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#gustavo gaviria x reader
cositapreciosa · 5 months
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hiya! could you write a Gustavo Gaviria x innocent reader? love your work!
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Gustavo Gaviria x gn!reader, (nothing very bad, the usual for the show) 777 words
a/n : i wasn't sure where to go for an innocent reader, still love how this came out!
Tagging the narcos fam @narcolini @drabbles-mc @anunhealthydoseofangst @hausofmamadas @ashlingnarcos
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Pablo had introduced you years ago, back at the beginning, when everything was still calm and smooth sailing. A sweet thing, his mom had told him, trustful, single too. He had brushed it off, of course, ma, he would say, stop it, it’s not like this, but it was. It was the small talk he had to have with you every time he came to the shop your dad owned, how he used to walk the streets after school hours, hoping to run into you.
It was Pablo who told him to let go, to find someone else, when everything became unsure and the storm came knocking on their door. He had brushed it off, hoping that you would understand, wishing it would stop at once, so you could ease into it like he had. Gustavo was blind to think it would happen, that it would calm down, that his brother would even think to slow down.
This is not right, Gustavo, you would tell him, people are dying, is this really what you want? He couldn’t care less, he wanted to say, that it is not his problem, nor yours, that they are killing each other, that he has nothing to do with it, that they-
He knew it was Pablo who told your dad, about how you still had been seeing him in secret, jumping the balcony at night, getting picked up by a car a block over. It made him red with anger, the feeling of betrayal in his chest, loneliness, despair. My dad knows, Gus. I’m grounded, he says he’ll put bars on the window if he has to. Gustavo is not stupid, he knows why your parents are scared, why his brother hates that he still sees you even though he tells him how dangerous it is. One day they will call the cops on you, is this what you want, hm?
Of course, it is not what he wants, especially when he watches you cry like this, unstoppable, hiccups and tears staining your face, but he has to. For you, he tells you, it is all for you. For your safety, for your life, so that you don’t cry for him if he dies. Gustavo has to stay tall and strong as he holds your hands, as he wipes the salted water off your cheeks, pretend he will not drink his pain away later that night, that he will not resent his brother for months, years. He is the one to leave first, one last squeeze of your hands and he lets go and turns away, he doesn't look, simply because he knows how weak he is, how he would run back to you in a heartbeat.
Pablo introduced you years ago, back in the beginning, back when Gustavo didn’t resent everyone, when he wasn’t so angry and so reckless all the time. For once, he thinks it might settle, the longing, the heartache, when he meets Marina. She is nice, yes, but never as nice, never as soft, too extravagant, too used to this. How their relationship has to be kept secret makes his mouth taste like acid, makes him remember how long he did it with you, how he hated it, how he regrets it.
One day, Gustavo leaves in the morning, as early as he can, as early as they allow him to. It’s for business, he tells everyone, even if it isn’t, even if he knows how risky this is, but he has to, he will, even if it is the last thing he does.
Gustavo had met you years ago, back at the beginning, a small party at your parent’s house, not too far from the one you own now, further down the street. The sun beats down on his hat as he stands in the driveway, he is hot and cold, hands moist as he walks up the stairs and wraps his fingers around the knocker. It might be selfish, he thinks, thought about it the whole flight over, but he can’t think of anything that would fix it. The hole in his heart, the solitude. He remembers what you had worn that first night, cotton soft, all white. He remembers your smile, his brother tugging him along. I’m Gustavo, he had said, mucho gusto. And so he knocks, one time, two times.
Igualmente, Gustavo.
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thesolotomyhan · 4 years
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narcos: dating them would include: gustavo gaviria hc
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Tags: @fandomnerd16​ @visintaes​ @sheeshgivemeabreak​ 
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Warnings: NSFW!
ok, when I think of gustavo being in a relationship i can imagine it being full of pure bliss,
your relationship would make both of your hearts full for one another even when you’re not even looking at each other-
gustavo would need someone who is always on his side but also the complete opposite of his anxious ass,,
wow you would basically be the cushion he can fall back on at the end of the day without criticism from anyone. you would be his home :)
like whenever you see him scribbling all these numbers down in his little notepad for pablo, tirelessly working his mind off,,
you would be the one to pull him away, from his constant state of stress and help him breathe,,
“espérame otros 5 minutos bebé, ya casi acabo”
“gustavo, eso dijiste hace 2 horas, no va a pasar nada con tomarte un descanso, vamos” as your giving him like a shoulder rub, already seeing him relaxing in your touch,,,
god, gustavo is an affection whore,,i know he loves it when you run your hands through his hair, give him kisses, or even hugging him,,, just always touching him, your mere presence calms him and clears his mind,,
i feel like gustavo wouldnt be into taking you out to fancy dates, or clubs, he gives me more of, i’ll take you out to lunch instead, vibe,, c a s u a l
he’s not into publicity or showing you off in front of others that aren’t apart of the family-
but he wouldnt mind you holding his hand or giving him a quick kiss in front of others,, he actually likes that kind of stuff when you’re loving up on him,,
he would also be someone who likes to hold you from behind with his arms across your chest, holding you close to him,, where he might rock the both of you back and forth-
ok, but literally the cutest shit is when you come up to him after he spends all day at pablo’s house, just taking his hat off when you’re in front of him and giving him a sweet kiss,,
the little laugh he’ll give when you do that as he wraps one of his arms around you…
you would probably spend a lot of your time at pablo’s house with gustavo anyways because he would prefer to keep you nearby and not at home waiting for him-
omg, but also being best friends with tata would be a bonus,, just having an attached to the hip type of relationship with her-
, the two of you spilling chisme about pablo and gustavo when youre together,,,
just the perfect girl time with her-
ok listen, you would also be the favorite tia with pablo’s kids,,
just thinking about how you would always be down to play fútbol with juan pablo, or do whatever manuela’s heart desires from you,,
just being that tia that secretly gives them candies before dinner and doing water gun fights with them?? Please omg 
like the idea that you would be chasing them around the hacienda, full on laughing until you’re soaked from head to toe,,
there also might of been multiple times when the 3 of you teamed up and snuck up on tio gustavo who was taking a smoke break-
ugh, pablo would be laughing at the sight of gustavo swearing and chasing after the 3 of you-
wow ok also the thought of gustavo just watching you do all these things for those kids, how you never turn down any of their requests, would have him admiring you even more if it’s possible, his mujer
now is he going to have baby fever after he sees you do literally anything for that pair of kids? Maybe :)) 
god ok the longing look he would give you when he sees you walking into the room,,,
even tho youre not even looking in his direction because you would be talking with tata or something,
but gustavo would forget whatever tf he was talking to with pablo about and just stare at you, the smallest smile showing- omg
Pablo would endlessly tease gustavo for being soft with you even though he adores your relationship and you even more for keeping his cousin happy-
dragging him along to the family events for him to enjoy too, the amused look he would have as he watches you tug him forward to listen to pablo’s speech in front of everyone,,
i- he just gives me the feeling that he would put up with a lot your things just to see the excitement in your eyes-
like deep down he really loves it when you force him to do things,,
can you imagine having late night conversations with him, out on the bench by the pool, where you would be cuddled into his side,
just sitting there for hours with the soft fucking looks you would give each other, talking about everything,,
him singing the songs that would come on the radio to you, omg hold on 
and most of the times, pablo and tata would come join you guys
probably listening to the dumb things they used to do as kids, just, sharing laughs and stories until it gets so late, you’re falling asleep against gustavos chest,,,
fuck, ok but pablo telling gustavo when he sees that you fell asleep-
“no vayas a dejar ir a esa mujer, marica”
just- the way he would look down at you, peacefully sleeping, giving you a soft kiss on top of your head
the feel of the ring that sits inside of his pocket has him chuckling back at pablo,, and imagining how pretty it would look on your hand instead, Im not ok im sorry
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ok here we gooo,,
so first off I have this picture in mind where he would be doing his financial things for the cartel out in this outdoor lawn table,-
just looking over the papers in front of him, writing down numbers with like a cigarette in between his lips,
as he just lets himself fall back into his chair, looking down at where you are, on your knees in front of him,,
moving your hair out of your face so he can see you better as you blow him-
just,,, the low groans he’ll let out when he sees you take all of him into your mouth-
“hijo de puta”-
running his hands over his face when he lets his head fall back, trying not to just fucking thrust into your mouth because he wants to see you gag so badly, but he holds himself back,,
he’ll be gripping the arm rest so hard it might break when he looks down again and sees the drool dripping from your lips as you bob you head -ok
so i see gustavo being someone who likes to take his time with you when he has time- a slowburn tempo
just kissing every part of your exposed skin each time he takes something new off of you, caressing wherever he can touch you-
he would know what spots would get you to respond to him quicker and what would have you gripping him harder- 
wanting to see you slowly fall apart,,, 
i feel like he would love to focus so much of his attention to your chest,especially when your on top of him,,
because I know gustavo likes being topped ok,,
just leaving as many marks as he can there- kissing and kneading you’re breasts as he watches you cave your head back,,
he would move his hands to your ass where he’ll encourage you to move your body to grind down on him, smiling against you when he hears you sigh his name out as you place your hands against his chest and move along with his movements,,
god, the way his hands would move to wander all over your back when you reach between the two of you to grasp his cock and slowly sink down onto him, your hands moving to grip his hair as an anchor,, 
he would let you adjust to him for as long as you need as he kisses your neck, letting you take the reins and control the speed whenever youre on top-
he’ll just watch you closely, loving the way you dig your nails into his shoulders as you try so hard to reach your high, once you start bouncing on him,, 
wow, the way how he only needs to thrust just once up into you to see you lose your momentum,
moving his hands up and down your legs when you plant your hands on his chest to steady yourself, -
probably teases you for getting distracted so easily,-
“sigue, pensé que vos quería esto”,- ok
the slow sex,omg
like i can imagine youre on your back with him on top of you, the both of you having your chests touching, nothing being able to get between the two of you,
your face right in front of his as he brings his hand to rest on your chest, slowly but harshly thrusting into you with your legs wrapped around his hips,,
god, his thrusts would have your body moving up on the bed, to the point where you have to put your hand against the headboard to stop yourself from hitting it-
he’ll just be whispering to you how beautiful you look taking him in as he leaves marks on the underside of your jaw,,
his thrusts gradually picking up speed as he moves to kiss your lips, muffling your moans,, as one of your hands come to tug on his hair-
his own hand would come up and hold the back of your neck when he feels you close to your orgasm, just wanting to see the way you roll your eyes back-
*and cuddling afterwards would be his shit,, 
nothing makes his heart warm than having you laying on his chest, mindlessly drawing patterns
your legs tangled with his as he holds you close, the smell of his fresh cigarette filling the room, both of your breaths slowly coming back as the two of you smile into each other,, -
god, and he would also be the mf to call you, when you’re not with him, to be ready for him when he gets home after a long day,, 
“ahorita llego en 15 minutos, te quiero en la cama esperándome”
wanting nothing than to relieve his stress by seeing you under him, moaning his name-
fuck,, just needing to feel you clench around him again while you move your hips up into him, your hair becoming a mess from his hold on it- wow
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hansoulo · 4 years
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east of eden
pairing: gustavo gaviria/f!reader
warnings: cursing, canon-typical behavior and discussions, mentions of drugs, allusions to... stuff. cool.
word count: 1.9k
gif credit: (x) by my baby @bobafvtt
a/n: i just wanna be marina. we all wanna be marina.
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You look Gustavo up and down in your sunglasses, his face tinted dark pink and hazy. He’s taller than you thought he’d be.
Your brother dismounts from his horse to shake hands. Introductions. Pleasantries. That sort of thing. Gustavo kisses your knuckles when you tell him your name and you only scoff a little bit, pull away slightly for the show of it all.
Yes, he’s very tall. Handsome, too, which should be dangerous (is dangerous given who he is and what he’s here to do) but you’ve always been one for pretty things. Expensive things, like the watch on his wrist that bounces back the light of the Colombian sun. His voice is deep when he laughs, a quiet chuckle in his chest that shakes the gold hanging above the hollow of his throat. He catches you looking. You pretend not to notice.
Fabio turns to discuss something with Pablo and the other men (transports or labs or some man with a plane) but you tune it out for the most part, walking a few dusty steps to meet the warm stare of his horse. You pat at its shoulders, cooing softly when it rears against your touch until it settles again, allowing your hand on the brown velvet of its head. Horses are nice. They don’t fuss over you or where you’re going or who you’re with. They just let you be.
Fabio would never let you ride this one, of course, but that’s neither here nor there. He doesn’t let you do a lot of things. You can hear their voices back in the courtyard but you just stay by the horse,  bored while they talk because business is always dull like that. You’re hungry. Tired.
Someone moves behind you and you jump, startled for a brief moment before another low laugh travels in the space between your bodies and goosebumps rise on your neck. “Scared?” the man asks, watching as you turn and twist the sunglasses off your face. It’s Gustavo.
“No,” you say after a moment, leaning against the fence. “It’s not nice to sneak up on your host, you know. Bad manners and all.”
“Well, I’m very sorry,” he responds, his lip quirking up just enough for you to see the faint edge of a dimple on his cheek. The wooden post digs into your hip as you rest against it, looking up at him with sun-squinted eyes.
“Doesn’t seem like it,” you respond, your voice notching in your throat when he comes one, two steps closer. “Not a very good liar, if you ask me.”
Gustavo smirks again, wolfish and much more attractive than it should be, bringing the smell of tobacco and sharp fruit over your nose when he reaches to fiddle with the thin strap of your dress. He rolls the yellow linen back between his thumb and pointer finger and your face flushes.
“Watch it!” Luis warns from across the way with a scowl.
Gustavo lets go, his fingers dragging against the bare skin of your shoulders. Your smile is saccharine before you turn away. “I’ll see you around,” you whisper, your sunglasses still dangling from your hand.
You’re gone with another toss of your head, up through the foyer and through open hallways as your sandals echo against marble floors.
⫸ ——–- ⫷
“Where’s Jorge?” you ask with a frown, watching as the dining table is set by women in pressed gray uniforms. He was supposed to be here, with your brothers and you. With Gacha - god, you hated him - with Pablo and with… Gustavo.
Fabio clicks off his radio with a sigh. “Business trip,” he tells you shortly, maneuvering around the chairs to walk back into the parlor, where the other men were sitting before dinner was ready.
“Oh,” you breathe out to no one in particular. “Okay.”
He doesn’t offer anything else so you just sigh, tracing the carved wooden backings of the chairs with your palm as you circle around the room. Maybe you could sneak something in the meantime.
You push past the double doors and hear the swinging of their hinges, stepping into the kitchen and eyeing the corner pantry. The room’s empty save for a maid and you wave at her, watching as she leaves with a stack of china plates. You’ve always liked the kitchen, with its wide windows and tall shelves and the way it smells like flour. Things are muffled in here. Far-removed. Nothing of concern besides whether or not the oven timer works and how your little pot of thyme rests on the windowsill.
The cupboard creaks as you open it and you rest your weight on the thin wood panel as you rummage behind the potatoes. You’ve used this shelf to hide food since you were a child and it’s no different now, even though you know your family could afford to buy you practically anything these days. Old habits die hard, you suppose, and so your chocolate stash remains undisturbed.
When you close it you’re met with the sight of a shirt, striped white and blue and smelling like laundry soap. It’s Gustavo again, leaning against the edge of the counter beside you with an amused sort of look on his face. Your eyes only widen a little bit before you raise your eyebrows.
“Want some?” you offer, snapping off a corner and holding it out. “I hide the good kind in here,” you say as you motion to the pantry. Gustavo laughs, more sincere this time. His eyes do this sort of crinkling thing when he smiles. You like it. A lot.
“I came here for a drink, actually,”
You shake your head. “Mm, no you didn’t,” you lilt, biting off a piece of chocolate when he doesn’t take it. Gustavo cocks his head. Like he’s daring you to do something. You don’t know what. “I saw that they have a bar cart in the parlor,” you say after you swallow, watching him as he watches you.
“Alright then,” he concedes. “I came to see you.”
The foil package crinkles when you set it down, your hand coming up to toy with the buttons of his shirt. You drag your fingernail across them until they catch on the smooth grooves, tracing the way the kitchen lights reflect back in alabaster. He just lets you do it. Humors you. “And what would everyone say,” you hummed, “If they knew you were alone with me?”
A finger, calloused but skimming soft, hooks under your dress strap again, lifting it and letting it fall along the slope of your shoulder. The air’s heavy; a little choking in the space between. Not suffocating, exactly, but thick in your throat like the fog of summer rain. His eyes are dark. Like chocolate. “They don’t have to know.”
You purse your lips to taste the sugar still stuck to the roof of your mouth before you hear your name called from somewhere, dampened by stucco walls. “We should go,” you whisper, not making any move to do so. Gustavo’s hand is still on your shoulder and his thumb presses into the divot of sloping bone, rubbing a slow half-circle. He’s looking at you still, eyeing his slow liquid gaze at the way your chest rises with your breathing. He’s bold, you’ll give him that.
You suck in an inhale and it comes out sharp, stilted and soft in your larynx before you speak again. “C’mon,” you say, letting your arms fall at your sides. “Don’t want to keep them waiting.”
He nods and you step away, worrying the bottom flesh of your lip between your teeth to hide your smile.
⫸ ——–- ⫷
You stay in the hallway for a few minutes after, resting your head on the plaster wall as Gustavo leaves. You know on an intellectual level that toying with whatever that was could probably land you in deep shit, but you’re bored and he’s nice to you, not because he’s paid to be but because he wants to. Maybe nice isn’t exactly the right word, but he’s sweet in a heady, rich sort of way. He said he liked your earrings. Said he’d buy you more. If you let him. If you wanted him to.
When you finally go into the dining room, there’s only one empty seat.
“Sit down,” Fabio motions to the chair, guiding you forward with a light hand on your shoulder.
“Oh but-” you begin, meeting the back of a dark head, a tan cap and wide shoulders. He doesn’t turn around but you know he’s listening, even as he leans over to the man to his right and starts talking.
“Sit down,” your brother repeats, impatient. The chair scrapes against the floor when Gustavo pulls it out for you. Sharp teeth. Large hands.
So you sit, feeling suddenly very small when you’re next to him like this, close almost to touching but far enough to seem unfamiliar. His palm brushes your thigh when his arm drops and you shoot him a look. Be careful, your face warns. You’ll get caught.
Maybe he takes that as a challenge. Maybe he just doesn’t care.
Gustavo’s eyes glint as he raises a glass of wine to his mouth, tinting them a light red stain. His tongue darts out and he drags it across his lips, nonplussed as you cough into your napkin. Tease.
You eat in silence; offer half-hearted responses to the men’s half-hearted questions. They move on from you quickly and turn in on themselves, little groups of twos and threes around the table. You hear smatterings of conversation and feel like a lampshade, there to decorate ugly things and stay still.
“Having fun?” a now familiar voice asks as the empty glasses increase, prompting louder voices and the clapping of drunken hands on drunken backs.
You push the food around your plate with a lazy fork. “Hardly,” you respond, the words dry and muffled into your cheek as your face rests in your palm. “You?”
“Not at all,” he responds, looking over at his supposed business partners. Pablo’s beginning a drinking song and you roll your eyes, dramatic as you motion a pretend noose around your throat. Gustavo chuckles and you smile back, your expression turning puzzled when he clears his throat. “Excuse me, gentlemen,” he says to the men now swaying back and forth, their arms around each other’s shoulders as they join in liquor-addled singing. He pats the pocket of his shirt and spares you a split-second glance before he stands. “I need a cigarette.”
A cigarette. Gross things, really, that lingered on people’s clothes and made your father’s lungs weak. A cigarette.
His palm slips down your neck when he’s behind you, his fingers curling hot around your hair before he lets go and walks away. A cigarette.  A pointed look. A cigarette.
Oh.
⫸ ——–- ⫷
He’s on you before the bathroom door closes.
“My brothers are gonna kill me,” you groan, tipping your head back against the doorframe as Gustavo’s hands slide across your waist. “How much time do we have?”
“Maybe fifteen minutes,” he replies, kissing a wet bruise into the skin of your jaw. “Before they start getting suspicious.”
“Fifteen minutes,” you repeat, gasping on the ending syllable when his lips seal across your pulse point.
Gustavo nods, his hair brushing against your cheek as he hooks his arms underneath your legs. “Fifteen minutes.”
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loveyhoneydovey · 4 years
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.... would anyone be (potentially) interested in Gustavo x maid!reader x Marina headcanons?
Ugh what I’d do to be their third 😩
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artemiseamoon · 4 years
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Narcos (Original): Various
*For Javier, so here (yes, he has his own list)
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🥰 Fluff | 😭 Angst | 🥵nsfw, smut | 🔮supernatural
Carrillo
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One Shots 
Complete
*Trembling oneshot  🥵
* Yes, Colonel oneshot 🥵
Steve Murphy
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Untitled
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Gustavo
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One Shots
Complete
*Cherry Red  🥵
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Poison 
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Playing with Fire
...
To be tagged for anything, specify below. Or to put a bid in for a character ( no promises) comment below. 
Notes: 
I am thinking about Steve, maybe, I’m undecided! 
I miss Gustavo and want to write more of him
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inknopewetrust · 3 years
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Hey, I was wondering if i could request either javier peña or din djarin ship/x reader oneshot type thing? Mostly just (one of) them comforting reader who has really low confidence and doesn't believe they are good at anything. x x
Little Miss Perfect
Pairing: Javier Peña x Fem!Reader
Word Count:1.3k 
Warnings: language. Don’t doubt your abilities loves–you are more than capable of doing anything you set your mind to. 
A/N: thanks for the request Anon! Sorry for the long wait, these things just take a bit of time! Ah, how I missed writing for Javi. Did you know Javi was the first character that mustered up a following for me on here? Now, nearly 1000 followers later, here I am still writing for him. I felt this request would work best with him :)
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“Shit!” 
It was either the loud yell or the slamming of the telephone that caught Javi’s attention, he wasn’t sure which had come first. At the desk across from him, Steve sat disengaged from your internal struggles that were beginning to bleed out into the small office you all shared and diagonal from him, you had your head being cradled by your hands in frustration. 
Javier kicked Steve’s shin from under the desk and with an audible “ow,” Steve gave Javier a look of disdain. The thumb pointed in your direction changed his demeanor from one of annoyance to one of concern. 
“You alright, L/n?” Steve set down the report he had been reading to focus his attention onto you, but you didn’t look him in the eyes to answer, just mumbled a barely heard: 
“No.” 
He didn’t push any further, but it had to have been something serious to have you react in a way that made Javier concerned. If there was anything to know about you, it was that everything you ever did–whether it be work, play, or what not, you always put in 100% effort. When the reactions to your work were less than spectacular, a depression-like slump followed because it wasn’t what you were hoping for. You strived to have your superiors and partners know that you were the best person for the job and when you failed on occasion, it stung like a sting from a hornet. 
“No... No, I’m not alright. I’m not fucking alright!” The burst came out of nowhere and startled the two men. It got even worse when you rose from the seat and practically ran out of the office with your jacket, the chair spinning rapidly in your wake. 
“What the fuck was that about!?” Steve asked Javier with an exasperated gaze, but Javier didn’t know the answer. He thought he could deduce the reaction to the problem, except he was never certain in his abilities to read your physical reactions. Neither man readied themselves to follow immediately. Though after a few minutes, it was Javier who made the effort to find you and get to the bottom of your obvious despair. 
Not in the courtyard and not in the smoking room. There was no sign of you in the file room, printing room, with the CIA guys and gals, or with Noonan. Based on Noonan’s dismissal of Javier, Javi was sure the conversation that was had between the two of you is what made you so upset. 
It wasn’t until he got down to the bottom floor and into storage that he smelt the distinct smell of camel cigarettes filled his senses and he followed it down the dimly lit aisles of boxes filled with completed files. Down the one labeled G-J, you were sat against the rack with a few burnt cigarettes on the ground. Javier’s footsteps were not quiet, so you knew he was there when he turned down the aisle. 
“Come to gloat for Carrillo? He fucked us all over.” 
“It’s not your fault we didn’t catch him alive.” Javi told you and sat down across from you. One of his legs bent up towards his body and the other stretched out just enough where it rested itself on the other side of your foot. You handed the cigarette out to him which he gladly took from you. 
“It’s always on my account. Noonan always thinks it’s my fault and I just can’t convince anyone that I’m good at this. Every time we get close to catching one of them, they die or go MIA or I don’t know... fly off to Mars.” 
“Mars? Shooting a little high there, don’t you think?” The smirk on his face was welcoming but you were still angry at that fact that everything you did was never good enough for the DEA. 
“Why don’t they get angry at you and Steve? Why is it always me?” 
“You think you’re the only person who gets chewed out around here?” You shrugged at him but the foot that had been resting beside yours tapped it harshly. You looked at Javi with a helpless face. 
“Noonan isn’t a field agent. She doesn’t understand why Carrillo made the call, but he shouldn’t have. That was your member to catch.” 
“And it’s my fault that he’s dead!?” 
“I didn’t say that.” Javier handed the cigarette back to you and you took a long, much needed drag before restarting the conversation. 
“Sorry. I don’t mean to be ridiculous about it.” 
“You’re not being ridiculous. Not many women would have the gall to even take up a field job here and let alone be good at it. Noonan’s position was handed to her... she doesn’t know what we’re dealing with out there.” 
“But it doesn’t mean that she isn’t right. Every time I got a lead something would happen to change the course. That isn’t what they look for in agents so what is keeping me here? Optics?” 
Javier shook his head and furrowed his brows. Since the moment you stepped off the plane in Colombia, you’ve been nothing but a valuable asset to their efforts in catching Escobar. Every piece of information that you provided was essential and that is why they had put you on Gustavo Gaviria’s case in the first place. If it weren’t for Carrillo, you would have had him in American handcuffs right now but operations weren’t easy when five different departments of justice are fighting the same fight. You were a brilliant co-worker, a great person, and more than capable to be here working with him and Steve. 
“Don’t say that...you are one of the best agents we have.” 
“Not everyone thinks that way, Javi.” 
“Well I do, and I know Steve does too. Plus, the CIA guys and the girls that work in the office, they know how hard you work. AND! I’ve never seen a woman kick as much ass as you do when we go out on the field. Anyone who doubts a woman who has no qualms about holding a gun to your head should be terrified in their assumption.” 
You scoffed but it was enough to draw a little smile at the corner of your mouth so Javier knew he was getting somewhere. He was cracking the façade even if some of those thoughts would return from time to time. It wasn’t often agents were praised for their good work, so he took the chance to do it for you in a moment of need. 
“Do you remember the night we had to survey the bar where there was that shootout?” You nodded in remembrance and he continued with a story that you could have predicted. 
“You were the only one to think of-” 
“I know, I know.” you shrugged off the surging compliment of a good days work but Javier shook his head and laughed. It was a laugh of sheer lack of understanding as to why you wouldn’t want to hear compliments. 
“You deserve to be recognized for your work. Noonan might not see it but we all do here. Here is where it matters and on the field and when you go home at night and see the positive impacts on the news. When this is all over and you return to the States, wherever you end up, those people are always going to remember you for the good deeds you’ve done here.” 
“You’re a good man, Javi. You know that right?” 
There was a shared, true smile between the two of you in that moment. 
“I think some people would disagree but if you say so, then I’ll think it.” 
“I’ll remember that mantra the next time I don’t think I belong here.” 
With that, Javier helped pick up the burnt nubs of cigarettes from the floor and together you returned to the office where you would help make a difference and remember that the two people who matter most to your job thought of you as essential to the process. For that, you would be forever thankful for. 
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Tabaco y Brea
Part three
Pairing:Javier Peña x DEA! reader
Rating:Uh, PG-13? What are the ratings?
Words: 2.6k
A/N: Um, tbh this is my favorite and the one we start the Drama™ with.
Warnings:rape reference,violence, (murdering?), sexual talk, prostitution. If I’m missing anything let me know.
Summary:You go to Medellín for the Narco meeting. Things get complicated when Helena doesn’t arrive.
Part one Part two
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Colonel Horacio Carrillo is waiting for you at the Carlos Holguin School, his base of operations, once you get to Medellín. Javi drives you all in the OGV (this time a white Van) with you in the back and Steve riding shotgun. Javier gets out, you and Steve rounding the car as the Colonel greets him.
“La inteligencia que me diste estaba en su punto. Los traquetos se van a reunir en las Margaritas” (Your intel was good. The traquetos (drug dealers) are gathering in Las Margaritas)
 You still can’t figure out how Javier was able to convince the Ambassador to let all of you come without more than a day’s notice.
You get closer, Carrillo turning his head towards your direction. Javier sighs.
“I want you to meet our new DEA, Steve Murphy”
The Colonel smirks. “Carne fresca” (Fresh meat)
Both look at each other, and you roll your eyes. 
“No sea idiota coronel” (Don’t be an idiot colonel)
Steve, once again, looks at you surprised. He may not speak Spanish but he’s sure he knows what idiota means.
Horacio laughs at your comment and lets a heavy hand fall on your shoulder. “No sea llorona Bera, hay que darle una buena bienvenida al nuevo!” (Don’t be a crybaby Bera, we have to give the new guy a good welcome!)
You shrug off his hand and get closer to Murphy in a protective stance. He’s a good guy, that much you’ve noticed with so little time he’s spent with you. Steve bumps you playfully as if saying thank you. You bump him back.
After that, everyone climbs into their respective cars and drive straight to the fancy hotel where the narcos meeting was going to be held.
You get a room along with the three of them, your Canon AE-1 hanging heavy on your neck as you climb up the stairs. Steve has a Fujica, and you guess he will be taking as many photos as he can. You’ll try and do the same, but the ones you’re taking will be staying with you and his are going to the ID guys.
Steve gets closer to the window and immediately starts snapping pictures as the narcos keep coming and getting out of their fancy vehicles. You do the same, but from the other angle.
You can see Carlos Lehder, the Ochoa brothers (and you now realize this probably has to do something with her sister being kidnapped) and Fernando Galeano “The Wolfman”, but you’re surprised when Gonzalo Rodriguez Gacha “The Mexican” gets out of another car, his face not very happy as they close the red door behind him.
“Is that Gacha?” Javi asks. You nod beside him, his voice sounding as surprised as you feel.
“I’ve never seen him with other traffickers”
The colonel is right, of course. Gacha is known for being a lone man regarding business, a paranoid man who doesn’t trust anyone. Him being there doesn’t mean anything good.
Finally, Pablo Escobar and Gustavo Gaviria arrive in a brown Mercedes convertible. Horacio orders Steve to take pictures of him and something urges you to answer that you’re not his soldiers to be bossed around, but keep your mouth shut.
Reluctantly, you admit in your insides that the intel Javi got from Helena was great, and you can feel in your guts that something big is going down today.
Hours pass and you realize that the meeting is over once the hookers are called up. The four of you get out and drive to the meeting point with Helena, and even if you’re not very fond of her you pray that she’s okay and got the work done.
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“She should be here by now”
Javier is pacing outside with Carrillo standing beside one of the cars, Steve partially lying on the front while you’re inside with your head hanging out the window.
“You think she slipped?”
Javi shakes his head. “Nah, she’s no dummy”
Horacio bends over the car’s chest and laces his fingers together. “Maybe she’s getting pretty for you”
You snort and Javi gives you a dirty look but nods towards him. “Yeah”
More time passes, and if you’re honest you’re starting to get worried for the girl. One of Carrillo’s men gets close to him and mutters something that makes your heart sink to the bottom of your stomach.
“Vimos a la chica irse hace un buen rato” (we saw the girl leaving a long time ago)
You open the door and jump off, getting close to them as Carrillo speaks to Javi.
“They’re telling me the girl left a long time ago, she’s already dead”
Your partner looks concerned as he kneads his shoulder, a frown well pronounced showing in his face. He turns around and shakes his head.
“No, they wouldn’t kill her at the hotel”
“Then they killed her somewhere else, she knew the risks” you hate how nonchalant Horacio sounds, how easy he speaks about an innocent girl being dead because she decided to help you.
“If we’re going back, we go back now” Steve intervenes, and you’re grateful he has more human sense than Horacio. 
Javi gets close to him, muttering, “Necesito que la encuentres” (I need you to find her)
Horacio gives him a look, but answers. “Conozco un sicario, si te interesa. Quieres?” (I know a sicario, if you’re interested. You OK with that?)
Your blood runs cold as Javi nods, “yo voy” (I’ll go with you) 
You get close to both of them and grip Javi’s arm. “Yo iré contigo también” (I’ll go with you too)
Before Javi begins his protest, Carrillo points towards Steve. 
“Qué hacemos con Carne Fresca?” (What do we do with Fresh Meat?)
Javi glares at you. “Necesito que te quedes con él” (I need you to stay with him)
Disagreeing, you shake your head and move ahead of him. Horacio looks at how you walk towards his vehicle with a grin on his face, and you hear Javi telling Steve something from the distance.
 Shortly after, they’re following after you and climb into the car. 
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You get to the place where the sicario is supposed to be and decide to stay inside the car as Javi and Carrillo along with one of his men go up to a balcony.
 Even if you’re not there, the sounds of a man getting chocked with a plastic bag reach your ears and Carrillo’s voice shouting drowns them a little bit. 
You clench your eyes shut as footsteps can be heard and shortly after, a gunshot resonates through the night. 
The sicario must have said something interesting because, without a word, both of them climb into the car and drive like crazy to another part of the city.
Horacio hits the brakes out of nowhere and the tires squeal in protest. Javier turns to look at you from the copilot seat, frowning.
“No me quedaré aqui Javier, ni lo pienses” (I won’t stay here Javier, don’t even think about it)
He lets out an exasperated sigh and gets out, his grip hard on the gun at his hands. 
Carrillo’s men go first, getting rid of the ones guarding the entrance. Then, Horacio goes on the other side, with Javi after him and you close behind. You climb the stairs silently, as close to the wall as the small space lets you, one of the soldiers leads you upstairs.
Chaos ensues when he fires, and shouts can be heard all over the place. Javier and Horacio start shooting the men quickly and soon it’s only you who are there. You turn around to Javi, and nausea invades your senses.
Helena is lying there, naked and beaten as she whimpers. Her face is bloody and bruises are starting to form all over her body. You have to cover your mouth to keep a gasp from escaping. You’re amazed at how beautiful she is, even after all of this, and a sense of admiration fills your chest. 
Javier takes off his vest and kneels to cover her with it. With tender hands, he holds her face and says her name.
“Helena? It’s me”
She doesn’t answer, and you can feel the guilt already eating at Javi.
“Te voy a sacar de aquí okay? Te lo prometo” (I’m going to take you out of here okay? I promise)
He lifts Helena in his arms and you trail behind him with your gun held up, Horacio walking behind you.
Nobody says a word as he takes her to the ambulance and you drive off to the hospital. Carrillo talks to his men by radio, telling them where you’re heading to and orders them to go there. Steve is still with them, so you guess you’ll find him there too.
You get to the hospital and Javi takes her to the ER, but they don’t let him go inside. Before his temper gets you in trouble, you put your hand on his shoulder and speak.
“Yo soy su hermana” (I’m her sister)
They nod without any protest and let you go inside with them. Javier sees you go and cocks his head in a silent thanks. 
Half an hour passes before anything else happens, but a doctor gets close to you in the waiting room to tell you she’s stable.
“Puede entrar a verla si lo desea, está consciente” (You can go see her if you want to, she’s conscious)
You nod and smile at her, “muchas gracias, iré en seguida” (thank you very much, I’ll go straight away)
Standing up, your muscles protest for being tense for so long, and you walk to the room the doctor pointed at.
Slowly, you open the door trying to avoid disturbing her, but her head turns towards your direction once a creaking sound echoes through the room.
“Hola Helena”, you greet her, “soy Bera, la compañera de Javier” (Hello Helena, I’m Bera, Javier’s (DEA) partner)
Your voice is soft, and you try to be as careful as possible so as not to startle her. You walk to his side and sit down at the chair beside his bed. She tries to give you a smile, but it becomes a pained expression caused by the bruises in her face.
“Tú eres Bera, eh?” (So you’re Bera, uh?) her voice is hoarse, probably because she screamed at some point. Your heart clenches at that. 
“Si, soy yo. Cómo te sientes?” (Yes, it’s me. How are you feeling?)
You feel stupid just as the words leave your mouth. How is she supposed to feel after what she just went through?
Despite this, she chuckles. “Como mierda, pero sobreviviré” (Like shit, but I’ll survive)
A strained smile reaches your lips. She’s a strong woman, that much you can notice. Regret invades your throat at how unjustified your resentment towards her was.
“Me aseguraré de que salgas de este país, te lo juro” (I’ll make sure you get out of this country, I swear)
She doesn’t say anything but nods, grateful. An awkward silence covers the room but you don’t want to leave her alone. The smell of desinfectant makes your nose itch, spots in the curtains making you uncomfortable. The covers of her bed are completely pristine though, and that reassures you a little.
Just as she’s about to fall asleep again, she mutters something.
“Eres muy especial para Javier, sabías?” (You’re very special to Javier, you know?)
Her words leave you speechless, and she keeps going at the lack of an answer.
“Contrario a lo que pareces pensar, yo no significo mucho para él. Nada más allá de una amistad tal vez” (Contrary to what you seem to think, I don’t mean much to him. Nothing more than a friendship maybe) Her words have an undertone of bitterness, and you open your mouth to speak but no words come out.
“Siempre que yo intentaba algo más con él, me rechazaba. Al principio pensé que era porque simplemente no estaba interesado en una relación,” she shrugs, the movement tense and clearly painful “pero aquella vez que me estaba cogiendo y dijo tu nombre? supe que era porque ya le pertenecía a alguien” (Every time I tried something with him, he rejected me. At first, I thought he just wasn’t interested in a relationship, but that one time he was fucking me and he said your name? I knew it was because he was already someone else’s)
You freeze, partially because of how easy she speaks about it and partially because of the actual words that just left his mouth.
“Yo-Yo no-no..” you stutter, “estás segura de que dijo mi nombre?” (I-I don’t-don’t… are you sure that he said my name?)
She chuckles at that. “Pues me acabas de decir que tú eres Bera, y si lo susurra en mi oído cuando se está corriendo no hay manera de que haya escuchado mal” (Well you just told me that you’re Bera, and if he whispers it at my ear when he’s coming there’s no way I heard it wrong)
Heat spreads through your cheeks and a flutter forms in your stomach at the (frankly hot) thought of Javi thinking about you as he came. But you don’t know if it means what you’d like, there’s no way to make sure unless Javi straight up tells you and he doesn’t even know you know.
You start freaking out in your head. Does he feel the same way about you? Was it just the heat of the moment? Are you gonna do anything about it? Why hasn’t he said anything!?
Ultimately, you decide not to do anything about it. If he wanted you to know he would have told you already. The thought hurts, but you can’t do much.
 You get out a pen from your jacket, rip a piece of paper from the notes at the bedside table and write your real name and the phone number from your house as well as your office one, handing it to Helena.
“Si alguna vez necesitas algo, llámame” (If you ever need something, call me)
She takes it from your hand and nods, folding it under her pillow. You stand up and go towards the door, but just as you’re about to get out, she speaks.
“Asegurate de que Javier esté bien” (Make sure Javier stays well)
Warmth spreads all over your body at her tone. You’re sure she doesn’t mean “keeping him safe”. Regardless of this, you nod.
“Siempre”(Always)
You close the door behind you and walk outside the hospital, conviction in every single one of your steps.
Javier is leaning in the bar at the streetside, Steve standing in front of him. It looks as if they just fought about something, Carrillo sitting at a chair behind Steve.
“I hope you know what that means” it’s the only thing you get to hear from the argument.
Javi then hands him a beer just as he walks towards the corner store, Steve taking a gulp of it. You get close to him and grab his arm.
“I’m sorry for leaving you behind”, you say. “I’m sure you didn’t come all the way down here to just sit around and watch from the sidelines”
Both Carrillo and he snort at your comment, leaving you perplexed. Were they talking about that before you came?
“It’s okay Bera, not your fault”, his posture understanding as he grabs your hand and squeezes. 
You smile and turn to Javier. “She’ll be fine. I’ll help you get her the visa”
Javier nods. “Gracias” (thank you)
You go buy a soda and the three of you drink in silence for a moment.
“Qué sigue de esto, equipo Torbellino?” (What goes after this, Whirlpool team?) Carrillo breaks the silence from his seat. He smirks at you and you roll your eyes at the nickname he gave to both you and Javier, but repress a smile and you turn towards him.
The night starts to weight down on you, the events of the day catching up with your body. In spite of this, you straighten up at the change of subject and your breath comes out easier than before.
“A Cali” Javi says. (To Cali)
You smile. 
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hansoulo · 4 years
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masterlist
* - nsfw   ☼ - angst   ♡ - fluff
STAR WARS
Cassian Andor
dissimulato | ♡ | 3.6k 
Din Djarin
close to me  | ♡ | 1.2k
toccare  part two | 4k
thread count | ♡ | 1.7k
make me |  *  | 1.4k
cold when you hold me (warm when I cry) | ☼♡ | 1.5k
black jasmine | ♡ | 1.75k
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Cobb Vanth
hey stranger | ♡ | 3.1k
Boba Fett
pillar of salt  | * ☼ | 15k | WIP series
NARCOS
Javier Peña
sleep | ♡ | 0.7k
dance with me | ♡ | 0.5k
interrupted | ♡ | 1.2k | dad!Javi 
love me | ♡ | 0.6k | dad!Javi
make it last | ☼ | 0.9k
“don’t act like you’re so innocent in all this” | ☼ | 0.5k
partial to the cavatina | ♡ | ON HIATUS series
      part two (first date) 
      part three (people and places)
      part four (consumable)
      inspo ༓ playlist
Horacio Carrillo
a little longer | ☼ | 0.8k
you promised  | ☼ | 0.8k
ain’t it a gentle sound (the rolling in the graves) | ☼ | 17k | WIP series
     inspo ༓ playlist ༓ carrd
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cositapreciosa · 2 years
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Masterlist
As always it's the fictional, not the real deal, enjoy xx
Mexico
Amado Carillo Fuentes
Affection - Amado Carillo Fuentes x reader
By proxy - Amado Carillo Fuentes x female!reader
Ismael 'El Mayo' Zambada
Safehouse - Ismael 'El Mayo' Zambada x reader
Como La Flor - Ismael 'El Mayo' Zambada x reader
Burning Bridges - Ismael 'El Mayo' Zambada x gn!reader
Pacho
Brown eyes - Pacho Herrera x reader
Chapo
Juro Que - Joaquin 'Chapo' x reader
Arturo 'Kitty' Paez
In training - Arturo ' Kitty ' Paez x reader
Salvaje - Arturo 'Kitty' Paez x female!reader
Head first - Arturo 'Kitty' Paez x female!reader
Rafa Quintero
Nightcall - Rafa Quintero x gn!reader
OG
Eduardo Sandoval
Rain season - Eduardo Sandoval x reader
Mañana por la mañana - Eduardo Sandoval x gn!reader
Chepe Santacruz
Red lipstick - Chepe Santacruz x female!reader
Javier Peña
Honey - Javier Peña x gn!reader
Jhon 'El Límon' Burges
Mamita - Jhon 'El Límon' Burges x reader
Gustavo Gaviria
Bittersweet - Gustavo Gaviria x reader
WIPs
No title yet - Pacho x GN!Reader final result here
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artemiseamoon · 4 years
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Cherry Red
Gustavo Gaviria x F reader
Narcos one-shot | GIF & moodboard: me
Mature 18 + adult content
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It was hot in Colombia. This took some getting used to and as the years passed you handled it a little better.
Ice cold drinks and ice pops were your best friend; a respite from the heat.
The indulgence of an ice pop was more of a private, off -duty thing. Working for Pablo you couldn’t really be seen standing around sucking on an ice pop, that would be distracting to say the least.
But today, today was hotter than hell. If the look of Gustavo as he listed to Pablo on the phone was any indication, you two were stuck here for a while. At least a few hours.
Taking the opportunity, you signal Gustavo and head a few blocks down to the store. It’s a quick trip, when you return he’s sitting on a bench watching you,
“We wait.”
“I figured that “ you reply, unwrapping the cherry red ice pop, same color as your lipstick; sticking it into your mouth.
Gustavo, though wearing shades, is clearly paying attention to what you’re doing.
It’s only after a few licks he shifts in the seat and looks ahead,
“You keep popping that thing in your mouth and they’ll be consequences.”
Consequences. You liked the sound of that.
You had a thing for Gustavo, it was mutual. But you made it clear you were not going to slept with coworkers.
However, if you ever broke the rule, Gustavo would be the one. He respected this, but damn, you’ve caught him eyeing you up like a man starved more than once.
You ignore him, on purpose; running your tongue up the length of the sweet and cold treat.
“I’m serious, y/n,” he turns his body to you, leaning in slightly, “I’m warning you.”
“Oh yeah? Mhhh,” you lick it once more, “god, it’s so hot.” Now your just fucking with him.
“I’ll take your ass up to a room right now and put something else in that mouth,” he removes his shades. Gustavo means business.
“Is that a threat, Gustavo?” You suck the pop into your mouth, hollowing your cheeks; eyes steady on his before releasing it, “or a promise?”
You swear some kind of animalistic growl comes from this man as he jumps from the bench. Dragging you with him by your arm. You nearly drop the ice pop.
He wastes no time dragging you across the street , behind the park where the hotel was. You saw it on the drive in, a cute little thing.
Now, as he books the room in a rush, one hand one your ass, you couldn’t help but smile with joy.
You were going to break the shit out of that no coworker rule.
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