#my head hurts

[eightyones]

#oliver bearman #81.gifs #jeddah gp 2024 #my head hurts #things im willing to do just to avoid working #ollie bearman

[llutik]

#fear and hunger #funger #ragnvaldr #le’garde #what do i write #my head hurts #fear and hunger 1 #(first) #f&h #my art #it was supposed to be a moment of ragnvaldr finding him in a dungeon and contemplating on killing him #but also when you as a pov character find him alive he is still in his armour which probably means he does decide to kill him here #yellow king #because he like. glows #i don't really like it but ill post it anyway

[mochiandturtlesisheretoo]

OHHHH KAYYY

This was a lot of work but I finally recreated this meme.

Shoutout to @ieattaperecorders for the birth of this meme.

Also this is like... Draft designs for all the birds.

#art #slay the princess #meme #slay the princess fanart #slay the princess memes #digital art #my head hurts #i really need to start being consistent

[avisaurea2]

The Human among The Celestials. Not fitting anywhere, but nonetheless giving meaning to everything.

#inthelittlewood fanart #limited life fanart #mcyt fanart #my head hurts #i've been having a really bad headache for at least 6 hours But I Had To FiNiSh It #and yes martyn has pink sword sO WhAt #i am bad at colouring stuff shutup #/j #i also think that martyn is the human there like in SO MANY WAYS i am obsessed literally #like #imagine #starts sun moon and then the human #the only one who gives meaning to the chaos #the only one who hears watchers and who knows what is happening #moon and sun and stars are clueless because they are just doing what they should do #/gunshots/ #i cam mutter about that for so long and and andojhdfsioupjf;akd #avisaureaart

[solidsilver]

today's brain fart credit: The suit is based on D&G.

#astarion #balders gate 3 #bg3 astarion #bg3 #brain fart #my head hurts

[dangalakmayhem]

Seduce a cowboy by pissing him off

#trigun #vash the stampede #nicholas d. wolfwood #nicolas d wolfwood #trigun stampede #tristamp #vashwood #this took far too long #my head hurts #i think im gonna pass out #illustrative art #art #digital illustration #illustration

[extrashortshorts]

Playing 2007s Overlord, feeling like a dog parent

#old games #overlord #sketches #my head hurts #a lot #i need to crawl in some cave and lay down for a bit #that would make everything better

[lttl3babybug]

Very small, very very small. Just a baby even. Just an itty bitty baby some might suggest

#age regression #sfw agere #agere #agere community #fandom agere #!!! <3 #agere blog #age regressor #blep #:p #kiss my owies better :( #nearly fainted in rehearsals today #my head hurts #ageredips #yapping

[givemebackmypills]

#i just watched ep 3 #what was that #my head hurts #that was unnecessary like- #and i still don't remember half of them/their names but i'm always so NERVOUS #masters of the air #mota #curtis biddick #harry crosby #and what's his nameeeee #THE boy #i don't know #my art

[mamapyjama]

Thought I ought to bring this over here for the Tumblr crew since it’s making a little buzz in the other place and I want to gather all my thoughts in one place.

So, back in 2022 I was in my feelings about Izuku (when am I not?) and wrote the following little sad headcanon on twt:

Made myself sad thinking about how the original Japanese word for Quirk is ‘kosei’, which means ‘individuality’ or the unique part of a personality. It’s no wonder Deku thought he was plain and useless. Everyone has literally been telling him since he was 4. 😓 Like, there’s no way at that age he could separate people talking about his lack of meta-ability from his own unique value as a person when they’re using the same damn word. That’s the kind of stuff that’s going to stick with you. 🥺

Sad to imagine, eh?

Fast forward to 2024 and chapter 412, and as always, I was browsing the jp fandom tweets for reactions after the official release. They often pick up on things we miss like Katsuki’s childlike language, the NTR implications of the kudoichi plot etc.

As I scrolled, I realised there was a HUGE disconnect between what we in “The West” were experiencing (mostly rage at yet another translation ‘choice’) and the existential questioning that was occurring among Japanese readers.

This is just a tiny glimpse, but you should know that every single one I saw was doing the tweet equivalent of staring into the middle distance with a haunted look.

It’s all about the panel below, which was mentioned by the incomparable Pikahlua, as it is unusual in writing ‘mukosei’ without the speechmarks that signify ‘quirkless’ (to use the English term) rather than ‘lacking individuality’.

Horikoshi always uses speechmarks around “Kosei” when talking about quirks, so the implication here is that Izuku never believed he had actual individuality/personality.

Using this interpretation, Kudou observed that Izuku held the hope that even people who were detestable (Katsuki) and those who had no individuality (Izuku) still had human hearts.

Read that again. Izuku hoped that both he and Kacchan, despite their shortcomings, had human hearts. He thinks his only worth is as a vessel, a holder of OFA, and without that he’s barely human.

Ever noticed how some parts of the fandom complain that Deku is a boring MC, that he’s just ‘nice’, and we never get his opinions on things? Yeah.

Remember how hard he cried when All Might said he could be a hero? That was the first time in his life that someone acknowledged him as someone with potential, with worth. (In ch2 he also says “I have no reason to refuse!!” when offered OFA, which always struck me as slightly anticlimactic but makes way more sense now).

And remember how he cried in a similar way when Ochako told the world that he wasn’t special but that he had a special power? She couldn’t have known she was reinforcing his deepest held insecurity, and for a moment his mask slipped. Or maybe he was touched by her assertion that he was just a ‘regular high school kid’? We don’t know, but it’s worth taking a look at these moments in this new light.

You staring into the middle distance with a haunted look too yet? I know I am.

If you’re interested in the bright side (I needed this, I hope it helps):

Narratively speaking, this is the angst section that will lead to Midoriya Izuku: Rising and the happy ending they all deserve.

And the person most likely to disavow him of this sense of inherent worthlessness is the one person who added to it the most in their childhoods.

✨KACCHAN!!✨

No one else can reassure Izuku that he is special, that he’s worthwhile and—crucially—that he always has been, because he’s the only one who knew that all along.

If you need more reassurance, remember that their Origin and Rising chapters so far have all involved each other and have mirrored the emotional journey they’re both on.

Bakugou Katsuki: Origin: Katsuki struggles to accept Izuku and work as a team to battle All Might. Eventually does the bare minimum to cooperate by lending him his gauntlet.

Bakugou Katsuki: Rising: Katsuki coordinates the pro heroes and sacrifices himself to save Izuku. His body ‘moved on its own.’

Midoriya Izuku: Origin: Izuku is bullied by Katsuki, tries to save Katsuki from a villain—his body ‘moved on its own’, and is consequently told he can be a hero by All Might.

It isn’t a reach at all to pretty safely assume that Izuku’s Rising chapter will also be intrinsically linked to Katsuki, and it is his cooperation, faith and love (however you interpret it) that will finally save Izuku from his own sense of worthlessness. Closing the circle.

So yeah, this bit could be rough for the next few chapters, but I have faith that Horikoshi will wrap it up in a way that will be so rewarding and satisfying.

I’m gonna stop now because I’m ill and I need to rest my head, thanks for reading! 😮‍💨

#mha 412 #deku #please someone hug this boy asap #midoriya izuku #bakugou #mha #bnha #bkdk #bakudeku #bkdk canon #Pyj obsesses #my head hurts

[rufustrashheap]

Thriving

#dst #dont starve #dst wilson #rufdraws #doodle #my head hurts

[tomkinard]

CHARLES LECLERC SF Full Access | 2023 Miami GP

#charles leclerc #f1 #f1edit #* #miami 23 #this took way too long to upload #my head hurts

[freeshephoun]

im starting to forget which one of these ive already posted. im sick

#qsmp #qsmp elmariana #qsmp charlie slimecicle #slimeriana #el mariana #charlie slimecicle #i dont kmow anymore boy #my head hurts

[redmarqar]

im gonna go take a nap and you can have whatever this is

#tf2 #team fortress 2 #tf2 engineer #my head hurts #i hate having chronic migraine guys this shit sucks #wait why am i venting in the tags OK BYE

[mothford]

me being silly on the internet

#my head hurts #xavier renegade angel #xra #we get a little silly

[lovecoredeity]

behold!! a post dedicated to Cashmere Pashmina Heartfilia themself! Cashmere is of noble birth, a princess, though that title means little to her now. Cashmere died tragically at a young age due to the mistreatment and neglect he received from his family, he thought that death would grant him rest at long last but to his surprise he was brought back to life under mysterious circumstances. With a second chance at life Cashmere vowed to never return to the life that cost them their first one and ran as far out of their family’s reach as they could get! Cashmere is my wild magic barbarian and a runaway noble who just wants ants to live a quiet and peaceful life far from the politics of the royal family she hails from

♡ if you like my art please consider buying me a kofi ♡

#deity’s doodles #artists on tumblr #my art #d&d #dnd #dungeons & dragons #dungeons and dragons #d&d oc #dnd oc #character design #tiefling #tieflings #tiefling oc #tiefling ocs #cashmere #I was hoping to have the weapons sheet finished at some point before making a post compiling everything but like #I don’t care enough at this point it’s good enough #my head hurts