#I feel elated

[allthingssnowbaz]

I nearly forgot i much Simon snow series is to me. rn in my life where I'm almost desperately trying to find something anythingg that brings me happiness, i had forgotten Simon Snow. Baz . They are my home. I had forgotten but i was also scared it won't feel the same when i reread it after so long after so much has happened with me. But. True to the title i gave them. They're home. I can't believe i found the warmth back I can't believe i still feel so so good and my heart fills because of howw muchh i love every character. It's good

#i feel elated #im swooning and so stupidly warm after reading a bit of ws and awtwb #its so good and its so good to feel good again #snowbaz #simon snow #baz pitch #carry on #the simon snow trilogy #mine

[wigglesforsquiggles]

who knew that accomplishing takes makes you feel good. i feel lied to by my own brain

#wiggles overshares #i am. proud of myself for the first time in a while #i've been productive !! for the first time in WEEKS #i feel elated #ignore the adhd implications of this they are not relevant (lying h

[dalvs-wife]

ohhhh they break me they break me .... /pos

(monster clover au by @howlonomy)

#DALVS FIRST FRIEND IS BACK AND THEY LOOK SILLY AF . /AFF #also thank you to ray (fellow ray!!! waves) for making an au with so much found family content #as someone currently suffering from the uty ships i am ELATED to find any scraps of found family /gen #AND IN A FEEL-GOOD AU TOO WHERE THEY'RE ALL BACK TOGETHER. #IM SO AUGHGHGH THIS AU MAKES ME INSANE /VPOS #my art #doodles #monster clover au #uty #undertale yellow #uty fanart #uty clover #clover #uty dalv #dalv

[shakingparadigm]

The kiss is very controversial but if there's one thing about it that I'm most grateful for, it's that I can send that shit over and over again to my friend who insisted that Ivan and Till had a brotherly relationship

#THAT SHIT WAS NEVER BROTHERLY WHAT ARE YOU ON 🔥🔥🔥 #i know ivan wasn't happy during the kiss. it didnt elate him or anything of the sort but it at least sent a message #he confirmed that his feelings were explicitly romantic. he was in love. it wasn't just a best friend thing or a “brother” thing. #and honestly amidst the confusion and several hundred different interpretations #i admire the fact that they went out of their way to make that one thing clear #as if it wasnt clear enough already #at least i have solid evidence for the non believers #alnst #alien stage #alien stage round 6 #ivantill

[devildomditzy]

"Are we going to talk about this?"

You watch as 'your demon' strides across his room, sitting down roughly on his couch and staring straight ahead, unable to look in your direction.

'Your demon". Did you even have the right to call him that? After you've been away for so long?

It's been a week since you and Solomon returned unannounced from your journey to the past, much to the shock and surprise of everyone. That night was filled with joy and tears and laughter from everyone. Everyone, except the second born. The person you absolutely missed the most for months and months, the person you thought of during sleepless nights and difficult times. The person you cried over more than anyone else was standing right there, just a few feet away -

And absolutely giving you the cold shoulder.

He's silent for a moment, before his voice comes out like vitriol, scalding and snide, yet somehow so hollow, like his words had no real emphasis behind them. Like he felt almost nothing.

"What's there left to talk about?"

"Mammon-", you try to get a word in before he cuts you off with the same version of the monologue you've heard from him even since you made your way back to this timeline.

Your timeline.

"Ya left me here. Ya left us here. You didn't leave a note or a sign or even shoot me a text that you were goin'. Nothin'. Nada."

"You know I didn't exactly choose to get taken to the past against my will, Mammon."

He stands to face you now, tone filled with pain but his face looking so, so emotionless.

It could scare you, when he gets like this. The second born should never look that serious.

"And how would I know that? Huh? How would I know where you went? How the hell would I know what ya'd gotten up to, huh? How would I know if you were runnin' off with Solomon? How would I know that ya didn't just get sick of us?"

His voice raises his voice as he walks towards you.

"How would I know if ya were alive, or dead, or somewhere in between, huh!?"

You're jostled as the second born grabs your shoulders and shoves you, not hard enough to hurt, but enough to have you cornered between the surface and himself.

"I never stopped trying, okay? Not a day went by that Solomon and I didn't look for a way home, a way out, a way to you, anything!" you exclaim, defending yourself from his tirade.

"How would I know that you were gonna come back!? How would- H-how could ya, I couldn't...I-I-I- can't...."

His voice shakes as he balls up his fists into the fabric of your shirt, his true emotions finally shining through after a week of trying to get through to him.

How quickly his indifference turns to fear.

Tears begin silently falling from his lash line, streaking his cheeks.

"Oh, Mammon...", you wrap your arms around him, following his lead as his body begins to crumple, both of you sitting on the floor.

"I thought you were gone. I-I didn't know if ya were still breathin', or just vanished, but I thought-"

He gulps down a few tears and lets out a shaky breath before finishing.

"I thought you were never coming back."

You respond to him in kind, holding him tighter as he increases his grasp on you.

You can't help but let out a small giggle as you wipe away his tears (and a few of your own).

"Babe, it's me we're talking about. I came back to the Devildom how many times now?"

"Yeah," he sighs, looking off to the side, remembering all the times you somehow managed to extend your stays within the exchange program with Diavolo's blessing.

"I can't believe you gave up on me that fast", you tease, poking his cheek.

"Never did", he mumbles. "Looked for ya every day until I realized.. ya just weren't here. And not like here like in the Devildom, okay? I mean like here here."

He's quiet for a moment before he grumbles again, "Didn't stop lookin' until Lucifer made me, that bastard."

You bust out laughing, "I missed you, and your cute little complaints"

"Hey! My complaints ain't little! I'd burn down all three realms if it meant I coulda found you again!"

You place a quick kiss to his cheek, giggling at the way he goes rigid.

"Well, you don't have to worry. I'll always find my way back to you."

#idk this isn't good honestly but i have feelings about mammon and mc's reunion and I just don't think the boy would be outright happy #I think he'd feel betrayed and alone and it's something they'd have to work though #but once they start to he is elated and literally will never ever ever ever leave your side again congratulations #mammon #obey me mammon #mammon x mc #obey me #obey me shall we date #obey me nightbringer #om #omnb #omswd #mammon angst #obey me mc #obey me drabble #obey me nightbringer drabble #omnb mammon x mc #omnb mammon #also this wasn't really proof read don't shoot me #trying to get back into the swing of things m'loves #I promise i'll get better at it again lmao

[joseigamer]

Patalliro! is fascinating to me because of stuff like this. It's unapologetically gay - even within its anime which aired during primetime hours in 1982 - in a way that many later BL manga would never be, like the ones from the early 2000s which would never dare to call their characters actual homosexuals. Patalliro has actually aged quite well in this regard, there's something comforting about how campy it is.

#i still dont really understand how they got away with this kind of thing honestly #female VAs i get that - but first m/m kiss in an anime in episode THREE????? #theres also the maraich/thomas episode where they are *Both* voiced by women....advanced yuri #patalliro #i love how bancorans gender expression is pretty much explicitly to attract only bishounen #you blushed - so you must not be a girl #etc #i also love how joyful it all is #theres never anything sad or tragic about being gay - only that bancoran is forced to kill the bishounen spies/assassins/etc #when bancoran finds out that gay sex feels good after demian; in the manga he is elated. its basically a positive thing #he awakens to his true power...lol #also notable is that while bishounen youth is glorified maraich is still 18. #besides making the show more palatable; this means it portrays being gay as an adult as normal #according to the NYT japan's psychiatric body called homosexuality a mental illness until 1995 #im not going to say patalliro changed that or anything lmao but its just significant to me that banmara get to live their lives happily #especially contrasting that with kaze to ki no uta and other manga of the time (no shade intended) #yaoi #<- for tagging purposes #obviously it also got away with a lot by being a gag manga. but still! #months later edit: want to say im not intending to moralize BL manga from the 2000s either. like gen. no hate on them. #as a gay person i just appreciate when characters who act gay are considered gay textually #and its kind of disheartening how gay-as-identity was treated as something incredulous in those manga a lot of the time #even the mere suggestion of attraction to men as a whole and not just the other male lead...yknow

[scandalousadventures]

Devil housewife doll 😈 she was one of my first handmade dolls and still one of my faves. You can probably trust her cooking! 🤔

#doll #art doll #ooakdoll #textile art #sculpting #handmade doll #dolls #demon #devil #housewife #my art #I think she’s so cute. her hair was such a struggle but I remember finishing it and feeling elated #ooak #my dolls

[relaxtimestwo]

i feel like he's the type of person who complains alot when it's hot 𖤓

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I've opened up Star Rail character commissions on my new Ko-fi page! ☕The commissions will be halfbody and fully coloured, like Dr.Ratio up there!

Commission TOS

If you are interested, I would appreciate it if you checked it out!

#honkai star rail #hsr fanart #dr ratio #hsr dr ratio #hsr #commissions open #kofi commission #kofi #artist on kofi #my hsr fanart #relaxtimestwo commission info #that canned drink he is holding is called a 100 plus #it's my fave soft drink from malaysia #i'm been feeling a bit homesick so i wanted to draw some of my favourite malaysian things #honestly i kinda underestimated this man when he was given to us for free #i was convinced that his eidolons are gonna be essential #but no i was wrong #he does so much damage #especially with sparkle #doing an elation run together with kafka and jing yuan is so fun #big numbers go brrrr

[shivroy]

are the fuckers of the world gonna get mad at me if i consider myself a transmasc woman.

#idk the more testosterone works on me the more elated i feel returning to femininity which is now comfortable in my body #which i always kind of knew was gonna happen? the whole “i need to get more masculine so i can wear dresses” feeling #but now that it feels like its getting closer and more applicable.... it just feels so good #and i just Love women i just want to be a part of that while also being transmasc which is equally important to me

[joyboying]

cackling so hard everytime i think abt law freaking out and did everything in his power to deny luffy's feeling for him i mean law you touched luffy's heart both literally and figuratively when you saved him in marineford and then proposed an alliance with him two years later in punk hazard what do u expect??? ofc luffy loves you too oh my godd

#law is just my beautiful princess with disorder and issues pls bear with him #the moment law found out his feeling is reciprocate he hopped to polar tang so quick and cut every communication with the straw hats #luffy just giggled tho #the next day he goes to marine hq breaking havoc and screaming in front of everyone “TORAOOO I LOVE YOU TOO YOU FUCKING IDIOTTTT!!!!!” #then it's chaos everywhere #morgans was so elated you have no idea #world economy news paper's headline: surgeon of death trafalgar law the king of pirates's prince consort #lawlu #lulaw

[queenbee2o3]

just finished the seven husbands of evelyn hugo and it destroyed me. it made me so unbelievably happy. it tore my heart out. it gave me a gentle hug. i am filled with a pleasant hopelessness and bittersweet hope. and peace.

#and love for my friend who lent me her copy. #and also i feel so touched as a bisexual woman? like i know that isn’t hardest represention to get but it made me so happy #it’s treated with so much respect #if i ever write anything that makes someone feel the way i do right now i will be beyond elated. #the seven husbands of evelyn hugo #the seven husbands of evelyn hugo spoilers #evelyn hugo spoilers #evelyn hugo #harry cameron #celia st james #monique grant

[uhbasicallyjustmilex]

miles + looking at alex during photoshoots

#i could write entire essays about the way miles looks at him 🥺 #there are just so many layers #so much love and deep affection and reverent fascination #so much joy #it’s like #you can literally just see the sheer delight and elation miles is feeling at being there with him #at knowing him #at the existence of their friendship #that wonderment and almost disbelief at the profundity of their connection #aghhhhh #i’m making myself emotional i’m going to stop now #milex #miles kane #alex turner #tlsp #the last shadow puppets #lulu posts

[purplewhiteandgold]

Okay but watching season 4 after having been dragged back into this show because of season 5 is SO funny because the little changes and developments in characters and relationships are so dumb and amazing with the knowledge of where they started and where they're going like

Marinette in Glaciator 2: I'm going to practice confessing my love with you and you need to not be in love with me or have a risk of falling in love with me for this to be good practice

Chat: haha don't worry that won't be a problem

Chat, a season later, in the middle of kissing Marinette: IT'S BECOME A PROBLEM

#miraculous ladybug #ml spoilers #THAT IS ALL I COULD THINK ABOUT WHILE WATCHING THE WHOLE BUTTERCUP THING IT WAS KILLING ME #AND I HAVEN'T EVEN WATCHED ELATION YET #this post feels incoherent but i dont even care im going feral rn this is the funniest thing #marichat

[spark-doodles]

she gets to love who she wants!! that’s what the episode concluded with, right?

#ml #ml art #miraculous ladybug #miraculous ladybug fanart #marinette dupain cheng #alya cesaire #marigami #kagaminette #it feels unfair to tag kagami as she isnt really present. so i wont #ml s5 spoilers #elation spoilers #not really but drawn with the influence of #ml spoilers

[karda]

i dont think im ever gonna shut up about the percy jackson show it already means so much 2 me and its just started

#hey 13 year old me i found the millionth reason to keep living ur gonna love it #its been a while since something has kept me so consistently happy. im god damn elated everytime i think about it #probably not since 2020 and the minecraft stuff. i feel the fondness for this show growing in my heart like that did #❤️❤️so dramatic but its true

[asukiess]

What I personally love about the kiss is that it manifested through Marichat in an organic way, but it’s obviously more than a division of the square:

It’s Ladybug kissing her chaton – the one she kissed after dreaming a whole fantasy world of their deepest desires, knowing fully well of that fact, and agreeing that it was true. The one she put a brave façade on for at the end of Jubilation, telling him that Monarch must have manipulated the dream. She did that for their sake. Previous to Jubilation, Chat was wracked with guilt over his cataclysm being used against his will – and in Jubilation, in a flash of emotions, he was ready to misuse it, which he would have ultimately been disgusted over. A case of being blinded by love (obviously, there’s more nuance to the scene) – he tried ripping her alarm clock Lucky Charm from her grasp, which could have led to a defeat if she lost it.

The mirror to Chat’s cataclysm scenes is Marinette almost being akumatized – showing us in no uncertain terms that it’s still not the right time for these two to be together. She is so terrified of being “blinded by love” again that it’s interfering with her love for Adrien. And yet, she was hurt by a culmination of things that came to a head when Chat said it wasn’t right of him to do that. As always, Adrichat is a complete gentleman and was trying to do the right thing.

Marinette has been trying to tell her Alya and Tikki for episodes now that how she feels is real and true, and they haven’t taken her seriously (rightfully, if you think of it from their POV). Monarch controls her life as a superhero and is practically winning at every turn. She has barely had any personal agency in this season except for gathering the courage to kiss his cheeks and nose, which would have felt fantastic in her shoes. Finally, she’s getting what she wants.

It’s Adrien kissing Marinette – the close friend who understands him like no one else. She’s been so avoidant this season, more so than her clumsy, stuttering usual self, and he doesn’t know how to break that wall between them. On top of this, his whole family is falling ill and his fathering is dangling affection like a carrot on a stick – but what’s tragic is that Adrien is so used to that by now. He can switch between père and papa on a dime to fit his mood. His image is being sold and copies of copies of him are everywhere he looks. He is free but lonelier than ever. He’s just as sequestered in his room as in previous seasons.

So she initiates the kissing, tenderly on his cheeks and nose. Tells him she’s a super, super, super fan – but not like the ones who chase him and demand from him things he can’t give. She tells him she would love even the guy under the mask – but that’s Adrien, who she just admitted to moving on from. But they could kiss now, couldn’t they? He wants to hold her like Luka did, to spend time with her, to kiss her and have her know he loves her completely. So he takes that step to kiss her lips. He could explain everything later, as Adrien…

Except, he can’t! We all know this. Also, does she really mean that, or is he taking advantage of her? She’s just a fan, and he’s using this opportunity to kiss Marinette, one of his best friends, because he isn’t able to as Adrien. Marinette deserves better, to be treated fairly and with someone who can be with her all the time and has the right to know them fully – not with the barrier of secret identities.

 They both know they should not be doing this. Marinette isn’t thinking far enough ahead about her feelings for Chat being misused when she’s Ladybug. Something could happen to them if Marinette and Chat had been successful this episode, and it would have interfered majorly in her relationship with him as Ladybug. It would throw everything out of balance. Chat has this (in my opinion, really unexpected and noble) set of standards – he can’t be in a relationship with her like that, it’s taking advantage of her. But they kiss anyway because they love each other so goddamn much and I live for forbidden kissing.

 To top it all off, it was a well written, tension-building, compassionate, tender, slow burn kiss that I will be thinking about forever.

#I had to write about it to settle my feelings #ml spoilers #marichat #ml exaltation #miraculous ladybug #sorry if this is cringe but I love these fictional characters what can I say!!!!!!1 #ml analysis #ml season 5 #ml season 5 spoilers #ml elation