When TSC comes out I'm either not going to shut the fuck up or you won't hear from me for a week because I'll be staring at the wall contemplating the futility of our existence.
The last fast-pass of WFA was really something, WFA I have been rocking with you for a long time now and I even turned a blind eye to you slandering Talia, but even I can’t forgive you if you used the narrative that fanon!Tim’s stans created when it comes to him and Damian.
Having Tim being the the mature smart leader while Damian is the reckless overly-violent kid in part 1 already raised a red flag to me, you better not double down on it in part 2 next week by infantilizing Tim’s grown ass and having someone in the Batfamily siding with him and telling telling Damian that he has apologize to Tim or something like that.
i genuinely hope the show ends with Ted just ripping everyone apart. not even in a mean way but in a “he’s been taking everything bad that happens to him in a horribly positive way and he’s about to explode” kind of way
Next doodle is an adorable bunny Red for the one and only @lycovore !! Look at this tsuntsun bunbun and dare tell me that he didn’t 100% deserve to win the AU poll!! ♥♥♥
So, i finally finished re-watching umbrella academy season 2 to prepare for the new season 3, and man do i still wish that Ray would have been able to go with the siblings to the future.
He was such an amazing character and he would have been a great addition with his level headedness to “try” and balance out the other’s chaotic energy and over all “herding of cats” nature. I feel like Ray and Five would have had some very interesting talks on philosophy and other topics and hell maybe even Ray and Klaus. Plus, i really, REALLY, would have loved to have seen his reaction to them seeing Ben and Allison stating “Last brother, I promise” (reason why i wrote that line in my story in the first place cause I wanted it to manifest gosh darn it).
I get why he was left behind because it was the time period he grew up in and he has the movement he can’t abandon and I totally respect that and his decision, but I truly would have loved to have seen more of Ray.
(I would have loved to have seen more with Sissy too, but I knew Harlan was gonna be a key factor for season 3 long before I started watching season 3--currently finished episode 2 of the new season, so, good to know I was correct in my assumptions--so, I knew Sissy and Harland were a definite no on going to the future).
Honestly, even if he wasn’t married to Allison, I still would have wanted Ray to go with them all, but since he WAS married to Allison, him going would have been been a bonus because I absolutely adored their dynamic together; they were a power couple that I wished didn’t have to be separated the way they had.
I just want and need Allison to be happy, and this poor woman has lost her child AND her husband and Allison definitely deserves to snap at some point. I can see the stirrings of a break down coming for her and while it’s going to be extremely sad to watch, it will also be totally understandable.
More thoughts on season 3 will come when i get a chance to watch more of it over the weekend, but let me just say HOLY COW with what I've seen so far.
I’ll be doing my thoughts on it all in a separate post, and I know I'm extremely late to the party of watching season 3 and spazzing out over it with everyone else in the fandom. However, I will ask if I should tag for spoilers or if it’s been long enough since it’s been out to not have to worry about it anymore?
Idk how present I'm gonna be here this month, it's a busy time for me normally and also the depression has been creeping back in. This is normal. It'll pass, but I just might not be here for a bit while I get through it. I woke up feeling hungover today (I don't ever drink that much) and it's literally just from stress/depression. This place makes me happy, y'all make me happy, so I'll be around soaking in that but I might not reply, or post or engage much. I hate when this happens but it does pass with time.
the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again
so my younger cousin is flying in to visit from brazil on sunday, and will be staying here for like, the entirety of july. which, don't get me wrong, is super cool! i love the kid! but it felt like a super weird move, considering his parents are the SUPER strict and borderline helicopter parents. even the smallest prank/roughousing with him/his little sister would lead to a strict talking to from his parents, he couldn't ever do anything without their clear permission, that sort of stuff. so letting him fly at alone at 16 to a whole different country and stay there for a whole month seemed WILDLY out of character. additionally, it just felt like a super last-minute trip. it's not like we have any plans to do when he gets here, and the flight itself and stuff only got booked like, midway through june.
and i was talking to my mom about it, kind of trying to nudge some answers out of her, and after a while she went, "yeah, i think they're sending him over here to get away for his boyfriend. see if the distance breaks them off." which, first of all, surprised me because last i checked, they didn't KNOW he had a boyfriend. literally everyone in the family did EXCEPT for them because while that entire side of the family being semi-conservative, his parents (mostly his dad) are EXTREMELY old-fashioned. so clearly something already went wrong. and considering the only reason the rest of the family knew is because one person found out and it spread like wildfire, i have a sneaking suspicion he wasn't the one to tell them, either.
and second of all. they're sending him HERE. to try to make him forget his homosexuality. i couldn't do anything but just wordlessly gesture to the multiple pride flags scattered around my room, then to myself, because really? he has like two other cousins in the us and they're sending him to me? honey i am about to introduce this kid to queer scenes you have never even heard of. he'll be returning home with labels only shrimp can perceive