#(bumed out honestly)

[leegemma]

Hi! It's Gemma again! This is a fic I wrote to my friend for her birthday!! (Happy birthday roselle!!) She's a huge grey's fan, and that's honestly all she asked me to get her. So I stayed up until 3 am writing this. (Which is probably why it's kind of rusty 😂)

Enjoy :))

"He's gonna be soooo mad..." you whispered over to meredith.

You were both standing right outside the shower, where your brother, also your best friend's partner, was in. You and meredith were both holding on to a big, heavy bucket filled with ice cubes.

Meredith hushed you and giggled quietly. "He loves us both, it won't that bad. All I'm doing here, is helping you out of your comfort zone."

You rolled your eyes.  "What a good friend you are."

Meredith grinned at you in return and then signaled you to pour the ice cubes.

You took a deep breath, and together with Meredith flipped your buckets opsite down and over the shower curtain. Soon enough an ear piercing scream was heard as all the ice fell ontop of Derek.

Derek opened the shower curtain slightly and poked his head put. Gasping in betrayal when he saw both his favorite baby sister, and his beautiful girlfriend rolling on the bathroom floor in hysterical laughter.

He growled playfully and pointed at meredith. "You. Clothes. off. Get. In. here. Right. Freakin. Now"

Meredith giggled one last time and got up.

"And you." Derek moved to point at you. "I will deal with you later."

You smiled innocently, waved at derek teasingly and left the room.

You knew he was gonna get you, and you were honestly kind of exited...

***************************************

After your interesting morning, you got to the hospital. Walking to the cafeteria, as you were now on a lunch break. While walking, you made a quick to do list in your mind. It was just a little something you did sometimes, and it usually wasn't a problem.

However... apparently today wasn't one of your lucky days, as you suddenly bumed into a large body.

Starting to apologise, you looked up to find your brother smirking down at you.

Uh oh.

The same brother you've been trying to avoid since the morning incident.

"Heyyyyy Derek... my favorite brother...!"" You felt your cheeks heating up.

"Also your only brother..." Derek raised his eyebrow at you.

You fake a laugh. (Which honestly sounded more like a dead bird screech than anything else.) "Ha! That was a good one Derek... well, I have to go now. I have a... uhm... an emergency... I have to go! Right now!"

Screw food. You had to get away.

You decided to attempt to turn around and run right far far away from your evil brother, but was stopped before you could even look away.

Derek had his hand on your shoulder. "Actually, y/n. I would love for you to come help me with something."

You gulped. "I- I don't think so, de- Derek..."

Derek was now smirking again. "Oh, but I do, Y/n."

You let out a sigh. "If you insist..."

You followed Derek into an empty equipment closet. Squealing in surprise when he wrestled you to the floor as soon as the door closed.

"Derek, no!" You shrieked. Being the youngest in the family, you already knew what was happening.

"Derek, yes!" He mocked and pinned your wrists above your head with only one hand. The bastard even had the nerve to make the whole process look easy.

You started giggling in anticipation, "Dehehrek, plehease!"

Derek chuckled and shook his head, surprising you by digging into your underarms.

Causing you to squirm and squeal. "PLEHASE! I'LL DOHO ANYHYTHING!"

Derek seemed to think about it. "My laundry. For a month."

You shrieked when he started tickling your hips. "Whahat ahare ypuhu, fihive?!?!"

Derek gasped playfully. "You take that back right now!"

He quickly let go of your wrists and used both his arms to get each and every one of your weak spots, having you wheezing in less than a minute.

"Uhm... I need to grab something..." an elderly nurse walked into the room, silently (but obviously) judging you and your brother.

You started blushing. Why do these things always have to happen to you?

Derek got up, trying to cover up his laughter with a cough. Which only got him stranger looks from the nurse. He left the room, but not before looking back and winking at you.

You stayed on the floor, panting. Watching as the nurse left.

Just after then you got up and hurried to get back to the cafeteria before lunch was over.

On your way back, you noticed most staff smiling, smirking, or even winking at you.

You sighed.

Definitely going to take a while until that will stop...

#greys #tickling #tickle fic #derek x reader #derek x sister!reader #ticklish!reader #derek sheppard #meredith grey

[yara2001]

How I found Foxfinder

Yesterday was a blast! Not only was I able to connect more with my friends from class, but also, I was fortunate enough to be able to see a play, Foxfinder no less. at first though, I wasn't really excited to be there. You see, I was supposed to hang out with a friend since we had about 3h to kill before the show. Unfortunately, she was feeling under the weather that day and wasn't able to make it and that bumed me out more than I thought it would. I get socially anxious sometimes and would usually prepare myself mentally beforehand if I had plans of being alone. In addition, I wasn't close enough with other people from my class to just hang out with someone else. Surprisingly, that worry didn't last long as I found myself actually having a lot of fun exploring on my own, and before I knew it found an awesome bookstore that I'll definitely be visiting again soon. As luck would have it, while I was waiting for a bus to head to the show, two of my classmates appeared. We started talking and bonding over the simplest things like waiting for the bus to come. We were the first on scene and it was actually quite fun just waiting, cracking jokes, finding out more about each other and eventually other people started to arrive. They were all so kind and entertaining to be around. We all had a seat; the play was about to start. In summary it was about the government sending ghost busters......I mean fox finders to get rid of the malicious spirt-Foxes at farmer's family farm. By the end of it however, the tables had been turned, the farmers were now on top of things ... and the fox finder became pass tense. Let me tell you, the costumes were so on point, matching the sort of poor farmers with the ripped clothes and with a colour scheme of whites, browns and beiges. However, the fox finder coming from the city and working for the government had neat and professional clothes that are usually black. I couldn't keep my eyes off of them, except during the transitions... their sound effects were too soddened and scary for me, I kept jumping off my seat. What I found super interesting and innovative is that majority of the props used were boxes, of all sizes. They were transformed into tables, chairs, fences, barrios, laundry rack and more. It was spectacular, I was honestly moved, not just by the play itself but also by the dedication and effort that each actor put in their performances. I would definitely be looking forward to the next show that I'll see with my class.

[clintbartonruinedmylife]

Hawkeyes not getting a season 2 . Read it among tv shows that's been axed or returning list I tend to read those around this time of the year 🙁

in a way I'm kinda bumed as I'm hard if hearing myself and I love hard of hearing Clint hes always been my favourite mcu character also a show that's about deaf people but also kinda glad coz I won't have to watch any more yelena as she kinda ruins this show for Me i find her annoying af plus the show became more about her than Clint

Also fingers crossed Clint could always show up in echos another deaf show thats coming out by marvel I mean they need to do something to bring g him back at some point like they've matt Murdock and wanda maximoff

What? No! I haven't read that yet, but...

😭😭😭

But I'm not surprised honestly. I mean, Clint's always been the Avenger's stepchild. Cross my fingers he'll return in Echo's show or maybe in a movie!!

#clint barton #hawkeye #hawkeye tv show #no second season #maya lopez #echo #deaf characters

[grimgrinnr]

Heck

#text post #Off Air (ooc) #;vent #(I won't lie to you guys i'm not having a super great night alksdhgeorg) #(i'm just) #(bumed out honestly) #(the things i wanted to do weren't going right or outright didn't work) #(and i seriously won't lie to you) #(that thing i said before) #(about wanting to make my re8 oc a blog?) #(the want is pretty strong but so much is in my way) #(from general 'okay but would anyone interact' to 'i literally don't have icons and i'm not sure if i can rp without them on dash') #(so i'm just) #(uuuuuuugh) #(idk i needed to talk about it a little to feel less shit) #(gonna go build a city in Skylines cuz i like those kind of games lol) #(maybe that'll make me feel better)

[arkus-rhapsode]

So... Time for me to talk about the dub again, and just follow me with this one if it starts to sound rabbly. This time I wanna talk about All Might and All for One’s actor’s Chris Sabat amd John Swasey. And just sort of their comparison to their Japanese seiyus.

I’ll start with Swasey because upon rewatching, Swasey is not bad. I don’t think he’s like Pittman as Twice or Greene as Shinsou, I think this casting can work. I think my big issue with him in comparison to AFO’s seiyu, Akio Otsuka is direction. AFO is a the peek of evil, he is in control of everything even when it seems like he’s lost. Its comes with both age and power. There is also a disturbing tenderness to him. He can be comforting when he needs to be.

I think when its just Swasey having to be kindly but creepy old man, it works. He comes of as comforting to Shigaraki. I think what he doesn’t get that Otsuka was the ostentatious presence. AFO is the king of evil, he knows he’s the big swingging dick, and he has fun. Not to say he can’t be intimidating, but Otsuka is able to have the deep and commanding AFO, while also knowing when to be playful. Best examples are when when All Might and AFO clash and The reveal that Tomura is Tenko. When All Might and All for One clash, AFO asks “Have you come to kill me a second time, All Might?”

Swasey delivers to line more like a threat. Like he’s annoyed you’re trying this shit with him. But Otsuka delivers it a lot more darkly jovial. Like even he’s interested to see All Might can actually pull out a win. The other when he reveals Tomura is Tenko, Swasey again reveals it like a big announcement. Like he’s an announcer with a microphone talking to the audience. While Otsuka delivers it much more happily. This is his big fuck you to All Might and he’s loving every moment.

I think when Swasey has to play the heel, they direct he to be serious. But in the original, AFO came off more like he was genuinely enjoying every minute of this. I know its difficult to cast dubs, hell even harder because AFO’s mouth is covered most the time so a lot comes down to inflection. So when its just AFO the old man, Swasey actually does pretty well. But AFO the criminal mastermind, its a lot more stiff.

Its sad because we can hear Kent Williams as Mister Compress and you can here all of his delight in being bad he’s having. He’s a showman and he’s acting like it. Williams and Swasey honestly sound very similar so I could see Williams as AFO in the English. Of course my dream casting for AFO have been Ed Blaylock if he were still with us. Blaylock was a master of being slimely yet commanding. Soft, but also leave you in a pool of your own blood. If you want an example, I suggest his performance as Wrath from FMA.

Now after I spent a lot of time on Swasey not quite sticking it as Otsuka, what do I think of Christopher Sabat in comparison to All Might’s seiyu, Kenta Miyake? Well believe when I say that Sabat as All Might is one of the best performances ever, and I think tops Miyake. Miyake tends to like the full powered, confident All Might, which Sabat also captures, but its always too overflowing with confidence. But Sabat’s All Might has so many layers.

Sabat’s All Might clearly has that heroic spotlight hero, but he’’s very good at reeling it back in situations to make it sound more laxed. But most of all, Sabat jumps between non powered All Might and powered All Might so well. You can believe that these are both the same person. Just speaking at different pitches due to their moods.

I guess if there’s something you can take from this, watch the sub version of this fight for a more fun AFO, but if you wanna real get under the skin of All Might and see his vast array of emotions, watch the English version.

Sabta’s performance as All Might is not only one of his best, but it elevates an already great fight to a fansatic one. And while I’m bumed its not equal in AFO, this fight at its heart is about All Might and everything that’s been building up with him. This is his swan song. So I think Sabat nailing All Might results and a really great experience.

Yeah, I think the dub did this fight better than the sub, come on!

Sorry if this has been long. I’ve had these opinions on the VA work for a while and just never got them out till now.

#rhapsode rewatches MHA #voice actors #all for one #all might #john swasey #christopher sabat

[magnoliamages]

So! Im rewatching/finishing FairyTail and i finally got to episode 100 like.....yesterday? 2 days ago? It took me a week or two! Im rather impressed with myself. I'm rewatching from the beginning because i finished FairyTail, but never watched the second series and final season yet! I figured this is the best time to do it :)

ANYWAY

Its been a ride - and i thought i'd write a blurb of my reactions to celebrate because I didn't think I'd hit ep 100 so fast xD

So first of all, I knew I forgot a lot about what went down in FT because its been.....at least 6-7 years since i watched anything FT related. However! I was not prepared for all the tiny details like Jellal being prince of edolas? Natus RIPPING OUT A TREE FOR LUCY BC SHE WAS SICK AND WOULDNT GET TO SEE IT?¿ Team natsu and the play they put on that ends up being a disaster xD this was all so great to relive.

Of course I was also hurt all over again too. Lisanna and her '''death,''' the tower of heaven. I cried!!!! Again!!!! Even though i slightly remembered those major plot points!!! I thought I'd be prepared, having technically watched FairyTail (just never series 2 and the final season) but hahah how wrong was i

So a summary of thoughts

- SMALL salt but lool, why is natsu always so OP LMFAO. Don't get me wrong I ADORE him, I do, him and Erza are my top 2 faves- but rewatching these episodes has really made me wish we could see more of the other guild members!!!! I want to see all the wizard magic please!!!!

- Elfman and Mirajane are the siblings I wish I had

- I absolutely love nalu and gajevy with my whole heart

- i am HERE for FairyTail and its found family ;')

Anywho- tl;dr i honestly just remembered why i loved FT to begin with, so its nice reliving what was some of my teen years xD

I need to get back to watching! I didn't watch any episodes today so rip, need to keep this momentum going. My only complaint is im just so bumed because I really don't want it to end ://

And that sums it up, rant complete xD

#fairy tail #fairytail #i gotta get back to watching! #but after sleep xD

[hbhtrainees]

The Aftermath

Summary: Produce X 101 is over. Now all that’s left is for Kyungchul to say some final words. 

A/N: you thought it was over 🤡 sike! i got some final words to get in. Again, please support X1 and pdx101 trainees in their future projects. Support MyTeen, Victon, and Up10tion please! You don’t need to stan, just don’t let their talents go unoticed :)

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The first person Kyungchul wanted to talk to was Jinhyuk. Not only did Jinhyuk need some comforting, but Kyungchul also had some final words of thanks for his season-long teammate. 

“Hey, hyung.” Kyungchul said softly as he approached the tearful man, who was wiping his eyes on his sleeves. “I hate to say it, but I might have cursed you.” 

Jinhyuk gave a watery chuckle, straightening himself up a little bit. “I’m going to miss you annoying me, you know that?” Jinhyuk let a few tears fall, despite the grin on his face. 

“Hey, I’ll always annoy you. Everyday. Even when we’re apart. I’ll send you meme after meme, spam email after spam email, prank call after prank call-” 

“You really have cursed me.” Jinhyuk cut the boy off, sending both of them into laughter. Kyungchul composed himself and gave Jinhyuk a shoulder squeeze.

“I just came over here to say thanks again for being such a good teammate this whole season. I’m really going to miss our teamwork.” Kyungchul bit his lip, not wanting to cry. “You made this an experience I will never forget.” “That’s a good thing, right?” Jinhyuk tried to laugh again, but more tears formed. Kyungchul knew that saying goodbye would be difficult, but he didn’t think it would hurt this bad. Jinhyuk pulled Kyungchul in for a hug, rubbing the younger boy’s back as a few tears rolled down Kyungchul’s face. With two pats, Jinhyuk let go of Kyungchul.

“Hey, don’t cry. It’s not like we’re never going to see each other again.” Jinhyuk teased. “I’m gonna go say goodbye to some people. I’ll meet back up with you when I’m about to leave.” 

Kyungchul nodded before stepping away from Jinhyuk, ready to go say goodbye to some other friends. While he was searching the crowd for faces of friends, he spotted an old companion.

“Hey! My boi from Sydney!” Kyungchul called out in English as he approached Steven Kim. Steven gave Kyungchul a smile before pulling him into a quick hug.

“I’m so bumed you didn’t debut.” Steven said honestly. “I really thought you had it in the bag.”  “Nah, I don’t think it was meant to happen.” Kyungchul shrugged. “I haven’t seen you in forever. How have you been? Your Korean has gotten so much better.”

Steven let out a chuckle. “Thanks, I’ve been studying. I think there’s a debut in my future...”  “No way!” Kyungchul gave a wide smile. “Dude! Congratulations!” For a few minutes, Steven caught Kyungchul up on what had been going on in his life since elimination. When they had finished catching up, Kyungchul felt a pair of hands land on his shoulders. He turned around and saw Yuvin standing behind him.

“My robbed king!” Kyungchul exclaimed, wrapping an arm around Yuvin’s torso. “Dude, I was going to talk to you next. How are you feeling?” “Honestly? I’m hurt.” Yuvin stated simply. “I hate to admit it, but I kinda thought I had this one.” “I thought you did too, not gonna lie.” Steven butted in. “You’re so talented.” “Thanks. I guess things just weren’t meant to be, huh?” Yuvin gave a sad smile. Kyungchul rubbed the singer’s back in reassurance.  “Hey, now I can become a full-time MyTeen fanboy. What would you do if I showed up to one of your fansigns and asked you what your ideal date would be?” Kyungchul teased. “I’d ask security to take you away.” Yuvin shot back. “A prison date? How romantic.” Kyungchul joshed, causing Steven and Yuvin to both chuckle. When the laughter died down, Yuvin turned to Kyungchul. “Speaking of ideal dates, your boyfriend’s been looking for you.” Yuvin winked. “Woah, boyfriend?” Steven’s eyebrows shot upward. “You didn’t tell me you were dating anyone!”

“I’m not.” Kyungchul rolled his eyes. “He’s talking about Sihoon.” “I saw him talking to Yohan a few minutes ago. You might want to talk to him before he thinks you’re avoiding him.” Yuvin advised.

It didn’t take very long to find his friend. He was sitting on the raised stoop on the stage, talking to Eunsang. Eunsang saw them approaching first and patted Sihoon on the shoulder before raising up.  “Hey, congrats, dude.” Kyungchul said to Eunsang as he passed. “Thank you!” Eunsang gave a quick response before disappearing into the crowd of trainees. Kyungchul watched in confusion as the boy left, wondering why he was so quick to go.

“What did you say to him?” Kyungchul asked Sihoon, turning around and looking at the other boy accusingly. “I didn’t say anything.” Sihoon put his hands up, giving Kyungchul a smile. “It’s nice to see you too, though.” Kyungchul returned the smile and walked over so he was standing above Sihoon, who was still sitting on the step. “It’s been a rough few weeks without you, man.” “I bet.” Sihoon winked. “Life sucks without me, huh?” Kyungchul rolled his eyes. “Don’t act like you didn’t miss me too.” Sihoon sucked in air through his teeth. “I don’t know, kinda missed the quiet.” “As if you could keep your big mouth shut.” Kyungchul shot back.  “Hey!” Sihoon stood up, his face now inches away from Kyungchul’s. “You trying to start a fight on the Produce X 101 stage?” Kyungchul chuckled, trying to ignore the short distance between them. He gave Sihoon a playful shove, not realizing how close the other boy was to the step behind him. Sihoon lost his balance and almost fell backward, but Kyungchul’s hand came out to grab his arm, steadying him. “Sorry.” Kyungchul apologized before realizing that they were standing close to each other again, and this time, Kyungchul was actually touching Sihoon. “Your cheeks are pink.” Sihoon commented in a low voice, a playful smirk on his face.  Kyungchul swore Sihoon’s eyes darted from his lips back up to his eyes. “Nice to know I still can make you blush.”

Kyungchul swallowed, nerves taking over his body. “Have I given you my number yet?” He asked. Sihoon shook his head. The two exchanged numbers seconds before Sihoon was called over by the other Brand New Media boys to take a picture. “Promise you’ll text?” Sihoon asked for confirmation as he walked in reverse towards his labelmates. “I promise.” Kyungchul assured. Sihoon gave a wink before turning on his heel and rejoining his friends.

Left alone again, Kyungchul took one last look around the Produce studio, attempting to etch every detail into his mind right now. Even though everything was over, Kyungchul couldn’t help but feel like a new era was starting. For him, for the trainees, for X1. 

It was the end of the beginning, and he was ready to see where else his story would take him.

#tokyokocnet #wooperkocnet #kumokocnet #koclovebot #oc kpop trainee #oc trainee #oc pdx101 trainee #OC PDX101 #pdx101 trainee #oc produce x 101 trainee #oc produce x 101 #PDX101.KYUNGCHUL

[undertheniall]

The only reason I watched Eternals is because of Barry (Druig) this is probably mean but everyone in the theatre laughed when Druig clocked Sprite in the head with a rock

Hahahha listen it was well deserved!! Im so bumed out that i didnt like this movie honestly 😪

Barry was good tho! Totally not my type but i liked the character he was playing

[great-malboro]

Dont trust anybody.

From all of this, I learned that humans in general cannot be trusted. People are not people anymore. They do not deserve any feat of empathy. No matter gender or ethnicity, people are just bad now. I dont believe in a single person who is worthy of trust anymore. 

I fell into alcoholism because of all the stupid shit I see in a day. So I leaned on my friends. When I tried to talk about things that bothered me it just bumed them out. So why even bring it up? 

I was in love with a woman for 9 years. Not a single one of her friends liked me. I vocalized it, she didnt care, so neither did I.

I had a close  group of friends for about the same amount of time that I even called brother.  In Oakland California it dont get no more real than that.

All of them left me when I was an alcoholic trying to reach out. I honestly just wanted somebody to say something like “You know I care for you right?” and look me in the eye. But again, people are not capable of that. They are not taught that anymore, nor do they learn it. 

I kept having dreams of them hanging out together, and it was confirmed without me poking around. 

I suppose at this point im supposed to suck it up cause im sober and repent to these people right? No. I wont. I refuse. 

The last text I sent to my “brother” and it was common for him to do this

“Hey man can you come hang out, I need you.”  No response. I waited days. So then I just told him, I” could see we arent friends if thats how you feel so it whatever.” No response. 

Soon after I was hanging out with another associate of mine. We were drinking and talking about shit we used to get into. Sometimes we argued drunk but, for some reason this time instead of fighting like we did, he pulled his gun out and put it to my neck. I realized “OHH SHIT THAT STEEL” and snatch the barrel. 

I looked him in the eye and asked thats how you feel? “Yea thas how i feel!” So I cried and went home. He just stood there probably wondering why I cried.

At that point I realized there is no reason to trust anybody anymore.

Ive been sober for more than 30 days.  I havent seen anybody I know in a while. I pass their houses all the time. I dont go, theres no reason. 

My closest friends are now hanging out with my ex and I wanna drink on it.