#*Redose

[vulnicura]

definitely accidentally did meth oh well

#still rolling after 9 hours i did redose like 7 hours ago but alas it should not last long

[sovietyurion]

today I tried the amphetamine I bought yesterday and idk it’s the same as Ritalin I just have to take less but then again I did take a really small dose

#I’ll redose after 15 min if nothing changes #i only waited ten so I think I’m better off waiting longer to take more

[ask-ursa-tonypeter]

[fic: double-blind] Ok i dunno if this is too much of a hypothetical/meta question or not, but if it's ok, i would like to ask sim!Tony from the previous ask (kidnapping AU, i think?):

Say, somehow, through magic or time travel or whatever, your Peter, your actual son makes his way back to you, alive. And the first thing he does is he asks you to take a serum that reverses the effects of extremis. Would you do it?

I... yes. Yes. I would do anything for him.

#fic: double blind #double blind: tony #multiverse: kidnapping au #prompt: multiverse #ursa interlude: #he would take it with the intention of showing peter “see? look I'm your same old dad everything is okay you can trust me” #and then redosing himself with extremis once peter was satisfied #because he feels like he needs it to protect peter properly #but yeah kidnapping AU sim would not care about anything but having peter back #as long as he could make sure they would stay safe/taken care of he would abandon his whole empire if resurrected peter asked #he wouldn't be TAMEABLE because he's too dysregulated so peter wouldn't be able to make him behave himself or anything #he'd still kill people who pissed him off #but he wouldn't insist on continuing his Evil Plans despite peter's protests the way his more hinged canon-DB counterpart did haha

[craycraybluejay]

Just take care of yourself bro. Rest up, king.

-🦫

thank you but i do have shit i have to get done unfortunately 😔 i hope at least keeping busy with more boring and tedious tasks will feel a little less stressful than the paranoia my online presence is giving me

#🦫 anon #anon response #basically without going into detail #my trauma makes me really paranoid about being myself at the same time as being arounf people #its dangerous and i've gotten WAY too comfortable and im freaking out ab it now #i want to isolate again at least for anything beyond close irls and my therapist and any clients #since clients i dont really worry with bc im not going to be stupid and too personal w them #i genuinely wish my wisdom stopped me from my impulse to socialize and be myself around people #its not safe. nothing is safe #the only safety is my work and my books #but i took a pill so im feeling a little better for now. might redose

[sewercentipede]

i always end up crashing around this time if i dont sleep the night before (i overslept waaay 2 much the previous 2 days cuz cbd oil knocked me tf out) and i know i cant take a nap bc i will not wake up in time for dnd which starts in 2.5hrs (bc last time this happened i slept thru my alarm and missed half the session lol) so i,m gonna have to try to ride it out rawdog style or drink coffee and take adderall

#probably will have to take adderall bc our dnd sessions are 3hrs long #im crashing so freaking bad rn #very annoyed that we are out of m**h rn because if i take adderall rn it will start wearing off when the sesh starts & i will have to redos #*Redose #but if i dont take adderall now i WILL fall asleep #love causing problems for myself apparently

[mrsmarlasinger]

UGH I might robotrip tomorrow. Normally I take a twelve-week break but I decided to take an eight-week break this time so I...could...uhhhhhh trip one last time in my parents' house before I move out. For old times' sake. Uhh. My actual 56-day break ends on the 12th, but I have to eat earlier in the day to robotrip and the only day I reliably eat at midday instead of nighttime is Sunday. But I've not gotten really high in like a month, so I'm slightly nervous. Uhhhhhh. I have no fucking idea how much to dose

#part of me is like 'fuck it just do half a gram' but only one out of the two times i have done that has gone well #one thing weed has over this terrible terrible drug is that at least you can redose if you're not high enough. ffs #what if i just do 450mg and smoke weed if it doesn't hit right. but what if i still die #stupidest drug award 🏅 #personal #dxm #dextromethorphan #robotrip #robotripping #robitussin #drugs #drugs tw #drugs cw #tw drugs #cw drugs #drug tw #drug cw

[oaky-dokey]

it is wild how you can sometimes tell the moment a painkiller starts to wear off, and how it is often very close to its redose border

#aleve is an exception #maybe because it has a longer uhh halflife? #so the pain starts to come back around the 6 hour mark sometimes and i have to wait a couple more to redose #but #i took tylenol 5.5 hours ago and the pain started to kick back in a minute ago #it's almost like they researched this or something #adderall was like this too #suddenly things would get less crisp and i would be like ''oh its been x hours''

[tocourtdisaster]

Ugh, I hate taking cold medicine because the stuff that works is also the stuff that makes me shaky and anxious because drug interactions with my normal meds, yay.

#I think I’m gonna skip redosing in a few hours as long as my cough don’t get bad again #I can deal with the snot and the headache but the constant coughing on top of that is too much

[lobotomyladylives]

I can't imagine anyone choosing fentanyl if there were other options around bc it's quite literally one of the most shit tier opiates on earth but unfortunately heroin literally doesn't even exist in north america anymore bc it's not cost effective for the drug traffickers compared to fetty. but it's so sad bc h is safer by miles and also SO much better, actually euphoric & not so sedating that you just fall asleep. also you don't need to redose every two fucking hours to keep from getting dopesick the way you do with fent.

Do not even get me STARTED on xylazine/tranq I really hope the government black site worker who suggested dumping that poison in the supply so addicts would start rotting like they're on krokadil & overdosing with no reversal (bc narcan doesn't work on a benzo OD) is six feet under. It makes no sense for the dealers to cut their fent with it bc it's not really any cheaper or easier to get + it's literally just killing off all their customers at an unprecedented rate. not to tinfoil but this is the real PLANDEMIC as was the opioid crisis itself. overprescribe pain pills then rip them away & refuse to give them to anyone who's not dying of stage 4 cancer, hmmm I wonder what'll happen? The government wants anyone who's a strain on the system dead in a ditch

#ranting on the train thinking abt how abysmal it is to be an opiate addict now compared to he 90s/2000s #wasnt a picnic then either im sure but ive spoke to ppl who have had their entire friend groups stay alive on pharma & H for decades #only to start dropping like flies around 2016

[sygol]

hi here are some things about drug use ive learned in my days that i would like to impart

always test your drugs. unless youre friend who you trust with your LIFE has said they tested them or it is their medical prescription, a drug test kit is the cost of entry to doing drugs, you will eventually get laced drugs and you could very well die or kill your friends. fentanyl is a HUGE problem now.

magnesium supplements are your friend, most drugs will deplete your magnesium levels, including but not limited to: alcohol, weed, stimulants, downers (opiates/opiods/benzos), dissos, and most likely psychedelics. taking magnesium will lessen your cravings and crashes, AND allow you to get higher, you will feel less drained and be able to sleep easier

never mix downers with alcohol, there are things worse than death, like permanent hypoxic brain damage

drink water, eat food, sleep, and try to exercise. keeping your body in good condition will diminish crashes and improve highs

an addiction is an unfulfilled void within you or the avoidance of an issue, the act of quitting the drugs is not enough, you must fill that void with something else to make you happy, or address the issue you are numbing.

NAC supplements rapidly kill most all drug cravings

more specific tips below cut:

dont make plans while you are abusing stimulants, you will not enjoy them later.

do not smoke weed when you do acid, in my opinion the experience of weed + acid is like an entirely separate drug, and it's a very difficult trip. if you still decide you are going to, just have literally ONE (1) hit

if youre going to redose amphetamines, only redose ONCE, and make the second dose about 50% or less of your original dose, you arent getting that first rush again, the crash will get worse and worse, its better to rest up and just get high another time.

snorting benzos doesnt work

many drugs will affect your circadian rhythm, 1mg of melatonin before bed can help sleep come easier, magnesium also aids sleep

vitamin B drink mixes are great

taking cold showers or baths can help ease anhedonia

shoot me a DM if you need any drug advice or have questions (if for some reason this post gets a ton of notes then ignore this please for my sake)

#t2

[ma-39]

U should get financial compensation if u remember when my url was redoser

#☆ new message !

[tussive]

Liveposting my 6-APB roll because I have no friends.

Just ingested 135mg. Probably will have to redose. Most sites say with the HCl anything over 120mg is a strong dose, but even before I abused stimulants heavily I liked to eat 200mg+ of the HCl. But just in case this batch is stronger or something, I don't want to go overboard. I was gonna aim for 150mg but weighed out 135mg and figured close enough.

It smells bad and the consistency is more or less what I remember it to be like (it's been prob 10 years since I've done it.)

[sewercentipede]

accidentally underdosing drugs is so....... ugh 😔 im trying not to be upset that i underestimated how much i needed 2 take

#so wasteful i hate it #I was afraid to take too much cuz that tends to make me very sick .... but instead i underdosed & wasted drugs :((((( #and morphine is weird cuz u cannot redose once u take it #redosing has no effect #drugs

[x316sm]

Using fent is crazy to me, I have no addictive personality so I'm glad I can stop anytime I want and not start again for a while. But the only reason I use is because it doesn't show up on my probation test luckily, and I just honestly love the feeling of nodding out and all my worries dissappear. Anyone else feel this way?

My drug usage with my fiancee started off honestly safe and normal. We both always made sure we were careful and were not over doing it. If we tried something new we tried small amounts then redose if needed. We ultimately both wanted to try every drug atleast once. I've came to the conclusion that I hate stimulants and uppers. But I love downers and sedatives.

I've tried almost every drug except like pcp, k2, and a few others I can't remember but if you want to know what I used I'll make a post later with a list on how I felt, and if it's worth it.

We have never overdosed , maybe was close the first time we tried fent powder in missouri we nodded out hard for 2 hours or more in a parking lot and I saw a light (most likely the bright ass sun) and woke up gasping looking at my fiancee shaking her up panicking and saying it's too strong lol. But that's also why we always take small hits of new batches or new drugs just to feel it out and incase it takes a while to kick in.

Please anyone who uses fent or any other drugs, go slow, have someone to watch you, and take care of your health while using. Drink water also to be hydrated, have narcan ALWAYS on hand, and make sure you aren't using alone unless you 100% are being safe and use responsibly.

if you ever need someone to trip sit you, watch you while using to make sure you are okay and not oding me and my fiancee are always available to FaceTime! We also would love to FaceTime and nod out anytime (:

oh and if you don't want to use fent or be laced PLEASS BY TESTSTRIPS OR A TESTKIT AND ALWAYS TEST YOUR DRUGS .

#fentynal #fent #iv drugs #smoking fent #hard drugs #drugs #addicted #addict #xans #xanax #dallas #dfw #ftworth #drogs #lsd #shrooms #hard #crack #meth #methhead #cocaine

[harshebmmako]

opting for a "bitch don't try me" policy toward that part of myself that keeps beating me up abt taking amphies. *you* start acting up? then I'm gonna redose, bitch

[animxpossessed]

My Experience with Psychedelic Mushrooms as a Man with ASD and SZA: Part 1

I first started experimenting with psilocybin at the age of 17, during the summer following my Junior year of High School and preceding my Senior Year, in early July of 2021. My psychosis had yet to take hold. But I was experiencing strange muscle twitches that I thought to be transmissions from an unconscious, mute part of myself, responding to my every thought. And a strange sound that would seem to emerge from background noise, it sounded like Morse Code, or server room transmissions. Electrical noise seemed to make it worse. The sound would emerge from anything from crickets to fans to any generalized white noise in my environment.

I began to notice these frequently about a week before my first trip, they were preceded by roughly a year of prescription D-Amphetamine Sulphate abuse, and I had recently started experimenting with vaping high quantities of THC near constantly.

A 7g heroic dose of a strain of cubensis known among many as "Jedi Mind Fuck", and some Penis Envy, another strain of cube. This all equated to roughly 7 dried grams, and I had a THC edible of unknown strength, that was believed to be somewhere in the ballpark of 400mg.

The trip was spread out into a 2-2.5g starting dose, and a 4.5-5g redose 2-3 hours following the initial dosing. So not a solid simultaneous 7g to the dome.

Once it began to kick in after the initial dose we bought some supplies, most notably high Vitamin C Orange Juice, from the market. We then drove down to the local creek, I emptied my pockets of anything prone to water damage and dove into the water head first, running my hands through the rocks and basking in the vivid beauty and vibrancy of nature. It was as if viewing life through an 8k TV with extremely defined colors and a slight sharpness filter.

After we spent some time at the creek we decided to head back to our friends house. That's where it hit me. "I'm not tripping hard enough", so I ate the rest of the quarter hastily after a lot of heavy discouragement from my friends. One of which was a very experienced tripper.

After the redose begin to kick-in I began getting anxious and weary of my friends dog, and the potential to lose control. At one point the dog barked at me while I was zoning out and losing focus, just sort of blanking out, this startled me. A rush of Adrenaline surged through my blood and the painting on the wall in front of me began to expel and give off these waves of flowing psychedelic color coming from the edges of the frame and morphing into the wall it was fixed on.

After some heavily intoxicated thought, I asked my friends if it was alright for me to go home, as I wanted to just lay down in a dark room and limit the over-stimulation. After some consideration, they determined that I was handling it like a champ and let me go on my way. I grabbed my bike and realized I was too fucked up to ride a bike. So I then tried to walk it home, passing through our friends next door neighbors front yard. Before I could reach the other end of the yard a sudden feeling overtook me "I can't continue, because I don't know what to do or for that matter know anything". It was strange. I still had access to my ability to reason, and my memories, but they seemed distant and unreal, and my new sense of real was replaced by this utter sense of bewilderment. I let my bike fall, and laid down in the lawn.

After some time the residents in the house of said lawn, came out to question, "Why is a confused, disheveled and bearded boy of 17 dressed in black jeans and a leather jacket, and bearing an uncanny resemblance to the stereotypical whitewashed conception of Jesus of Nazareth in my front lawn? ". They asked me what I was doing in their lawn and all I could muster was "TRIPPING, I'm TRIPPING BALLSSSSS I tooooOK AllAAT of MUSHROOOMS". I then began to repeat the name of my mother, and the current name (presently her deadname) of my love interest at the time, conveniently both names began with the same letter, making my extremely bewildering life a lot easier.

From there the first responders came. I was first questioned by cops who confiscated my THC Oil Pen. Followed by paramedics asking me what went wrong. I remember worrying the cops were going to assault, grope, or harm me in some way as they stood over piss soaked me (during the trip, I couldn't find the restroom but my tripped out self was too paranoid and anxious to ask for specific directions and guidance, so when I gave in to defeat in the neighbors front lawn, I also let my self succumb to my bladders desires.)

I remember being loaded onto the gurney, and thinking "what if they're taking me to their dungeon". And continuing to think so as I rode in the ambulance. At some point I blacked out in the ambulance, and sometimes I can still feel the feeling of the clammy, earthy, mushroom scented sweat that I felt, and I've had disembodied voices claiming to be paramedics tell me that they need to put an IV in my arm because I'm bleeding out from my head. Insisting that they are trying to help me. Accompanied by the tactile hallucination of a paramedic raising my arm, accompanied by my arm mysteriously raising itself without my intent. This "flashback-esque incident" occurred about 1.5-2 years after the trip, after smoking 2-3 bowls of ~47% THC Infused Bud/Moon Rocks. At the time I was going through about an 8th of moonrocks a day.

In the hospital, I began believing I was in some metaphorical dream world meant to represent purgatory, or something akin to a bardo. I began to believe nothing I did or said mattered or had consequence. So I began screaming whatever came to my mind. Asking the male nurses to, I paraphrase, "Fuck me like the little slut I am daddy make me your bitch". I also began to yell things I cannot even remember, but I remember saying "I love you baby" a lot, and according to my dad, who was alerted to my location in the hospital and arrived about 1-3 hours into my hospitalization, I could not shut up about my current love interest, (who still has left the biggest mark on my psyche as compared to anyone else I've met to this day). He stated that I was proclaiming my phallus to be 9 inches and that it fit perfectly into her (different pronouns at the time, using present day out of respect) asshole, and how apparently she was a red hot lover. During my trip I also experienced the solipsistic fear that the only beings to ever exist were me and the sadistic god that created my reality, and showed me relative normality just so I'd miss it when he plunged me into a life of suffering and surreal chaos. The song "Movember" by Mom Jeans occurred to me as I mentioned this fear. Specifically the line "The doctors said you would be fine".

When I finally came down (enough) to be discharged from my hospital bed, I realized that everything I had just experienced was indeed real, or at least seemingly real in my current state. I proclaimed "I have never felt so alive" after the horror and embarrassment quickly faded and gave way to exhilaration and amazement, and gratitude that I'd finally be let go from the cold, sterile environment full of alarming and foreboding bleeps and bloops that is the hospital.

My dad drove me back to his place, as my mom was pissed and didn't know much about shrooms aside from what she had learned from growing up in the 60s and occasionally listening to psychedelic rock.

On the drive back the stars twinkled intensely seemingly blinking rapidly. Everything looked sublime, vivid, vibrant, and sharp. I felt this sense of positivity and excitement, I kept going on about this "Light that runs through everything and everyone" that I first began to mention in my love interests at the time soon to be S.O and present day ex's car during the first part of my trip, right before I redosed. Only me and my love interest were tripping but a majority of us were stoned. She never redosed and stuck with the initial dose.

The next post in this series will cover the experience the following days during the afterglow, quitting Dexedrine, and the like. I may also make a albeit much shorter post solely dedicated to my experience with Dexedrine (the aforementioned prescription grade D-Amphetamine Sulphate Instant Release pills). As they are also a massive part of my lore. That concludes this post. Thank you for reading and sticking with it.

#tw drugs #psilocybe cubensis #trip report #schizophrenia #autism #true story