#I ACTUALLY PHYSICALLY CAN’T TAKE THIS

[i-know-the-endss]

look at his little face. he’s so fucking in love.

#THE EYES CHICO THEY NEVER LIE #THIS MAN IS BLUSHING LIKE A SCHOOL GIRL #I ACTUALLY PHYSICALLY CAN’T TAKE THIS #THE WAY HE FALLS BACK TOO LIKE COMPLETELY SMITTEN WTF #alex claremont diaz #nicholas galitzine #prince henry fox mountchristen windsor #red white and royal blue #rwrb #rwrb movie #firstprince #casey mcquiston #taylor zakhar perez #the man that you are #fucking eyelashes

[turtleblogatlast]

The fact that Leo can go literally anywhere on earth to be alone with his thoughts at a single moment’s notice is something that shakes around in my head all the time. Like, portals and teleportation are amazing and convenient abilities both in and out of battle, but they could also so easily be used to run away as well.

I don’t think Leo ever would, at least not most of the time. He loves his family too much, and is too dependent on their love and attention to cut himself off so suddenly like that, but it’s a very real possibility nonetheless.

It’s a good thing Leo’s overall temper is more on the mild side and he prefers going to his room or something to complete solitude, because it really is dangerous for a kid to have the ability to isolate themselves like that at their fingertips.

#rottmnt #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rottmnt leo #rottmnt headcanons #rise leo #and like #it doesn’t even have to be on purpose either #anything could happen where Leo goes out to travel real quick somewhere and suddenly he can’t get back #sure Donnie has the trackers but trackers only do so much when the one you’re tracking is across the globe #that one short of Leo ending up trapped hanging off the Eiffel Tower all alone when he’s still new to portaling #is actually a bit terrifying when viewed through a more serious adult lens #don’t mind me just doing what I like to do best aka think about Leo and his abilities #I’m still saying tho that his abilities make running away so easily #and he’s quite good at that #even if he’s physically there his MASK lets him run away from truly processing unwanted situations or conversations #imagine Draxum telling the boys about the other hidden cities and Leo takes it upon himself to go scout them out #and he does so going around and letting his bros know of the cities he finds here and there #only to end up in one that cuts off foreign mystic energy #like imagine being suddenly cut off and alone #this ability can be SO USEFUL up until it’s cut off midway and suddenly uh oh it’s horrifying

[shima-draws]

Normally Sanji is the most put together person between him and Luffy. He’s probably the most put together person on the entire crew besides Robin. Meanwhile Luffy is a walking disaster, chaos is naturally drawn to him and he’s ALWAYS getting into trouble. When it comes to their actual romantic relationship tho. It’s COMPLETELY flipped lmao

Luffy will walk out on deck with his hair slightly tousled and his vest a bit askew but that’s normal for him. He looks smug as hell but that’s also normal for him. Nobody bats an eye. Then Sanji comes tumbling out of the galley. Shirt untucked and buttoned up the wrong way, hair thoroughly ruffled, clothes rumpled, looking utterly fucking disheveled. His nose is bleeding, he’s stumbling like he’s drunk and his neck is covered in hickies. Everyone on deck proceeds to lose their goddamn MINDS

#Sanji tries to tell them he was ‘attacked’ but then Luffy goes ‘Yeah by me ;))))’ and Sanji promptly gives up #Usopp: Dude you’re a mess. I’ve never seen you this unkempt before #Sanji: I. Listen. #Luffy: 😋 #Sanji: DON’T LOOK SO PROUD OF YOURSELF THIS IS YOUR FAULT #Luffy: I take full responsibility and I WILL be doing it again!!!! #Sanji: NFJSNFNSNCNSNCNSN #Lusan #Sanlu #One Piece #Sanji #Luffy #Shima speaks #Just reminding you all where my heart lies. In case you didn’t know already tee hee <3 #I love the contrast between how they are normally and how they are when they’re intimate #AKA Sanji’s a fucking mess after Luffy gives him any kind of affection and Luffy is fully unbothered #Sanji getting overwhelmed at any physical affection makes me ill actually. #Luffy knows that he’s doing smth right when Sanji’s nose starts bleeding LMAO #Luffy: Cool!! I’m glad Sanji’s enjoying it :D #Meanwhile Sanji’s brain is fried. He can’t even articulate. LMAO #Idk what it is about them!! They’ve changed me!! They awakened something in me………jfjdnnd

[cicicolorao]

Fun mindless doodling :)))

#captain laserhawk #clhabdr #captain laserhawk rayman #captain lazerhawk bullfrog #clh bullfrog #clh rayman #clh ramon #combining hcs in my doodles #rayman maaaaybe being too attached to Bullfrog #calling him his best friend as soon as they reunite #and more broadly #rayman is both emotionally and physically homesick #not only does he miss his friends his mothers and ESPECIALLY globox #but being stuck in a city with no nature around made him weaker and more palid #im actually surprised more hybrids arent constantly sick from having little to no flora around them #how’s bullfrog doing now thst I think about it??? #bro probably feels DRY take him back to the swamp holy shit #everyone living in a city can’t be healthy

[fuckyeah-bears]

whhhhyyyyyyyyy is everything sooooo motherfucking expensive????? don’t they know I can’t afford all this shit???

#paid rent yesterday #had to take my dog to the vet and buy her more food and go to the grocery store and buy gas today #and had to pay utilities last week #I am physically pained #Can’t wait til I can actually get paid for my work #Cause not gonna lie #Mandatory unpaid student internships are a real fucking bitch #2 more months til graduation #And then my field placement will hire me and actually pay me for my work #But that’s 2 more months of OWWWW #don’t mind me I’m just whining #About capitalism #and how bullshit insane unpaid internships are #la dee da I have no money and I hate it #Pls ignore my vent post lmao #I’m done whining like a lil bitch now

[coffee-at-annies]

Brain thought of this post and if I had any experience doing hockey poetry edits I’d make one that’s like a closeup of like hockey hardware (trophy displays and banners and such) for the first line and then like sweaty closeups/cellies and a edit of the locker room floor for the second line. But alas while my brain is rotating the idea, it doesn’t quite know what photos I have in mind to actually execute it.

#chit chat #im trying to be more creative in fandom this year so might as well write the idea down before it dies of loneliness #brain says I can’t make it tonight because I will fall down a rabbit hole looking for sweaty photos of the core #and won’t actually sleep and I can’t work from home tomorrow #this it totally vibes based which means it’ll take time I don’t have tonight to massage it into anything actually physical #and in the meantime I’ll go through the seven stages of this is shit and I suck #my ideas #penguins hockey

[romance-incubomp3]

like if therapy and meds help you that’s so cool but it drives me insane how people treat those as some magical cure all that EVERYONE needs to seek out even though the psych industry is fucked and biased and not affordable and if trying to find a good therapist or find the right meds is doing nothing but causing you even more stress and anxiety even after you’ve been trying to get help for years than maybe it’s not worth it at that point

#do people just like forget that every med has a shit load of potential side affects?? #that can make your mental health and even physical health WORSE?? #like no one in my family has actually had meds work for them #they just kind of. didn’t do anything for me and my #brother is cursed with getting the Bad side effects of any medication he takes #so like #and when you have mental health conditions that entail #having an incredibly difficult time opening up emotionally or even talking about vulnerable topics #what’s the fucking point #I’d go thousands of dollars into debt before a therapist would ever get me to open up #and that’s IF I was lucky enough to find one that worked for me #also no psych is gonna solve the housing and economy crisis lol #they can’t do anything for me being depressed cause I’m stuck living in a tiny apartment crammed with other people! #even therapists and psychs have straight up told me I don’t seem to benefit from their services #idk just like. if you see that a mentally ill person isn’t on therapy or on meds by choice #consider there’s a reason for that and mind your own fucking business lol

[thresholdbb]

#arms like a greek statue #decided against shading apparently #actually didn’t think I was gonna do more with this one #I was gonna go to bed but anxiety so I did this instead #you know why I should’ve gone to bed? the fight was on #I don’t think the concept is bad but the execution is not the greatest #I still like the sketch most but not gonna self critique in the tags #make bad art or whatever #idk the joints can’t take all the physical stuff I wanna make #do the background and foreground match? no. do I care? also no #should I continue is the question idk #mostly I just like making nebula backgrounds #ahh tag rambles

[lesbiansanemi]

Bad day. Horrible awful terrible bad day

#there’s not even a reason. nothing bad has actually happened #it just FUCKING SUCKS #I want to walk into a lake and never come back #I want to take my brain out of my skull and throw it at a wall and watch it splatter #I know today sucks because I’m so tense and upset that my back HURTS so fucking bad #cuz when this happens I tense up and my back muscles decide to coil around my spine and squeeze like a starving snake #it’s spreading through my shoulders and even to my chest which is a first #I just 😭😭😭 I want to go home except home also sucks cuz roommate #and I know he’ll be out in a few days but that feels like forever #and I’m so tired and I’m so upset and I want to curl up in a ball and cry and hide from the world #but I’m working a 7 day stretch at my job #and I have to transfer the power and internet to my name sometime before Wednesday #and I’m so sick of takeout the idea of eating it makes me want to vomit but I can’t physically bring myself to cook while they’re there #and I just. ugh. UGH #I’m so sick of existing #why does my life only allow me small handfuls of months at a time #where I’m not living in some form of disaster and stressed to all hell and back and just wanting to lay down and die #what did I do so wrong. what have I done to deserve all this shit #in my short terrible miserable fucking life #whatever I’ll just go home and stare at the wall #and then go to bed and come to work and come to work and come to work there’s always going to work #I’m going to fucking scream I hate my brain #why can’t it just regulate itself in a normal way cuz that’s the thing I know I’m being insane and nothing is actually this bad #but man if it doesn’t fucking feel that way #and being aware I’m being batshit really doesn’t make it better actually I think it makes it worse #kaz rambles

[releaseholiday]

Some people are just

#the only reason he’s ‘allowed’ to take a break is bc he’s so sick he either doesn’t have a voice or physically can’t even move #bc you know if he could still perform he would’ve been on that stage like he was at the latest la show #he was already sick and still had a show #and if people cared about him and not about the money they’ll be getting they would’ve cancelled the rest of the residencies #and given him the rest of the year to rest #he’s not going to get over a flu on a couple of days #the reason he even got it in the first place was most likely bc his immune system is fucked from exhaustion #he’s been working non stop for years #these residencies was the most unnecessary thing ever #literally everyone could see this coming and I’m so mad they still let it happen and instead of giving him time to actually rest #they’re basically saying ‘patch yourself up and go back on stage like the circus monkey that you are oh #and don’t forget you’re still gonna have to do the cancelled shows later bc we can’t let the azoff’s venue lose money #anyway💆🏼‍♀️💆🏼‍♀️💆🏼‍♀️ #I hope he gets better soon and I hope someone finally helps him realize he’s not a product but a human being who doesn’t have to apologize #3 times for something that’s out of his control #hope that therapist clears her schedule from going to his shows🙃🙃🙃

[starlooove]

I think it’d be funny if Damian was completely against graffiti at first until miles was like “oh ok….No it’s nothing I just didn’t think the Son of the Bat would let the GCPD tell him what to do. My mistake :/“ their first joint tag is a mural going around the gcpds main station involving various rogues and vigilantes from each of their cities.

#nightwing visits and appreciates how accurate blud is #red hood signs his section #as do spoiler black bat and somehow the fucking oracle #prowler (omg I can’t believe Aaron didn’t die and just went into a temp coma :0) #anyways prowler says he looks a lot handsomer than the mural makes him out to be but it’s whatever #Tim says they’d be so lost if they actually went to San Fran bc that apartment complex is NOT next to that park omg #he cried and he refuses to admit it #Signal convinces the GCPD to leave it up till the next time the station gets destroyed #Batman doesn’t react but Bruce has each section of it framed and one big picture of all of them combined #damian and miles are literally best friends sorry Jon #Harley is so excited Abt her section and Ivy decides that she’ll give miles and Damian a head start when her plants take back the earth #Selina was surprised to be on there but Damian has a new cat #his name is batcat #jokers not on the mural and he was offended and tried to bomb it and got jumped by the other rogues smh my head #freeze was especially pissed since the mural had a beautiful dedication to Nora #agent a isnt drawn physically but there’s hints of him there that Bruce recognized and pointed out to Alfred like a 10 yr old talking Abt- #-a vid they’re showing their parents #Damian and miles didn’t draw themselves actually #just signed a big ass kid arachnid and Robin #kid arachnid is his name till he’s old enough to actually be Spider-Man

[petewentzwombtattoo]

rahhhhh i am never going to get better at art

#i didn’t get to do much of high school and i wish desperately that i could have #because i’m nowhere near where i should be in anything really but especially art #i was meant to graduate at 18 like a normal person and go to art school like a normal person. #but noooo #you’re telling me the disability actually disables me? fuck dude #<- was talking about autism bc my physical condition didn’t start worsening until i was out of school #i have an appointment about mobility aids this thursday and i’m hoping please dear god that a professional takes me seriously this time #but anyway. art. #sigh. i just. #i don’t think i’ll ever get better #i can’t get the most basic shit down. it’s embarrassing #i don’t know anatomy i don’t know poses i don’t know shading i don’t know colours #i don’t know shit #.txt #.vnt

[tariah23]

I knew there was gonna be someone jumping on that CR post and going on about how “I’ve done the math and have concluded that $100 isn’t even that bad for an annual service fee-“

#the fact is #even if it’s annual that is still a lot of money to waste on a streaming platform #you have to take into account that you are not going to even be using the service all that much anyway as well #like unless you’re one of those people who can find the time to binge anime multiple times a week for a whole year and don’t mind then #whatver (even though you could just as easily pirate the shit. anime is one of the most accessible media forms in the world) #I accidentally got $40 bucks taken out of my account for pixiv because I forgot to cancel my free trial on time #and I needed that $40 man #the thought of spending $100’s of bucks on something that you could easily find on Google for free within seconds is #ridiculous to me personally #rambling #you can’t ‘well actually’ this kind of shit #outside of purchasing physical DVDs and so on #I remember the time when piracy was pretty much one of the only ways to watch anime back in the day #it’s just…. we’ve gotten to a point where there are people who don’t think it’s that big of a deal and that is what’s so upsetting to me #you shouldn’t be okay with any of this #these companies are getting over on people who don’t know any better or care enough

[sharingresourcesforpalestine]

you know, I feel like, as little money as I have, I still haven’t put into perspective how much I have that could still be of use. I’m not so poor that I can’t make a difference. I can still buy a meal if I go out. I can buy a trinket. I’m not so poor or struggling with life that I don’t have food in my stomach and a place to sleep. Donating like I have this week has me wanting to do something that I hope many others are already doing. For every cent I would have spent for myself, on groceries, deliveries, gifts, etcetera (beyond the strikes where I am not spending money on anything but Palestinian causes) I will donate equal or greater that amount to Palestine. Because if I have money for me, I should have money for others. This is not me setting myself on fire to keep others warm, I know I would be of no use long term if I destroyed myself by going entirely broke with no way to survive myself. This is considering things beyond medical bills and life expenses that I need to keep going. When I count groceries, it’s things like when I use Instacart bc I can’t go out, because even though I don’t have a means of transportation, delivery is a luxury and if I can afford to pay for that, I can afford to donate. If I buy something non-essential like some snacks or the like, I have to match it with a donation. Because if I can afford to buy that, I can afford to donate. And just due to the nature of being a reminder, every time I get my period I’m going to donate to sanitary products for Palestine, because while pads are an essential product, donating even a little bit towards helping others get even the opportunity to get the same access as I do is an important reminder. There’s $5 donations available for those, and that’s about the cost of an average subscription I would be able to afford— it won’t buy a whole kit, but it will still put money towards that goal. I may not be able to do all the good the world needs, but the world needs all the good that I can do. As much as I can spare, I will donate. I only wish I could do more.

#idk it kind of hit me this week when I had to spend some money what I would do to make an impact with my money since I had to spend some #that the policy of matching whatever I spent here with donations to Palestine would be a great way to keep up action #and a reminder with every cent I spend of Palestine #I only pray that someday soon I will gain the freedom to actually do some more physical irl work as well #rn I’m not in a safe place to do so without the risk of losing my freedom to do anything and health #i can’t even call out loud when my parents are in the house because any word I would say would be grounds to take away more of my freedom #like they did when I donated to Black Lives Matter and they physically took me to a public place to scold me #and have monitored my bank account ever since. #I’ve been using PayPal mostly for donations ever since due to that not showing up immediately but #I DID use my direct card to send. sanitary kits. they won’t win that one if they take me out to scold me though lol #anyway these tags aren’t important I’m just equal parts emboldened and frustrated #emboldened by the idea of a way I can make a more direct impact beyond sharing and archiving #and frustrated that even then my options are slim and I have to be cautious #I wish I could risk it all but I would be of no help if I put myself in a position where I was either homeless or unable to act at all #I hope this doesn’t come across self important #it’s just me making a statement that I want to follow #idk this is just me working out the complexities of my situation and what I can do long term #while still actually making an impact directly on the world both right now and sustainably

[blood-injections]

Just got a call from an army recruiter it was so funny. Them, calling me because I’m just out of high school and drafting age or whatever- “Are you interested in joining the army?” Me- bestie.. “I Can’t join the army, I’m missing a limb.” I was giggling like you should know this if you have any of my information at all. They just went oh okay and hung up it was so funny.

#actually it’s kinda lame I mean plus side I can’t be drafted when world war three starts. #downside when I was younger I wanted to be a fighter jet pilot so badly and wanted to join the Air Force #just to have my soul ripped out when I turned out I literally can’t join the military just because I was born an amputee #like what kind of bullshit is that I can do most everything everything else can. I could fly a plane #im sure I could still be if I wanted to like work up to that level do some extra work it would up just take more time then I care abt #like just get a normal pilots liscnese go to a school or something prove I’m able bodied enough to fly or something?? #idk flying a jet would be fun but the military’s overrated anyway #can’t be physically disabled can’t be mentally disabled can’t be openly queer/trans #and I’m all three so it prob wouldn’t work out 💀 #actually disabled

[rowanthestrange]

Since Dhawan!Master knew how to play the guitar in The Master And Margarita, given the transferability of the relevant skills, he could probably play the ukulele.

#novel: i am the master #the master and margarita #yes this felt like an important enough thought #to break hibernation to post it #and i stand by that decision #pretty-boy dhawan!master #could definitely roleplay #as a protagonist in #a hollywood-masquerading-as-indie film from the 2010’s #(or zooey deschenal’s love interest) #(who turns out to be a murderer) #(but you do find yourself rooting for him over her) #(maybe he kills her 15 minutes in and takes her life over) #(despite clearly being physically nothing like her) #(and weirdly everyone seems to be accepting this) #(and now he finds hiding the murder is the least of his problems) #(initiating a comedy of errors where he actually tries to prove it) #(just to get out of this life he stole) #(but he finds he can’t) #(he’s playing the ukulele) #(unable to stop himself) #(compulsively creating quirky girl photo collages on the wall) #(with the polaroid that’s permanently strapped round his neck) #(ordering $12 complicated starbucks orders) #(he hates coffee) #(and forever viewers will argue over) #(if it’s just a funny film) #(with a freaky friday kind of thing going on) #(or a metaphor for identity and locking oneself into stereotypes) #(and that the characters were the same person the whole time)