Chapter >> 6 [x]
Characters >> Eddie Wolfe (oc), Huxley Byrne (oc), Ivan Dupoint (oc), Matvey Dobrynin (oc), Mikhail Koshechkin (oc), Roksana Dobrynin (oc), Shiro Nakano (oc), Vincent Mayer (oc), Viktor Vektor, Vitali Dobrynin (oc)
Total >> 10.8k words
Warnings >> Alcohol, blood, brief ableism + transphobia mentions, chess :/, death mention, family, light injuries, mild violence, smoking
‘Hey- Vito, easy-! Are you alright?’
‘It’s- It’s him, Vik, I-’
‘Breathe, kid, it’s okay-’
‘No! I saw- I was- It’s- The Broker, it’s-’
‘It’s who?’
Saturday morning. It was raining outside.
A ravaging rainstorm swept through the streets, leaving large pools of water on the asphalt and in the backyard of Vitali’s house. He sat in the windowsill of his room, forehead pressed against the cold glass as he watched his mother and Daniil unsuccessfully attempt to cover the jacuzzi with a canvas.
He brought his cigarette to his lips and went to take a drag, realizing only then he was merely holding a stub at that point, the tip still lightly smoldering. He mumbled something barely coherent to himself and pressed it out on the ashtray in front of him- which already held three other cigarette ends, all from the same day.
Summer vacation. Didn’t feel like it, though; Mikhail was away for two weeks, visiting family on the east coast, and Vitali was left all by himself in Night City stuck with merely never-ending boredom and his own family- and terrible weather, heavy acid rain continuously pouring down from the skies making it impossible to go anywhere.
He got up from the windowsill, wincing when his feet hit the cold floor of his room. His leg was acting up again; despite having had to deal with it for years already he was unsure what was wrong with it, but did not dare to bring it up to his parents, knowing they would not take him seriously anyway. He quickly pulled his hair up in a bun before leaving his room, making his way toward the kitchen.
Vitali didn’t like to leave the safety of his room. Especially after the recent confrontations he’d had with his mother he preferred to stay away from his family members at all costs, not wanting to accidentally inconvenience them more than he already felt like he was doing by merely existing and kick off another category five crisis which would take several business days to blow over.
He took a sharp turn right when he entered the living room- ignoring Roksana on his left on the couch, and his father straight ahead at the dining table- and he speed-walked into the kitchen without saying a word. The countertop was filled with dirty dishes, still; not his job to take care of, well aware Nadya had asked his father to clean them earlier that morning over breakfast, yet the urge to just do it anyway was nearly overwhelming.
Preemptive measures, so to say.
‘I want a drink.’
Roksana’s voice startled him and Vitali nearly dropped his glass, shooting a glare at his baby sister. She stood next to him, wide eyes staring up and arms crossed in front of her chest, and her gaze moved from the glass in Vitali’s hands back to his face.
‘Then you grab a glass and pour yourself a drink,’ Vitali calmly said, nodding at the clean glasses lined up in the corner on the countertop. ‘You are tall enough to reach them yourself now.’
‘I want a drink.’
Jesus Christ.
Vitali clenched his jaw and slightly tilted his head upward, swallowing his words as he stood indecisively in the middle of the kitchen for a few seconds.
‘Pour your sister a drink, Vitali,’ Matvey said from the table.
I’ll set fire to this fucking house, that’s what I’ll do.
Vitali mockingly mouthed his father’s words back at him as he reached for the tap and filled the glass to the brim with ice cold water. He set it down on the edge of the countertop and dramatically gestured at it, slightly turning toward Roksana.
‘I don’t want water.’
Then die of thirst for all I care.
‘What would you like, then?’ Vitali asked, fingernails scraping over the fake marble of the countertop as he curled his fingers into a balled fist. ‘Our finest lemonade? Some rum? Would you like me to pour you a cocktail, miss?’
‘Vitali.’
A warning.
Vitali glared at Matvey, anger bubbling up in his chest as he exhaled sharply and relaxed his hand. He kept his mouth shut and averted his gaze again, straightening his back as he- gently- shoved Roksana out of the way and opened the fridge.
‘Orange juice,’ Roksana quietly said, grabbing Vitali’s shirt and tugging on it way harder than necessary. Vitali glared at her and swatted her hand away, though made sure not to actually hit her- not wanting her to start crying uncontrollably as if he had smacked her in the head with a frying pan.
‘Careful with that,’ he muttered. ‘It’s not mine.’
He reached for the bottle of orange juice- it was almost empty, and another sharp exhale left his body as he closed the fridge door with a bit more force than he had wanted to, and he handed the bottle to Roksana.
‘Almost empty. Throw it away when you’re done with it, please.’
Roksana snatched the bottle out of Vitali’s hand and shook it wildly, walking away without saying another word. Vitali rolled his eyes and mouthed a silent “thank you, Vitali” and “you’re welcome, Roksana” before grabbing the glass of water on the countertop- having forgotten about it being filled to the edge, and some of the liquid spilled out and splashed on his pants.
Great.
He just wanted to cry, suddenly.
Every day his patience was tested to the limit and thus far he had been able to control himself; he wanted to prevent any more conflict from happening, and even though Nadya still regularly yelled at him at least it wasn’t because he had lost control again.
But it was hard.
It was so hard, and the fact he couldn’t even go to Mikhail to hang out with him instead, to do stupid shit with him to keep his mind off things, to fall asleep in the comfort of his arms and finally feel safe, and home- was not helping either.
Vitali silently cleaned the water from the floor, ignoring the stains on his pants and he dried the sides and bottom of the glass without complaining. He took a few sips, bringing the water down to a safer height, then began making his way back to his room.
But he stopped, halfway there. His eyes caught Matvey; he was in the midst of a game of chess against an AI opponent- 3D-projected chess pieces which moved on their own- eyes behind reading glasses solidly focused on the board in front of him.
Vitali slightly tilted his head as he watched it for a little bit. He couldn’t help but notice most of his father’s pieces were already off the board; while his opponent still had most of its own. Matvey was visibly losing, yet appeared entirely unbothered, and when his opponent beat yet another of his pieces he took it from the board and set it aside without as much as a clench of his jaw.
‘Care to play?’ he suddenly asked, without looking up.
‘No thanks,’ Vitali answered, yet still wandered closer. He placed his glass down and sat down opposite of his father, resting his cheek on his hand as he stared at the board in front of him.
‘Checkmate,’ Matvey mumbled. He gestured at his king- he had nowhere left to go, no other pieces around left to sacrifice in order to try and win himself. He gently took the piece and pushed it over, then took a deep breath and leaned back in his seat.
‘Playing against computer sounds boring,’ Vitali said. ‘What is the fun of it when you already know you will lose when you start?’
‘It is not about winning.’ Matvey reached for the device next to the board and pressed a button, and all of the 3D-projected pieces snapped back into their starting positions. ‘It is about learning- building strategy. I will not win now, but by memorizing these patterns- once I find a worthy opponent, I will know their play before they even know it themself.’
Vitali lowered his arms on the table entirely now and placed his chin on top of them, watching as his father began putting his own pieces back on the board as well. He let his eyes trail the pieces in the back- the rook, the knight, the bishop, the queen, the king…
‘So it’s all just set from the start?’ Vitali asked, eyes looking back up at Matvey. ‘From first move you make it is already decided who wins and who loses?’
‘In a way, yes.’ Matvey placed his last pawn down- his king’s pawn- then hesitated, and instead moved it forward two squares, and he pressed a button on the device again to tell the AI a new game had started. ‘While you cannot know exactly what your opponent will do, you can anticipate for it.’
The AI mimicked the move, putting its own king’s pawn directly against that of Matvey. And when Matvey moved his knight, the AI once again did exactly the same.
‘Petrov’s Defense,’ Matvey said, and the corner of his mouth slightly pulled up. ‘It always does that. A solid opening move- versatile.’
Vitali was barely listening, eyes glued to the pieces as he watched his father move another pawn forward, opening up the entire center of his side of the board. The game fascinated him; he had already known chess players thought ahead while playing, but he had been unaware of the fact patterns existed- and players actually made an effort to use these to their advantage.
It was almost a mind game to him, rather than just a simple board game; a pissing contest, even, to see and find out who had the most patterns memorized and with that knowledge would be able to win.
‘You should leave your room more,’ Matvey suddenly said. ‘We barely see your face anymore nowadays.’
Vitali clenched his jaw and rolled his eyes, glancing into the living room; Roksana stood right in front of the TV, eyes glued to the screen, and the bottle of orange juice stood untouched on the coffee table.
‘Why do you care?’ Vitali heard himself ask, and he redirected his attention to his father. ‘You’re always working anyway. There is as much to do here as there is in my room. And I can’t go out- Misha isn’t home.’
‘There are more people on this planet than just that boy.’ Matvey placed his pawn down on the board with a bit more force than before. ‘I think it’s good he is away- you two spend too much time together.’
Vitali said nothing.
He still did not entirely understand why his father disliked Mikhail so much; if anything, Vitali was a horrible influence on him, and absolutely not the other way round. Yet still, with every mention of his friend, Matvey acted as if he had committed several war crimes and was personally responsible for all the bad in the world.
‘Your mother believes you don’t want to spend time with us anymore,’ Matvey continued, his attention still on his game. ‘It upsets her.’
‘As I said- you are always working,’ Vitali snapped back, getting a little agitated at the mention of Nadya. ‘Both of you are. And the moments you are at home, you-’
He stopped himself just in time, and swallowed his words. Matvey briefly glanced up; but Vitali sharply shook his head, and mouthed a quiet “forget it” before sitting up straight again and leaning back in his chair.
Sometimes, Vitali had hope, still.
He wasn’t entirely sure why- Matvey proved time after time that if it came down to it he would pick Nadya’s side, always, even if he would later admit he secretly thought otherwise. Useless afterthoughts, none of it helpful to Vitali in the heat of the moment, and somehow even more upsetting than if Matvey had just kept his mouth shut.
It felt horrible to know his father agreed with him, but would never back him up.
Yet still, Vitali had hope; they did not see eye to eye on many things, but he knew it was because of Nadya, and Nadya alone. This conversation was yet another example of it-
“Your mother believes you don’t want to spend time with us anymore.”
Of course she had told Matvey to talk to Vitali. He was the only one Vitali could stand having a conversation with.
And it upset him. He was unsure what had gone wrong over the years- they used to be much closer, Matvey used to take time off from work to hang out with him and speaking to him did not feel like a chore like it often did now.
Vitali feared it was his own fault. Yes, sure, Matvey got his promotion and had begun working more because of it, which could’ve had something to do with it as well; but less than a year later Vitali had come out as trans, and though his father was significantly more supportive than Nadya- not close to the bare minimum either, but Vitali could not complain- it had definitely changed things for them.
‘I won’t ask you to sit in the living room all day,’ Matvey suddenly quietly said, leaning forward a little. ‘But please- spare five minutes when she comes home. No need to ask anything, she will talk either way, but- just to show that you are trying. I know it’s not fun, she is…going through some stuff right now. But you being around more- it might help.’
Vitali clenched his fists underneath the table and exhaled sharply, but nodded.
‘Fine. But if it doesn’t help I will stop doing it. Not going to subject myself to her tirades and temper tantrums every day just because she’s upset I am not around more. Some self-awareness would do her good.’
The corner of Matvey’s mouth twitched-
A smile?
‘I can understand. Thank you.’
Hope.
Fuck, it was not fair.
Vitali often wondered what life would be like without Nadya there. Oh, how he wished his parents would just get a fucking divorce- or at least just move into two separate houses, they had plenty of money anyway and it was not as if they were dependent on each other in any way at all.
‘She works too much,’ Vitali suddenly bluntly said. A wave of confidence; whenever his father agreed with him he would be unable to stop talking, as if he had secretly been longing for a conversation with him for who knows how long.
‘She likes to keep herself busy,’ Matvey simply responded. Something about his demeanor changed, in that split second- and Vitali already regretted speaking up again. ‘When you get a job yourself you’ll understand.’
As if every conversation they had was fucking timed- Vitali could only say so much before his timer would run out and then Matvey would go back to his neutral stance, or would straight up condemn everything else Vitali still had left to say. And the worst part was that his father usually did not even notice- or at least, pretended he didn’t.
‘Isn’t it time you go looking for one, by now?’
The question caught Vitali off guard, despite it being asked on the regular.
And get deadnamed on the work floor on the daily because mother won’t allow me to legally change my name? Or get fired after less than a month because of my hearing aid or because I need to sit down to relieve my leg every so often? No thank you.
‘I’ll keep my eyes and ears open for opportunities,’ Vitali mumbled in response, mood immediately dropping again as he got up, regretting having joined Matvey in the first place and wishing he had just gone to his room the moment he’d been done there.
He hated how it always turned into that.
It was like a fucking game- Vitali needed a moment to find the pattern and then when he thought he had it he immediately lost it again. The way his father thought and acted was a mystery to him, and no matter how much effort Vitali put in he was unable to understand any of it.
He turned around, getting ready to leave; but something stopped him, and he hesitated as he glanced back at his father, jaw tightly clenched and heart for some reason nearly beating out of his chest.
‘Don’t forget to do the dishes,’ he quietly said, unsure if Matvey heard him, or if he was even listening to him at all.
‘I don’t want her to get angry at you again.’
‘He- He can’t be back, it- it can’t be him-’
‘Vitali- Hey, look at me. Are you hurt?’
‘What- What did I do?’
‘Vito-’
‘Why me?!’
‘This is where she showed up.’
Mikhail slowly followed Huxley into the room; an office, by the looks of it, stripped entirely from personality like the rest of the mansion. A drawer of one of the file cabinets against the wall was open- some papers scattered across the floor, dropped by Lauren the night before.
‘Nadya,’ Mikhail said, the name heavy in his mouth- a question, almost, as if he still could not believe it himself. Huxley glanced at him, her eyes briefly darting back to the door opening, and she gave him a solid nod with clenched jaw.
It did not feel right.
It already hadn’t- Vitali being targeted, old mercs showing up, people getting captured yet no one getting killed, the fucking game of chess- and despite it all making sense now the revelation had only made it worse.
Matvey Dobrynin.
Vitali’s own fucking father.
Mikhail clenched his jaw as he picked up a picture frame from the floor, the glass cracked; he wiped his finger over it to dust it off and a small shard got caught in his skin, drawing blood- though he did not even flinch.
He rarely felt actual anger, able to let his frustrations slide away before they would begin to inconvenience him and generally having no trouble at all finding healthy outlets for it all. Though now, staring right at the faces of Vitali’s parents, his heart racing in his chest and his jaw still clenched- nearly painfully so- and his right eye twitching uncontrollably-
‘So?’
Mikhail blinked and looked up, watching as Eddie wandered over and lowered himself on the desk, crossing his legs over one another.
‘What?’ he asked, glancing behind him and noticing Shiro had also partially entered, leaning in the doorway with one hand on his hip.
‘Why do you think he’s doing it?’ Eddie asked, his voice quieter than usual- as if he was afraid Vitali would hear them, despite their boss not even being present on the premises himself.
Mikhail knew. Had looked into it the moment Vitali had finally returned home in the early morning hours, brought by Viktor, piss drunk for the first time since the time he had been unable to find Vincent’s body in the landfill after their failed heist. And even before Viktor had been able to tell them anything, Mikhail had already known exactly what Vitali had learned-
Ever since the game of chess he had already had his suspicions.
‘It’s not up to me to tell you that,’ Mikhail simply answered, placing the picture frame back on the desk and absently wiping the blood off his fingers. ‘You know everything you need to know, now; anything else Vitali will tell you himself.’
‘If I may- this is important information,’ Shiro said. ‘His father might be targeting him, but he is endangering us all. Many have already gotten injured. Including yourself.’
He made a good point. Still, Mikhail was not going to talk; he understood his friends’ curiosity, but he knew Vitali much longer than them, and he knew how much of a sensitive topic family was to him. On top of that, Vitali was his boss- and Mikhail knew better than to run his mouth.
‘It doesn’t matter why,’ he answered. ‘Vitali is not in the wrong here- if you can’t trust him on his word, then at least trust me on mine. His father…holds grudges. This is one of them. That’s all you need to know- now we just have to stop it from going on any longer.’
Eddie and Huxley shared a look, but both said nothing of it any more. Even Shiro- judgmental look still plastered on his face- wisely kept his mouth shut, and gave Mikhail a solid nod before turning on his heels and leaving the room.
Mikhail exhaled and softly clicked his tongue, hands finding the clasps of his chest armor and fumbling with them to keep himself busy. It was way too soon for him to be back in the field- but Vitali had asked him to lead the operation, and he had been unable to tell him no.
It made sense. Mikhail knew Vitali’s family; he knew them very well, despite not even having seen them that often in their youth. Vitali would talk about them nearly every time he’d stay over at Mikhail’s place, telling him about whatever useless fight they had started that time, things they had said to him, or stories they had shared with him from their workplace.
Mikhail hadn’t minded. He’d noticed it helped Vitali, to talk about it all; it had always calmed him down, had made him less jumpy, and had made him smile more when the talk had been over. Which is why he had never asked him to stop-
And which is why he now knew and understood more about Vitali’s family than about his own.
‘One tiny thing I worry about, though,’ Huxley suddenly said. They were on their knees, gathering the papers scattered across the floor. ‘Lot of Arasaka mentions, lately. Will that be a problem?’
‘No.’ The word had left Mikhail’s lips before Hux had even finished their sentence. ‘I can guarantee you that. Arasaka will stay out of this.’
All ex-Arasaka. Vitali, his mother, his father- hell, Mikhail as well- and all for the same damn reason, too. Mikhail understood the mention of the megacorporation did not sit well with many of Vitali’s mercs, especially since Vitali had been in their control for a couple months not too long ago; but they were not behind any of this. Not this time.
What Arasaka had done made sense. The name “Dobrynin” had been like a stain on their image, after Vitali had begrudgingly accepted the task to kill Susan Abernathy, had been ratted out and then fired over it; Mikhail had quit his job, refusing to leave Vitali’s side, but Vitali’s parents had been forcibly removed from the premises, unable to ever return.
Considering how important their jobs had been to them when Vitali had still been a kid, and assuming nothing had changed over the years, Mikhail even kind of understood they were angry.
But this was getting seriously out of control, and going way too far.
‘Hey.’
Mikhail glanced up. Eddie had moved forward again and hesitantly reached out for him, aware of the fact Mikhail was still a bit skittish when it came to physical contact; he allowed Eddie to put a hand on his upper arm and gently guide him out of the room, back into the hallway of the mansion’s first floor.
‘We’re not doubting you, or Vito,’ Eddie quietly said, briefly glancing at Shiro who was rapidly making his way through the rest of the rooms. ‘It’s just- you know. We’re all tired. Thought we would get answers, but now we’re just left with more questions if anything.’
‘I know.’ Mikhail sighed and dropped his head. ‘Look- it really isn’t my place to-’
‘No, no- I know. Just-’ A short pause, as Eddie swallowed heavily. ‘How certain are you it ain’t his fault?’
Doubt, still, despite claiming otherwise.
‘Hundred percent,’ Mikhail answered, vividly recalling how Vitali’s superior at Arasaka had essentially threatened him while trying to get him to kill Abernathy for his own personal gain. ‘I wouldn’t lie to you, Eddie. Please.’
Eddie nodded, averting his gaze- in shame, almost, and when he lowered his hand again Mikhail reached out and grabbed his wrist before he could pull away entirely.
‘I understand,’ he said, giving Eddie’s wrist a soft squeeze. ‘Truly. It’s alright. We’re all tired and I too just- I wish things were different. But we can’t start doubting each other right now. Yes?’
‘You’re right.’ Eddie inhaled deeply and sighed. ‘You’re right- Sorry. It just… It doesn’t sit right with me.’
Mikhail knew Eddie’s family well, at that point. His parents- two loving fathers, who had always been there for their son; his ex-husband, ex-husband’s new girlfriend- all on speaking terms with each other, and shared custody of their daughter Mica.
A complicated situation, but they all cared for each other and had never lost their respect for one another along the way-
For Vitali, it had always been vastly different.
Mikhail fully understood why it didn’t sit right with Eddie; it didn’t sit right with him, either.
‘No sign of recent activity since last night.’
Shiro had made his way back to them, and Huxley joined the three in the hallway too, holding the folder with Matvey’s personal information under her arm.
‘Master bedroom, one single bedroom- I presume of the daughter. Two spare bedrooms, unslept in,’ Shiro continued. ‘Another storage room of sorts as well, I think they kept weaponry in it.’
‘So, the daughter was here too?’ Huxley glanced from Shiro to Mikhail. ‘And the other son?’
‘Not that I can tell, no.’ A short pause. ‘Does that add up, Mikhail?’
It felt strange, to be the one with the most knowledge of the situation. On one hand it gave them an advantage; but on the other hand, it all felt wrong, something that should never even have happened in the first place.
‘Checks out, yes,’ Mikhail answered. ‘Daniil had…issues. It would not surprise me if he also left home and never came back. Where’s Roksana’s room?’
Shiro led them through the hallway to the room in the far end. They entered, Mikhail last, and he briefly paused in the door opening before following the others.
The room had much more personality than the rest of the house altogether; brightly colored walls with posters, pictures and creations all over the place. A lot of the personal works were abstract- as brightly colored as the walls- and Mikhail slowly wandered past all of it, eyes slowly trailing over every single piece.
His eyes found a picture; a young woman, smiling brightly, same gap between her front teeth as Vitali and- much to Mikhail’s surprise- shoulder-length, bleached hair. She stood alone in the picture; much like in most of the others he could see, with the exception of those where she was posing with her mother.
It was almost frightening, how little Nadya had changed over the years. Out of all of Vitali’s family members Mikhail had seen her the least; something he should be glad for, according to Vitali- and judging by everything he had told him about her over the years Mikhail did not doubt that statement for a second.
‘You think she’s in on it too?’ Eddie asked. ‘Makes me sick to think about.’
‘No idea, honestly,’ Mikhail answered. ‘I’m guessing not. Hux- Nadya appeared shocked, you said, yes?’
No reaction.
‘Hux?’
‘Mish.’
Mikhail turned, eyes finding Huxley. They had not listened to the conversation at all and instead held up a piece of paper, a worried frown decorating their face.
‘Is this you?’
What?
Mikhail stared at the piece of paper in their hands- a picture, and he felt his heartbeat speed up when he noticed that from a distance, it did indeed look like-
He walked over and snatched the picture out of Huxley’s hands, cheeks for some reason starting to burn bright red as he realized it was absolutely a picture of him- in his teen years, by the looks of it taken by Vitali at some point-
But why was it in Roksana’s room?
Mikhail opened his mouth, but no sound came out. What could he even say? He looked back up at Huxley, who was still staring at him with a questioning look on her face- and Eddie and Shiro did the same from a distance, though they all appeared more confused than anything else.
‘I don’t-’ Mikhail started, but he did not get much further than that.
Roksana had always been a little fascinated with him when they’d been younger. He had never thought anything of it- he was gay, this was Vitali’s baby sister of all people, she was five years younger than them, there was no way in hell Mikhail would ever even fucking consider-
‘I don’t know what this is doing here,’ he finally managed to wring out of himself, voice strangled as he lowered the picture with a shaking hand.
Yeah, this was making things complicated.
Mikhail rubbed the bridge of his nose, mumbling to himself in Russian as his neck twitched painfully and some forced coughs left his lips. He did not want to know what was going through the heads of his friends- he couldn’t even look at them anymore, and dropped the picture on the desk beside him as he quickly started making his way out of the room.
‘Misha, hey-’
Huxley followed, jogging up and quickly stepping in front of him before he could descend the stairs.
‘Search for any clue that could tell us more about their current whereabouts,’ Mikhail promptly said, raising his hand when Huxley opened her mouth to speak. ‘Contact Judes, see if she can get security network back online- I want footage, audio. Anything that can be recovered.’
‘Mikhail, we-’
‘That’s an order.’
Huxley closed her mouth again.
Mikhail was not sure what she had wanted to say, but he could not have any of it- not now. There was too much going on in his head and none of it was relevant to their mission there; all they needed was a new location, to find their way to Matvey, to get it over with- and anything else could be addressed later, if the circumstances called for it.
‘Yessir,’ she said, a surprisingly understanding look in her eyes as she gave him a nod. ‘Permission to take it from here? You can go home- sort out yer thoughts.’
‘Granted.’ Mikhail glanced at his watch and swallowed. ‘I’ll head back to office for now, still plenty of things to do. Once you’re done, please thoroughly check perimeter before leaving- we cannot afford more people getting injured now. Vitali will go insane.’
‘Of course. Don’t worry.’
Mikhail quickly walked past them before they could say anything else.
It was exhausting.
All of it- from the very start- it had been nothing but situation after situation and the brief moments in between had not been nearly enough for him to catch his breath. It helped, knowing who was behind it all, yet as Eddie had already said it raised many more questions, even for Mikhail who knew exactly why Matvey was doing it.
Mikhail deeply inhaled the moment he found himself outside again. They had forced the front gate open and two of their own cars were parked in the driveway, next to only one car of the Dobrynin family.
A bright, sunny day. It was nearly Summer; the air was starting to get warmer, the days longer. Mikhail almost expected to hear distant birdsong-
But this wasn’t the east coast. This was Night City. There weren’t any fucking birds around here.
God, he should’ve left when he had the chance.
Mikhail absently took out his phone, flipping through his favorite contacts and briefly pausing when Vitali’s name popped up. He exhaled sharply, the urge to call him strong; but he managed to stop himself, knowing Vitali would not be able to help him at all in that moment, and he quickly swiped left to call someone else instead.
Vincent picked up within seconds.
‘Hey, handsome.’ Their signature greeting. ‘You alright?’
‘Not really,’ Mikhail miserably answered.
He hated bothering people with this- especially over holo- but it was all too much, and despite this being his first day back at work he already longed for the comfort of Vitali’s penthouse- home- again.
‘What happened?’ Vincent asked, his voice immediately overflowing with worry the second he realized something was wrong. ‘Do you need me to come over? I’m out with Cato right now anyway- we’re around, we can stop by-’
‘No- no. It’s alright.’ Mikhail exhaled sharply. ‘Just…needed to hear your voice.’
In a way it was nice; to be comforted so easily by just the sound of his friend’s voice. Yet at the same time it was nearly embarrassing to him, how he seemed to be unable to just handle things by himself, as if he was back in elementary school rather than being a full-grown adult.
‘It’s just…been a long day,’ he quietly continued. ‘They’re- They’ve left the mansion. Nadya and Roksana have definitely been here, Daniil probably not. Matvey himself- I am not sure. We don’t know where they went, either. Still investigating.’
‘Fuck. Great start.’
‘Tell me about it.’
‘And- Daniil? Do we know where he is? Maybe he can help.’
‘Doubt it.’ Mikhail pushed his hand in his pocket, fumbling with his keys as he looked down at the ground and carefully balanced on the edge of the curb. ‘Wouldn’t be hard to find him, I think, but- if he has nothing to do with this then I don’t know if Vitali wants to involve him at all.’
If there was one thing Vitali and Daniil had always argued about in their childhood, it was the fact Daniil had never been willing to help his older brother out with anything. Mikhail doubted he had changed much, since then.
‘Fair enough,’ Vincent answered. He hesitated for a moment. ‘Are you- Are you coming back to the office?’
‘Yes. Have to give Vito an update.’ Mikhail dreaded speaking to him a bit, for some reason, but knew that avoiding him would have a worse outcome for everyone involved. ‘Will you be there?’
‘Yeah! We’ll finish up here then circle back. See you there?’
‘Увидимся там- Fuck. Sorry. Thanks, V.’
‘No worries. Drive safe, okay?’
‘You too.’
Mikhail hung up and exhaled sharply again, rolling his shoulders as he briefly glanced back at the mansion behind him.
It did not feel right. None of it did.
And it frustrated him- there was nothing he could do to make it better, nothing he could say to make Vitali’s pain go away. Mikhail knew he had always felt like an outsider in his own family, but to have your own father hunting you down-
He clenched his jaw and lowered his gaze. Matvey had never been all too nice- hell, he had outright despised Mikhail from the moment they’d met- but Mikhail never thought he would be capable of any of this.
‘Family,’ he mumbled and scoffed, dropping himself off the curb and wandering over to his car.
‘What would we be without it.’
‘Vitali, sit down- You’ve been drinking?’
‘Doesn’t fucking matter- None of it matters anymore-’
‘Kid, please- Hey-’
‘It’s my father, Vik! He’s- I’m- It’s- It’s my father-!’
It did not feel right, to return to the office.
People had not said anything out of the ordinary; had greeted him as usual, though with a “good afternoon” rather than a “good morning” considering it had already been late when he’d finally showed up.
But they had stared, too. Possibly because he had needed to lean on his cane more so than usual, possibly because he had not made an effort to style his hair that day, or trim his beard, possibly because he essentially looked like a fucking walking corpse-
But most likely because they all knew who the Broker was, now.
It was fucking ridiculous. The truth was in the name itself, even- Matvey had been a banker at Arasaka for so long. Vitali could have known.
His head hurt. His own fault, this time; after coming face to face with his mother he had run off by himself, had found his way to a nightclub- still in full combat gear- and had drunk until he had not been able to see straight anymore. And he needed a lot of alcohol in his system for that to happen.
Lauren and Huxley had returned to the office, had told everyone there what they knew; but Vincent and Mikhail had already been at home and had only learned the truth several hours later, when Vitali had been brought back home by Viktor.
He hadn’t even needed to say anything.
‘So- we still have nothing, now.’
Vitali blinked and realized Mikhail was still there. They were in his office together- door locked, the both of them sat on the couch in the corner, Vitali holding a glass of water in his hands.
He had forgotten it was there, while zoning out; some of the liquid had spilled on his pants.
‘Hux took over, they’re still at the location right now gathering intel,’ Mikhail continued in Russian, as Vitali quickly set his glass on the table. ‘But my expectations are low. No sign of Daniil either, I’m assuming he has nothing to do with any of this.’
‘Fucking debil,’ Vitali mumbled. ‘Of course he’s not around. Good riddance, I suppose.’
‘One cunt less to worry about.’ Mikhail shifted position and something about his expression changed. Vitali immediately recognized his discomfort and slightly tilted his head, to try and catch his gaze.
‘Roksana had a picture of me,’ Mikhail bluntly said, noticing Vitali’s efforts. ‘It was… It was in her room.’
Ah. Right.
Somehow, not a surprising statement to Vitali. His sister had always been weird about Mikhail. A little worrying to hear it had not been a phase, but at this point he was just accepting any new information that came his way.
‘She’s insane,’ Vitali promptly answered and shrugged, shaking his head. ‘Don’t know how else to put it. Assumed it was a weird teenage crush she had, but- apparently she has not changed a bit.’
A string of noises left Mikhail’s mouth and he lowered his gaze, cheeks suddenly flushed red and an almost pained grimace decorating his face.
‘I don’t want to know what the others think of it,’ he quietly said. ‘It’s fucking embarrassing.’
‘I understand. What did you tell them?’
‘That I don’t know why the picture is there.’
‘Then that’s more than enough, no? You told them the truth, and- I also wouldn’t know what Roksana’s deal is, to be fair. If the others truly have more questions they can come to me, but I think you and I know about as much as them in this.’
Mikhail nodded, his jaw still visibly clenched as he exhaled and allowed Vitali to brush a strand of his hair out of his face. Vitali carefully got up- Mikhail immediately did the same, holding out his arm for Vitali to lean on- and he gestured at the door of his office, signaling to Mikhail the conversation was over.
‘Vito?’
Hesitance in his voice. Again.
‘You will come home tonight, yes?’ Mikhail quietly asked. ‘Directly from here. No… You know. Distractions.’
Vitali clenched his jaw, well aware of what Mikhail was referring to. Guilt washed over him and he lowered his gaze, whatever memories he still had from the night before flooding back into his mind-
Yes, it had been stupid of him. He hadn’t drunk like that in a long time- had tried to keep it up, truly- but he had been too distraught to give it all a second thought. He had not done anything he now regretted while under the influence- at least, he hoped he hadn’t- but were it to happen again-
Well, at some point it was bound to go wrong.
‘No distractions,’ Vitali repeated, and nodded. ‘I’ll come home. And… I’m sorry.’
Mikhail’s eyes fluttered shut and he lightly shook his head, stepping forward to wrap one arm around Vitali’s waist and press a kiss on his forehead.
‘I understand,’ he quietly said. ‘I would have done the same, I think.’
They walked over to the door together and left Vitali’s office, Vitali locking the door behind him. The waiting hall was mostly empty, at the time; much to Vitali’s relief, and he redistributed his weight to his cane while letting go of Mikhail’s arm.
‘Thank you for the update,’ he said, switching to English again and looking back up at his friend. ‘And for leading operation for me. I won’t ask that of you again, but- I just- I don’t know. I needed you to see it all, too. Make sure I am not going insane.’
‘I understand.’ Mikhail softly tapped Vitali’s upper arm. ‘I’ll be in security office if you need me, okay?’
‘Alright.’
Vitali watched as Mikhail walked away, greeting the only other group of people as he crossed through the hall and turned left at the far end to get to the security office, where Judy was stationed for the afternoon.
He relaxed his shoulders- had not even been aware he’d been clenching his muscles in the first place- and lowered his gaze to the floor, another wave of guilt rushing through his system. He felt like he was slipping; losing his grip on himself and what he stood for, and the moment his panic would fade a painful clarity would take its place, leaving him with only regrets.
It was difficult.
Everyone was there for him, ready to help, and he truly needed them; yet at the same time he still often found himself trying to avoid it all, wanting to deal with everything himself. Especially considering all of this was his problem- and probably his fault too-
Vitali clenched his jaw and began making his way through the waiting hall too, his next step already planned in his head. It didn’t feel right to continuously ask others to help him with things. On his friends’ urgent request he still did so- he had allowed Huxley and Lauren to tag along, and now he’d asked Mikhail to check out the mansion for him- but fuck, how he wished he hadn’t-
‘There you are!’
Vitali looked up and slowed down when he noticed Vincent jogging up to him with, despite everything that was going on, a bright smile on his face- to the point Vitali was unable to suppress a smile himself as well.
‘How’s your head?’ Vincent asked, gently kissing his cheek and taking Vitali’s arm so he could lean on him a bit while they stood.
‘Still killing me,’ Vitali answered, redistributing his weight a little. ‘But I’ll power through.’
It had been mostly Vincent, telling Vitali he was allowed to ask for help. Not just the day before, when he had tried to convince Vitali to let him go to the mansion in his place instead; ever since Vitali’s leg surgery he had tried to reassure him it was okay to not be able to do everything yourself, and truth was it had helped.
Yet now- it was all becoming too much.
‘What’s our next move?’ Vincent asked, his eyes following some mercs passing by and defensively straightening his back a little when they shot them some curious glances. ‘Misha said you probably don’t want your brother’s help, which- is understandable.’
‘Daniil will stay out of this for now, yes,’ Vitali answered. ‘I… I was on my way to our French friend right now, actually.’
‘Oh-! Preem. Want me to come with you?’
The question was a little unexpected.
Vitali blinked and looked back at Vincent, who patiently waited for his answer, eyes slowly moving over his face- tracing his freckles, Vitali knew, having noticed Vincent did that pretty often.
Part of him wanted to say no. Vitali knew how ruthless he could be in situations with his enemies, and he did not want to subject Vincent to any of that; yet for some reason, a curious feeling filled his chest and caused his heartbeat to speed up to the point he could barely find the strength to start walking again-
‘I would like that, yes,’ he quietly answered, giving Vincent’s arm a soft squeeze. ‘Thank you.’
Should’ve said no.
They left the waiting hall together, Vitali still holding on to his boyfriend’s arm as they walked toward the elevators. He was exhausted- entire body screaming at him to sit down, or lie down, even, and the painful thrumming in his head from the night before had not gotten any less over the course of the day.
He knew he could go home. No one would blame him- well, he hoped- and he could pick up his duties the next day, or even later that week if he needed more time to recover. Yet it didn’t feel right; nor was he able to sit still, now, knowing who was behind all the attacks. He needed his answers, he needed to resolve the situation as quick as he could-
But the moment they reached the door of the room Dupoint was held in, he hesitated again.
‘Are you sure you want to be here for this?’ Vitali quietly asked Vincent, turning toward him with his key tightly clenched in his hand. ‘I can’t tell you how this will go.’
‘That’s no problem,’ Vincent answered and gave him a reassuring smile. ‘Do what you gotta do, pretend I’m not there. I just-’ A short pause. ‘I just don’t want you to be in there by yourself, y’know?’
Vitali’s eyes fluttered shut and he leaned forward until his forehead touched Vincent’s, his exhaustion momentarily overtaking him. Vincent hummed softly and pressed a kiss on the bridge of Vitali’s nose, his hands gently cupping his cheeks and index fingers running over his cyberware.
God, Vitali wanted to go home.
‘Come on,’ Vincent whispered, and his lips teasingly brushed past Vitali’s as he spoke. ‘Let’s get some answers, then we take a break before gettin’ back to work. Sounds good?’
Vitali couldn’t stop the corners of his mouth from curling up and he slightly tilted his head, opening his eyes again and raising his eyebrow upon seeing the dangerous sparkle in Vincent’s eyes.
‘A break?’ he repeated. ‘To do what?’
Vincent shrugged, briefly glancing into the hallway as he rested his hands on Vitali’s hips and swayed the both of them from side to side a bit.
‘Anything you want, baby.’
Between all the stress and situations they’d had their quiet moments together, of course; yet not nearly enough as Vitali had hoped, recalling only two official dates in total despite the two of them already having been together for- damn, nearly a year now.
Vincent’s birthday is coming up.
Birthday, and anniversary. Vitali clenched his jaw, mood immediately shifting when he realized he had barely given it any thought yet. Vincent seemed to notice and stopped moving, hand reaching up again to brush some of Vitali’s hair out of his face.
‘You can take a nap,’ he said, fingers dragging down Vitali’s cheek. ‘You look like you need one. No offense.’
‘None taken,’ Vitali replied and lightly smiled again. ‘I feel like I need one. Or two. Hibernation.’
‘Hittin’ the hay early tonight.’
‘Sounds like a dream.’
Vincent cupped his face again and kissed him, his lips soft and gentle against Vitali’s. A slightly one-sided kiss; Vitali was too exhausted, and allowed Vincent to lead him through it, closing his eyes as he felt himself finally relax.
‘Ready?’ Vincent mumbled into the kiss.
‘I’ll never be,’ Vitali quietly responded.
Vitali unlocked the door and walked inside, allowing Vincent to close the door behind him. He placed his cane against the wall and tossed his key on the table on his right, then slowly started rolling up the sleeves of his shirt as his eyes moved to their captive.
‘Good afternoon,’ Dupoint said from his chair, smiling at Vitali as if he was not tied down at all. It was still strange, how quickly his entire attitude had shifted over his entire captivity- but Vitali was too tired to question any of it.
‘What is he doing here?’
A glare in Vincent’s direction. Vitali ignored it and slowly walked closer, then sat down on the edge of the chair and reached for the cart next to it-
But something stopped him, and he froze mid-movement. His eyes were glued to the knife he had reached for and he clenched his jaw, exhaling sharply as the nightmare he’d had crept back into his mind, together with the feeling of warm blood sticking to the tips of his fingers-
Vitali rolled back his shoulders and straightened his back, moving his hand back and reaching it out toward Vincent instead without looking away from the cart. Some noise behind him; followed by the comfortable weight of a gun in the palm of his hand, and he twirled it around lightly before turning toward Dupoint.
‘Did you find what you were looking for?’ Dupoint patiently asked, his eyes somewhat nervously moving from Vincent to the gun in Vitali’s hand. ‘Surely I gave you the right coordinates-’
‘It is my father.’
Dupoint’s voice faltered upon hearing Vitali speak and the corners of his mouth twitched, before he relaxed in his chair. Vitali leaned forward, raising the gun slightly as he adjusted the armrest and rested on it himself, the gun pointed toward Dupoint’s chest.
‘You knew,’ he slowly said, pausing briefly to check Dupoint’s face for any sort of confirmation- and Dupoint merely nodded in response.
Anger bubbled up in Vitali’s chest, but he pushed it away, well aware of the fact Vincent was standing right behind him. He cocked his head up and inhaled deeply, allowing his heartbeat to settle down again.
‘Didn’t want to spoil the surprise,’ Dupoint said. ‘He wanted you to figure it out yourself- if you would ever even find out about it at all. A mind game if you will. See if you could piece all the puzzle pieces together yourself-’
Vitali whacked him in the face with the back of the gun, a painful jolt of fury rushing through his system. He pressed the barrel against Dupoint’s forehead, and leaned in as he sat up on his knees to get as close to him as possible.
‘Where can I find him?’ he asked, maintaining his composure- but the slight tremble in his voice gave him away.
And of course Dupoint noticed.
Another one of his signature smiles spread across his face and he let out a sigh, glancing past Vitali to look at Vincent instead. His eyes moved back, and he slowly shook his head before speaking up again.
‘What will you do?’
Burn this entire city down, if I fucking have to.
‘When you find him, what do you expect will happen?’ Dupoint continued, relatively unbothered by the gun against his head. ‘Who do you expect to find, exactly? And what will you do?’
‘Vito.’
Oh, he was good.
Vitali lowered the gun, jaw painfully clenched as he tried to keep the hurricane in his chest under control while simultaneously keeping the fog in his head at bay. He turned his head toward Vincent, and watched as he walked closer, grabbing Dupoint’s attention.
‘You don’t need to know any of that,’ Vincent said, gently taking the gun back from Vitali- but not putting it away just yet. ‘All you need to do is tell us where we can find ‘im, and we’ll take care of the rest.’
‘I’m sorry- I’m not talking to you,’ Dupoint cut him off. He turned his head back to Vitali and opened his mouth to speak, but Vitali forcefully grabbed his face, forcing his mouth open, and lifted his right arm as he turned his wrist and activated his mantis blade.
It had been a while since he had done so. The invisible cyberware lines on his forearm briefly glowed golden, and his blade snapped out within a second, the tip coming to a stop only inches away from Dupoint’s eyes. Without hesitation, Vitali activated his heating sensors- and the blade began glowing bright red, as he moved it closer toward Dupoint’s mouth.
Dupoint whimpered, eyes wide now that the situation had suddenly escalated and he squirmed in the chair. Vitali gave him his moment, holding the blade still right in front of him; a threat, for now, though he was not scared to use it.
And Dupoint knew that.
‘Where can I find him?’ he calmly repeated himself, briefly eyeing Vincent to check his reaction; his face was mostly unreadable on quick glance, but Vitali could tell his boyfriend was biting the inside of his lip.
Another whimper left Dupoint’s throat and he slightly moved, trying to pull his head away. He visibly hesitated for a second, then nodded-
But as soon as Vitali let go of his jaw, Dupoint exhaled shakily, and then laughed again.
‘My, my, Vitali,’ he said. ‘You are completely lost. Your father’s determination, yes- but so disorganized, and slacking. Running in blind, without a plan? Without a long-term goal? Your father is not going to stop for you, you do realize that, yes?’
‘Shut up,’ Vitali muttered, but Dupoint did not listen.
‘Such a disappointment, truly. I’ve heard stories about you, but my friend- you do not live up to them.’ Dupoint paused, sucking in a breath as he dropped himself back in the comfort of the chair. ‘Hurt me all you want. Clearly you are not ready yet.’
‘Christ, what kinda masochist-’ Vincent stopped himself and briefly glanced at Vitali, before turning back to Dupoint. ‘What we’ll do once we get to him is none of your fuckin’ business. Get your gonk head out of your ass and tell us where we can find him!’
‘Dear lord- Vitali, please leash your dog-’
Vitali grabbed Dupoint’s jaw again in one swift movement, eyes plastered to essentially nothing as he raised his blade again and brought it back toward Dupoint’s face. Though the moment he looked up to place the searing tip on Dupoint’s tongue, he froze-
Dupoint looked up at him in anticipation. He was waiting.
And suddenly, it clicked.
Vitali slowly opened his mouth, but the words got stuck in his throat and he sighed, a smile spreading across his face as he lowered his blade, deactivated the heating sensors and retracted it into his arm.
‘I get it now,’ he said, glancing at Vincent and letting go of Dupoint’s jaw. ‘Oh- you are pathetic.’
Dupoint blinked, clearly caught off guard by Vitali’s sudden shift in attitude and he left his mouth half open, unable to answer.
‘You want me to hurt you,’ Vitali said, climbing off the chair and slightly raising his voice. ‘You are- You are expecting him to care, no?’
How great it felt to be right.
Vitali watched the blood drain from Dupoint’s face and his mouth open and close indecisively a few times as he visibly tried to find the right words to say. His eyes no longer held his earlier triumph, and instead he almost looked scared now.
‘What’s in it for you, Ivan?’ Vitali continued, taking a step closer again and causing Dupoint to wince. ‘Money? Something…else, perhaps? You return to him, broken and bruised, and you- you are expecting what, exactly?’
Vitali did not even want to think about it, nor did he expect an answer; Dupoint pulled up his shoulders and closed his mouth a final time, and for the first time in days he looked like how he had looked back when they had first strapped him to that chair.
‘Well, let me tell you one thing about my father.’ Vitali leaned over the chair again, until his face was only inches away from Dupoint’s.
‘He does not fucking care,’ he spat. ‘He can’t.’
He’s not coming to save you.
‘You’ll rot here,’ Vitali bluntly continued, pulling back and regaining his composure as he ran a hand through his hair. ‘He won’t come looking for you. You’re nothing more than a tool to him, like all of his mercenaries- you’re not special. You’ll spend the rest of your days within these four walls and no one will even fucking miss you.’
Finally. A weakness.
Vitali had been waiting for this moment; to break up Dupoint’s pattern, get ahead of him, and then use it against him to the point he would break. Crack, at first, though Vitali knew that with enough time he would shatter, and give him all the information he needed.
‘Let’s go,’ Vitali said to Vincent and nodded at the door. He grabbed his cane from the wall and together they moved closer to the door, Vincent opening it, about to step outside-
‘Wait!’
Vitali stopped in his tracks, unable to suppress a small smile as he watched Vincent turn around again- their eyes briefly met, and in the midst of his victory Vitali could only just suppress the urge to lunge forward and kiss him.
He turned back around, gaze finding Dupoint’s and he smiled again, watching Dupoint struggle to sit up a little straighter before finally speaking up, his voice strangled-
‘I’ll take you to him.’
‘Vitali?’
‘Vitali, hey-’
‘Kid, please- Can you hear me?’
Vitali blinked, and finally looked up.
Viktor’s office. Not sure how he had managed to find his way there. Last thing he remembered was downing an entire bottle of- of something, in a club- not even all that close to Viktor’s shop, now that he gave it another thought. Where had he come from? North Oak?
The mansion was in North Oak.
How had he gotten there?
‘Your father?’ Viktor slowly repeated.
Vitali could not answer him.
He slowly looked around, a sudden soberness to him now that he had finally realized where he was; he was sitting on Viktor’s surgery chair, legs dangling down and his leg brace standing next to him. He was still in full combat gear, too- and he felt sick to his stomach, and the entire room was spinning around him.
‘I feel horrible,’ he blurted out, the words nearly painful as he forced them out of his throat and he sank forward a little bit. Viktor- positioned right in front of him- caught him with ease, and held him up by keeping his hands steady against Vitali’s shoulders.
‘How did you get here?’ Viktor calmly said. ‘Is there anyone with you?’
‘I don’t know,’ Vitali quietly answered. He felt tears well up in his eyes, suddenly- and as much as he tried to push them away, embarrassed enough already for being there in the first place, he was unable to, and a quiet sob left his throat.
‘I’m sorry,’ he blurted out. ‘I’m sorry, I- I don’t know why I came here-’
‘Don’t be,’ Viktor immediately cut him off. ‘I’m glad you did.’
Vitali had shown up on his doorstep unannounced plenty of times.
It had taken him some time to warm up to Viktor when they had first met- only just moved out, recently started college, reunited with Jackie, insane authority issues which had already caused him to get in trouble at school and at his job several times- but picking up boxing with his best friend and Viktor as their trainer had helped. With much more than just that.
Vitali had still gotten into many fights in college; something that hadn’t changed since high school, except he’d no longer had Mikhail around to patch him up, and he hadn’t wanted to bother Jackie or Mamá Welles with it. Often, he’d tried to deal with it himself- but that had not always been the case.
‘The Broker is my father,’ Vitali quietly said, eyes wandering off into the room. His voice sounded distant, and broken- but not because of the fog this time. God, he wished.
‘Christ.’
Viktor reached for his own face and rubbed the bridge of his nose. Vitali shakily exhaled, averting his gaze as he tried to put the memory of Nadya- his mother- standing there in her sleepwear in the doorway of the office, wide eyes staring straight at him, out of his head-
Viktor asked him something, but Vitali couldn’t hear him. He turned his head back, and Viktor repeated himself- but despite his hearing aid, Vitali still did not understand a single word he said, but he was just sober enough to be able to read his lips.
‘I’m certain, yes,’ he quietly answered. ‘Mother was there.’
He had told Viktor about them, a long time ago. Only once- and had never brought them up ever again since, ashamed of ever talking about them in the first place.
But that meant Viktor knew of what they had done. How they had mistreated Vitali for most his childhood, and how they had refused to speak to him after he had left home, despite his desperate, almost daily attempts to reach out to them again-
‘What do I do?’
Vitali looked up at Viktor, tears freely rolling down his cheeks as he smiled wearily, a choked scoff leaving his throat. ‘My mercs- They’re all relying on me, Vik. They trust me. What the fuck do I do?’
He wanted to leave.
He wanted to leave Night City and never come back; move to the east coast and start a new life there, preferably all by himself so he would no longer cause any harm to anyone.
But he couldn’t.
Viktor exhaled deeply and suddenly pulled Vitali toward his chest- an unexpected gesture, but Vitali was too tired to fight him off and allowed Viktor to wrap his arms around him and he closed his eyes, his eyelids heavy.
‘You do what you always do, kid,’ Viktor quietly answered. ‘You don’t give up.’
Easier said than done- but Vitali knew Viktor meant well. He had not even expected him to answer in the first place; his head was a mess, and the urge to run away was still there. He could just go, leave in the middle of the night, never come back-
But he couldn’t do that to his mercs. Not again.
‘Don’t think I’ve ever seen you give up in all my years of knowing you,’ Viktor continued, letting go of Vitali again and tapping him on his chin to tilt his head up. ‘That gonna change now?’
‘No,’ Vitali quietly answered. A strictness to Viktor’s voice; unlike how he usually sounded, but it reminded Vitali of when they’d still trained together every Sunday, back when he’d still been in college- and for some reason it helped.
But then he remembered the picture frame- his own mother and father staring back at him, looking at him- so many years apart yet they still looked almost exactly the fucking same and now his own father was- He was-
‘Do you think he wants me dead?’ Vitali suddenly quietly asked, eyes once more filling with tears as his chest painfully tightened and his shoulders tensed up. ‘What- What did I do, Vik?’
‘Not the right time to draw your conclusions,’ Viktor gently cut him off, shaking his head. ‘So far he’s just been sabotaging. Hurtin’ you more than anything else, through your network- think if he wanted you dead he wouldn’t be takin’ his time like this.’
Viktor made a good point. Matvey- fuck, it felt wrong to think about his name again- planned everything out carefully, and he did not sound like the man who would drag out an assassination attempt like this.
But in that moment, Vitali had a hard time believing him, still.
He shakily exhaled and closed his eyes when Viktor put a hand on his shoulder again, squeezing reassuringly. Exhaustion washed over him now, and he wished he had just gone home in his drunken state, instead of there-
And in a moment of weakness, Vitali leaned in, suddenly. Unsure what he was expecting.
But desperate.
And Viktor instantly pulled him to his chest again, strong arms tightly holding on to Vitali as if he feared he would fall apart the second he would let go. Vitali closed his eyes and buried his face in Viktor’s shirt, another shaky exhale leaving his body as he desperately tried to keep his tears in.
‘Come on, kid,’ Viktor quietly said, a sudden somberness in his voice.
‘Let’s get you home.’
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