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umeji-imeji · 4 months

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✨ Rose-tinted glasses ✨ I wanted to play around with an analogous palette, so here is pink Balam for you all, as the most beautiful demoness hehe (inspired by Welcome to Demon School! Iruma-kun, chapter 156)

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pixelatedraindrops · 24 days

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Yuma Month: Day 10: Memories

…but there were none to think of…

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why-the-heck-not · 2 months

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I miss my dear sweet buddy python that u can just sort of fuck around & find out. With C++ it’s fuck around & …

…”so u have chosen DEATH??”

#funnily enough my problem isn’t exactly with C++ currently #it’s this fuckin incomprehensible assignment instruction #even I don’t know what I’m supposed to be doing so how can I tell my poor old computer exactly what to do #istg surprisingly big chunk of coding is trying to figure out what the fuck it is that ppl want from you I hate this sometimes #like why the fuck can’t u just make it clear what we’re supposed to do this is stupid enough as is #’’time how long it takes’’ how long WHAT takes ?????????#ppl have been in the course gc asking but guess!! guess!!!!! if they gave a clear answer #’’time it so u can answer the questions’’ motherfuckerrrr i dont know what u want me to answer to bc idk what functionality u want like fUc #but like some ppl have gotten it so maybe I’m just dumb !! :)#very probable I fucking don’t get it #april 2024 #2024

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twomystdunstans · 17 days

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watching people make TMA aus for things u like but watching them get the entities all wrong is SO FUCKINF FRUSTRATING especially since I DONT WANT TO INTERACT W TMA AT LARGE ANYMORE . LOL.

#people makin hlvr aus and I'm like YOURE DOING IT WRONG. and then not doing anything about it #Saw a ninjago one that baffled me but that was a few years ago #Nobody gets that it's like. It's not what matches the character it matches what they would fear. and become anyways #MICHEAL CREW SPELLED IT OUT FOR US AND NOBODY PAYED ATTENTION I GUESS.#Sorry. I don't want to get pissed off about tmagnus in 2024. But I am.

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sundial-bee-scribbles · 4 months

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🌴 the perfect girl! 🍌

#my art lol #vocaloid #vocaloid fanart #kagamine len #len vocaloid #miku vocaloid #hatsune miku #banana miku #yellow #lenku #i guess???? that was the joke shkjghsk. cmon. banana miku and mr. resident banana lover. has anyone done this yet #the draft for this was technically sitting in my files since january; it was colored and lined and everything i was just too lazy #to finish properly shading & rendering it. im still not sure if i like how it came out but eh it is what it is #made it slightly less yellow by suggestion of my brother but only slightly. b/c part of the point of this was i wanted to draw smthn yellow #my laptop started lagging w/ the main drawing lmao 😭 and apparently firealpaca freaked out for no good reason doing the shitpost doodle #SO??? IS SOMETHING CURSED HERE? IDK MAN. ominous signs maybe given we ended last year w/ len and we're starting this year w/. len. again.#cant believe this is the first proper drawing of 2024 lmao... as much as i love drawing emo shit drawing smthn silly for a change is fun lo #idk what proper posting times are thats not real this is tumblr.

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mothric · 5 months

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happy new year!! I had a horrible nightmare that (check the tags before proceeding please) I had to get a surgery to release some kind of fluid buildup in my brain and the surgery involved drilling a hole into my skull and I didn't find out they weren't intending to put me under until I was on the operating table with the nurse hovering over me with a GIANT drill

she reassured me they gave me local anesthesia but i flailed and begged to go to sleep and tried to shove the drill away while the nurse basically forced me into position, and I kept tapping my skull trying to confirm that the local even did anything because I couldn't remember them administering it. before I knew it they were drilling into the side of my head and it wasn't painful, so I guess the stuff worked, but I could hear it and feel it the way you feel what the dentist is doing even when there's novocaine. eventually i stopped yelling and fell silent because the drill was so loud and what can you even do at that point.

when they were done they cheerfully showed me an x ray of the hole they made, which went ALL the way back to my spinal cord and brain stem and stopped just a millimeter short of touching them, and they acted like this was normal and they hadn't just gone within a hair's breadth of killing me, and then they gave me a flimsy paper towel and told me I'd just need to hold it over the fresh hole in my head for awhile until it healed.

bizarre and upsetting New Year's Day dreams are practically a tradition for me at this point but, genuinely, what the Fuck was that.

#tw medical #tw medical trauma #tw surgery #tw body horror #tw nightmares #cant decide if this is better or worse than the religious nightmare i had a handful of january firsts ago #my dreams #jan 2024 #happy new year!!! :) :) :)#trying to figure out what in my waking life could have possibly prompted this #it's probably a combination of stresses all rolled into one big awful thing tbh #i guess the thrust is i wanted to be fixed or cured of something but i didnt get to be in control of how that happened #and the solution felt archaic and the aftercare was nonexistent #and i mean that's. a sensible thing to be afraid of #it wasn't even clear in the dream if the procedure even helped #but i went to this clinic at the recommendation of someone i knew. whose input- in waking life- i dont especially trust. so #maybe there's something to unpack there #ive also had friends experience some really shocking malpractice this year #and i'm still paying off medical debt #and doing year in review has brought up some unpleasant emotions as i'm realizing this year was more stressful than i thought #like a major element of this dream was 'yes i did sign up for this but some Very Important Information was withheld from me' which HONESTLY #sums up a lot of my year >_>#AND on top of that i've been wrestling with faith stuff. not getting to pick the healing process and fearing the outcome... yea #at the end of the day it's just another stress dream. it just took a form it doesnt usually take so it stands out #blegh. we'll get through this

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toytulini · 2 months

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i cant see posts cos my app is borked but i can still MAKE posts so you all can still see me complain!

it is so fucking impossible to search for fucking anything at all on the goddamn internet and if you want any amount of specificity at all you are well and truly fucked

#toy txt post #me: ceramic gooseneck kettle #borosilicate glass gooseneck kettle. does this exist? even one? etsy: google: wayfair: amazon: one billion listicles with amszon affiliate #links: here are metal kettles? cast iron kettles? thats what you want? best gooseneck kettles of 2024 #i dont want that. theyre all gonna be fucking metal bc thats easy to make that shape ig and ppl dont Taste it except for me ig #and its like low cost and not fragile compared to other materials? theres glass kettles that i should probably just go for but i thought id #check if there was even a possibility of a really nice controlled pour with a material i cant taste. but whatever. ive even capitulated to #having to do it on a stove at this point somewhat just fuck i want one that boils the water and pours it nicely that doesnt have fucking #metal touching the water at any point bc i can Fucking Taste It and it tastes bad #and it also doesnt even taste metallic which is cool. love that. just tastes like maximum grody. no one else can taste it. i feel insane #the water vessels were so clean and yet still tasted so fucking bad i was wondering if i even still like coffee. i did and do. i just dont #fucking like water thats interacted with metal i guess #anyway this is just me complaining about how impossible it is to fucking gind anything #find* also im Exploring Black Coffee. im in my coffee era. im trying to taste and unlock and understand and explore the Complex Flavors #i bought a chemex. its fun to watch it brew...imagine if i could control the water flow better. rn im pouring #from a pyrex bowl out of the microwave and its impossible to control the pour. it pours so bad. im going insane

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thethingything · 2 months

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something I didn't anticipate with the Big Drawing™ is how much we're starting to struggle to figure out what to actually include in it.

we've spent something like 22 hours on it so far (there's 4 hours we missed and need to catch up with) and we're less than a quarter of the way through the year and I think one of the biggest challenges is going to be just coming up with things to keep adding to it

#personal #thoughts #🍬 post #big drawing 2024 #new year's resolutions 2024 #posts made on pain meds #it's a fun drawing and I am enjoying working on it and I like how it looks #but I am also realising we're struggling to come up with stuff to add to it #while having ideas for other drawings that we end up not working on because we're like ''I need to work on the Big Drawing first though''#and then we end up not having the energy to draw other stuff on top of that because our energy levels have been fucked lately #so I have complicated feelings because I really want to stick with this and see how it turns out #but I also don't want to end up getting burnt out or getting to a point where I'm like ''oh god I need to work on this don't I?''#and I don't want to end up not making any of the other stuff we want to make #I guess we'll see what we end up doing but I am impressed with how well we've kept up with it so far #and I do think it's coming along really well

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vlastovky · 3 months

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even when very bad things happen to me i will be okay because people love me and will take care of me (<trying to believe it so so hard after something very bad happened to her and she struggled to receive love and care because many of her loved ones, well they are gone!)

#date went bad last night i think. maybe rly bad #i thought in 2024 the year of our lord we knew how to like. ask for consent.#and also idk. im just rly sad and hurt and scared because like. i guess i forget that not everyone questioning transfemininity #has had my all too frequent experience of being inherently labeled as predatory just for existing #like u dont fear deeply that everything u do will be labeled as evil and perverse? and u take what u want without asking?#anyways shrinking into myself after last night :^( realizing this is literally what being stone is like.#the process of closing up from trauma and assault and fear and pain to the point that u r so out of touch with yr own desires #ugh

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ghostprinceiii · 1 year

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"You're going to need a compelling reason to gain entry to Inazuma..."

My compelling reason is I need wood from there to make a purple bed for my teapot house.

#ghostprince posts #Genshin Impact #videogames #Very behind on story stuff obviously but after several days of avoiding it I finally finished the Dainslief quest (by using Amber to solo a #Ruin Hunter. Took forever but I'm proud of her) saw the Lumine reveal and now we're finally on our way to the next region!#Gonna be 2024 by the time I get to Sumeru since I still want to 100% Mondstat and Liyue + I don't wanna do the regions out of order/go to #Sumeru without it being time for it in the story. I've already technically done some stuff out of order since I did the Chasm before #Dainslief's quest and event cutscenes + character stories have been on a timeline thats innacurate to me + assumed knowledge of events/#characters/regions/etc that I don't (/canonically) have.#We're sort of getting on track though!#Glad I stopped playing this game when I did since it was causing problems for me. But also wish I'd started again sooner cuz I've missed so #much. But also glad I started again now since it gave me another chance to pick up where I left off in getting my favourite character and #being able to play as him has made this a lot of fun for me outside of the story elements. So... one step at a time in trying to just #enjoy myself at my own pace and hopefully ward off the stress of missing out on various limited-time events/rewards/characters.#+ I'm maybe in a bit of a better position to self-regulate what the problem was in the first place now? Let's assume I'm 'more mature'?#I have a lot of issues but I'm... maybe not working on them but I guess trying to not be overcome by some specific ones? And also trying to #stop spamming the discord server with updates about my every move in this game or go off about it to anyone who's willing to pretend they'r #listening ahaha. Trying to be less annoying basically. Might start talking outloud to the cat again. But! For now: New region that I #actually haven't seen any of the gameplay or visuals of (I don't think) so this should be interesting!#And purple :)#This has been my videogame update on Tumblr.com

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a-sleepy-ginger · 1 month

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28/4/24

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Got most of my psychology report done

Ice cream

My cat just tried eat my foot cus it moved under the covers

Also picked up my cat and wiggled him gently cus he was scratching at my cupboard doors and strangely enough it worked and he stopped

Felt cute cus my hair looked nice (which is rare my hair is usually a sad looking mess)

#happiness diary #happiness diary: april 2024 #when i say i got most of my report done i mean it #only have a little bit to do in the intro section like a couple paragraphs and the abstract which is just a collage of stuff from the report #so it should be easy to finish quickly #just need to figure out what the teacher wants specifically from the approachs to depression part #also need to like compile it i guess loke do the appendices #which is also easy #so should be able to get it in this week #gonna focus on the homework for this week tomorrow though #was thinking though like im gonna be in for like a day a week maybe after this week #cus its the last week of teaching for sociology #the inly subject ledt with teaching is history and i think that finishes this week too?#unclear but what i do know is that its full speed ahead with exam prep after this assessment is in #given i dont have any remediation but we'll see #anyway gotta sleep so i have enough energy to do homework

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lozey · 2 months

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I've been watching so many Godzilla movies since I lost my job and anyway I'm almost done watching the original 1954 Godzilla and it actually is kind of a fantastic movie, like despite the dated special effects, I think it holds up pretty well! Even with the special effects!

I like to put myself in the mindset of the people who watched that movie for the first time in 1954 and yeah man, I'd be sitting there like "OMG HOW'D THEY DO THAT"

Fave Godzilla movie so far is Shin Godzilla. Kicking myself that I didn't get big into Godzilla until NOW when I could have gotten into it when Godzilla Minus One was still in theaters but nooooooo (but as SOON as its available to either stream or pirate, I'm watching it immediately. I mean technically I can watch it right now on kissmovies, thats where I've been watching most all of these movies, but its terrible quality and the sound is bad so I don't want to watch it until an HD version is available)

Anyway the monsterverse movies aren't my favoooorite but they have Godzilla and I'll take it. Though I don't much care for King Kong. But the King Kong: Skull Island movie was pretty good, I just prefer my boy Godzilla

#from a 2024 perspective #I know how they did that #with the practical effects I mean #Oh thats a toy car #thats a miniature #I love it though #they had to get so creative with making these practical effects look GOOD #and BELIEVABLE #And you just dont see that kind of stuff in movies anymore #Anyway #I'm gonna go back and watch ALL the fucking godzilla movies now #I've fallen and I can't get up #Its funny how in Japan it started off as a horror movie #and then became somewhat of a kid friendly franchise #but then Shin Godzilla came out and it went back to its horror movie roots #And then theres the monsterverse movies #where the 2014 one could arguably be considered somewhat horror #and now its like the fucking MCU with how they treat these monsters #or Titans #whatever you want to call them #America just doing what it does with a movie franchise I guess

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coridallasmultipass · 3 months

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Make sure you vote tomorrow, March 5th (2024), when most states are holding their primaries!

Speaking as a Californian and my personal experience as a voter and in doing pollworking for the past couple elections...

If you got a Vote By Mail ballot, you can drop it off at any polling place/post office/ballot drop box (if it has the correct county envelope you got it with - the county will forward it to the correct county for vote counting, same as the post office). MAKE SURE YOU READ THE ENVELOPE BECAUSE YOU'LL NEED TO SIGN AND DATE THE ENVELOPE BEFORE YOU RETURN IT. (And your signature needs to resemble the one you signed when you registered.)

If you want to vote in-person, you will need to find a polling place WITHIN the county you're registered to vote in, preferrably your assigned precinct - you should check your county's website to find the location if you didn't get a notice by mail.

I don't know how every county does this, but in my county, the accessible ballot marking device has access to all the ballots in my county, which is great for people who can't find or travel to their assigned polling place during the poll hours. Each polling place only has access to pre-printed paper ballots from the precinct(s) assigned to it, which is why the accessible ballot marking device (which prints the ballot once you finish marking it) has been super important, since people tend to just go to any polling place they've heard about or used in the past. (And we DON'T have access to ANY ballots from a different county, not even on that device.)

Voting registration and vote collection is done by each county SEPARATELY, so you won't show up on a roster in another county, and they won't have the ballot you're eligible to vote on. You'd need to re-register/vote provisionally with the different county in order to vote on their ballots. (Which is why it's important to vote on the Vote By Mail ballot that was sent to you - it has all the races you're eligible to vote for, SO GO DIG IT OUT OF YOUR MAIL PILE AND VOTE ON IT, 'CAUSE THEY WERE SENT OUT IN LIKE JANUARY OR SOMETHING. THAT SHIT COST AN ABSURD AMOUNT TAX DOLLARS PER BALLOT, SO DON'T WASTE IT.)

If you haven't registered to vote yet, you can register on the same day you vote! (Again, this is for California, I don't know how other states do it.)

Again, make sure you find a place IN YOUR COUNTY, and try to vote at your assigned polling place, so your vote is counted where it matters!

TLDR: Order of importance:

1. Fill out the mail ballot that was sent to you. Take it to the post office, polling place, or official ballot drop box. It must be collected BEFORE THE POLLS CLOSE. Drop it off on your lunch break, if you need to get it in before closing time.

2. If you can't do that, go to your assigned polling place. (Check your county website.) Same importance as number 1, but you may have to wait in a line depending on what time you arrive.

3. If you can't do that, go to any polling place in the county you're registered to vote in.

4. Register/update your registration to vote. No one can be denied the right to vote at the end of the day, but if it's not with the county you're eligible to vote in, your ballot may be deemed ineligible. (I've never done anything on the ballot-counting side, so I definitely can't answer questions about that. If you're curious, you can get an answer by calling your specific county.)

Side note: do not wear any merch that has a candidate's name who's on the ballot while going to vote. This is electioneering, which is illegal. (Also includes any propositions or other items on the ballot.)

#again im just speaking as a regular person here i dont represent the county or state #im pollworking tomorrow but i can only tell you to speak directly with your county if you have specific questions #every county has a different setup and proceedure #just mostly wanted to remind ppl to dig out their mail ballots bc every year we have someone go 'oh i left it at home'#well guess what. thats the ballot u need to vote on otherwise ur gonna have to fill out a whole envelope of information to do it provisional #..or wait in line to use the accessible ballot marking device (which.. damn we need more of them in each polling place)#i saw the setup and were gonna have 2 in my polling place this year whoo hoo #2020 the lines were SO LONG bc we only had 1 and no one wanted to use their mail ballots for some unknown reason #so yeah #Cori.exe #Post.exe #voting #elections #pollworking #2024 primary #again im just a little guy my word is not law check your county website for 'the law'#just wanted to remind ppl since ive seen fuckall online about reminding people to go vote tmr #i gotta get some sleep i need to be up at like 430 or some bullshit and im already tired lol #go vote #seriously #even if u dont wanna select anyone for presidential primary.. at least vote in your local elections where ur vote has more weight #california also has a senate seat up for grabs which is pretty important if u ask me #i was actually pleasantly surprised to find a candidate i liked in that race usually its like pulling nails #also our representatives seat is also up for reelection and thats also pretty important #and our state-senator (which is separate from the US-senator. something i didnt know until like 2020)#bottom line is. you need to vote theres no getting around it. you dont get to complain about politics unless you vote #((unless ur a minor or formally incarcerated person i guess. u will always have the social right to complain abt politics imo))#im rambling bc anxiety now lol if u see me at the polls no u didnt i am a meat popsicle #ive reread this like 20 times its as accurate as i can remember right now but im only human seriously check ur countys site #also pollworking is not an employee of the county its like classed as a contractor or something since its volunteer (but they do pay us)

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thatweirdfandom · 3 months

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being back in the town i grew up in weird. 3rd day and unprompted i learned something extremely traumatic from my step mother.

i have a few days left and i want to reaffirm that while workin on yourself and trying to do better life is gonna play dodgeball with your face.

one step at a time is all you can do.

#the only upside to her dumping thing s on me is that she paid for my ear piercing and got me sweatpants #so #sort of ok i guess #but god am i glad i don’t live here anymore #it’s been 4 years and only just this year am i finally able to see myself #and who i want to be #and how to work towards it #i moved out at peek covid so i never had the chance to really feel free #2023 kicked my ass though #realized i was on the wrong drug for 2 years #had 3 people in my life die #it’s weird feeling ok?#like what’s going on w my family is fucked up but i’m not exposed to it 24/7 like before #2024 recovery

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booksunet · 5 months

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:,) 💚

#ayyy #look what showed up on my tv time rewind #i don't talk a lot about it but this series has a special place in my heart #i don't know what's really being going on with me that all my motivation and excitement to keep up w/ things is slowly melting from me #it's weird #and i don't know if it is bc cas came to an ending (which btw askfbskxkdnch such a good ending 10/10 i cried) and i'm feeling emotions #but i just want to put out somewhere how much it means to me #idk if it was the found family™️ bond that made me like it #or the fandom that made incredible stories and continuations that they wanted to bring to light #but i just really appreciate well everything that this series brought me when i have been basically stuck in my room for the whole of 2023 #i think i might finally be able to leave my room in 2024 and i don't know what to expect of this year #but gosh i hope i can find more small gems like this in the world to keep me going #maybe even try to create some of it myself?#*sigh* idk #what i'm trying to say is rottmnt was in the last year to me what pjo was to me when i was in school #and i'm just overall grateful at the experience #anyways onwards to a better year? i guess?#(also uhm no i'm not leaving the turtles behind if that was the vibes i was putting out-#-these bitches are strapped in my backseat and won't leave me alone for a while. i'm just spewing feelings to make sense of where i'm at)#if you read all this then uhm no you didn't but also how are you doing? happy 2024 #rottmnt #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #me #booksunet

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ju-ji · 5 months

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To elaborate on why I think day’s mom being dead would facilitate a neater, nicer story:

1. You could still have almost the exact same story if she wasn’t there. Make night be the one hiring the caretaker and not trusting/liking mhok and she doesn’t even need to be there and that is also probably a better reason for day to resent him

2. This end-stage drama she’s causing is painful as all hell to watch and for why? For the sake of being painful to watch? I don’t like that. We don’t need that. There is ABUNDANT angst to be had between day and mhok and day and night and day and mhok and night lol, like we really didn’t need to see his mom punish him for… disobeying?? At 20 something years old?? By cutting off his communication with everyone other than her and night???? Girl?????? Like he very much does have friends other than mhok too, it’s not like she only cut him off from mhok, she cut him off from the entire rest of the world….

3. We could have spent all this miserable screen time digging deeper into mhok who we have only scratched the very surface of (which is already enough to make him my most favorite character of any media lmao)

4. I’m pretty sure I had another point but it’s 2 am and I’ve lost it so if this isn’t convincing just take it as half-baked liminal hours thoughts lmao

#day’s mom for killed before the show even started 2024 #she doesn’t even have any sweet moments really…. I guess she remembered her sons birthday but that is absolutely bare minimum expectations #for a mother…. and then she had to celebrate early bc she was gonna be working on his actual birthday…… girl #the only benefit of her being there was her looking pretty 😭😭😭#since I know u guys love to defend indefensible characters ill say no she’s not evil but she’s like august who loves and cares and has good #intentions but absolutely no desire to actually think about day and what he wants and what is good for him #she doesn’t understand and she doesn’t want to understand #also having good intentions is not a get out of jail free card #someone might have good intentions toward another person and that person might perceive it as harassment and being well-intentioned does not #negate the other person’s feeling harassed

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