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#Btw The kin/me thing is more of a ''if it's not made for you don't tag it like it is plz ty'' to reiterate
girlyliondragon · 1 year
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Now kiss (haha Jk... Unless??? (Toby PLEASE make it "Unless"))
Ello Deltarune fandom. Guess what ship has gotten my brainrot now 2 1/2 years later. :P Because ofc I go from one f/f ship to another and cling onto it. But fr tho I love these sapphics sm. I love them so muuuuuch I'm so glad they are semi-canon just 2 chapters in.
Been wanting to draw something with them since February, but because of art block back then I decided to just let my pen go on its own since I had art block and ended up with a rough of this and hallelujah lol ^^
Seriously Toby please. Take your time ofc no rush. But please I NEED to see them together again.
Also I love Noelle's glow-y nose hc so that's mine now too thanks fandom.
Art: Mine
Do not steal/crop/edit/etc. Do not tag as kin/me ty! Suselle haters DNI :U
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lumikore · 4 months
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My Medic loadout I still don't know if he's an oc or not I guess he could be categorised as self insert oc but he's not really he's just my loadout guy but I do imagine him in my head in little scenarios mostly like stuff that would happen to me ingame and he acts like how I would but he's a little more mean and depressed like another day another dollar kinda vibe yknow so he's not me but he kind of is like he's my loadout yknow that's what other people see when they see me playing medic but also I don't 'kin' medic or anything like that if anything I think I'm most like engineer if I had to pick one Idk maybe he's a tf2-sona if that's a thing he's not exactly like me but he kind of represents me I mean he's my pfp as well on here and on Steam and on yt maybe he's like a mascot for my brand like Ronald McDonald or Chuck E Cheese but for Lumikore Tf2 Drawings And Etc Incorporated you feel me but like I also have hcs for him I guess they're canon if he's my character but anyway I think he plays the harp which well I mean I play the harp so I guess I'm projecting onto him a little bit there but it's ok like I project onto every single character I make ever it doesn't mean it's me it just means it is influenced by me which of course it's going to be if I made it and guys sorry for not using commas or full stops I can't help it this is what my thoughts sound like to me and it feels really weird and unnatural when I have to add pauses instead of just connecting all my thoughts in one sentence like how they come to me in my brain I didn't sleep very well last night btw so I'm kinda going a little crazy I slept 4 hours and then got up at midnight to eat strawberries and cherries and prosciutto and brie as stated in my other post and then tried to go back to sleep but it didn't work so I just layed awake for a bit now it's about 11:30 and I'm quite tired now thinking about it but I mustn't have a nap or my sleep cycle will get even worse and it also just occurred to me no one wants to read this and I think I got a little off topic as well but if I write a big enough wall of text peole will have no choice but to see it and think wow what is this guy on about that he needs to write so much under a little drawing post guys write Krampus in the comments if you read this far I'm also kind of sad rn about Krampus because after the event is over I'll have to wait another year before I can see my lovely wife Krampus again and she's gonna be so lonely without me like what does she do all year stay at home all alone it's sad really who's going to give her love and attention while I'm off fighting in the war (2fort) and genuinely aside from Krampus I really like the Smissmas maps especially Carrier and Galleria I don't really like Haarp it's very confusing and stressful but still I hope some of them stay throughout the year because I just know if they only come back in December then they will get hardly any players ever again cause people want to play the new maps every year and I think I should stop writing so I can go play tf2 now so I can play the event maps before they're gone so bye.
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miyaur · 1 year
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+ random thoughts i have that i wanna say before i explode and go on a break again LOL, warning. nsfw, a lot of it, i dont have the effort to put specific ones, oh btw sex
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⟣ the mfs who look like sex gods but definitely dont have experience, one look at them and they look so beautiful, but probably have 0 relationship experience, example? diluc, xiao, alhaitham, they look like they good at sex, wrong, super wrong. all three have terrible social skill too LMAO, probably medium dicks honestly, not average, but above average. maybe 5-6 inches, mfs probably switch leaning to sub, lowkey terrible at dominating, like be honest w me they probably have 0 sexual intereaction other than masturbationnnnn..... ⟣ maybe most of the genshin guys are virgins honestly, like some look like they fuck on the daily, when they in reality don't, im implying kaeya and childe, high sex drive but 0 sex lol. but probably both like being degraded. get rly turned on probably by getting pegged, they think it's hot whn ur in control. like grip his waist hard while pegging him, the thought gets him creaming in his pants ong, specifically likes the pet name slut tho
⟣ probably likes their hair being pulled while being pounded from behind, like all fours and pulling his hair, prolly likes choking too. — venti, kaeya, kaveh, aether ⟣ if you ask venti to wear the twink archon outfit he has during sex he probably will do it, kazuha probably takes off the bondage thingy around his hands to finger you, respectively, those things probably dirty asf too LMAOO, scaramouche probably lowkey likes being humiliated, super brat too, like really really bratty. probably likes being risky and intimate fr, aether likes praise, a lot, like a lot a lot, like tell him his body is so perfect, and he's being the best boy for you rn, literally would cum untouched ⟣ punishing dottore like the brat he is, tie him to a chair, gag him, and fuck his clone, overstimulate it and everything, just do it infront of the poor baby till he realizes he was wrong for being bratty
⟣ tattoo artist!scara fingering you while you face the wall. as he whispers dirty talk in your ear, at his work place. being risky turns him on so much too, probably after that he'd start spreading your legs, designs painted across his skin, giving kitten licks across your sensitive clit, nothing sent more shivers down your spine. edging you and eating you out would be his favorite, the piercing on his tongue made it feel way better too.
⟣ mafia! fatui members and you're the cute secretary they take their frustration out on, respectfully, but threesomes aren't uncommon, dottore & pantalone tag team; eiffel tower position, dottore probably doesn't really care after sex, but pantalone does help you clean and stuff lol, dottore; 5.768 flaccid, 8.192 hard, pretty girthy, pantalone; 5.437 flaccid, 7.863 hard, not as girthy, but it does pack a punch. scaramouche & childe tag team; probably that one position where one is touching ur nips n stuff, and the other is fucking ur hole, i guess lmao, both pretty caring after sex, probably will fuck again in the shower, because why not lol, childe: 4.537 flaccid, 6.546 hard, not that girthy, length makes up for it, scaramouche: 4.576 flaccid, 7.134 hard. the biggest (and most painful) for last; pierro & capitano tag team; anything that you can handle bro wtf, they'll try to be gentle, rough sex isn't all that rare with them, really into overstimulating you, not really on purpose though, like i promise, both really like it when you sit on their face, pierro; 6.492 flaccid, 9.543 hard, capitano; 6.543 flaccid, 9.345 hard, lowkey they are pretty good at aftercare, they care about you hhahaheheh, they really wanna know if you're okay, lowkey apologize for degrading you during the heat of the moment.
⟣ alhaitham & kaveh tagteam; big fans of the eiffel tower positions, both met you through a cafe, you and alhaitham had the same interest in book themes, kaveh and you both liked the same kind of coffee, you guys probably go on dates together to the same cafe you met in :D, maybe library dates aren't that uncommon either, fucking between the bookshelves isn't either! both probably have no shame in it either, the librarian is probably too tired and goes im not paid enough for this. one praises, one degrades, thats kaveh and alhaitham, but overall they're super good boyfriends, 100% the best aftercare ever, always making sure ur ok n everything bro.
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♡ maybe, maybe ill make full fics for each thought here
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t3ddytr3atz · 1 year
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Hello again! '^^ Could I also get separate & romantic headcanons for Gregory, Craig, Clyde and Stan with a fem!reader who is very motherly, flirty and is also spanish? Like the reader is the typical 'mom friend' except is a 'mom gf' and she loves to call him affectionate nicknames in Spanish and blow him kisses, wink at him or do fingerguns? [nicknames could be Chico Bonito, Cariño, Nene or Mi Amor]
Sure! (Plz someone make a hell park Gregory fanfic I kin him so much)
𝐆𝐑𝐄𝐆𝐎𝐑𝐘, 𝐂𝐑𝐀𝐈𝐆, 𝐂𝐋𝐘𝐃𝐄 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐍 𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐀 𝐅𝐋𝐈𝐑𝐓𝐘! 𝐌𝐎𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐋𝐘, 𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐄𝐑!
WARNINGS: kinda suggestive at Stan's part but nothing more
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𝐆𝐑𝐄𝐆𝐎𝐑𝐘
•one word to describe his feelings : swooing
•he is very in love with you and he makes sure you know that, kissing you, hugging you, holding hands etc.
•he doesn't mind that your flirty he enjoys it, (PERSONAL HEADCANNON) I headcannon that he knows a little bit of Spanish, so he might call you some flirty nicknames in return
•he 𝐡𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐬 it when people judge you and him, mostly when people judge you, you are the love of his life so when someone talks about you he gets.....𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚗 𝚊𝚗𝚐𝚛𝚢.
•please, pet his hair, he will literally beg you to run your fingers through his hair (its soft do it)
•he likes to spend time with you alot, if it's reading, cuddling anything as long as he is around you, he loves u sm 🥰
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𝐂𝐑𝐀𝐈𝐆
•craig acts like your motherly gesture annoys him, but in private he LOVES it, he just hates getting embarrassed infront of his friends
•whenever you flirt with him in private he just blushes while muttering 'your going to be the death of me..' while he hugs you from behind, burying your face into your shoulder
•if you flirt with him in public however, he'll be very flustered while his friends are laughing in the background as he covers his face with his hands
•craig isn't the best at expressing his emotions, so he often comes to you for cuddles it's a stress reliever for him, (he's a switch when it comes to spooning)
•imagen, you and Craig laying down on his bed, his face nuzzled into your neck giving it an occasional kiss, while you run your fingers through his hair, comforting him.
•even though it doesn't look like Craig cares for you, but trust me, he does a whole lot❣️
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𝐂𝐋𝐘𝐃𝐄
•out of all the boys, he loves it the most, the way you flirt with him, the way your caring toward him, he is very head over heels for you
•pda is a yes, he likes to kiss you, hug you, anything.
•clyde is a flirt himself, but you overpower him the way you blow him a kiss, call him flirty nicknames in spanish his heart just goes stkxkhcljchlsriarjzglcj
•he hates being away from you, he is attached to you by the him, literally, if you leave him for even like 1 second he is sobbing 😭🥺
•he likes to cuddle with you as well, btw, if you cuddle him don't expect to get up, he clings onto you untill he either falls asleep, or someone comes to pry him off of you
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𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐍
•he appreciate's it, A LOT, you keep him very sober👍
•he doesn't understand spanish, so he asks you to translate, if you don't agree he'll pout (his pout is 🥰)
•the way you flirt with him makes him feel a certain way...(iykyk) it makes him feel very special and loved and.....yeah (🫣🫣🫣🫣🫣🫣)
•likes it when you give him affection, like running your fingers through his hair, kissing all over his face, cuddling. He lives for that, don't worry he'll return all of the affection you give him (cough cough inalotofways cough cough)
•cuddling you is another thing that keeps him calm, he likes to be the small spoon, being held by you is 😩 he likes to kiss you while you cuddle, you cheek, neck, forehead, anywhere.
•you have made his like a lot more calming <3
𝐇𝐈! 𝐈 𝐡𝗼𝐩𝐞 𝐲𝗼𝐮 𝐞𝐧𝐣𝗼𝐲𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 , 𝐬𝗼𝐫𝐫𝐲 𝐢𝐭 𝐭𝗼𝗼𝐤 𝐚 𝐰𝐡𝐢𝐥𝐞 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐈 𝐡𝗼𝐩𝐞 𝐲𝗼𝐮 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐢𝐭 <33333
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stupidscav · 4 months
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DNI: zionist, antikin, ableist, lgbtq+ phobic, proshipper, support ai art, general bigotry. sorry once again I am too lazy to make a proper dni
RB > LIKES on art, preferably!
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ok new pinned time finally
hello!! I'm fester, awoo, or scav! feel free to alternate names (aka pls pls pls pls/nf)!! I go by it/they/thing, but I'm also okay with he/him. I am neurodivergent (autism, anxiety, probably adhd, I'm a triple a battery) please be clear about things,, my mental health also is not the best currently so I might not be in a stable mood sometimes. i am also a minor, and I love microscopy, indie music, Fe (EA), and Rain World. :3
I am also otherkin/fictionkin, and my identities are here.^^
about my tw tags: I tag the word itself. if "geko" was a trigger, I would simply tag the post "geko". you can always ask me to tag something!
tags + info:
#scavs silly misc: miscellaneous posts/original posts. I upload random shit sometimes🔥
#scav finally draws something: drawing that I'm actually proud of! a good amount of art is in misc though
CHANGED TO: #festers fuckery dont ask/silly
#dark pearls: dark topics, vents. formerly #scav feels shitty.
#happy scav: positive vents mostly
#pearl treasury: asks and polls! formerly #scasks.
#scavs favorite pearls: gifts! at least I think that was the tag
#scav is serious: announcements mostly
#scavcanons: headcanons, ocs maybe
#scav rejects humanity: kin^^
#fester finds: things I find/find to be cool, usually music !
#fester friends: posts w/ friends ^^
alt acc: @scavssupersecretaltacc
spam acc: @i-like-to-explode
fe sideblog: @fe-enjoyer
heavy vent: @d-arkpearls
music sideblog: @woflester
elite rp sideblog: @elited-scavenger
ohh i made a cohost also
old pinned, for more info (outdated kinda)
btw, I love being tagged! I love being asked! I love getting doodle requests, though idk if I'll get them all! these are basically always open!! unfortunately I am a horrible procrastinator so I might not always answer timely :']
probably gonna add more if I forgot, which is very likely. ty!
notes below!!!
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NOTES:
-if I change my PFP from your art to something else that doesn't mean I don't love it and cherish it forever!!!!! thank you so fucking much for every gift you make I love them!!!!!! seriously why do people keep making me things helppp/pos
-sorry I haven't been answering asks often:(( still don't mind asks though!
-please don't make jokes on my vent posts or anything unless I say you can btw. should have said that earlier sorry
-also, this explains a lot of why I don't respond sometimes
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binarystarduet · 2 months
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𝙻𝚈𝙲𝙾𝚁𝙸𝚂 𝚁𝙴𝙲𝙾𝙸𝙻 — 𝙻𝙸𝙻𝙸𝚄𝙼.
@destinyfaces; type: stimboard, subject: death. don't tag as kin/me.
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Ta-da! How many of you were surprised I'd do Lycoris Recoil instead of Madoka Magica, or Ave Mujica? Teasing, teasing. Originally I was going to do one of the two, actually, easy for Ave Mujica because of their overall aesthetic and pmmm because of.. well. you know already. though if you want me to go crazy about that, you can always ask, hehe! I saw another person use spider lilies in their piece too (wonderful work, btw!) and so I am excited to present it to you again. we made all of the lycoris flower stims ourselves. I'm also not the best at explanations but um... I'll try. smile
What a more fitting source than one with it literally in the title, right? If two characters defeat the purpose of the prompt, have Takina be the focal point, it's who I kin after all so it is from that perspective mainly. Higanbana or Lycoris Radiata, more commonly known as the red spider lily, are flowers often associated with darkness, grief, despair, rebirth/reincarnation, and of course... death. Radiata's counterpart, Lycoris Albiflora, or white spider lilies, are associated with light, healing, freshness, renewal/reincarnation and opposite to her tragic partner... life. I felt it would be perfect to incorporate both flowers to represent both Chisato and Takina and how they reflect each other in opposite ways throughout the entire story. At first, we're shown that Chisato is a pacifist, who uses her gift and privilege to save others. Trained to be a killer with the high expectations to harm, she uses only non-lethal methods to protect herself and those around her. Lycoris Albiflora. Takina, however, is a trained killer who has been shown to have killed and was relieved of her privilege due to reckless behavior. She had to learn to take things slow, she had to learn how to show mercy. Lycoris Radiata. Though on the opposite side, Chisato's (spoilers?) looming themes of dying and/or leaving ties her to Radiata in the same sense that Takina learning to use the same non-lethal methods and being less reckless around others/protecting them connects her to Albiflora. Both of them embody life and death, one more than the other, but to me it is simply yin and yang. I also think the fact that a lycoris is still a lycoris despite what color it is... we love good motifs &lt;3
The short explanation? I am Takina Inoue and I love Chisato, the source's whole theme surrounds the pretty red death flower, and I had this super fun idea for like a solid week since you posted the announcement and I did not want to back down on it. I hope you enjoy !! ily so muchie and congrats on 300+ you're the bestest ever .
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bellaxgiornata · 21 days
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Hi...do you have any suggestions for a beginner fanfic writer?? Maybe some tips?? Love your work btw....i absolutely love your falling for the devil series
Ahhh, thank you so much!! 💖I'm glad you enjoy FFTD!! That series also tends to be my favorite of everything I've written, too. There's just something about FFTD Matty...
I could certainly give you some tips/suggestions that I've learned along the way! I've been writing and reading fanfic since 2005 so I've been around for a bit 😅 Though if there is something more specific that I didn't address--like something more specific with writing or editing or something--you (or anyone else who's curious) can certainly always send me an ask and I will always answer when I have a few minutes! But I'm not going to claim I'm remotely an expert on all of this, either. This is just from my experience and talking with other fic writers.
As always, the answer is below the cut!
First, I think it's always important to keep in mind that the more you write, the better your skill will grow with writing. Which goes for everyone, no matter how long you've been writing for or whatever your age is. I always see an improvement in my writing when I read something from even just a few months ago. And I even cringe at things like the very first Matt fic I wrote or even some early FFTD installments. So don't be too hard on yourself!
I think it's also important to remember to not compare yourself to others. We all have different styles and voices and that's a wonderful thing in writing. If everyone wrote the same or had the same ideas, there'd be nothing interesting to read. Everything would sound the same which would be boring. Personally, I didn't find my writing style/voice and grow comfortable with it until almost a year and a half ago when I started writing for the Daredevil fandom, so it's completely okay if you are still searching for yours.
Don't let any negative comments you might ever receive writing fanfic drag you down. Everyone gets them, and some fandoms have different dynamics than others where it may happen more often than in another one (though come on y'all, can we please practice the don't like don't read rule??). I think anyone who writes fanfic long enough will receive at least some hate. I've certainly gotten plenty over the years, and yes, it sucks and it can hurt or piss you off, but you have to remember to brush it off. There are likely many others enjoying your story to make up for that one person who's being rude. Block buttons can be your friend if you need them.
If you're having trouble writing a character that already exists in the fandom, studying them in the source material is always a good route. The amount of times I've gone and re-watched Daredevil, Punisher, or Kin in order to feel like I capture any of the characters in there just right is absurd, but it really does help to see their mannerisms, speech patterns, and to begin to get a feel of how they'd react in different situations based on how they've reacted in the show.
Lastly, when you write chapters for your fics and it begins to feel daunting, know that you can always break things down into more manageable chunks. I used to struggle to write much at a time until I learned to focus on the story in this way as opposed to focusing on everything that I still needed to make happen. Just focus scene by scene or even line by line. How to get Character A to do this or get to that point, for example, and it should hopefully seem significantly less terrifying. If you try to think of everything that needs to happen in a chapter all at once, it might begin to feel overwhelming and you may have the urge to give up. Try breaking things down and focusing on one thing at a time.
I could absolutely go on but I don't want to ramble! If there's something more specific you're curious about that I didn't touch on, or maybe you'd like more detail about, absolutely feel free to send me another ask! And this goes for anyone who made it through all of this! I always love chatting, sometimes it just takes me a moment to have time to sit down and answer. Hopefully any of this was useful/helpful though! I am always happy to help encourage others to write!!💕
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REQUESTS: CLOSED
Queue posts from 3PM - 5PM CST 1* per day
(*this number changes depending on how many asks i get, though i try to keep it at 3 or more)
rules for requests
- no NSFW requests (I am a minor) - no Hazbin Hotel/Helluva Boss, Danganrompa,genshin impact, or Harry Potter related asks (for personal and obvious reasons) - if its been weeks and your ask hasn't been answered, please don't spam my inbox with said ask - not a rule but FEEL FREE TO SEND MULTIPLE IN A ROW! I DONT MIND! - not much else, just be respectful 👍
REASONS I MAY NOT HAVE DONE YOUR REQUEST
- askbox ate it (happens often) - I couldnt find a good image/ wasnt able to do it for other reasons - topic was a touchy subject or made me uncomfortable
- I'm saving it for later - I accidentally deleted it (I have issues with how my brain processes what I see. I have done this a couple times and feel really bad about. if you think this happened dont be afraid to dm me about it, AFTER that you may re ask it. - you asked when requests were closed (accidents happen so if you reask when they are open I wont delete it)
about the mod
- Call me mod Martin, I Use He/Him and She/Her - I don't kin or relate to Sylvie in any way, an asker said that he runs the blog and I ran with it. also Sylvie is a cool name so why not call myself it - I try to get to these asap but I have sleep issues (ironic considering my Sylvie theme) that make it hard to have the time or energy. - I love answering random asks about stuff, ask away (btw, if requests are closed non request related asks are still fine!) - I haven't abandoned the cardboard cut out of Syvlie, I just need to figure out whats going on with my printer
tags I tend to use
epithet erased where they shouldnt be - main tag/ any photo with a character edited into it
not ee where they shouldnt be - off topic
Sylvie speaks - off topic posts that are mostly me saying something (may be changed to mod speaks if i ditch the Sylvie)
the pain of not being able to reply with a sideblog - replying to a comment (before the update)
Mod Sylvie - whenever I use one of Sylvie sprites to stand in as me in a post
not a place just silly edits - its in the tag. there was no place mentioned so it takes place in a blank void
Mod sylvies faves - favorite posts, i hand this out decently often
more to be added as I use em
If I sort things via tags I'll put them here for easy access!
(check reblogs for the post with character tags, reblog dont show up when searching the tags but this way still allows you to search my account for specific characters! comment if i forget to add any)
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Actually, I'd like to express my experiences as an alterhuman who was previously antikin. I'd also like to hear from others like this, as I'm sure I'm not alone.
Now, I've known I was a werewolf since I was <8 and an android since I was <13 (or thereabouts). I was not online at these times. So they were just things I felt to be true and kept within myself, except amongst others who were acceptably 'weird' enough to allow me to be 'weird' too.
Even so, I felt they thought I was messing around and not being serious, but to me, expressing that I was a werewolf (this was stronger than the android feelings for a long while) was just telling the truth and it felt good to get it out. It was a similar feeling to what would later happen when I came out as trans. It was about truth of the self.
At this time I also latched deeply onto a lot of fictional characters (none of these would turn out to be kintypes, btw) in a way that may be described as constellic or fictionflickers or otherhearted or some combination of all of these.
Then I did get online. But still I had no idea what 'otherkin' was. Then I got onto Tumblr and I learnt about otherkin, but as it turned out, in the worst way. I learnt because of a blog dedicated to posting 'otherkin cringe'. It showcased only the wildest stuff, the horror stories of the most inappropriate behaviours and logical dissections of why otherkin was bad and why it wasn't what they said it was.
You know the arguments. The point was, as my first exposure, they all sounded really logical and so I believed them. There seemed no shortage of 'bad and cringe' things being done and said by otherkin. At one point I was even convinced that 'otherkin = bad but therians are okay' because of the more spiritual aspect I thought therianthropy had. It made sense at the time. The point is, I became very vehemently antikin.
Not 'go out of my way to harrass otherkin' antikin, but 'long posts and rants on why nobody can be/should be kin' antikin for sure. Very cringe.
All the while I convinced myself that my feelings of being a werewolf and android were different to what otherkin were going through. I didn't bother to try and learn more, because I disagreed with the spiritual and metaphysical aspects I'd already heard and was too bogged down by the ideology against otherkin I'd already absorbed.
And because I had so many flickers and took on briefly so many fictional identities I imposed those feelings on everyone's kintypes. I believed obvious trolls. I believed otherkin were transphobic in their own dysphoria claims. I believed that mentally well people couldn't possibly have such beliefs. etc etc. They had me hook, line and sinker.
Then I met someone who I thought was cool, and they were otherkin, and I got talking to them and I realised how sincere their identity was and how much joy it brought to them to be able to be truly themselves. It reminded me of myself. I opened up about my own feelings and they were taken seriously, fully seriously, for once.
This was the start of a wonderful journey of piecing myself together. Some of them were old pieces that needed to be fully explored and some were newly awakened as time went on. I let myself explore my beliefs and feelings.
Now I realise that yeah, I'm likely what/who I am because of being ND but also I'm happy to state that I do believe that the essence of myself is eternally revolving, the me here is connected to many versions of myself in a non-linear fashion from many universes. So I am, will be, and have been all the things I am. I don't need these things to have evidence of being true because it's harmless for me to believe them.
Antikin still exist and we also have KFFers and it's in the same ballpark. Many will be people who just haven't had a good introduction to alterhumanism. Maybe they're alterhuman themselves, maybe not. I'm not saying give them any time and energy off your own back and waste your time on those who just don't want to hear. I'm just saying that if it feels like somebody is asking a question, even an obvious one, in good faith - your answer could be the start of some serious questioning on their part. I know it was for me.
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eternalwritess · 29 days
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Thank you for doing a matchup trade with me <3 here's the redo of it! you did super well btw but the character made me uncomfortable. here I go!
FANDOM: I would like a hazbin hotel matchup please! and since you said your fine with me choosing a character I would like to be matched with Adam please! I love him sm and I wanna see how the relationship would go : D
Also just @ me in the post when your completed!
ABOUT ME: My name is Jaxrel! People call me "Jax" for short. also use other names like Himawari, Rin, etc, He/Him (They/Them is acceptable), I'm a Trans Man who's pansexual and I've been diagnosed with mental illness and disorders that I do not wish sharing ATM.
Personality+ Notes): I'm a ENTP Ravenclaw, 5w4, Extroverted. I'm a very chill and intelligent person, I'm very polite and sweet! at first awkward, shy and distant when meeting people, extremely independent, when comfortable I talk about a lot of stuff for hours, loud talker, emotions come off as sarcastic or silly (due to autism), confident, straightforward I have a urge to correct someone of faulty information), uses "big" words, good sense of humor, playful, entertaining, optimistic, mischievous, curious(I'm nosy and I love gossip), i can be a rule breaker(sometimes don't mean to), dad/ tharapist friend, when | go out | bring water bottles, first aid kit, chapsticks) just in case, chill but some people would say I have some "repressed anger issues, get a reallyyy overractive Brain, tend to get deep and philosophical when I'm left on my own for to long, I can be verbally aggressive when prevoked. If this helps more the characters I kin a lot are: Victor Nikiforov (Yuri On Ice), Tei (Nameless), Cutthroat (Akudama Drive, Except the Bloodlust cutthroat has.), Ranpo Edogawa (Bungo Stray Dogs), Dazai Osamu (Bungo Stray Dogs), Space Ishtar (Fate), Okita Souji (Fate), Langa Hasegawa (Sk8 The Infinity), Sherlock Holmes (TGAA), Zack (Final Fantasy 7), Vash The Stampede (Trigun), Roy Mustang (Fullmetal Alchemist), Otonashi Yuzuru (Angel Beats), Karma Akabane (Assassination Classroom), Vanitas (Study Case of Vanitas), Zoe Hange (AOT), Shinoa Hiragi (Seraph of The End) + more
things I love about myself: when someone is going through anything or needs help with anything they will call me before anyone else, i have an ugly laugh so guaranteed if i laugh someone else will as well, how much i love animals if i see a stray around my house i will adopt it immediately, if i see a stranger crying in public my eyes will not leave them alone until i get the courage to walk up to them and ask whats wrong, i am very confrontational i will always stand up for whats right no matter how scary the situation may be, how greedy i am for money but when i love someone i will spend the world on them, how excited i get for little things like when someone buys me redbull, monster, cherry pepsi or chocolate pretzels/strawberries my day cant be ruined, how in touch i am with being grateful if someone helps me in anyway or does something in general to benefit me i will never forget it, dont take people for granted, ive been told anytime someone hangs out with me that being with me feels safe and peaceful, pay attention to the little things, how even though i dont care about plushies i have been given some and i make sure to kiss them all goodnight in case they are actually real and see what happens, if i know someone is having a hard mental health day i will clean for them/ get them icecream and be patient till they are ready to talk about it, without fail a quiet person will always be loud with me, i am the type of person who just wants people i love to be happy even if its not with me, i will always choose them i dont say i love you until i mean it i will celebrate the people i love, i am very observant if i see that someone wants something i will get it for them no matter what, i will make it my mission to compliment a stranger that looks like they are having a hard time so their day is a little better, how i say i love kids even though if they can be annoying i will protect them with my life and im so gentle with them, I am not ashamed of what i love like anime for example even though when I was teased for it when I was little i never once hid that i loved it even if i dont like a song that someone shows me i will be hyper while listening to it so they dont feel small and embarrassed around me, how soft i become when someone holds my hand, I love psychical affection a lot so it's not a problem for me, i love how hardworking i am, whether its how much i love actually working or just getting out of bed knowing how hard my mind is fighting i love how i have gotten up despite how challenging it is to, i am an emotional person but i will always cry for a sad scene in a movie, if I love someone, they'll be seen.
MORE KINS: hiyori tomoe (enstars), yoosung kim (mystic messenger), jumin han (mystic messenger), hanako (tbhk), felix kranken (twf), albedo (genshin impact), shoya ishida (a silent voice), tom (eddsworld). eridan (homestuck), karkat (homestuck), shu itsuki (enstars), miyamura izumi (horimiya), micheal afton (FNAF), lolbit (FNAF), mangle (FNAF), natsume sakasaki (enstars), sora harukawa (enstars), urumi akamaki (alice in borderland), V (mystic messenger), hagumi kitazawa (bandori), matsubara kanon (bandori), shinji ikari (neon genesis evangelion), minami kotobuki (oshi no ko), lain iwakura (serial experiments lain), hajime hinata (danganronpa), k-angel (needy streamer overdose) and more hehe
Looks: Half Polish and Vietnamese and Half Middle Eastern(Iraqi)/Filipino, I'm very skinny like just flat, I have hazel eyes and some slight flecks of amber and blue, I have upturned eyes but they seem like they are almond shaped but they aren't too noticeable, I think I have a heart shaped face but from different angles it looks more diamond shaped(?), I'm approximately 5 8, I have a dimple only on my chin, I have dyed black hair, I also have bangs too, my clothing style tends to stretch widely from comfy to... a lot like this! I wear gyaru (hime gal, himekaji, agejo, gyaruo, rokku, manba, banba, kogal, tsuyome, and kigurumi), goth (trad goth, romantic goth, mall goth, cyber goth, and victorian goth), scenemo/emo (ofc), & vkei ouji and lolita, I can also pull off a kpop idol look, i also wear a lot of cool dresses and suits, I also wear Y2K and I also dress in alternative clothing a LOT, I wear a lot of other harajuku styles such as, jirai kei, decora and more so on.
hobbies: gaming, anthropology, pathology, theology, zoology, music, dancing, filmmaking, art (drawing, painting, pottery, digital art, etc), learning different instruments/languages, cosplaying, skateboarding, tabletop RPG's, taking pictures of things that I think are pretty, collecting figurines/stuffed animals and puppetry, science/history, soccer(football)/volleyball/ basketball and swimming, cooking/baking, art is definitely my main hobby I dedicate a lot of time to it, I can play 5 instruments which is the piano, cello, koto and bass/electric guitar, I know 6 languages and I'm learning more right now (which are hindi and chinese if your interested).
Likes: Chocolate, Strawberries, Iced Coffee and Boba Tea, Anime/ Manga, Music, Food, Winning in arguments online or irl, Reading, Cats, Sharks, Animals in general, Cold/or Rainy Weather, Shopping, Playing Tabletop RPG's, Abstract or Romance movies, Kdrama(pretty much any asian dramas), Spicy or Sweet Food, Ramen.
Dislikes: Loud Noises, Slow Walkers and hot weather.
Love Languages: pretty much all of them, LOL (giving). gift giving, words of affirmation & physical touch (receiving)
Thank you so much! I really appreciate letting you letting me send in another matchup <3
✌𝓐𝓭𝓪𝓶✌
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ps sorry i made you uncomfy with your last match so dont worry about the whole sending in another matchup thing <3 @averagetoyakinnie
You probably were a new soul in heaven at the gates seeing as you seem like you wouldn't end up in hell.
You probably met in the zoo or at the entrance to it. Why Adam was at the zop is still unknown but he was there. He was probably watching over Emily as she looked at everything
She saw you and introduced you to Adam as a new soul trying to get him to meet some other people
He probably didn't remember your name at first...
"Shit what was it again?"
He was also really rude when you were polite calling you a pushover and leaning on you trying to make you feel small
This didn't work on you no matter how many times he called himself the 'original dick'
After a while of dealing with him you both probably walked around and began talking with each other. He was probably kinda brash and rude the entire time but you never took it from him and he fell in love
You were also still kind to him and he felt kinda bad after a while
Of course he didn't apologize for his behavior but he did regret in come way
"So uh anyways I'm.... NOT sorry. You've just met the Adam YOU should be thankful... heh.."
Yeah he's not great with apologies
When you get into one of your rambles he might end up zoning out but then he'll zone back in and most likely say the most out of pocket shit you've ever heard before
You being straightforward with him is amazing as you're not afraid to correct with some stuff which is great because you humble him every now and then
When you use big words he doesn't understand he'll pause for a moment and call you a nerd
"I don't know what those long ass words exist anyways like just fucking explain it bitch,"
When he's kinda mean to you he doesn't really mean it and thinks of it being funny. Although if you get uncomfortable he'll try and stop... keyword being try
You being curious and a rule breaker is something that he loves and will in fact encourage especially if it 'sticks it to the man'. He'll always stand up for you if you get someone mad and will be curious with you and sometimes do dumb shit in the process
He'll also probably try and pull some pranks with you every now and then on Sera or Peter. but maybe not Emily as you would both get your asses beat, plus she's really nice and you both like her so there's that
He'll also love to gossip with you. Actually he'll probably take you to the exorcists and you'll all just gossip together. That's how you met Lute and to be honest she was probably a lot and he tried keeping you away from her
Didn't really work though
"And thats Lute, also known as danger tits and- LUTE STOP NO-!"
You probably don't get along with her as much as him but you do have some things in common so that helps
You bring water bottles and medical kits for the exorcists when he brings you to watch them train
You quickly became a favorite of theirs as you care more for them than Adam in some aspects. Sometimes you'll even force him to help you carry stuff to them
"Its Jax again! Guys get over here!!!"
Adam is the last person to give a shit about your anger issues. He'll actually encourage you to take them out on someone probably giving you a dummy and telling you to hit it and beat the shit out of it
As for being verbally aggressive he also just doesn't care and will probably join in with you
He doesn't mind you being overprotective but if it gets out of hand he will end up running/flying away from you but then getting you something to make up for it
You preen his wings for him every now and then and he loves it and will run up to you just to get you to do so
"Preen now!!!"
You also helped him out with the whole Eve and Lilith thing helping him get over it
This likely took some time for him to open up to you about it thinking that you might just run off or run away from him still thinking about his exes even if it wasn't in a romantic way more of an 'how did i fuck up that bad' way
But you helped him out and even though it was hard for him to open up (this took like a whole week of talking probably and opening up) he did so and ended up crying on your shoulder afterwards
"Ah shit, sorry about this" *sniffle*
He was likely very embarrassed after the talk and never wanted to bring it up again
He did NOT want you finding out about the exterminations. He knew that you would likely oppose them just from a few conversations with you and he didn't want to lose you
So you can imagine what did happen when you found out about them. Let alone it was he who suggested them
"Listen- man please just listen to me"
This resulted in a long argument between you two that carved a gap in your relationship but he kept begging you to forgive him saying that it was what was best for heaven and that they didn't have another choice
He even brought up Sera saying how important she was and that he never would've done the exterminations if she didn't approve of him going down there
This is where he might've lied saying that he took no pleasure in killing demons in order to keep you happy
He felt really guilty afterwards and bought you all of your favorite things. Rudbulls, pretzels, strawberries, cherry pepsi and chocolate. He even had the exorcists help him out with gifts and figuring out what he should get
"I'm really, really sorry,"
Moving onto the less angsty things with you being observant you probably get him quite a few things too like food, treats, and maybe an album or two from his favorite artists in heaven
He watches anime with you all the time (mostly for the... designs lets be honest) and will probably shout whenever there's some sort of plot twist saying that he 'saw it coming' when he probably didn't lets be honest here
"Oh FUCK yes!! I totally saw that! Did you see that? I saw it"
He also doesn't care at all with you being slightly greedy for money because quite honestly he's the same in some areas but that being said he will bug you for money if he ever runs out... or just doesn't want to spend his
You might have to get used to his music taste and him playing his guitar constantly as he does it every day at the worse times most likely. He tries not to but its almost like a skill at this point
You have to yell at him to stop if it really drives you crazy and he will in exchange for some kisses and cuddles
Speaking of cuddles he'll try and cuddle you daily. If you have down time? Cuddles. Work? Cuddles. Hard day? Cuddles. He'll find any reason to snuggle up with you
That also being said he likes to fold his wings around you in public just because he likes the gesture and he probably wants others to know that you're taken. (Someone hit on you once and he is NOT risking that again)
He notices that you melt when he holds your hand so he'll do it all the time grabbing it for no apparent reason and sometimes even kissing it just to see you get flustered or soften up
"You're so adorable y'know that right?"
One of the reasons he likes it is because he feels somewhat in control or that he's doing something right in his relationship which honestly says a lot since eve and lilith
He loves how hardworking you are and how you help out with the exorcists from time to time making sure that they don't get hurt and such
He'll tell you that you don't need to but you'll do it anyways to help them out
I'd also like to imagine that there are some exorcists like vaggie who have trauma from the exterminations themselves and you would talk to them and help them through it as the year goes on
Adam doesn't see the point in it but he won't question it saying that you can do whatever you want
Since you're 5'8 and shorter than him by quite a pick he'll pick you up bridal style and carry you around sometimes
Or when hugging you he'll squeeze you and pick you up and probably spin you around
"Its sooo good to see you again!"
I'd like to imagine that he also has some attachment issues so when you come back he's almost like a sick puppy waiting for you to come home
He'll wait for you for hours on end just at the door all grumpy until you come on over and give him a hug
He'll also sometimes end training early if he wants to see you
"Alright ladies wrap it up!"
You might get at him for this but he won't listen and will just turn on your favorite anime all the way up with a smug little grin on his face
When he didn't come back from his extermination Lute was the one who told you he was gone before storming off and calling the demons filth and names
You were devastated and wanted to make a grave in heaven for him but Sera declined for the longest time before finally agreeing saying that only those with special access could see it though since the people of heaven might suspect something
His grave ended up being put in a secluded area in a place that you could only visit a few times a week since Sera said that she didn't want anyone getting suspicious of where you were going
Mostly because as the souls in heaven are kind they still are flawed to some extent and might follow you around
You still help the exorcists every now and then but not as much since Lute's in charge now and she hardly lets you through saying that you can't be in there
Overall your relationship has its ups and downs but in the end you two are a very loving couple <3
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horriddler · 1 year
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playlists for my redacted babes (repost)
i actually just got into the fandom a month ago and kinda just binged listened erik's vids buuut! this is how i depict guy, david, sam, caelum and milo in music because i can and wanted to (there will be more in the future)
pizza guy
i headcanon him as a band/theater kid shrugs so i may or may not have added some...musicals in the playlist
but i mean come on, look at me in the eye and tell me he really loves to sing the lyrics to "sexy" by mean girls. look at that little menace and then to me.
his favourite song is sincerely me btw
dabey wabey, our little fiance,
i know he loves crazy by gnarls barkley ONGG
probably listens to it in the car while waiting for angel to finish their shift.
he’s the type to tap on the beat on his steering wheel aswell because he’s mysterious like that
our little derek hale's twin here definitely DEFINITELY likes those jazz kinda stuff like this is the lost generation by the lost generation) to make him look more like a mysterious man.
(will add more songs like that soon!)
sam cowboy collins
unironically added some country music (the catchy songs)
and ALSO HE DEFINITELY LIKES RHCP. TELL ME IM WRONG | DARE YOU.
but i do think some songs doesn't really fit him, but at the same time i do think it does.
he's kinda like those 50-60's rock and roll type of guy too or he just turns on the radio and listen to whatever (similar to david)
milo (the drink)
okay in all honesty, i don't know if i'm right with the song choices here and i'm quite sad about it…
but i do think his music taste is a little similar to asher's, just a bit.
he sounds like the punk/2000's rap loving kinda guy but his whole vibe really gives off deftones.
oh yeah his favourite song is cupid's chokehold. it's fucking canon in my head.
caelum my sweetest babyboy
he's my kin so he gets all the mitski songs teehee, so imagine this playlist is him having the best time of my life!!!!
he definitely would love mitski and just anything that reminds him of the sweet times he and david had together, i don't make the rules.
the whole playlist is kinda depressing to be honest
but i'll try to add some more happy happy songs for when he feels excited when he notices he had untied some knots!
ivan (sadism’s hold)
oh no.
had an awfully little time to make this one. i really just tried to pick up the sadism's hold vibe, kinda creepy aura of music!
and some songs that make me want to scream (drunk walk home)
i'm actually kind of proud of this one tbh, i had the right (in my opinion) songs for ivan but yes! :)
everytime i talk about my playlist of him, i keep thinking of the song caravan because i feel like both the movie whiplash and sadism's hold are similar to me. the psychological stress and manipulation are so fascinating. the ending to whiplash and how ivan manipulates the listener comes out so natural and realistic, it can't be seen unless you really open your eyes and see the dark side on things. it makes you forget what had happened and the process throughout it that made andrew and the listener become like how ivan/fletcher wanted them to be. and the way it makes you give in and think it's completely okay and comforting and safe because it was what you have loved and/or what you have been needing. the whole thing with the psychology behind it makes it so eerie but interesting.
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but please do check out my spotify profile for some more playlists and maybe you can be updated when i add another character playlist
so that's it so far :)! i'm still new to the redactedverse so i'm sorry if i'm not feeling it like how yall are feeling it ykyk, i was newly obsessed so i was itching. ITCHING. to make a playlist so yeah!! hope you enjoy! but please do be aware that this is my kind of music taste and i pick songs that i really like so it's okay if it doesn't suit your taste
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alpacavampire · 1 year
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Do you know what time it is? Exactly! Time for me to overanalyze Batman Forever.
I was watching that scene of Edward and Harvey together for the thousandth time.
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They discover Batman's identity and I started to think, why didn't Harvey have a bigger reaction when he found out that Bruce was Batman? Especially considering that in the movie it is slightly implied that they were friends before the acid accident
It was just weird how he almost didn't care about the fact that his former best friend was literally the man he's been trying to kill and who failed to save him.
(I love how it's in a "I don't care" mode in this scene that's why I put the image, and I also don't want so much text together)
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My first reaction was like "Oh well he's more distracted paying attention to Edward and Batman doesn't really matters" (which is kinda true btw).
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But after thinking about it for a while, I came to the answer: Harvey was in a dissociative state because of the news.
He has Dissociative identity disorder (formerly misknown as multiple identity disorder) and DID is literally a dissociative disorder (as its name says) and many people who have it can become depersonalized and derelative (I took this information from the profile Sistema el Imperio, specifically this video )
And it happens that I suffer from depersonalization and derelization and literally as a coincidence I had a moment of dissociation due to something that happened to me and I reacted in the same way as Harvey in the movie, and by reacting I mean not doing it and focusing my attention on something else I was like "Oh I understand what's going on...and what now?" because I was really doing it just...There was no reaction no matter how much I wanted to, I even felt guilty because there was no reaction despite understanding what was happening and how other things caught my attention more.
That happened to Harvey, he was like "Oh yeah I fully understand that my former friend in all sight is my biggest enemy now...but petting Edward's head as a reward is more important."
And in my case I got a reaction to what happened about 3 days later and it was relatively short, the same could have happened with Harvey when his brain process everything had a reaction but this obviously didn't happen on camera because no one from the production came up with it 🤷🏻‍♀️
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And I think that's it, I just want to say that I love this detail even though it's more of a headcanon than anything can really be taken as canon, I also love this a lot because I kin Harvey and this made me identify more with him.
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rubybloodhound · 3 months
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Thank you for nothing, you useless reptile. /ref
Hello furries as you can see I finally made an intro,,, heh giggles loudly
About me!! :3
I'm a Book kin and her #0.5 fan :33333
I'm the official CEO of Book x Cabby back off
I use she/they/it/xe/star pronouns and am a demigirl dragongender!! I also have some other neos but this ain't about them I use :3 alot
Dni/Thin ice
DNI
Basic dni, + Pro/comshippers, people who sexualize pokemon, people who think the vaporeon copypasta is funny (Ok if close), people who still hate Book for the TacoBook arc (She fucking changed jesus christ man) /hj, and ofc... Nickcase/OJsalt shippers
(apart from a few exceptions)
THIN ICE
Book haters, people who bash others interests, annoying people, fireafy shippers, uhh more coming soon
Use tonetags around me or I'll eat you
Just some bonus things
I don't tag swearing! I also swear a lot so,,, oopsie
This is MY blog I get to choose what I reblog
Cringe culture is actually dead and it's grave is a bathroom
Local oc x canon lover, if you have a problem with that the door's right there
I'm fucked up in the head
Also read this btw V
Tag things (Not complete shit oops) #book content - BFDI Book reblogs #desi yaps - The YAPPER (Me) #gender hoard - My xenogender hoard more... comin' soonnnnnnnn
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stemms · 3 months
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Heya, I’m back and I was wondering if you wanted to talk about kin stuff because I want to avoid my schoolwork. Don't worry, I'll get it done eventually, but I was wondering what your Tommy looked like in your tl. I remember that I was partially blind in my left eye because of the revival tests and even when he brought me back, it didn't fix it. So my eye was kinda gray and whited out if that makes sense.
I, for the most part, had typical Tommy attire. However, the main differences were I had a red bandanna in the beginning and it changed to green sometime during exile, probably because of Dream and I also had a cloak type thing, I don't remember if it was Dream’s or not but I remember having it during exile sometimes. Anyway, I wanna hear about your Tommy!
Hi, I'm always open to kin discussions :)
Oh, I'm sorry to hear you had to deal with that, it must've been difficult,,, But at least you had your big brother to take care of you :) I bet he liked it because it made you a little more vulnerable and dependent on him. Your red/green bandanna sounds really cool, and it makes a lot of sense for Dream to give you a new one. He definitely wanted to mark you as his 💚
Since the beginning of the server, I had a red & white shirt and a bandanna from Tubbo (but the funny thing is that I don't even have any memories about anyone other than Dream, especially Tubbo). In the later stage of exile, Dream gifted me a red hoodie and a nephrite pendant because 1. My everyday clothes were A Mess™, and 2. He wanted to make me his protégé, so it would've made a lot of sense for me to look similar to him :) My hair was much longer compared to how people draw Exile!Tommy because my exile lasted for longer. In the beginning of exile after I became more obedient, Dream gifted me a new bandanna of a brighter hue of green because my previous one was a mess (which was his fault btw, but he always denied it). There were also many green butterflies with smiley faces around me! They were Dream's chat, and even when I was all alone, they stayed with me :3 But when Dream visited, butterflies literally surrounded me, they really liked me hehe,,, They stayed on me even during punishments, and also drank my blood.
I actually made an art of myself as ProtegeInnit, it's a Discord emote but still counts lol :) I'm planning on drawing more kin-related stuff in the future, so I'll have something much more serious than that hehe :)
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katyspersonal · 2 years
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So, I’m wondering why the Hunter of Hunters guild and the League would be enemies? What are the hints that suggest this? It’s very interesting.
Oh, I actually more or less touched the topic in this ( x ) post, but I feel like making it more clear now! (Besides nobody would dive in my blog this deep lol)
My biggest hook is simple convenience of the Oath Runes! There are six of them and whereas Radiance and Corruption reflect covenants hostile to each other (Executioners and Vilebloods), Beast's Embrace and Milkweed reflect opposing kinds of ascension (beasthood and Kinship)! Logically, Hunter and Impurity should be opposing pair.
However it also makes sense! Enemies of Hunters of Hunters are the blood-drunk ones, and just analyse how Valtr is acting and what League's goal is!
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Pretty much a blood-drunk behaviour (so, aiming to kill everyone - beasts, kin, other hunters...) is normalised within League? Regulated, too - there is targeting, there are still some allies (League only), he is also able to provide a conversation rather than just screaming... Which somewhat makes it more grim than blood-drunk hunters who are completely off the shits (and thus easier to spot!).
I talk about my opinion on Vermin and nature of Impurity-like runeS often, but even if his goal is noble (to free the world of all evil), ending up seeing everything as evil doesn't help his case. Besides, Eileen states that killing other Hunters rather than beasts IS a "privilege" of Hunters of Hunters.
So, Hunters of Hunters spot the one who is straight on their way to become a beast with no-return and kill them before they met this fate so they can die as a human (hence why weapon is called Blade of Mercy). Pretty sure every Hunter WOULD, in fact, prefer to die as a human. But League is like... 'Everyone is filth sooner or later, why even bother taking time and giving chances' fdsjfdsh In fact, that agrees with cut dialogue for Gascoigne (who IS blood-drunk too) :
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(Love that they cut it and made his dialogue more subtle yet still just as much on point btw)
Also, sure it might be just a trademark Creepy Soulsborne NPC Thing TM but something about the way Eileen sounds when speaking about killing Henryk makes me feel she hasn't been feeling very nice about him for a while - and he IS a member of the League too!
Like, killing another person should be a tragic necessity hence why Hunters of Hunters bear their 'cursed' mission, but for the League killing people is THE point...? Hunters of Hunters honor other hunters that fought for defending humanity, they believe in humanity, too!
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There is strong emphasis on honoring the hunter even if they fell for blood-drunkness - they probably fought well, after all! Feels like a whole different ring to the sadistic glee with which you can see Valtr destroying the "filth", not even a "human", and only respecting his comrades that pursue the same attitude, huh?
However one interesting bit is Henryk stuff aside, it is very possible that these covenants are way less aware of each other than, say, Executioners and Vilebloods. Odds are, whereas League might know of the goals of crow-themed Hunters, Eileen might not know know about the League itself! This is just speculation.
I also know I bully Valtr a lot but I don't really mean it tbh. Odds are, he is looking for successor because he is AWARE he is dangerous, maybe he could even snap at his confederates any moment too. I always felt like 'stopped seeing Vermin' meant 'stopped seeing the difference between innocent and guilty', and that attitude probably infected his friends too. But well yeah Henryk and Madaras Twin are probably just feral like this, but poor Yamamura clearly didn't take the "mission" well!
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asking you about psycho mantis but also about. liquid. could you tell me about him and liquid epic bestie freaks as you are an expert (your url says so)
Disclaimers: I don't consider myself an Expert on Liquid, I'm mainly knowledgeable about him only as an extension of my Mantis insanity. So you may notice a bias. That Being Said. My Liquid-Related Posts.
-They're t4t, autism4autism, and knife4knife. Liquid trans guy w/ gender stuff, Mantis transfeminine + unspecified.
-Their relationship is, to me, best described as a weird gay thing. I don't fucking know what they have going on but it's definitely weird, it's probably at least a little gay, and it's for sure a thing.
-Liquid is very very notably jealous. A key example of this is with Shabani's necklace, because when pretty much all of his subordinates had a different guy that they respect as a leader, he could Not handle it
-Btw Liquid is so incredibly Jack Merridew. Like. That freak read lotf and immediately went fucking insane about it. So glad he didn't know about kinning
-Liquid n Mantis have a psychic link. It's 2-way, though Mantis is obviously better at using it than Liquid. While the link does not fully erase itself/get destroyed when the two split up, it's functionally dead because the distance makes it inoperable.
-Btw they split up after a while! They stuck together till late 1989, when Liquid started doing his SAS stuff
-Before they split up they would sometimes watch movies together btw. They saw Little Shop of Horrors
-During FOXHOUND-era, they're. Gamers. Liquid played Azure Dreams and ended up really enjoying it :] Mantis fucking hated Azure Dreams.
-Liquid's list of known languages does not include Russian. I Know In My Heart That This Is True.
-Also Ocelot is kind of a father figure to Liquid!!
-Between 1984-1989, being around Liquid for so long made Mantis feel like there was enough stability to start developing a sense of self! That's when he starts forming his identity as more than just. A tool, a thing, a helper
-Liquid and Mantis are both. Very aware of Mantis's whole Parasite Thing. It doesn't get addressed much. Liquid tries not to think about it in case it gets evil and Mantis avoids dwelling on it
-Btw here's my obligatory "it's complicated" bulletpoint, since I'm talking about liquidmantis. Mantis fucking hates Liquid. He also loves Liquid so much. He also resents caring about him. He also feels like he needs him. He has the urge to crawl into Liquid's skin and consume him in order to become him. Get well soon buddy
so. in short they're soo fucked up except when they're sweet and silly :]
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