#-> “i don't wanna feel left out”

[posalis]

playing "hit 'em up style (oops!)" in the background of the churros scene was certainly a choice.

#challengers #“you're really committed to this thing” ok art you snake #“when you go then everything goes” and then it's the last scene art and patrick spent as best friends i'm sick #art donaldson #patrick zweig #patrickart #artrick #artpatrick #“there goes ”you'll never leave me alone“” playing at the same time art says “you're not here to visit me? :)” #-> “i don't wanna feel left out” #-> “one doesn't choose you and you're losing the other” #arggghh #“get your hands on his cash and spend it to the last dime” and then art gets tashi and the life patrick wanted #the life that he thought patrick would have; every skill and things he was jealous of

[eyes-of-nine]

they're so childhood friends to lovers bodyguard au coded to me 😌✨ (they have killed so so many people)

#oh how i missed doing a good ol fashioned leyendecker study #and hey look IT'S THE SILLIES<3 #<- tho my lore knowledge has not improved since last time I posted about them I have in fact gotten slightly better at russian #anyways someone plss appreciate the fact that I edited all the serifs to make the font fit nicer ywy #why are cyrillic fonts so ...ehhh #and if anyone feels like summarising over 100 comic issues in my dms i would sell my soul and left kidney to you🥺👉👈 #I wanna talk about them sm but also I genuinely don't really know shit #it's actually super fun highly recommend #sergey razumovsky #oleg volkov #....do they have a ship name??? I'm sure they do???? oh well #plss let's appreciate oleg for being very fun to draw too #major grom #major grom plague doctor #bubble comics #Сергей Разумовский #look look I figured out how to get cyrillic symbols on mobile easily :DD #Олег Волков #майор гром #fanart #my art #mgpd

[maenjiro]

cookiE and cream 𖦹 headcanons

ft. wakasa x afab!reader

synop + cw: wakasa and his oral fixation aka pussy drunk wakasa is the best wakasa. oral (reader receiving) and everything that may come with that

a/n: hmu if this is any good

old news but this man has THE oral fixation

so he dives in, he takes without asking. anywhere, anytime no matter what.

the gym, mostly the changing rooms otherwise he knows his friend would give him shit for it also he really is trying to be more mindful of other people but again, he has no shame when he's hungry

his house, your house, any place you can have some alone time

he makes you wet with all the shit he’s saying about eating you out

might not even be something extremely dirty but he’s so straight forward he can make you pretty flustered.

gets all frantic when he needs his mouth on you but you're wasting time talking

might pin you against the wall and just get on his knees

lift one of your legs on his shoulder to have more access, closes his eyes and the first moan he lets out is pure bliss

your legs shaking will never be enough for him to stop

or on the bed when he's on top of you, this bitch would lower his head down to kiss you and stop abruptly smirking “whoops, wrong lips”

next thing you know he has your legs on his shoulder and is worshipping your cunt

the rare times he's not in a frenzy to have his tongue make circular motion between your folds he will spread them with his fingers and smile at the sight

low breathy moan against your pussy

moves his tongue like he's starving, he is pussy drunk and he shows it

makes sure his tongue is keeping you all wet and hot

he's messy yet very precise, he knows where to lick and how much pressure will make you see stars

also will prod at your hole with his thumb and keep teasing you around your entrance with feathery touch that will make you clench around nothing (the bastard will smirk against you)

soo i bet he has some tooth rotting nicknames for you and i swear i know he would non ironically call you oreo... and you would tell him to stop calling you that

and he looks at you almost offended “not when i have your legs spread open for me and i’m about to lick your cr-” either you cover your face with the pillow or push his head against your core

endless cycle of him sucking on your clit and poking it with his tongue

overstimulates you and he doesn't even do that on purpose he just loses tracks of time (will make you cum at least three times i'm sorry but i don't make the rules, he does)

you can't even pull away cause his grip on your legs is tight, holding onto your thighs for dear life not to spiral

i wouldn't be surprised if he ended up falling asleep between your thighs

#the oreo thing is canon i know because he calls me that all the time 😔👌 #wakasa smut #tokyo revengers smut #tokyo rev x reader #wakasa x reader #tokyo rev smut #𓏲 𓂃 ✒️ ❛ writing ༉‧₊ #writing:// tokrev #feat:// wakasa #lil rant in the tags none will ever see bc anxiety came to visit so yea i feel SO NOT enough for this i wanna cry but wtv #i really feel like an outsider and feel like this is not my place either i rlly don't know why i can't feel welcome anywhere #i just want be at least perceived and have people i can share my interests with and love for characters #but it does always feel left out and like there's no room for me at all – i rlly care about this but idk how to do it

[genericpuff]

opinions on helluva boss?

#let's just say i'm not *on* the hate train for HB/HH #i saw the train at the station back when it first pulled in and went “nah i'm not risking getting on that fucking thing” #but every new thing i find out about it makes me feel like someone who's been lasso'd and left on the tracks to get run over #so yeah those are my opinions #take it for what you will #i just #i can't #i don't have any more brain to rot alongside LO #at least i liked LO at one point #can't say the same for HB/HH and i don't wanna bother boarding at this point #so yeah that's a train that i'm content in avoiding LOL #ama #ask me anything #anon ama #anon ask me anything

[turbidapoplexy]

i despise ibispaint but i cant pull my art tablet out rn

#stridercest #wip #.png #because i have actual work to do. spare time doodle i guess #i've trained myself to keep my left hand on ctrl z #so i do that on my laptop with my non-art tablet out and it does absolutely fuckall #and then im like . looks down. i guess i have to learn this program. i'd rather not. #also drawing on a reg tablet the pen feels weird and soft and grotesque #it's not a stabilizer issue i used to do 0-1 stab when i used sai and it was fine i think i'm just too used to hard nibs #basically u can use ur imagination and transformify this into b&w #for ideal parallel-ing i need to add bro to the 2nd panel later but idk if i want D in the 4th so i'll think on that #ibis also does the incredibly annoying photoshop thing where it tracks your layer visibility with ctrl-z like gtfo #but at least i can autohotkey photoshop into keyboard remaps if i wanna and at least it's on pc and i don't need to use a soft stylus #i wanna parallel it more so that dirk's position in 4 is somewhat similar to bro's in 1 so i'll think on that too #u know that quote. 'you're just like your father.' yeah

[kitorin]

I WANNA GET HIS NUMBER

#sou's thoughts #hi here to give context down here #i've been going to this badminton club #and there's this super sweet guy who i admire sm #bc i don't speak chinese at all and people keep assuming i do but never remember that i don't #BUT HE REMEMBERED I DON'T and even goes as far as speaking english for me and translating #like this lady started speaking to me in chinese and i was so lost BUT HE WAS NEARBY AND TRANSLATED FOR ME #school starts soon so tomorrow's my last day #since wechat won't work (mf won't let me sign up) i'm gonna ask for his number #also i wanna try do more small talk !! #idek his age yet and what he does i just know how long he's played #but he's super fun to play with so i want to invite him if i ever book courts during the term #he's literally my role model #i wanna make someone feel that welcome bc before i spoke to him i felt so left out #and kept telling myself that i should just push through and make use of being able to play with new people #now i've been so excited to go and speak to new people #anyways long ass ramble but wish me luck !! #ngl last time i made friends outside of school i did it by trading parent numbers #SO LIIIIIKE #i'm nervous

[quirkle2]

back on my undertale bullshit i suppose

#qkdraws #i think my favorite ones r the bottom left and the middle right w the tan sweater :) #those were rly fun to make and i like how they came out #was scrollin thru pinterest and saw some cute outfits . put my old blorbo in them. life is okay sometimes #i think he deserves to wear something other than a blue hoodie and gym shorts #undertale #undertale sans #sans undertale #sans #sans the skeleton #i wanna beat him up . #but he has 1 hp so if i do that he'll Fucking Die #ill simply shake him around a lot. no damage Except to his equilibrium #rotates him like a basketball on my finger (idk how to do that so he falls and instantly crumbles into dust) #anyway be nice . to him And to me #drawin sans is a nice change of pace #i usually gotta worry abt anatomy n shit w regular humans but #it's fun learnin how to draw bones n stuff :) #and i feel like i can be a bit more free with the expressions. sans' face is more cartoony #it's fun makin a character expressive when they don't have eyebrows #might do another art dump w sans but more whumpy ........ we shall see

[worstloki]

how funny would it be if Loki didn't even know Baldur would not be immune to mistletoe. clearly everything in the world was promised to not hurt Baldur, so why would one specific plant do the trick?

#Loki like hehe i wanna throw some stuff too and he's throwing stuff and Baldur is obv immune and Hodr is like i feel left out #and Loki is like oh no don't be left out look here im yeeting spears with different plants and metals on them at him #you can have some of them too! #and then Hodr gets one with mistletoe and Baldur straightup just dies #Loki: wait WHAT #Hodr: what's wrong? did it hit? #Loki: *starts running*

[moonchild-in-blue]

How it feels being an exclusively YouTube Music user seeing all of your cool Spotify wrapped posts:

(patiently waiting in the corner for our Recap to come out)

#don't get me wrong i despise Spotify. i gave it a try but i just can't get used to it. #but the recaps are so cool and i'm feeling immensely jealous and left out because I wanna be part of the fun as well 🥺🥺 #darya talks to herself

[anon-unofficial]

hey so. um. i was told that lmk didn't have any pain. and. haha. haha. haHa...what the f

#🅰️non talks #lego monkie kid #*glares at ceres* I TRUSTED YOU #/silly #gOOOOOOOOD MK YOU SILLY TRAUMATIZED BOY #HUGGING YOU AND SQUISHING YOU AND CODDLING YOU IN MY HEAD AS I AM TYPING THIS #(i also hope that there is more to it where that came from cuz im on s2ep9 rn and i want to really DWELL on the sadness and angst potential #(cuz from what i'm seeing in the main earlier episodes (I AM NOT COMPLAINING WHATSOEVER I DO KNOW THAT THIS IS STILL A KID'S SHOW)) #(forgiveness is very easy to come by in the main cast) #(i wanna explore trying to give them more negative aspects like holding grudges (either visible or invisible) and showing remnants of ptsd #from earlier encounters) #(just idk man I HAVE AN OBSESSION WITH GIVING EVERYTHING JUST A PINCH OF REALISM OK???? angst is my lifeblood you all should know that /lh) #edit: ok i just reread their response to my ask and turns out i accidentally left out the part where they told me there IS pain #oh #ahem #ahem... #edit2: I AM AN IDIOT. I FORGOT TO SEPARATE THIS EARLIER BUT PTSD IS **NOT** A NEGATIVE ASPECT AND I AM SO SORRY FOR MAKING IT OUT TO BE ONE #PTSD IS VALID AND THE PEOPLE WHO HAVE PTSD DESERVE TO FEEL SAFE AND HAPPY FOR THE REST OF THEIR LIVES #FUCK YOU IF YOU DON'T THINK THE SAME OK BYE

[kakusu-shipping]

Pokemon Self Inserts but make it the Anime + Pokeani F/Os except for James because I put all my Drawing Anime Man energy into designing Captain a Humansona for no reason other than he seems like the type to have one.

#Emile's Arts #Proship Selfship #pkmn selfship #Humansona Captain is NOT canon to my self ship in the sense that he's there physically #But in the sense that Captain sometimes daydreams himself as a cool human guy when thinking of me #Because he can't exactly carry me princess style or tilt my chin up to look at him as a Pikachu now can he #Ten THOUSAND YEARS sense I've drawn my Rocketsona #Falling on the back burner that one kfdgjdfk #If you ever see me over exaggerating Inteleon's hands no you don't shut up #Anyway. That was a lot of drawing dfkgjkfdgd #Feel free to ask about any of these #One was left out my Chespin S/I who self ships with Sirfetch'd #Because idk he didn't fit in the lineup and I didn't want to draw Sirfetch'd fkdgjkfdjg #But you may also ask about him if you're curious #I wanna do a mini interview series with Inteleon at sooome point #Just for funsies #But not like right right now #Eventually though

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#hello to anyone who happens to b interested in the saga of my life... also maybe the irl person i gave my url to... hopefully my blog #didnt freak her out too much lol. anyway so its been a busy week? 2 weeks? month? year? life? its been a lot. my parents helped me move #across the country from the desert to somewhere that's beautiful and green. my dad is so jealous of me lol its so so so pretty and theres s #so much to do. will i do any of it? that remains to be seen but im gonna try to be better about that sort of thing. try to get some help #with the thoughts in my head that keep me from doing and enjoying most things. its weird like im decorating my new room which i love. the #location and living situation seem ideal and i really hope i can stay here all 5 years of my program but i was picking a lot of bright #colors and now it feel uncomfortable. like if i wear things that r too bright or my room is too bright without dark contrast it feel weird #like if im wearing it it kinda makes me feel sick. idk what thats abt. anyway. ill try to heal my brain and im just so happy to b out of the #southwest. i was so so so excited when we were leaving thr city and even more so when we left the state. i cant believe im here. in December #it felt like a million years away and i really truely could not fathom how i was gonna survive that long. my thoughts were so distorted. but #i did and here i am. and in like a month i should b starting my phd program and my parents were telling me how excited ppl r for me and #jealous of where im living and im glad. im glad they're excited. i think i am too but its under a layer of: if i get excited it wont happen #im not allowed to b excited or it wont happen. which is irrational but ya kno. anyway so that's yeah. im so happy to have a fresh start and #the town seems super cool. a liberal blip in a sea of... not that so theyre very visibly pride forward haha and i think itll b way easier #for me to get around without driving. and im gonna try to make friends. i need someone to tell me where to get tattoos haha. so yea im happy #but exhausted and i dont wanna go back to work and so so greatful to my parents for being wonderful ppl idk how bc both of them had fucked #up childhoods. like my mum will say the saddest shit and im like bro this is y i don't wanna talk to my grandma fuck her and my dads parents #r so fucked. like my nana is the reason im so fucking control freaked out but i kno i have issues and she has no insight and thinks shes #better than everyone. anyway hopefully i can get back to drawing a posting more now. ive been drawing it its been in a sketch book #like an actual sketch book for sketching big ideas thst r gonna take fucking forever to draw 😭 #so that's all. just uprooted my whole life. thats all. but in a good way :-] #unrelated

[cosmogenous]

fuck

#either me or one of my dumb fuciing housemates unthinkingly left the door open and i think my cat got out #and she's like so #so tiny and i think she's gotten out and idk if she's able to get back #it's dark out and im crying and im hiding bc i know neither of them are v good at comforting ppl when they're upset without sounding fake #and i don't wanna be snappy w thm #so im sitting behind the old brick oven and having a fucking cry like a massive baby #my kitty #my darling angel #idk what i'd do without pachi and i feel bad bc im ussually fine in a crisis but im sobbin u guys fr

[taleweaver-ramblings]

Someone remind me why I thought grad school was a good idea.

#don't mind me #just being dramatic #as a treat #because I'm storming exhausted and I thought I would've had a break before this semester started #and I would probably be fine if I was full-time #if I wasn't doing it on top of a job + writing commitments + family stuff #because then it WOULD be my job and I wouldn't have any issue giving it the time it needs #and I could give my writing commitments and family stuff the time THEY need #but instead I'm trying to do all the things and the class just started and I already feel burned out #and it's almost 9:30 and I still have a whole chapter I need to finish editing #and it's a hard chapter because there's a lot of rearranging and writing new bits #and I don't wanna #I want to sleep #but I don't have a dragon-eaten choice in the matter #because I've dropped all the plastic balls and everything that's left is glass #taleweaver speaks #taleweaver rants

[smores100]

hey.

so. haven't been around for quite some time, mostly due to my health issues (the usual + muscle aches and joint pains, i'm having a great time), but also in part due to The Situation. it's hard to care about anything with everything that's been going on, it all seems so pointless and meaningless, i'm living in a completely different universe from everyone else here. wish i could be that privileged, but alas. it's also hard being around here, and on other social media platforms for that matter, and seeing the raging antisemitism and sheer hate everywhere. i haven't checked my dash in almost 2 months, haven't checked specific blogs like i used to either, and have no plans on doing so anytime soon. i know what i'll find, i don't want it.

i was gonna stay quiet like i ususally do, especially since i genuinely don't have energy for anything rn, but it's been 2 months and i've been biting my tongue and screaming and crying into my pillow daily and i just need to get some of it out before i implode. there's only so much ignorance and hate that one person can take before snapping, so. here i am.

i have so much i want to say, i've written a million posts in my mind in the past 2 months, but i'm too Tired to actually write them down, and it'll just be one big messy ramble anyway, so i'm just gonna reblog a couple of other people's posts and make do with that. just a couple, don't worry, i know these are issues most either want to avoid dealing with or the opinions shared in those posts are a complete 180 degrees from what's trendy to believe in today. but i have to share it anyway. for 2 months i've been terrified, frustrated, bitter, angry and absolutely heartbroken, but there's one thing i haven't been, and that is ashamed. i'm proud of who i am. i'm proud of my people and their spirit. you will never understand what it's been like for us, what it still is like for us, but let me just say this: they wanted to break us, they wanted to break our spirit. they failed. we've never been more united. they just made us stronger.

so i'm gonna reblog some stuff so i can get it out of my system and move on. at worst i hope you just ignore and scroll past it; at best i hope you keep an open mind and maybe for the first time read things from a different pov instead of just the one sided propaganda everyone is continuously exposed to. maybe you'll see it isn't all black and white, maybe you'll see there are nuances you're not even aware of, maybe you'll realize you've been fed a lot of misinformation, half truths and even lies over the years. maybe. if you have questions or want to have a mature and civil conversation about it, feel free to msg me and i'll try and reply when my health allows me to, i'm open to discussion. if you want to unfollow me after this, feel free to do so. i'm not gonna force my truth on anyone, but i'm also not gonna change who i am for anyone either.

and on a more personal note, i wanna say thank you again for the msgs i've received last time and haven't replied to (due to health, Situation etc), and for the ones i've gotten since (will get to those soon i hope). i do feel the need to say this tho - i did have a peek or two at my dash and on twitter earlier on and saw some things. i was in a super sensitive state at the time and it was pretty disheartening ngl. it's hard nowadays, with all the hate going on and public opinion being what it is, to know whether or not you're still welcome in these spaces, whether or not people still like you and care about you, or if you've officially become persona non grata. most days it feels like the latter tbh. i just don't know where i stand. i said i'm not gonna force myself on anyone and i'm not, so if you're still ok with me…i guess the ball's in your court? 🌻

thanks for reading. thanks for sticking around, to those who decide to do so. take care y'all. never again is now. am yisrael chai. 💙

#y'all are lucky i wrote this post and the tags on the following posts yesterday morning #bc after what was revealed yesterday and what happened this morning i'm a million times angrier and more bitter #i have never felt this magnitude of heartbreak and rage before #it was never like this before october 7 but with every day that passes i get angrier and angrier and cry more and more #every now and then i just want to set the world on fire #i cannot believe what has become of humanity. we don't deserve nice things. #and this is the mindset i have to live with in my condition??? i need positivity and light but there are barely any to be found anymore #fuck everything #anyway #it ended up being a bit more than a couple of posts bc i have a whole lot of feelings i had to get out #so if you don't wanna see anything about this you can blacklist the tag 'jumblr' #tbh i'll be lucky if i have any followers left after this lol but oh well it is what it is a girl's gotta do what a girl's gotta do etc etc #at least i will always have the pornbots to keep me company....<3 #jumblr #personal

[blujayonthewing]

[suddeny its bolt upright] FELIX ON SATURDAY

#I KEEP FORGETTING!!! #THE LAD! THE BOY!! #he's going to be a bit uncharacteristically assertive [literally just suggesting a group course of action out loud] #cause our FIRST session had a uh? deadly encounter?? that we only barely scraped out of #AND THEN the ruined temple we were in STILL had Ominous Rumbling Getting Closer and Ominous Hourglass On The Table #so we just... left...? without exploring the rest of the temple... #because the FIRST thing that happened was that we killed the cult leader... so it didn't feel like there was any reason to hang around?? #but now that we've had a long rest and don't all have two (2) HPs after getting ganged up on by five cultists with multiattack #AND a medusa #I and also felix are like '........... it's weird though not to explore the whole dungeon right.' #'like it's not really our fault it was weird and we bailed but. we should go back now right. I wanna go back. I gotta poke around' #it's [very slightly] out of character for him because True In Character Felix would just quietly break from the group and go alone #which is obviously not how dnd works lmao #ALTHOUGH.... considering he quietly slipped away from the group at camp and the party immediately noticed and were calling for him #and were obviously worried when he just disappeared (he was up a tree just chillin) #actually it makes sense that he'd be like 'hey don't worry about it but I'm going to go back I think' out loud now haha #about me #my OCs #felix