#3 In The Morning

[sqiderwix]

Wawawauawsuawauwawawaaaaaa it's 3:51 I have to wake up at 5:00 :(

Outsiderssmp! I started to watch this on YouTube when it was still uploading, I cried to much fr to these characters:(

#outsiders smp #owengejuicetv #outsiderssmp #3 in the morning #help #why am i still here #im tired

[ihavetoomuchhomeworkforthis]

I did it! I finally actually went outside at 3 in the morning again (the first time this summer). I made a post a long time ago attempting to romanticize the idea of sitting on swings in the dead of night and staring up at the moon, and while the nearest park may be 1.3 miles away (just calculated it), and doesn't even have swings, I WALKED THERE LAST NIGHT.

#3 in the morning #moon #I don't really have anything to tag this #sneaking out #? #haha

[dont-do-dumb]

I can't sleep and I cry so hard over people and pets I can't save that my cat wakes up crying out with me until I settle him back to gentle sleep on my upset tummy.

I'm 24 and feel like everything is falling apart.

I have no job, I quit college, none of my clothes fit comfortably ranging in size from Medium to 1x and 8 to 16.

Everyone jokes about "weren't you going to kill yourself?" And about how "I wasn't supposed to live this long" but what do you call it where one minute you're 12 and your home isn't safe anymore and then all of a sudden you're 24 and even though you're in love and it's so freeing being with them, some days (a lot of days) it still doesn't feel like "home".

And I'm standing here being loud, and stomping my feet, saying "Please love me" and you laugh or you ignore it and I don't know how to make you listen to me so I go cry in my bed alone.

To my family I'm a disappointment at worst and an annoyance at best and I'm sitting with these people still trying to say "Please love me, please help me, I don't know what's wrong and I'm so afraid" and they can't see it and can't hear me and when no one can hear me I feel like I shouldn't be here whatever the fuck here means.

But what would I do? I can't drive to the ocean because I've been afraid of the ocean since I almost drowned at 13 and my sister hauled me out by my swimsuit and acted like it was nothing. I can't go to the woods, I don't know how to camp and I'm terrified of the sensation of wriggling things. Going to the Big City is an option if I had the capability to make phone calls without wanting to throw up and any waitstaff skills.

What do you call it when you don't want to die but you don't want to exist anymore because it wouldn't make a difference either way

I'm stuck in a fishbowl of fear and rejection molded glass regressing to 11 years old before I was scared of sleeping on my couch and 7 years old where my older sister was still happy to be my sister and 5 years old where watching movies with my mom was my favorite thing and I'm no longer afraid

#ramblings #overtired #3 in the morning #venting #body discomfort #emotional #existential musings #the mortifying ordeal etc etc

[ghostgrrll]

Let me SLEEP!!

#3 in the morning #⛈

[thehandsomeasshole]

"Anyone else's kinda weird this year?"

"....no?"

#president of hyperion // in character #3 in the morning #i need to go to sleep #took me WAY too long to make

[hale-b629]

Good night to all of my this endless endeavor enjoyers

#i need to go the fuck to bed #its like #3 in the morning #loll #starset #starset horizons #this endless endeavor #starset this endless endeavor

[foxxmoey]

I was bored and then decided to scribble something and...I REALIZED THAT I DON'T KNOW HOW TO DRAW A FACE :"(

Lol

Sp00kyyy

Don't draw Amber at 3:00 in the morning (actually it's 5 o'clock in the morning here in Brazil lmaf)

This draft is a piece of garbage ❤️

#Amber #genshin impact #drawing #3 in the morning #boredom #spooky #draft #memes

[ayo-edebiri]

Sounds a bit unlikely.

#goodomensedit #good omens spoilers #good omens #david tennant #michael sheen #ineffable husbands #tusercora #tuserrobin #usertom #tuserpris #tuserhan #userpayton #userallisyn #userzo #usergiu #usersaoirse #alivedean #nessa007 #good morning it's almost 5pm <3

[elegyofthemoon]

It's still surprising to see people say that when they see the upcoming strike post I made that this is the first time they're hearing about it, especially because I've seen several posts now talking about the same strike.

That being said: regardless of what kind of blog you are, please spread the news about the genocide, the strikes, boycotts, etc.

Even if you are a small blog, spreading word allows for more people to know what's going on and also do their part in protests and strikes, and maybe even the right people will be able to do more than what you're able to do.

And reminder: there is an upcoming strike on February 18th-25th. Prepare accordingly, protest, boycott, call your reps, and spread the word so more people are aware.

#ceasefire now #free palestine #palestine #it still stuns me because i can count maybe 3 different posts myself included that has all the information about the strikes #and just this morning someone rb mine saying this is the first time theyre hearing of it #do you see why its important to keep talking? #i'm not going to apologize for suddenly posting this midway through clearing my likes. it's important #free gaza #gaza #congo #free congo

[fuckyeahgoodomens]

David Tennant at This Morning show, 11.07.2023 :) ❤

David: Well, he's not a very good demon. He's good at sort of the snarl and the swagger and pretending that he's terribly cynical, but actually his problem is that he's a bit too... there's a bit too much heart, really.

#good omens #gointerviewedit #this morning #this morning 2023 #david tennant #interview #david interview #david about crowley #crowley #fun fact #<3 #crowley is a softie #s2 interview

[sunnyyyteaaa]

🌻 Late nights

something I used to do when I was younger 💤

#rottmnt #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #despite the comic setting #i remember mostly doing this in the early mornings #since its always so cold in the mornings for some reason #it was like curling around a giant heating pad #so cozy <3 #rise of the tmnt #save rottmnt #sun art

[crackny2k]

the fact that depression makes it so hard to sleep is actually insane

#3 in the morning #there is no reason to be awake and sober at this time

[colloline]

Fisheye lens and realistic coloring experiment + bw because why not.

#ace attorney #myart #franziska von karma #miles edgeworth #von karma silblings #beanix #trucy wright #just realized franziska’s cast is holding onto her injured shoulder💀 #but meh #i drew this at 3 in the morning

[wastelandwhisperer]

#THIS SHIT HAD ME IN TEARS THIS MORNING #bg3 #baldurs gate 3 #baldur's gate 3 #gale of waterdeep #gale dekarios

[jasperyourmutt]

One word demands are sooooo hot. Sit. Bite. Down. Lick. Bark. Suck. I’m a dumb mutt. Make it as easy as possible for me to obey

#jasperbarks #:3 #feeling particularly puppy this morning #puppy brain #ftm puppy #puppy sub #nsft puppy #t4t puppy

[utterdrip]

starry comp

#frankie posts #bg3 spoilers #astarion #bg3 #astarion acunin #bg3: vid #starry comp #astarion baldurs gate #baldurs gate 3 #baldurs gate astarion #baldur's gate 3 #baldur's gate iii #good morning friendos