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cartoonfangirl1218 · 3 years

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Pissed

A little Au-ish in where Lisa also joined the Legends. Might be OC like but then again they are in private...? Idk but I felt like some Snart siblings fluff is needed so here it is.

It had been two months since Lisa had join the Legends and admittedly Leonard had been rather pleased to have his sister by his side again.

He would never tell anyone but he had worried about her back in Central while he was traveling around and he was more than relieved that the ever hanging threat of the villain of the week threatening her was gone.

Now, he was remembering how hard it was working with her. For whatever reason, she woke up in a bad mood and when she was in a bad mood, she showed it. And brought it to everyone around her.

Now with Rouges it had been okay because let's face it after a fist fight it was generally over and during heists it wasn't like anything would go exactly as planned so her bad mood didn't affect them.

But during this mission with the Legends, Lisa was just uncooperative, talked back to Rip, didn't listen to anyone and did her own thing, stealing the Hope Diamond with Mick.

Rip had been furious, sure no one got killed (that they knew of), but he didn't like things going so off kilter especially since Mick was getting a partner in crime and hell knows how much energy it took making sure he didn't torch the Empire State Building's Lobby, he didn't want to deal with the Statue of Liberty having a gold crown.

Rip had been about to go to the training room to lecture her but he had stopped him, and offered to talk to her instead.

He knew after years of dealing with her awful temper that she was looking for a fight and if Rip lectured her, she would yell or more likely punch him, there would be a fight, punishment and her mood would get even worse and she would make things happened. Things that Leonard would rather forget.

As Leonard walked into the training room he encountered Lisa beating up a punching bag. "Hey," Leonard announced his arrival and Lisa stopped and scowled "What do you want?" Lisa hissed.

"Rip wanted to grill you about your attitude today."

"If he didn't like it, he should deal with it," Lisa replied with a roundhouse kick.

Leonard tried to go over the situation with his mind, he wasn't used to these kinds of "We must work as a team" pep talks.

"Well, Lisa it.. It's just that this matters, it's important to follow the plan in order to succeed."

"The plan should be more flexible." "You still should cooperate." "I'll decide on that."

Leonard rolled his eyes. These moods were really annoying and worse, she didn't listen to reason until she got over them. She didn't usually listen to reason in a good mood but during these time she was all out deaf.

"No, you work at the mission and then you can get your little pissed child routine to your room."

"You cannot be serious Leonard. Why don't you go read Kafka or something old man." She hit his shoulder hard.

"Once you actually start acting like an adult I might," Leonard growled back. Leonard had a strange sense of déjà vu. The whole thing reminded him of when he used to take care of her. When she was a eleven or nine, she would come to his apartment angry and hit him whenever she got annoyed by him. He just had to make her smile at something, anything and then it would be gone.

He looked at her, a thirty something woman, glaring at him like he was Hitler or Lewis. She was more or less the same, definitely had the same course vocabulary. Leonard shook his head. How did he make her smile, he wasn't one to carry around 5001 Snart jokes book.

Then he remembered. It was stupid and incredible childish but damn the results would be hilarious and bodily harm, guaranteed.

"Shut up," Lisa tried to hit him again. Leonard caught her arm and put her in a lock.

"Remember what you use to get if you tried hitting me?” Leonard smirked.

"I don't remember what I got, but YOU got your ass kicked," Lisa flipped him over.

"Like you could beat me after all your my baby sister." Leonard teased.

She charged at him and he used her anger to his advantage. A few swift moves later, she was pinned and he straddled her legs.

"Get off of me,” she grunted. "Make me," Leonard challenged. "You have a heavy beer gut." That was a low blow even for her.

"Enough with the piss, smile it will make you feel better." Leonard commanded.

"Says who?" "Says science," Leonard shot back. "I'm not in the fucking mood."

"I figured." He trailed his fingers down her legs "Now do you remember what would happen when you tried to hit me?" She glared.

"You get a visit from the you-know-who." He squeezed her knee caps to no success. She rolled her eyes.

"You got to be kidding me," she mumbled, "This is stupid and childish. I'm too old for this crap. You are way too ancient for this crap. And Len I'm not some kid anymore, I freeze people in gold and seduce speedster's engineer. We're serious people, Lenny. We are hardened criminals. Besides I'm not even..." Lisa stopped her rant and squirmed as his hand shot into her armpit.

"What was that? I think you still are" he smirked as he lightly traced circles. "Just smile and I'll stop.”

Lisa squirmed, pushed, bucked to no avail "No. I'm not ticklish." She stammered as she used her one free hand to futile pull his hand away from her.

"I think you are. You can't hold it in forever." He could tell that she wanted to break, it was laughingly obvious. Her grinding her teeth and biting her lip was almost akin to constipation.

"Smile Lisa. As your big brother I just want to make you happy and not in such a shitty mood all day" Leonard taunted as he used his left hand to squeeze her stomach.

She was being stubborn about it. He could just see it, her mouth was twitched up but she wouldn't break out into a smirk or half-smile.

She just squirmed and hid her face in her hair or against the floor. "I didn't think you would be this difficult. Fine you wanna play, we're gonna play."

Lisa eyes widened as she felt his fingers tap up her ribcage, "If I remember correctly, your ribs were your worst spot. Hmm?"

"Len, no I'm no..t" She stopped. "If you're so not, you can finish the sentence." Silence.

"I'm giving you one chance. Smile voluntarily and I'll let you go" He waited a couple of seconds before deciding the silence was a definite no. And he proceeded to emit the most surprising sounds out of the younger Snart.

Leonard almost started laughing himself. The girly, bubbly, giggly laugh didn't fit at all with the image of a villainous, leather clad woman who thought nothing of killing a man for the money. He swore that if he closed his eyes he would have thought it was coming from some vapid model especially as it went higher a few pitches when he climbed up her ribs like a piano.

Though the squeals were followed by more Lisa-like obscenities on how he would die a horrible death by fire.

She was spending way too much time with Mick.

What Leonard was most surprised was how much fun he was having. He felt like some dumb kid, and the whole situation felt normal. Nothing of Lewis' abuse or juvie or the next big heist sorta like a normal childhood activity in a regular family.

He stopped every once and awhile to allow her to breath in air and a chance for mercy.

"Are you done with your attitude?" He asked as she gulped a breath of air.

"No." Then with a battle cry she tackled him, pinned him down and dug her fingers into his shirt. He blinked.

"Stupid parka!" She cursed and tried to take it off.

Ohhh. He realized she was trying to turn on the tables on him. He calmly pushed her down and resumed position. "Sorry sis, but I'm not ticklish. There's more than one reason why my name's Cold."

He bend down to blow on her ribs and her laugh went up almost three octaves. Honestly, he thought Lisa looked adorable right now.

She looked so carefree and happy, and there were freakin dimples coming out. The laugh was just icing on the cake. Too often he just saw her as the little girl in the hospital getting stitches, refusing to talk about Lewis or a girl having nothing going on in life except the next big thrill. No dreams. No big ambitions.

"Lisa, if you want me to stop you have to start fighting." Leonard drawled as Lisa tried to squirm and bang her fists against him.

"LENHEHaNo!" Lisa screeched when he managed to get his hand under her shirt, scratching at her ribs with his nails.

"This is the third rib right? Or is it the fourth? I should count them don't you think?"

"NOHAHANOFUCHAHADON'THAHATHE TEASING MAKES IT WORSE!" She managed to screech out.

It went on like that for awhile. But eventually she bended over into curled ball, banging the ground.

"YOU WIAHAHAHAHAN YOUHIHAIHAHAHAHIAHAHIHIHAHAH" "And you'll stop your shitty mood?" Leonard asked as she unfurled herself, panting heavily.

"Yes, for the love of whatever God, yes" Lisa answered, nodding her head eagerly.

"Good," Leonard scrambled off her legs and helped her up.

"So we're good" Leonard asked cautiously. He knew it would work but he didn't think she would be so so calm afterwards. Maybe she didn't take enough air in.

"I guess. But know this" Lisa placed a hand firmly on his shoulder "I will get you back. You're not the only one with a good memory. And anytime as soon as you take off your shoes and parka. I will get my revenge. In public, in private, in front of the team it doesn't matter. I will do it.”

Leonard would have laugh if he didn't know how serious that threat was.

"So, any reason why you were pissed?" Leonard asked.

Lisa froze and then frowned "I heard Mick and Jax talking. How you took me because you were worried that some villain was going to hurt me.”

"Yeah so?"

"I don't want to be chosen just because I need protection. I can do stuff, Lenny. I don't want to follow the Team around so you could keep an eye on me. Like how you and Mick were a package deal. What am I? The back order?” "Lisa, if we had only chosen you so we could protect you Stein's wife would be here. Sara's dad would be here. Jax's dad would be here. Rip's family would be here. We chose you not just because of that but because you would actually be useful to the mission. You know how to work a crime scene, you know how to plan a mission, you know how to fight. You can do something with the Team, you can help. That's why you're here."

Lisa stared at him, disbelievingly "No bullshit?" "No bullshit."

A few nights later, Leonard was in the kitchen putting away his late night drink when he got tackled with a vicious screech.

The rest of the Legends woke up and ran to the room to see the two Snart siblings rolling around the floor, laughing, growling and almost knocking over the table.

"What the hell?" Sara asked.

"Just walk away slowly and maybe they'll stop" Jax muttered.

They took his advice, slightly worried for the next day and still wondering what the hell was going on.

"Admit it!" Lisa yelled. "NOAHA" Leonard croaked.

#lisa snart #leonard snart #snart siblings #dc’s legends of tomorrow #au #my fanfic #my fanfiction #pissed

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oldnatgwenaccount · 5 years

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See You Again

Bucky Barnes | Song Imagine

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Description: You were Bucky’s best girl back in the 40s before you both were shipped off to war. You were Sargent Major Y/n Rogers of the 107th with Bucky as a Sagent under you. Once Steve met up with you and Bucky on the battlfield you all go on a mission and you lose both of them, and yourself not long after.

Requested: No

Note: Inspired by every Marvel crack that made me hate everything. Also you are a speedster because of experiments done by HYDRA.

It's been a long day without you, my friend And I'll tell you all about it when I see you again We've come a long way from where we began Oh I'll tell you all about it when I see you again When I see you again

You lost Steve and Bucky in the early 40′s. You lost yourself later that year. SHIELD rescued you from a HYDRA base in 2008. When your twin brother Steve was found, you were estatic but your heart still mourned the loss of your boyfriend, your Bucky. Steve wasnt just the closest thing you had to him but also your daily reminder. A reminder that he was gone and never coming back.

Damn, who knew all the planes we flew Good things we've been through That I'll be standing right here Talking to you about another path I Know we loved to hit the road and laugh But something told me that it wouldn't last Had to switch up look at things different see the bigger picture

The day you watched Bucky die was the hardest day of your life. You watched as your plans and dreams were crushed. The wedding you had been planning would never happen, the child you had yet to tell Bucky was on the way would never know their father, and the happily ever after you craved was gone. A few months after Bucky’s death and Steve’s disappearance, HYDRA captured you and because of the experiments held on you, you lost the baby. You barely remember your time at HYDRA, having your mind wiped so many times and being in cryo freeze so often. Once SHIELD got you out and you were reunited with Peggy, things looked up. And then Steve was back and you saw hope.

Those were the days hard work forever pays now I see you in a better place How could we not talk about family when family's all that we got? Everything I went through you were standing there by my side And now you gonna be with me for the last ride

You stand at the entrance of the Smithsonian Museum. You stare at the sign advertising the Captain America portion of the World War II exhibit. Fury called you the night before saying you’d start a tour guide job at the Smithsonian. He seemed to have left out the part about the World War II exhibit would be your sector but you guessed that's what made you ‘perfect for the job’ as Fury told you. You walk straight in and put your things away in your locker.

“Hey y/n, your first group is here, Its a groups of local elementary kids who are studying World War II so they’re all yours.” Matt says, poking his head into the break room.

“Okay.” You follow Matt out and see a group of 10-year-olds, and about 3 adults. “Hello everyone! Welcome to the Smithsonian Museum!”

“Hi!” all the kids say.

“My name is y/n and I’ll be your guide today. So lets make out way to the exhibit and then we’ll begin.” The kids follow you to the entrance of the exhibit and you stop turning to look at them. “So does anyone know anything about World War II before we begin?” Multiple kids raise their hands. “How about the young man in the blue?”

“I know Captain America was the greatest soldier before he disappeared.”

“You know, Captain America wasn’t the only person who was known as the greatest,” You tell the kid.

“Who else?” Another asks.

“Well for starters, his twin sister Sargent Major Y/n Rogers and Agent Peggy Carter, and...” You pause a little trying to calm yourself before cry at his name. “And Sargent James Barnes.”

“The kids actually read about Miss Rogers and Sargent Barnes yesterday.” One of the adults, who you assumed was a teacher, tells you.

“Oh really, you know, I was really close with Sargent Barnes.” You tell the kids.

“No you weren’t. You’re too young.”

You laugh at the kids reaction. “Well thank you for that compliment but I can tell you all don’t recognise me at all.” All of the kids give you a weird look and you laugh before turning around and walking to a specific exhibit. Once you reach the exhibit, you turn around as the kids gather around. “Sargent Major Y/n Rogers, at your service.” The kids look between the photo of you on the exhibit to you and back a few time before they get excited. You and the adults laugh.

“Sargent Major Y/n Rogers, born in Brooklyn, New York, July 4, 1918. Steve and I were the only children born to our parents, Sarah and Joseph Rogers. Joseph, our father, was apart of the 107th and died during the First World War. Our mother was a nurse and died of tuberculosis a few years before the Second World War. Steve and I spent most of our childhood on the streets of Brooklyn with James Barnes. Except for the times Steve got beat up too badly or was really sick. Then we stayed in and just gave each other company.” You say before moving over slightly.

“Sargent James Buchanan Barnes.” You freeze and stare at his exhibit. “He was uhm.... he was a great friend to Steve and I. The best if that. Bucky was always the one to save Steve from fights and just an overall caring guy. He was the first to register for the war. I followed suit and the Steve.” You suddenly see a screen change and see a video of you and Bucky sitting together, laughing and his arm around your shoulders,a couple soldiers standing round you two. Then it changes to you and Bucky dying of laughter seeing Steve in his captain America suit. Steve laughing at you childish ways. “Alright guys, lets move on.”

First you both go out your way And the vibe is feeling strong and what's Small turn to a friendship, a friendship Turn into a bond and that bond will never Be broken and the love will never get lost

You wave to the kids as they walk towards the exit. You smile as each one converses about their favorite part and how cool it was to meet you. You turn around and walk back into the exhibit. You glance around at some of the photos and videos before you spot a familiar super soldier standing in front of the Memorial stand for Bucky.

“Never expected you to know about this place.” You say standing beside him.

“I never expected you to be able to talk so much about him and not cry.” Steve tells you. “You were great with the kids.”

“Well before I was in the Army I did want to be a teacher. I guess this as close as I’ll get since my credentials are a little out of date.” You laugh.

“You two were so happy together.” Steve smiles slightly at the video of You and Bucky.

“We were all happy. Guess that kind of crashed when Buck died and we both disappeared.”

“Yea. I guess it did.”

And when brotherhood come first then the line Will never be crossed established it on our own When that line had to be drawn and that line is what We reach so remember me when I'm gone

“Steve, you really need a girlfriend.” You laugh as you and Steve climb the stairs to yours and his shared apartment.

“You’re as bad as Natasha.”

“Great minds think alike.”

“Alright well I have to go.” Your neighbor, Kate, says. “My aunt, she’s kind of an insomniac.” Everyone goes silent and awkwardly stands around. You clear your throat and elbow your brother, addressing your neighbor.

“If you want, your welcome to use our machine. Might be cheaper than the one in the basement.” You facepalm and Steve just send you a glare.

“Oh yea? What’s it cost?”

“A cup of coffee?” Steve smiles, elbowing you in return for moments ago.

“Thank you, but I already have a load downstairs and you really don’t want my scrubs in your machine. I just finished a rotation in the infectious disease ward so.”

“Well, that’s unfortunate.” You mutter.

“I’ll be sure to keep my distance.” Steve says.

“Well I hope not too far.” She starts to walk away and Steve tosses you the keys. “Oh and I think you left your stereo on.”

“Oh, yea, thank you.” Steve says, smiling and Kate finally leaves. Steve glances at you and you shake your head. Steve leads you out the window by your door and over the the window leading to the hallway of your apartment.

You and Steve slowly make your way in. You grab your gun from the closet and Steve grabs his shield. You both slowly make your way towards the stereo. As Steve rounds the corner, he notices Fury sitting in the arm chair.

“I don’t remember giving you a key.” Steve sighs, leaning on the wall. You move around him, gun at the ready until you see Fury and drop it slightly.

“You really think I’d need one?” Fury asks as he groans, struggling to sit up. “My wife kicked me out.” Steve and you give a puzzled look.

“We didn’t know you were married.” Steve says.

“There’s a lot of things you don’t know about me.” Fury responds.

“We know Nick, that’s the problem.” Steve turns the light on and Fury stops him, turning the light back off before typing on his phone. Ears everywhere, you and Steve read, sighing.

“I’m sorry to have to do this, but I had no place else to crash.” Fury turns his phone again and you read, Shield compromised.

“Who else knows about your wife?” You ask.

“Just my friends.” You two and me, Fury writes on his phone, showing you and Steve. Fury slowly moves towards you and your brother.

“Is that what we are?” Steve’s asks.

“That’s up to you.” Suddenly four gunshots sound and three bullets go through Fury’s back, the forth into your abdomen. You shake it off and quickly help Steve pull Fury away from the outer wall. You and Steve go to see who fired and Fury pulls you back, opening his hand to reveal a flash drive. You nod and take it, placing it in your pocket. “Don’t trust anyone.”

Suddenly there’s banging on the front door and it busts open. “Captain Rogers? Major Rogers?”

“Captain, Major, I’m agent 13 of SHIELD special services.”

“Kate?” Steve questions.

“I’m assigned to protect you,” “Kate” says as she rounds the corner.

“On who’s order?” You question.

“His.” She says, moving to check on Fury.

“Foxtrot is down, he’s unresponsive. I need EMTs.” “Kate” says into a Walkie-Talkie.

“Do we have a 20 on the shooter?”

“Tell them we’re in pursuit,” Steve says as he takes off running towards the window where you both see the shooter.

“Steve!” You shout running after him. You phase through the wall next to where he crashes through and run up the wall to the roof. You look around and see a man running away. You quickly follow him, refraining from using your speed so that way you have Steve as back up once he reaches the top. You and the shooter both jump down to another roof we’re Steve lands, busting through a window. Steve throws his shield and the shooter freezes and catches the shield with one hand. You get a good look at the shooter and notice his strickingly blue eyes. Something that you would have ignored had they not been extremely familiar. You soon shake off the feeling as the shield comes flying towards Steve. You rush towards your brother’s side. When you both look up, the shooter was gone.

You instantly start coughing and see blood come out on your hand. “Steve?” Your brother turns around to see your shirt soaked in blood and your face pale.

“Y/n!” Steve runs over and carries you to help.

How could we not talk about family when family's all that we got? Everything I went through you were standing there by my side And now you gonna be with me for the last ride

“Yes sir.”

“Agent Sitwell, my dear friend, how was lunch?” You say into the phone. “I heard the crab cakes are delicious here.”

“Who is this?”

“The h/c girl in the sunglasses at you 10 o’clock.” You glance at Sitwell. “Your other 10.” Sitwell looks to you. Sam raises his ice tea, addressing Sitwell.

“What do you want, Miss Rogers?”

“Your gonna go around the corner to your right. There’s a grey car two spaces down. We’re gonna take a little ride.”

“Why would I do that?” Surely asks and you laugh lightly, responding. “Because that tie looks really expensive and I’d hate to mess it up.” You watch Sitwell look down and see a red dot on the middle of his chest.

So let the light guide your way hold every memory

As you go and every road you take will always lead you home

After Steve nearly killed Sitwell, you, Steve, Nat, and Sam make your way to the triskelion to stop the helicarriers take off, Sitwell blabbing the whole way. But before he can share too much he is ripped from the car and tossed across the freeway. Natasha climbs into the front seat as you quickly dodge the bullets coming through the roof of the car.

Sam quickly brakes and a man flies off the roof. As he looks up you instantly recognise him but before you can say anything a black jeep rams into the back of the car. Just as the car starts to flip, the shooter on the black jeep and the steering wheel of your car now gone. Steve gabs his shield and busts out his door, dragging Sam and Nat out with him. You phase through the car, landing onto the freeway. The shooter fires a rocket and it led straight to Steve’s shield, sending him flying over the freeway barrier. “Steve!” You shout, speeding down to the street below, moving civilians out of the way. You run up to Nat and you both start running away from the men, searching for Steve and Sam.

“Get the civilians to safety, I’ll handle the ghost.” Once everyone is safe you watch Natasha drop from a gunshot and umrun to her aid. “Wheres the ghost?” You look up and see him about to shoot you when Steve runs up and knocks him away. You slow the bleeding of Natasha’s wound before running to help Steve. Once your beside your brother you both punch the ghost and he stumbles back. Steve continues to fight him and you grab his shield. “Steve!” You shout as you throw the vibranium shield to your brother. Steve continues to battle the ghost before he throws him and the ghosts mask falls off. You both stare at him until he turns around and your previous suspicions comeback, only confirmed this time.

“Bucky?” You and Steve day simultaneously.

“Who the hell is Bucky?”

It's been a long day without you, my friend

And I'll tell you all about it when I see you again

We've come a long way from where we began

Oh I'll tell you all about it when I see you again

Your heart shattered in two the day you found him. The man you loved, that you were meant to marry, was alive. The only problem... he didn’t even know who you were, let alone the fact of who he was.

When I see you again

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This absolutely sucked but I was bored so enjoy my shitty writing with an absolutely shitty idea I thought of at 1 in the morning.

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winterflash-2019 · 6 years

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Crossing Paths pt 4

Part 3

The next day you were pacing in the middle of the cortex. You had to leave since now Cisco knew exactly what needed to be done to save your son it’s just one obstacle in the way, Barry. You had no idea how to tell the speedster you had to leave, sure he would understand…right.

“Hey y/n” You freeze when you hear Barry’s voice from behind you. You slowly turn around and put a small smile on your face but he saw right through you considering he had an advantage since he was married to you.

“What’s wrong” He asks before sitting down in a computer chair. You sigh and walk towards him, nervously rubbing your hands on your jeans Caitlin gave to you they were tight since your hips were a little wider than Caits.

“Listen Barry I um…I’m leaving” You held your breath as you prepare yourself for his reaction but all you see is him staring back at you strangely.

“Okay”

“What”

“I understand I just wish we had more time together you know…I want to know more about my son” You pursed your lips together as you stared at your husband with pure love. Sitting down next to him you pull out your phone and go to the photo gallery and showing him a picture of Hayden.

“He was 5” You whisper and Barry looks at the picture, speechless as his eyes watered.

“He’s beautiful y/n” He says quietly as a tear slides down his face and you wipe it away before kissing his cheek.

“I love you Barry” You whisper before looking behind him to see Iris staring at the both of you with jealousy on her face.

“The portals ready” She says before rolling her eyes and walking back to the others. You and Barry stand up and you put out a hand for him to grab which he does and the two of you follow Irises steps.

“I’ll miss you guys, it was strange being here but I loved it” You giggle as you hug Joe

“Be careful” He whispers

“Don’t worry I will” You say as you looked at Barry who looked as if he was going to cry, he didn’t know when he’ll meet you in his time but little did he know you were going to walk right into his life real soon. You take a deep breath before turning around and walking into the portal, leaving nothing but a bright light where you once were.

Barry sighs and Caitlin rubs his back before walking back into the cortex.

“Barry can we talk” Iris asks and Barry nods, following her into a nearby room.

“What’s going on”

“What do you mean”

“I mean, what’s happening to us barr it’s like you don’t love me anymore ever since y/n came here and told you that she was your wife…you haven’t really paid attention to me, your actual wife”

“Iris I know okay and I’m sorry…I really am it’s just she needed me my son is in danger Iris, our son and she came here to save him so I just-“

“Barry, she told you she loved you how you think that makes me feel huh…to know that we’re not going to be together forever, to know that you have a child with someone else Barry the whole point of us getting married was because we loved each other…I’m Iris West-Allen”.

“Iris please-“

“No…I-I want a divorce” She lets the tears fall as she sighs before walking away and Barry just stood there in shock.

2 months later team Flash was still dealing with Devoe and it was frustrating Barry to the max. So many things were going on and he was growing tired of it. He walked into Jitters and ordered his usual, waiting for his order he looked around the café and stopped when he saw you sitting at a high table and typing away on your laptop. This is it, this is his chance to finally have you in his life for good.

He heard his name being called so he paid and grabbed his coffee before turning around to make sure you were still in the café.

“Excuse me” He says to get your attention and you look up and his heart stops. Not seeing you for 2 months really took a toll on him and seeing you smile at him right now is exactly what he needed.

“Hi um I-I saw you sitting here and I w-wanted t-to tell you that you’re very pretty” He cringes and you blush at his words

“Thank you so much…” You look at his coffee cup

“Barry” You say with a soft smile and his heart melts

“Can I sit with you” He politely ask and you nod

“So, what you writing” He asks while twiddling his thumbs. He was so nervous even though he talked to you already…it was like flashpoint all over again.

“oh, I’m CCPN’s newest journalist, right now I’m just finishing up on one of my biggest reports” You reply while looking at your computer screen and Barry stares at your face that has concentration written all over it.

“Wow congratulations I can tell already your stories are good although I haven’t read any yet” You giggle as you look at him over your laptop.

“I feel like I’ve met you before” You smile with squinted eyes and he panics

“Nope, I don’t really recall meeting a beautiful woman” He smirks and you sheepishly place a stray hair behind your ear.

“Flattery will get you nowhere Barry” You joke and he chuckles. Barry finally felt whole again you were the piece he was missing as time went on it became easier to talk to you and he was having a blast before his phone ranged.

“Sorry I have to take this”

“No, it’s fine go ahead”

“Hello”

“Barry where are you, you were supposed to be at the precinct an hour ago”

“Oh, hi Joe, um about that…I’m on way right now” He hangs up and looks at you like he was caught stealing from a cookie jar.

“I’m sorry but duty calls” He stands up and you gather your things

“it’s alright…I tell you what how about we meet each other here again tomorrow for lunch” You say while stuffing your laptop in your computer bag and Barry smiles down at you.

“Yeah I would like that y/n”

“How do you know my name” You say with a teasing smile

“O-Oh um I-I” Barry stutters and you laugh

“Barry I’m joking you must have saw it on my cup” Barry relaxes and you place both hands on his shoulders

“Calm down cutie, see you tomorrow?” You ask as you stood by the door

“Yeah see you tomorrow” He smiles and you wink before turning around and exiting Jitters.

The next day Barry was thinking about you non-stop.

“Barry” Cisco calls out and he breaks away from his thoughts.

“Sorry Cisco I was thinking about something”

“If you’re still thinking about Iris man I swear-“

“No, I-I’m not”

Silence soon filled the room and Cisco smirks

“you met y/n didn’t you” He says and Barry smiles while looking at the ground

“Yeah”

“Well dude get with her before somebody else does”

“Cisco I have a date with her in a few so I should be fine” He rolls his eyes and Caitlin walks in with a cup of coffee

“What’s this about a date I hear”

“Barry met y/n yesterday” Cisco blurts and Barry looks at him with a seriously face.

“Dude…for real?”

“My bad”

“That’s great did you tell Joe?”

“Not really I don’t want to considering Iris till comes around and he might tell her then it’ll be even more awkward then it already is.” When the words left his mouth his phone beeps, letting him know it was 12:00.

“well I got to go bye” and with that Barry runs off to Jitters but stops at the flower shop along the way.

As soon as he walks in he spots you sitting down at the same table from yesterday your hair curled with an olive-green shirt and matching short skirt with heels.

He clears his throat and you look his direction and he peeks from behind the white roses he held with a goofy smile on his face and you stand up and hug him with a huge smile.

“These are for you”

“Wow Barry, these are really beautiful” you smile and place them on the table

“Only the best for you” He flirts and you raise your eyebrows teasingly while he takes a seat across from you.

“You look beautiful y/n” He compliments and you smile

“Thank you”

“I’ll go order for us, what would you like”

“Just an expresso for me please”

“Anything for a beautiful lady” You blush at his choice of words and he leaves to go order.

The lunch date was going great, Barry was pretty sure there will be more dates in the future hopefully you would be his girlfriend by then.

“I read your article and let me say wow you are so badass”

“Well I try” You laugh and Barry grabs your hand, entwining his fingers with yours and smiles

“I really like you y/n” You nervously smile as you held your breath while staring directly into Barry’s eyes but before he could say anything else he hears the door to Jitters open and he look to see Iris walking through the door and instantly spotting him sitting across from you.

Furrowing her eyebrows and letting out a frustrated sigh she says

“Barry”

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Back at it again with another upload. I’m having way too much fun with this series hope you guys like it.

- winterflash-2019

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secondgenerationnerd · 7 years

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Yours Forever

Hi, y’all! So a friend of mine got me hooked on this new ship called SpeedDemon (Irey West x Damian Wayne). I may or may not be a little obsessed with it. (read: totally obsessed). Anyway, I’ve written a few stories for them, but here’s one I’m really proud of. Let me know what you think!

Ship: Speed Demon (Irey West X Damian Wayne)

Characters: Irey West, Damian Wayne, Dick Grayson (briefly), OC

Rating: M

Words: 3313

Irey walks down the hall of her apartment, towards a baby crying. She stifles a yawn as she calls out,” It’s ok, lightning bug. Mama’s coming. Mama’s coming.”

Opening the door to the nursery, she sees a masked figure standing over the crib. She should freak out. Any normal person would freak out. But Irey West isn’t a normal person. Instead she moves over and nudges him with her hip. Robin turns to look at her. Irey has to stand on her tip toes to kiss him. He smiles against her soft lips.

“I hope I didn’t wake you,” He says. Irey snorts.

“I was already awake.” Irey reaches into the crib, lifting the baby girl from her sheets. Cooing, she says,” And this little beauty is hungry and wants her mama. Don’t you, Asha?”

Damian smiles at his girlfriend. There’s something about the love of his life holding their daughter that makes him want to freeze time. Asha’s cries slowly begin to die as Irey walks her around the room. Damian pulls his mask off and unhooks his cape.

“I’m gonna go change, Nuri,” He says. Irey nods, humming to the baby on her arms. Damian showers off quickly, wanting to get the stench of the streets off him. Tonight wasn’t a good night. He’s the first to say it, but the last to really process it. He could have done more. He should have done more. But he didn’t and someone’s hurt because of it. He changes into a clean pair of boxers and t-shirt. Walking back into the living room, he finds Irey sitting on the couch, nursing Asha.

Like most nights Damian hangs back for a minute. He shouldn’t have this. He shouldn’t have this apartment filled with pictures of him and his friends and his family and Irey. There’s so many pictures of him and Irey. A few are hidden away, of them in their uniforms, as kids, as teenagers, before they were dating, after. There’s one on his desk at work that comes to mind. Irey’s about six months pregnant, long fiery hair pulled up in a messy bun and wearing one of his shirts over her yoga pants. She’s laughing. She looks so beautiful. He shouldn’t have her either. Damian doesn’t deserve Irey West in any way shape or form.

“Oh, careful, lightning bug,” Irey coos to Asha,” you don’t want to get a tummy ache.”

“If she eats like her Uncle Jai, we might have to worry more about her choking.” Irey turns her head, smiling at him. Her big green eyes sparkle at the sight of him.

“I don’t think we have to worry about that just yet,” Irey notices the tightness around his mouth,” Did something happen on patrol?”

“It’s nothing.” Damian comes to sit next to her. Asha’s caramel skin is strange contrast to Irey’s pale, freckled breast. Her tiny head is covered with dark curls. Thick lashes flutter over her bright green eyes. She rests perfectly in the crook of her mother’s arm. His tiny, beautiful daughter is perfect.

Damian’s throat tightens a little. He doesn’t deserve Asha. Asha shouldn’t even exist. If that sounds harsh, it isn’t. Not really. Irey had been told at 13 that her chances of having a child at all was low. Low enough that she never could have imagined getting to have a family with him. Low enough that she refused to tell anyone that she was pregnant until she was halfway through the second semester and couldn’t hide her bump anymore. Low enough that Irey burst into tears hearting their daughter’s heartbeat for the first time. This little girl’s existence is an impossible thing. She deserves a father who can protect her from every horror out there.

What if that isn’t him?

“Babe?” Irey’s voice breaks the slew of panicked thoughts in his mind,” Can you hold Asha for a second? I need to get her a bottle.”

“She’s still hungry?” Damian takes the infant, holding her as if she was made of glass.

“I’ve been tracking her calorie intake. I think she has my metabolism.” Irey’s adjusting her bra as she goes to the kitchen. Asha looks up at Damian. He cradles her as she shoves her fist into her mouth, drooling profusely.

“What does that mean? Long term, I mean.” Damian asks. Because of her speedster powers, Irey has to eat about 10,000 calories a day to maintain a healthy body weight.

“Not much. I’m good about monitoring what I eat and drink, so I can watch it while she’s little. If anything, we never have to worry about feeling bad for feeding her crap food.” Irey laughs. Damian smiles. Irey walks over and hands him the bottle,” Baba looks like he could use some cuddles from his lightning bug.”

Damian’s ears burn a little when she calls him Baba. She’d been very firm in Asha being in touch with her Arabic roots, especially since Damian had grown up in the middle east. Baba means daddy in Arabic. No one but Irey calls him this. Damian takes the bottle. Asha needs no coaxing to take the bottle. Irey looks at Damian the same way she looks at one of her experiments.

“Something bad happened tonight.” It’s not a question.

“Irey…”

“You promised to never hide anything from me, Damian. You promised me the first night we made love, remember?” He does.

“Someone…someone got shot tonight.”

“Oh, Dami…” Irey caresses his cheek,” Who was it?”

“A gangbanger. He’d been giving us intel on Jupiter’s whereabouts but…we were ambushed.” He can’t meet Irey’s eyes,” He was 12, Hayati.”

“Jesus Christ,” Irey shakes her head,” that’s horrible.”

“I-I was looking at him, Irey. One second, he was being a little shit and then…then his blood is over the wall. He’s in critical condition” Damian’s voice grows soft the more he speaks. Irey scoots closer to him. Asha’s nearly finished with her bottle, long lashes drooping over her cheeks,” I saw him and all I could think was ‘what if this was Asha? This kid…he’s someone’s. He has a family.’”

“Baby, you can’t think like that.” Irey knows it’s a horrible thing to say, but it’s true. If Damian goes out into the field and thinks like that, he could trust the wrong person. He could be killed,” Damian, it wasn’t your fault.”

“Whose fault is it then?”

“Whoever shot him.” Damian looks down at his little girl. Her chubby little cheek presses against his shirt, tiny puffs of breath escaping her lips,” Babe?”

“She’s asleep.” He doesn’t want to talk about his feelings right now. No matter how much he loves her, it’s still hard for him to do. Damian carries Asha to her room. He’s careful to lay her on her back. Irey wraps her arms around his waist, resting her head on his back. Damian covers her hands with his.

“Dami, you can talk to me. About anything and everything.”

“Everything’s different, Nuri. Since Asha was born, every child related case…it hurts. I don’t know if I…I’m scared of failing.” Irey moves so she can see his face.

“What are you scared of failing at?”

“Everything. I’m scared of failing at being a good hero, at being a good boyfriend to you, a good brother, a good son. I’m terrified at not being a good father for Asha.”

“You are a good father,” Irey sees the doubt in his eyes,” Damian, do you think I’ve ever questioned your love for our daughter? If I’ve ever thought for one second you wouldn’t do anything to protect her? Or to make her smile?”

“Irey- “

“You are an amazing baba. Asha adores you. You are the only one who can get her to stop crying at 3 am. You always play with her once you get home from work, no matter how stressed you are. You offer to feed her so I can have a second to myself. You always offer to watch her so I can get work done or shower or whatever. Some of my friends heard me say that and they were shocked. Like a father actually taking care of his kids is out of the ordinary.” Irey presses a soft kiss to his cheek,” Don’t you ever doubt how great of a father you are.”

Damian finds himself smiling at her words,” How do you do that?”

“Do what?”

“Believe in me when I can’t.”

“It’s because I love you.” That’s all she says. Damian leans down and kisses her.

She pulls him from the nursery to their room. Damian presses soft kisses to her body. Over the scars she’s amassed from her years of heroing and the newer stretch marks on her belly and sides, whispering about how beautiful she is. Irey kisses his scars, telling him how much she loves him. And she does. She loves his heart. She loves the way he holds her close. Loves the feeling of him beneath her, beside her, inside of her, both of them breathless at the feel of the other. There’s no one else she’d rather be with.

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It’s not long after this that Damian and Irey decide to have a date night. Or at least that’s all Damian let her believe it is. Really, it’s more than that. He checks his pocket for the fifth time in five minutes, making sure the little velvet box is still there. Asha squeals at her father, throwing her toy at him. Damian catches it easily and goes over to her. He lifts her from her play pen, pressing kisses to her cheeks. He coos in Arabic,” I know, lightning bug. You want Daddy’s attention.”

Asha gurgles, waving her chubby little hands around. Drool drips down her chin, onto her bib. Damian smiles at her onesie. ‘My Mommy is Smarter than You.’ Damian can hear Irey swearing about the hypocrisies of fashion in their room.

“Wanna know something, lightning bug? Daddy is going to ask Mama to marry him tonight. Would you like that?” Asha grabs at his dark hair. At three months old, Asha is as bright and lively as her mother. Damian kisses her again, holding her close,” you know something, Asha? Daddy loves you so much. He loves you more than anything. He’ll love you when you’re sick, when you’re sad, when you’re lonely, when you’re angry.”

Asha shoves her fist into her mouth. Damian gently pulls it out,” daddy’s going to make sure you never feel the way he did growing up. You’re never going to feel like you have to be someone important to be loved. You’re never going to be loved with strings attached. You are going to be loved unconditionally and happy.”

Irey comes into the room, pulling on her jacket. Damian takes a second to look at her. Her fiery hair is pulled into a high ponytail. Her emerald tunic brings out her eyes, loose around her black tights. She walks over to the table, ballet flats in hand,” Dami, you made sure everything is packed, right?”

“Yes, my love.” He stands, still holding Asha. Irey does a fast check before pulling a cooler of milk and formula out of the fridge. Damian hears a knock at the door,” I’ve got it.”

“Thanks, baby.” Irey smiles at him. His heart speeds up. He peers through the eyehole before opening the door. Dick Grayson grins at his little brother.

“Hey, Little D.” Grayson hugs him tight. Damian grunts.

“Careful.”

“Right, precious cargo,” Dick tickles Asha’s feet,” Hiya, baby girl. You ready for a night with Uncle Dickie?”

Asha kicks her feet in annoyance. Damian can’t help but smile. Like father, like daughter. Dick steps inside the apartment. Irey happily calls out,” Hi, Dick! How are you? How’s Mar’i?”

“I’m good, Irey. Mari’s fine. Finishing up some of her classes. Complaining that she’s not a super genius like you.” Dick laughs. Irey laughs too. Irey had gotten her Master Degree in Advance Physics at 22, one month before Asha was born. She’s going to go back for her Doctorate after Asha’s first birthday,” How have you been?”

“Mommy and Me classes make me miss being thrown into walls,” Dick and Damian laugh at this. Asha lets out a happy gurgle,” I’m good. I like having time to work on my crazy theories and my lightning bug.”

“That’s good. You two have any plans for tonight?”

“Damian and I were planning on a long walk followed by dinner at our favorite diner.” Damian gives Irey a loving look. One that spreads warmth through every part of her body.

“Well, just so you know, Alfred said you aren’t allowed to pick Asha up until at least 10 am tomorrow morning.”

“Since when does Alfred Pennyworth decide when I see my child?” Irey asks, laughing.

“Since he knows you two are bad about taking time for yourselves.” Irey and Damian can’t argue. It’s true. Besides, Irey had over packed on milk and formula in case they were out late. Irey gives Dick a few instructions: Asha needs both a bottle of breast milk and a bottle of formula every three hours, she likes her teddy bear feetie pajamas, and if she won’t stop crying, she like to listen to music. Dick actually listens to her and asks a few questions. Irey takes Asha from Damian, kissing her baby girl fiercely.

“Mama loves you so much, lightning bug! Have fun with your uncles, aunties, and Grandpa Bruce.” Irey coos. Damian leans over and kisses Asha’s dark curls. After sending Dick on his way with Asha safely buckled in her car seat, Irey and Damian start walking.

This. This is what they’ve been missing. Irey’s fingers intertwining with his. Talking about things they see, how the tiny neighborhood has changed in the last year. The cool autumn air chills their skin. They walk towards the park, along the river that cuts through the greenery. Damian keeps looking at Irey. Following the trail of freckles from her cheeks down her collar bone. The way her nose scrunches up when she laughs. The soft curves of her nose and cheeks. God, let her say yes.

They stop at their place. A little spot between the river and a large fountain. Irey leans against the railing, looking out at the inky darkness dotted with soft glowing lights,” Remember the last time we were here?”

“Yeah,” Damian wraps his arms around her waist,” You told me about Asha for the first time.”

“I remember you started crying.” Irey smiles to herself, feeling his warmth spread through her body, calming her nerves.

“When the love of your life says she’s carrying your child, one tends to shed a few tears.” Damian smiles at the memory. Irey had been crying harder than him. She was so happy. It’s hard to believe that was almost a year ago,” The time before that, I asked you to move in with me.”

“And the time before that was the night we made love the first time.”

“And before that our first kiss.”

“No, first date. First kiss was the time before that,” Irey turns so she can wrap her arms around his neck,” This is where we always seem to come before our lives change.”

“I wonder why that is?” He looks down at her, wanting to kiss her.

“I don’t know. Maybe it’s something about the clicheness of it.” She smiles at him,” I love you.”

“I love you too.” This time he does kiss her. Her lips are soft and warm. She tastes like she always does, like apples and chocolate. Irey melts into the kiss. No one every believes her when she tells them how gentle Damian is. In the hero community, his harsh and cold reputation precedes him. In the civilian community…well he’s not harsh at least. Irey doesn’t care, she loves every version of him there is,” Irey- “

“I love you, Damian. I’ve loved you since the day we met, I just didn’t know it. I love how I could always come to you with anything happening in my life. I love how you would let me cry and afterwards you told me that I need to make sure I never cried for that reason again. I love how beautiful you make me feel. How strong and brave I am when I’m around you. How one word from you can calm all the nasty, chaotic thoughts running in my head.” She smiles widely at him,” I love seeing you with Asha. I love hearing you tell her how much you love her. I love seeing you play with her or reading to her. I love when I can walk into the room and you’re holding her against your chest, both of you fast asleep.”

“Irey-“

“Damian, I can’t imagine being with anyone but you. Ever. You’re my lightning rod-“

“Irey-“ Irey reaches into her jacket pocket, pulling out a black ring.

“I know this goes against like every tradition in the world, but, Damian Wayne? Will you marry me?”

Damian is speechless for a second. Then he starts laughing. Irey furrows her eyebrows. Damian pulls the small velvet box from his own jacket pocket, opening it. Irey covers her mouth at the sight of the ring inside. The diamond has been cut into a lightning bolt and pressed into a white gold band. Tears flood her eyes.

“Irey, you were the first person to love me because you wanted to, not because you had to. You have reminded me that I can’t push people away because I’m afraid of getting hurt. You remind me that I am capable of being loved and able to love in return. You grace me every day with your smile, your hugs, your kisses. You have given me a beautiful daughter, who I have the honor of raising with the most brilliant woman in the world,” He gets down on one knee,” I am not a perfect man, but I’m a hard working one. And I will work every day to be someone who is worthy of being by your side- “

“Damian- “Irey’s crying.

“Irey West, will you do me the honor and take me as your husband?” Irey nods, tackling him.

“Yes! Yes! Yes!” Each yes is followed by a kiss. She looks at him,” What about your answer?”

“Yes!” Damian laughs. They’re on the ground, their arms around each other, both of them laughing and crying at the same time. They exchange rings, kissing again. They manage to get to their feet, only for Damian to pick Irey up and spin her around.

“Damian!” Irey laughs, holding his neck.

“We’re getting married!” He shouts. Irey laughs again. How was it the angry little boy who pulled her pigtails is now the smiling man holding her?

“We’re getting married!” Irey shouts back.

“I love you. I’m always going to love you.”

“I love you too, and I always will,” Irey kisses him. Resting her head against his forehead, she smiles,” I think it’s a good thing Alfred said we can’t get Asha til the morning.”

“Why?”

“Because right now, I want to go home and celebrate our engagement,” She gives him one more kiss,” The same way we celebrated moving in and Asha.”

Damian grins. It’s not the loving one he gives her all the time. This one’s devilish, his eyes roaming over her body. She can practically hear his thoughts about what he wants to do to her. And it turns her on even more,” I love your ideas.”

“I know you do.” Irey starts to walk off, turning her head wink at him,” Come on, Boy Wonder. Last one home is on bottom.”

Like they’re teenagers again, with no responsibilities, they run all the way home. Laughing and teasing each other. Completely and utterly in love.

#Speed demon #speeddemon #Irey West #Iris West II #Damian Wayne #Robin #Impulse #Future Fic #Family #Nightwing #Dick Grayson #OC #Daddy! Damian

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nerdygirl8203 · 6 years

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You Didn’t See That Coming? Part 3

A/N: NO HE DOES NOT DIE FOREVER. PLEASE READ UNTIL THE END.

Part 1 Part 2

"Miss Stark, Mr. Stark is calling." JARVIS says in my ear. They are on a mission and I'm in the helicopter; back-up.

"Answer it please, oh and call me Morgan, please." No matter how many times I tell it to call me Morgan it just doesn't. "Hello dad. Need me?"

"Hi, M. Yeah we do; we have an enhanced." He says. "Give me two seconds, I'll be there."

I run into the field and see Clint on the ground, shot, with Nat next to him. "Do I need to bring your ass back to the copter or do I get the ass hat that did this to you?"I ask him.

"Get him. Oh and by the way he has super speed and said 'You didn't see that coming?' so use that when you get him." Says Clint. I smile and say "Will do, Old Man!" I then run off not wanting to hear him lie saying he's not old when he is. I run around until I see the enhanced.

Okay so best course of action is probably to run into him. So of course that's what I do. I run into him at full speed making him fall to the ground on his back but I was ready; I just stand firm.

"You didn't see that coming?" I ask him as he's on the ground. "Kay, got speedy. What should I do with him?" I ask over the intercoms that I couldn't hear while running. No one answers. Of course you don't answer the girl with the super human, that makes total sense to me...

Speedy gets up but I quickly grab his wrist so he can't run. He looks at me and I give him a smile. "Hi, I'm Morgan. Since my fantastic team members aren't answering I'll be with you for a while; better get used to me." He doesn't respond, but he does look at me and I get to study his features a little. "Wait, it's you. Where's your sister?" I look at him concerned. What if we didn't get here in time to save her!?

"How do you know me or my sister?" He asks, he has an accent.

"Well, I see things and you and your sister, I've been seeing you two a lot. Listen, I'm like you. I've been experimented on, it's how I got my powers; same with Steve; so I know what it's like. We don't want to hurt you, we want to put the guys who did this to you in jail; we don't even want to hurt them, but if we have to to get them behind bars then we are gonna. But, we don't want to hurt you so please don't hurt us. These guys are my family, they're all I got so please don't hurt them; you wouldn't like t if your sister got hurt and I don't like it when my family gets hurt either." He has a small smile on his face but it soon disappears. "How do I know you aren't lying?" He asks. "Well, for starters, your sisters name is Wanda, I believe. Your's is Pietro. You have super speed she has telekinetic powers. Yes?"

Before he can answer I sense something. He's in trouble! I let go of Pietro and run to dad. When I do get there he's at the scepter but he seems to be in a trance, with Wanda behind him; she's doing it.

"Not cool." I say in her direction. "Dad?" No response. "Hello?" I'm skipping all this stuff. I slap him, but not too hard; it might still leave a bruise. He snaps out of it and grabs the scepter then leaves.

I huff a little. Wow, you're welcome. "Wow, that was real cool," I say sarcastically to Wanda who now has Pietro next to her. I wait or dramatic effect. "Wanda." I then speed out of that creepy place.

I get to the aircraft before dad. "Hello, everybody!" I smile at everyone. Before they can even ask I inform them. "Dad got the scepter, but the girl used her powers on him so... yeah. Oh and the boys name is Pietro, he has super speed, and the girls name is Wanda, she has telekinetic powers. Pietro seems decent but Wanda I'm not particularly fond of, for obvious reasons."

"Hey, the lullaby worked better than ever." Nat says after she gets Bruce's attention off of his opera music.

"Just wasn't expecting the Code Green." He says a little frazzled. "If you hadn't been there, there would've been double the casualties. My best friend would've been a treasured memory." She says talking about Clint. "You know, sometimes exactly what I want to hear isn't exactly what I want to hear." "How long before you trust me?"

They keep talking but it's all very boring so I put on my headphones and listen to some music; mostly musicals and some rock here and there. I pull out my Kindle and continue reading Everything, Everything by Nicola Yoon.

I look up and everyone is leaving the plane.

"Wow, thanks for telling me we landed." I remarked sarcastically, but no one even looks at me. That was a pretty good remark.

I get out of the aircraft and go into the tower to makes some tea and read a good book.

~~During the battle~~

I sit on the aircraft like I always do during the fun battles. I wait for everyone to come back from the fight with Ultron. Well that's before I get a vision of Clint shielding a child and then the sound of gun shots.

I look up and see people getting on; civilians. I run out and start looking for the place I saw from the vision.

As I the sight gets into view I hear a gun shot. My hand shoots up and I hope something would happen. I close my eyes tightly and hope something protected Clint and the child; I hope something shields them from the bullets. I feel something I can't really describe at that time.

I don't look till somebody puts a hand on my shoulder. Please be a good guy. Please be a good guy. I look behind me and see the Archer. I sigh in relief that he and the child are alright.

I flood him with a million questions. "What happened? Are you alright? Did you get hurt? Where's the kid? Are they okay?" He waits for me to stop. When I finally do he replies "A shield type thing saved me and Pietro; he was gonna take the bullets and if you had been a millisecond later he'd be all hole-y. I'm fine. No I didn't get hurt, well from that. The kid went back to his mother. And he's fine." I look at him shocked. "How do you know it was me with the shield?" "Well you still find new powers so I guessed..." I look down at my hand and see a blue-green mist coming from it.

Speedster then basically appears in front of me. "You are okay?" He asks like I could have gotten hurt when I was probably a good few feet away. "I mean yeah, I felt... something. But yeah I'm fine. Nothing injured, from that at least." I chuckle nervously trying to lighten the tension.

That of course didn't work. Both the boys still seemed worried and amazed. "Well, we should get back." I tell them but this is the first time I looked at Pietro for more then a millisecond. "You- you have a- a bullet hole!" I exclaim.

"Well, um, yes. But it will not hurt for long." He tries to calm me which worked as well as me trying to calm him. "That means it hurts. Go with Clint, don't get in trouble and find everyone else. I'll do a quick look over of the place," I look at both the boys and say this but then look only at Pietro "And get that fixed up; wouldn't want you hole-y." I try and joke.

Before Clint can complain about me stealing his joke I run off to do a check of the area. I find Wanda with several 'dead' robot things around her (Ultron's team). She's sobbing like part of her died.

"Hey..." I say carefully.

"Pietro, he's hurt or dead!" She says between sobs, whimpers and shaky breath. "He's not dead! Don't worry he'll be fine. Just one bullet hit him, I saw him and the wound myself. He was gonna die to protect a child and Clint." I explain to her. "How- who- Why?!" She says not knowing exactly what to ask first. "It was with a machine gun, Ultron or one of his goons and because he's on the other team?" I say more of a question. "If it was in fact a machine gun, how is he not dead?" She questions seeming happy yet curious. "Well, um, I have these power, I guess, that just kinda pop up. I shielded him and Clint, or at least that's what Clint says is what happened." I try to play it cool; probably failing miserably.

She looks at me then walks up to me and hugs me. I hug her back rather awkwardly due to me not really knowing her or being a touchy-feely kind of person. She pulls away and says "Thank you, He is the only one I have left." I smile at her then say "Well, yes and no. I'm pretty sure you and your brother are Avengers now, so you have me and the team now. Trust me, the team will treat you like family; they always have with me at least, and I'm sure you two will be no different." I smile at her.

"Oh, we have to get back to leave this place ASAP!" I tell her. She takes off flying (only a few inches off the ground) towards the aircraft. I soon follow suit but running instead of flying. But before we can even get there I feel as though my heart was ripped out in front of me and squeezed till every drop and ounce of blood has dripped out; and then it was forced back into my empty cavity of a chest.

I fall to my knees and quiver;not being able to to breathe. I know who it is that made me feel this way and why.

"Pietro..." Is all I can think to say. I look over to see Wanda on her knees doing the same a me. It seems we both know that something horrible happened to him. I wasn't there to save him this time; I failed him, I might as well have killed him myself.

I put my hand on Wanda's shoulder to try and comfort her. Before I even know it she's hugging me and I her. I cry and walk back to the aircraft with Wanda right next to me; we don't need to say anything for her to know that we both loved him (yes, in different ways but still love and such).

We finally get back to everyone else, but before they can even ask me any questions I put my headphones on and close my eyes and listen to 'Not About Angels' by Birdy... for the whole time to get to the tower... which probably isn't the best thing to do right now but I honestly couldn't care less at this point.

No one talked, they just looked at Wanda sympathetically and at me with confusion and sadness in their eyes. No one knew I liked him, I barely knew I liked him; but now I know that I loved him. Well at least that's what I'm guessing this newly found emotion is.

We land, I'm the first one out and immediately go to my room. I keep my headphones and close the door, not even bothering to lock it, then flop on my bed. I have no tears to cry but it's like I can't feel anything but so much regret.

I ignored him, he tried to talk to me in the tower and I ignored him. How could I have done that? I only did that because he hurt my family and he said sorry god knows how many times. I denied my feelings and tried to make myself believe that I didn't like him. Now I can't even tell him, now he's gone and it's all my fault. I should have helped and saved him somehow. I should have been the one to die, it shouldn't have been him.

I stay in my room for weeks only ever coming out for meals or to go to the bathroom. I'm not doing the one thing I would have killed to do at one point, fighting the bad guy; helping anyway I could. Everyone has come in a saw me; Steve, Clint, Nat, Bruce, everyone. My dad is trying his best but I can't get over this, I miss him so much. They are keeping his body in the lab, I have no clue as to why but they are.

At first my mind loved to play tricks on me; show me visions of him waking up or coming to see me or smile and eating in the kitchen with everyone. I would believe that he would wake up, but it never happened, he never woke up.

Then I went to the anger stage of grief and went to the gym and training room; I would punch anything I could, I would kick robot ass and I would work my ass off pushing myself to just destroy something. I would get irritated very easily. During this time we got a new member his name is Bucky or Buck or whatever stupid nickname Dad gave him.

I soon got to the bargaining stage. During this I would talk into the obis just hoping that there was a god or something that was able to bring him back or just let me see him one last time. At one point I asked Thor if he could do something, but he couldn't. I asked if there was a way for me to go back to that day, for me to die instead; still nothing. During this the Avengers fought, got two new member who's names are Peter or spider man or Spidey, and Bucky, or Buck, or the Winter Shoulder. then made up to fight a big baddie whom killed people I never met ( Drax, Wong and a Raccoon thing I think his name was Rocket).

So here I am, fighting my own battle with depression. But I've gotten really good at pretending that I'm fine and I've gotten over it. Some people see through it (Stephen Strange, Wanda, Loki, Buck and Peter Quill). I've gotten decently close with all the new guys, they all seem pretty decent and like an extended family. Wanda has gotten really close with Vision and they are even dating, which I'm in full support of!

The people who see through my act have tried to help and all that but as much as they try I still am having trouble accepting the fact that I will never get Pietro back, that I'll never see him again. My dad, I think, subconsciously knows but just won't accept that I got hurt so much from this and the fact that I've had such a hard time with his death. I think he just wants me to be the way I was. I've gotten very close to Buck, Peter and Stephen. Turns out Buck was captured by HYDRA too so he helps me and I help him; plus he's as old as Steve and used to be friends with him so that's cool. Peter lost his mother and was adopted (kinda) by a blue dude who was super cool but sadly died and his actual dad tried to hypnotize him, kill all his friends and the galaxy and gave Peter's mom cancer. Stephen got in an accident and his hands got kinda messed up and now they shake a lot, but he used to be a surgeon and with his hands all shaky he had to stop and then he found that Wong guy who taught him magic and this cap he wears all the time is like basically a friend of his (still confused about the cape thing). But he lost a person he was in love with because of what happened so he helps me a lot with the whole Pietro situation.

I'm still having trouble fully accepting all of what happened but I'm getting closer and closer everyday. I'm not as depressed as I was so I can genuinely be happy once and a while and I've stopped isolating. Turns out the new people on the team are really cool. Plus, Loki's back!

Today is sadly my birthday and no I am not exactly excited about it. I hate my birthday with a passion of a thousand suns. I don't want gifts, I don't want cake, don't want candles and I don't want today to be different then any other day, meaning I don't want something special to happen. But with my family something will happen. I know that some of them will get me a gift because they all but tortured me to tell them what I want; I finally broke and told them I want shirts that will remind me of them.

"Good morning, birthday girl!" My dad practically yelled after he woke my up and I forced myself to open my eyes.

"I told you not to make a big deal. So what? Oh, wow, I haven't died yet and I'm one year older; big whoop." I remark being as sarcastic as possible. "Well we have to celebrate. Everyone is too excited for you for us not to celebrate!" I groan at my dad's remark but get up anyways.

I follow my dad to the dining room; not even bothering to change out of my plain white t-shirt and fuzzy pajama pants that resemble a blue poodle skirt. I get into the informal dining room and see everyone there; except for T'Challa who is back in Wakanda and Spidey who is probably with his Aunt at home.

"Hey guys! Look M&M is finally awake!" Buck belted getting everyone's attention. He's normally not one to draw attention or be loud so this sudden loud outburst kind of surprises me. I roll my eyes at him but can't help but smile due to the nickname.

"So can I have breakfast or do I have to do something amazing because it's my birthday?"

Before I can even sit down Clint says "Well, a hand stand into a somersault followed by a pose would be pretty cool." I groan but sit at the breakfast bar next to Wanda. "So how you doing, Buckaroo, Bird Brain?" I ask Buck and Clint with a smirk.

Then Stephen starts to give everyone breakfast; my favorite, waffles with mashed up strawberries, hash browns and orange juice. Even my dog, Tonks, runs up to me and licks my hand. "Hey Tonks!" I say in a happy voice. "Wait, why does the dog get a happy face when she says happy birthday?" Clint asks. "Because, Old Man, Tonks is much cuter then any of you." I reply making sure to push one of his several buttons that annoy him.

"Do you know why we got you that dog?" Steve asks. "No, Capsicle, enlighten me." I tell him in response. "Well, after 'Civil War', as you like to call it, all of us,"

"The ones that were part of it." Wanda clarifies. "Chipped in and got Tonks for you, basically as a thank you of sorts." Steve continues.

I stare at him and raise an eyebrow. "Well, in that fight you all must have hit your head pretty hard to think that you need to thank me. I didn't fight in it remember." I say rather bluntly. "Well, technically, no you didn't. But you listened to all of us and our point of view. Plus you helped Bucky when we all came back together to fight again." Steve tells me.

"Hell yeah she did." Bucky pipes up. And then pats my back. "Well, how could I not? He's basically a lost puppy!" I say then send a smirk his way to which he pretends to be offended which makes me stick out my tongue at him like a child.

After this we all eat and chat like usual. But then what I feared would happen happened; everyone slowly started to pull out bags or wrapped gifts out for under their seats.

I groan and then say "Why do you guys love to torture me? You're supposed to be the good guys!"

"Well, it's a pretty simple reason really, it's because it's hilarious." Responses Loki. I roll my eyes. "If I get anything other than a shirt or sweatshirt or something I might have to kill all of you, and I will not hesitate." I tell them.

Once everyone is done eating I decided to just get it over with. I open each present rather fast even though I do like all of the shirts.

Dad got me an iron man shirt that was basically just a picture of his suit on a shirt. Steve got me a shirt that had and older picture of him in his suit that said 'I want YOU' then the picture of him and then on the bottom it continued with 'to WATCH YOUR LANGUAGE NOW'. Thor got me a shirt with a his hammer on it in a circle. Nat got me a shirt that looked like the top part of her suit. Clint got me a white shirt with 'I' then a heart with an arrow in it the underneath it said 'Hawkeye'. Bruce got me a shirt that had the hulk's figure in green then in front of it was a smaller man's figure whom was Bruce. Pepper said she couldn't find anything like her so she got me a grey shirt with fake rips on them that reviled the iron man chest. Bucky got me a sweatshirt with his metal arm printed on it. Stephen got me a black shirt that said 'Dormammu' then his cape and inside that it said 'I've come to bargain'. Peter (Quill) gave me one of his shirts that had some alien language on it but it kinda looked like it said 'Yeah Baby'. Wanda gave me a red shirt that had her on it and said 'Scarlet Witch' on it. T'calla sent me a sweatshirt that looked like his suit with his necklace. Loki gave me a shirt with a really cute almost babyish version of him in his 'suit' and it said 'Kneel before me!!!'. Spidey gave me a shirt with his masked face as a bunch of emotions. Scott gave me a shirt that looked like his Ant-Man suit. Vision gave me a shirt that looked like his cape. Rhodey gave me a shirt that looked like his suit. Sam gave me what he looks like in the same babyish style as Loki's in his suit. Nebula gave me a shirt with the nebula on it. Mantis gave me a shirt with her on it and the word 'Mantis' on it. Glamora gave me a shirt with her face on it as a wanted poster. Groot gave me a white shirt with a chest pocket that made it look like he was half in it and half out.

"Aw guys, this is so sweet; and you all actually listened to me for once!" I tease at the end.

"There is one more gift." Wanda says. She pulls out a bag with a cloud design on it. I look at her questioningly but pull out the contents of the bag anyways. It's what looks like Pietro's old shirt. My breath hitches at the sight. "It's one of Pietro's old shirts. I figured you would like one." Wanda stats. I look at her "I don't need this. You already gave me one of his blankets." She then smiles at me. "I know you don't need it, but I want you to have it; Pietro would want you to have it." I get up and go to hug her and she soon copies. I whisper in her ear "Thank you." She whispers back "No problem, you deserve it."

We break apart and I look at all the shirts taking in every detail. I am so lucky to have all these amazing people in my life; I love them all so much. I end up looking just at Pietro's old one.

I snap myself out of my thoughts. "Well I should go get changed into actual clothes." I announce to everyone.

"Wear one of the shirts!" Peter says excited. "I am Groot!" Groot agrees. "I was planning on it." I respond. Then everyone starts to argue about who's shirt I should put on. I roll my eyes for the hundredth time today and walk to my room to get changed.

I end up putting on Pietro's old shirt, which is rather tight in the chest area, some old ripped up plain jeans and some sea foam green Converse. I put my hair up into a high ponytail. I don't bother to put on makeup because I am way too lazy to really ever do that; it's just gonna get messed up anyways. I put on a Doctor Who bracelet and a small rose gold bracelet that says 'Stay Strong' engraved on it. But finally I put on a silver crown ring on I got from an unknown person on my birthday before the last fight with Ultron.

I pick up the book I'm reading, for the hundredth and tenth time, Let It Snow by John Green, Lauren Myracle and Maureen Johnson.

Before I leave me room I say something to 'Pietro' or nothingness, still not sure which. "Hey, I miss you, a lot. I miss you all the time. Every second. And I want you to know I don't blame you for what happened, I don't think I ever will."

I walk out of my room and down the hall to the elevator. I get in and go down to the main level so I can leave the tower and go to my favorite place in the world, the book store down the street.

Before I can reach the door I hear Wanda say telepathically "Wait for me. I will be down in one moment." I do as she says and wait by the door for her and, like she said, she is down soon there after.

"Can I go with you to the bookstore?" She asks me like I would ever say no to her company. "Yeah, of course!" I reply without missing a beat. "Shall we?" I ask her and gesture to the door. "We shall." She says linking her arm with mine.

Once we get to the bookstore our paths part. I go and look around at all the books and merchandise for some of the books. I read the back of one which catches my attention. It's called To All the Boys I've Loved Before by Jenny Han. I sit down at a booth they have by a coffee, tea and some pastries bar type thing.

I order my mint tea and blueberry muffin then hear Wanda's voice in my head. "I apparently need to go back to the Tower. I am sorry, I'll see you later." Is all she said before I heard the bell on the door chime signaling someone was entering or exiting.

I start to read taking a bite of my muffin or a sip of my tea here and there; until I hear Wanda's voice "You should come back to the Tower as soon as you can." The bell didn't ring so I know she's not actually here. This mind thing still doesn't make sense to me.

She said as soon as I can so I get the feeling it's urgent. I run back to the Tower using my speed powers, even though it's just a few minute walk meaning it's probably less then a millisecond run at super speed. I run in the door and use powers to feel where they are. I run to the lab and see everyone standing around a table. "What is it? Is everyone okay?!" I ask suddenly getting an overwhelming feeling of anxiety and guilt for not being here if something happened.

"Well everyone is okay, even some people we thought weren't." Bruce says seeming to be very cautious. I feel my eyebrows furrow together in confusion. "What do you mean?" I ask felling something bad is about to happen; like how I feel before a fight breaks out.

Before anyone can answer I feel a slight wind and a hand on my back; no one was behind me. My breathing goes faster. It's one of two things. Either some villain evil guy got in and is gonna kill me or the thing that's okay is Pietro, which seems impossible but weirder things have happened before with this family. I feel a chill run down my spine even thinking about Pietro being alive and breathing again.

"Hello..." I hear something that sounds like Pietro. But that's impossible, even for us. There is no way a dead person can come back to life, absolutely no way.

My eyes flicker between Bruce and my father at a rapid pace; barely enough time for me to even see them. "Why?" Is all I can think to say. Why would they make a thing that sounds like him!? Did they think this would help Me and Wanda!? A million other thoughts race through my mind at a mile a second. They look at me even more confused then they already where.

Before I can even think about anything else to say a Pietro lookalike is standing in front of me. "I have missed you." Is all it says. I look at it not wanting to show any emotion but my nose betrays me by twitching in anger. I don't take my eyes of the presumed robot. "How could you!? Did you think this would help me!? 'Yeah lets make a robot of Pietro to help Morgan and Wanda! That's a great idea!'" I use a dumb sounding voice at the end to imitate them. "What do you mean?" The robot asks looking rather hurt. "What did you use to make it have thoughts and emotions? I get how you did it with Vision but how did you do it with this?" I ask sounding startling calm even to me. But before they can even think about what I just said I spit out "Know what? I don't want to know! I'll be in my room, don't bother me unless it is absolutely necessary." I say then storm out of the room not even bothering to look back even slightly.

Hot tears sting my eyes and fall down my heated, no doubtably reddened face. I'm so angry that I can barely control my own powers. All I can think about is how they could do that. I'm Tony's niece who I thought he considered a daughter yet he had the brilliant idea to do this or help do this.

I get to my room, shut my door with a loud thud and slam my body onto my bed wanting to scream, cry, and punch all at the same time. I wrap myself in the mint blue blanket that Wanda gave me of Pietro's. Between the shirt and the blanket it smells and feels like Pietro is here with me, here living again. I don't bother to hold back anymore; I sob.

I end up talk to nothingness again hoping that somewhere Pietro can hear, even if it's in a different universe. "How much longer do I need to fake being happy? I don't think I'll ever be whole again. I lost the one person I never knew I needed, how ironic is that. I want you back. I don't want to cry anymore, I don't want to fake happy, I don't want to forget you and I don't want to have to fight to stay okay anymore. I still love everything about you, Pietro. The only thing I don't love about you is the fact you aren't with me. I feel less empty then I was but I don't know why, I don't know why I'm feeling kinda okay. I mean I'm mad and sad but I don't know, what if that was-" I cut myself off. "No that's insane."

I hear a knock on my door. I'm not okay but I'm not showing that to everyone else. It honestly hurts a lot, but I'm gonna keep it inside and to myself so it doesn't hurt anyone else.

"Who is it?" I ask. I'm not ready to see dad or Bruce.

"It's Steve." Say the voice that belongs to Steve on the other said of the door. "Come in."

He opens the door and comes inside. But he doesn't shut the door behind him. I sit up on my bed so he has a place to sit. He does sit, next to me.

He doesn't talk for a moment or two. "I know this is tough. I kind of went through it with Bucky so I sort of know how your feeling on some level." He takes a deep breath and I assume he's planning out his next words; this makes me have a feeling I'm not going to like what he's going to say. "I know this is gonna be tough to hear but it's him, and before you get defensive or upset just hear me out. Even if you don't think it's him isn't it worth a shot to see if it is, I mean seriously. We all noticed how upset you got after everything happened that day. Plus if it's him I mean think about how much he's missed out on, he's gonna need a friendly face. I'm not gonna say I know for sure it's him but even Wanda thinks it is. So if there is any chance it's him, I suggest you take it. If it's not him and you get even slightly hurt I will owe you so so much and you can completely blame me." He finishes and he seems to wait for my answer.

It takes me a while to think over everything he said but I do eventually come to a conclusion. I nod seeming to get the message to him that I'm going to take the chance that it might be him.

He gets up and I follow having to focus on what I'm doing just to get my legs to move. Steve doesn't even give me a chance to rethink before he takes my shoulder in his hand lightly and directs me to where Pietro is.

We get to the lab and see the silver haired boy looking down at his hands that are fidgeting on his lap. It's the first time I've seen him move in so long. I visited him or his body everyday since the incident. Steve doesn't push or pressure me to go in he seems to be letting me go in when I'm ready and I'm extremely grateful for that.

I take a deep breath and open the glass door by the metal bar handle. For once I'm grateful that the monitors and other equipment are in the other room. This means it's only Pietro and I in the room since Steve isn't coming in and went the the other room to check medical things with everyone else.

I stand next to the door rethinking my choice. Before I can escape without him noticing the door shuts making a soft noise that Pietro notices. His head darts up. When he sees me his whole demeanor changes. At first he seems extremely happy to see me, then relieved, then confused and finally sad or maybe guilty.

"May I come over?" I ask trying to break the awkward silence. He just nods indicting that I can move towards him. "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to freak out, I just don't really trust that it's you. I mean you were gone I just don't understand how this could happen." I try to explain feeling guilt starting to drown me.

"You have no reason to be sorry. I am the one who messed up. I am the one who did this." He says. He hasn't stopped moving since I first saw him. I feel tears sting my eyes again, but this time they are from being guilty and I have so much remorse for what I did.

I don't know what to say, so I do the only thing I can think to do; I hug him. He doesn't even seem to think. He immediately hugs me back as if we were meant to be like this, which maybe we were.

We pull back after what seemed like hours. This is the first time I really look at his face. His electric blue eyes are full of energy and light. His face is still pale but now it's just pale it's not dead person, no blood flow pale. His lips have color they are slightly pink and purple but they aren't just pale and lifeless. This is when I finally realize that what I was being told was and is true.

"You're alive." I all I can say over the shock.

He then reply's with:

"You didn't see that coming?"

#peitro maximoff #Avengers #love #fanfic

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ok!! I was too sleepy the other day but I want to put down some more bnha thoughts now that I’m all caught up with the manga!! but then i just kinda speed read through a rather large portion of it and watched the anime while doing so many other stuff bc sob i have v limited free time, so until i’m done with a much appreciative re-read, I only have a few v quick Conclusions rn

putting them under cut bc i have a giant headache and i’m rambling but i’m not very sorry for it but anyway

1) Iida Tenya is the purest, squarest child I have ever seen in a good long while, and he is my pure, square child now and I love him v much (ALSO IT WAS HIS BDAY RECENTLY AHH HE IS THE BEST BOY HE DESERVES THE WORLD!!! also crying a bit since i wanted to make something for this new child of mine and yet i have zero time and energy weeps!)

I mean it really is a bit surprising for me, since super serious class president character types don’t usually leave that much of an impact for me, but I fell in love with Iida so quickly??? He’s so earnest and passionate, always does his best and just such a Good Boy all over, then after when his emotions are threatening to plunge down the deep end after that tragedy with his brother bc ofc that much passion and determination used for revenge could be a v bad thing v quickly, but then he acknowledges it!!! and strives to be a much better person from it...!! I just thought welp he’s my child and he’s in my heart forever now. I’m also v invested on seeing his career develop?? i mean he’s taking up his brother’s hero name, does that also mean he’s taking over the Team Idaten??? How would Tensei’s sidekicks react to his baby bro becoming their new leader? Are they even still around? But you know I bet Tensei talks about Tenya all the time like the doting big brother that he is, to the point that they begin to adore Tenya themselves but man I hope Tenya wouldn’t have to suffer complexes and find himself comparing himself to Tensei and decides he himself is lacking when it’s time for him to face the team but welp i’m getting too far ahead god i need to stop here

ALSO IIDA TENSEI IS A MOST WONDERFUL PERSON, A GIFT, A BLESSING no wonder Tenya loves him and adores him above all, and I too love Tensei with my entire being and i need to know how he’s doing oh my gosh pls let him be okay...!! also I need him to be a teacher at UA preferably of Robotics or tech something (bc he just screams tech nerd to me ok have you seen his hero suit oh my god) too with a swanky high tech wheelchair and teaching kids and you know he’ll be amazing at it too since he’s so supportive and a generally wholesome person god I need to yell out my utter love and adoration for Iida Tensei in a different post one day...!! (i obvs have a thing with siblings who adore each other and then one of them has to suffer horribly and I just-- goD WHY??!! i’m just so v glad Tensei’s still alive... weeps! gdi ace!!)

2) okay i’ve been betrayed by aloof, genius, over powered pretty boys before so i didn’t trust Todoroki Shouto at first (it’s so hard though holy shit he’s just so aesthetically pleasing with that ice/fire thing, and that scar doesn’t help either since it’s just like my other son sabo’s and also zuko’s actually and zuko’s a good egg) but then he learned to forgive and love himself??? and he’s actually soft and v kind???? Todoroki didn’t let me down, and I love him for it. also his shitty old man is shitty.

3) that said, it’s v easy for me to ship todoiida, i mean there is just so, so much fun to be had thinking about a very square super beefy nerd speedster and a soft hotcool pretty boy genius getting together, so I was so v hyped in checking out their tag for shippy goodness.... only to discover they’re actually a rare pair???!!!! i am shocked and appalled tbh. like. they’re right there????? I’M UPSET ABOUT THIS

4) thank god for todoiideku ot3 though (tho tbh i’m still working on truly liking Midoriya bc as adorable and so painfully, unbearably kind as he is, somehow it’s always so hard for me to like /THE/ main character/s of any series (except luffy. monkey d. luffy is always the exception to any rule.) so yeah there’s that but goddamn i’m so weak towards this ot3′s mutually supportive relationship dammit and i just want more okay!?)

5) actually i’m THIS close to ot4 shipping the deku squad bc how could I ever leave out Uraraka holy heck just how good for the soul is the main trio’s relationship is???? it’s so pure i’m crying a bit. i just need horikoshi to give me some substantial todochako interaction and i’m game (i only vaguely remember them during the school trip arc being in the same group trying to get back Bakugou from that mask guy)

6) but then ship or no ship Uraraka herself is enough, okay!!! she’s a wonderful ray of sunshine she could float me to infinity and I’ll thank her for it. also I super want a re-match between her and Bakugou

7) i’m so conflicted about Tsuyu, I mean I love her, but frgs are literally a nightmare to me so?????

8) Mirio and Tamaki...!!! need to get married asap (also I keep thinking about that yearbook post where that one guy says “You got to enjoy little things in life so I like blowing bubbles” or smthn like that, then that other dude goes “My friends call me Bubbles bc I’m always rising to the top!” bc you know I’m dying a lot over the origin of Tamaki’s hero name I mean “Suneater” when he literally calls his bf “the sun”??? yeah i’m dead) But anyway!! they are also precious kids and I love them v much

9) well anyway aside from todoiida and any combination of todoiideku, and also miritama, I'm not feeling too invested in other ships??, I mean like Momo and Jirou are practically gfs already, and i like how Kirishima's so very good in getting through Bakugou in a v positive way, and also Tokoyami and Shouji during the school trip arc is so, so good, but for the most part I just want to watch the kids grow to the heroes they want to be except the grape kid delete him

10) BUT ACTUALLY MOST IMPORTANT wtf give the girls more depth and character development you coward...!!! there’s 150 chapters already and yet from the girls, it’s only Uraraka’s motivations why she wants to be a hero that we know about. gdi horikoshi i want to know their stories too!

ok I’m stopping here for now I keep messing up the sequence of events in this manga I mean holy shit they’re always almost dying literally every arc, man give them a break

#anne's rambling #about bnha #sob QUICK conclusions i said and then i went and word vomitted like this #i have so many other feels about this manga #mostly iida related ofc and also towards some other pure kids in the series #shipwise my overwhelming disappointment that there's no 15k todoiida slowburn fic waiting for me after i caught up is heart breaking...!!#am i gonna have to make my own content??? sob i don't trust myself being able to finish stuff anymore #godd! it's been 84 years since i've last been in a fandom... why am i still falling for all the rare ships!?#but anyway ships aside #it's also not v surprising that i'm completely and utterly done for by the Iida brothers they're too much for my weak weak heart #listen i need them to be in the same panels again okay i don't care how minor a character iida tensei is #i just need more scenes of these precious brothers together okay!?

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