #sorry mutuals #i might genuinely be going through the worst time of my life irght now #worse than when i was 13 and thats saying something because when i was 13 they forced me into treatment #at least when i was 13 i could be pissed off at other people so i just hated everyone and myself #now i still do that but also iam just constantly scared and dreading. #finished watching another oitnb episode with my mom and was about to go to bed and was like happy n all and then i just #burst into tears and went 'im just constantly waiting for a disaster to happen. someone will die soon' and walked away #mentally stable behavior #ten minutes ago i walked to her bedroom door sobbing and bawling my eyes out with the worst headache of my life #genuinely contemplating asking her to drive me to a clinic. i am not doing well at all . #but fuck it we ball #im just gonna reread all of crush again and try to sleep without seeing demons and all my loved ones dying

[altruistic-meme]

"gays travel in packs" confirmed

#im sorry the photo is shitty its taken from my tv fjakfkkakfm #i saw these three next to each other and i HAD TO #also how theyre all so close and the people on either side gave them room jskkakxka #im gonna stop now i swear #once i finish this episode im going to bed #young royals #yr s2 spoilers #shh ac

[astranauticus]

i'm not even done with the new rwd episode but. spoilers ahead

anyway funny thing. i wasn't like, super on board with the professionals when i was first binging through the first 3 seasons and especially once we got to season 3 i tunnel visioned on VR-LA and MR-SN super hard (as is probably extremely obvious from my art) but like. 4.5?? the exchange they had??? the fucking breakup scene???? yeah. yeah i get it now. i have no idea why or what changed but i have now Gotten It at the worst possible timing. what the hell

#rolling with difficulty #usually i don't tag my rambles but just this once i'm gonna do it i want to share my sadness onto other people #im like too sad to finish rhe rest of the episode but too mad to go to sleep so i'm just sitting here stewing #genuinely i have no idea what made it click for me but like #honestly every part of that conversation hit me like a truck #maxim saying it's rare for adventurers to voluntarily leave that life for 'something greater' - ouch???? #like it's so fuckin targeted dear god but also yeah. yeah he would think that huh #vr-la saying he's here as a friend extending a curtesy and maxim immediately being like 'your flattery is unnecessary' like fuck man #'if you wish to avail of my friendship *or something more* i'm afraid that's no longer possible' there's so many layers of what the fuck #'you of all people asking for change' i honestly laughed cuz that's just a good line but also godfuckin dammit #and like just... all of what VR-LA said before he left. like the way neither of them are willing to make enough of a change to get out of th #this unstoppable force vs immovable object situation they're in #they're so like. perfectly in opposition. and it tickles my brain but also DAMN this conversation is painful #god. i hate this /pos #like YES I GET IT NOW BUT ALSO WHY *NOW* #angry and in pain #i guess to some extent it's also like #i've been in that situation where you and a good friend realise your lives are going in irreconcilably different directions #and you want to keep them in your life but it's just not possible with the way you want to live your life and they want to live theirs #and it HURTS and there's NOTHING you can do about it which makes it HURT SO MUCH MORE #fuck. what the hell #especially when the things they'd need to change would also be GOOD for them like maxim embracing change and accepting risks #and VR-LA learing some self-preservation #but at the same time it's like yeah of course they're gonna push each other away rather than change the way they view their lives #i mean both are painful but one of thems clearly easier than the other #i mean speaking from experience one is in fact clearly easier than the other

[oflgtfol]

ok so i hate writing intelligent posts abt malevolent bc im scared of posting theories that are stupid and wrong but like. im feeling that the eponymous fallen star of the order of the fallen star. is john. like this is a cult not about the king in yellow like that in season 1, but instead about the “fallen star” that fragmented off the king. Augh

#not liveblog taggigng this cuz i dont wanna be stupid and wrong in the main tag LULZ #i had the feeling when i was driving in the car earlier and now i just finished the ep and there was the bit where #john said that the stone that the cult worships or whatevers was unearthed AFTER john had already been trapped #so like timeline wise it also works out. #so now im feeling that i can post this and not be wildly off base #and the fact that john was the one to bring up the idea of well what exactly even IS the fallen star #like /john/ was the one who drew attention to it … #and then just in general all the weirdness with him this season AUGHHHGH wounded animal noise #brot posts #mal posting #im gonna skim the transcript and make one big post of my batshit reactions to earlier innthe ep while i was driving #and then im gonna go tf to sleep bc i worked 14 hours today and have been awkake for 20 hours #and i need to be up for work again in 6 hours !!!! #im wokring a standard 9-5 tomorrow though (unless something goes wrong and someone needs coverage on the night shift) #so i will be home and i can listen to both parts of episode 40 and then BE DONE with season 4 #yknow what if this theory is stupid and wrong then im gonna blame it on the fact i worked 14 hours today and ive been awake 20 lol

[lokh]

for the love of god. weave in ur ends while ur doing them

#every single fucking time. im like oh ill just leave em till the end =) #and now its the end. and i wanna go and throttle my past self #to be clear i finished like 16 pieces and didnt do the ends of any of them. and now i gotta do all of them. #it took me one whole podcast episode to weave in the ends of one triangle. im gonna start screaming

[boyfriendyke]

trigun stampede is insane cuz it's like. knives shows up in episode three. EPISODE THREE. i've finished 19 episodes of the og trigun and i havent seen knives outside of flashbacks. wdym youre putting him in episode three.

#im like three episodes away from w***** fucking dying #and im stalling by watching a bit of stampede #but im not gonna finish the 3rd episode im too worried abt like. idk knives mentioning spoilers. i think i'll just finish the og first lmao #but like. tons of mixed feelings about stampede so far #hate the pacing !! but i do enjoy that its better at explaining the world and shit cuz the og hasnt rlly #i also think that vash's n meryl's designs r rlly cute. i actually like vash's coat better than the og. miss the old glasses tho #i actually just like meryls characterization so far i think its kind of an improvement ngl #but god. GOD. why r we going so fucking fast #trigun #anyways. hi im just talking to myself sorry for trigun posting <3 #jc.txt #ok edit ive finished og trigun so now im releasing this from drafts #:]

[puppyeared]

child of divorce moment

#just finished the shadow play episode. you alrready know where im going with this #i like how macaque was like yeah i was gonna torment you emotionally but youre already doing that lmao #its like when i was on call with my brother and cousin and our cousin was like 'im gonna steal your diamonds >:)' #andthen theres a pause and hes like 'wait wheres youre diamonds' 'dude we dont have any' and he was like 'damn thats sad. do you want some #DUDE LITERALLY BREAKSINTO OUR HOUSE FOR DIAMONDS AND HES LIKE DAMN BITCH YOU LIVE LIKE THIS? HERE #i really like how this ep makes it clear that macaque doesnt actually have a beef with MK and its really a beef by extension bc hes with #wukong lol. literally tells him hes a good kid and doesnt pretend to have a beef with him just because #doesnt stop him from using mk like he did in the first ep he appeared in which i cant remember the name of. but its there #maybe im reading into this too much but idk. does this say something about his morals like how he didnt go further with tormenting mk when #mk basically spilled everything to him? like he absolutely could have done it so?? this fucking show man #ALSO he might be right about mk just having a terrible teacher because he knows firsthand as a former friend of swk. so there are some part #that mk might not know of based on stories or what swk has shown to him. especially since hes supposed to be someone mk looks up to #this feels very obvious now that i said all that and something the show is probably trying to show me anyway i know #yapping #lmk

[bloodydeanwinchester]

having a margarita while i watch the last episode of house because honestly i just really feel like im gonna need it

#i was already crying in the last ep that i watched just now #also i feel like im gonna want to go right back and rewatch the first episode again when i finish just like i always do with spn

[sucre-blue]

rolling around in my bed kicking my feetsies thinking about pirates

#okay im abt a month behind on the manga gonna go catch up now #also just finished the la. it was so good and perfect love all the changes the made excpet JANGO SHOULD HAVE BEEN THERE #and im appalled they killed merry #gonna start rewatch 2 soon #i did. rewatch episode 3 like 3 times already. i liked it okay. #i need to pick up my manga reread again i was on the train in enies lobby #BUT LIKE WHAT IF #i started a rewatch of the anime.......again......... #but now i have so many ideas to draw and write!!! when is there time to read and watch #and :k my monster high repaint. headless robin is still haunting me #gonna eat some tacos and think abt it #ztext

[maximus-gluteus]

nothing to see here

#ok plz i wanna rant about how the new season of good omens is making me lose faith in humanity #girl tell me how ive trudged through 4 episodes of this season and i still dont know what the damn hell is going onnnnnn #every time i think we're getting somewhere with the 'story' the show slams the brakes to let me know that there're gay people on screen #does the coffee shop chick ever apologize to the record store chick bc i cant staaaand their romance. #like record store lady. girl. this isnt banter shes just straight up dissing your passion and life's work. #im scared to finish the season bc i just KNOW theyre gonna pull the whole 'i made u leave ur toxic partner now date me immediately' trope #ok so story beats aside my other gripe is how contrived the queer representation is in this show #i am a bi woman! my reaction to seeing wlw on screen should be 'yay! im happy theyre together' and not 'ugh this shit again?' #and also with az and crowley! what happened to their chemistry from the first season??? #like on the one hand the whole 'bickering like an old married couple' schtick is lovely. but. theyre just faffing about most of the time! #remember the first season? when these characters had agency? and a semblance of intuition? #i am convinced that the majority of the characters in this season couldnt find their way out of a paper bag #i get theres a whole memory loss plot device thing happening. but it feels like Gabriel's cluelessness is like fucking infectious or smthn #i feel like an idiot for assuming that the characters i knew from the first season will be just as competent in this season. they arent! #i hated the whole 'continued' story in the wwii era. i feel like it was a pathetic ploy at giving mark gatiss more needless screentime #did they think people would find the nazi zombies amusing or something? why are we playing this off as a joke? #just admit you dont know what to do with the story and move onnnnnnnn #im gonna finish the season bc i feel like im owed the scene of david tennant sucking face with michael sheen. #itll be like reparations for having to slough through the rest of this nothing burger of a story jesuuuuuussss #ok rant over #good omens critical

[hamadacare-xoxo]

y'know, just started watching Bridgerton and, it's actually really good than I thought it'd be-

#{ I only avoided it because I thought it was going to be white as hell lmao im sorry } #{ I'm probably gonna make a verse or smth lol now then. I'm off to finish my episode } #{ /continues to eats chips like a Bridgerton } #‘⠀i am satisfied with my care ( ooc )

[pissfaggit]

John Crichton + Sloop John B

#I DID IT #literally spent like the last 3 hours on this lol #from collecting the screenshots to getting here #there was a couple more scenes i wanted to include that couldnt fit but oh well #i was gonna be like oh haha now thats its done it looks kind of silly doesnt it cause im insecure #NO i dont care i take it seriously >:( #this unironic to me #and it was very fun to make also >:) #especially looking through the episodes for scenes i wanted tehee i love this show so much #i love love LOVEEEE the story of a character who cant go home #im almost done with ds9 and soon as i finish i swear im watching this again #ALSO for that last screenshot idk if u can tell but i chose that one because its Talon!Crichton #realizing that he's going to die of radiation and will never make it home :') #farscape #john crichton #long post #farscape edit #sir i protest i am not a merry man

[4giorno]

HSKFJDJDJD i actually got an ssr from the free daily single pull and it was ramuda 😭😭😭💖

#I KEEP SAYING fling posse loves me ;___;♡ #right now the dice event is also going on......... its a good time to stan them 😌 #im probably not gonna be able to get more than the 2 copies i now have.... #im saving all of my energy refill items for whenever doppo gets an event #waaaah im so tired but joint live starts at ten...... i need to participate in society activities so i gotta stay awake #a bit over an hour only but yea im just so tired #i actually did it and im able to finish the enstrs main story before the 16th 😭 #i left the last 20 episodes for tomorrow the 15th and then im done! #the fact that i did it without having to skip dialogue....... im so glad ✨