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#I'm just thinkin abt him rn
7-oh-ta1 · 8 months
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I think act 1 is still my favorite bec it's iconic but also bec Taichi's issue was essentially the antithesis to the story values which are with hardwork and dedication and support even if you're absolute shit at what you're doing your passion will shine thru and that will triumph natural talent everytime BUT w Taichi he WAS hardworking and he WAS dedicated king had enthusiasm thru the ROOF and he still didn't have good stage presence which ultimately made his average skills but at least not poor skills more useless than the characters who had never even acted before. Of course he thinks there's something fundamentally wrong with him at his core, this issue isn't just with stage presence it's his entire life and LOOK AROUND in a3's world there's supposed to be some kind pay off for dedication look at spring none of them had really acted for shit before then and everything just works out or even characters like muku & juza who are exactly the thesis of a3's message. If everything works out like that in a3's world, no wonder he doesn't understand why HIS hardwork doesn't pay off!!!!! What is HE doing wrong??? What's wrong with him specifically out of everyone else???? Why is everyone else's simple passion enough to make them good actors, but not his????? What is wrong with him????
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themagical1sa · 8 months
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"i like you and i blame you for making me feel this way" he said
i still think about it
#isa and the y/n experience#isa go to sleep challenge#except i Can't because i am going through a story arc for real right now#his squish for me evolved into a crush i think#like. romantic interest and alladat jazz. the whole shebang#i feel like this has been a long time coming and whatever happened last sunday was just his tipping point#i didn't want to assume anything (God. me and this specific sentence. I think we've found the theme for the story /j) so i just#let things happen first because i needed to be Certain (this mfing word too. guys I've figured out the plot theme /j)#im ngl i had an anxious voice in my brain going 'don't fall in love with me' for the past several months#but now that i'm dissecting it... there's a lot going on with why i had that string of thought#i'm very hyperaware of the dynamics shifting over time (especoally rn when i'm not enrolled for this semester)#not to mention my thing for crushie which has added conflict on top of the dynamics shift#we haven't interacted very much but i still have affection for him... yet on the other hand squishie's squishing me so hard i'm a crush now#the dynamics have changed#and then there's squishie's backstory that i will never detail so long story short: he's been on the receiving end of toxic relationships#and i've managed to become a major turning point that made him realize that he can be happy again#i've got a lot on my mind can u tell HAHA#i'm thinkin' abt alladis on top of wanting to be more objectively productive with my time off college AAAAAAAA#this wattpad fanfic shoujo manga webtoon morning romcom disney aitcom is getting too real @_@#shoutout to my besties especially seraph who contributed to that label#my life has never been the same since the moment classmate bestie clocked me as a living wattpad fanfic back in january 24#augh#anyway. i'm gonna... try to brainrot abt something else HAHA#shoutout to hug anon#if u're still here: bestie a lot of things have happened since u were last here#they were one of the og crushie/isa supporters from tumblr HAHA
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spaceratprodigy · 4 months
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right now tho I'm really fixated on rogue trader lmao I want to work on Ceciliana ✌😔
#her key details are there#I've been wanting to just keep playing more of the game tbh most of my ideas are small and simmering rn#I would love to play around more with her personality details and some of her past more for sure#biggest thing rn is wanting to play around with her design#I really dig her default drip for how I built her bc it's just so fitting but I might tweak some minor details#I mostly want to construct her face in more detail! see what direction I want to go with her!#her hair too tbh#my placeholder design for her was to just make my DOS2/Hero Quest character Agitha until I really Got To Know Ceciliana#and right now I think I might keep her white hair.. I really dig it.. might make it look a lil peppery.. not sure yet gotta doodle it out#style tho I'm really not sureeeee that's gonna be my biggest challenge to find out what I'm satisfied with 😩#I have an idea I wanna try but idk if it's gonna be satisfactory when I see it#IDK YET#I do have some doodle ideas tho lmao#I just want some silly drawings of her with abelard and argenta and pasqal#but probs won't get to them for a whileeeee#okay I just wanted to ramble and get some thangs out of my brain just thinkin out loud you know how it is#I'm excited abt new oc#I love when I get passionate abt something#bf is also very excited bc he loves warhammer and I've been listening to him talk abt it for like 10 years now#and he knows I've been interested in diving further in for a long time#so he is LOVING seeing me be this invested and talking abt Ceciliana#he is my biggest consultant on all the necessary details#rambling#ceciliana von valancius
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hyperionshipping · 2 years
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Need more parental f/o content
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N I guess it's cause of him bein how we try to make sense of whatever happened that thinkin about it makes me wanna run back to him
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icarus-star · 10 months
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I love your Charlie works sm!! Could you do one about riding his thighs/cockwarming while he’s watching a movie bcs ur impatient and he keeps teasing and edging you until he finally gives in and fucks you ;) ik he’s condescending with his dirty talk
a little while longer | charlie walker <3
a/n: been thinkin abt something like this for awhile. hes just sooo. aaaughhhh dom!charlie is just something else
18+ content ahead, pure and absolute filth!!please don't read unless your comfortable with that!!
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there was a movie that he'd been wanting to rewatch for awhile and you said that you'd love to watch it with him
so your hanging out in his bedroom, his eyes focused on the screen as your barely paying any attention
your mind starts to wander, thinking about all kinds of dirty things you wanna do with him right now
so obviously, you'd decide to make a move
you decided to get onto his lap, your legs straddling one of his thighs as you face the screen that the movie was playing on
you lean back a little, whispering how badly you need him
he hears you, he just wants to tease you and watch his movie
then of course, you start rocking your hips back and forth, your clothed cunt rubbing against charlies thigh as you whine for him
he only glances at you, his hand rubbing up and down your back
"hm? your that needy for me right now? just wait a little longer for me, or are you just too desperate?"
i feel like. occasionally, he's mean about it too
like, he knows that your horny rn and can only think of him fucking your brains out, he just wants to tease you a whole bunch about it
your there, so desperate for him to touch you more while you dry hump his thigh, whining and burying your face in his neck in hopes of getting him to pay more attention to you
the movie he's watching is barley even half way through, and you may or may not be annoying him just a tiny bit, so he has a lil idea
"here, how about you keep my dick warm for me? maybe that'll help you pass the time.."
and so, you take off both your pants and hop right on his hardening dick :3
he holds your hips tightly, making sure that you can't move at all
and it's practically torture!!
his cock is so big, stuffed inside you and you don't even get to move :(
while your sitting like that, his chins resting on your shoulder while he watches the movie
"you wanna ride me? c'mon baby.. i'm sure that you can wait just a little while longer."
he might also very lightly run a finger over your clit every once in awhile, so gentle, almost like there's nothing there
it feels like an eternity until the movies over, but sometime soon it had ended
and as quick as possible, he flips you right over 'n starts to fuck you super hard
and the way his cock feels finally thrusting in and out of you after so long of only being aloud to have it deep inside? absolutely perfect
"ah- even with me stretching you out for so long.. your still so fucking tight..~"
and it goes on for way longer than you intended it to <3
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swordcreature · 5 months
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Okokok but I just had a thought just now and I have to share it with you and anybody else who is hopefully gonna be as feral abt it as I am rn: We've all been going feral abt the tails but what about the HORNS??? 👀👀 Thinkin' bout the boys with a tiefling s/o.... do you think like. They have a thing for sparring/headbutting - either as a playful banter thing, kinda like how goats or young spike deer will headbutt eachother to practise/play?? or maybe it starts like that but then oopsie, their s/o's face is right there and now they're kissing and it just ✨runs away with them both✨ if you catch my drift *wink wink* 👀👀
Do tief boys sometimes just start headbutting eachother/other people when they get randy sometimes?? Is it one of those things they genuinely can't help bc Hormones(tm) or is it like. A conscious choice and something that annoys tiefs of other gender identities like "for fuck's sake stop headbutting eachother!!" that they try to play it off like "Oops, hormones" but everyone KNOWS they did it on purpose (I'm NOT looking at Rolan as I say this /sarcasm) really...
I cannot get this out of my brain help me-
Dammon totally strikes me as the kind of guy that would start play wrestling with his partner and I could totally see him headbutting another tiefling in a goading way. Like "oh look what you've started now, you mess with the beast you're gonna get the horns" etc etc.
And I think he would be really goofy with it, basically trying to illicit a reaction from his partner. But then his partner pushes back and it's suddenly a silent battle for dominance to see who relents first.
But it almost always ends with Dammon getting too lost in the way his partner cutely scrunches their nose in determination or the way their little gruffs of effort sound kind of heated; he gets too turned on and pulls them into a kiss.
The kiss also ends up being a challenge between them, because they're so flushed from their little sparring match that it basically becomes a competition of who can get their tongue farther down the other's throat. They both win that match, tbh.
Then, when he's on top of them he'll playfully butt against their horns to make them laugh. And when one of them is looking to have a rougher night, they'll use their interlocked horns to push and pull the other's head a certain way (as long as they don't do it too hard, those things are attached to their head after all)
And, okay, I know this isn't exactly what you were saying, but like..... Rolan......horn cuddling.... ahsdfkjha
Not necessarily headbutting aggressively like bulls in a fight, but lovingly rubbing horns together, like how a goat rubs their horns on things affectionately.
So Rolan starts courting another tiefling and just starts doing it as a consequence of getting close to their face. Like going in for a kiss, rubbing his nose against theirs and... "oops are horns are bumping into each other!!".
Except the feeling of their horns rubbing past one another feels good, so he starts doing it on purpose. After a tender kiss, while cuddling in bed, to say hello and goodbye. Just being cute, as long as it's where no one can see him being so intimate.
But then one day they're out somewhere in public, maybe with Cal and Lia, having a couple drinks, getting loose. And he doesn't even notice the way he starts affectionately rubbing his horn against his partner's because it's so second nature to do it now???
Other tieflings see it for the loving, slightly cheesy, act that it is, so of course Cal and Lia are like "get a room!!!!"
And Rolan is blushing, head to toe.
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cyb3rspyd3r · 8 months
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Since everyone addressin their problems with rashad ..
a lil while ago i had an issue with another writer , it wasn't a big problem but someone found a way to fuel the damn fire..
um its obvious who the fuel was .. at first i thought he was tryna help me because at the moment he was one of the only people who were tryna actually help me in the situation.
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this was the last message i had from him before ppl got on his ass about the stuff he was causing , he also pretended to be me in the other writer's anons.. which didn't click to me that it was him at first , until i just saw the other writer's post about the situation and now it all make sense to me.. i see him causin problems to evb now and im js thinkin like um.. damn.. cs it is no fuckin reason damn near the whole miles writers block should be on yo ass rn..ts is insane 😭
and honestly the whole thing abt him "usin his mental issues as an excuse" made me squint at my screen bc like .. ohhh okayy...
back to the situation with him pretending to be me , the other writer added it all up and it makes sense to me now , only her , me , and rashad wouldve been the only ones to know abt her not accepting my apology , and the anon just happened to know abt it .. and ik the writer wasnt that dumb to js go in her own anons so it left rashad as the only person.. i don't even ask ppl stuff as an anon , i make it very known who i am
so i'm honestly pissed at that nigga rn bc i was genuinely stressed , and u js tried to make the situation fucking worse? nigga wtf mental issues gotta do with fueling a disagreement? like dpmo bruh .. bc ur mad weird for that , i trusted you , defended you , and hella other shit and ur the anon the whole time..
u got urself known by all these writers js to end up like this.. u got ya self into this.. don't even act like ppl targeting u or wtv bc u made urself the target..
and at first i didnt believe @averagegirlie when they said it was him pretending to be me , but now ts make sense , we had an argument or wtv but i appreciate you for that 💗
this whole situation just pissed me off .. bc u caused a big ass eruption in the damn miles writers group and then try to blame other shit on it .. tbh u js attention seeking , if u needa talk abt ur mental issues , problems or whatever the fuck u got goin on id recommend doing it to a person in private or going in your notes??? something that WONT cause shit?..
yall have a good day tho.. tagging ppl who have had some problems too with him (lmk if i missed anybody..)
@hiimayee @ashsostrange @tainted-liquor @breeandhermunches (MB IF U DONT WANT ME TAGGIN U BREE JS LMK)
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kamiversee · 19 days
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KAMI I'M LOSIGN MY MIND HELP HELP HELP HELP HELP HELP HELP HELP HELP
oh my god. this is already better than i imagined. i'm quakin in my boots rn. i had to take SO MANY BREAKS while reading this to just calm myself down omfg KAMIIIIII
ALSO THE PHONE CALL???? I WAS SHITTING MYSELFFFFFF PLS THIS WAS SUCH A PERFECT SET UP! but wait, did Choso just assume that since Satoru called us out of the blue, that we slept with him before? or is this hinting towards Choso possibly knowing about the list and who's on it? omfg my brain is everywhere lmao i'm prob overthinking it
also the interactions they've been having since Gojo got in the house had me melting omfg. the constant back-and-forth? the piggybacking off of each other's comments? THE TAG TEAMING. THEY BETTER TAG TEAM US FOR THE NEXT TWO PARTS AAAAAA KAMI PLEEEEEEAAAAAAASE
my nosey ass wants to know wtf they were talking about when Choso locked the door on us 😭😭😭 like i know that it was most probably Choso giving Gojo his address and really confirming that he wants this BUT STILL. lowkey i feel like the sexual tension between Choso and Gojo is THICK here. i need more of it 😭
“Is it any more wrong than the things I’ve had you do before?” He whispers lowly to you, low enough for Choso to miss what he uttered.
I'M LOSING ITTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! idc if this is noncanon, i'm using this What If as my closure for TFL IDC IDC OMG
🐶nonnie was right we need that poly ending expeditiously 😭😭😭😭😭😭 i've gone full delulu omfg Kami you fucking broke me
the way Choso's so sassy and chatty omfg HELPPPPPPPPP THE WAY I FEEL LIKE HE'D BE SUCH A BRAT AND "TEACH" GOJO HOW TO MAKE US SQUIRT JUST TO MESS WITH US AAAAAA I NEED THESE MEN SO FUCKING BAD
i have no idea how you have so much self control spacing out the parts like this. my instant gratification ass would have posted EVERYTHIIIIIING. what's the total word count of all 3 parts?
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Ugh ur messages always make me giggle & smile
In chapter 52 of TFL (or whichever is titled; The Resolve) the reader asks Choso abt Gojo & planned on getting info out of Cho abt the list (kinda like how she questioned Nanami previously) but she doesn’t get to ask him about that bc Choso quickly puts two and two together and asks her if Gojo is the guy who he’s been competing with all this time.
Their convo goes unanswered tho bc Choso says what he doesn’t know won’t hurt him but deep down, he knew— hence why in this whatif he asked if Gojo used to fuck her ^.^
ALSO, I’m thinkin of doing a lil side blurb for their phone call just cause. Plus, I don’t see Choso & Gojo interacting in the manga/anime or even in people’s fanfics tht often so this is very fun for me to do honestly (:
Annnywho, gladd you’re enjoying it so far! The word count for all three parts is… long. (I haven’t written the second or third part yet but my minimum is usually 3k so expect all three parts to be at least 9k words in total or so… maybe longer tho bc I have a writing problem😭)
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lovedazai · 7 months
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me again but aaaahhh new theme! i love it!! also... bc it's one thing i rlly wanna do this autumn,, i'm thinkin abt baking cookies w dazai <33 he keeps hugging u n whining that he's beig deprived, and that you're cruel to choose dough over him... just kiss him and he'll shut up for a bit (maybe even help... (O_O) ). he puts way too many chocolate chips (or whatever else) in and is not sorry
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NOO DONT LOOK AT MY BLOG ITS NAKED RN !! but ty lovely :< UR SPEAKING RIGHT TO MY HEART OMG baking & dazai, my two fav things (⸝⸝ᵕᴗᵕ⸝⸝) <3 hes so pouty u arent focusing on him but hes eating up the sight of u in an apron!! hes trying to add too many chocolate chips & eat too much dough just to get u to pay attention to him >:/ the second u look over at him hes putting on his best puppy eyes & puckering his lips for a kiss hes rlly looking like 🥺 !! if u let him help he’ll take it seriously (but only for u) & when u beam at him after ur little treats come out just right he’ll kiss the crumbs off ur lips <3 <3
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lolexjpg · 4 months
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dts s2 e8-10
ep8: -this is cool to watch with the context of nico back in f1 today -theres just something so funny about when drivers get told something they dont wanna hear over the radio and its just dead silence. theyre real for that tho -nico/cyril jet "therapy" conversation is so iconic TO ME -i now know how alain prost is yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy -i think both of daniel's one year teammate tenures (nico & estie) are both sooooooooo interesting. ship wise fascinating. underrated as hell. -neurodivergent daniel propoganda "nico huuuuuulkenburg" is 100% a vocal stim -ESTIE my beloved. the original Toto Wolff's Special Lil Guy™ -no its so nice to see him in this gap where it was all up in the air knowing how much he's cemented his place in formula 1 now. (like i KNOW that alpine is a shitshow rn but he could easily find another seat. even if not he's made his mark :) -this makes me excited to see nico in the new season. he makes pretty good tv and it'll be cool to see how much of that has changed with age! -another narratively well done episode. nico's only episode and a wonderful one. i also noticed the music a lot, i think they way they used music to build tension was rly cool and not something i've noticed in general. really really good episode
ep9: -"george, i think, is a one-in-a-million driver" claire i LOVE U. ur brain is so big and correct -hes such a BABY here -i really really need a return of a williams focused episode next season. badly -claire you are so strong and brave for surviving this shitshow i dont know how yall did it -i wish this episode was put earlier in the season, i dont know why they didnt? since it focuses a lot on preseason/testing drama why is it episode 9? i know its never perfectly chronological but they couldve at least tried
ep10: -the pierre v alex narrative is so silly when clearly red bull sees them as disposable. like babes neither of you are EVER gonna be enough because youre not max :/ like 2 women fighting to be the favorite mistress of a man who will NEVER leave his wife!!!!! -"if [mclaren] continue this trend, they could be competing with the likes of red bull, possibly ferrari and mercedes for podiums" i just love a good quote that ages well. thank you will buxton -this sebchal crash is SO canada 2010 sebmark coded TO ME -the dread that filled my body when i realized. oh this is the lewis stops alex from getting a podium episode. pain incoming -seeing how happy pierre is abt the podium is So Nice knowing whats coming!!! (monza 2020) he deserves everything -while i dont particularly like carlos i think this first podium story/celebration is so cool and i'm so glad netflix were there to immortalize it -oh my god the "what about everyone else?" placard cracks me up every time aldkjfslkdfjalksdjflksfjd -pre teammate dando crumbs make me INSANE wuv them -"i think they ignored me the whole year, so [Netflix] can fuck off." Dany is barely in drive to survive ever BUT WHEN HE IS he serves cunt 😘 -lewis almost being eaten by an automatic door is an ICONIC dts moment it makes me INSANE every time i watch its so fucking funny -talkin abt how 2020 silly season is gonna be crazy bc most drivers are out of contract; thinkin abt how this year is gonna be the same 😬 -long hair lance my beloved
and thats a wrap!!! on to season 3!! (i'm 3 episode behind 😬)
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MAC HELLO i am saying hi, been a hot minute since i've been in ur inbox wow its so nice in here did u redecorate??? ANYWAY i just want 2 come in and say hello and ask how ur doin!!!! i finished writing the dstuck tntduo chapter and i'm literally going to gnaw on wood rn they drive me fucking INSANE mac do u wanna read it i'll genuinely let u read it early if u want bc i just need someone else 2 see why i'm absolutely fucking BONKERS AND FUCKING YONKERS rn. (also also i have vashie pics 2 send u and ros but i keep forgetting!!! i gave him. a little hat. :3 vashie pics SOON i prommy) i would send u a doodle or somethin rn but i am not sending this from my phone so here is a little copy pasted emoticon instead ʕ•́ᴥ•̀ʔっ little guy!!! i hope u r doin well!!!!! :3
HI WHISKEY!!!!!!!!! im doin good im doin ok!!! im at the beach again so i am invincible for the next. 4 days. i love my wife.
IF U WANT TO SHARE DSTUCK TNTDUO WITH ME I WOULD BE HONORED. IM SO EXCITED FOR THEM 👁👁 and VASHIE HAT?!?!?!?! show me his hat i need 2 see him..... ive been thinkin abt making my vashie another coat like the one from ep 12 so he can be goth.... i have some black fabric lying around at home but i have 0 sewing skills so it may take me a while . but i want him 2 have little outfits hehe
I HOPE U ARE ALSO DOING WELL <33333 ILYSM !!! here here i am going 2 see u off with a beach pic bc shes soooooo9 pretty. also i havent been outside yet this morning (<< just woke up like 5 mins ago) so it gives me an excuse to go out on the balcony :]
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onlyseokmins · 10 months
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say you and seokmin are getting married. what would both of your vows be like?
asking for science and bc i just watched this one youtuber i adore getting married and her and her husbands vows were so cute and i sobbed
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i've been thinkin abt this ask since i saw it and was so ill over it like i haven't already been ill over kyeom as it is ajskdjf. first off - that's super cute congrats to them. as much as the dedicated spinster i am, i am a romantic at heart and keep tearing up at the fact that like proposal, ceremony, or both - i just know this man is putting his whole heart into it. he types novels on weverse just imagine him writing his vows i'm legit crying rn thinking of it. he's probably someone reminisces a ton - will remember little moments or things about you and bring them up. def will want to throw in funny tidbits to make people laugh. but ultimately... i think he would cry. he probably would break down mid-speech and then be so upset when he can't finish or takes too long lmao ;; he may or may not try to memorize them but istg it'd be like a whole packet long and wrinkled af after going through them so many times </3 my heart
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pansyfemme · 1 year
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Hi Jude! I'm so anxious about my first appointment... stuff came up and I had to change locations and providers (still informed consent but not planned parenthood anymore). But! Otherwise I'm really very excited.
Your drink sounds really good. I love lavender in all forms but I've never drank it :0! I wish there was a cafe close to me! Alas. Country boy pretty much right now.
Has your day been good? I hit post limit? How are classes? (I assume they've started back up for everyone by now?) Find any new music? I found a song byyy The Ooze(s)? I think. It's short but SO good and loud and I could play it on repeat for HOURS!!!
Hi elias!! i saw u hit post limit, i admire ur devotion to #cecilsweep but you have killed my dash today oh my god 😔 /j (ily keep doin what ur doing, but holy shit dude) im so excited for you to start t! im sorry about the rearranging, it was the same way when i started- its always difficult to set stuff up at first!
I adore lavender in pretty much anything. My family are absolute freaks when it comes to how much tea we consume so we order several flowers and herbs in bulk, lavender being one of them and i make lavender syrup all the time when im home. It’s rlly tasty in coffee, but has a reputation of its own for being the east coast gay drink lmao, and is often overpriced. i live within walking disatance from four local coffee shops so im a bit spoiled lmao!!
my day’s been good, i woke up at like noon as most weekends start for me, i have some observation hw to start on (i have plenty of time tho.) but im pretty excited since i adore the professor im taking observation II from and he is nice enough to allow me to use color in all my assignments <3 Usually ur supposed to just do b/w charcoal but thats so fucking boring oh my god and this professor is a huge fan of my color work so he knows how much a chore b/w is for me. I’m thinkin of maybe drawing my hrt? idk i have to think abt it but i thought it would be fun.
as for music, on my way up to college on tuesday dad and i listened to the one pansy division cd we have like 3 times in a row and i havent rlly gotten over it yet and have been listening to their cover of liz phair’s ‘flower’ on repeat ever since. im honestly surpised we dont own more pansy division, my dad’s seen them a few times and theyre on one of his fave labels (lookout!) so it’s kinda odd we only have the one cd. but yknow, streaming is a thing, im just a snob and like physicals a bit more. I’ve been scouring bandcamp as usual for more twee and have been rlly digging a band called the harriets from osaka i believe, who have all of three songs out but i really like. I also bought a few of the max levine ensamble’s albums on bandcamp, theyre available on streaming but bandcamp doesnt have the sound limits other streaming services have and that band is best heard LOUD thru headphones. (i think some bands sound better when u can barely discern the sound LMAO) Theyre a pop punk band from dc that i started listening too exclusivly bc one of their members (spoonboy) is genderqueer and i wanted to hear more genderfuck type music. (tho pansy division is fufilling my every need for more songs abt gay male femmes rn oh my god. Listen 2 their cover of femme fatele, it makes me grin so hard. ) I’m on an honest search for queercore thats not like. how do i describe it? like neo-hardcore? like yknow, the very harsh and almost electronic hardcore thats popular rn but doesnt totally resemble older hardcore. I found a few bands i liked (DUMP HIM is pretty good, i also like yonic boom, which i searched for hours to make sure they weren’t terfs and can confirm they have at least one trans member if that helps a little👍) i also have learned that trying to find music that isnt hyperpop or death metal in the transcore tags on bandcamp is pretty impossible, tho i keep trying! what can i say, im a dude driven by horrible production quality, lts wild to me how polished some hardcore sounds nowadays when the main reason i like it is bc its grainy and harsh and hard to listen to. My love for twee but disdain for modern indie follows suit with that, if it doesnt sound like it was recorded on a budget of one dollar i dont want it!!! (with a few exceptions, i still cant shake my power pop infused childhood.) oh god that last paragraph is probably unreadable but yknow. autism
thanks for sending me an ask ily💖💖💖💖
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lovedeathalice · 2 years
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ur favorite power imbalance scenario between:
-King/Maid or servant
-Boss/Assistant
-Master/Slave
-Rich/Poor
-Hero/Weakling (LMFAO)
-Teacher/Student
-Bully/Nerd
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OKAY I ABSOLUTELY LOVE THIS ASK!!! I can't choose just one so imma rank them & do a lil gushing as to why, hope u don't mind!!😫
And bc my blog is Eren centric imma insert him in all of these!!
This is VERYYY long, sorry!! Lol
⚠️ implied noncon for some
● King/Maid or servant: 11/10. FUCKING LOVE!! Just thinking abt the king using his powerful status to command Reader maid to do whatever he wants..... I'M WEAK. Like.... imagining him ordering u to clean his bedroom chambers every night... then he advances on u. U reject him & he'll go "You'd deny your king? Insolent whore." Then he'll pin u down & fuck u😩 omg and imagine "I'm your ruler. I own you and everybody in this kingdom." I'm on my knees rn HELPPP
● Boss/Assistant: 11/10!!! The FIRST thing i think abt whenever i see this trope is OFFICE SEX!!! Thinkin abt Bigshot CEO Eren Jaeger looking for a new assistant. One of his friends is sending him resumés for personal assistants but he doesn't give a fuck abt any of them. He wants you. His beautiful crush since uni. The power imbalance of you being threatened to lose ur job & everything u worked for. The power to sabotage any chance u have of getting any jobs outside of his company. Noooo, you're staying with him. He might even demand ask you to be his girlfriend!!🥰 by force & blackmail
● Master/Slave: 0/10. Idk when i see this i think abt war slaves etc. & i hate it. For an author like myself who likes to write some kinda messed up stuff, i don't like it at all. There's nothing fun abt it & it's too extreme☹️
ANYWAYS NEXT
● Rich/Poor: 10/10. If u rlly think abt it, all of the tropes u listed are all rich/poor. Money & wealth of any kind, just in different forms. It's a super general trope imo. But i love it nonetheless.
● Hero/Weakling: –10/10. No offense if u like this but to me it is BOOOOOORRRIIIIIINNNNGGGGG😪😪😪 I need some more dark or messed up shit goin on!!!!
● Teacher/Student: 10/10, HOT AS FUCK!!! Plssss imagining devious Prof. Jaeger having a bright yet naive student (you ofc) grow on him. He uses his status as a prof to sorta flatter u and uggghhhh it's just so hot. I love it
● Bully/Nerd: 9/10. I like to imagine this "bullying" setting in college most of the time. It's hot & perfect for fuckboy Eren. And i love fuckboy Eren. Yeah.
LOL these are my thots.
TL;DR: King/Maid or servant & Boss/Assistant are the SHIT. I love them both the most
Thanks sm for sending this ask, anon!!! They're the fucking best & so fun to answer!!🥰
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You were writing a Lorien Legacies fic with an OC in it, right? How's it coming along? I'm really excited to see how things play out
i couldkiss you. um. but. i'm soooooo not consistent. my process is like....okay i insert the character directly into canon. then i go hey what about original writing scenes! what changes from canon! thats where i am😇but my memory of the books has decayed so much i literally need to reread them so badly. fun fact is that i almost made eight live because im insane but i didnt know what to do with him so hes staying dead. sorry eight fans. but OKAY ok what im excited abt is trying to take it more from an adult perspective. like YA books are all ooh teenagers/kids fighting stuff yay. i love it. but i also love being a hater. why do kids have to fight? i want to tackle this in universe. my sense of lore is weak tho like i really need to reread the series😭like rn the whole series to me is from meeting nine -> eights death. but i always thought when we first meet five he should've said something along the lines of like why did the whole PLANET only send 9(ish) CHILDREN to RECREATE lorien. he brings up not understanding the process of picking them, but not the fact they were kids? not a criticism of the books, like, its YA. thats how it goes. but it would've been more effective and realistic imo. i also want them to be traumatized 😭 it sounds so evil but nine is one of my favorite chars partially bc its so obvious how much mog-capturement effected him. (plus the idea my oc has a similar experience but it effects her differently). but it never goes deep into it? or some of his thought processes im interested in. like why the switch from "i hate bullies" to "haha five is fat"? honestly just five and nine make me crazy and i'm unable to explore dynamics without making an oc so i can personally meddle with them. like it still blows my mind five thought of nine as an ANIMAL who needed to be put down bc he thought he killed his cepan to prevent betrayal. just add like the SLIGHTEST bit of communication about that and the world would explode. i also have this scene im thinkin about where its when four sarah six go to meet five and he drops the whatever stone (sorry i cant spell) i can't remember when i read that he didn't actually drop it but ik i did. anyway the idea is that my oc stuck with him for most of the fight and realized umm he did NOT drop that shit! so cue like quiet confrontation? does she not trust him? how does he change from his first attempt at lying failing? etc. i'm slow at writing and have never finished anything so i don't know how its coming along but i love to talk about it thank you for asking .
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