#I’m also losing my voice

[morelikedoccock]

Yes I am projecting why do you ask

#cerbins noodles #doc ock #otto octavius #I’m so tired #I’m also losing my voice #tired and irritable and cranky #but I still love him #but also yeah I need a fucking break

[turtleblogatlast]

[ cw: dismemberment / ]

I think a lot about how Leo’s rescue could have easily ended in him losing a leg as the portal snaps shut on the Krang still clutching the limb, or, alternatively, only having Leo’s right arm make it out, still held dearly in his brother’s hand as the rest of Leo is left behind. (The latter hits even harder, as it directly parallels his future self in the worst of ways.)

I think a lot about how so many things could have gone wrong during the course of the movie with even a little bit of a change, but it really is harrowing how much of a coin-flip the entirety of the Prison Dimension rescue was.

#rottmnt #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rottmnt leo #rottmnt headcanons #rise leo #dismemberment / #if literally any part of the prison dimension rescue was different it would have ended Very Badly #mikey came in clutch for doing the impossible in the first place #raph grabbing leo and not once letting go was vital #and donnie directly hitting the krang was essential #hell leo having the ability to reach out at all in the state he was in was a miracle #listen I think about the prison dimension a lot if you couldn’t tell #for the next tags: #strangulation mention / #physical trauma induced mutism / #potential death mention / #potential sibling death mention / #barely it mainly focuses on if he lives but / #I also think about how Leo’s trachea could have easilyyy given out as Raph (krangified) was choking him #can you imagine the last words raph hearing from his little brother being I’m sorry? #he’d likely live as the hamato bros are built different but imagine if he straight up can’t talk again after #the bros having no idea what Leo’s plan is but they suddenly feel him disappear with the portal #or also #imagine all he gets out in his hoarse voice is to beg Casey to close the portal before his family HEARS the sudden silence like a knife #even if he gets saved his voice may be wrecked or even gone for good #what am I writing wait- #also for my point on leo losing his arm paralleling his future self #imagine fate being a thing in this world but a VERY situational thing #imagine it makes it so that leo has to lose a limb #but not just that - it also ties his presence directly with the Krang’s - so if the Krang’s somewhere else…so is he

[shima-draws]

Okay so let it be known that I haven’t actively played a Sonic game in. Years. The last one that I remember buying was Sonic Boom and we all know how much of a disaster that game was. My only true childhood Sonic game was Sonic Heroes and that’s the only one I’ll replay—otherwise I just stick to watching people lose their minds in let’s play videos.

So uhhh yeah fast forward to me watching Game Grumps play Sonic Frontiers and I was so hooked on the plot and the mechanics that I bought Sonic Frontiers I have been playing Sonic Frontiers for five hours straight it’s so fun so fun SO FUN also look at my daughter I’ve only had her for five minutes but if anything happened to her I would kill everyone in this room and then myself

#GOD DAMMIT THEY K N O W I HAVE A WEAKNESS FOR GLITCHY AI VIRTUAL STUFF!!!! #SLAMS my fist on the table #Also this game is literally just Genshin Impact but Sonic and I love it SO much #It’s very fun. I never thought that an open world Sonic game could exist let alone work SO well but here we are #And?? The music?? Holy SHIT???? #It’s SO fucking beautiful oh my god. I would NOT expect this kind of soundtrack for a Sonic game #I think that was the biggest hook for me. Like yeah the open world popped off but the music. God DAMN #Sonic’s voice threw me off so much tho LOL I know it’s the same VA but it’s so much deeper #This game feels way more serious and honestly. Yeah. Go off Sonic team make your edgy little games #I’m eatin it up. I see glitches and cute AI girls and I lose my mind #Sonic #Shima speaks #Sonic Frontiers

[corrodedcoughin]

okay so your trans art binge-reblog spree yesterday kinda synced up with me having Intense Gender Feels so please allow me the liberty of gently knocking at your inbox again bc I feel a mighty need to unleash some trans!Eddie headcanons on you >.>

imagine the sheer emancipation of Eddie growing out his hair again after he had cut it short when first moving in with Wayne but this time long hair feels different and so, so much freeing bc it's no longer a stupid social expectation rooted in sth that isn't even true about him but instead a personal choice, one deeply connected with the music that comforts and inspires him like nothing else

imagine the freedom of him first realizing he's trans and how things — maybe not all things but at least some of them — suddenly fell into place from just knowing who he is, even if back then he had no opportunity and no safe place to as much as think about trying to socially transition. just feeling like his authentic self for once, without the weight of others' preconceptions about all the arbitrary ways he's supposed to be. he might've been unable to tell anyone at that time but simply having that knowledge to himself was liberating from the years of having felt like there's sth wrong with him. liberating bc now he knew for a fact that there wasn't. how can this be wrong if it made him feel like himself for the first time maybe ever?

imagine him hesitantly knocking on his uncle's door in the middle of the night when he had no choice but to run away from home. imagine the surprise on Wayne's face and all the unyielding unquestioning trust and comfort he's got for him, so thorough and genuine that it only takes him a few days to come out despite the fear. and then Wayne's silence breaks into a question of what name his nephew would like to called then. the words startling soon-to-be-Eddie into a impulsive hug, which is returned with utmost care and with quiet thinking-out-loud rambling of whether Wayne's got any clothes that would fit his nephew and that he would feel comfortable in

imagine the joy when Eddie gets a fake ID from Reefer Rick one day

imagine him making friends with the rest of Corroded Coffin guys and, when he gathers the courage and trust to come out, being met with support, ranging from confusion and a promise to eventually get how any of it works and to respect Eddie's pronouns etc, to deep understanding that hardly needs words bc you know you're being seen for who you actually are

imagine Eddie working on his voice and ending up achieving some success partly thanks to singing along to his favorite songs and trying to learn harsh metal vocals and at first scaring everyone around by going over the top with them until he figures out ways to train his voice to be more masculine sounding without resorting to that kind of harshness (and developing multiple fun vocal stims on the way)

imagine Eddie getting together with Steve and as a bonus gaining the perfect person to get advice from when it comes to figuring out a workout routine for his purposes

imagine the relief of knowing there are multiple people who you can be your authentic self with and who love you for this and would never change a single thing about what makes you yourself

oof well, I kinda carried away "a bit" (meanwhile the Feels have only intensified further whoops) and these are in no particular order but I really hope you'll like this humble offering. have a restful fulfilling weekend💜

LIAM!!!! LIAM!!!!! I am always ready for transing the narrative (been in some gender struggles too so let’s be in this together 🤝) I’m going to be running commentary replying so if it’s incoherent or accidentally cover something said later I’m sorry!!

- the hair!! YES!!! I feel like he had long hair before and felt pushed into have short hair in order to be taken seriously in his identity but what he always really wanted to be was ‘just a boy with long hair’ and the more it grows the happier he gets becuase THIS!! THIS!!! Is who he feels like he should have always been!!! This feel RIGHT! When it gets past the length of being ‘acceptable’ for a boy and starts brushing his shoulders he hasn’t never felt more strongly that he is Right. That this is Who He Is, this is Eddie Munson and Eddie Munson is a societal expectation-dodging BOY

- THE ACCEPTANCE AND REALISATION!!! What if he was going around as a child saying kid stuff like ‘when will I grow a beard?’ And being hushed by his elders (before Wayne). Going along with what was given to him, be it toys or clothes because his family didn’t have a lot so he’s not going to ask for more but knowing that they didn’t feel right. That he was performing a character for these people and hoping it would be enough for them, for himself. It’s not, something still feels wrong and he can’t figure out. But then, then he gets the keys to the kingdom, he moves in with Wayne and Wayne gives him some money and sets him loose in the thrift shop. At the start he sifts through the girl’s rails but all of the sizes are wrong for him. So wayne just suggests the boys racks because hey it’s just T-shirts and we need to get you stuff that fits. He guides eddie to the plain T-shirts, not thinking much of it. Not thinking it’ll be a Realisation in the young mind of his nephew. Eddie goes home with 2 boys T-shirts that day and from then on gravitates to exclusively wearing them. Next thrift shop visit eddie makes a beeline to the boys section and doesn’t look back.

- AHHH WAYNE AND COMING OUT I LOVE YOUR VERSION!!! What about Wayne passing a couple of shirts on to Eddie? A hat too? And a belt because god knows Eddie’s buying the jeans that hide his hips and needs something to hold them up. Wayne starts calling eddie ‘son’ and ‘boy’. Every time it’s like Christmas lights have been turned on behind his eyes. He feels dizzy with it, can’t contain himself, has to clench his fists to stop himself from shaking becuase this? This feels right. It fees Correct and knowing Wayne is here with him is the ballast he needs to secure himself on this unpredictable ride.

-CORRODED COFFIN SAYING ITS SO METAL OF HIM. (I personally also hc Gareth as trans so I like to think that Jeff and Freak are always ready to be Boys and show them Boy Stuff. Like alongside band practice they had Boy Practice at the start and now they can burp the alphabet in harmony and can armpit fart guitar solos and play fight and are just GOOFY)

- eddie going to a gig or band practice and then the next morning waking up with a slightly wrecked voice that he /loves/. He surreptitiously tries to maintain it, shouting lyrics in his room and just screaming sometimes but it starts to get painful and he accepts he has to find a different way. He listens to the radio with Wayne, asks to go with him when Wayne’s work friends plan a couple of drinks in one of their yards. Eddie gets to go to a couple, gets to listen to Wayne’s country and rock radio stations. Gets to hear these men talking and tries out phrases he hears when he’s on his own, records them on a tape deck he found in the thrift by luck one day. Records and re-records until he gets it right. Until he can prank call principle Higgins and get shouted at down the phone ‘I’ll find out who your father is boy! He’ll have your hide!’ The peak is when he goes into scoops and gets everything he wanted ‘hey man, how’s it going?’ From the offensively cute sailor with the big hands and strawberry sweet smile

- WORKOUT SUPPORT STEVE. YES. YES ABSOLUTELY!!! Steve showing him that he can’t just hit upper body every day, that he has to get everywhere. That he needs to make his core thicker if he wants that boy look. That working on his quads and calves will help, he promises it won’t leave him a big butt and tiny waist. (Not unless he wants Steve’s routine, that boy is going to work on his ass-ets okay?) eddie doing his first full push up with Proper Form and feeling the muscles in his back move and thinks yes. This is Good. God knows he’s not great at sticking to it but when it serves a purpose and it means he gets to ogle his boyfriend? Kind of a win win

- TBE LAST POINT!!! Yes!!! Eddie living in subconscious fear for so long that he pushes the very notion of being a Boy down. so far Down and Away that he won’t ever let it see the light of day. Or so he thinks. He tells himself that he is fine, that this is fine. But it isn’t and he doesn’t know what feels wrong. Until it slowly starts to change at a glacial speed. He tries different things. Starting only in his room, makes jokes that he thinks he can get away with in front of Wayne. Pushes it further, does more Boy things with corroded coffin. Sees that it’s okay? They are okay with it? With how he is? Sees that Wayne just nods at him and doesn’t make a fuss? That Wayne’s friends don’t bay an eye somehow? (Sure some guys at work do, but Wayne makes sure they know where their opinions aren’t wanted. That Wayne and his group aren’t to be taken lightly on the topic of Wayne’s nephew)

Eddie experiencing so much acceptance and love and there being so venom in it. No ‘waiting’ for it all to pass and Eddie to go back to ‘normal’. Eddies never been normal and that’s a badge he starts to wear with pride. With defiance. Knowing that he has everyone he could ever need how could be not?

#LIAM !!!! if you got carried away then you swept me up with you #I LCOE THIS SO KUCH I LOVE IT!! #I love everything you said YHE FAKE ID!!! I JUST!!! #hed try so many things and practice and go over movements and voices that it starts to FLOW #and eventually he doesn’t what he sounded like before how he moved before #HE!!! DESERVES THR WORLD!!!!! #LIAM!!!! #thank you!!! thank you SO SO MCUB for sending this!!! #I am SO LUCKY to have received it!! #im so sorry my reply is messy you just got me so excited #oh wow I love him #I have been having increasing gender thoughts about multiple things and doubts and blehh but this is soothing me!!! #ALSO!! I got your other ask but ummm I want to keep that in my ask box so that it can’t possibly be misplaced #im so doubtful #of tumblrs tag system and I’m not being funny I’d genuinly would hate to lose that message #I’ve been having a Time with work and friends and life (just like Everyone else) and you just made me feel #like somebody cared or at least Noticed Me so yeah I’m sorry I’m #keeping it and saving it for the really and days becuase rsd and doubt and everything else is awful but you #said somethings that I cannot coherently express my gratitude for #becuase I am #bad with words 🫲🤡🫱 #but all this to say thank you and you are just wonderful and incredible and thank you for sending me this and I’m #so in love with it #you are a kind and smart and interesting and funny and please don’t ever doubt that #okay oky sorry I am mushy with trans posts and Sunday scaries I’ll #just go to the boring tags now #eddie munson #trans eddie munson #transmasc eddie munson #ask

[badolmen]

Wrote out a big long phone call rant to have with my mother later because as much as I hate it she is my closest irl spiritual confidant 👍 here’s hoping her response to ‘hey I’ve been spiritually depressed and disconnected for like 8 months and for some reason these last two weeks advocating for Palestine has me feeling alive and burning with divine passion and love in a way I’ve never felt before in my life’ isn’t like. ‘Talk to your psyche abt your meds hun’

#ra speaks #personal #religion #oh god these tags got out of hand. look away I’m rambly today. #outing myself as deeply spiritual and devout on main oops #‘aren’t you gay and trans and -‘ listen Israel the person received that name after literally wrestling with gd in the desert #I’m allowed to put my faith leaders in a spiritual headlock for past and present crimes while I live my joyful life #maybe a physical headlock too. I’m down to body slam some wueerphobic racist pos who claim to be faithful while never exercising such faith #also lmao of the idea of a queer leftist being deeply spiritual makes you uncomfortable…bro everything about me makes ppl uncomfortable #I’m bi gender I consider myself a trans gay man and a nonbinary dyke at the same time. I’m disabled and ugly and autistic. im not palatable #accept the inherent apparent contradictory nature of the varied human experience and move on. #sorry thought about that post complaining abt observant jews being excluded from the conversations about queer jews like #you don’t have to get it. you don’t have to think it’s real! but it’s real to me! it’s important to me! #so are you gonna be my transphobic uncle and call me sick and deluded the same way he talks about trans people? #or are you gonna keep your mouth shut accept that you don’t have to understand someone to respect them and move on with your life. #anyways uh. here’s hoping I don’t lose my voice or start crying like I did while typing the script up. #vocational woes

[roys-our-boy]

Reverse 1999 has such a death grip on my brain right now I can’t stop thinking about it

#SO EXCITED FOR 1.6 #GETIAN IM COMINGGGG #but also Medicine Pocket has been at the center of the brainrot because omg #I want to study them under a microscope #they are so everything to me #every time I see them on screen I lose my mind #I’ll admit their voice caught me off guard at first but it’s grown on me. It works #Also I still don’t have them CURSE GACHA HELL RAGH #I’ve saved up for them tho. As soon as they get a rateup they’re mine #actually have almost double the amount for guaranteed so I’ll be able to get Getian and MedPoc guaranteed I’m winning #or at least I WILL BE #when they SHOW THEIR FACES #not sure who to save for after them #I’m thinking maybe Vila? She’s so cool I like her a lot #anyway no clue why I’m making this post just felt like it #maddiepost

[ya-zz]

Eh, I slept three hours, I’ll take it. Better than nothing

#8hr shift here I come #got a new wallpaper to stare at when I get bored 🤭 #I’m also losing my voice so this is gonna be fun

[starlooove]

Ok but Dana being like ‘you don’t get it you don’t get it you don’t get it’ and Jason can’t respond bc he DOES get it! And he reacted worse! Dana, if a bit irresponsible, is doing smth purely productive for her community. Despite her issues with her sister she’s not targeting her or being fueled purely by anger (eh..complicated but yknow) etc. Jason DOES get it and he doesn’t know how to approach Dana besides telling her to just relax bc for him he went 10000% and then hit rock bottom and THATS when he had to pause and step back. If he and dick had that convo when he was at HIS worse it would’ve ended in a fist fight at best. He gets what Dana’s going through but he doesn’t know how to approach her because she’s coping! She has her supportive loving community around her, there’s never a question of whether she’ll go to bat for her sister; unlike early RH Jason! He doesn’t know how to deal with her because she has that safety net and the worst part is that he knows she’s disregarding it to an extent bc she’s never been in that same position he’s been in; she can’t ever be because she’s good and he’s not and he needs her to keep that and if he has to hound her and be backup and the voice of reason; by god if he has to be the Batman to her red hood he will!

#guys can you tell I’m losing my mind #btw for everyone who forgot there’s a point in time where Jason was JUST villain #like his future was Gotham rogue not whatever the fuck he is now #that’s how u got ooc ass titans tower #but also shit I enjoy like him getting locked up and deciding to take every nigga out in that jail too 😭 #his beef with Dick was so unnecessary at that time like it came from NOTHING #anyways #i really like that jason is clearly seeing himself in Dana #but he doesn’t go to extreme measure not just bc she’s not going to methods as extreme #but bc he also knows what he would’ve wanted and hated #WHICH THATS SMTH I DIDNT MENTION #jason basically going ‘i hear u but please take care of urself’ is NOT what he would’ve wanted to hear #he would’ve wanted someone ten toes down behind him #and he’s kinda half providing that but what he knows he NEEDED in hindsight is that voice of reason and space to be comfortable and sad #and he HATES that he has to provide bc he knows exactly how it’s causing a tiny bubble of resentment or how it’s coming off as condescendin #he KNOWS it’s pissing her of but he KNOWS that’s the best he can do and what she needs #ugh u don’t get ittt #also the way jason exploded outwards in a way that intentionally hurt others #but Dana is running herself ragged and unintentionally hurting those closest to her in the process #smth smth white mens emotional expression vs how black women are allowed to express the very same emotions #but more like how they’re socialized to do so #but thats a diff story #guys I’m loving it #Dana Harlowe #IM COMING MY BABY <3 #and #jason Todd #too. ig. hi.

[bioswear]

Drakengard 3’s english cast is so funny to me because it’s just an endless stream of “wait that’s Sakura from naruto. That’s Sasuke from naruto. That’s Gaara from naruto. That’s shizune from naruto”

#drakengard 3 #like 😂😂😂😂 I know they’re talented voice actors but like it’s just so funny #two is voiced by Kate Higgins who is the voice of Sakura #Five is voiced by Megan hollingshead who also voiced Rangiku and you can absolutely hear it #MEGAN HOLLINGSHEAD IS ALSO FUCKING SHIZUNE NARUTO #cent is voiced by Liam O’Brien who is also Grimoire Weiss who is also Gaara #Dito is voiced by Yuri Lowenthal who is Sasuke and also married to Tara Platt #and Tara platt who voices zero is also Temari Naruto sjfkskfks #I’m losing my goddamn mind maybe naruto will always be our maybe sjdjsjdj #is there any other voice talent from naruto that I should know about

[rachealsaccount]

the headliners for our local comic con this year are George Takei (normal, expected, mildly exciting) and also Chili and Bandit’s voice actors and Steve from Blue’s Clues (losing my FUCKING mind)

#bluey #blue’s clues #steve from blue’s clues #a win for the cartoon dog people #also! #both Vash and Wolfwood’s English voice actors!!!!!! #so I’m also losing my mind over that!!!!

[ezraphobicsoup]

sorry that i was mad at you singing i love you really can we be friends again

#having a bit of a naff time with choirs atm #cause i’m the one that people are relying on basically everywhere but that means ive gotta work so hard the whole time #and i dunno i just can’t really be bothered with it #but anyway point being sat and sang some rtc and also will wood and actually no i do love singing #speaking of i should do perform the ballad of jane doe and like switch octaves #(i would actually lose my voice and die but. it’d be funny) #ezra likes music #ezra’s real life rambles

[thecoppersoulbox]

So how long until we get a Team Rancher animatic to Canary in a Coal Mine by The Crane Wives?

#surely someone’s mentioned this before #what with how often we talk about the canary in a coal mine when it comes to team rancher #not to mention the song kinda has rancher vibes? #I’m just saying #maybe it already exists idk #double life smp #team rancher #dlsmp team rancher #edit: here’s some lyric stuff to convince you #‘black air and black lungs’ hey guess what burned down :)) #‘but if in the end I lose my voice will you forget about your love for me?’ #jimmy has formed an incredible attachment to his goat horn #to the point other people use it as a bargaining chip #I guess tango going speechless with rage could also work? #man I wish I could draw

[malusienki]

head in hands tomorrow is so stressful

#yesterday i was so anxious for part of the day and i don’t know why #today i could barely focus and i kept zoning out(??) #tomorrow i have my french presentation and i’m Scared. #but. i am ok. i’ll doodle a little to distract myself and then finish my notecards for presenting #delete later :/ #i’m also losing my voice again. i have voice on friday. i am stressed about that #^ making tea for myself right now but hhhfggg the downfall of the season changing is being cold-prone

[vampirebutterflies]

hi friend I feel like it's been a while, just wanted to pop in here and say that I love you and i hope that youve been doing well <3 love you!!

AH I love u 🥺😭💕 ur so sweet fkfjkf,,

been Goin’ Thru It tm w brain things and life + work things jfc shits been a lil Fucked for months and a hideous flu for. checks notes. two weeks now ? I miss u all so much fkjfkf

on a happier note tho I’ve been ! making friends!! and there’s a big possibility for me for work in queer fashion + sustainable style advocacy which is !!!! very exciting and I thought u would like to share this delight w me. mwah <3

#I love you #I’m gonna cry over this #thanku fkjffkj…… #I’m back in the stage of half losing my voice again so that’s fun fkfjfk #I’ve also been playing. a Lot. of acnh. can thank my bf for sparking that off again #my moms also been making friends w the renew as a crew insta page fkjfkf she’s very obsessing over ofmd which is fantastic #the brain things r. Interesting. to say the least. could be worse don’t get me wrong but it sure is something #I’m making u cookies and cakes for ur kindness btw #<3 #mercury.txt

[persephoneflouwers]

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#@ Louis’ avanger anon #honey I wrote something so articulated for you #I won’t ever post it because I think it’s too much to handle #for a person that come in my inbox and talk like you did #I was asking you questions and maieutically try to prove my point #but I think I’ll let it sit in my drafts #and re read it anytime I feel like the bullshit that happened yesterday is cooling down #one thing I’m surprised is that you came to MY blog #looking for an harry’s apologetical blog… and like bestie Idk what to tell #but you’re in the wrong place ☹️ #also aren’t you tired to repeat this chant anytime people call idiots with their rightful name? It’s lame at this point #there’s a funny situation for blogs like mine #because I’m louie to harrie larries and im a harrie to louie larries #but im a larrie to the antis! and I don’t get excited with things that most fandom enjoy #and i have many unpopular opinions and noone that supports me when I say controversial things #you know I just get much hate for calling bullshit out when two millionaires that literally make millions to pretend to be who they’re not #(im not talking about their sexuality. it’s more their image tm as a whole) #and I get hate and lose followers for voicing my opinion #so yeah I could do what you say actually #it’s just that I really despise stupidity #and I get very vocal when it shows #moreover when it comes from people I was very closed to idolise. #*close #let me just write my fics in peace now #casella di posta numero 32

[toothpaste-for-the-skin]

Something I don’t usually do but I’m gonna share a WIP of my (hopefully!) next post. It’s definitely rough rn but it’s supposed to be a timeline of Iota throughout the games. I’m kinda going for a thing where S1 and S2/OE Iota are very different, but S3 kinda merges the two together.

I don’t want to give away too many details but the idea was that after OE, Iota was extremely down, but hated being sad and turned that sadness to anger as a form of deflection. Idk if the design I was thinking of was too on the nose- It’s supposed to look drastically different but idk if it’s too much.

I was looking for people to bounce ideas off of but sadly most of the people I know who are into Splatoon are other competitive Splatoon players, and aren’t into the whole oc thing. That and I’m just embarrassed to share my stuff with them tbh.

But sorry for getting sidetracked! I’m gonna give this more thought but I’d also love some input!

#I drew most of this while in a multi-hour long discussion with someone about Ninjago #which means there’s a lot of things that just look #off to me #so I gotta fix that later #also I’m actually losing my voice bc of how much I sing while drawing lol #it’s not really a bad thing it’s just kinda funny #who knew that 6 hours of straight singing could strain your vocal chords? #ramblings