hiya! could you write a Gustavo Gaviria x innocent reader? love your work!
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Gustavo Gaviria x gn!reader, (nothing very bad, the usual for the show) 777 words
a/n : i wasn't sure where to go for an innocent reader, still love how this came out!
Tagging the narcos fam @narcolini @drabbles-mc @anunhealthydoseofangst @hausofmamadas @ashlingnarcos
Pablo had introduced you years ago, back at the beginning, when everything was still calm and smooth sailing. A sweet thing, his mom had told him, trustful, single too. He had brushed it off, of course, ma, he would say, stop it, it’s not like this, but it was. It was the small talk he had to have with you every time he came to the shop your dad owned, how he used to walk the streets after school hours, hoping to run into you.
It was Pablo who told him to let go, to find someone else, when everything became unsure and the storm came knocking on their door. He had brushed it off, hoping that you would understand, wishing it would stop at once, so you could ease into it like he had. Gustavo was blind to think it would happen, that it would calm down, that his brother would even think to slow down.
This is not right, Gustavo, you would tell him, people are dying, is this really what you want? He couldn’t care less, he wanted to say, that it is not his problem, nor yours, that they are killing each other, that he has nothing to do with it, that they-
He knew it was Pablo who told your dad, about how you still had been seeing him in secret, jumping the balcony at night, getting picked up by a car a block over. It made him red with anger, the feeling of betrayal in his chest, loneliness, despair. My dad knows, Gus. I’m grounded, he says he’ll put bars on the window if he has to. Gustavo is not stupid, he knows why your parents are scared, why his brother hates that he still sees you even though he tells him how dangerous it is. One day they will call the cops on you, is this what you want, hm?
Of course, it is not what he wants, especially when he watches you cry like this, unstoppable, hiccups and tears staining your face, but he has to. For you, he tells you, it is all for you. For your safety, for your life, so that you don’t cry for him if he dies. Gustavo has to stay tall and strong as he holds your hands, as he wipes the salted water off your cheeks, pretend he will not drink his pain away later that night, that he will not resent his brother for months, years. He is the one to leave first, one last squeeze of your hands and he lets go and turns away, he doesn't look, simply because he knows how weak he is, how he would run back to you in a heartbeat.
Pablo introduced you years ago, back in the beginning, back when Gustavo didn’t resent everyone, when he wasn’t so angry and so reckless all the time. For once, he thinks it might settle, the longing, the heartache, when he meets Marina. She is nice, yes, but never as nice, never as soft, too extravagant, too used to this. How their relationship has to be kept secret makes his mouth taste like acid, makes him remember how long he did it with you, how he hated it, how he regrets it.
One day, Gustavo leaves in the morning, as early as he can, as early as they allow him to. It’s for business, he tells everyone, even if it isn’t, even if he knows how risky this is, but he has to, he will, even if it is the last thing he does.
Gustavo had met you years ago, back at the beginning, a small party at your parent’s house, not too far from the one you own now, further down the street. The sun beats down on his hat as he stands in the driveway, he is hot and cold, hands moist as he walks up the stairs and wraps his fingers around the knocker. It might be selfish, he thinks, thought about it the whole flight over, but he can’t think of anything that would fix it. The hole in his heart, the solitude. He remembers what you had worn that first night, cotton soft, all white. He remembers your smile, his brother tugging him along. I’m Gustavo, he had said, mucho gusto. And so he knocks, one time, two times.
Igualmente, Gustavo.
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Fic Fests:
October 2022 Fic Fest
**All stories are Fem!Reader and are explicit
Dustland Fairytale - Complete
Mariposa - Complete
Pura Vida (An Alternate Ending to Mariposa) - Complete
Los Regalos - Ongoing series
La Chaparrita - Ongoing Series
After We Fall - Ongoing Series
By Land, Sea, and Air - Ongoing Series
How To… - Ongoing Series
The IT Series - Ongoing Series
The Penny Series - Ongoing Series
The Tremont Tempest - Ongoing Series
The Dog - Ongoing Series
The Lens - Ongoing Series
Sacrifice - Complete
Oneshots for Sacrifice:
Otherworldly
Ghastly
La Finca - Ongoing Series
Eldritch - Complete
The Florist - Complete
The Community Universe (in collaboration with @bullet-prooflove)
The Medic Series (Coco Cruz x OFC! Morgan Fox)
The Preacher’s Wife Series (Hank Loza x OFC! Maggie Fox)
The Gin Blossom Series (Gilly Lopez x Reader)
Stand Alones:
Vanishing Act (Kevin Jimenez x Fem!Reader)
Dog Days are Over (Chibs Telford x Fem!Reader)
Strings (Les Packer x Fem!Reader)
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Hinky’s October Fic Fest Masterlist
Welcome to the completely self-indulgent fic fest that hopefully you will enjoy too! Here is the masterlist of all the little fics that are posted during October. Thank you to everyone who indulges me in my silly little hobby! I appreciate you all so much!
** denotes explicit material
1. Heebie Jeebies (Mariposa)
2. Ghoul (By Land, Sea, and Air)
3. Trickery (Horacio Carrillo)
4. Otherworldly (Eduardo Sandoval)
5. Begrimed (Horacio Carrillo)
6. Hobgoblin (Esteban)
7. Cobweb (Benny “Borracho” Magalon)
8. Skullduggery (Benny “Borracho” Magalon)
9. Cackle (Carrillo - Los Regalos)
10. Spine-chilling (Benny “Borracho” Magalon)
11. Specter (Mariposa - Dustland Fairytale universe)
12. Blood-curdling (La Chaparrita - Carrillo)
13. Ghastly (Eduardo Sandoval)
14. Wraith (Benny “Borracho” Magalon)
15. Warlock (Los Regalos // Horacio Carrillo)
16. Elixir (Horacio Carrillo)
17. Brambles (Benny “Borracho” Magalon) **
18. Gooseflesh (Eduardo Sandoval)
19. Cauldron (Los Regalos // Horacio Carrillo)
20. Labyrinth (Hugo Martinez)
21. Lycanthrope (Captain Mike Duarte)
22. Phantasm (Dustland Fairytale // Javier Peña)
23. Sibyl (Esteban)
24. Netherworld (Horacio Carrillo)
25. Conjure (Benny “Borracho” Magalon)
26. Eldritch (César Gaviria)**
27. Concoction (Benny “Borracho” Magalon )
28. Baleful (Chaparrita - Horacio Carrillo)
29. Malediction ( Mariposa // Horacio Carrillo)
30. Nightmarish (Florist Series // César Gaviria)
31. Nyctophobia (Modern Day Horacio Carrillo x Mariposa)
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