#ANYway lol this week over here!

[sysig]

Your Weekly TV Guide

On Monday you can expect:

2:30 PM: Just Desserts - Villainsona

And Tuesday:

2:30 PM: Star Control II

Wednesday:

2:30 PM: The Sims 2 - SCII

Thursday:

2:30 PM: SCII

Friday:

2:30 PM: Handplates

Saturday:

2:30 PM: The Sims 2 - Handplates

Sunday:

2:30 PM: To the Moon - Rosawatts

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#Weekly TV Guide #Man this week just flew by for me - kinda overwhelming haha #Trying to balance everything has gotten precarious with all these soon-looming self-imposed deadlines! Trying to keep up! #I'm proud of how well I've been doing with it :) It's gotten kinda tricky lately tho haha #I'm managing! Still doodling and making and reading and playing between editing and writing and queueing haha #Speaking of queueing - MusicalBloodDrop and MusicalDrabbles are both back up and running! :D #Quite pleased! #MBD'll be going for another couple weeks but I was so behind on Drabbles that I'm set for a couple months lol #V'also go the Vargas sketchdump planned for next week - pls look forward to it :) #Hopefully this one won't break too badly lol #ANYway lol this week over here! #Lots of Sims 2 and Star Control and SCII-in-TS2 lol #Fun all around <3 I had a lot of fun making and screenshotting all of these hehe #Pretty sure this is also the last of the Handplates stuff for now - at least as far as what I've drawn lately #Never know when or what next haha #Well. I know what I've got coming up Soon hehe ♪

[expelliarmus]

#mine #doctor who #dwedit #matt smith #:D #pretty sure i haven't giffed this in a while so here we go!! #can't believe how fast december is going by #1 week of my winter break is almost over already SIGH #oh also to any pokemon go friends... #is there anyone from the ocean or tundra regions that is willing to send me gifts??? #the last 2 scatterbugs that i need!!!!! #i'm having way too much fun collecting all the vivillon lol #oh and i started pokemon violet yesterday and i love miraidon #ANYWAYS... do i like how this colouring came out?? #hmm

[icewindandboringhorror]

sneeping with his legs up over his head for some reason... weird boye

#cats #love the second picture... skrungly sleepy well rested boye face... #since he's an elderly boy now sometimes when he wakes up from a nap he looks a bit scruffy and squinty eyed #Hard to beleive he's like 15 though.. he still looks like a kitten to me.. due to his giant round creature eyes and childlike demeanor #I think it's interesting that like... baby cats are babies. kittens are kittens. and you can tell a cat is like 'young adult' phase #looking from like a few months to maybe 1yr or 2yrs.. but after that they just always look the same to me #a 5 yr old cat is a 10 yr old cat is a 15 year old cat. unless the cat in question is particulalry aged or youthful #I still have so so little energy... it's been icy here this week. like not even FUN but just scary icy even thoguh i lOOOVE the cold #and its my favorite weather. I think it'd be okay actually if I had a woodburning stove/fireplace/hearth thing. literally thats my only #concern with the power going out. I genuinely don't mind stuff like having to go to the bathroom in buckets or cook over a fire or do other #less conveninet things. Its just that if eveyrhtng is electric then you have no way to cook and all of that. well.. and I literally need #background noise to go to sleep lest my ocd sprials become so loud I am slowly driven into maddness.. but a few battery packs or something #and a phone with one downloaded video I could play on repeat is fine for that. I dont need internet. ANYWAY.. so so sad that my fav #orite season ever (winter) is here. and the first cold of the winter is like... just an ice storm that you cant even walk in. I #love like 4 feet of snow where you can play in it and stuff. But just a thin flat sheet of a few inches of ice over every imaginable surfac #is not really playable. the wind speeds are so high and so many trees fall it's actually not that safe to go hang out outside anyway unless #you were in a totally clear open field. which is SAD also because i love ice and high winds. i love to stand out there and get whipped in t #he face with ice crystals and feel like I'm in some dramatic movie or something. but alas.. the threat of being attacked by a falling tree. #I did go out some but again it's like. literallyyou cant walk on it. so I just squatted and dragged myself along the ground lol #One of my stories has a whole section where the main characters are trapped in a deadly cold environment for a week and have to use magic #to survive and etc. etc. so I'm always like.. ouuu.. I should go in the ice.. it's Writing Research actually.. *foolishly gets frostbite* #THOUGH yesterday I went on a harrowing evil journey down a bunch of icy hilly roads to go check on some person's cat because the cat #had been left in the house for like 5 days at that point with nobody to check on them and nobody else seemed to want to do anything #about it (like call all of the neighbors or try to get someone out there) so I just went myself with a roommate who agreed to drive me. #It seemed acting totally normal and I gave it more food and water but.. I am still worried about it.. Apparently the person will be able #to get back to their house tomorrow but.. I dont trust them. But I couldnt take the cat with me because it's like.. a stranger's cat #basically and also no carrier + very skittish.. so I feared if I just tried to carry them bare handed they'd definitely leap from my grasp #and then it'd be like.. sliding on a sheet of ice chasing a cat and so on.. I still think they need to be watched for health issues tho >:| #ANYWAY.... many cat adventures lately... and strange weather... I wish for a normal week without always so many Things Happening.. augh

[arinmoss]

doodle to get back into drawing

#been a few weeks since ive drawn something #heres some fairy elf person idk idk #pixie maybe who knows #also i think its kinda funny i have a few doodles v similar to this one but are much older and in my #old ass ugly style lol #anyways i love drawing hair like this its saur much fun and really relaxing #its just v messy and swirly and swoopy and fun #anyways u can tell this was a v idk easy doodle cause like i didnt bother to try to draw the other eye #flowers over the eyes oldest trick in th ebook #maybe ill edit this on pixlr to make it look nicer but who knows #art #sketch #doodle #pencil doodle #pencil sketch

[deus-ex-mona]

series i’m gatekeeping from my family vs series i’m ✨ok✨ with my family knowing i’m into:

#‘why do you gatekeep hw from your irls?’ well. the thing is. i just ✨don’t want to✨ #and. like. i’ve already led my family to believe that i bought bl manga when i was buying idol sengen at animate #so i think im already past the point of no return in that regard. so. um. yeah. #thank you village vanguard for the unexpected μ’s content in 2k24 you truly are yappa saikyou #i s w e a r falling back into my ll phase almost 10 whole years after i first got into it is unexpected tbh #compounded with the fact that i can now actually afford whatever im looking for. so. like. my wallet is in crisis lol #i had just reached my savings goal last month but now i’ve overspent bc i saw great deals on resold honoka-chan hoodies and i couldn’t help— #so now i have 2 identical hoodies lol. but i’ll keep one of them safe in its packaging bc im unwell like that ig #my merch whaling is out of control i s w e a r but my oshis are just too cute aaaaaaaaa #i probably should open another savings account instead… maybe that’d keep my spending under control… #b u t for now honoka-chan jersey im looking for you #tfw ur oshi is decently unpopular amongst the fans so hardly anyone resells her merch lmao #so ig the relatively fewer fellow fans she has are more dedicated to her than fans of other more popular characters lol #but at least her stuff (when resold) isn’t as overpriced as the actually popular members (birb and tomato) #so my wallet isn’t crying as hard as it could’ve been? ig? hunting for almost 10 year old merch is a pain fr though #either way. the grip idol series have on my wallet is truly insane #i wonder how many bags of chips i could’ve bought with the amount i’ve spent on hw and ll merch to date… #at least a thousand… i think. maybe even 2 thousand if my past gacha game whaling is taken into consideration… #…this is probably why it’s important to have a decent paying job ig. #oh well. at least i may be making b a n k this month with how much ot i’ve had to do this week so far… #i hope i won’t have to work till 5am again over the next 2 days… that had been a horrible experience. #help what am i even talking about anymore why am i having a life crisis right here and now u m. #anyways. dni if you dislike honoka-chan. thanks for coming to my crisis rant. see you when the last stage mv drops ig ok byeeeee

[jinhyun]

finally figured out what to do with watercolor.

#i re-read it all bc i love it (yes i'm my fan) and i couldn't bear not finishing it lol #anyway i deleted the last two parts. part 50 is officially the last one now #i'm posting two epilogues #the first one i'm already done with and is coming later today (it's 2:30am over here lol i've got insomnia) #the next one is coming next week bc i'm working from thursday to saturday at the bar now and i'm on zombie mode all those days 🥲 #i mean if i manage to finish the second one before sunday i'm posting it but yeah #see you all laterrrrr today ✌🏻 #skz imagines #hyunjin imagines #stray kids imagines

[ffelii]

I hate rentry and things similar to it because I always get so fixated when I'm making a new info site and it's never actually enjoyable. I can't let myself sleep, eat, or do anything else until I'm finished. And by the end of it I don't even think I like it.

I think the next time I get the urge to make a rentry I need to just delete all the ones I have and decide to go without em

#people don't need all that information abt me anyways I guess #I just love oversharing #and somehow Im over here thinking I'd love to make a neocities site again lol #I definitely would enjoy making it but I dont think it can be a site for personal info or something #bc I'll just want to change it all a week later and neocities sites aren't as easy to take down and revamp #ugh #feli thoughts #rentry #carrd #neocities

[transboysokka]

ok like I’m sorry but I DONT get how European/North American people (and I’m only talking about people with the financial means of course, and this also usually extends to people who consider themselves avid travelers) just skip Asia?? because it’s “too far”???? like bitch we have airplanes you can get anywhere in the world in 24 hours or less find a new excuse

#ppl skip Africa too but that is for Other Reasons that merit their own post #I’ve spent $5000 US over the last five years killing the planet to see my family bc they REFUSE to come here like bitch pls #they can all afford destination weddings and immigrating to Europe or whatever but won’t come here I see u #also I’m NOT made of money lol I’m trying to finish this masters degree and get top surgery but I keep having to postpone both #bc I’m expected to visit the fam? lol nah #and yeah the travel time does suck when you only get a week or two off work and need to take 4 connecting flights to keep the price down #it took me 29 hours actually to get home summer 2023 #anyway this post is about me being pissed off at my family and annoyed about ‘cultured’ ppl who don’t even know about radish cakes lol #I am a hypocrite tho bc I refuse to visit Europe lolol #text

[kelprot-old]

there's something to be said about the idea of headcanons, and of plastering bits you resonate with onto pre-written characters, in an effort to "see yourself" in them. it's not malicious at all, but sometimes I wonder what the whole purpose of it is.

if it's for some kind of representation, to see certain ideas or traits manifest in a story you like, i would understand but also tell you to just like....go read something else. instead of ordering a hawaiian pizza minus the pineapple, just order a ham and cheese pizza. if that makes sense. lots of people on here love to post all about their favorite stories with queer headcanons, but refuse to take the step outside their realm of comfort and read something that has those queer themes actually interwoven into the story.

other times, people claim to do it just to see themselves reflected more in their favorite characters. which feels equally as flimsy to me. if you can't emphasize or even find enjoyment in a story if the characters dont resemble you (or an idealized you) in some way, then. idk. maybe work on that or something

#thisisnt like. a mean targeted post im moreso just thinking about things. i do this myself sometimes lol im not immune #anyways sorry im stuck at home for 6 weeks so im gonna be posting nonsense like this #in reality none of this really matters too much at all #however as someone who used to be way into this shit when i was a teenager i wonder what kinda purpose it serves? other than the obvious #we're reaching a state online where fiction is restricted more and more to these headcanon-y fandom-like levels of nuance #which is in part due to how many people are just teenagers and dont tend to worry too much about metanarrative discussions #nor is that everyone's cup of tea in the first place #but over the past 5 or so years it feels like more and more people default to this method when it comes to any kind of storytelling #regardless of the initial values of the original media they're discussing. it all gets relegated to this fandom-o-vision #this isn't even tumblr-centric. it's very prevalent on here yes. but every other social media seems to be following in kind #perhaps not with the same exact methods. but the similar lack of nuance feels like its there too #i just worry sometimes. maybe it isnt that important. but. oh well #im gonna go make myself a delicious milkshake

[onedirecton]

last night was the first night in about week where I had absolutely peace so I hope it continues 💗🫶

#ladies I have been absolutely miserable this past week because my new neighbors have been causing so many problems and they have only been #here a week #it’s been so stressful to navigate and it got bad to the point where I couldn’t even be comfortable in my own home and space . I genuinely #don’t understand how you can be so inconsiderate of other people. #something else happened yesterday and my landlord ask spoke to them and I just really hope the issues don’t continue #like I was not handling any of this well at all. literally cried every day since Monday to yesterday because of the stress #and I haven’t been eating. it’s just awful when you have no where to go . #there’s another issue on my mind in regards to them and I’m trying not to make myself sick over it and just react accordingly to when I #find out more because right now it’s just the what ifs in my brain that are not facts yet #anyway I’m ready for this lease to end in the summer lol #I am appreciative of my landlord talking to them but I do not want these issues to continue :( #one day at a time!! #my job is another thing altogether skdjsjjd but literally whatever que sera que sera

[hauntedtotem]

I think the biggest red flag for me regarding the hopelesspeaches and lio convoy stuff, their entire group (especially lio) has near identical speech patterns and dynamics as my mom's online friend group. Which is less of a red flag and more of a raging wildfire tbh

#I listened to all the calls when they 'leaked' but I didn't know they were leaks I thought lio posted that stuff proudly #I didn't know that they weren't meant to be seen by the public until just now lol #Anyways I'm pleasantly surprised people are talking about how fucked up they were #Bc tbh when I was like 'oh this makes peaches (and everyone else) look like a bitch kinda' the first time I heard the calls- #I thought I was maybe being too judgey or sensitive or something? #But now everyone else is like 'yeah they are all being bitches actually' im like. Oh! So I understood right and wasn't just overreacting #Mostly bc lio was ranting about being a conservative Christian and weird 'nuclear family values' on one call and my immediate thought was #'oh gross Im too biased against this man to be able to look at this- #-discussion objectively. I'm gonna think he sucks regardless of the situation and therefore idk lf im a fair judge ?' #So it's cool to get confirmation from other ppl saying 'oh no ur right he sucks and here's why' #this is the 2nd time this week I got 'no youre not just overreacting. Other ppl are upset too' validation abt a topic. cool #//shade #I'm sure there's plenty of found family groups online that are great but so many of the ones i hear abt feel like a cult imo #My mom is in a group where this dude calls her and other women there his daughters like lio does to peaches and it feels gross to me idk #Ik everyone craves found family connections but. Idkk it feels weird to be taking that in a literal sense and calling them dad/my daughter #Feels like introducing unnecessary power dynamics. #Theres a difference between 'oh this person is like family to me because we're so close' #vs 'oh i am adopting this person and assuming a parental position over them'. that sounds unhealthy I think ? #Edit I just found out lio posted a response but it's midnight and I have a date tomorrow I'm not watching that rn lol #imo both him and peaches are bad and idc if one is worse than the other or whatever. #Peaches has been two faced for a while; lio might've taken advantage of her bc he's kinda creepy. They're both saying the other abused them #This is like jade and julian talking shit about each other to me. Idc guys I hate both of u srry <3 #Iykyk

[keeps-ache]

DARN, missed it again! 2nd anniversary of being a they/themer :D

#just me hi #i should cue a post for next year cuz i just Keep missing it hfhsv #cool though!! two years of queer yeah babyyy #i now have it/its but they/them was where i started hehe :> #i've considered neos but you know i think they'd be a bit much for me lol #character customization Truly #//i am NOT missing this blog's birthday. proooollyyyy hghfsh #these aren't such huge things but i like to know things have happened hfsh :3 #these are two things i really only celebrate on here so i've just Gotta say it :33 #//anyway i've been listening to the radio a lot (did i say that? i think i told you that some weeks ago lmao) and it's Funnn (mostlyyy) :D #yes they play the same 15 songs over and over and i'm starting to learn all the words to even the most unremarkable ones but that's part of #the Fun :DD #been listening to it because once in a while they play a song i already have in my playlist (yayy !!) or a song that i like (which then goe #in the Playlist (yayy !!)) that and it supplies a background track to whatever i'm talking about with my siblings which is funny at times #/imagine. you've slipped up. a secret of another's you were never supposed to know was mentioned by accident. so instead of #trying to excuse yourself from guilt you admit to knowing even More. the person you're speaking to is betrayed confused and overall upset. #and you're trying to get in contact with a ghost to give you pointers. it's not great. in the background Lovin On Me is playing #that's how our games have been going hfhsvhf #/i let them play in the plots of my stories sometimes and it's So Ridiculous Dude #i've had to ban specific organs from their characters because they were being wretched little beings. it Was funny though i'll not deny hfh #they've tormented shye + weirded out oath + killed and been killed many times #there were a couple times i saw genuine horror on their faces and i am living on that i'm ngl hfhsvbhs #like the horse thing! it would take a sec to explain so i won't go into it but oh i hurt myself laughing Lolll (it was dark but it was stil #funny hfbvs) #//OH i've gtg now lol -- #ciao ciao see you somewhere later from now !! :D

[sisterdivinium]

There's a lot of stuff I'd love to do but then there's only so much time and only so much external interest regarding such events too.

Some sort of short fic exchange for non-juggernaut WN ships or some funky comment fic place or a capslock community for all your unhinged commentary needs or a WN bingo... I don't know, something.

#don't mind me i am old and i want journal-type fandom back is all #i understand some of you might engage in similar activities on discord or whatever but that's really not what i envision #the short fic exchange could even be a drabble exchange. we leave the big ship out though or else it would overtake the thing #anyway. something something creating community. #speaking of i'll probably be less active here starting apr 25th up to may 15th. that's because 3 weeks for dreamwidth will be on #the drabbles will still be posted here on the fridays during that period but i'm thinking of hanging out there a bit more #maybe i can pull one of you in to hang out with me there. maybe one day we'll have enough numbers for a cosy community lol #that's the point of the event though. see if any fresh meat can be seduced by dw ;) #i have a few hild icons i mean to post and i'd like to finish my 1x02 wn batch as well but that seems unlikely atm #we'll see. thinking of some meta too. and whatever i end up writing for fan_flashworks will stay on dw until the event is over as well #so you might want to keep an eye on there if you're interested! #i have the same username there as here so it's easy to spot me #silly blabbering

[bi5sos]

Me logging into my 5sos account, wanting to take a break from my current fandom hyperfixation that I already had a mental breakdown over, happy to be back in 5sos land... and then @ashtonsunshine puts young royals on my dash....i can't escape it alskjsjhds

#ily ashtonsunshine this is obviously a joke #but yeah i thought that was funny bc i spent the last two weeks so immersed in that fandom world and i just wanted to get out of it #for a short time and just enjoy 5sos bc that's actually easier right now and then wille and simon fucking attack me on here as well lmaooo #the show has been my obsession for over a year now so if you're wondering where i am i'm probably on my yr fan blog lol #but 5sos is my home and it feels so much calmer and nicer these days where everything is alright #and i needed that right now especially as i'm in the minority who didn't love the ending #anyway it's so weird tho when you see fandoms mixing together like you're not supposed to know this and be into it wdym #me talking

[violaeadde]

should i quit my job

#classic post to make at 2:30 am #i’m just. miserable #i worked so much overtime right before christmas (like starting at 9 ending at 1am kinda shit) #and it was like okay well that was a really terrible few weeks but at least it’s over! #and then today i had to work till 9pm. #we’re just so understaffed. since i started here last sept we’ve had 5 people rotate through my team and i’m currently the only member lol #when i joined this team i was the third person!! i was 3 of 3 and now im by myself!!! #and it wasn’t so bad in the summer tbh but that was like 2 months out of the entire year lol #literally since last november it’s been like things are busy but we’re working on getting some help so it will be better soon! #i just feel like i can’t keep up and im tired and im cranky and im angry and irrititable all the time #and it was taking like a genuine physical toll before xmas like went to bed feeling so shaky and awful #anyways i’ve tired myself out here in the tags so im gonna try to sleep again but know that in my heart i had more to say #personal

[brookheimer]

oh right it’s time to change my user back lollll

#goodbye goodbye my dear world of a 10-week-long url #to brookheimer i return! #i'll still post succession don't worry lollll #this just was never meant to be a Succession Blog it's just my main where i ended up coincidentally posting a lot about succession #to the newish followers i just had romanfuckingroy for s4 but was always going to change back to my homegirl brookheimer #a la amy brookheimer from veep. my forever girl #which inexplicably feels more Neutral and less Fandom (hate that word lol) than romanfuckingroy even tho both r from tv shows #i guess veep has literally no fandom anyways so how could it be a fandom account. it's just me chilling and occasionally seething over #how dirty they did my girl in later seasons of veep #business as normal on here!