#I can't fucking concentrate

[gethimbackpdf]

why are the fireworks so loud😭

#i can't fucking concentrate #and i need to study bc 10th std board exam in a few months👍 #I get that it's their choice they can celebrate however they want but i have a headachw now and the noise isn't helping

[kenanda]

it's 10pm and I'm ITCHING to go for a jog. what the fuck

#nanda's ramblings #if you're thinking about starting to exercise routinely #beware that this is what's going to happen to your brain #sudden bouts of pent up energy that will have you clawing at the walls wanting to go out and just RUN #fun fact: i exercised this morning #a whole fucking lot #i still have enough energy for another workout #I can't fucking concentrate #i might have to run myself RAGGED in tomorrow's workout

[cult-of-the-eye]

Obsessed with the idea of Jon seeing ghost boy come out of a book and his first thought being shit he's hot

#he's genuinely devastated by this realisation #cause this whole time he was imagining him as like just some guy #and now he can't concentrate on getting his answers #cause his brain short circuits every time he opens his mouth #tma #the magnus archives #jonathan sims #gerry keay #jongerry #i think thats all there would be to it tho #just like a fleetin oh fuck he's hot

[jackshiccup]

re-reading chapter 15 of otnwas and my god the mental gymnastics hiccup was going through (while on a training drill and hiking through the snow btw) to try and convince himself that he didn't like jack and was only drawn to him bc jack was a good person...... my brother in thor ..... do i have news for u....

#he's literally so fucking funny and silly #CONCENTRATE ON THE DRILL MAN #i couldn't stop giggling like let's be serious for a second hic #u guys literally just experienced the 'there was only one bed' trope a few hours ago ... #otnwas #of the northmost winds and skies #this fic is everything srry i can't move on #hijack #jackshiccup text

[soppsop]

i just rememberd adhd meds exist and now im upset because i could have that if it wasn't for that freakin neurologyst we went to see that told us it was impossible that i could have adhd because i have good grades in school. literally the ONLY question he asked me and immediately said it was impossible. we spent like 5 minutes there. he could've at least... explained something???? anything?????? and now i'd feel bad about asking my parents to see another neurologist because that costs a lot of money :((

#now im just unable to concentrate on anything and feeling very worthless #ok gonna start rambling here a bit #vent? -> #i'm just not good at anything except drawing. everything is hard and i don't think i'm capable of getting a job and contributing to society #in any way except drawing. my self worth is being held almost entirely by my ability to draw. #but i'm also incredibly slow and unproductive and it's so hard sitting down and starting a drawing and finishing that drawing #drawing is the thing that makes me feel alive and feel good about myself so when i can't draw i just feel really awful #i just wish i could concentrate and work and be productive man. why do i have so much stuff going on in my brain. why is everything so hard #sadge 😔😔 #ok gonna try to draw i hope something cool comes out or i'm throwing my computer out the window and playing videogames #oh also another neurologist once told me depression can't be caused by school #i'm pretty sure it can but idk im not a doctor #what is up with these neurologists man #i know it's gonna get better tho. life might suck but i *am* a teenager and it's only gonna go up from here. #im still learning about myself and stuff. also no school next year that's gonna be awesome #don't wanna end on a sad note bc life is good actually #and i'm fucking amazing at drawing

[teruel-a-witch]

as i'm waiting for my new tablet to arrive i'm reminded why i don't shop online ever and hate paying in advance for something i haven't been able to hold in my hands yet.

it's starting to seem like it won't arrive before my birthday tomorrow so i am officially livid. i specifically picked a store that wasn't far away and promised delivery on the 28 at the earliest but it looked like they only shipped it on the 28th judging by the status 😒 the one time I order a gadget online instead of going directly to a store and this happens. birthday officially ruined.

#i am genuinely so livid i've been livid for days #i ordered a week in advance it should have arrived it's only from moscow to saint petersburg #i was checking the status update and it hadn't changed for the first 3 days after creating the order #so it's not that they failed to deliver at the earliest date it's that they didn't even try #i tell you i haven't been this mad in a long time i am fuming #sorry im not the best conversationalist when im like this #it looks like the case will arrive from another country faster than fucking moscow #ugh there's a reason everyone hates moscow #im so livid im shaking i tell you #i can't concentrate #this is pointless but i needed to vent #also explain why i might be in such a shitty mood for my birthday #which is tomorrow #it was the only thing i was looking forward to #i was this close to cancelling the order on like 26th or 27th to order from a different store #but i was afraid they will take too long to return the money (could be like a week) so yeah #i know i chose badly but they were promising 28th and i naively thought they would deliver #other stores' window was from 29th #i know it's stupid but it really has ruined my birthday cause it's all i can think about

[svogliata-mente]

i should have dropped out and started a scam self help course like my second degree cousin

#truly the world is unfair and i'm bored out of my mind with this fucking exam even if i keep miserably failing i can't concentrate :////////

[cookinguptales]

what the heck, TIL it's wildly affordable to rent out an entire movie theater. seeing prices between $100-500 depending on the size, location, and whether you want to watch a current movie. you can apparently hook up video game systems, too, and have a giant mario party night with your friends or something.

idk why I thought it'd be like $1000 minimum or something... like if you're going with enough people, it could even be cheaper to see a private screening than to all get tickets...

I saw one person say that every year they have a Christmas party with their friends and family and they rent out a theater to watch a Christmas movie. they all bring Christmas snacks and the theater is like $100 total. that's wild to me.

#I tend to see movies on off-times when I can because I hate how often people talk and use cell phones these days #I can't concentrate on anything or hear what the characters are saying when people do that #the idea of being able to rent out an entire theater when you want to see a movie is like... #that's what I would do if I were a billionaire lmao fuck buying twitter or whatever #just sit there in the middle of an empty theater like nicole kidman #I bet then you could have them put on the closed captioning too #The Dream #have a halloween party where I just rent out a theater with all of my friends and force them to watch paranorman #or having a universal monsters movie marathon or something #so freaking fun #I love going to the movies lmao

[misspoetree]

#these polls are way too much fun #I can't concentrate on fucking work because of them 💀😂🙈 #kinnporche the series #kinnporsche costumes #kinnporsche polls

[ex0rin]

me when someone leaves long and wonderfully thirsty tags on a gifset i've made of two blorbos who should definitely fuck:

SAY MORE RIGHT NOW dot gif

#this is about butchie #surprising absolutely no one #i am spiraling #so fucking hard #I can't even concentrate at work rn #butchie #boring text posts

[cecilyacat]

Hands up who's also having the worst work week ✋ 🙃

#my actual life #i am so fucking tired #i kept messing up tests for our software #i can't concentrate #i didn't realise a meeting was moved from monday to today and so i just missed it completely #also didn't realise i accidentally spilled period blood in the bathroom and they sent an email around to all women in the office #telling us to clean up after ourselves and now i want to die of embarrassment #and i just. want. to. sleep #100% the test with the customer tomorrow is not going to go smoothly #let's hope I finally sleep better tonight or i might start crying in the meeting :) #(this is even more fun because as always i will be the only woman involved...)

[ieatnomnom9823]

enjoy a peice of shit i drew at 1 am last night

help

#it fucking sucks #i couldn't get the right lighting or concentration #i had to use crayola markers #also my handwriting changed for like the 4th time this year #don't read the jeans #i got carried away and started swearing and saying a lot of obscene shit #also i was too stupid to come up with an actual bad word so i keyboard smashed with my pencil #i bet you can tell the fact how old i am from this picture alone #this doesn't deserve to actually be tagged it's correct tags #i suck at art #btw idk how to use correct puncuation #traditional art #i hate it #why does it look like that #:( sigh #i stayed up so long and i can't even take the picture right #i even got a cut on my leg for stabbing myself with a pencil #it was dark don't judge me #send help #i dont know what to put here #drawing #my artwork #i'll let you try to fugure whatever the fuck is going on in this picuter #jokes on you it's too shitty #that's not even their actual designs #it just runs along with my weird ass teen headcanons i made up at 3 am a few weeks ago #failure

[torifuckingspring]

it's funny

#it's really funny #i just realized why i can't ever concentrate or remember stuff #my brain kinda shuts itself when i start to feel things and shit #and when i'm stressed and stuff it just kinda do that #but it doesn't just shut the part that feels stuff #it shuts down that whole thing #so i usually sleep as well #wow great discoveries #i am this close to cutting open my fucking face somebody save me #lol i'm not having fun

[if-th3n-else]

I can't begin to tell you how many times this week I've been thinking about Doctor Who... My brain hasn't been hijacked by fandom stuff for so long, I low-key feel more alive but I also can't focus on any other shit 😭

#dw #like when I have my attention on stuff at work and all it's good #but the second my brain wanders #it's all fucking doctor who #and the worst best part #is that 80% of this is just #rose fucking tyler #my woman wasn't even here #but she holds such a power on me #that when i think about the show #i think as much of her as i think of the doctor #i just can't dissociate them 😭😭😭 #the other 20% are just my brain randomly going 'donna donna donna donna' #try to focus with that #rtd has permanently damaged my brain y'all 😭😭😭😭 #(wish i had time to make gifsets but also i need to concentrate on one idea first)

[non-un-topo]

The irony of trying to start a "pain journal" but being too fatigued and having too much brain fog from said pain to start one

#is that irony? idk. i can't think. #i try so hard not to get crabby when i'm in pain like i genuinely try so so hard to be kind and patient #posting this on fb not to make my parents feel bad but also maybe to show them how bad this is #far as i know i don't have scoliosis like my dad. i was checked growing up. but there has to be some kind of curve #and at this point i will not tolerate anyone telling me it's just posture because it canNOT be just posture now. #i wake up in pain now. at the moment it's so bad i was just crying and waddling and pacing #it's my spine right in my mid-back. like where my bottom ribs connect to my spine #trying to stretch. took some naproxen 3 hours ago and it genuinely did nothing. put some tiger balm on #does tiger balm make anyone else drowsy??? or is that just brain fog from the pain? #fatigue and brain fog are things i literally just realized. like this whole time i thought i was just a lazy person #needing to lie down for most of the day unable to concentrate on even fucking reading. #but no it turns out when you're in pain every day all day for at least 11 years it makes you foggy and exhausted. #the more you know #literally drag me by the hair to a doctor because i cannot do it. i cannot be told to just Do yOgA and go on birth control or w/e #if you're afab it's always gotta be your period huh. that's a physician's only answer.

[iliterallydecepticanteven]

It's not okay to tell someone to kill themselves but it is okay to tell a $21k piece of equipment to kill itself because it told you it needed a chemical it has never needed before and you can't do anything until you get it that chemical even if it means you gotta special order that shit and oh my fucking god why the fuck would a cell imager need fucking sodium hydroxide for its cleaning cycle!!!!!!

#not tf #my ramblings #i just can't i got sent on a wild goose chase for this shit #and the most annoying part is i couldnt find strong enough concentration #then i found some and had to dilute it #its such a fucking pain in the ass