#I WANT IT I NEED IT I MUST CONSUME IT

[revenantghost]

Same podcast with with Trigun Stampede producer Yoshihiro Watanabe, and to once again quote him:

“For Trigun, i definitely want to do some sort of (video) game, and we’ve talked to a couple companies, so we’ll see what comes through.”

LET’S FUCKING GOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!

#Trigun #Trigun Stampede #Tristamp #I WANT IT I NEED IT I MUST CONSUME IT #WHAT IF THEY GET THE SAME COMPOSER?! #AND THEY CAN WORK WITH THE ALREADY EXISTING MODELS?!?! #AhhhhhhhHHHHHHHH

[aimasup]

throws up my hands in mock resignation but also a hint of frustration Okay Valentino is a cool villain I guess

He's like. Genuinely unsettling. Wish the show struck a better balance with his character sometimes (like sometimes when he's onscreen I have to skip over because I feel queasy and sometimes he's so unsubtle he feels more like a prop than a guy who's going to be a Huge Deal in s2)

#why yes I have been reading some phenomenal fanfiction lately #a lesser me would be agonising over my inability to ever come close to matching the #masterfully characterised works of these talented WORD WEAVERS #but envy is a spoilt housepest and we must spend less time unleashing it upon new targets #instead let's talk about how these fics discovered its possible?? #to write Val as not only a 3dimensional character but a deeply horrifying person to WITNESS #to depict how he thinks and what he wants and what he contributes to the people around him #while acknowledging that his actions are supremely messed up #also without dumbing whatever the fuck is wrong with him down to just 'can't do math and needs a sippycup' #those jokes are funny but he's also a dealmaker #he doesn't need to be studied under a microscope! he needs to be gawked at in abject horror! Oh the Potential! #he needs to tell us more about how depraved hell can be by linking us to a portion of the culture full of the dead who cannot die! #anyways. rant over. uh I think I like valentino now? in the same way I like the old man villain from hunchback of notre dame. #just. (gestures) what is this dude. ew. oh my god #my post #personal stuff #hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel valentino #is this anything #again I am entrenching on dangerous territory of 'expectations for this media I consume' #he really doesn't need to be written all shakespearean-like #too attached mayhaps #delete later #honestly worried that if the show does reveal his backstory or whatever it'll try to paint him in a sympathetic light #and then the online arguments will be a headache for a month #villain with tragic backstory ≠ sympathetic villain

[to-be-a-dreamer]

“Separate the art from the artist” is what you say when you still find joy in art that was created by a person who has done something harmful, but their art isn’t directly tied to their actions as a person, so you find ways to privately enjoy it without directly supporting them. It is not something you say to make yourself feel better about directly financially supporting a person who admitted to physical domestic abuse (which is an actual literal crime that people go to jail for, not some kind of petty internet discourse that a notes app apology can fix) just because you can’t stand to let go of your favorite mediocre white boy.

A streamer is not the kind of artist you can separate from the art. Music is another thing but if you’re able to listen to a man sing about being a toxic partner while knowing what he’s done you may need to spend some time unpacking that. And if you’re one of the people who found comfort in using his content as a form of escapism before you knew about all of this, I’m sorry and I know this must be hard to come to terms with but that’s something you need to deal with in private and it’s not an excuse to continue giving a platform to an abuser.

Always believe victims and go support Shelby! She’s been my favorite Minecraft content creator for years and she’s amazing at what she does! Her YouTube and streaming content is great and I’m also a big fan of her work on Kollok 1991 and The Unleashed, which are TTRPG shows if that’s something you’re into! Kollok is a lot more gritty and definitely not PG (think Stranger Things but with more of a horror element) and the Unleashed is like a comic-book super heroes series that’s a little more similar vibes to her usual content. (Featuring an all LGBTQ+ cast and GMed by Aabria Iyengar!) The Unleashed is pretty short for a TTRPG series and a great place to start if you’ve never seen that kind of thing before!

#tw abuse #cw abuse #shubble #shelby shubble #not the kind of thing i usually talk about but I’ve seen too many people misusing that phrase and it simply must be said #the number of people who have said they don’t care what he’s done they’re still going to support him is disgusting #‘I went to therapy I’m better now’ is a shit apology and you all know it #are there ways to consume his music without directly supporting him? #definitely but the majority of people saying this aren’t intending on doing that #wilbur soot #I don’t even want to tag him but I know that’s where the people who need to be told this are

[floorpancakes]

i love my weird gf so much (mabu from sarazanmai) he is so strange. weird little man

#hES SO GOOD EVERYONE MUST LOVE HIM NOW #he ate pancakes off the floor and it changed my life #i was just like ohhh hes so weird i need him #this is official art obviously i cannot draw like this #sarazanmai #hoping that everyone that likes holic falls in love with him by proxy #because he shares A LOT in common traits wise with a certain somebody #wife wife wife wife wife #thinking about my hypothesis that all dark haired glasses boys are freaks in the bedroom and how he kinda proves it right #hes so devoted to his boyfriend slash husband to the point of (SPOILER) and (SPOILER) #and the way he wants to cook for reo only to the point he gets hilariously mad and needy when other people eat his cooking is so funny #oghhh i love him sm #wife loving hours #its him...THE floor pancakes consumer

[healingheartdogs]

I have made a grave error, a horrible, awful, truly terrible mistake.

(I have POTS and I stood up from my seat at a normal speed and stretched.)

#pots #potsie #the real mistake was actually choosing to take my beta blockers a few hours late #because I REALLY REALLY wanted to enjoy some grapefruit juice with my meal when i woke up #sometimes sacrifices must be made for the sake of satisfying your tastebuds #in case you didnt know grapefruit deactivates MOST meds #so you shouldnt consume it after taking your meds for the day #and if you have grapefruit before your meds you need to wait a couple hours after until you take your meds #unfortunately grapefruit is one of my favorite foods and my absolute favorite fruit juice so choices were made today lol #also if you're like me and have ADHD then similar rules apply with vitamin C in general #dont consume vitamin c within a few hours before or after taking your ADHD meds or they won't work

[ender1821]

The urge to write a whole character analysis for life series Pearl is eating me alive

#my brain is wholly consumed by brainrot like please ignore the pile of shinyduo and galaxyduo analyses and ficlets I have drafted #something about how a moon must orbit a planet or another celestial body that isn’t a star #something about how a dog brings its owner a dead bird as a sign of affection #something about how she never wanted to win she just wanted company #something about how all she needed was another to accept her love and how little of it she has for herself #just. AUGH. #pearlescentmoon #she just Alters my brain chemistry so much

[hybbat]

You ever have the specific extention of the food texture 'tism where you aren't hungry and you don't really wanna eat but you do want the experience of eating certain foods in a certain way?

Like I don't wanna eat noodles but I do have the worst need to slurp up some udon and bok choy steamed in the heat of its own soup. Wanna crack open some crab legs and swirl them in garlic butter rn. The crunchy exterior and the soft but lumpy interior of a tater tot sounds real good right about now. Creating the correct combo from a cheese board. Pulling the tail off a prawn or cracking open nuts is a requirement in the consumption process otherwise they aren't as delicious.

#why must we be cursed to need food for sustenance and get full #its 1 am and i neither need nor want to eat but i cant stop thinking about how wonderful a bowl of udon is to consume #can i not have a dq cake just for the sake of measuring out the perfect fork slice

[kyouka-supremacy]

WAIT YOU AREN'T AMERICAN???

#Sorry akdbrvekkdbrjekbdke this is just. not the first time I receive an ask of this kind and I really can't figure what makes this idea– #come across and how to stop it akdmbrkskdbbeksbdbeksk #I am. very much not. Besides I feel like my English is super broke so I thought at least *that* would give it away!!! #people asks me stuff #It's just. There's a big modern cultural colonization by the usa of my and other European countries– #which... Eh... Doesn't make me... Well... Uh... Very fond of the usa to put it that way #And I KNOW it's unfair towards the people and I love all of my friends from the usa deeply and truly #But like. I totally get this is just a small thing but like... It's hard to explain. #But you need to understand the influence the usa has on Europe is BAD. And at least in my country it's utterly terrible. #And it's more of an extension of a deep capitalist structure than all usa's fault but like... My country is currently undergoing a– #privatization of healthcare and education following a blatantly american model which is BAD. There's like one (1) thing that our country– #has going on which is free healthcare and some of the current leaders want to change that just because for them if that's how it works in– #the usa then it must be good. It's bad. it's screwed up. Once every year someone brings up making of the country a federal state– #like what the fuuuuuck what is wrong with everyone. Not to mention all the media we consume comes directly from the usa and contributes– #spreading the idea the usa is on top of the world and all other countries are underdeveloped compared to them. You see why it's bad #But like. God this is an awful and faulted way to reduce an extremely complex subject I really can't dwell on because an entire thesis– #could be written on it. But there's a huge cultural colonization in Europe that makes people feel like there's no possible alternative to– #late stage american capitalism which is sooooooo so so so fucked up. #Because capitalism wins the moment people start believing no alternative is possible

[izzy-b-hands]

Reminder that if the first thing I see on a blog new to following me are even vaguely positive posts abt h*rry p*tter, I'm gonna assume ur a t/erf/transphobic and immediately block u

Shout-out to the person this morning who liked one of my fics on here, followed me, then when i went to their blog literally the only post was something abt h p. Had me really excited (new person reading!) then really sad (they're most likely a transphobe) in the space of less than a minute before I blocked them. Hence this reminder that tbh I really didn't think I'd ever need to make but. Here we are.

(said as someone who read the books as a kid and at the time did v much have them as a big part of my life so like. I see the angle of nostalgia/rose tinted lenses that many claim, but the thing is that joanne is a piece of shit who wants ppl like me dead so fuck nostalgia, fuck her, fuck her books, there are far better authors and books out there to read/support/make a major part of ur life if ur so inclined.)

#censoring the bits i did so it doesn't wind up in those tags #I feel incredibly weird and uncomfortable making this post bc i fully anticipate another deluge of nasty msgs in the inbox as a result #I don't have anon on but you'd be shocked at the amount of ppl who don't care and will say the nastiest stupidest shit w/their url attached #but at the same time i do want ppl to know even tho this seems it should be obvious to me lmao #so. yeah. this was an uncomfortable thing to wake up to! I really wish they'd been chill bc i did get excited for a new reader but #I don't want a new reader if they're also someone who supports the sentient pile of shit that is j/kr #tbh this has happened at least once before and i still really wanna ask them like #u like my writing but must not like trans folks like me so. u want me dead but still want to consume my art? the fuck is that? #never will get an answer on it bc it likely wouldn't be worth the time or headache to ask but. anyway #i need to get up and get dishes done so when Housemate gets home we can hang out & i can maybe get some writing done

[bcneheaded]

ALSO IDK IF I SHARED ELDCN R/NG STUFF but that is my current obsession so i

her name is Cyg (Cygnatratus,,, bc i am ,,, a nerd,,,, and like to make things Mean Things [a play on how the dragons names work! her name is a mixture of words that means 'black swan' essentially jfjfjfhd]) she's a prisoner subclass (and all that comes w it yea) and a draconian <3 playing heavily in the dragon blood thing, wants to purify her blood or whatever jfsdfhsdjf idek!! if thats possible but she sure as hell wants to try (probably why she was imprisoned all those years ago,,, smthng to do with her seeking some kind of forbidden power) ANYWAY she's a little Havoc Wreaking gremlin who did NOT need the flame of ambition at all but now she has it and she's never been so terrifyingly Laser Focused on power FDGFDG anyway tldr, as a good friend of mine once said..... We support women's rights and women's wrong here... she just happens to have a lot of Wrongs

#( ooc ) #( tbd ) #my brain is FRIED . yes still #from these past few weeks but waves a hand a lil #i could describe her better (but alas I am well aware No One Asked and i dont have the brain power HFDSGYHFJD) #tldr to that tldr: draconian lady want be like dragon <3 but not like just by consuming dragon hearts (tho she will) #also probably will snag the throne OR do the frenzied flame thing ngl #also that hug......... she has probably NEVER been hugged or cant remember any hugs ever so like #inhales deeply... exhales heavily #she really needed it and did Not Know #bless u fia... sorry for what i must do HYGHJF #The ONE and ONLY time Cyg has felt.... Subdued. #amazing. terrifying. she both liked it and hopes it never happens again #while simultaneously hoping it happens again fjfjsjdf #also feel the need to say-- do i love this game? yes. am i good at it #NOT AT ALL gfdgDF #also x like 4.... yes..... that is a nasty burn scar on her face #what is it from? probably fire or lightning LOL.... #is it from a dragon? potentially #is it from fighting? also probably #just in general #did it stop her? abso-fucking-lutely not

[2nobwaffles]

FACEPALMING DOG

#snobrambles #I MUST CONSUME SOMETHING #BUT I SHLULD ALSO SLEEP #ITS #5 AM #UEUEUUEEU #BUT I NEED TO HANG THE LAUNDRY TOO #man #ok i go eat the floorboards now bye #whay is a floorboard anywya #is it like #floor tiles #omg i want to watch horror game playthroughs #ITS SO COLD #BLANKET I CALL YOU #ok i go now fr bye

[lookedlikethebins]

god HOW could I forget peanut has another performance tonight

#yes eventually this joke will get old BUT i sort of love talking about peanut like he's the ONLY one there #like this is his dance recital or something #yeah yeah yeah the breathing version is there doing his WHATEVER artsy pensive schtick cool #HOW IS PEANUT HOW IS MY BOY #He's just... like #you cant show me a grown man who is so openly vulnerable and empathetic and TRYING to be good and better... #KISS A VERSION OF HIMSELF ON THE TEMPLE and HOLD HIM with the care you'd hold a small child #and not expect me to so ride or die for the external version of what is essential Every Part Of Yourself You Want To Protect and Nurture #Before The Rest Of The World Consumes It #LIKE #L I KE #i love peanut bc damn bitch we all need a peanut (of ourselves) #okay okay im done now sorry #you know what to do lmk what happens if there is something crazy I must sleep #del #satvb #keeping tabs on satvb

[luobingmeis]

lrb i think something very. interesting. that has cropped up from the push for “good pure moral media” is that it has simultaneously brought the “push for representation” movement—something that is good and should be promoted bc all different types of people should be represented in media, not just the white/cis/het/able-bodied—to this idea that media should at all times be Representative. like maybe it’s just a slight difference but i think a lot abt that post that occasionally goes around that’s like “if ur writing just to check of a series of boxes in representation, ur gonna end up with very flat characters.” like, yes, A Lot of the conversation abt representation also began with a lot of media falling into the trope that the only Black/queer/disabled character was also the villain, which then in turn causes negative associations while also feeding into stereotypes one way or another, so i won’t discredit that. but Now it’s like. how much media upholds itself on “finally being pure representation.” finally showing “good people.” like yes at all times u should be cognizant of Who ur representing and in What way (who is the villain, who is the antagonist, who is being upheld as the good heroic one, etc), but sometimes it just feels like. “everyone in this media has to be good and pure to prove it’s not like degenerative ~other~ media” (op’s note: heavy sarcasm there) or it feels like “if we don’t represent everyone here in a way that is relatable to every viewer and if they are not all good and pure then we will be torn apart.” which then feeds into the concept of “relatability” which, again, i feel like used to be about how like. you can relate to a character even if they are not like you (which tbh i believe that you shouldn’t have to relate to a character at all to enjoy and understand a story but i digress bc the main point and this one are not mutually exclusive), and now has become a bit. hm. like things are upheld as universally relatable Because of how good and pure it is? and that it Should be relatable and if it isn’t that’s Your problem.” or the even more fun “why are you consuming this media if you don’t relate to it/the characters aren’t like you” because apparently fiction is made solely so you can relate to it and not because it’s art that can be, yes, related to, but also appreciated and understood without needing to point at it and be like “that guy is like me.”

which is all to say i think more people need to read more books where the characters you love do stuff that makes you say “hey that’s fucked up.” and then you realize you still love the character and it does not change your Real Person Morals because you have come to the realization that the books you are reading as an adult are meant to entertain and are not the same as the books you read when you were five years old (you know, the ones that were meant to teach you that lying is bad and hitting people is wrong).

which is all to say (part two) that we should also not go completely opposite end of the spectrum bc that is how we cycle back to “””coincidentally””” making the only minority character the villain and perpetuating stereotypes left and right. so maybe there’s a nice middle ground.

#anyways i think ************ is fun and cute but the way the fans are showing their whole entire ass on twitter #upholding it as the epitome of good pure representation while also being very racist abt it #has really got me thinking #and also my more hot take i have begun to hate the push for needing to relate to characters #*hot take in a sarcastic/joking way. if i could edit tags on mobile i would take that out bc it feels dismissive of the prev point #and i am someone who has /related/ to characters #and still do!! #but sometimes it feels like. #there is this idea that if u cannot relate and project #and treat a professionally published character as just a mold for u to shape and take away from canon #and essentially make into an oc #then there’s something wrong with the media #also furthermore the discussion that crops up abt ‘reading abt people u dont relate to’ is so strange #bc there was such a push to publish all different kinds of stories #(rightfully so) #but now sometimes u see discourse and it’s like #people very much view consuming media as just a way to see urself /and only that and nothing else/ #and thus if u consume something that doesn’t represent who u are- u must have bad intentions #(which isn’t to say that relating or wanting to see urself is inherently bad #absolutely not! #but it’s like. art in general needs to be made and treated as /more/ #bc if it just works to represent and nothing else #we will just keep having these moral panics and less and less nuance)

[dahldahlbills]

juggling three different writing projects in my head rn i feel like im going insane

#this is why I try to avoid working on multiple wips at the same time hhhh #love having ideas but I hate bouncing between them and feeling like I can’t keep any of it straight #two of them are fics and ones an original project #what makes things worse is that im incapable of writing anything Short or Uncomplicated #noooo it always has to be a 100k+ fantasy saga of some sort with room for spin-offs #like im happy but also Sterssed #bc 1) there’s no time to actually work on these so it all just festers I’m my noggin #*in #and 2) I am SO SLOW so the longer the project means the none of these will see the light of day for at least a decade #esp when I’m splitting my time between all three #I could drop one of the fics but I’ve already been working on it for over a year I’m too committed #and if I put it on hold now I’ll never come back to it #other fic is jojo related and I wanted it to be SHORT AND SWEET but brain said no <3 #and my brainrot consumes me so I must indulge #I’ve put off the original project for over a year already #and I need to like .. make progress on that if I want writing/art to be a serious career choice #so yeah fun stuff 👍 #im literally sitting at my desk talking to my figurines trying to sort all my thoughts #they’re great listeners <3 #but hey im having ideas so that’s great at least #blahblahbills #AND DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED ON ART WIPS

[swashbucklery]

Anyway I’m still 23094802384 episodes behind on Campaign 3 and I’ll never be caught up ever but I DO want to find people who want to listen to my detailed and absolutely factually correct opinions about Imogen and Laudna. Is this a niche? Is this anything?

#the first person to suggest that i shut up #until i've consumed all of critical role canon #takes 3d6 psychic damage and must use their reaction to move as far away from me as possible #i just want to dig deep into like #i think less so imogen and moreso laudna #i need someone to give me the actual hollow ones lore from the mercer book if it's in there #so that i can really get weird about it #the matthew mercer dungeons and dragons twitch cinematic universe #laudna mcdeadgirl dungeons and dragons my other beloved

[stromer]

started thinking about the draft and the way i didn't even give a damn two seconds ago but now i'm a bit invested and completely haunted and nothing is going to go the way I WANT. which is crazy cuz why won't things go MY way??? i need to do something so seriously awful and cruel. i’m cursing gary in a way no old man has ever been cursed before. God i need a drink

#twitter dot com is my own personal warzone. insider rumors want me to die. and i consume their shit takes and let it ruin my day #it is eleven in the am... need a DRINK and it's gotta be the new amsterdam red wings collab.. for some reason #i had plans!!!!!! i was plotting and conniving #k i'm actually fine or whatever.. but we must put a stop to this draft it's not right in any way shape or form #leo 💔 #i'm cursing that motherfucker biz while im at it. for funsies btw #i do not need to care about this when all my focus needs to be on eks sharks szn and i actually need to curse mike grier