it's awesome how they designed ikea stores specifically for autistic people. quiet mellow music, neutral lighting, open non-claustrophobic floorplan, clear directions, fun things to look at and touch. better than target
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Here I go to spend several days by myself in the North Carolina wilderness. Wish me luck. Never gone camping alone (but I have my dogs, and I trust them more than any people I know), so that's intimidating. Hopefully I don't have to fistfight a bear over whatever I'm cooking that night. Not looking forward to no toilet or shower until Monday, but it is what it is. I absolutely have to do this, for my mental health. I'm losing so much money taking the time off work to just have mountain time to myself. But I gotta. My life has been such a chaotic mess for over half a year now - everything that could go wrong, has - and I've never felt so close to just letting myself snap. I can feel it boiling right under the surface at any given time.
But yeah. Should be a time. Might post pictures upon my return (provided a bear doesn't decide I'm on the menu). Wish me luck!
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learned another lesson of don't judge a book by its cover today
so i signed up for this one thing that's like, social work, in a way, not gonna get into specifics, but that first meeting was today to get it all cleared up n stuff. and there were professional social workers there explaining everything who're gonna be going along with us bla bla bla, and with one of them i was a little wary bc, white old man, you know, though he was really nice with older people it's always a bit tricky to figure out if i can tell them i'm genderqueer?
anyways, i didn't get myself to say my whole "not a girl so he/she/it idc" stuff when we introduced ourselves but i did write my name tag as "biscuit (he/she/it)"
and then later during a break, this guy (?) asks me if, personal question but if he may ask, if my parents are or were punks too. so we get talking about that, apparently he hangs out with various punks (i could def hear that in his speech once i knew tbh) and stuff, and then he notices my name tag.
and then. And Then. he and the other social worker who was sitting nearby like, asked a bit about my gender, listened to my rambled explanation of how i just don't feel like a girl anymore, and they both understand that essentially i'm just me, and the man is like "so your gender is just human" which, yeah :D
and then he goes on that if he could, he'd have his id just say "human" as gender bc really that's nobody's business but his own. and then makes a joke abt how having a rainbow flag outside his house in a small village with conservative farmers is An experience, like when someone asks if he's "gay now" and he just responds "haven't i always been?" and they stare at him in shock
and i, for one, could not he happier. now, mind, i have no idea if he's queer or an alley or just plain cool as fuck, but i know i feel very safe there (the entire group was super chill actually) and his stories are like. fucking superb
also he went to my school so that really just proves how superior it is
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Aftermath of a coup: dealing with Marie's and Concini's creatures
Louis XIII dealt with Marie's and Concini's ministerial creatures exactly the way he wanted: according to his scale of political crimes and punishments. Mangot was the most innocuous of the triumvirs; hence, he was merely ordered peremptorily by the king's messenger to hand over the seals of his office, and was not allowed to see his monarch. In sharp contrast, Barbin was immediately jailed and his financial records seized. Ostensibly this action was to facilitate the trial against the Ancres, but it clearly reflected the king's belief that he was guilty of criminal negligence. Marie tried to intercede with Louis, first through Luçon, then at her own leave-taking with her son, and finally by letter from Blois. Barbin was kept in prison for sixteen months, then banished forever from France. Neither his own later appeals to Louis, nor those of Déageant and Luçon, succeeded in restoring his reputation and confiscated assets.
Luçon's fate was more complicated than that of the other triumvirs, reflecting a contest of wills between a hostile Louis XIII and a temporizing Luynes. From the king's perspective, the future cardinalminister Richelieu had three strikes against him: his closeness to Barbin, his indebtedness to Concini for his office, and his terrifyingly bright, authoritarian manner. The monarch revealed all his adolescent distrust on seeing the bishop of Luçon try to join the other secretaries of state after Concini's fall: "So! Luçon! I've finally escaped your tyranny."
Luynes immediately objected that Luçon was not all bad, pointing out the bishop's offer of loyalty before the coup. The king's favorite seems also to have suggested that the cleric's diplomatic skills and influence with the queen mother could help to keep her under control. Louis was sufficiently impressed to let Luçon act as Marie's temporary bargaining agent while she was incarcerated in the Louvre, and to let him accompany her to Blois. The bishop, however, departed soon after for his diocesan residence, probably in anticipation of royal disfavor. Explicit royal orders then sent him further away to the papal territory of Avignon.
These successive exiles undoubtedly reflected Luynes's second thoughts that Luçon was too dangerous a rival to leave with Marie. But they also bear the mark of a suspicious young Louis XIII, terrified of double manipulation by an imperious priest and an irrepressible mother. For his part, Luçon put the best face on his fall from secular grace in his memoirs, doctoring the sequence of events to suggest that the king bore him only good will.
A. Lloyd Moote - Louis XIII the Just
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I think something everyone should keep in mind during online interactions is that people who are unfamiliar with you personally will, most of the time, make the most bad faith interpretation of whatever you say, regardless of your intended tone - if an unfavorable connotation can be taken, assume that it will be; if a negative insinuation can be drawn, it will be.
It only takes one bad faith misreading to derail any discussion and the ones that follow, so while I think everyone should choose words pretty carefully, I also think a huge majority of people seriously need to try to give each other the benefit of the doubt.
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It's been ages since I wrote a chaptered fic. The last time, I think I was around 17-18. My word count was much lower though. My dilemma now is that my word count is significantly higher and right now I'm covering like, a "back story"? Like covering what happens before the main plot takes place. I wanted to keep it to three chapters, covering each year for school. But it's looking like I have a lot of stuff in the last chapter.
My question is, how do you break sections apart in a chapter without it looking too messy and all over the place? I considered breaking it up into smaller chapters but figured it might mess up the flow somehow.
Hm... so, this is going to be a longer answer so I'll put it under a read more :)
I think the "skill" of writing well comes not from being able to format a story so it doesn't look messy, but rather to write it well enough that it doesn't read as messy. i'm really lazy with this so when i don't wanna put in the work of like... making good transitions, i'll do the thing where i number parts of a fic and then just write like... vignettes basically LOL
for me, MOST of the time, it's me being lazy, and i'm alright with that. if this is just for funsies and you just wanna get from point a to point c without having to worry too hard about continuity or point b, then just do that, have a physical line-break!
if you wanna do the HARD thing, then you gotta like. reevaluate the chapter and ask urself, are these physical visual breaks needed because you were too lazy with your writing to lay down the foundations in text? because any good editor will probably tell you that you should lean on visual/physical things last in the medium of text/storytelling. not that you shouldn't or that there aren't fantastic instances of the layout of the text being just as important as the actual text itself (read: house of leaves) BUT, the text itself should do most of the heavy lifting, right.
so yeah! that's how i'd look at it. if you wanna do the Good Writing for urself, then you're gonna have to edit your story to make the writing better. if you wanna do the Fun Writing (which can also be the Good Writing; they're not mutually exclusive LOL) and it's literally just for u to like enjoy the content and not the form, then do whatever you want! leave it messy if u don't wanna do physical layout things!!! it's literally up to you :D
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