#I'm seriously so happy right now

[magnapanther]

FINISHED WORK?? on MY page??? it's far less likely than you'd think. and yet, somehow, here we are. :D

(well, finished enough to post and call "done", i should say. i may yet meddle with some details when i inevitably notice ten more flaws immediately after posting :D)

good old moss knight, such a devout follower of big slug. surely no wandering knight would ever end such a noble creature's life before he had the chance to speak with a certain fellow at a nearby bench! :D

this was essentially just me testing the waters with digital after some time avoiding it, and especially colours/lighting. it's been a while since i actually tried to make something fully fleshed out like this. i don't know, i feel like it could have come out worse :)

#inktober #inktober 2023 #art #artists on tumblr #my art #digital art #krita #hollow knight #moss knight #greenpath #lake of unn #stuff i'm actually somewhat proud of #!! incoherent jumble of words incoming !! #this took entirely too long to finish. i am officially burnt out for the time being and will be returning to a slower rate of production :) #so yeah. gonna be likely stopping inktober here for the year D: #seriously each day was just getting more and more stressful. and i have not been happy with the last few days. so today's the finale! :D #and i can no longer allocate 1-2 hours per day to come up with something different while balancing everything else going on right now :/ #it sucks to have to say that but i'm still glad i made it most of the way. this was my first inktober and i definitely was not ready. #but i had a ton of fun with it!! just need to slow down a bit. for my own sake :) #thus concludes my lengthy tags rambling. i put a lot into this project! (even though i know it's not great) i hope you like it :) #thank you for indulging my scattered and incoherent stream of consciousness. now i'm done rambling for good this time :D

[crownedwille]

I've come to the conclusion that loving young royals doesn't mean I can't be critical about it, maybe especially bc I love the show so much I have such strong feelings about it, good and bad and I can love parts of canon and agree with it and appreciate it but I don't have to love it all. I have accepted that it's okay if I don't accept the ending and I don't have to force myself to support it. It's okay to not agree with all of canon and it's okay to not side with all of the creators' intentions/views. Loving a show doesn't mean you have to take everything the writers say on face value and that's the only version that is allowed to exist. Canon isn't everything and fandom is about curating your own experience that makes you happy and not miserable. You don't have to dismiss canon in every aspect and ignore it entirely, that's certainly not what I want but there is a fine line between being canon respectful, allowing some parts to exist and sometimes, yes, you just have to say "fuck canon" and move on for your own sanity and wellbeing

#especically in the first two weeks of a new release everyone is feelings lots of intense emotions ranging from ecstatic to angry #everything in between is a part of it and i know i'm also feeling very strongly about it right now #i always try to stay levelheaded and rational and see things from an objective pov and be diplomatic about discourse #i don't want any of what i say drift off too much into meaningless hate instead of the constructive criticism it's supposed to be #but when you feel so strongly about something and sometimes you really just wanna say yeah i fucking hate it lol #but i always try to explain why and give understandable arguments and not just blindly hate on something #for example - I'm aware there are fans who have some problems with s2 and don't love the season whereas i do and it's my fave #and there is a difference between expressing some criticism and justified concerns which you can understand where it comes from #and those who are just like 'oh it's a horrible season. it was so shitty and we should get rid of it' which is dumb hate and just not true #and i can't support people like that and take them seriously #i can have my own issues with s3 from a subjective pov which can also include some justified criticism as well #but also still acknowledge it as a truly good piece of tv media and the quality is top notch #and that's why you have such high expectations and have critique because it is so good and sets such a high standard #yrtalk #with that being said i understand ppl not wanting to see any critic about it if they are riding the high of happy wilmon endgame #but that doesn't mean that i can't express my own opinions on my own blog and i will continue to do so #and maybe one day i will feel differently and accept or even like the ending who knows #but it doesn't have to happen. it's fine if it does but it's also fine if it doesn't

[mirrortouchedsea]

HiMERU was fuming when he walked into the church. His brother was just sitting here this whole time, not even bothering to look for him or do anything useful? HiMERU needed to stay calm. His fists were clenched at his side. He walked up to Tatsumi Kazehaya and asked him if he had been keeping Kaname against his will, which was met with a negative response. Kaname had stayed of his own free will. I would never force someone to stay, Tatsumi said.

HiMERU stormed over to his brother seated in one of the pews next to Amagi’s younger brother and the other child he couldn’t be bothered to learn the name of and grabbed him by the wrist. Let’s go, there’s no reason for you to stay here. Kaname resisted, though HiMERU was stronger and continued walking out to where Rinne, Niki and Kohaku were sitting outside. 

Onii-chan I can’t leave. That priest said he wasn’t forcing you to stay so we’re going. He isn’t but--onii-chan please just listen-- 

HiMERU took one step outside the chapel, Kaname’s hand breaching the doorway, still in his grasp. It suddenly felt… 

He looked down and saw it begin to rot away. 

I can’t leave, Onii-chan. 

#shay writes #enstars #ensemble stars #kaname tojou #himeru #post apocalypse au #made myself work on one of my other fics before posting this one #kaokana fic is sitting at 12k words rn. worked on chapter 3 finally and i'm getting somewhere with it #did a little bit of editing on it too but i'm waiting to do any major edits til i feel the chapter is done #chapter 3 is sitting just shy of 1k words rn but i'm hoping to get another 2-3k in there before posting i'm just #going to have to outline it a bit more to figure out what i want to reveal when though i'm #quite happy with what i have right now for it #anyway more post apocalypse au!!!!!! #forgot to post this when i wrote it but it ended up with some minor changes so #its fine its fine its FINE #i seriously need to make a doc with everything for this au at some point

[lesbianlotties]

going to war to watch the Barbie movie was SO WORTH IT ACTUALLY 🩷🩷🩷🩷

#I HAD SO MUCH FUN I'M LITERALLY SO HAPPY RIGHT NOW!!!!!!! #i seriously had to fight for my life. i waited a week for my cousins. we couldn't get tickts. i waited another week. none of them wanted to #try again. i went with cousins i never hang out with. they were so nice and they paid for my ticket and we bought the barbie promo thing!! #big popcorn! this cool chocolate i love that comes with a pink wrapper!!! and a barbie cup thing that i got to keep!!!!!! #and it's all so silly but god i feel like nothing ever reaches this country let alone this small city but #i get to feel part of a fun silly trend for once!!!! i wore a pink tshirt and i've been wearing this pink nail polish for three weeks hsgjd #BUT ANYWAY THOUGHTS #idk if it's as groundbreaking and judging by the critics i thought it would be more... more and it was definitely too much ken for my likin #but you know i always prefer to focus on the things i loved! it is what it is and I LOVED WHAT IT IS!!!!!!!!!!!! #IT SO MUCH FUN AND I LOVE WOMEN SO MUCH AND MARGOT ROBBIE IS PERFECT AND GLORIA IS SO SPECIAL TO ME AND IT'S JUST SOOOOOO <33333 #I TEARED UP THREE TIMES WHEN SHE CALLED THE OLD LADY BEAUTIFUL WHEN SHE HAD THE GLORIA VISION AND BEFORE TURNING HUMAN WITH THE OLD LADY #THE SONGS ARE FUN I LOVED THE CHASE SCENE SO MUCH?????? #i'll never stop laughing at the fascist joke and the margot robbie joke and and and #gloria's husband doesn't exist. i love happy endings <3

[topaztimes]

Hi this is a vent post! Continue scrolling if you'd rather not see that

#Giving time... #Still more time... #Wouldn't want to plague any previews #Maybe another filler. Just for some fun #Is this enough? #It certainly is now #Alright start: #I'm so bored. I am so incredibly; intrinsically; entirely bored. I have been taught the same thing for four years straight #'It's only four years!' that's literally a quarter of my lifetime right there. My formative years are being spent stressed and in a state / #/of constant self-loathing #I was watching a YT video and the phrase 'attention-starved STEM major' came up and I was like. Yea #What am I even working towards? The hope that my version of capitalist hell isn't as bad as everyone else's? I'm just so sick of not / #/having a stable future what with politics and normal working people becoming more and more oppressed #I don't want to work and that's not because I'm lazy. It's because my brain is recognising that there is no reward anymore #I used to have such a little spark in Yr7. I remember having things to say and wanting to share everything I've done #I still do that now; sure I do. I don't enjoy it though #I thought I liked drawing but I'm realising that all I really like is the attention. I COULD draw things I like drawing... but then I / #/ don't get attention which my mind then classifies as zero reward #I'm very tired of doing things for no credit; reward; or validation. This is becoming a theme #Then I wonder what I'm doing wrong. What part of the algorithm am I not hitting. Then I realise that I'm just not marketable in a way #God. I'm seriously breaking rn. It's not even only because of GCSEs #It's just a culmination of doing all these things to be told that I am unworthy of Having as a result. It doesn't matter if I'm smart; my / #/ parents still don't own their house and can't afford to pay for heating most days #Literally what am I doing this for #And then I realise that all of this is ALSO attention-seeking behaviour! I'm my own worst problem; I recognise exactly what's wrong with / #/ myself but the body wants what it wants. And what it wants is validation that I'm not going to get in this life #Hi guys! Maybe don't interact. That could fix me #Wean me off of needing virtual numbers just to feel something. Jesus #I can't even be happy with the things that I make for myself. Because I make nothing for myself anymore #It's just a whole sad existence of an expected 12hr+ of school every day until I get a job I guess. Then it's 12hr+ of job every day until

[thranduel]

highly recommend everyone go watch this beautiful byler fanvid that someone made. his videos are absolutely incredible and i couldn't stop crying watching this

#byler #i'm actually a mess right now it's not even funny #I CRIED SO MUCH #i just want them to be happy together #and seeing how much will has been through put into one video... i'm gonna be sick #i seriously couldn't stop crying #he's the strongest most loving person ever #my baby #he deserves to be happy #will byers #mike wheeler #stranger things #stranger things 4 #Youtube

[disdaidal]

So I think I'm finally getting a contract and I'm going to start my new studies (as a youth/school counselor) in my old school. I met the principal today and had a talk with him, and he said he was pleased to see me there and would like to have me there because I already know my way around and seemed to manage things just fine when I was still their student. So, that's great, I'm finally getting somewhere.

But I'll have to wait until Friday because he's still not quite sure who's going to be my supervisor, so he's going to have a talk with a couple of staff members about it at first.

And then my teacher in my new school is already pressing me with contract matters and stuff, wanting me to start earlier than I had originally planned or at least get the contract done by then, so uhh. I'm going to have a Teams meeting with her on Friday at 8 o'clock in the morning (I'm not a morning person at all), and I'm sure we're going to have such a lovely discussion about my schedule and study plans and all that stuff.

All this phone-calling and paperwork is giving me a headache. And I still have some school assignments to do and to return before next week, and guess what - ya girl just wants to read and write fanfiction all day and all night. 🤪 Priorities, I has them.

#personal #no seriously i went to bed around 4am because i was writing a fic. and then i got up at 8:30 after snoozing the clock for an hour #because i had the appointment with the principal around 10am so #but anyway despite my poor sleeping schedule i am actually happy about this opportunity #i should be able to work in the evenings if they can just find me a supervisor. which would be super because then i'm not going to have to #wake up early. unless i get a side job because i need money and this is only training so i don't get paid for it. but remains to be seen #i am not feeling awfully energized for school/work combination right now so uhh #but then i'd also get to work as a special needs assistant because this school has a lot of special needs students #so that sounds pretty good actually. it was something i was also thinking about doing before #because i was kind of a special needs student myself when i was younger and i didn't get the help i needed so #helping others with that could be great. a great opportunity indeed #and i may have to help with this other type of class as well #i think they're calling it preparatory education for vocational training in english. i'm not 100% sure what it even means #but well if i get a chance then perhaps i'll find outl #so all in it sounds like they have need for me and i get to do a lot of different stuff so. it should be good #it's. just this. studying itself. and like i said. all this paperwork and making phone calls and stuff. it's stressing me out #so uh #let's just hope that friday makes me a little bit wiser

[captain-crowfish]

They say to never trust how you feel about your life after 9PM but it's always before 9PM somewhere. Anyway I think I might be a therian

#don't take this post 100% seriously I've been sick and #crying my eyes out to “no more birthdays” associating the song with trying to relive a childhood that isn't mine (childhood trauuuumaaaaaa) #that's a big problem I have #deep down I always think someday I'm gonna wake up and I will have been born a few years earlier- #so I can be an “appropriate” age to experience all my favorite media as it releases and interact accordingly #i always think- if that were the case I could have avoided my traumatic years and grown up much happier #don't get me wrong- I'm happy right now- you'd be hard pressed to find me on a day I'm not #but there's some existentialism that comes with wanting to magically wake up a different age- in the past- in a different life #I want to have lived any life but mine #and I just keep waiting for it to feel better again #it never does #crowfish crap #that therian part is definitely coinciding with autism and gender non conformity #when I picture myself I immediately picture my fursona- not a human who (at the moment) appears feminine #i hardly know anything about the subculture itself however #blathering #its true btw don't trust how you feel about your life at night time

[inkyvulture]

Happy moments reading in my law book and seeing all of Tate's crimes actually not have any bail out pay, but all attracting a minimum of years in jail AND loss of exercising certain rights for him.

#seriously #happy new year #2022 delivering right now #andrew tate #human trafficking #greta thunberg #get his ass #also I can actually watch the process #talking to my jury buddy right now #and we plan on going to watch him go to hell in person #there won't be prescription to this case #so it may take a while but I'm ready as fuck to watch him #go to hell tate

[tenshiharmonia]

I hope you’re all ready for the new Mario game : Super Mario Bros. Acid Trip.

#no but seriously #this new game looks absolutely amazing #the visuals are just gorgeous #they remind me of mario and luigi dream team in the best possible way #so magical and colorful #truly #the map and levels look spectacular #and i'm not even talking about the new gimmicks #or the new enemies and characters #daisy #yoshi #elephant mario was a riot #then there is the remake of super mario rpg #oh my stars #i'm so happy right now... #super mario bros. wonder #super mario bros wonder #super mario rpg #legend of the seven stars #super mario #super mario wonder #super mario bros. #super mario bros

[pathofelation]

Just came back after a while and was immediately asked to handle our voter registration, only to find out the DMV issued our permit with the wrong name, and then immediately be convinced into talking to the DMV to figure out how to fix it.

So, anyways, I guess it's nice to be back.

#^ /srs #I show up into the front. Brief “oh hey you're back holy fuck it's been like 2 years we thought u died LOL” and “Who even are you” and then #-“you're good at talking to people right? werent you? can you help w this” #and I'm like wow. Okay. Nice to meet you and nice to see you time to get this done. I am wanted now and not just in a criminal sense again. #I was a **huge** tool before I went dormant so it's nice to see people 1) just don't know me at all or 2) are just happy to see me again. #Anyways. Hi Tumblrinas. I didn't think we'd ever seriously use Tumblr. I have a lot of stuff to catch up on. #--T #<- Still figuring out a name to use publicly. Bare with me here.

[carbonateddelusion]

have two Very Long AF wips

#i was gonna have bb carolina sitting in rory's lap but his legs kept bugging me and looking weird so this is what we get /lh #seriously though i am ravenously hungry right now and it's stopping me from going any further so i'm taking a break #wip #also: pen's heart flame amps up in intensity when she's feeling strong emotion (here it's happiness) so she's venting off some of it #and showing Carolina some tricks in the process

[blujayonthewing]

I've had Melliwyk for SIX YEARS

#happy nameday mel #I had already built and designed her-- I almost always save names for last cause I'm bad at them lmao #quinzemela is a good name ngl it just wasn't the right vibe for her #I did also- years later- take tukklewin off this list for her dad cause I liked that one too 😌 #anyway. SIX YEARS. WHEW #and to think-- at the time I wasn't taking her very seriously because 1) her original concept was built around a joke #and 2) I honestly didn't expect to play her very much because I had so many other campaigns (lol. lmao) #these things are related! the joke was that she'd have magical narcolepsy that sometimes couldn't be shaken right away #so that if I was ever unable to make a session my character could be asleep in somebody's backpack #a totally joking thing I said while lamenting about how overbooked I was for dnd but then IMMEDIATELY went 'oh no. I actually love that' #anyway now it's been six years that's literally never happened I've put the most actual hours into playing mel and I love her SO MUCH #about me #my OCs #melliwyk #posts from facebook

[lesbianlotties]

not to be over dramatic but i can die happy from now on

#SO!!! i joined an online event with my favorite writer!! and i got to send a question!! and they read my name!! she has heard my name!!! #she answered my question!!! and she gave me an unserious answer!!!! i'm so happy oh my GOD #like oh my god my favorite writer ever has literally heard my name. she knows she's my favorite and that i admire her and she smiled!!! #she smiled when she heard that!!!!! #she answered MY question. it was a ridiculous answer!!!!! #what are the odds!!!!!! #god i'm so happy. seriously. i thought nothing like this could ever happen and it happened!!!!!! #like. i can die at peace right now i swear like. this is it. this is like a HUGE deal for me. HUGE thing to take of my bucket list!!!!!!!

[things-that-make-sa-happy]

Jeremiah Fisher | tsitp 1.07

#The Summer I Turned Pretty #tsitp #tsitpedit #Jeremiah Fisher #my beautiful boy! #sa loves tsitp #sa makes gifs #i'm SO HAPPY that they appear to be filming season 2 NOW! #my heart! #it's gonna be TORTURE waiting until probably next summer for them to RELEASE season 2 #but I know it's coming and that's enough for now #with the addition of all the wonderful fics that GIVE ME LIFE #seriously they're keeping me sane and alive right now #7 episodes was NOT ENOUGH for season 1! #yeah- I get it- 7 is a cool number and less episodes means more packed into the episodes #but you know what's a COOLER number than 7? ... 17! I like 17 #not that I'm demanding 17 episode seasons- that may be overkill- but please make them like 9 or 10 episodes? #even 8 episodes would have been better- one more to help bring some more stuff together without feeling rushed #because i'm sorry but the ending of the first season felt a little rushed #she just kissed conrad without ANY conversations with Jere after when they went through the previous episodes? #*WHAT they went through* #I need more than that #sorry- I'm tired- i'll end my rant here- but feel free to pick up my rant with me if you want in a message... I'll rant with you! #also- i'm still not happy with how these came out- dark scenes are my nemesis (along with the fridge thermometer at work) #and I've not yet figured out how to make them pretty and not grainy

[fierceomen]

oh boy, okay, guess it's fine for a STARTER CALL ! pls interact with this post if you'd like me to write you up something. for any multi - muse blogs, if you have any specific muses you'd like to write with kei pls comment to let me know! i'm happy to do a couple of starters for you too if you'd like multiple muses to interact.

ps, if any of you wanna write a thread with babey keigo i'm 100% down for that too hehehe

#🪶 –––– calls . 〉 #i'm super chill if u want like 5 starters bc u haven't gotten to use a muse in a hot minute i gotchu #also happy to write with characters from other franchises! #at least for right now i'd like to stick to series that i know while i get the hang of writing this boy publicly #happy to talk about it! #also i'm likely gonna be experimenting with formatting for the next few weeks so abologies for inconsistency #my brain gives me serotonin when my writing looks pretty LMAO #did i seriously write abologies instead of apologies i'm going to scream