#Ever Closer Every Day

[history-of-the-echo]

Ever Closer Every Day

After all that It wasn’t the end of the world Of course not It wasn’t intended to be But it was a taste Of the future Which still approaches

#Ever Closer Every Day #2021 #poetry

[cherryjuicegf]

i know it's over, still i cling

francesca - hozier / francis forever - mitski / the bomb - florence + the machine / wild blue yonder - the amazing devil / i will - mitski

#um hiiii. hii. ever think about the way touch and holding each other brings them comfort at their lowest aha #rockets myself 83638mph to the sky #the last pic is literally killing me tenderly with its bare hands #the witcher #yennskier #yennefer of vengerberg #jaskier #web weaving #the lighting in this show is certainly a Choice that drives me closer to violence every day

[ibtisams]

I don’t want to sound like those who complain of “boycott fatigue” or “activism burnout” because what I’m feeling is not even close to that, and I am always aware that those currently in Gaza experience everyday is incomparable to anything I can and will ever feel. With all of that being said, I have also lost so much during these 2 months and not had a chance to process or grieve and my mental health has suffered tremendously because of it. I am so beyond exhausted and in a horrible place mentally so I am going to take a small break from being online while I focus on my mental health and getting my life together after these nonstop 2 months

#I hate to sound like I am complaining and diminishing what those in Gaza go through without having a break at all #it is a luxury to be able to take a break but I don’t think I’ll ever truly be able to take a break #Gaza is on my mind every second of the day I close my eyes and see those images and I dream of those images and I am as vocal as I can be #but I need to step back and put myself first and prioritise my mental health because I am really not doing well #I’m so sorry I know how this all looks and sounds but I think I am closer than most to the situation I hope you can see that #I have a queue and of course I will never fully be able to be offline so I’ll still check messages or mutuals can reach me on discord #🦢

[a-stitch-in-time-and-space]

me: it'd be great if new-trek wasn't constantly so referential to classic trek, let it develop on its own without always being about legacy charac-

lwd: deep space nine?

me: OH THANK GOODNESS THANK YOU FOR GIVING ME LIFE IS THAT ROM IS THAT LEETA IS THAT THE SPACE STATION IS THAT KIRA WITH BUTCH HAIRCUT IS THAT THE PYLONS IS THAT SISKOS IS THA-

#i acknowledge my hypocrisy but consider this: spills water and runs away #with every ds9 reference we get ever closer to... cardassia.....? #to be clear also: i actually do not at all mind the referencing (i think i'll probably enjoy it in prodigy as well when i get to it) #i think it's the re-writing of legacy characters or the smushing of legacy characters into a space that doesn't suit them #for example on snw im pretty 80/20 chill with it and actively think some of the work they're doing (giving uhura more space for example) #is excellent #(the 20% is very veering on spock) #(and also the ship interior designs) #(have a lot of opinions on ship interior designs in modern trek -- why do they look so sterile!!!) #star trek #this is a joke #also ofc the thing about ds9 is that up until lwd it wasnt given the time of day

[randomwriteronline]

I think it would be soooo fucking funny if Velika had a favorite MU being and that happened to be Kazi. Just a really powerful cosmic creature with incredibly inscrutable plans that no one can figure out who is also simply enamored by a singular red blood cell due to how viscerally said cell hates his stupid fucking sphinx ass riddles. Velika twirling his hair and giggling and kicking his feet and telling the other Great Beings how there's this silly little matoran he gave a consciousness to that hes faking abt not having a lil bit of a crush on (in the way the creator of an oc loves said oc) but he do <3 and the Great Beings look down and Kazi is there waving a fucking knife welded onto his arm and screaming at the clouds about how hes going to shank the shit out of Velika if he shows his stupid face to tell him another goddamn riddle again and the Great Beings turn to this disgrace of a peer they have and go why are you like this

#bionicle #velika #kazi #great beings #random talks #theres no romance involved just a horrible person adoring his biggest hater ever specifically bc hes his biggest hater ever #making weirder more complex riddles just to see kazi use every drop of his willpower not to instantly crazy murder him #velika just goes teehee :3 hehe X3 each time and Kazi is every day a little closer to clobbering the eyes out of his face

[optiwashere]

You're mixed race?

I'm the triple threat. Bisexual, bipolar, and biracial.

And no, I'm not really interested in saying any more than that.

#hey you can ask me things! #personal nonsense #though I'll be honest with every passing day my already “almost only women” bisexuality veers ever closer to just being a lesbian

[miramisaki]

58(???) days until Charlie...

#mira draws stuff #fate charlemagne #charlemagne #fgo #fate grand order #fate extella link #charlemagne countdown #Have you ever wondered what the white collar that's peeking out from under his armor is??? I have #ngl I think he'd look good with or without sleeves #Am I losing my mind? Did I have a mind to lose in the first place? We're getting closer and closer to 50 days since I started this #If anyone has any suggestions (nothing suggestive please) feel free to drop them in my askbox #no guarantees I'll do them but some outside input would be nice every once in a while!! #still no word about lb6.5 I'm gonna start chewing on the drywall at this rate

[vintage-brass-tc]

I miss the slightly more intimate moments we shared before she came along. Back when you had on-and-off girlfriends and I was a constant in your life…maybe as a student, but a constant: I was someone who actually cared about you and gave you my undivided attention, always. You’d look at me like I was special. Treat me so carefully, so kindly. Allow yourself to talk to me casually.

Now, those moments only come once in a blue moon, only within the moments that she’s gone. But she’s almost never gone…. because she follows you around like a lost puppy. Literally. Always lingers awkwardly when you’re occupied, just to swoop by you again when you’re alone. And you let her.

You recently shared a hotel room. You always share the same car on the rides to school. You always sit next to each other. You’re always talking. Smiling. Laughing. Joking. Relaxed posture. Similar characteristics. Standing in such a close proximity, sometimes leaning closer to the other’s face just to hear them mutter— it’s all so sickening. I’m unbelievably jealous. She’s HOPELESS. I’m hopeless.

She has no clue how lucky she is… and yet she still has the gall to glare at me when I walk over to him and she’s nearby. It ticks me off. Like, there’s NO reason you should be mad at a junior for approaching her DIRECTOR. You can NOT be mad about me wasting your time with him when you literally have THE WHOLE DAY!!! You follow him so much you might as well have a string attached to him. Constant, constant, constant interactions. Maybe he’ll get sick of it. God knows how long he can handle someone emotionally dependent like she seems to be.

She’s so dependent on him always and it makes my blood boil. I wish he’d one, admit to our class that they’re dating and just go ahead and break my heart, two, admit to me that her clinginess annoys him and he doesn’t want anything to do with her romantically, or three…. just BREAK IT OFF! Stop hanging out! Get away from her! Make some boundaries! ANYTHING to get her away from you!!! I just can’t stand it!!!!

ugh

#Now she’s the clingiest person ever to you #and you allow it because you stand so close to her all the time #GET AWAY FROM HIM STOP STANDING SND SITTING NEXT TO HIM ALL THE TIME #STOP GIVING ME A SIDE EYE WHEN YOU SEE ME LOOKING AT HIM OR WALKING OVER TO HIM #STOP BEING SO DAMN CLINGY #GIVE HIM SOME SPACE #HE HAS TO DRIVE YOU EVERY DAY #I’M SO JEALOUS I’VE NEVER BEEN THIS JEALOUS BEFORE #I HATE HER #I HATE HER SO MUCH #SHE NEEDS TO GET AWAY FROM HIM #I want to shoot myself every time they get closer to each other or their shoulders brush #Alexa play Blame It On the Rain acoustic #because you will NEVER love him the same way I do #❤️ #U #personal #teacher crush #teacher crush community #tc community #tc #tcc #tc post #tcc post #tc feelings #tc ramblings #tc thoughts #teacher attachment #tc attachment

[simcardiac-arrested]

i need to put that stupid meme post on the shelf so bad but like i get it. it's may. Education sucks. i get it. i kinda dont want to be held responsible for my academic obligations for real

#i must give to the people in their time of need. i should not take away their reblogs #But then again....... what have the people ever done for me? spat in my soul and flaunted about how they dropped out and i should too? #all of you fucking bourgeoisie college dropouts #Sorry im talking like harry right now it's because im playinfg disco elysium and he's possessing me #crammerposting #lowkey do get closer every day to turning reblogs off but like i get it i do

[priestfrommidnightmass]

DON’T READ IF YOU’RE NOT DOWN WITH MORALLY GRAY DIRTBAGGISH DILEMMAS IN REAL LIFE! but okay. so his girlfriend leaves for the summer for like three months in aboutttt 2-3 weeks? and i graduate soon so i’m kind of debating partnering with one of my friends to throw another party so i can get him wasted again and see how he acts when he’s drunk around me and she’s not around. because if that’s how he was acting with her standing Right beside us i can’t imagine otherwise….

#i’m so SCARED FOR THIS SUMMER!!! #because he was playing hardcore Last summer when she wasn’t around #and now we’re like. significantly closer. and going to be together every second of every day #i mean we’re working significantly closer than before Plus our stuff outside of work #but anyway. #i’m not sure if i’ll act on this desire the next time i see my friends i’ll bring it up #honestly at the rate we’re going this probably doesn’t even need to happen. but boy do i want it to #I’M NOT TRYING TO GET HIM TO CHEAT. LET ME MAKE THAT CLEAR #i have the self control to where. if something ever happens i’ll stop it. i’m more just gathering evidence #doing my research considering my options. i’m not a total scumfuck but i dabble

[red-flagging]

sorry. valentino rossi races in wec???

#since WHEN #me every few days like 'damn i wish i could get into moto gp fandom if only moto gp and everything it entails was not deeply triggering 4 m #but at least that means i am safe from the derangements rosquez would bestow upon me' #but now....the danger is nearer and closer than ever #i do love wec and think it deserves more respect than just #'the place u go when u fail out of every other motorsport category' #but also very funny to me how deeply it suffers from MLS retirement home syndrome. #like what do you mean nyck de vries and robert kubica just took each other out at the first corner. what are you talking about

[brookheimer]

what is it with this past 24 hours and absolutely baffling takes on the last episode

#like y’all think kendall had every right to ignore rome’s wishes to not have the abuse leaked bc roman is living in a dream world where #logan wasn’t abusive and needs to be brought back down to reality???????? y’all think he loses the ability to have a stake in this decision #bc his abuse is so deeply internalized that he excuses logan’s actions for it??????? it’s one thing to say ken made the smart move but it’s #a whooooole other one to act like he didn’t even do anything bad at all. you do realize they explicitly mentioned leaking the physical #abuse right? you do realize rome was the only one (we know at least) to have been phys abused? you think kendall is right to leak that info #to the masses?????? that would literally define roman’s life. like he’d be The Roy That Logan Beat. how the fuck is he supposed to grieve #his very-recently-dead father let ALONE heal from his abuse if roman’s forced to relive it in the public eye 2 days after logan dies #like the experience of having that leaked will be infinitely worse roman than for kendall bc he will be singled out as the only one logan #hated enough to beat and boy do tabloids love physical abuse and kendall is WAY closer to coming to terms w the abuse than roman who #really really needs to work through that shit before idk it becomes public domain #like idk if that’s what WILL happen but it certainly fuckin could. we have no rzn to think it wouldn’t!!!! #this isn’t like a Uniquely Evil Move from ken or anything it’s a pretty classic succession maneuver i’m not saying he’s the devil or smth #like… at all. but it’s still not a Great Thing To Do? especially to roman????? #seen this take multiple diff times now. insane <3 #it’s wrong to act like this is the single worst thing any character haa ever done (a take i have not seen but i digress) but it is also very #wrong to act like it literally wasn’t even bad #seen this take at least four times so i’m not talkin ab any one person or thing in particular just like… dude. cmon #succession #succession spoilers

[revvethasmythh]

like, I get why people don't like edgelord style characters and find them exhausting, i really do. but I was raised by a style of book that exclusively features edgelord protagonists that intentionally bars them from experiencing a single moment of dignity in their entire lives, and I think that explains why I love them, actually

#an edgelord character allowed to retain dignity? boring. who cares #an edgelord character who is made the center of an insane slapstick comedy routine at least once a day? you have my attention #like yeah all these UF protagonists wear black and leather and are ''badasses'' #they are also losers constantly losing fights. their best friends are hairless cat demons or detached vampire heads kept in a gym bag #or a perverted miniature unicorn who can talk and lives in your underwear drawer #(all real examples. yes they are ALL real) #to truly be an edgelord the narrative must rob you of all dignity. it is a MUST #rosie reads #(every day i get closer to writing some absurd dissertation about UF protagonists that no one but me would care about) #i mean there are absolutely UF series that take their protags too seriously and anyway that' why i don't fuck with gena showalter #or kevin hearne (derogatory) etc etc #karen chance writing the dorina basarab series though? she understood the assignment better than most ever will

[jimmyspades]

psycho type of question to ask i'm sorry but do you know if anyone knows what kind of cologne james wears? i don't know why anyone would know this actually except if he made some brief mention of it in an interview somewhere along the way... okay i'm changing my question to something better: what do you imagine each of james' characters might smell like? :)

Omg no ur not crazy I think about the same things… Ok so I did a deep dive into everything I could find and there’s not MUCH info—Hisham Tawfiq said they’re not allowed to wear colognes and perfumes on the TBL set so he didn’t know about James and Karina Arroyave (actress who played Mierce) said the same thing, if he wore anything it was never noticeable to her

BUT according to my sources (a few fan forums and twitter lol) multiple people who’ve met him said he smells like Irish Spring soap 🥹😮‍💨 I’d imagine for a long time he smelled like cigarettes too but as far as I know it’s been about six years since he quit, unless he picked it up again

EACH of his characters oh man we’d be here all day… yk @robertcaliforniagf and I were just talking about this Willow made a list!!! I think it’s very accurate a lot of cigar smells and masculine woody warm notes… Also the internet rocks and I found this website that identifies colognes and other scents in movies—Max in White Palace uses Polo by Ralph Lauren and Graham in slv shaves with Barbasol… a very light classic creamy barbershop smell yeah I can picture that for him

#another fan said they can’t remember what he smelled like but his hands were soft. I’m chewing my arm off #red wears something nice and expensive. maybe he’s got a signature scent maybe he has different ones for different suits… #steff wears too much of something kind of obnoxious but once you get used to it it’s very sweet. his lips taste like buttercream frosting #sorry I say that every day but it’s true he’s like sweet vanilla icing to me #alan wears something very expensive but he doesn’t put too much thought in it. he found it after law school when he started making money and #liked it so it’s just what he buys now. but if a gf got him something else (expensive) he’d probably wear that too he doesn’t really care #something clean but not clinical at all. very warm actually and just subtle enough you want to get closer to smell him better #jack pozzi music of chance smells like the cheapest cologne you’ve ever heard of. and he’s kind of damp #ask #anonymous

[dumb-doll-lips]

I don’t know enough people to ask, but if you’re a woman maybe around early to mid 30s, how often do you talk to your mom? Like idk what range of answers even make sense for a survey, surveys feel more fun. I’m sick of feeling like such a bad guy bc i don’t want to talk everyday and would like more space.

#my mom said she was about to drop by my place unannounced bc I didn’t answer her calls until later and I texted her back the day before #but she was worried something happened to me #I just got major guilt tripped about not talking to her much and I’ve been on phone calls w her the past two days #I do also think it’s a bit of a gendered issue when looking at it #that’s why I said women #but maybe I’m wrong #just every guy I’ve been closer w usually has an issue w how involved my mom tries to be #so feels like their experiences have been a lot different than mine #I also made the maube mistake of telling her I’m dating some a little while ago #it’s not something I like want to talk about much w her ever #but she was so busy worrying I’m depressed and not doing anything #but now I get so many questions there #and she’s worrying I think even more #ughhh

[vcrnons]

can someone give twt carats a knock on the head bc why is my timeline exclusively “oughhhhh why was dk at the dentist. what if he got veneers too” CHILDREN. THE DENTIST. IS A ROUTINE. TRIP. 😭

#shut up j #every day I get closer to deleting that devil app altogether #look I’m not hacking on anyone I am the worlds worst for going to the dentist I hate it and I forget all the time but are u telling me none #of y’all go to the dentist ever. for. routine reasons. for checkups. or minor work. #dentist =/= cosmetics 😭 #and as if any of y’all have any right to dictate what this man does with his own teef 😭 #lord above. insane behaviour