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#but noooooo the wild grinders wiki no some stupid bullshit no one has ever cared about before
scaredofmyocs
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I love it when i accidentally stay up on the night im supposed to be catching up on sleep it totallly doesnt make me feel horrible all week long
#talk post
#i love this blog i want to live here
#I cant!!! i just cant!!! go to bed at a normal fucking time istg
#but noooooo the wild grinders wiki no some stupid bullshit no one has ever cared about before
#WHEN I DONT GET ENOUGH SLEEP MY MENTAL HEALTH GETS WAY WORSE!!!!! IF I DONT FIX IT WE ARE GOING TO GET TOO SILLY
#(yelling at a mirror)
#seriously bothers me tho that Im always worried about how intense my negative feelings have been lately
#and im like “oh ill just get more sleep” and then immediately fuck it up the next night making me tired all week
#making me feel SO bad in the mornings and at night and increasing my paranoia and other such thoughts
#and in trying to tune it all out just forget about it again leading to me fucking it up again
#this is a bit dramatic its only happened 2 weeks in a row
#but that feels like a lot because thats like 10 nights where i felt like i blinked and i had to wake up and go to school
#and not only deal with my shitty social skills but the results of said thing
#and also try to fight the thoughts that are like “this shits pointless im not doing this” LIKE PLEASE pretend to be normal for one year
#and also that one teacher i have who demands every students attention while he teaches like i already finished the work sheet shut it
#like i do well in that class just let me do what i want im not being distracting like girl i have at least an 87 dw about me
#PLUS most of the time im not even on my phone he just really wants me to look at the board but girl as i said I ALREADY DID WHATS ON THERE
#i feel like i never get to relax but i do all the time so i dont know what i mean
#i keep saying “its ok as long as i can bury all my thoughts and just keep going while filling what free time i have with things i enjoy”
#but things only work for so long
#i hate the passage of time
#anyawy erm wrong my guitar is in my mind (stupid ass guitar riff)
#walks over to my bed and trips on the way falling asleep on the floor
#ramble
#hit post
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