#I'm sorry this is soo long

[what-am-i-doing-in-this-fandom]

My favorite part of AUs is that you can literally make up whatever you want <33

so bam! Reigen was adopted by two calico cats, and they just never told him he wasn't a cat 😉

[previous part <3]

(read left -> right <333)

#sorry this took so long i really struggled for some reason #mob psycho 100 #mp100 reigen arataka #mp100 #cole's art #reigen arataka #mp100 serizawa #serirei #serizawa katsuya #maybe i should do a meet the family 😏 #jk i don't have the motivation for that lmao #....unless? #animal psycho 100 au #for the people that reblog with cute little messages- i'm in love with you <33 #soo how obvious is it that i don't really know how to draw animals?

[grayeet]

The past few years I've been mourning the loss of old school minecraft minigame servers. I remember playing on the Hive and Mineplex and a bunch of other servers for hours because there were so many silly unique games to play.

But in the past few years I've found that there's really not much of that anymore. The Hive shut down and is only on Bedrock now (no hate to Bedrock but I personally just prefer Java and the Bedrock hive just looks like there's a different vibe), Mineplex shut down, and I feel like the minigame market is just dominated by Hypixel. I love hypixel, I grew up on it just like the other servers I mentioned, but let's all be honest here, it's really not as fun when there's only one place to go. (Also I'm super petty because their version of hide and seek is atrociously boring and I miss the Hive's hide and seek. Or even Mineplex's version with the mobs. This is the case with a lot of other gamemodes where I feel other servers did it better unfortunately.)

I know minigames aren't in the spotlight as much anymore. With the uptick of SMP content, that seems to have taken the forefront of the server market from what I've seen. And no hate to SMPs either, I love that kind of stuff, but I really do miss the variety of minigames.

So I really have to ask here, does anyone know any minigame servers other than Hypixel for java minecraft? Stuff that's not painfully competitive (Another of my issues with hypixel), maybe some classic survival games? Hide and seek obv, party style games, TTT, basically anything with the vibe of mid 2010s minigame servers because I've been looking for ages and for the life of me I can't seem to find anything and I'm desperate.

#minecraft #minecraft java #mineblr #minecraft server #hypixel #mineplex #the hive #mini games #Sorry for tag spam I'm trying to get some reach bc I'm at a loss here #Also sorry for the long post lol this is just a subject that frustrates me #Bc I'm not super into pvp and I'm not looking for smps at the moment so I really just want to play minigames #And I'm so tired of hypixel atm #Ik I said I'm a Java player but if someone has played the Bedrock Hive server can you tell me if it's worth it bc it looks soo different id #Like I can't be the only one who misses 2014 minecraft minigames right???

[7hyein]

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#soo ermmm im not that type of person who likes to say these stuff but errrrrt #i decided i might quit tumblr cuz it's kinda actually ruining my mental health a lil bit #and school is driving me crazy like there's so much work to do #and i have to take exams for 2 more weeks + i have online classes on saturday too 😨😨 #SIDE EYE #if I decided not to quit then I might take a LONG BREAK FROM TUMBLR ;--;;. #anyways I'm not gonna make new mbs tho #I'm gonna post my old drafts that I've made before instead #sorry if u guys don't like my new mbs . 🌚 #and what bothers me is that I mostly spend my time on tumblr instead of studying #🌚🌚🌚🌚🌚🌚 #and I might fail my exams cuz of that reason ;// #i DO not want to get yelled by my mom for failing 🔥🔥💯💯 #if i fail my moms gonna take away my phone n i don't hv access to my tumblr acc #ughhh i hate my school for giving me to do exams ffor 3 weeks straigjt #THIS SUCKS #ARGHJEHEHEBB #i study like everyday #i haven't got sleep for like 2 days cuz of the ugky goofy ahh exams #TMR EXAM WEEK CONTINUE AGAIN. 🌚🌚 #manifesting that I will pass ECONOMICS 💯💯🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥 #PUKU PUKU POW POW RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH 💯💯💯💯💯💯💯🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥 #AND IM GONNA START BEING IA #I'LL POST 5 OF MY OLD DRAFTS TMR MORNING. #and the fact taht i still HAVE to study during the time I get to school #SORRY FOR BAD ENGLISH UGHHH #I'M DEAD #Я МЕРТВ 🔥🔥🔥🔥💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯 #jumps off a cliff #🌚🌚🌚

[no0t2]

@checkadii

I literally just woke up so this is the worst time to post this but ngl I have this problem where I wanna talk about it but I blank so fucking hard and fall flat on my face that I end up not talking about it anyway out of sheer embarrassment.

I'm not good at structuring my thoughts properly either because of ADHD, but here goes I guess.

I usually gotta segway into the topic if it's relevant to the conversation usually via,, friend convo, I don't know how people do deepdives of characters and whatnot I can't do that. I'm not sure why that is, this always has been a thing for me where I've got some level of understanding and my own HCs and such but they're not written or anything, so I can't express them.

To me Postal is just a silly series (minus P1 and Redux), not to be taken too seriously. So I don't really think about the "lore" that it has so much. I can ramble about Postal: Brain Damaged tho, that's probably my favourite cos of gameplay... And the designs as well as the soundtrack. It's just such a good game, I never thought shooters would ever be a genre I'd like to play, as I was so against playing them (thanks Half-Life for opening up my eyes). I can say definitely with confidence that retro styled FPS are especially something I find fun? Not on intense difficulty or anything either, I usually can't go above normal.

I've listened to "Straight Outta Suburbia" for like over an hour straight, I'm pretty sure even during while I was drawing one of my BD sketches lol

Back to Postal in general, I frankly haven't done enough "research" on it where I can properly speak about it aside from the games I've played (P1, P2, Paradise Lost and P:BD) And they're all games that are super different from each other (aside from P2 and PL, but even then). I'd also say I'm still pretty new to the series, speaking as I haven't played all of the games yet. Frankly, I was planning to just stick to P2 and that's it, glad I didn't.

Postal 1 I remember making me feel all sorts of weird things when I both played it and after I finished it. The load up intro scared the shit out of me the first time I opened the game, to where I had to pause for a minute. And it kept spooking me each time I did open it. I think that was kinda the point of the game as it's pretty dark compared to it's counterparts. I won't get into the lore of the 1st Dude cos I've seen people pluck at each other's feathers over the interpretation of him. But essentially, guy looses his shit during an episode, starts killing everyone. (Or just, "hostiles", depends how you play the game.)

P2 is so wildly different (aside from the fact that you can shoot people) that when I first opened it I was so confused how I was met with THAT Dude. I was surprised to hear him talk more beyond than just "BLEED" or "Only my weapon understands me". At the time I was also wrangling personal fears and feelings(which I don't know if I wanna get into, let alone if people would even wanna hear it lol) over playing the Postal series, so my initial expectation towards the game was:

"Okay, I know this is going to have some offensive shit in it, there's parts that won't be fun probably." And hoped for the worst, surprisingly a lot of the stuff in it I didn't find that bad, most of it is definitely fucked up, but nothing I couldn't handle, surprisingly. I played neutral-y, so I only attacked whoever attacked me, but I'd bail if I had the chance.

Paradise Lost plays similarly to Postal 2 (as it's literally the same branch of game just in the form of DLC). But I've found myself enjoying it way more than Postal 2, mostly cuz I found some of the jokes in it actually funny.

P3 I haven't played because I got rick rolled by RWS on the website so I'm not gonna play it out of spite </33 (But I've seen gameplay)

Postal: Brain Damaged is like, even more different than the previous entries as it's a retro styled shooter. But it has the charm of a Postal game and MAN is it good, I think the fact that it was released more recently is what made me enjoy its humor more. And it just!! Is so fun in general like wow, I'm still processing playing the game and I've already been thinking of replaying it because of how much I've enjoyed it. Definitely recommend trying it out.

AND WOWWW this has gotten long oops. Sorry.

I wanna note tho that, although there are aspects of Postal I enjoy, there's a lot of them that I don't, namely the offensive bits, some of them are genuinely fucked up where I can't go past them even in a comedic sense. Which I think is OK. I still enjoy other parts of it :^]

#this is such a long ramble I'm soo sorry #There might be typos dnhdhw #I'm not maintagging this do not perceive me #nines rambles #<- LITERALLY

[yuriyuruandyuraart]

YOOO i'm FINALLY home y'all!!! :D don't get too excited tho cause school is starting tomorrow for me so it's back to exam hell once again SOBS

i honestly missed traveling and visiting relatives but boy was this trip exhausting >:'D hope i didn't miss out on too much fun tho!! i have so many mentions in my notifications omgg please bear with my slow pace while i readjust hhh xD<33333

#rambling #delete later? #guyyyys i have SO many notes sobbing crying you're all so sweet :') <3333 #GHGSG SO many things to reblog hhh i'm getting right to it don't worry i'm trying :'D #anyways i got!!! a haircut!!!! annoying long hair BEGONE mwahaha!!! >:D #and i changed my glasses!! soo many cool things happened guys waa but i missed having wifi the most hh xD #and checking this blog too but that's obvious- who wouldn't miss such awesome lil pumpkins like y'all omgg muah muah<333 #art quantity will dwindle as the school year gets more and more demanding of my time and energy :') sorry but yknow the deal by now sob</3 #thank you all for your pacience<333

[daisys-reality]

hey daisy

can i get a reading on how and when i will enter the void state if u don't mind? and which method that resonates with me the most?!

thank you 💗💋

hello my dear🌹 I won't get too deep into it (i also don't know many methods), so I'm gonna keep the reading short:

. decided/claim/affirm you're ready. decided/claim/affirm that this is the day/time for you to enter the void. affirm that everyone in the universe believes you're ready.

. feel the abundance and wholeness around you. feel being whole, abundant and fulfilled. feel that you have everything you need and more. perhaps be/sit/lay/float in water. maybe feel the sun shine in your face. feel the beauty of nature and of life. feel the beauty that surrounds you. feel whole and endless.

. don't stop. whatever you decide to do, don't stop. keep going. don't waver. just keep going and trust that you will reach your destination and that you will go further than that, to your new life. (while attempting to enter)

. don't think about the present moment while attempting. think far, think big. think about somewhere else. once you feel comfortable and at peace, you're able to let your mind freely wander. don't force anything. just let it happen TO you. and have fun because there shouldn't be any pressure :)

. timing messages: it's not the right time yet. winter. don't force things. september. just let it happen.

🚫 I DO NOT ACCEPT TAROT READING REQUESTS RIGHT NOW. 🚫

#t.asks #t.void #this ask was sitting in my drafts #for soo long #i'm sorry #🫠

[yashley]

“I’m really sorry.” “So am I.”

#critical role #imogen x fearne #imogearne #long post #ygifs #but they were literally insane for this are you kidding me #you have Laura Lauraing up a Laura with that imogen emotion work she's pulling and then you have Ashley Ashleying up an Ashley At Her WHAT #like I JUST WANT THEM TO TALK ABOUT IT I JUST WANT AN ACTUAL TALK SHOW TO TALK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #WHATS GOING ON THERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #YOU LITERALLY have Imogen People-Pleaser-Or-Death actually saying So Am I and Actually Acknowledging In EVEN That Small Way #And it's like fearne is Actually So Heartbroken she's Stunned And Yet All She Can Think To Do Is Look At Imogen and Say She’s So Sorry #FEARNE???? we literally did not see THAT magnitude of emotional vulnerability with fearne since she Met Her Lost Mom Ok #and she’s There At The Mercy Of Her Emotions. because of imogen. because of how much she Empathizes with Imogen #and Imogen Wonderful Wonderful Imogen Literally Cannot Look At Fearne More ThanA Second After What She Did* #girls y'all are just insane for this this was The Moment that made me Break Down And Uproot my Not Making Gifs Thing after EIGHT YEARS it's #I know this campaign is so fast paced and plot driven but like it's been nearly 10 episodes and they've not Talked About This Okay #also obsessed with the stilted way imogen thanks fcg for bringing fearne back like it is SOO detached I'm chewing it #she literally spoke as if she wasn't there when you could see imogen relating to fearne by touching her shoulder and saying brought Her back #they literally already Went Through Much with fearne's parents reveal and the way imogen Allowed herself to Be Present in That Situation #no but literally I Think About Fearne Combating How She Regrets Orym Being Brought Back like Thats the gravity of it #imogen says Thank You Fearne and fearne just stands there nearly wanting nothing more than for the reality imogen Meant It

[darkmoonravewolf]

*Relaxing when Ruby suddenly get an alert*

Ruby: Wait! Guys! This just in-

Yang: Who's Justin?

Weiss: I once had a fish named Justin

Blake: Did he move to the lake?

Ruby: Please! STOP!

Source

#the kit screams! #rwby #the kit's cartoons #incorrect quotes #ruby rose #weiss schnee #blake belladonna #yang xiao long #team rwby #source: nijisanji en #I'm soo sorry but I repeat this to myself a lot #it's like one of my favorite lazulight interactions

[kitkatsgalore]

I want to be your nap and forever dream together ☆

#TXT #Tomorrow x Together #txt fanart #tomorrow x together fanart #nap of a star #uhh how do i tag this lol #kitkatart #hello!! #long time no draw #i was rewatching some old tubatu videos recently #and nap of a star hit me soooo hard #i don't listen to it often because it's not exactly the kind of song that you jam out to #but it's soo lovely #something about that scene where you finally see all of them and their quirks #and then when they come together at the end always makes me want to cry #but this song has been giving me so much comfort these days #it's like the sweetest lullaby #also i'm late but happy 4th anniversary to them!! #sorry if this is bad #it's the first thing i've drawn in over a year other than sketches on scrap paper haha ha #yes i know the colors are kind of wild #i've always been bad at dark backgrounds... #just pretend it's dreamy and dramatic and not weird!! #kpop #kpop fanart #i hope everyone is doing well <3 #no idea how anything works these days so i'm just gonna post and hope for the best lol

[ofbetterbodies]

Girl we get it you're single

#me to me #sorry it's just like. being 21 and never having been in a long term relationship as someone who is extremely empathetic just feels like soo #I feel like I'm missing out on this human experience and it's literally like #screams #garbage disposal noises #specifically not even a long term relationship either #ANY RELATIONSHIP??? Like nothing #literally nothing

[italictext]

I desperately need to befriend a Death Note fan irl who likes Death Note the way I do.. The only DN fans I've met irl are anime only Near haters :'(

#I NEED someone to shake while I rant to them about Death Note pls pls pls #I JUST WANT SOMEONE TO GIGGLE WITH WHILE WE STARE AT DEATH NOTE PANELS PLS PLS PLS #My sister has seen Death Note but she's not really into it + anime only + Near hater </3 #It sucks to remember that the Death Note fandom isn't just my mutuals.. Some people genuinely hate Near :(( #I LOVE the anime the animation is beautiful the soundtrack is beautiful and OOOOO THE COLOR CODING EEEE but #It butchered the 2nd half soo so badly and changed Near's personality and I'm not a fan of the ending :( #THE MANGA ENDING IS SOOO SO GOOD AND BEAUTIFUL #OMGGGG when Light admits to being Kira and gives them his speech and calls himself god of the new world AND EEEE NEAR SAYS “NO YOURE JUST A #MASS MURDERER“ #LIKE EEEE THAT ALWAYS ALWAYS MAKES ME GIGGLE NEAR WAS SOOO SO COOL FOR THAT LIKE HE'S LITERALLY FACE TO FACE WITH KIRA THE GUY WHO KILLED L #And Near REPEATS IT. HE CALLS HIM “JUST A MURDERER” TWICE. #Sorry but the anime made Near so stupid “lol just let him run away it's not like he'll survive” #I love Near and Light's dynamic so much they're so funny. They have the prettiest panels too #Maybe an unpopular opinion but Near vs Light was wayyy more entertaining that L vs Light #And it hurts me to see people say that it should've ended at the 1st half. I know people can have their own opinions or whatever but THEYRE #WRONG!! DN is SOOO much better with the 2nd half + if it ended at L's death that would've sucked. So glad L died midway #I wish I had a friend I could talk about DN to :( I'll just hope one of my friends decide to watch it because idk how to make new friends #Discord servers scare me and while I love my mutuals if any of you tried to message me I think I'd cry out of nervousness lol #Gosh this is long shoukd I even post this

[welcometoteyvat]

i saw the skin leaks it's joever

#genshin leaks #ramblings! #ehhhh i don't have much to say besides they look boring.......... i dont know what i was expecting but (pensive) i dont really feel them.. #xq's especially is disappointing af there are SOO many fanarts w him in better drip #ironically i think i had highest hopes for gan.yu's bc of the one fanart by efuzel (? i think..) of some winter outfits for genshin chars #and it was nice... it was a Really long time ago but i remembered liking the snow blue palette her outfit had + the pinkish accents #(it was the current color of the small ropes on her zhongguojie thing and her bow i think) #edit ackshually the art i'm referring to does not have as much pink and light blue as i recalled but it does the job. it is by efuzel tho #ehhhhhh sigh..... i don't know what i was expecting for xq but IT WAS NOT BASICALLY THE SAME AS HIS CURRENT FIT + MORE FONTAINE INFLUENCE #get the white people cultural exchange out of my liyue sorry

[fruitsclipper]

Hello! I'm sorry if this is out of the blue, but how'd you get so good at crochet? Your doily looks amazing! I can knit very simple stuff and I've been meaning to pick up crochet, but knit/crochet language for projects can be confusing lol. Also how's your day been?

ahhh i've been crocheting for like 4... and a half? years or so now ... so i think a big part of my skill is just lots of practice! back when i was starting out (learning the stitches) i would make soooo many little "test" swatches to make sure my tension is even, that all the stitches look uniform etc. ^_^ but even still whenever i do a flat project i always make the foundation chain too tight... sob

some written patterns get really confusing with all the abbreviations and whatnot :( if you're lucky sometimes there's charted patterns which might be less confusing. plus it's kindof like a visual guide to see what and how each row/ round will look instead of just. guessing

i've been meaning to get into knitting but having two needles to deal with instead of just one hook is like @_@ too much at once!! afghan/ tunisian crochet is similar to knitting i've heard but idk enough about knitting to say for sure lol

my day's been alright! i packed up some of my stuff for moving back in2 my dorm... classes start back up for me on monday + move-back-in is tomorrow. yaay 🎉

#messages #sorry this is kind of long i get excited about crochet hehe ^^; #Also one more thing i can say is i don't like working flat (“traditional”) projects #the ones u flip back and forth. it is just annoying to me personally! #working in the round (granny squares... doilies etc.) is soo much easier. Again to me personally #also tunisian crochet is my friend as well. no turning. and the simple stitch (tss) is sooo cushy and soft and lovely #Also also. secret second thing im going to say. the doily i'm doing is like suuuper advanced #of course there's flat ones (one of my favorite patterns is made like entirely out of double crochet + a few chains. it lays completely fla #Now i lost my train of thought oops ^^; i think i was going 2 say start off easy. make as many little projects #as it takes 2 get familiar with stitches. and then maybe do a project with one new stitch to you. popcorn... front/ back post... clusters.. #+ if it ends up badly then frog it!! re-wind it into the ball for next time #ohh my god. sorry for the long tags. i hope you're having a good day ♥

[averagelonelypotato]

where is the HOMEBUTTON

#i went to the apple store to get more info on a potential ipad to buy and honestly i get that they are trying to sell a product but #why are we slandering the homebutton #i love the homebutton #i wanted to but the 9th gen ipad and it's on sale rn but the one reason it's on sale suddenly is because it may be discontinued soon #buy** #like the 9th gen is soo cool #it still has a headphone port and a homebutton #it came out in 2021 and it honestly isn't that old but the only reason i am turing down getting it is because it's two years old and if i'm #spending money on something i want it to last long #so i am so sorry ipad 9th gen my beloved i cannot buy you #but no when i talked to the employees she acted like i was fucking stupid for asking questions about the 9th gen #she didn't even have answers #she just wanted to talk about the new ipads #but honestly why are we getting rid of the homebutton #i miss it

[yeyinde]

I don't know what that anon's been smoking but I just wanted to let you know that you're a literal icon!!

Serving us absolutely gorgeous price fics (and barry content🙏) AND DID WE FORGET THAT YOU'VE BROKEN OUT OF TUMBLR JAIL??? That's some icon shit, ma'am😭 pls write for any character/fandom you desire because your writing converted me into a captain price girlie and I've never even played a cod campaign in my life!!

Your talent? Immaculate.

That anon? Go climb a tree.

thank you!! 🖤 i have this habit of saving super lovely things for me too keeping coming back to (before i realise it's rude not to respond and then feel super guilty), but the amount of times i read this over the last week is unreal 😭 thank you so you much! i can't tell you how much it means to me, honestly!!! 🖤

#i'm a hoarder of nice messages #and this was soo lovely!!!! #so so so sorry it took me so long!!

[meowonhao]

finally got my huxley wonus🤧

#he looks so good!!! #i was wondering why it was taking so long to come #then i remembered yesterday was buddha's bday (sorry my guy) #and day before that was sunday #anyways the lip balm smells soo good #i am gonna try not to be delusional and not think about the fact this is what his lips smells like on the reg...🙂 #havent tried the cushion yet bc i'm about to take a nap again lmao #but the shade looks like it should be okay? and the packaging is such a pretty pink n white 🩷🤍 #owe my friend my life for gifting this to me #even though we regularly send each other stuff lol #wonwoo #diamond life