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lovelynim · 5 months

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Profile Tag Game!

Hello - Oh, hello! You can call me Fabi. I was tagged by @otomiyaa and saw no other option but to participate in this little game. Now... I wonder, what brought you here, hm?

Chat: Tickling - Why do I like it so much, you ask? I'm not sure... I can't really tell when it caught my attention, but I guess I just dove deeper and deeper and here I am now. If I'm ticklish? Sorry to disappoint you, but no. Trust me, I tried to find out.

Chat: Writing - I'm not sure why, but when I'm not really inspired or don't have a prompt in mind, I feel that my writing gets better if I'm angry or sad. I wonder... would this mean something?

When It Rains - It's been reaaaaally hot here lately, so it's good to finally see some rain ~ of course, that if I can get home before the rain leaves me soaking wet.

When It Snows - Snow, you say? That might come out as a shock, but I never saw snow before... what is it like?

When the Sun Is Out - Agh, sunlight... Who gave the stupid idea of going outside when it's this hot?

Good morning - If you are waking up early, make sure to not make much noise. I'm having a day off and I don't want to be up by the sunrise...

Good night - There it goes another day... I always feel like I could've done more at times like this, but it's no use feeling this way, right? Good night!

About me: Games - I hope this doesn't sound too cringe-y or something, but I'm quite a gamer myself. I'm somewhat proud for being able to manage to play four games even after becoming an adult, eheh ~

Something to Share: Fandoms - I think the thing that disappoints me the most about my blog is that I'm head over heels for so many niché fandoms and I barely have people to hear me ranting about them... Sigh, I wish I could make more people play the same games as I do ~

My Hobbies: ??? - Ahm... Is writing or gaming considered a hobby? Eh, no? Hmm... then I guess I don't have any to share...

My Troubles - Dealing with people is more troublesome than I first expected when I started working at my current job... I need to find a way to look less angry and more friendly - even when they make stupid questions...

Favorite Food: Oh, that's an easy one: pasta! ~

Least Favorte Food: I'm quite the picky eater myself, so there are quite some to list here, but I simply refuse to eat pork, no matter how you prepared it or whatever.

About @wertzunge - Max was probably the first person I got to know when I started my blog. I reached out to him without much in mind, but seeing how our friendship developed over the past years... I don't regret a single bit what I did and would do it all over again!

About @shy-lee-chu - I've to admit that kid got some nerve, heh. She is fun to hang around with and I'm glad I could get to know her more - she has a lot of interesting stuff to share, but... Well, that doesn't mean I won't put her back into her place if she doesn't respect her elders, ehe ~

For this game I'll be tagging @fluffy-ami @chibimochii @ticklystuff @keru0 and, as always, whoever feels like joining us ~

#tag game #genshin impact #profile tag game

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floralcrematorium · 8 months

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11, 12, 13, 40

Thanks for the ask! Adding a cut to this post because I go OFF and unhinged when it comes to #13 (it's about music)

11. What book gets you daydreaming about Hetalia?

I will be real with you, I haven't picked up a real physical book since before I got back into Hetalia. I really need to dig into my complete collection of Poe stories, but I think that would really do it for me. I'm a hoe for Poe (sorry. SORRY.)

The last book I actually read was Caitlin Doughty's memoir Smoke Gets In Your Eyes: And Other Lessons From The Crematory. That was back in March, though. Same week I bought my Poe and Bram stoker collections.

12. What film gets you daydreaming about Hetalia?

I uh. Do not watch many movies. Been wanting to rewatch some Ghibli movies recently, specifically The Tale of the Princess Kaguya. An amazing movie, truly. I do think The Secret Life of Arietty could be applicable for a Hetalia AU,,,,

13. What song gets you daydreaming about Hetalia?

Okay, NOW you've done it. I am a very music oriented person (even though I listen to music wrong (i.e. I rarely pay attention to the lyrics and focus entirely on how it sounds as a Whole)). Prepare for me to just. Go OFF. I'm that dweeb who was posting all of the character playlists a while back (I need to finish them, I promised I'd post Denmark's and then never did). You can find all of the playlists I've done through my masterpost! The links take you to Spotify, but I have Youtube alternatives and will tag this post with my music tag. Here's a quick link: Link

Been prepping a fic for Heta Horror Week using Mitski's Brand New City. I'm not sure if I should actually release it though because it deals with some Sensitive Topics that I'm using in the narrative to work out some,,, unresolved trauma. I'm looking for someone who might be willing to read this and give me some feedback on whether I should post it or not, so if you want some very dark and heavy NA Bros/FACE fam content I guess?? DM me mid October or something? Cough ANYWAY

Life is Beautiful by Sixx:A.M. and Blackbird by Alter Bridge to me are The Ultimate songs for Prussia

Demolition Lovers by My Chemical Romance is the most romantic song to me, ever, and I will NOT elaborate

Diet Soda Society by The Maine is The LietPol song to me. I can't really explain why

Maps by Maroon 5 has Hetalia AMV potential (I have thought this since the day the song came out in 2014)

24 by Jem is THE HetaOni song to me. I wanna write a Hetaoni fic or make art for it SO BAD because?????? I used to be able to write Italy's monologue from the Pianodream version on my middle school agenda over and over. I was,,,, unhealthily obsessed with HetaOni

The Horror and the Wild by The Amazing Devil reminds me so much of Norway and I couldn't tell you why. Most of that album does.

Fall Out Boy is SO Alfred coded and I. I will never back down on that

Help Is On The Way by The Rise Against is also America coded for me

I will stop myself with the music now

40. Fun fact about yourself?

I have a Princess Diana shrine in my bedroom. It was a joke because of a hyperfixation I had on her specifically and my friends and I were like "hey what if we made a Diana shrine" because I made a Princess Diana furby for my storyboarding class,,,, so now I have a really fucked up Princess Diana shrine that is so. so so so bad. I'm staring at it right now as I type this. I don't know what to do with the shrine. I can't just????? Get rid of it? But also keeping it is. AGH

Hetalia Asks

#floralcrematorium ask box #floralcrematorium music

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cherumie · 2 years

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Do you have any favorite Grelle fanfics or authors?

YEAH, my favorite authors are Transistance & Cielsdemon. For fics themselves uhhhh I can recommend some cute ones but I can't think of any that'd I'd call my favorite right now. Like the ones I enjoy the most are either old as hell (& u know how old Grelle fics are) or just very well written porn so I don't think I can recommend those in good conscience lol

So literally every one of Transistance's & Cielsdemon's Grelle fics are amazing to me. Transistance's works make my heart ache and have me thinking about them weeks after I read them, and Cielsdemon's are just good cute wholesome fun. Here are a couple of series/fics that I especially like though:

Disclaimer: I'm not gonna recommend any freak shit but some of these are extremely violent/sad/angsty so make sure you look at the tags & warnings of the fic before you dive in & regret it.

To What Do We Owe Life - I think melancholy is the perfect word for most of this author's works. This one in particular just makes me sad in a fun way. I feel for Grelle, I feel for Will, I feel for the surprise guest, it's got some cute moments but it's all shrouded in this fog of "This can't end well, I wish it could but it won't." & I absolutely love it.

What Happened That Day Whilst He Was Away - Now this one hurts. It's part of the same series as the first one (which I recommend reading the entirety of, these are just my particular faves) and there's just so many emotions in the span of 13 chapters. Hope, loss, dread, fear, anguish- agh it's so good.

Pearly Heath - Okay so, this isn't one that I find myself coming back to as much as the others on this list, but it'd be criminal not to include it as it's the only fic that's ever made me cry. I don't have the energy to put my feelings on this one into words, but it's just. The whole tone of the thing, the vocabulary, the structure, the puncuation- I felt like I was feeling exactly how the author wanted me to the whole time I was reading it. It almost feels like someone you love just died, and you saw it coming, you knew it was gonna happen, but now it's actually happening & they're gone & that's it. It almost feels silly to get so emotional over a funny little anime story, I mean it's not even canon and there are thousands of other stories with happier endings, but idk man. It just gets me for some reason.

Cramped Quarters - Cute little anime shenanigans. Grelle & Will are trapped in a closet, do I need to go on. (There's no saucey stuff, just cute shenanigans as I said)

Involuntary Annoyances - Claasssssic. I've mentioned this one before, it's the one where Grelle has hiccups during a meeting. Just pure adorability.

By The Seaside - Now THIS is an UnderGrelle fic. I don't wanna set myself off on a rant on why I love the dynamic of these two so I'll just keep it simple; he annoys the hell out of her & sometimes her energy & hot-headedness are a bit much for him, but they just love each other so much and this author is very good at making that clear. Very different, but also very similar- that's how UnderGrelle should be.

A Kiss Is A Terrible Thing To Waste - Chapter by chapter drabbles of modern SebaGrelle, idk what else needs to be said. I haven't read it in a while but I remember finding it adorable. It just makes my heart happy <3

There are a lot more that I really like but I think these can be considered my all time faves currently.

(Honorable Mention: This fic written in 2011 that involves Grelle being gendered correctly and physically transitioning. Also she's American, Will is decidedly still British, & they're both cops for some reason. It's very cute. A marvel of the past.)

#if anyone wants me to rec fanfics with certain themes or story elements or pairing just let me know #i love love love talking about Grelle fics #the 2011 one is so interesting to me because it's so good for no reason #kuroshitsuji #grelliam #grell sutcliff #black butler #grelle sutcliff #grelletaker #undergrelle #sebagrelle #fanfics #fanfiction #long post

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for-the-ninth · 2 years

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WIP Whenever

(gorgeous commission of my sassy, scrappy Inquisitor, by @inquisitoruzerin!!)

@noire-pandora tagged me for Last Line Monday (thank you!!) but I haven't posted any updates on my longfic in weeks because I've been depressed and lacking in motivation. Shout out to everyone who's continued tagging me even when I haven't engaged - it's comforting to be invited even if I don't have the energy to participate.

Anyway, this is a WIP whenever because it's time for an update on Inquisitor Shielan and I can't choose just one line. This is an excerpt from a wip chapter 12 of The Life That Left Me, in which Shielan frets over accidentally spilling a secret, and reconnects with the spirit who's been by her side since childhood. It's a long one, so I've hidden part of it, along with tags and ramblings, under a cut.

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“It’s been two weeks since we’ve met here,” Shielan said. “Two weeks, since I’ve entered the Fade at all, actually.”

Spirit’s brows shot up, and their hair retreated back to its former crop so fast Shielan had to stifle a chuckle. “That is a long time for you, da’len. What’s happened?”

Shielan grinned, tilting her head off to one side. “You miss me or somethin’?”

“That depends,” Spirit said, and hummed to themselves, stroking their chin in a way that might’ve looked natural had they not clearly learned to mimic the theatrical gesture of a child at play. “What does it feel like to miss someone?”

Shielan took a breath and held it, exhaling forcefully before she spoke. “Sometimes it’s a feeling of wanting—noticing someone’s absence and wishing they were there, just a passing thought.” Her heart sank at the thought of those she'd left behind, and she winced, averting her gaze. “But it can also be a weight on your chest, so heavy you could suffocate, or a void you can’t fill, no matter how hard you try. And it just…hangs over you, like a storm you can’t outrun.”

Spirit scowled, brows drawing together in the middle, and they floated closer to Shielan. “It sounds distressing.”

“That’s one word for it.”

Shielan smiled weakly, shoulders slumping with a heavy sigh as she stood and resumed pacing. “But missing people is the least of my worries right now. The man I told you about—”

“Ruferberg? No, that’s not it.” Spirit’s body faded out of view, returning as a bright blue cloud, almost wisp-like in its movement as they zipped around Shielan’s head. “Rendercord. No, no—hang on, I’ll get it.” They crashed back down to the grassy moonlit field beneath Shielan’s feet in elven form, a gleeful grin spread across their face. “I’ve got it—Ruthminbord!”

Spirit looked at Shielan with such child-like hope, that she almost felt bad for laughing. But she couldn’t hold back the series of cackles that poured from her wide open mouth, turning her face red and springing tears from her eyes as she held her shaking belly and spoke between stuttering gasps for breath. “Rutherford,” she said, wiping her eyes. “Though I have to admire your determination.”

“Agh!” Spirit threw their hands in the air. “Mortal names are so confusing—and a tad unnecessary, if you ask me.”

Shielan shook her head, shoulders still shaking with a final wave of chuckles. “You’ve managed to remember mine well enough.”

“Indeed,” said Spirit, “but only because I’ve had so long to memorize it. Or have you forgotten how many years I spent calling you child?”

Shielan mimicked the theatrical chin stroke Spirit had performed earlier, a cheeky joke that might’ve reached their consciousness had they been mortal. “Five years in my time, if I recall. Do all spirits have such a wretched memory?”

“My sense of memory is not wretched,” Spirit said, with a dramatic sigh and accompanying eye roll. “It is simply…incomplete. That’s all.”

“I suppose that’s a fair trade, when you’ve walked the Fade for millenia.” Shielan reclined onto the soft grass beneath them, arms resting behind her head as she stretched her legs and sighed.

Spirit sank to the ground across from her, but did not recline. Instead, they worked on braiding their hair, brows furrowing as they tried to remember the steps. “I take it my elixir did not work for your friend.” They frowned, and Shielan wondered if spirits could feel disappointment.

“We aren’t friends.” Shielan wiggled her bare feet in the soft, cold dirt, eyes fixed on the full moon overhead. “And it would’ve worked if he weren't a stubborn ass. Rest assured it’s not gone to waste.”

Spirit’s hands froze, fingers still tangled in black strands, and cocked one eyebrow. “You’ve been taking it—presumably to avoid dreaming.” Their head perked up, eyes wide. “Or perhaps to avoid…me?’

“Don’t be ridiculous.” Shielan sat up with a scowl, brows drawn together in the middle, but softened her voice. “The only reason I still walk the Fade is to spend time with you.” She sighed again, though it came out more as a shudder, and rested her elbows on her knees, hands scrubbing wispy stray hairs from her face. “I keep having this nightmare”—she held her face in her hands—“every night it’s the same thing. I’m back at Haven, facing down Corypheus, but I can’t move. I’m paralyzed and I can’t cast at all. But instead of killing me, he forces me to watch while he kills everyone else, starting with my comrades, then Vunora and Zevriel, and then…”

Spirit dissolved into a wispy blue cloud and wrapped themselves around Shielan like a warm winter blanket. “And then who, da’len?”

"Deshanna." Tears pricked the corners of Shielan’s eyes, but she cleared her throat to stifle an oncoming sob. “Every time, he saves her for last.”

Spirit’s brow furrowed. “Last we spoke of your Keeper, you referred to her as a betrayer.”

“She is,” Shielan said, and wiped furiously at a tear that’d managed to escape. “Even still, she was like a mother to me. I do not wish to see her suffer.”

“The breadth of mortal emotion fascinates me,” Spirit hummed, their voice a soft lilt echoing through the atmosphere of the Fade. “But I taught you to control your dreams when you were a child, did I not?”

“That’s just it!” Shielan sprung up from the ground and resumed pacing, one arm folded across her chest and the other swinging wildly in gesture. The landscape changed from a peaceful moonlit field to a pitch black abyss, lit only by Spirit’s blue glow. “Never once have I been unable to manipulate my dreams—nightmares included—until now.” She shook her head, running both hands through her hair until her fingers caught in her braid. “So I’m hardly sleeping, which means I’m running at half-mast, which is the worst thing I could be doing right now considering Orlais is about to drag us all into their useless fucking war. Meanwhile—”

“Da’len, wait a moment.”

“—the mage rebellion rages on—rightfully so, if you ask me—and every time my soldiers leave Skyhold we lose more to the crossfire.”

“Shielan, please—”

“Oh, and if that wasn’t enough to make me lose my goddamn mind, now Rutherford—that stuttering imbecile, of all people—is on my trail. I was an idiot and made the mistake of keeping him alive, and now he knows too—”

“Shielan!” Spirit returned to their elven form and grasped her by the shoulders. “Look.”

They conjured a mirror and turned Shielan to face it. Her cheeks, flushed red with anger, felt even hotter than they looked, and beads of sweat crept out from the pores around her hairline, sticking black stray wisps to her temples. But it wasn’t her cheeks, pores, or sweat that made her cringe and avert her gaze. It was her face—eyes black and empty as the Void, with veins the color of charcoal protruding down to her chin—the same face Cullen saw that night in the dungeon.

“Breathe,” Spirit said. “The Fade is a dangerous place for those who lose themselves in rage.”

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Shielan is 28 when she joins the Inquisition. From a young age she was trained as a spy and assassin for her clan, and became proficient in lying, stealing, intimidation and ultimately, killing. When she left her clan at 18, she traveled alone, communicating only with her best friend, Zevriel, and the occasional shopkeeper or trader when she passed through towns and cities for supplies.

This background, in addition to her people being ostracized and abused by Thedosian society at large, makes it easy to see why she has developed enough self-control to reign in emotions that could compromise her safety, but compartmentalizes instead of confiding in anyone when shit gets tough. Even in Solas, her closest friend among the Inquisition and someone she feels relatively safe around by comparison, she cannot fully let her guard down.

But it's different with Spirit. Shielan was walking the Fade as a child, before she understood what a Dreamer was, and Spirit - this nameless and often formless being - was kind enough to take Shielan under their wing, teaching her to manipulate the Fade and protecting her from its more nefarious entities. Shielan never felt more alone than in the first year she left her clan, and Spirit stood by her side as she worked through the guilt of abandoning people she loved, the pain of her Keeper's betrayal, and the hopelessness that came with a years-long search for the parents who abandoned her as an infant. But Spirit is her family now, and it's in the Fade, under their protective wing, that Shielan is finally able to let go and emote freely.

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Tags, for anyone who wants to share something and also in thanks to some folks who've tagged me in things even when I haven't had the energy to engage: @barbex @oxygenforthewicked @roguelioness @a11sha11fade

#my writing #dragon age fanfic #last line monday #wip whenever #the life that left me #inquisitor shielan lavellan #fade spirits #i love their relationship tbh #it's one of my favorites to write

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cxsmicmyeon · 3 years

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hi hi! it's your bestie 😉 hehe sorry i had too much screen time and needed a break 😂

oh my goodness his fried rice waffles 👁👄👁 he also called himself a culinary genius and i'm wondering how kyungsoo deals with jongin's kitchen adventures lmao or even minseok since he's such a clean freak?? baek just updated and said he's doing well in a strict routine! but for everyone to stop sending mail/email/gifts to his training centre bc it's overwhelming them 😂 so to just tell him everything using a specific hashtag and he can feel the love when he's finished. can you imagine how much they're getting??? lol

i've always used the excuse it's still that date in america soooo technically it's still my birthday 😀

OMG YES PLEASE WRITE THAT!!! that's so cute and domestic stop lol 💞 i feel like a bunny would be a lot less maintenance especially if you're out often! unless you adopt? a puppy is SO much work. ..maybe that's why mine is such a baby. he's almost 6 now but still acts like a puppy we just brought home yesterday 😂 omg that time chanyeol had toben and sehun had vivi? the chaos that was toben LMAO

i sometimes want to start a fic rec blog..but i'm so unorganised i'm not sure how to go about it. i do so much reading and there're so many good fics out there i want to share 😭

we pretty much are but there's some random clusters here and there. plus the newly returned overseas but they're quarantined in a medi hotel. yeah i've seen a lot of news from the us about people refusing to wear masks and stay home. but then turn around and complain that things aren't getting better 😶 yes please keep safe!! ❤

i think the cheaper one is a flip book album! which ofc will be mega cute, i can already imagine! i want sm to bloody release the details though. why are they so lazy when it comes to their best sellers?! is it tomorrow for you yet? 😂 DID YOU GET IT!? omfg yes lol i CAN'T WAIT for your asmr HAHA 👉👈 tbh your voice sounded so sweet i felt comfortable messaging you 😂 when you were fangirling about myeon hahaha that's exactly what i'm like when someone asks about yeol hehe

LOL THE WAY I THOUGHT HIS FRIED RICE WAFFLES WERE HASHBROWNS- ngl though it looks good though i'd eat it...😳 kyungsoo prolly had a mental breakdown when he saw jongin making the waffle LOL

OMG WAIT I CRIED WHEN I SAW BAEK'S VIDEO- HE SAID HE'S GONNA BE UPLOADING EVERY 17TH???? AND CHAN UPLOADING EVERY 27TH??? WE DO NOT DESERVE THOSE TWO AT ALL😭😭😭omg i can't imagine all the mail he's getting- i think something similar happened to junmyeon and he had to go on and say stop sending me mail cuz it's too much ahsgdj,, my popular boys🥰

I WILL WRITE IT!! i just need to get through school and finish my final paper lol!! and also finish my requests lol!! thank god school's over next tuesday for me lol! i need a BREAK omg... agh yeah i have heard puppies are a lot of work but they're SO CUTE THOUGH😭😭omg toben and vivi are both of my personalities🤣🤣they're literally the cutest things omg

lol i actually was considering a fic rec blog too! cuz my post is rly long and i feel bad for all the tags the authors get LOL but i'm lazy and i don't want to annoy the authors EVEN MORE LLMAOSODNDNJFHF i love life😃👍🏻

ugh yes i have a lot of family who is anti mask and won't get vaccinated and don't take covid seriously and it just pisses me off🙄🙄but thankfully most of them don't live in my area so i don't have to worry about seeing them a lot lol! and i have both of my shots for the vaccine and i'll be fully vaccinated after next week!

i'm not picky at all when it comes to albums lmao! like even if i don't get a jun photocard i don't complain that much bc i still got a photocard of a member!! like i have a jun, yeol and minseok photocard (and baekhyun poster and jongdae slide thing from obsession) and honestly i'm still happy to get the merch cuz it's exo and i love exo!! :D

AND AGH IM SO SAD IT SAID IT'S COMING LATE😭😭😭like it was gonna originally come on saturday but then usps said thursday (today) and i checked the tracking number and it said "coming late" )): agh but we'll see 🤞🏻 i just hope it comes soon!!

AGH i need to prepare for the filming😭😭i need to find a tri pod and clear my desk and make sure my family doesn't interrupt me AJDHJDH and AAA i hate my voice so much i was so shy when recording!!! but i turned my phone around and spoke from the heart and i felt more comfy!! i may not speak in the asmr tho i'll just let my glue on manicure do the talking LOL!! i love hearing nails tap on stuff so it'll be fun to do!!

#asks #bestie anon

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