#I didnt have a pc 3 days ago

[astarionlover]

I literally got a whole gaming pc to see astarion better im not kidding

#I didnt have a pc 3 days ago #i was playing bg3 on my mac on a windows partition #at ass frames and ass quality #and I was like ...... astarion deserves the 4070ti #astarionlover says things #baldurs gate 3 #bg3 #astarion #baldur's gate 3

[inf3ct3dd]

ellie headcanons pt 4.!

warnings: literally nothing

content: loser!ellie x reader

authors note: brewing a full length fic in my mind rn… this might be the last hc post 😓!!!

pt.3. taglist!

- loves matching with you. keychains, shoes, outfits, literally anything. if you have dyed hair, she’d dye a piece of hers to match you.

- makes up elaborate plots to kiss you bc she’s too cool and nonchalant to ask for a kiss 😕😕

“ugh, my lips are just sooooo dry…”

“didnt you literally just put chapstick on 5 minutes ago?”

“yknow chapstick these days…so…low quality.”

“is this your weird way of asking me to kiss you?”

“noooo what!!! thats craaaaazy i have nooo idea what you’re talking about!!!”

smooch

“you’re so stupid.”

“i feel sooooo moisturized right now”

- always fidgeting with something. probably has a rubix cube keychain 😕🔥🔥

- speaking of, she has an excessive amount of keychains. like so many.

- covers her eyes and peaks through her fingers every time you change infront of her

- definitely audibly said “woah” when she saw ur boobs for the first time

- has so many dumb socks. dinosaurs, minecraft, pickles, literally anything she likes she has a pair of socks for

- scarily good at roblox obbies. you literally can’t play with her because she’ll be done in like 5 minutes 😞

- loves those papas cooking games. her faves are the taco mia one and the sushi-ria

- arizona green tea 🗣️🗣️

- will put on awful accents for hours on end just for fun 😞 esp the italian accent. it’s ridiculous 💔💔 or that frat dude accent

“suhhh dude”

- definitely built her own pc. put a picture of you in it too ☹️☹️

- calls you “dude” or “bro” on accident sometimes

- absolutely constantly argues w ppl on the internet. if she gets bored she just tells them to kts and blocks them 😕

- MAKES THE BEST PASTA EVER!!! it’s literally her favorite food and she’s constantly cooking it. even makes her own sauce 🔥🔥

- tries to do tricks while she’s smoking and just ends up a coughing mess

- her default pose in every picture is just her doing a thumbs up and looking at the camera like this 😐 but whenever she takes a picture with you she is absolutely CHEESING

- randomly takes 0.5 pictures of you constantly. has a whole album in her phone of all the pictures

- barely ever uses instagram, and all her posts are just pictures of you.

- “i could take a bear in a fight.”

- loves balancing things on your head when you fall asleep around her. one time you woke up to like 20 cheerios falling on your lap

- whenever she’s home alone she puts on insanely random outfits and then forgets she’s wearing them. one time you came home to her sleeping on the couch in a full suit

- lets you stand on the cart in the grocery store so she can stand behind you and push it around

- has had the same backpack since the 5th grade. she’s had to sow it back together 20 times and she refuses to throw it away because its “special”

- stalks all your reposts on tiktok when she’s bored

“was this about me???”

- absolutely disgusted by like…any type of canned food. she will not go near it. ESPECIALLY SARDINES

- makes a million typos every time she texts you. her messages are like ancient scrolls you have to decipher to read

“sre tou comungw over todqy ??”

- every time she wears a hat she wears it backwards

- hates sharing her food, but will constantly eat yours

“just a little bite!!!” and she eats like half of it 😒

- has the julien baker rainbow guitar strap

- literally loves apples. so much. apple juice, apple pie, apple cider, literally ANYTHING that has apples in it/ is apple flavored she will DEVOUR IT

- whenever she cooks for herself, she just eats it straight out of the pot/pan.

“whats the point?? ‘s just more dishes to wash 😒”

taglist: if ur name is crossed, i cant tag u :((

@princessguardian444 @mina-281 @leatheredhearts @r3wbeef @dinaissoprettyoml @forelliesposts @lov3lylotus @melissabarrerass @greencacty @as2rid @kingofmylastkiss @dollietes @ellieslilsIvvt @pl9ys @bbygrlshelbs @gayh0rr0r @sawaagyapong @paran0id0blivi0n @bubs-world @mag-mfm @bearieio @slutshies @horror-whoree @calystas-morning-tea @ilovaffles @fr3sh-tragedies @iloveeyousblog @maris-koffin @emonopolyman @elliesgflol @girlwonderchloe @brunettedolls-blog @beestar120 @ddreabea @ibloom4u @elliesmellsbad @thecowardwrites @owmoiralover @yuyans-stuff @minixmel @ellesslutt @swtsuna @saggykneecaps @4rt3m1ss @clouded-whispers @baldph0bic @elleatethat @certifedcrybunny @staxz8 @astridnyx31 @0rb1t-s4turn @amandla111 @kalia31 @spinnyshark @cewcumbers @urnewghostfriend @dinasmoon @teeveegirl @iwantsoda @lunascerebro @matildalee @rach-0000 @er-or101 @our-horse @armins1ut @syrenada @seventeenelliesgf @jellysangelstar @f3r4lfr0gg3r @ilovelyby @people0know @sapphicsstars @hi2647 @mousymaven @echostinn @bratydoll

#ellie williams #ellie williams x reader #ellie williams x you #ellie williams headcanons #ellie x you #ellie x y/n #ellie tlou #ellie the last of us #tlou fanfiction #tlou2 #the last of us 2 #lesbian #wlw

[kylelover]

Hi i love your blog < 3 can I request post covid headcannons? Kyle mainly like as a husband and your kids…etc THANK YOU

Omg hii tysm^__^ I love pc kyle tbh jfndkdk

Also in this you guys have 2 daughters! :)

SP POST COVID KYLE: HUSBAND HEADCANONS

He would be such a caring and loving father ♡

Whenever his kids got hurt he would instantly try to find a solution to make them feel better

Or if they were crying he would just comfort them until they stopped.

However I think he would still have some of his mothers behaviours in him.

Which meant he would be a little bit strict towards them.

"Wait, so youre telling me some random kid told you that your hairstyle was... shit?"

He would definitely defend his kids even if it depended on his life.

If he spoke to the principal and he didnt do anything about it... he would finish them himself

Mans could even fight death itself if it meant his daughters would be fine.

Kyle was working on his latest essay for work. He started getting overwhelmed as Word kept crashing... got frustrated and decided to take a break.

Since you were out of town because of your job he had to stay at home and take care of your kids.

He would have never thought that he... kyle broflovski... would have a whole family with you. It was like yesterday when he asked you out.

Everytime that he had those thoughts he would just feel... bittersweet.

Bitter in a way were he misses those days where you guys went on study dates, or the nostalgic feeling when you would do secret calls at 2am.

He didnt realise his kids would go through that someday.

Sweet in a way where now you guys were married, I mean, he was married with you: his favourite person. If teen Kyle saw this he would have been so excited about it. Like, the fact that he had two beautiful children with the love of his life made him feel great.

The ginger man realised he had been spacing out this whole time and decided to go do what he was gonna do.

Rest.

He was walking through the halls of his house and passed near his daughters bedroom. Opened the door slightly to check on them.

They were sleeping peacefully. One of his daughters had a small plushie you gifted on her birthday.

The other one slept with her baby blanket. A soft, light blue one.

Kyle smiled slightly.

God, he loved his family.

Kyle adored you with his whole soul

When Kyle proposed, he wanted to make it special and a core memory for both of you

So he spend over 6 months planning it.

When it was finally the day... he texted you at 3pm this:

Kyle ㅤㅤㅤㅤ15:27

Hey

Do you wanna come over? I have a surprise, also wear something nice ❤️

I love you.

When you responded saying that yes you were gonna come over

He decided to brush his hair in a really formal way and he put on a white buttoned shirt and his best pair of pants.

My guy even bought you a really cute gold bracelet

That day, he took you to your favourite restaurant

And at the end of the date... he took you to the Lake and proposed right there and there.

Needless to say, you accepted it.

Kyle would be the best husband fr

He would ALWAYS remember your anniversary. Every one was just even more perfect than the other.

He knew what to gift you since he remembers little details that you say throught the day.

Oh 2 months ago you said you loved certain necklace? And a few days ago you remarked how much you love animals. He bought you the exact same necklace you wanted and added a decoration of your favourite animal.

I also feel like he would be a malewife... lmao. So he would always help you with the house stuff.

If you were tired, he would do all of your tasks for the day.

He didnt care if his back hurt or anything, he would do this for an eternity with the cost of you feeling healthy afterwards.

#kyle broflovski x reader #south park x reader

[ma3mae]

Hi, can I request? I'm actually doing an exam and yeah it almost finished but I didn't finished 100%. Can you do a scenario where the reader is overthinking about the exam that she submitted. When I didn't finished I was like overthinking that I'm useless, failed, worthless, etc. ( i did that because I thought I can upgrade this semester but turns out I'm failed.) Thankyou so much of you can write this thing for me! (Also can I get a cuddle from Chuuya 🥺🥺🥺)

"Exams are a hassle"

Summary: Exams have been stressing you out for weeks now so how does your boyfriend comfort you? (Chuuya x Reader)

Genre: plenty of fluff but also a bit depressing ^ anon request tells u why

Warnings: a bit of self loathing and sleep deprivation bc exams are the best booster for self confidence I FEEL U ANON

A/N: thank you for your request!! I hope this will somehow be able to lift you up 😩✋ you can do it, anon!! Soon you'll be done and then u can relax and enter bsd brainrot again. Also didnt proofread this bc im writing this in a car so the nausea is lowkey kicking in 😩😩 hope this doesnt seem rushed omggg

Part 2 : In sickness and health

Nakahara Chuuya

our cheeto boy finally coming home after a normal day work

Like comepletely annihilating a mini terrorist organisation LMAO 🤡

he comes home to find yourself on the same spot and legit same position on the couch he has last seen you like FKING 12 HOURS AGO???

is instantly baffled and worried because??

"Are you seriously STILL preparing for your exam?? Don't you need a break??"

he immediately shuts himself up tho as he just sees the dark bags under your eyes and the red eyes and oh no :((

a sniffle follows as you bury ur face into your hands and this BOY IS JUMPING across the room to get to you

Jk but hes instantly by your side and cradling you in his arms

h-his light? the love of his life??? HATING HERSELF???? BC OF AN EXAM?????

u know what that means 🚓🚓🚓🚓🚓🚓

Jk no jail

Hes gonna come at you WITH FACTS THO 😤✋

********

Exhaustion was weighting onto you like nothing else. Your eyes were hurting at this point from having to look at the same screen for weeks now, only taking breaks to go to the toilet or either drown yourself in energy drink or coffee.

Your boyfriend would often be absent because of his work and he'd support you as always. You saw the worry in his eyes and he would ask if you'd like his help or if there's anything he could do for you.

But you kept refusing him since he had already enough on his shoulders in your eyes. He was probably even more tired than you yet still managed to shine so brightly whenever he'd look at you with so much adoration in his eyes for you, no matter how horrible his day went.

Slowly but surely felt something bubbling up inside you.

"No... I can't deal with this right now." you tried to convince yourself as you swallowed the lump inside your throat.

You looked at the time on the screen of your PC, trying to see through the blur infront of your eyes.

3:47am

Fuck, you were tired. You just wanted to quit everything, cry yourself to sleep and finally be at peace but no. This shitty exam just had to be one of the most important events in your life and you really couldn't fuck this one up.

As you buried your face in your hands, you could faintly hear keys rustling outside the door.

No! I can't let him see me like this!

Yet your tears just wouldn't stop and soon enough you heard him enter.

"Hey, doll. What the hell, you're still awake? I told you to just go to sl-!"

You didn't want to answer him. No, you simply couldn't even if you wanted to.

Only mere seconds passed before you felt gloved hands grasp both of your hands.

"Sweetheart... Listen to me."

You merely shook your head as he watched your shoulders tremble.

Clicking his tounge, he lifted you up with ease, pulling a sudden yelp out of you.

"No, Chuuya. Please put me back, I have to g-"

"Y/N, just listen to me for one damn time."

How could you refuse him? When you could feel his warmth so close to you.

Yet your guilt was frankly consuming your whole being. You could hear it in his voice.

Was he angry? Annoyed?

Because of you?

You just wanted to get through this exam by yourself. How could you burden him when he had already enough on his own plate. He didn't need someome like you just adding more onto it.

"I'm sorry, Chuu..."

You felt him sit down onto the couch, the soft light of the screen illuminating the space.

"For what?" He whispered to you as he began to rub circles onto your back.

"It's just..."

A sigh escaped as you felt his hands grasp yours, finally letting him see you fully for the first time and yet the sight made your heart clench.

"No, none of that shit anymore, alright? If you want to rant about it then rant. If you want to cry about it then cry. But no way in hell can you expect me to sit back any longer. It already went on for long enough these past few weeks. You need a break, Y/N. "

There he was.

The love of your life, wearing his heart on his sleeve for you as he poured it out.

Always being honest with you and laying himself bare.

Its what made you fall in love with him but you couldn't deny that you envied that part of him too.

Yet he always managed to make it a part of you too with words alone.

"But I can't. I'm afraid, Chuuya. Afraid that I'll fail this. Because then what? I don't know what I'm supposed to do if the worst would happen. I just-!"

You couldn't see anything anymore. Eyes so blurry as you tried your best to look at him.

And he still managed to leave you breathless as he wiped your tears away, feeling as if you'd be looking at the sunrise itself.

Always giving the energy to let you see the next day.

"I just don't want to burden you. Anyone. Even myself. But what am I supposed to do? I feel so useless everytime I memorize something and I just keep forgetting it because I just don't want to fail. What should I just d-"

Soft lips met yours, a slight tinge of the cherry chapstick you had gifted him on your taste buds.

"You are not a burden, Y/N. Not to anyone, you or even me. I meant if for every time when I asked if I could help. Yet you would always tell me you'd want to do this yourself and if my girlfriend wants to do that then why shouldn't I let her? But everyone has their limit and you need to understand that. I know you've been crying yourself to sleep these past few weeks and I hated myself for letting something like this happen. "

He let his lips linger on your right cheek.

"It's okay to be afraid."

Linger on your left.

"It's okay to cry.

Linger on your forehead.

"But the last thing I'd let you do..."

And lastly return back to your lips.

"Is you feeling like a burden. Feeling useless and everything that comes with it because you are none of that."

You gently took his face into your hands, letting your shaken eyes gaze into his firm ones.

"But what if I fail?"

"You won't. I know you can do it. I've seen how you are, Y/N. Hell you're one of the strongest people I know. You'll stand up for what's right. Every time I come battered, bruised and everything else, you'd always be there to comfort me, tend to my wounds, even feed me when you have to. Your presence alone would make the weight vanish on my shoulders, yet you always carry it without any complaints. So let me do the same to you and help you. "

You tightly wrapped your arms around him, burying your face into his shoulder.

"But it's just an ex-"

"You better not fucking tell me that its JUST an exam. I'm not listening to any of that for tonight."

You felt his lips stretch into a smile as he buried his face into the crook of neck.

"Let's just go to bed and I'll help you rehearse everything, okay?"

"Are you sure about that? Is your patience gonna hold out long enough?"

You let out an "acK!" as he suddenly tightened his arms around you.

"Don't underestimate me, doll. You've seen what I can do so rehearsing for a puny exam won't be a challenge at all. So let's-!"

He lifted the both of you up with his ability, floating towards your bedroom.

"-just sleep already because we both deserve it after tonight, alright?"

You couldn't help but chuckle at his sudden silliness.

"Oi, what are you laughing at"

"No, nothing. Just appreciating my boyfriend, his handy power and the love he'd always give me."

"D-Don't be so sappy. Rest and save that energy for tomorrow."

"Hmm, oh well. But I still wanna say that I love you though."

"Out of nowhere... but I love you too. Always will."

*****

Anyway yall rehearse that shit together and ur boy being the one to take breaks bc bro wtf have u been learning???? This some science level shit?? But he gives u snacks, cuddles, support and everything you need

bro's gonna pamper you as soon as you finally had ur exam and you gotta restrain him from showering you with gifts bc of how happy he is

HIS future wife deserves the best after all 😤😤😤✋✋✋✋

if u tell him that he doesnt need to buy you so much and that you'd be happy with him just being there then oh...

dont expect him to hold back after being so cute 🤡 especially after yall havent done anything for weeks probably so time to catch up 🏃‍♀️🏃‍♀️🏃‍♀️🏃‍♀️

#bsd x reader #chuuya x reader #bungou stray dogs x reader #nakahara chuuya

[pinkmoondoll9shihtzu]

man do you remember an old pc game called magical drop? it was one of these classic ones where you point and shoot at a bunch of balls with one that has the same color or whatever, but the "characters" were anime versions of the major arcana and you could challenge the rest of them (play against the computer lol). the edited sprite for The World was "viral" a few years ago too lol

OMG THANLKYOU for showing me this i hadnt heard of it before but i spent soooo long looking at all the character designs i have to post some cus they exhibit other worldly levels of mid 90s anime character design swag and cuteness T0T feeling gassed up cus they gave high priestess the same hair color & style as mine...<3......

apparently the middle one is her "exorcist form" >:) .. also these two rly captured my heart, the star & temeperance, star especially on the left her outfit is TOO CUTE it reminds me so much of this old neopets artist i loved the way she drew her faerie aisha had a similar look;

this chibi-ish style & proportions feels like old harvest moon character art. they just dont make em like this anymore !! i miss when anime girls were drawn to b more than just sexual objects </3 -My old person;s lament of.the day. Thanku for sharing this w me i advise everyone to go check out the magical drop wiki cus there's so many more cute designs i didnt have room to post ^^

[cheolhub]

HI SARR 💌

u are the coolest ever actually. i love ur sense of humor and though we don't talk super super often (bc i am anxious and also scared of embarrassing myself), u are one of my fav mooties and i love seeing u on my dash ^^

[BANGS YOONGI PHOTOCARDS ON THE TABLE] TAKE THEM, U DESERVE THEM. i swear u are so much cooler. im so honored to be one of ur faves omfg i love u so bad. take all of my pcs actually, u can have everything..

WHAT I LOVE ABOUT U is u are such a great listener. like i feel so bad bc i feel like i just made u listen to my problems (im so sorry) and u actually CARED. like you are so genuine and sweet and oh my god have i ever told u ur fucking bf!txt posts make me want to coil up and cry (in a good way) UR SUCH A GREAT WRITER. i was actually stalking u 3 days ago to see which one of ur san fics im gonna read 👹 ANYWAY I LOVE U SO BAD AND I WANNA TALK TO U MORE TOO, i just got embarrassed after ranting to u for hours on end 😞

also i was going to text u an update abt that concert situation i vented to u abt (for like a whole hour) but i didnt want to drop that bomb on u out of nowhere, im so sick

#ASHLEE PIC WHAT EMOJI U WANT #pick* #why is this an entire essay #i had too much coffee #[ ⭐️: mutuals ! ] #[ 🪐: ashlee ! ]

[princessdreamie]

DBH part 14

Next Week at Na's school

Na finally got back to her school ground. A little while ago she would have been super annoyed, knowing that her cousin would be around. But that worry is gone now. And it shows. But she was trying not to get ahead of herself. She was on a mission and she was determent. Inside her class Le was already waiting for her on her desk. Ns asked about her findings, as a smirk formed on her friend's lips and sent something on her pal's phone.Instead of telling her directly, all she had dug out about this Yvette woman was in those files. But Le advised her that some of those have more data than others so she should check them on a pc if she wanted to read them.

Na was sure that her own home wouldnt be the best place to check on them. Especially since her mom used it most of the time. And when ever she wanted to use it, her mom would supervise her.Her parents, her mom for the most part, acted very strange that last week. She knew it was about their last fight, back at her grandpa's home, so all the more reason to play detective.

As contribution for her tech savvy friend, she gave her a dreamcatcher, knowing Le liked some old folk tales (not that she believed them, she just liked the lore behind some of these stories). Dream catchers were just one of the things she liked a ton.

Le was happy to help and even more happy after getting this cute ring with its spinned thread.Soon after Mi & T arrived aswell and started to chat about the ipcomming trip. They still didnt know where their trip would be at. Na and Mi hoped it to be a trip to some water park, Le was happy to go to some cave and explore the inside. T was happy with anything that gets him closer to his idol. So a camping trip or even a mountain climb would be more his allee.School was uneventful for the past few days since Bu was gone. But at least no one from the younger grates got targeted anymore. Lo was abysmal at his job of being the only 'bully' in their school. He was really just a lackey of the Stanton brat.

As finally recess began, the classes played on their playground & just ate their snacks. Na and her friends notice Lo sitting lost on a bench. Mi remarked that it served him right after what he did. Le & T argeed with her. Na didnt like the boy but she felt that it was not right just to avoid him. They least should ask him if he was now aware that trying to be Bu's friend was what's gotten him to this point.After hearing their friend out, they groaned in unison. They still couldnt believe that she would suggest to even feel bad for the kid. Even more so after he was the 1st boy she kind of liked.

Back then the 3 kids had a hunch that she might like him a bit more but after that one stunt with Na's med bottle, they couldnt forgive him.

Still, she got up to Lo and questioned him why he was acting like that. The young lad confessed that he thought if he would be friends with one of the kids from the Stanton family he wouldn't need to worry about being picked on. In the end he did it himself. Na asked Lo why he choose him over her instead if he really was that worried.

He shrugged, saying that he was a child of THE famous N he had heard so much about. He knows now that just bc that someone was from a super influential and amazing family, it didn't mean their sons and daughters would turn out like them. Na let him finish and countered back: „Well, i am a Stanton, and you dont see me Terrorizing our classmates.” Her words hit him hard, and he knew she was right. Na then admitted openly that she used to like him when they first met. But after he kept bulling her with her baby cousin she was done with him. Lo was shocked at her revaluation. But more so ashamed on finally realizing that he really screwed up by not being her friend instead.

But Na threw him another curve ball: „With that out of the way, stand up and bring your lunch box. We sit under the slide today.” Lo's eyes were so big, they seemed they were about to fall out their Sockets. He asked why she wanted him to eat with her group after all he had done to them. Na explained that he was just a pawn of her cousin, and knowing Bu she was certain that this boy never saw him as a friend at all. If she was in Lo's shoes she would feel pretty lonely and abandoned. So she chose to forgive him to some extend. But only if he promised her not to crawl back to her terror of a cousin if he ever comes back. No matter how many times he tries to convince them that he had changed. She knew her family better than any outsider and her cousin is not mentally able to change in her opinion.

The little boy promised sincerely. He was absolutely done with that brat as of today.

As the group of 5 sat inside the little block under their slide, the 2 girls and T glared at the new intruder sitting quietly amongst them. Mi made a snarky remark at Lo, to which Na tried to stop her from talking any further. T defended Mi, telling his friend that he could just pretend to be sorry. But Na was sure that that was not the case.

Lo cleared the air around them and confessed to the others that he really didnt want to be around Bu anymore. When askes what he meant by that, he told them what happened.

Flashback to the day b4 school

While Lo was getting ready to go out with his parents, bu bombarded him with messages on why he was not Updating him anymore for the last few days. Lo timidly reponded that he had no luck on doing his bidding. Bu got mad reading his response calling him names and threw other hurtful stuff at him. Saying that he was the worst foot soldier he could have chosen. That was enough proof to him that he was never seeing him as an equal.

After hearing his side of the story, the kids kind of forgave him. Not by much but it was a start.

After school, Na messaged her dad that she would go to a friend's house. So he didnt need to pick her up. K read his daughter's text and was more than willing to stay at home. What he didnt know was that she was actually calling C to take her to his place. She was sure that, if she asked nice enough, that he would borrow her his laptop.

She still needed to look up the information from her Le this Morning, and was hoping her step cousin would understand. C agreed to her request with no problem. The teenager had some time on his hands, after he had done his part for his trip the next few days. His dad didnt know about it, but he also didnt know that his school would be in lockdown for some days. They had to repair some rundown school equipment, thats what they were told at least.

C arrived with his driver, Cl, at the pick up spot. Na greeted him with a smile and they drove out of the school parking lot. C & Na chatted for a Little bit tto pass the time. She took a shot in the dark and innocently questioned him if he knew a person with the name of Yvette. C was puzzled by her question but he Answered her quarrie anyway: „I think i heard about her before. All i know is that she and aunt N were pretty close. I cant remember if i ever met her before either. Why? Is something going on?” The young kid brushed it off and changed the subject to something else. She would tell Him everything if she has found out enough evidence. But as of now she needed to solve that mystery on her own (although with some help from Le aswell) for now.

Finally their destination was reached and Na invited her self in. C's mom was out for some errands, so only Se and Ll were home. Aside of their staff of course. Se greeted his big brother & half cousin half heartily as they passed their living room. Sitting infront of a huge amount of paper stacks, the little boy slouched over his homework of the day. Na was disbelieve after seeing how much his teachers made him work. Not even they had that much to do for their lessons.

Without warning Ll jumped out of a vase not far away from them. That startled C & Na a bit as she came out of her hiding spot. But at the same time, a maid who was walking by, jumped in surprise. The poor woman dropped one of the trash bags in her hands. Thankfully no harm was done to the maid but now some tissuses and shredded paper from the bag were now spread on the floor.

C was about to reach her bag bit Na was quicker. She even helped the lady to clean up the mess the small tiger caused. Ll was still laughing after seeing their faces. Na shook her head at her lil pal's behavior. The woman was glad for the help she received.

Most of the staff, like this maid, knew what kind of person Na was. And they really enjoyed it whenever her was coming around.

C grabbed the tiger on her scruff, inquiring to why she wasn't with their dad. She replied her big brother that E was given the task of keeping an eye on Se for a bit. She was not told why but she was just following his orders.

After the reveal Se groaned in response. C was not sure what was going on but he was not eager to find out about it. As soon as the 2 girls picked up the trash the maid excused herself and informed C and his guest that some pudding was on the counter. So if they wanted to they were free take one.

Thanking the maid, C finally went up stairs, with Na in tow. Na asked if she could use his laptop for a little while. He turned her down bc he needed it himself for his homework. But she could use one of his old ones in the storage. He called a worker in his room and ordered the guy to bring Na to the syrage room he was telling her about.

After she found a fairly useable laptop she thanked the man and went down stairs to work on her brain wrecking mystery. And as she had hoped, Le left nothing out.

(I dont really remember much about Yv after such a long time. Lets just say she knows now about her carrier, private live and so on. But nothing about how she died. So we are picking it up from there)

She reread all of the files but no matter how much she tried she didnt find how or when she suddenly met her demise. So she still had to do her own research.

The front door flew Open and she could hear S laughing with someone. After checking the hall way, the girl found out who her aunt was with. S & (to her surprise) N still indulged in their own conversation didn't notice that they were being spied on. In a rush, Na took the laptop from the table and ran out b4 they came closer. She was not sure why she hid from them. It wasnt that out of the ordinary that she was in their home.But she had a gut feeling that her investigation should be hidden from ber family. And her gut was always right so far. So, after a few minutes, she pretended to pass by her aunts and feigned surpise as they finally noticed her.

S welcomed her back asking her how school went today. After Na quickly Answered her aunt she excused herself in pretense to help Se with his homework. S wasnt thinking much of it but N had a some suspicions what her niece might be up to. And she actually felt ashamed if her gut feeling might be right and she was not clear if she was supposed to tell Na or even her own childen to what happened to her late best friend.

#billionaire heiress #chance #dbh #divorced billionaire heiress #eric #eric ferguson #better ending #alternative ending #altenative #nicole stanton #nicole

[sugarcherriess]

I missed you adonis!

I was in such a strange mood the last few days, like getting into pc collecting suddenly made me feel like i needed to clean my room and go thru everything to get rid of stuff, idk why but not a bad thing

So i did 2 days ago from like 9pm to 4am, came across a dead🕷 in my stuffies, then went at 4:30am to watch my cousins 3 little ones w/ my mom thinking my cousins gf was getting serious surgery, then yestday he gets back w/o her way later than he was supposed to & apparently it was all a cover...now it's 4 little ones...

I also didn't eat since 6am that morning so talked my mom into ihop at 6pm lol & didnt go to sleep STILL until 11pm last night, 33 hrs awake😎 (don't recommend, i was delirious way before that point), & best sleep I've had in weeks lol

Idek how but cleaning made my whole back & random parts of my legs sore, & we still have to put the Xmas tree up tomorrow😭

Im glad you're back tho & hope you're having a nice, less stressful/less busy time!😌💖 (sry for the long two day recap...i had no one to talk to til today)

No because I totally get you. I love love LOVE organising my room and my closet but sadly the only time i get motivation to do it is when i get new things that i want to be put in the cleanest place possible 🕴🏻🕴🏻 im not bringing new interests into old vibes

And the spider??? Died in the most comfortable place possible. This is where i wanna die to. Comfortable squished between my stuffies amen 🧎🏻🧎🏻🧎🏻AND FOUR LITTLE ONES WHENBFNFNB WHAT A SURPRISE LMFAO

Back in school and college i used to pull all-nighters for days on end. Like my highest score is four days without sleep and it was during finals week so that was an experience. But now I can’t even work with four hours of sleep like it HAS to be at least 6 🤲🏼

#˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ Adonis Speaks #on monday after i came home from the conference which was from 8 to 8 #i stayed up all night working on a paper #then i slept at 4 and woke up again at 6 to get ready #for day two #and all day i felt like i was on my last moments like it was HELL #im old asf #im hoping to have some free time after this week before finals but im sure I’ll end up with some work

[coptrust]

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[leiththebard]

i gmed monster of the week for the first time today. we started at 9pm, didnt finish till 12:30am. our party consisted of a Mundane senile ex-school bus driver (named Dave) with his school bus, a werewolf (named Seth) (Monsterous) who lives in said school bus, a conspiracy theorist (Named Rusty) (Flake) who is werewolfs cousin, and an actual 9 year old boy (Named Little Mac) (Meddling Kid).

Overall plot is a town fuckin appeared in Ohio last night. It's called Humanville and monsters will just love swarming it. Theres a decent population of residents who don't believe anythings wrong and remember their whole life living in Humanville. I give the PCs a map of Humanville and ask them why they are all together. Dave basically kidnaps Little Mac because he belives LM is his grandson (LM isnt), Seth is asleep in the back, and Rusty believes that LM is the antichrist, so he's tailing LM.

How they get to Humanville? Dave says "oh I'm just driving my normal bus route :)" ooc he explains that Dave is definitely lost. I ask, where does he go? "The elemetary school of course! Gotta drop little mac off at school!"

Rusty needs to piss, little mac needs to piss, seth is exhausted. They go into the school to try to piss in the school. Dave seduces the Front Office Lady and they go to the bathroom in the school. Its weird. Theres rants. Rusty leaves the school to go to Taco Bell. I have to on the spot come up with a kid in the bathroom stall. I go with Angus McDonald TAZ. He Riz Gukgaks it up with a briedcase and buisnesscard with his dads phone number. Angus and Little Mac are now friends. Angus brings Dave, LM, and Seth to his english class. The PCs pretend that LM is disabled and so Seth is his helper???? idk. i play the school house rock conjunction song. Dave goes back to the bus. Seth goes into the hall and turns into a wolf. He fails his investigate a mystery.

We cut to Rusty at the Taco Bell. He POINTS A GUN AT THE TACO BELL EMPLOYEE AND ASKS FOR HIS CLOTHES???? THEN TAKES HIS BURRITO AND GOES TO TOWN HALL WITH HIS GUN??? THEN HE GOES TO THE RECORDS TO SEE IF THEYRE REAL?? but this is where i introduce the MOTW, a hidebehind, which fuckin eats the secratary's guts. Rusty books it We cut back to the school.

LM and Angus go into the hall, Seth is a wolf still. LM says that Seth is his service dog. Angus and Seth are dragged to the bathroom by LM and Angus is now going to help them figure out why the town "isnt real" as the PCs believe. They decide to go to the library to research. Dave trys to seduce the librarian, learns that 3 days ago the librarian saw a corpse with its intestines ripped out in this park, so the school group heads that ways.

we cut back to Rusty. At this point a player joins us late, he had stuff going on and would try to join us if he finished early. He comes in as Jesus (pronounced hay-soos), an expert and sees rusty, asks him what the hell is going on, rusty's player has to leave because he has a midnight curfew, and then Jesus kills the hidebehind by himself. it was so scuffed. the school group meet with jesus and rusty. they see two human corpses and the hidebehinds. they go oh okay cool. we end the session.

#monster of the week #long post #leith speaks #leith ttrpg

[haechanplsacceptmylove]

Regret pt.4 (final)

Part one 🍓 part two 🍓 part three 🍓 part four 🍓

Warning(s): smut  ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

A/n: omfg finally im posting this, I couldn’t upload this from my phone so I gave up and used my laptot, guys the editing is bad cuz idk how this aMaZing app works on pc. Anyway this is the last part!!! I hope you like it omg. Now I’ll be waiting for you requests!!! I write about anyone, don’t be scared and just request  uwu.

You wake up at the feeling of the sun warming your face and check the time "oh shit it's already 11pm" you get up quickly and go take a shower. You do your morning routine and prepare breakfast. "morning" your best friend Mina says walking with her eyes half open "morning lazyass" you chuckle and tell her the breakfast is ready.

You decided to put on some music from the speakers while you eat and chat. After a couple songs NCT DREAM's Ridin starts playing and you stop eating, looking emotionless at your food, flashbacks filling your head. Your friend quickly changes the song feeling guilty for not checking the playlist before putting it on play. You look at her giving her a faint smile "their new album is pretty good.." she looks at you not knowing what to say. "should I agree or change the topic" she thinks to herself looking at you confused , "Mina!" you startle her and chuckle "your food is getting cold, eat! I didn't cook it to be thrown away" you say and she nods and continues eating.

It's been almost 2 months since what happened. You both never talked after that night. After crying your eyes out everyday and night for a whole 3 weeks, you decided to get out of the sorrow you're in and get a hold of your life especially when your comeback was very near, you thought that working hard and for yourself and your members and fans was more important and so you continued on living trying to not think about the whole incident, which was obviously pretty hard. You missed each other so much but you both were too hurt, you were afraid that staying together will hurt more than letting go of each other. Your band had a comeback last month and you're more than thankful that you both didn’t have a comeback at the same time, otherwise you would've had to promote together. You congratulated the nct members for their comeback , except of course Haechan. You're still in contact with the members, and they believe that there was a misunderstanding between you two so they also were trying their best to talk to Haechan about it whenever they get the time. After that incident Mino apologised to you and promised you to make things right. Well you also feel guilty about it so you forgave him, not wanting to lose such an important person again. -meanwhile- The dreamies are all sitting in the dressing room watching their comeback performance. "yo hyuck did you make your mind?" Jaemin whispers to Haechan but of course the other members heard him and switched their attention on Haechan who's now looking at his bubble tea thinking deeply. He sighs "I don't know..." "c'mon man they did wrong but you know damn well y/n was completely not in her right mind!" Chenle says "that's right, and you know how easily y/n gets drunk and how clumsy she could be" Renjun adds and the others nod. One month ago Mino finally had the chance to meet Haechan after getting rejected numerous times, and he finally explained everything to him, from the beginning till the very end and took the blame for starting it. "I know y/n didn't understand what she was saying nor doing and i knew she didn't mean anything of it but i was just.... I just really missed her. I know that was very selfish of me but it's not her fault! I was wrong, i made a mistake, please don't hurt y/n more, she's already broken i can't see her like that" Mino says in one go afraid he'd get interrupted again and ending up in another misunderstanding. After that, Haechan had been thinking about it and he decided to forgive you, after all he loved you more than himself, you were his everything. But he was afraid he hurt you too much, not forgetting how you once told him "when someone hurts me... I usually automatically start building hate towards them so my good feelings end towards them and I can live without being or getting hurt anymore, that how my escape or fight-mode works" you told him after getting out of your toxic relationship. Haechan just couldn't stop thinking about that and kept getting more scared everyday thinking that your hate towards him is growing more and more everyday. ----------- "you look gorgeous" you stylist looks at you mouth open. You had a yellow crop top that showed your shoulders and black mini pencil skirt, with yellow and black thigh high boots. You looked gorgeous, everyone looked at you in awe, especially when it was your first time wearing yellow in such an event. You're on an award show, where basically all the artists are attending and especially the band where's also your boyfriend, or ex-boyfriend. "wait let me put this necklace, it suits your outfit very well" your stylist says going behind you, you look in the mirror and see her putting on the sunflower necklace Haechan gave you on your first date after getting officially together, long time ago. You hold the necklace and hesitate "what's wrong? You don't like it??" your stylist says and you shake your head "oh no.. Bu- nothing it's pretty" you smile and she nods putting it on around your exposed neck. Your members look at you in awe "y/n you look- wow you're really gonna be the prettiest in this event" "i know rightt! Ugh I'm jealous" your members whine and you chuckle. You were the last band to enter the hall and everyone stood up bowing to you and you doing the same to them. Your table was near NCT's and you feel yourself getting nervous. You sit down and start chatting with redvelvet members who were sitting with your band in the same table. You feel someone's gaze on you and automatically turn your gaze to meet his, Haechan's. As soon as he realises you're looking at him he looks away and you do the same. He was looking extremely handsome that night, "a whole snack" you thought to yourself. It's been already 45 min in the event and you just can't hold it in anymore. You and Haechan keep gazing at each other, until you both finally hold eye contact that lasts 5 seconds. You look away and sigh getting up and walking past NCT's table towards the backstage. Haechan's eyes follow you and see where you're going. You go backstage and walk till you reach the cafeteria that's made for idols. You buy a water bottle and drink it. Suddenly you feel someone grabbing your wrist and pulling you to the nearest empty dark room. As soon as the door closes you're pinned on it. Thanking god for the open window where the moon's light is shining through, you could see who it was. The one and only, the boy who owns your heart and your soul, the one who completely owns you; Lee Donghyuck. His face is so close to yours as you can feel his breath on your lips, he looks at your mouth and back at your eyes, then he scans your face, the face he's been missing for the past 2 months; 60 days; 1440 hours. Without words he leans in slowly, making sure to give you the time to react and stop him before he does what he's about to do, but you don't do anything, instead you grab him by his collar and pull him in for a kiss. A kiss full of emotions, sadness, hatred, happiness. Soon the slow kiss turns into a heated hungry make out, you both pull away panting and holding an eye contact. "I fucking missed you" he says leaning his forehead onto yours. "i missed you too, hyuck, so much" you say closing your eyes, you soon feel his lips back onto yours and you start another make out session wrapping your arms around his neck, pulling his hair. He moans in the kiss, damn he missed you, everything about you. Your smell, your taste, your voice, your smile, your moves, everything. Haechan's hands move from your waist to your ass, giving is a small squeeze as his hands then slide down to your thighs to pull you up. You jump and wrap your legs around his waist not breaking the kiss. Haechan places you on the nearest table and lets you sit on it, he moves from your mouth to kiss your jawline down to your neck and collarbones till he reaches your necklace. His eyes glows as he chuckles and kisses your necklace and your chest area around the necklace. He leans back and looks at you "you're gorgeous" he pulls you into another kiss but now you can feel his apologies in it, his regrets and his sorrow. You feel as tears stream down your face he pulls back and holds your cheek wiping your tears "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry" he says now tears streaming down his cheeks too. You hold his cheeks "Sorry Donghyuck, forgive me I was so stupi-" he interrupts you "shhhh i can't stay mad at my baby for a long time you know" he chuckles and gives you one last kiss before kissing down your chest, pulling down your top, showing your breasts and he wastes no time to attack them, sucking on them as if his life depends on it. You let out a whimper and hold pull on his hair, letting your head fall back and arching your back. His hands go down to your boots and zips them off, massaging your bare legs, not letting go of your nipples. You feel your nipples getting numb and moan loud trying to pull your chest out of Haechan's mouth and he pulls away kissing down your clothed stomach reaching your sensitive clothed clit. He pulls your legs putting them on his shoulders pulling your skirt up and taking your pants off, attacking your sensitive nerves immediately and you let out a moan putting your hand on your mouth right after. Haechan groans knowing he won't be able to hear you moan since people could be anywhere out there. He eats you out, giving you full satisfaction as you arch your back and hold his head pushing him deeper "ah fuck hyuck! I'm-im close" your back is about to break arching trying to reach your long waited climax. Just about when you reach it, Haechan pulls away and you whine at the cold feeling. Haechan looks at you smirking zipping his pants off and freeing his thick dick, you bite your lips as soon as your eyes lay on his thick member, feeling the saliva in your mouth you just want to get on your knees right now and give him the best suck but his chuckle wakes you up from your dreamland, "already feeling hungry baby?" he says. "I want to suck you" you say straightforwardly and he nods "I'll remember that and make sure you keep your promise" he says and slams into you. "Ah!" you let out a loud moan "fuck you're big" you say panting and he chuckles "it's not like it's your first time having me inside you" he kisses you jaw waiting for you to adjust but you start immediately moving your hips "needy aren't we" he smirks "just move- fuck!" he interrupts you with a harsh thrust, another and another until he's thrusting at a fast rhythmical pace. You try to keep you moans in, he pulls you closer and you put your legs around his hips, making him go deeper and hit that perfect spot making you a moaning mess "fuck it" you think and let go of your mouth hugging Haechan biting his shoulder and moaning. Haechan on the other side keeps groaning in your ear as he bites and sucks on your sensitive neck, leaving red and purple marks that will definitely cause you troubles with your stylist. "fuck babygirl you're so tight" he whispers growling sending goosebumps down your spine "only for you daddy" you say feeling yourself getting closer to your lost climax and arch your back "ah fuck im close!" you moan and his thrusts get faster if that's even possible "fuck me too baby let's do it at the same time" he kisses you swallowing each other's moans as you reach your climax and soon you feel his hot cum filling you up. You ride your orgasms and lean your foreheads on eachother's. "I love you y/n" "I love you Hyuck" you smile at each other still panting feeling him getting softer in you. "Okay are you done now? Get out it's our time to perform" you hear a knock and Jaemin's voice, and dreamies' chuckles.

"they'll never stop teasing us" hyuck says and you laugh putting your clothes on and getting out of the room hand in hand, face red. You see the dreamies smirking at you both and shaking their heads. "you hornyass nasties!" Jisung yells in disgust and they chuckle.

"Y/N!!!!!!! WHAT'S ON YOUR NECK" you hear your stylist yell and you swear under your breath. Well you both got in trouble in that event but you didn't forget your promise later that night ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

#Haechan #haechan scenarios #haechan fluff #haechan smut #Haechan angst #haechan imagines #Nct127 #Nct smut #Nct fluff #Nct2020 #Lee donghyuck ff #lee donghyuck #lee donghyuck smut #nct dream #nct angst #mino smut #jaehyun smut #jaemin smut #renjun smut #mark smut

[moon-lords-lower-body]

I am taking on a project. Where i recreate my first ever terraria worlds from mobile 1.1 and 1.2 on terraria mobile for kindle fire from about 7 years ago but in pc 1.4 terraria and also using tedit

So far ive mapped out the locations of all the important structures i built as well as specific locations that Mean A Lot To Me and have pics of the whole map (tho i dont rly care abt making like the caves n shit accurate its mostly the surface and structures in relation to each other) and listed them out. heres some uhh quirks i found/remembered abt old mobile worlds

first some things that dont require pics:

- my guide’s name in my first world was Eva and i remember me n my friend being stoked about how i apparently had a trans guide bc of her name <3 i still have no idea how and Why it gave the guide that name, i think it was only in 1.1 because the world i made when 1.2 came out that i got to hardmode in, i never got a guide with that name after beating the wall a buncha times (as evidenced by the number of purple boxes in hell), nor was it ever on the wiki page for npc names. i still love eva and i will put a cameo of her somewhere in my askblog which you should check out asks are open @moon-lords-pawn​ <3

- if you pause while standing near a bubble machine you can see it keep making bubbles at the normal rate, but none of them like go anywhere. once you unpause they all go flying n it looks super cool w all these bubbles exploding out of the machine

- terraria crashed 14 times and i closed it myself 1 time but i think thats a fault of my kindle being Seven Years Old

- i dont think you can dye accessories! how sad

- cloud saved worlds saved to google drive, but i think before that was changed in 2016? there was a diff service it used and i have NO idea what it was called but i didnt have an account with whatever it was, so it basically meant more world space. i had one world called archery and i think i wrote about it for a writing assignment in 5th grade, pretty sure it also involved herobrine somewhere in there. anyway w the google drive cloud save it just had you sign in with google plus (so, obv, doesnt work anymore RIP) and saved your world and player files to a google drive folder. i still have my folder to this day and it will never leave, and apparently i made undyne as a cloud saved chara and used her a Lot?? and i DONT remember that

ok now some w pictures

- you probably know this one but worlds were ASS SMALL before they introduced “expanded” worlds which i thiiink are just the equivalent of pc small worlds. what i didnt realize was that this also made the dungeon and jungle temple ASS SMALL

SORRY FOR ASS QUALITY PIC BC MY KINDLE WON’T LET ME TAKE SCREENSHOTS OR OPEN MY PHOTOS BUT JUST LOOK AT IT.. ITS PATHETIC.. also im not entirely sure but i thiiiink this is the temple i was able to get into pre plantera, i think even pre hardmode bc. see that hole at the top? that was replaced with mud that just let me mine right through it. this might not be the one that had that but i remember at least one temple i was in had it. also this temple is right above hell n i think thats funny 

- i had a travelling merchant come buy and i was able to get this picture before terraria crashed, apparently this was the old diamond ring sprite?? bud i played this version for like 3 years ive seen all the old sprites but this jumpscared me

- tbh theres a lot of old sprites i kinda forgot about and most of them i don’t find that bad in comparison to 1.3 or 1.4 resprites but the old coins take the cake as the ugliest old sprites im sorry

theyre just so.. unshiny. they look like they would be massive and like super thick if you held them in your hand. they look like stale pastries

anyway heres some notes i wrote for the structures n whatever that i found funny

#terraria #long post

[thefiveavengers]

jester and sexuality/romantic inclinations

so, this is my last day of summer break (actually the day before last, but tomorow is monday) and I decided to put into words what my thoughts about this dicey, dicey subject are. First, these are solely my opinons based on 1) watching the second campaign, 2)watching talks machina and the meta knowledge that comes with that and 3) assuming the players are playing in good faith and are open minded to organic changes that might come to their characters along the way.

and second, I do have my biases, and I come from the following inclinations: I ship lavorregard, and I don’t believe Jester is straight.

That said let’s begin. I’ve written a far amount about the lavorregard ship, but mostly focused on Beau’s feelings and her perspective. Right before the ep that Beau reveals the crush to Nott I wrote the following: “ If I were to put a chronology on Beau’s feelings for Jester it would go something like that: 1)“This girl is cute and somehow I like her way more than I usually like, well, anybody” 2) “This girl is cute and we are… friends???” 3) “This girl is cute, we are friends and I love her” 4) “We are friends, I love her AND I think she is hot” 5) “This girl is hot, I love her and maybe I love her as more than friends?”

But last ep I think it shifted to, “I’m definetely into Jester as more than friends and she’s never been hotter AND I think I’m getting to a point where I’m ready to actually process my feelings regarding that and be open about it.”

And lo and behold, the very next ep we saw Beau actually processing her feelings when talking to Nott. But what about Jester?  

         I’ve seen some people express the idea that “wouldn’t it be galaxy brain if all three cr ladies had independently decided when creating their characters that they are lesbians?” and honestly, while a cute thought, I don’t think that’s what’s happening. In my opinion what happened was, Marisha created Beau as a lesbian and she made sure to make that clear as possible from the get go, and one of the reasons I think she did that is because she entered the campaign looking to avoid a pc/pc romance, since the one she was in in cr1 took such a toll on her. She probably figured it would be a safe bet, playing a lesbian she would shield herself from the male characters and most likely the other female characters would not be interested in Beau, right?

      Enter Ashley Johnson. Honestly I don’t think Ashley had such a clear idea that Yasha was (or is) a lesbian. She had a wife, and from what has been said in canon Zualla was her only romantic and sexual relationship. Now, from what we’ve seen Yasha hasn’t expressed any interest in men, but to be fair she hasn’t really expressed interest in much anybody. She called Jester adorable in the very first ep and she seems to be fond of Beau’s flirtations even if not directly responding to them. The conversation where Yasha has said that she has “seen {Beau} a lot” coupled with one of the songs in Yasha’s playlist has me convinced that Yasha has some kind of feelings for Beau, even if is just a small crush. And I say this as someone who doesnt ship Beau/Yasha. I don’t think they would make a good match, but that doesn’t mean I’d deny either of them having interest in the other. But that doesn’t mean Yasha is for sure a lesbian who would never engage with a men ever. She seems pretty adamant on not having any romantic connections, so its hard to gauge really where her interests lie. She is for sure though a wlw. 

      Now, when it comes to Jester and Laura Bailey that’s when things get complicated. I would assume that most of us that have considered the possibility of Jester not being straight have read the excellent essay on comphet by tumblr user fuzzy-face ( https://fuzzy-face.tumblr.com/post/185001577009/you-make-your-own-fairytale-jester-comphet ), so I’m not gonna rehash what she’s said already. While I do agree almost wholeheartedly with this post, I’ll say this, I don’t think Laura Bailey when creating Jester set out to tell a story of a wlw learning how to overcome comphet. But (BUT!,!) I also don’t think her idea was Jester is totally straight and that’s that! I think she created Jester as a sexually and romantically inexperienced young woman that almost immediately got a crush on Fjord because, among other reasons, he reminded her of a hero from her smut books. 

       Recently, with the new upload of talks to the CR youtube channel, I rewatched this talks: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YZqJzNj_1tI , which is about the ep a Hole in the Plan, deep into the pirate arc, but before the first big Beau/Jester moment, the conversation they had in the boat on ep 46. First I must express my annoyance  at the fact that Laura and Marisha are the guests and yet at least 80% of the questions are about Fjord. I know it was in his arc, but COME ON! Also I was very surprised by how open they are talking about Fjord/Jester as if it were a done deal alaready. When anyone involved in Talks claim that they don’t do shipping questions, you should show them this ep because it is all about shipping questions. Anyways, Laura clearly states that Jester has a crush on Fjord (at the time at least) and she compares it to a super intense high school crush. So to me there is no refuting the fact that at least at some point Jester had a crush on Fjord. 

    What I do find it interesting is when you compare her answers in that talks to what she said in the most recent talks she’s participated  ( https://youtu.be/_NmZ2b_Q3So ) which seem to at least indicate that Jester has, on a level or another, moved on from said crush. It’s also, the now infamous moment where Laura talks about Jester’s crush...es. We’ll get back to that.

     That’s all good and dandy, but this is meta outside the game. Let’s go analyze actual in-game developments. As far as I can remember (and I’m not an expert in Fjord/Jester, so I might be forgetting something) these are the moments Jester spoke directly or inderectly about her crush on Fjord; when Caleb point blank asked her if she was sweet on him (to which she answered “I don’t know” and let’s keep that in mind); when she talked to nott about first kisses and the best thing she can say about it is that it didnt make her feel dead, and to me the most significant moment; when she asks the traveler  how to make a boy like her. Now, I’ve seen some people band about this as irrefutable proof that Jester IS straight, otherwise she wouldnt be asking the traveler advice about boys, but in this case she wasn’t talking about boys in general, she was talking about ONE boy and that was Fjord. 

      And that’s the crux of the matter isn’t it? Jester has demonstrated sexual/romantic interest in one man and one man alone, and that’s fjord. That does not mean she is straight. It doesn’t even mean that she, if a wlw, is bi. Her crush on Fjord has been wrapped around in all these expectations and I think its hard to parse how much was just projecting, among other things, the romance her parents had. Also, let me comment on how all these developments were long ago, during the pirate arc, over one year ago in real time.

     Jester has commented about Fjord’s appearance and Caleb’s and even pointed out to Reani that hot boi Essek was hot, but its all done very matter-of-factly. And if we are going to talk about Jester commenting on people’s apperances we have to acknowledge how Jester cannot SHUT UP about how she finds women beautiful. From Beau to Nott, from Reani to random shop girl in Uthodurn and her obssession with the Bright Queen in particular its all very in your face. Once someone wanted to argue with me that this is just how straight girls air their insecurities, and even if that’s true and not just misogyny, the only time Jester commented on a woman’s apperance with any kind of insecure note was one time when she compared herself to her mother.  

     Look, the thing is, if we take at face value every comment Jester has made about Fjord’s looks and strenght, we also have to take at face value how distraught she looked and sounded facing the idea that Beau’s new vestiments wouldn’t let her abs show. Is it funny? Yes, but it’s funny for the idea that Jester is very appreciative of Beau’s abs, which, I’m still waiting for the straight explanation if anyone if willing to give me. 

     To end, this goddamned book that I’ve started, the thing that gives me the most certainty that Jester is not straight and that a Beau/Jester romance is not only possible but likely is that I do not believe Laura Bailey is cruel. If she had no interest in exploring the possibility of a not-straight Jester and a B/J romance she wouldn’t been doing what she has been doing for awhile now.

     And what do I mean about that? I mean that even before Beau’s confession there’s been a different dynamic to their relationship. I already mentioned the “but can I see her abs????” incident, but also her encouragement about beau’s qualities and abilities (beau, you’re super strong), using the traveler as a proxy to her feelings (the traveler thinks you’ll do great, the traveler thinks you’re awesome, the traveler loves you), waiting to hold beau when she went up a column and showing disapointment when she didnt fell into her arms, listening to Beau regarding her wanting to confront her dad, being super, and I mean SUPER bummed out when Beau and Reani kissed and took a walk. And after the confession things ramped up.

   Like, that was Laura Bailey listening to the conversation between Nott and Beau, not Jester. She could have had continued to play out their friendship as usual, but that’s not what she did. She used this opportunity to play the romantic possibility as never before. Making sure that Jester shielded Beau’s body in combat, being VERY specific that when her double cured her, she leaned over her body and put her hands to her face and even contradicting Matt, pointing out that when she woke up, it wasn’t the laughing hand that she first saw, but Jester’s face. And then there’s ep 89, the juiciest lavorregard ep since ep 46. It’s romantic comedy set up, one character confesses their love to a third one, and the one character who is the target of that love starts a conversation with “Are you avoiding me? Because I think I know why.” That’s a romantic trope ladies and gents, and Laura Bailey the genius she is played it to perfection. Not being sure why she was so upset about not curing Beau (a sentiment that battle mercy Jester has never expressed before). Wanting to punish Beau’s dad for not treating her right, getting to an agreement after arguing about tarot and molly. Afterwards engaging Fjord in an activity that she usually associates with beau, that goes disastrously and thanks to the dice gods, I could see, in real time the comphet melting away.

And concluding with the fact that she bet 20 extra gold on Beau on the down low.

So coming back to the idea of Jester having crush...es, to me is very clear those crushes are, the one she has/had on Fjord and her new emerging one on Beau. do I think Jester herself is aware of these feelings? Not really, but Laura sure is.

     look this is not about being entitled or acusing anyone of queerbaiting if my ship doesnt pan out. its just, you know, laura’s sister is a lesbian, and I do think that gives people some perspective that they might not have, and I genuinely don’t think she would be playing things as she is, if she didn’t have any interest in playing out to the end.

#critical role #jester #jester lavorre #beaujester #lavorregard #this got super long and took me a few hours #but anyways these are most of my feelings regarding queer jester

[unravelling-the-world]

random thoughts related to kagepro (tw for depression?? death?? suicide ?? implied ?? im not sure and idk what else read at ur own risk)

well idk lately ive been thinking a lot and ik ive uh always (? since i can remember?) have been depressed (i mean...it started around age 12...i dont really remember much before that. most of what i remember are bad moments anyways. or very specific scenes. but they dont feel mine. if that makes sense. its like remembering the scene from a movie.  back on track i guess idk well lately ive realized i actually kin some characters and lately ive...been relating a lot to shintaro kisaragi fromkagepro. i mean its ok. there´s always been that specific similarity in us (after all, how many characters in anime are as related to coca cola as shintaro //and me,,im literally a coca cola addict lmao// well anyways. after some days, this lead me to thinking...to a hidden memory within my brain, i guess. I remember introducing my then best friends, to kagepro. one told me haha he´s like u bc the coca cola!! and i think i just laughed and smiled? i truly didn´t see it? i was sad sure, but i couldnt really relate to him. after all, i was the leader of my own little group of 12 year old weebs,right? (i was also 12 btw) i didnt personally dislike shintaro but i didnt rly see myself in him yknow? also i have loved ayano from ever since i have memory so idk like she´s one of my biggest comfort characters and its weird bc if she was ´´real´´ idk if i could date her or anything but im just glad she exists bc it somehow comforts me a lot yeah anyways ayano essay for another time lol. anyways at this age my favorite characters in kagepro were ayano and konoha ( i still love them a lot) thing is, at this point in my life i didnt know/wasnt aware i was transgender but i already kinda liked he/him pronouns so i roleplayed a lot. online. i roleplayed as konoha obviously lmao and actually one of my irl friends related to shintaro ?? and i think we may have roleplayed lmao and stuff.... she even had a facebook account named shin hikkikomori or smth like that. anyways fast forward bc after being 12 a lot of stuff happened obviously. and none of that relates to kagepro until quite some time. i will mention some items that dont really relate to kagepro but marked moments in my friend group that may be relevant later on. Around 2016)? Some of my closest friends changed schools (but we kept contact) yet i still had a big group at school. But it got fragmented along the way. 2017 i went to Japan and formed a new, different friend group with people that even today, are dear to me. When i came back, my friend group fragmented more. I kept contact with other members of the old group but one on one, not as a group anymore. 2018 we graduated, and i broke up my realtionship with one of my former best friends (2016-2018) 2019 was a year of change, and even though i was afraid and shit got weird, i was not doing too bad. i will skip that. Well. Im sure we all know 2020 was a trainwreck, shit happened. i had a villain arc. I lost my shit,definetely. Ups, downs, whatever. 2021 has not been too different. However, even through everything, in early 2020, i kept close relationships with my friend group. as the year moved forward and the restrictions started lifting ( thank you government very cool <3 //ironically obviously, this is the reason this shit wont go away//) some of my friends saw each other irl and stuff, or talked about stuff i didn´t understand/didn´t want to hear while on discord. I felt alienated. I felt empty. I got mad at a friend for the first time, for something he said. I ended up isolating myself. A friend celebrated her birthday. She invited me and never excluded me, asked me a lot of things and asked to virtually include me. But that would just make me feel more alienated, wouldn´t it? I told her it was ok, i didn´t go. Honestly, I felt like a bother. I didn´t want to bother. I wasn´t okay, but i didn´t want to bother anyone, so i isolated myself. I had a very bad breakdown. lasted weeks. When I recovered, it wasn´t the same. It felt like everyone else was closer, while i drifted away. I kind of recconected with some of my friends from Japan after this. In the vacations, i felt like i reconnected with some friends just to drift away again later. However, i never could reconnect with one of my best friends. She never really got mad at me or anything ( i think) but we don´t really talk much anymore. We used to talk daily, be it actual talking, memes, anything. I don´t think we´ve actually talked in weeks. There´s nothing I can do. This year, another friend had a birthday, but I was so disconnected from everyone I didn´t even care. I mean. It´s all broken now, isn´t it? The other day I just started wondering. When did I start relating to Shintaro so much? I had always been like this, hadn´t I? Who am I, actually? Why do I relate so much now? It´s not just about the soda. I had lost friends before, but I never really felt like that. Sometimes I feel like I´ve lost everyone. In a one year span I became a hikkikomori. About a month ago, when I entered classes, I was recognized as Shintaro pfp and I admitted to kinning him to people i´d never talked to before (on chat) // I decided to go apeshit idc anymore about what anyone thinks of me// I had fun. I think I must´ve posted on my stories, because two different people told me they were the ene to my shintaro. I appreciated it. i mean it´s kinda true bc now that i´m only on the pc they do bother me online and try to get me to open up or get better but sometimes the just annoy me lmao but also not bc they all have their own particular lives and they all seem to be doing better than me. Still, my classmates are very nice and inclusive. But it´s not like im close to any of them I guess. I´m just alone now. I´m fucked up man....I don´t feel real anymore. I don´t really know who I am. I guess that´s why I find comfort in seeing a part of myself in Shintaro? But when did i turn out like this? Why didn´t I relate when I was younger? Well, I hadn´t really lost any friends back then. I now know how painful that is. How lonely it is to be alone even when there is people around. idk. and i´ve always been quiet. introverted. shy. a loser. yet now whenever i meet anyone i try to idk connect? but i cant. i wish i could be more evil. maybe it´d just be easier if everyone really, truly hated me. maybe i´d get the strength to actually kill myself then. it´s weird. i really see myself in route xx shintaro. I know that´s fucked up because I know how it ends. but truly, i was trying. I was healing, i think i was going somewhere. and i was trying to keep my newly formed renovated friend group together. I really was trying to. I didn´t mind if we had sub groups on the big group, but we were all there for each other. I tried my best. I felt like i belonged. but now im alone again. and this time there´s nothing i can do. if something, i´ve made it worse. and i keep making it worse. it´s weird. when i first got into kagepro, both shintaro and ayano felt like adults. i thought they were really, really big. im older than them now. now i know theyre not really adults. i get it. i still feel 18. after all, these last two years have been taken away from me. i didnt waste them myself this time.  i feel like a rotten 18 year old...when i listen to lost time memory, i just...get it. i always liked the song. i thought the story was so cool. when it first came out.. i still remember. iwas there. i waited for it. i loved it. i still do, but back then, i just saw it all as some really great and cool song. now i feel like i really, really get it. i love it even more. im hiding away in all my memories. but what is my true heart? what do i really want? i don´t know, i don´t know... If I'm 'wise' then, I can't face forward; I have no reason to so, I'll rot away instead It would be nice if time could be turned back. Years may pass but I'll never die I repeat hopeful words to myself, even though I know I still won't be able to reach you. "It doesn't matter, just die already!" I said as I clutched my wrist, simply cursing it. Unable to do anything, I merely indulged myself in life. "If summer can show me dreams, then let's go to before you were taken away" The days where I hid my embarrassment are illuminating upon the atmosphere and burning my mind. If I'm wishing for a dream that can't come true, then I'll embrace this blurry past and have a dream which I don't wake up from and naturally seclude myself from the outside world. "But that means you can't even see tomorrow?" I don't really care 'bout that, so it's ok I stained my hands in order to kill these boring days I'm choosing "solitude" after all A rotten boy at 18 today too, prayed again while clinging on to your colored smile Underneath the blazing sun Asking "Somehow, please take me away instead of leaving like this!" and my murmuring breath was quietly stopped

I guess i just wish someone could actually help me. take me out of this hole. Maybe some kind of closure would be nice. It´s not the same, though. I don´t have enough bravery in myself to actually kill myself. Mostly because of guilt. I can´t take the guilt of dissapointing everyone. I don´t want my parents to get hurt. I don´t want my bunny to miss me. Yet i wish everyday for it to be over. Lately, half of my dreams have been in Japan, with many friends, some who i met there, some who have never been there. Yet my brain shows me the dreams before it was all taken away. I think one of my favorite parts of the day is dreaming. I like to sleep simply because I dream. And i sleep very few. mayb bc i hate myself? I still barely indulge in life. I do anything to stay distracted. If i think, it all goes to shit. it all does. like now. Heh. it´s funny. I guess no one is truly my ene, because no one actually knows how mentally fucked up i got these past months. No one knows how badly i´ve been treating myself and how badly i´ve been doing. Still, i can´t tell anyone but scream it into the tumblr void. No one has to keep up with my shit. No one has to take care of me. After all, it was I who chose solitude. It was me who kept them away. But I don´t get a second choice. I don´t get a change of routes if things go sour. And i guess I don´t get to get a mentally fucked up friend group where I belong for a second time. Once was good enough, wasn´t it? I.. Even when I wasnt as deep as i am now (again) into kagepro, ive always wanted to die on August 15. It holds meaning to me now as well. Every year I used to ask people to go out with me that day. I know im not brave enough to kill myself. I always hoped for a lil miracle i guess. Last year was the first year...I didn´t do anything. I just... I just hope this year i can make it. I hope the miracle happens this year....I can only hope......its too late for me to be saved, isn´t it? I never thought it´d be like this. I don´t get closure. I don´t get goodbyes. I am left behind on a world that keeps moving. I am nothing.

#long post #hinatalks #we live in a society #fr fr #when i die....if god is real..i´ll end this once and for all. all of it #i am left with nothing but pain and anger.... i cant even feel anymore. i think i forgot how to

[legolasgoldy]

NAME: Goldy

MUN FC: I dont use one, and no one looks like me. Um. Hypothetically, if i could use vintage mlp gifs to answer mun asks for me i would XD dont know if that counts

GENDER: female 

HEIGHT: 5′2″

HAIR COLOR:  I need to dye it again, but blonde. It was rose gold strawberry-ish blonde it faded out tho. 

EYE COLOR: Hazel

RELATIONSHIP STATUS: Pitiful XD

SEXUALITY: demisexual / ???

BIRTHDAY: Dec 4th

ZODIAC SIGN: Sagittarius 

NATIONALITY:  American

TIMEZONE:  EST

HOBBIES: Writing, crafts, art, reading some, collecting vintage toys!, also collecting vintage comics.

# OF SIBLINGS: 1 Half Brother. Same dad. 

# OF PETS: .................................... 17 cats. Its temporary. Anyone need a kitten? XD

CURRENTLY HAVE A JOB: No.. but trying to get one.

FAVORITE COLOR: Pearly pink, like the color of pink silk. Also purple. If clear sparkly was a color, it would be my fave.

FAVORITE SINGER/BAND: I dont have, I just like a lot. Couldnt choose one. 

LAST SONG LISTENED TO: We’re not Gonna Take It- Twisted Sister

CURRENTLY LISTENING TO: Was listening to Twisted Sister, trying to find something else to listen to/watch XD

LAST MOVIE WATCHED:  Um.. The Secret World of Arrietty. I had a Studio Ghibli marathon last week. I dont think ive watched anything since.

FAVORITE BOOK:  This is always a hard question, I dont even know. I have so many. My heart will always love Unicorns of Balinor, i read it in like.. the 4th grade maybe, long time ago and loved the whole series its what got me into reading more. As far as adult me tho, I really love my comic books and WAIT yea nvm, anything tolkien is my fave. Ill say thats the number one XD

LAST BOOK READ:   Caraval ( which was really funny and strange)

CURRENTLY READING: Im halfway through a lot of things, but i dont think im all the way through Caraval so ima say that.

BEST SCHOOL SUBJECT:  highschool Art ( my college didnt have anything but art history and the teacher was terrible), history ( both highschool and college, aside from one class. Thats right im looking at your Mr. Lennel X’D), science (highschool science, college science was.. informative but awful), college English. 

MAC OR PC:   PC

DAY OR NIGHT:  Im gonna say both, bc i love both for different reasons.

SUMMER OR WINTER: hmmm. Summer if i could go to the beach. I do like winter tho. Ima choose summer if i can go to the beach tho I havent been in years i just wanna go XD

MOST-VISITED WEBSITE:  Tumblr, youtube, and probs etsy. 

Tagged by: @blind-mutant Thank you! <3

Tagging: @mikhailvalhidris, @driftinglightofthewoods, @truesanguinesoul, @admirable-mairon, @bouncingbeleg, @justadutchperson

#Thank youu!! #I was tagged #about the mun

[theradicalscrivener]

Greetings from Texas

So I mentioned in my last journal that I was probably going to be moving soon. Well soon happened sooner than I had anticipated. We had a buyer for the house literally the first day it was on the market so things were really hectic. Even before the house was put on the market things were hectic for the aforementioned health scare with my mom and the whole having to do a lot of repairs on the house to get it market ready. I spent most of my free time when I wasn't at work or at school just doing work on the house.

So for those who are confused about what is going on I'll take a step back. So a few months ago my mom got really sick. She was in and out of the hospital for a solid month or three. Lots of trouble with blood clots all over her body but particularly in both lungs. She was so bad off that she couldn't keep her current job and so had to start working from home. Without her income we couldn't afford to keep living in California and so my dad started looking for a place in Texas which is both a lot cheaper to live and more convenient for his work. He travels all over for his work but hes mostly based around the midwest and Mexico. My dad and my mom took a trip to Texas a month or so ago to check out potential houses and in the process my mom was in a major accident and was hospitalized for almost a month. In the course of the accident she snapped her clavicle and broke her sternum into 3 separate pieces. All that damage was done by the seatbelt which makes you wonder how much worse it could have been had she not been strapped in. Since my dad had to spend a lot of the time on the road for work I was kind of in charge of not just my two jobs, my classwork, and fixing the house. I also was caring for my mom who was once again bedridden for weeks. That's why I've been too busy to really do anything for the past few months.

Anyway. Shes doing much better now. Shes still in a lot of pain and cant do like any lifting but shes able to get around at least. My semester ended like a week and a half ago. Then I packed up and moved to Texas a week after that. I was on the road for a good 3 days. I literally worked my last day at target, loaded up what little bit ingadnt already packed into the car. And hit the road that same afternoon and I got into town like 3 days ago. I'm slowly unpacking and getting settled in. Now I've got to figure out what to do for work because I got screwed pretty hard by target on the way out.

The original plan was to just transfer to a store out here so I could keep my benefits. I was working with the HR lady for a few weeks before I left and I was trying to get approved to take a few weeks of vacation and then I could see the area up here and figure out which store I could easily get to out here because I didnt know the area. I could Google map the area and find the stores that were close as far as the map was concerned but seeing it on a map and actually driving are two different things. Anyway the HR lady refused to give me any time off and told me straight up that my only option was to out my two weeks in and then transfer to a new store and get reinstated at my current rate. I begrudgingly agreed and figured she knew what she was talking about. Fast forward to this week. I get into Texas. I call the old target and ask if there was any news on the transfer and she straight up tells me that she hasn't done anything about the transfer and in fact won't do anything about the transfer because "you dont work for us anymore" to add insult to injury she told me that if I tried to ask them for a reference I would get a negative review because I was a no call no show for my last day of work which is bullshit because I had put in my 2 weeks weeks in advance and I should never have been put on that schedule in the first place. I told her repeatedly that there was no way I could work that shift because I would literally not be in the state during that week. Anyway. Kind of a sour way to end my work career there. I had been with the company since high school and then just kinda got screwed really hard.

Anyway I still have my CPA assistant gig which is a solid $800 a month but that's not enough to live off of especially with the money I put on my credit card for the move. I had to do a lot of work on my car to get it road ready so that was a few thousand out of pocket.

On the plus side things should finally start chilling out. I'm slowly getting settled and learning the lay of the land. I'm getting registered for classes next semester at the local college while I get more of my credits in order to get into the masters program. I will hopefully be getting back into writing this week although I still don't have hardwired internet here. I just have a wifi router which gets the job done but my PC doesnt have wifi support so I either need a wifi dongle for that or to finish wiring the house for ethernet before I can do anything on my PC. I have my laptop but it's much smaller than i am used to typing on so I would kinda prefer not to use that for writing.