#Anyways I'm TIRED :) 👍

[onebarofsoap]

played pokemon platinum recently and swept the league with nothing but my overleveled team of two guys named steamed bun and egg tart 💪

#pkmn #pokemon #pkmn dppt #pokemon fanart #soap tries art #soap's suds #torterra #luxray #remember that one post about winning with your favorites. yeah #please excuse my chinese handwriting 👍 just wanted to write it there so you all could understand the sheer power of baobao #i wish i could have made this a trainersona but well. i'm the frog keychain so its fine #some design notes: #baobao is a live oak torterra variant bc i wanted to put resurrection ferns on him #danta is just. well i just looked up a lion so i could make her funny looking. its like when u have to hold a cat's head back do u get it #anyway that should be enough tags im tired #to every dppt player i hope u like the nostalgia trip ❤

[chrisbangs]

🐺🫧

Here

Now go to sleep

#m.bubble #🤫 shh... just between you and me i took these #i'm feeling a wee bit nauseous .......... it'll pass (it won't it's actually my love for him and i don't think i'll ever fucking recover) #hesssss pretty pissseddddddd on bubbleeeeeeeeeee #i feel bad... he can't really outwardly say smth either... but he's mad 😭 it's so clear... i didnt expect anything but #an ig post and pics on bbl.. was a surprise #and voice notes ??/$:!:!: 😓😓😓😓😓 my heart .. #gosh i love him . i love him......... #i'm so tired i just want for him to be able to . have 1 normal day lmao #anyway... 😓👍 sharing these before i log off again.. im really just too exhausted rn ... 👎 to deal with anything #chan #soulmate

[daz4i]

how and why is there discourse about whether or not certain queer identities exist/if people should be allowed(???) to use them. why is "people know their own identity better than you ever could, and they're the only one who get a say on what they are" such a tough concept to grasp

i think if you find yourself offended by the label someone uses (especially if they're a stranger) or think it invalidates your own, it's a good idea to look inside yourself and question why that may be. more often than not, it's a result of insecurity or uncertainty of your own identity (or many other things, but i won't make a whole list here). whatever reason it is, until you resolve it, you shouldn't take it out on people for having an identity you don't understand

many have said it before but it's worth saying over and over. infighting only helps our oppressors. conservatives don't care if you're a cis gay or a xenogender aegosexual aplatonic lesbian, they hate all of us either way. trying to fit in by going for people who are easier targets for them isn't gonna help you, it'll just alienate you from your own community, and you're never gonna please them. the momentary rush you get from hearing you're not like "one of /those/ gay people" is not worth it and is gonna do more harm in the long run, i assure you

also, it is important to me to say this, but having some less than nice kneejerk reaction caused by confusion about an identity you don't understand doesn't mean you're a bad person or anything. as long as you aren't mean to that person, and you take a second to think smth along the lines of "wait a minute, this isn't any of my business" after having said reaction, you're good 👍 a lot of reflexive reactions we have to things are ingrained into us simply by. well. living in a society 🤡 and you're not terrible for having those thoughts. it's your actions that matter, and your second thought (the "wait, why did i just think that?") is more defining of your actual character and morals than your reflex. i know that having thoughts like this, even tho they're unwanted, can very easily make one spiral, so it's important to me that whoever needs to hear this knows this doesn't make you a bad person 🙏 you're good, keep taking actions to be good, accept other people even if you don't understand them, and you're on the right track :)

#i considered adding that last part in the tags but i figured it'll be too long for that 😭 #i noticed i'm posting a lot of rants lately. sorry. but i do wanna make sure no one's actually feeling bad over them #if i complain about something that you do or call it mean and such. that doesn't make you a bad person #you can always work to change and grow 👍 it's not easy but it starts with smaller steps than you'd expect #and now i just switched to a whole other topic from my original point. oops #i do firmly believe that any discourse about someone's identity is dumb as fuck #seeing it in poll blogs always makes me 😐😬 like how is it any business for any of us. why is this up for debate #if a person says they're queer then they are. they don't need to pass some test or go through initiation to be accepted #if they feel comfortable with a certain word that's awesome. why does it matter to *you* which word they use #'they're only using this microlabel to feel special' so? is there anything wrong with that? #'this label contradicts [insert other identity that falls under the same umbrella]' ok. but does that hurt anyone in any way #a lot of identities can even be self contradictory. does it matter tho? does it affect anyone in any way? #'they might realize that label is wrong later' again. what's the harm in that. #i don't blame anyone for these thoughts bc like. this is how cishets view a lot of the even more common labels #so you're basically taught to think this way from day one. that doesn't mean you need to stick to that thought process #you might have these reflexes forever no matter how hard you try. but you'll get quicker about moving on from them #but you do have to try. you do have to realize that other people's identities aren't about you #anyway. this post feels like batting at a hornets nest. really hope i don't get some bad faith readers here lol #(i noticed a lot of places one could apply bad faith but like it's 3:30 am i'm too tired to add this many disclaimer. #so i'm gonna trust you to not jump to conclusions and to approach this in good faith okay? mwah 🖤) #also my whole ramble abt morality (in the tags too) is relevant to. any topic really #i may just make a separate post about it really. .....tomorrow tho.

[pechadream]

Who's your favorite Stardew Valley NPC out of these categories?

Bachelore Bachelorrette Unloveable NPC

My favorite bachelor would have to be Alex! He was the first one I romanced so he'll always be my main favorite even though I don't draw him often (because his hair is surprisingly a pain to figure out-)

I love him so muchhhh <3<3

My favorite bachelorette would probably be Emily, she's just so silly and I love her whole side story with her taking in the parrot (look I'm just really soft for people who take care of animals-) How much you wanna bet she can also see the Junimos?

And my favorite non-romancable would be....

Caroline! (Runner-up for second place is: Leo! He's my son <3)

Her and Alex were pretty much instant favorites for me, I didn't really focus much on the characters until I was deep in my hyperfixation, but those two have always been the 'main' favorites-

Bonus favorite character who doesn't really fit in any of these categories:

#Stardew Valley #Stardew Valley Fanart #Caroline Stardew Valley #Alex Stardew Valley #Emily Stardew Valley #Krobus Stardew Valley #My Art #PechaDoodles #PechaSpeaks #For some reason my lines get thicker when I get tired #anyways- yeah I wasn't sure if I should've gone into depth about my favorites or not- #I'm too tired to think‚ my bad- #If anyone wants to hear me talk about how I feel for any specific character feel free to ask 👍 #Also if anyone wants to hear my headcanons for any characters feel free to ask about that too cause I got lots‚‚‚

[arsonist-chicken]

Okay my fellow ADHDers or whatever else is up with your brains that makes it hard for you to study and study on time and study in a way that you actually remember stuff:

How do you get yourself to actually sit down and study? For me, the "oh shit deadline/exam soon, we can focus for a bit in emergency mode" hasn't worked in a long time now, which leads me now to an exam last week or so I put off to February and another one I would have tomorrow that I'm almost positive I won't go to because I never was in the lecture (clashed with another mandatory one) and only just now downloaded the stuff the professor provided, and I'm about ready to fall asleep so I know I won't manage it in time anymore anyway. And I have two other things I'd need done by tomorrow and I already know I'll cry during christmas break because of being overwhelmed not only because of staying at my parents' and missing my friends but mostly because I'll be overwhelmed at the prospect of January coming up with all the presentations and exams etc etc to get done, next to preparing for my main translation exams in February and getting started on my thesis.

So. HOW do you sit down and actually make yourself study? I came home at 7:30pm today, it's now 3:40am and I'm queuing this so that someone might see and have some sort of advice, because in that time I have finished one sentence of a translation that I'd been putting off for two weeks - ONE sentence - and revised the translation but like, very half-assed. I did not study for the exam although it was RIGHT THERE in my brain the whole time and I KNEW it was the most important thing and still, my brain just went kinda "eh 🤷🏼‍♀️" and I naturally didn't get my bills or even something I'd enjoy doing done. Just did fuck all for several hours that I swear didn't feel that long.

So, yeah, any advice on how to get yourself to actually START working and then sticking with it would be very much appreciated.

#body doubling only works somedays but often esp in the library i'm also irritated by other people #pomodoro etc doesn't work at all #help #adhd #mine #yeah i'M not doing that exam it's in 12h and I need to sleep now; I'm doing it in february #it's about how to build streets or whatever. not my studies but from the technology faculty as a chosen credit thing. #idk man i'm tired i can't think anymore. i chose it when i still thought i was going on erasmus so I'd be done in december #and not have clashing exams and leaving times #which btw i'm still upsetti spaghetti over. for ONCE i did everything right and put my whole heart in the application and they went na sorr #anyway. good night. #i'm exhausted and idk how i'll manage this semester and then it only gets worse because then there's a goddamn thesis to write #and after that i hope i'll be able to have some summer off at least before i start to work and will only have 5 weeks off a year until i die #or maybe retire if there still is a normal retirement age by then 👍 #yeah i“ #xm #jesus #i'm very excited to start fulltime work a #can you see it?

[marty--party]

the mood for the past few months

#martyn art #IM FINE BTW. just frustrated and tired. i promise i'm medicated👍 #i think for my mental health i have to start uploading bad art #stuff that’s not finished. stuff with shitass resolution. stuff i’m not happy with but want to show anyway #One of these days .... i will unleash my full power cringe....

[cervidaeic]

vent in tags.

#tw sui/cide ment #i miss being in hospital maybe it's time to end up there again. poses cutely. #but i can't handle seeing my mom cry. my dad personally doesn't give a fuck. #i don't even think my mom told him i've tried three times. either she hasn't told him or he just doesn't bring it up with me. #three times? yeah. embarrassing to fail thrice. #how do you come back from that. #you do a fourth time. 👍 #hopefully it works the next time i decide to get freaky with it (try again). #maybe euthymia is ending for me. it's been decent for so long i struggle to tell what state i'm in? #i would rather be manic honestly. #<- no the fuck you would not. i always want to commit especially when i'm manic so maybe not after all. #i kind of love talking to myself in tags. this is addicting. #i want to slit vertically so bad but i can't handle my mom finding my body. #also i can't let her down. she thinks things have been going so well. #anyway. i have an attempt to get to. (half joke) #am i joking? maybe. am i being serious? perhaps. #i'm just tired. #ok i'm done venting i'll go get to it. #update i just checked i've been on a steady decline downhill for 2 hours maybe euthymia is over for real.

[darlin-djarin]

I’m deeply appreciating this “Greatest Hits” of your cursed Photoshop creations

thank you! i didn't study photography and learn photoshop for three years just to waste it all on client work. expect more photoshop masterpieces coming soon >:)

#i should probably just go back to being a shitposting blog #i'm tired of the discourse #i also wanna go back to focusing on the mandalorian #but the fandom... idk. i don't wanna deal with that. #anyway photoshop my beloved you will always be famous #i went 1 hour without photoshop once and had a mental breakdown 👍 #oil.

[nonokoko13]

<<DNI if you shame people for having "cringe" interests>> *proceeds to shame or disrespect someone for having interest in fictional stuff they don't like instead of using the block button even though that person has done anything to anyone*

#vent??? I guess??? idk #some people is mind-blowing to me. not in the good sense #idc much about fandom discourse or whatever but the level of blindness or hypocrisy some reach is?? #like you see them telling everyone they are supportive and reality ≠ fiction but then make gymnastic levels of stretching to explain why-- #--what they like is good 👍 and everything they dislike or they're neutral of shouldn't exist and who enjoy it should kill themselves #and it doesn't even need to be something gross like this time I have seen it is because others like Kuromi more than My Melody dude wtf? 😭 #guys is it homophobic to be cishet? Because apparently according to some who support everyone of the collective being cishet is enough to-- #get blocked. If it was reversed they would get called out for their weird behaviour but ig I'm the weird one #like. One thing is blocking or putting boundaries because that's what social media is for. Curating your space is normal and it should-- #always be #but another thing is opinating [insert sexuality/gender] is 'on thin ice' for just...being on the internet??? #Idk what I was expecting from Twitter tbh. Although I see people like that in every social media #so sad and tiring #just say you don't want others to have different takes in whatever fandom you are and go. You don't need to give explanations or aact- #--like you are always objective and therefore correct #Anyway in this house we stan Kuromi and cishet people as long as they don't discriminate anyone for their gender identity or sexuality 👍 #If you have read this far I'm sorry. Seems long. Have a nice day 🫶 #and if you are wondering no that person didn't do anything to me they were talking about Kuromi/straights in general #but I felt the need to share #tw vent #edit: Seems like they did reach somebody over their interest in fandom stuff. Not surprises there #God forbid people to make their internet experience about their hobbies and interests #instead of curating THEIR OWN BLOG and thinking of what others want them to like instead #just a warning for those who like my shit. Unfortunately for you I like fictional characters being evil or morally grey as much as #fictional characters being good people #sorry guys block me if you want Imma keep using critical thinking 🤷‍♂️ #OH AND WHAT UPSETS ME THE MOST: When somebody breaks their own dni to go to somebody to tell them they suck or whatever #like????? Why would you do that if you despise x trope or thing sm???? So you want everyone to respect your boundaries except yourself???? #you just waste your own time and those you interact with by trying to create a raging conversation for all parts #fandom discourse

[twilightarcade]

Opinions and THOUGHTS

like in general or...

Ummm! I don't like crunchy foods that are like. Soft. You know like onions and stuff?? Hate those om a texture basis. Also mushrooms.. don't have too much a problem with the taste but it isn't quite worth the texture. That's not really an opinion more of a preference but I don't really have any ground breaking opinions I think so let's pretend ok

OH um!! Opinion I think 125% zoom shouldn't be the default zoom because that's literally huge which like I know it's different bur I'm special pleadingface the world has to revolve around me. Alsoalso I hate hate hate that TouchPad thing where sometimes if you touch it it'll stay touched except it's so weird!!! Unpredictable n such..

^^^ guy who just got new laptop voice anyway hi future us here this was written like 5 years ago ummmmmmm let's see here

ok you knwo right noow we're laying in bed actually so not many thoughts. Tomorrow is friyay I suppose...... This weeekend though !! Going to be out like all weekend to help some stupid middle schoolers (I LOVE tjem so much) (theyre so tiny.) (some of them are taller than me but we don't talk about that) except like i've been putting off coding this thhimh (TECHNICALLY NOT MY FAULT !! IM NOT UNDER CONTRACT AND HAVENT BEEN ABLE 2 MAKE THE MEETINGS) so im going to need to finish it in like. A day. And sorta pray ....

#askstag #SOSOSO behind on things don't look ........ #anyways also this weekend my mom wanted me to figure out how to make these like granola bar whatever #that are like. 4 dollars each (ABSOLUTELY INSANE !) at this cafe and they're really good allegedly #so i'm gonna figure out how to make them 4 her 👍 #BUT like i never make. Granola bars. So it's gonna be fun. #Ermmm these aren't really thoughts more an account of my life I suppose #It was snowing like? Yesterday. Absolutely huge snowflakes made me so happy #I was TOO tired today apparently and i talked a lot (BAD !!) absolutely horrendous. Not an articulate individual when tired. #it's ok though nothing can damage my upstanding reputation 👊👊 everyone loves me (<- lying) #been really sleepy lately but also havennr really been eating latelyso going 2 try n fix that #ALSO NEED A MUG ! Like i have one except SOMEONE likes to use it all the time (there's several others) #but like. That's the only one that feels nice yk #the design is nice on the eyes AND the shape is really nice. What more do you need in a mug #now i juust need to start drinking coffee or somethibg. Then my hashtag mug liffe will be complete #been sorta mulling over the people in my family as of late and it's really funny. Would share if that wasn't #like. People in my family. Safety or whatever. #it's like if you got a bunch of guys who hated each other and locked them in a room together yk #they would slay in a death game

[meezer]

what's your opinion on intrusive thoughts?

as far as I'm concerned, all thoughts are intrusive thoughts

#cognition as a form of violence 👍 #OCD is fucking killing me right now for no reason LOL well. maybe it's because I'm tired. I was going to nap when I got home but I... #was prevented from doing so. kills myself. well anyway time to go wrestle that great beast

[toastsnaffler]

coming to terms with having adhd is like wow so my brain has been broken all my fucking life and always will be. and when I felt like everything was unfair + more difficult for me than everyone else thats because it is actually. and it will always be like this forever. hope that helps 👍

#and also all my concerns abt being high risk for substance abuse + self harm + suicide are now statistically proven 👍 #not to mention risks of debt/houselessness + the whole spectrum of attachment/relationship issues etcetera #the likelihood of me having adhd is inescapable theres too much evidence for it. but I cant even think abt it without having a breakdown #my execution function hasn't been functioning for weeks and I'm so fucking tired I just want to be able to do shit. please #also so sick of ppl being like oh adhd is so fun it means youre more creative + energetic haha 🤪 whenever I try to talk abt it #like actually not to be a downer but its ruining my fucking life. its not some 'superpower' or coveted quirk. kindly shut the fuck up #maybe it would just be a fun different type of brain if society was structured differently. but its not! so it will always be a hindrance #I think I need to try and find a therapist to see who specialises in or has experience w adhd bc I am rly not coping right now lmfao #just so I can wrap my head around this. and figure out how to get my shit together and function as a member of society #anyway. sorry. #.vent #oddly this is very specific to adhd. when i think abt the fact i likely have autism im like hell yeah that rules B^)

[seagullcharmer]

scribbling 👍

#my art #did this in like 20 minutes bc i'm tired and bored #sad bc i won't get totk til wednesday and my dash is slowly filling up with untagged spoilers #anyway. geedle my beloved #i hate drawing beedle btw. i love him. he's my fave npc. but. he is a pain to draw 👍 #but yeah they're college roommates and beedle is very annoying abt who gee is. also they're best friends and love each other very much

[ronanlynchbf]

i should've been someone's childhood teddy bear tbh. remade until i'm more parts changed than original. being prevented from falling apart further. kept and held dear for years. never being considered something to be thrown away, even when you're not who you were before, even when you don't look the same anymore.. to be loved so much that it unravels you.....

#you know what i mean........ #if u get it you get it if you don't u don't i guess. as is the case with most things. #<- guy who's watched riverdale kinda statement.if u get riverdale u get riverdale if u don't get riverdale u don't get riverdale. simple👍 #well anyway. you get me 👊 #hai everybody i'm verrryyyy tired btw. but what else is new 💪 i've got permanent residence in the city of sleepy & tired at this point. #zonk city in just a little while though 👆 peace n love and love n peace 🙏 #r.txt #sorry this doesn't make any sense.....u know what i mean though! #what is it abt october and feeling this dogged and dizzying kind of desire to be wanted...sick and twisted if u ask me..SICK and TWISTED....

[sleepykas]

are you still doing DCA stuff?

Sort of? I'm on a kind of hiatus thing cause I'm burnt out.

I'm still very interested in DCA/SB I just don't have the energy to draw much else than my own OC atm so I'm not posting much.

Also my PC died so✌️I have to get that fixed before I can really do anything anyway (any doodles I post recently are either backlog or from my mother graciously letting me use her computer).

#yeah I'm just. really tired. #oh and I turned 18 in September so that was cool #I'm legally an adult now 👍 #got a car and I'm being pestered about college now LOL #anyways yeah. #I'll get back in the groove eventually i just need a break #//asks #//anonchatters

[arieava]

thank u for saying stuff abt how truthing is Weird i thought i was the only one who thought that bc truthing ranboo is so prevalent in his fans' spaces, it's like they think he's a character they can make headcanons about instead of a real guy also as someone who has autism i am Tired of people truthing that shit too, autism is a disability not some quirky personality trait u can slap on people for fun

YEAH it's soooo fucking weird like. this is a human person. it's not okay to just openly say to a person you Do Not Know "i think you're [insert label here]" like it happened with his sexuality, it happened with his gender, and now even though they're out as nonbinary people are STILL pulling this shit and truthing them as transfem. in their FUCKING REPLIES!!! WHERE THEY CAN SEE IT!!!!! and yeah the autism thing too i've seen so much. and it's always passed off as "lol it's just a joke" but like. that doesn't make it Not Weird. it's still a weird joke to make.

#arieasks #anon #anyways. yeah no problem 👍 it's been bugging me for A While i'm so tired of seeing it lmao #discourse