#GIVE ME A MINUTE HEAR ME OUT -

[puppyeared]

Atla live action 😐

#thats my honest reaction 😐 #to be fair ive only seen 20 minutes of the s1 finale bc my parents are watching it but. mmmmm kinda mid #like. the casting is definitely an improvement since the last time they tried a live action but it feels like the writing falls flat #or maybe im being harsh bc ive only heard negative criticism on it beforehand. but fr anytime u bring up the original its already #good and not just because its the original. so much fucking detail went into it to the point of someone noticing azula wielding mai's knive #to how well thought out irohs character is used as a way of uniting the cast especially as zukos foil #i heard that sokkas sexism was toned down and i have to agree that feels like a cheap move. like i get WHY they think it would be better #but its not about how that reflects on real world its about how it affects the story. sokka starts out as a misogynistic asshole because #it makes it that much more impactful when he changes. toning that down makes it flatter and makes his character development weak #and someone pointed out they didnt even make him wear the kyoshi warrior uniform and i know it feels like such a small detail but #come on man. they did that in the original because not only does it help him really walk in their shoes - wearing 'feminine' clothing and #makeup and having suki explain its significance but it also ties in with the shows theme of harmony and intersectionality #i was also disappointed when they had the fire sages explain how the water tribe draws power from the moon because in the original it was #IROH who explained it to aang and everyone else BECAUSE we as the audience is under the impression hes with the 'bad guys' #and it builds up to how he learned from the other nations which reconciles his past as a war general and his character overall #AND its an excellent starting point for the cast and audience to understand how the nations arent as closed off as you would think #plus you would think its only fire nation doing propaganda but they expanded on that with earth kingdom censorship and it WORKS #a lot of things in the live action also feel arbitrary like. they gave momo a near death experience for 5 minutes for no reason #im firmly on the stance of bringing back filler moments instead of putting major events right after each other so that u give your #audience a sense of time passing and to really absorb the story. but i think thats more like shock value than filler and yeah its a small #thing to gripe about but those things build up and its really annoying. the thing abt avatar filler moments is that however small #its at least meaningful. hell even the beach episode emphasizes how isolated zuko and his friends are as child soldiers #i also swore to never watch the first live action since it was that bad but i really liked the stylized tattoos they used for aang #anyway. those arejust my thoughts. im not gonna watch the rest because im a ride or die for the original aftr growing up and #rewatching it at least 20 times as a kid. but theres definitely room for improvement and i wish ppl wouldnt take it as 'better' just cuz #netflix is adapting it. i wouldve killed for them to just reanimate the entire avatar series and touch NOTHING ELSE no redub #no changes to the story. just reanimate the thing and leave the rest alone and youd make easy money just the same #ALSO its very jarring not hearing jack desena and dante basco voicing sokka and zuko cause their voices were the most recognizable to me #i get that its because its live action but im allowed to feel a little sad abt that. and uncle irohs accent was really soothing #yapping

[py6oto]

some more doodles!! sorry for the doodle spam. i wanna animate but i cannot. i cope by doodling instead.

2023.08.29

#hlvrai #hlvrai fanart #hlvrai doodles #hlvrai gordon #hlvrai tommy #freelatta #im just gonna start using ship tags whenever a post focuses too much on 2 shippable characters . it works #blood tw #barely even acknowledgable as blood but i wanna be sage #acknowledgable is a word now im inventing it #amputation tw #swearing in spanish #i need this to be a tag. tumblr users as a community need swearing in spanish to be a big tag that is used regularly #see you should hc gordon as hispanic or at least give him some spanish speaking abilities so he can cuss people out in spanish #like imagine hlvrai but every 15 minutes he calls benrey a pendejo i can hear it so clearly in my mind and its beautiful #sorry the spanish in me is coming out

[mobius-m-mobius]

OWEN WILSON as CARL NARGLE in Paint (2023)

#owen wilson #carl nargle #paint #GIVE ME A MINUTE HEAR ME OUT - #like i never lost the faith he was pulling this off but it's actually UNREAL how beautiful he looks??? somehow softer than ever 😭😭 #the one man i trust to provide cinema at it again i love winning #movieedit #owenwilsonedit #dianagifs

[songsintheattic]

attention girlies with tinnitus: consider that your problems could be nerve related and caused by neck and back issues

#i just made the connection now and thought to look into it #also not just tinnitus but hearing loss and vertigo etc to some degree can all be related to the same thing #MUCH TO THINK ABOUT #trying to run has made me realize how bad my back and neck actually are #because just trying to expand my lungs like that gives me nauseating back pain after a couple minutes lol #but the whole 'going deaf when i sing sometimes' thing I've never had a clue about #but it kinda makes sense in this context #anyway just throwing it out there #m

[shawolsos]

Hello, I am once again pushing my Charlie/Babe = James/Lily agenda.

#listen i have this like disease where i think every couple has jily vibes #but this is like one of those rare occasions where i could give like a powerpoint presentation on my reasoning #honestly hear me out #listen i have a vision #way already like RADIATED snivellus #and then charlie was like a fluffy bespectacled puppy boy (who was like concerningly self sacrificial) #and he was madly in love with this insanely hot bubblegum bitch type who found him annoying yet kind of likeable and amusing #and had an incel bestie that was obsessed with them for like a decade and hated the bespectacled puppy boy as a result #and JOKINGLY i was like “omg its them 😭” #and then apparently the writers of the show read my thoughts and went “oh you wanna BET???” #because lest we forget the minute canon detail that lily heard james—[gunshot] #omg this is unhinged im sorry #pit babe the series #charliebabe #babecharlie #jily #marauders #marauders era #cerys rambles

[lover-of-mine]

You know, my whole thing with believing Eddie fell first and Buck will inevitably fall harder comes back a lot to the way I think people misuse the trope. A fell first/B fell harder for me was never about the actual intensity of the feeling but more about how the characters handle it. A has been feeling it for longer so they know how to contain it better than B, because usually B is hit with it in a way they can't hide it, which I personally think is the most fun interpretation of it all. You can play with canon and say Eddie has been aware of something as early as the tsunami, even if I believe he named the feeling during the shooting, so it's really easy to make Eddie look like he's been coming to terms with his feelings for a while. You can very easily put intent behind Eddie's feelings going back as far as stuck. To be the one who fell first you need a level of awareness of your own feelings that Buck just simply does not have. Sure you can play with the idea of Buck feeling some form of attraction for Eddie since they met, but Buck is bad at identifying feelings, so you can't really give him the "I'm at peace with my feelings" thing as easily as you can with Eddie. Because, personally, I think Buck took what was definitely a crush and labeled it as admiration and never looked at it again, because Buck is scared of defining things because he exists in fear of being abandoned. If he doesn't look at it, he can't want it, if he doesn't want it, it can't be taken away. He has a very specific way of looking at love that will make him never look too closely at what he and Eddie have. But that also means that if he ever does catch up, it will be bursting out of him in a way he can't control. Because Buck never dealt with big feelings, so that would hit him hard. And also because Buck feels things in a big way, so it would take over. If Buck knew, it's not the type of thing you can miss. But Eddie is really good at pretending things aren't there which makes it easier for him to act as if the romantic side of his feelings for Buck won't matter in the grand scheme of things. I don't really think Eddie is at peace with his feelings, mostly because I don't think Eddie has ever felt at peace about anything ever, but also because I think the cemetery made him think no amount of waiting is gonna get Buck on the same page as him and he doesn't want to ask for it and risk being wrong, so the easiest route is to pretend it's not there, even more considering he thinks he's watching Buck fall in love with someone else, so he needs to find peace with whatever he can get. So Eddie doesn't think Buck can feel the same, leading him to not ask for what he wants, and Buck just doesn't know how to name it.

Anyway you should read my Eddie fell first essay.

#i think the cemetery dug up some shannon trauma for eddie yk? #like he thought things were going one way and she asked for a divorce #and he thought things were going one way with buck and he just came all she sees me and he made that about himself not being enough #again #because it is what he takes from what shannon said even if what shannon said was that she didn't know how to be a wife #she never blamed eddie but eddie made it about something he couldn't give her #not something she had to deal with #and its the same as the cemetery with buck #buck is telling him he needs to work his shit out but what eddie is hearing is that he's not enough #so hes all back off and move on so he wont get hurt again #but hes in too deep with buck #theres no alternative where he loses buck and he doesn't get hurt #so hes in a very weird place in my opinion #i have so many feelings about that cemetery talk you have no idea how long i can go over those 3 minutes sokaoskaoskasasok #anyway #911 meta #buddie thoughts #911

[anotherpapercut]

I soooo wish I still had a copy so I could show you guys the best thing I've ever read in my life but I'll never for as long as I live forget the first sentence "There are many oppressed minorities in America: Blacks, Mexicans, Asians, Emos, Goths, Gays, and most of all, Juggalos."

#it was technically not an essay it was actually a 10 minute oratory speech for speech and debate i just read the written version #i wish id gotten to hear him deliver it aidbakdhsjd but i was like Jake. you CANNOT say this #he was like awww whhyyyy and my friends and i through tears explained all of the problems w this sentence alone #first of all our debate teacher wouldve eviscerated him ahrkaibdkahdkdbd #that dude was so fucking weird. for a while he was like trying to make alcohol in his house #and i was helping him do all the math to figure out how much he needed to charge people at school for it #i told my mother and she was like please stop doing that and i was like no?? lmao. he said he'd give me a cut

[spontaneousmusicalnumber]

Every time I have to settle for Wendy's over the restaurant I was planning to go to, I'm shunted into a fucking circus and my chances of escaping with a semblance of edible food is a toss up.

#and like im not gonna give them a bad review and get someone fired #so you all get to hear me gripe here #they were acting like they were slammed but i only saw like 4 orders come in the entire time i was there #they were out of bbq sauce #i just ordered a biggie bag with a plain burger #they made my burger in 5 minutes #i stood there 20 more minutes watching it get stone cold #then i think someone competent started her shift on the hour #because she noticed the time on my receipt #threw away my old burger and had fresh food out in a couple minutes #french fries do not taste good with sweet and sour sauce. #also im on a work trip so i need to keep my receipts #i made it clear at the beginning that i needed my receipt #and they were like 'we need it to fill the order can you wait' and im like ok as long as I get it #the first guy filled my order and immediately threw away my receipt #i had to ask him to fish it out of the trash because I NEED IT #and then i had to ask him twice for the drink that comes with the meal

[dreamlogic]

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#chronic blogging #shit chat #well at this point both of my parents (who i inherited my Just Tough It Out streak from) have #upon hearing how bad my post-hysterectomy pain has been #told me 'umm no you need to go see someone.' and 'please just go to urgent care i will pay for it if your insurance won't.' respectively #haunted by the ghost of my right ovary (sharp stabbing pains & debilitating muscle spasms around the incision site) #it's been 1.5 years since surgery and it's getting worse not better #at my 1mo post op i was like 'hey right side hurts a lot worse & the incision seems really wonky & off-center. thoughts?' #they said it was nothing to worry about give it time i might still be feeling pain up to 6mo post op #sooo 8mo post op contact surgeon again 'hey remember that thing i mentioned? yeah still hurts bad enough i struggle to walk sometimes' #she says eeehhh maybe you developed pelvic floor dysfunction or always had it and surgery made it worse. read this book & do some stretches #book stretches & muscle relaxers helped for a bit so i just carried on but it was not improving in fact becoming more persistent #lil over a year post op contact surgeon like 'HEY do not ignore me i am in an amount of pain that is NOT NORMAL and you WILL see me' #drive 1+ hrs for her to poke at me for ~10 minutes ignore most of what i was saying and determine it's just muscle spasms do more stretches #said physical therapy MIGHT help if i did it 2x monthly for at least 6mo. which would've involved commuting over an hour during the workweek #no THANK you i'll just keep doing my stupid stretches. and the thing is. #the stretches ARE helping. i feel my overall balance/flexibility/stamina improving #but that by contrast is making the STABBING PAINS WHERE MY RIGHT OVARY USED TO BE all the more obvious #'oh it's just muscle spasms' well why the FUCK are my muscles spasming around THIS SPOT EXCLUSIVELY for SEVENTEEN MONTHS STRAIGHT #i have essentially no pain on my left side at all. i feel overall just fine & dandy but i am convinced there is something #like. very seriously wrong on the right side causing this #and yeah if my surgeon won't listen to me maybe i will check myself into urgent care and demand an ultrasound #(which btw i asked for during my last visit & she told me it was unnecessary & to fuck off) #but now the two people who instilled me with a very deep mistrust for the medical industry #and from who i learned from via a lifetime of observation how to dissociate from chronic pain in order to function #are telling me 'yeah no this is bad you need a DOCTOR.' umm. i probably need a doctor. #was talking w/ E last night about degrees of pain & like. avg day is like 4-6 on a 0-10 scale. good days 2-3. #i don't consider calling out from work unless it's like an 8 or higher cause i'm just so used to it. #i'm sick of it. so fucking bored with being in constant pain. i want my life & energy back. i want a personality beyond Oh Just Tired back. #i wanna be able to enjoy touch again with immediately hitting overstimulation threshold due to pain.

[theinfinitedivides]

hey does SRK giving the locker room speech during the last half hour of Chak De! India (2007) cause you to spiral into an emotional meltdown late at night or are you normal somewhat

#film: chak de india #chak de india #bollywood #local gay watches Bollywood.txt #no but you don't understand #'go. go and steal those seventy minutes from yourself. from your life. from God. from anyone that did not have faith in you. #go and steal your seventy minutes.' #i usually have a rule of thumb when it comes to my consumption of the Bollywood industry #and that is to never thank Salman Khan for anything #but i am making an exception here #ty Salman Khan for turning down this role so i could sit here and say that it has been added #to the ever growing list of things that chemically altered my brain #Shah Rukh said this for me #he came out here in 2007 and said this for me after giving this role a second chance bc he knew #he knew!!! #all the way in 2022 i would need to hear this #crying and shaking rn sir iconic performance

[three-bunnies-in-a-trenchcoat]

I'm pretty sure what I just had wasn't a breakdown but it sure fucking felt like one

#to recap. there was a mouse and a bag in my room. freaked me out. i removed the bag but the mouse remained. #i kept hearing it. i kept thinking it was trying to climb up onto the bed or it was already on me #this continued for a span of around 20 minutes that felt like an hour #finally i stopped trying to sleep. eventually i started crying. i am now upstairs in my sisters old room where i know mice cant get #i am terrified still and exhausted because it is five am and i havent slept. my leg muscles are jittery #anyway i feel miserable. i am going to give my best attempt at sleeping and if that doesnt work #i have several hours of zelda speedruns to watch. or i might just cry some more. #mb's two am rambling

[greyias]

I've literally never interacted with anyone on here (heavy social anxiety turned me into a lurker before I could even post) but I went through what you're going through with your mom right now with my dad as a kid and it sucks. So. Much. I know there's probably nothing I can say that'll help or make you feel better, but for what it's worth, I'm sorry, and you're not alone. I'd say I'd pray for you guys but I don't want to overstep any religious boundries, so I'll just say good luck. ❤

Thank you for the kind words, Nonny, I'm sorry to hear about your dad and hope things are a little better/easier now. It has definitely been a Week™ (or week+ at this point) on this side of things, and I appreciate the support ♥

The situation seems to be an ever evolving beast, but at least as of this moment I'm writing things seem to be back on an upswing? It's definitely one of those situations that has to be taken one day/one moment at a time because it gets to be a little much otherwise.

#it feels weird to post or talk about it much #because the progress is just all over the place #so i feel like whenever i give any progress update #it almost immediately gets dated #but i guess at least as of this posting things are looking slightly better? #still holding off on surgery atm because the issue may resolve itself? #idk ask me again in five minutes the answer may change #i also hear you on the social anxiety #it took me a long time lurking #before i felt comfortable enough to start reaching out and talking to people #if you ever feel up to a dm tho feel free to reach out to me ♥

[necromancy-savant]

Sometimes I worry that I haven't taken good enough care of my ears, but then I'm in physical pain from how loud not only friends and coworkers in the same room keep their music but how loud my neighbors and the people in the parking lot blast it

#I'm convinced that both temperature and volume are things I perceive extremely differently from every other human ever to exist #I can hear snoring beneath me at night #I put in my earplugs but I can still feel the vibrations #through the fucking floor and through the walls #go to a doctor before you die in your sleep ffs tbh #but at least that person takes care of their baby unlike my last neighbors #I hear crying every once in a blue moon and it sucks but it stops within minutes bc they promptly meet their baby's needs #at my old place it would be 12 hours a night of screaming and screaming and no sleep bc they ignored it #and in the day it would be boom boom boom crash crash glass breaking everywhere cry oh what happened #you left your baby unattended and she got injured for the fifth time today bc you just leave her alone in the house all the time #you let your 1 year old to stomp around and break things and injure herself every 15 minutes #while you laze around just admit you never wanted children and give her to someone who will take care of her ffs #that kid is going to be suicidal by first grade due to lack of attention to her basic survival needs and I feel horrible for her already #I also saw two very young boys on that porch one time #with no shirts and with just shorts on in the snow just bashing the porch with sticks out of sheer boredom #I was considering intervening bc my paranoid ass thought they must already have frostbite

[xo8ball]

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#my dad wants to be sorry for screaming at me 30 minutes ago so bad but im not letting him lmaaoooo #he wants to buy me gummies (i asked for them earlier but ended up getting ice cream) instead of saying sorry #WHATS THAT SOUND?? SAY SORRYYY 😁😁😁😁 #Also he yelled at me (i didnt gaf) and said i have the worst interpretational skills #like i wonder from WHO i got them #(remember the times he fought with my mom because he misinterpreted instead of asking politely to be explained again) #i really dont give a fuck. and his stupid apologies arent gonna work on me #just come to me and say sorry for shouting at you and maybe sorry for calling you out on something i also have #but im gonna be dead before i hear a sorry without a but from him lmfao #anyways im not mad! its just dude its easy just say sorry😭😭 #personal #what am i cooking #vent #tw vent

[abovetherainandroses]

DARK ALLEY ON PIANO HOLY FUCKING SHIT

#HE ACTUALLY DID IT THE MADMAN #first get busy now dark alley #patrick giving me everything i want #fall out boy #tourdust #ok like. i know this is a sideblog but my main blog @ is literally a futct ref #idk why i'm on a sideblog my brain's weird #ANYWAY wow. #i thought it couldn't get better than when they played gin joints for an 8 ball at the second show #and i've been tweeting for the past SEVERAL years about wanting to hear gin joints live #(not that i got to personally hear it live but at least there's footage!) #like probably every other fob album is tied for 2nd place but cork tree is My Fave #ANYWAY WOWWWW they've played so many cork tree songs this tour and i am SO blessed #7 minutes?? xo?? i'm crying in the club #BOY THIS TOUR HAS BEEN A RIDE

[abrushwithdeath]

— 𝙜𝙤 𝙩𝙤 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙨𝙥𝙤𝙩𝙞𝙛𝙮 𝙧𝙚𝙥𝙚𝙖𝙩 𝙤𝙣 , 𝙥𝙪𝙩 𝙞𝙩 𝙤𝙣 𝙨𝙝𝙪𝙛𝙛𝙡𝙚 & 𝙡𝙞𝙨𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙛𝙞𝙧𝙨𝙩 𝙩𝙚𝙣 𝙨𝙤𝙣𝙜𝙨 !

Do I Wanna Know? - Arctic Monkeys

Girlfriend - Anderson East

Star Maps - Aly & AJ

Everything I Wanted - Billie Eilish

Planetary (GO!) - My Chemical Romance

Drumming Song - Florence + the Machine

Think Twice - Eve 6

Tear You Apart - She Wants Revenge

Demolition Lovers - My Chemical Romance

Rhinestone Eyes - Gorillaz

Tagged by: I stole it~ Tagging: Nobody, but feel free to steal it from me if you wanna!

#ooc. #((I'll literally listen to just about anything if that's not obvious lmao)) #((Also have younger Roguey for a gif 'cause these all felt like things she'd listen to xD)) #((Rhinestone Eyes has the right vibes for some fun listening when you're high #and who's to say she didn't try a few things when she was a rebellious teenager? Like... straight cut now? Sure sure. #But when she was younger? If it helped her escape herself for a few minutes? She would've done it)) #((Also a certain someone pointed out the BIllie Eilish song for a certain ship here and now whenever I hear it that's all I think of xD)) #((ALSO GIVE ME SOMETHING LIKE ''GIRLFRIEND'' BY ANDERSON EAST AS A PLOT. THANKS.))