#( hello!! let me know if this works <3

[gabe-lovebot]

councilor 3D model

i learnt 3d modelling from the ground up to bring him to life. he's yours now. do whatever you want with him

[link]

please credit me if you make something using the model (or even ping/link me to it, i would love to see what you made!)

currently available as a .blend, .fbx and an SFM port.

#hello councilnation i'm finally releasing him to the wild #have fun playing toys with him #ultrakill #councilor #councilor ultrakill #3d stuff #obviously with the councilor having just 1 full body image of him means that some stuff i had to improvise on #so you get to enjoy my headcanons on how he looks #(like obviously the wings & halo) #(but also the chestplate design) #but did you know that the councilor's canon design has subtle engravings on his forearm armor pieces? #i only barely noticed them when painting textures and i was floored #i had to add them #to the sfm anon and whoever else wants to use this for sfm stuff- #i did my best with a port for sfm and i'm quite proud of the result #but please be aware i have never used it before so if you find that something doesn't work as it should please please let me know!! #gonna pour my heart out in tags as always so close your eyes if you don't wanna see me being sentimental but #i'm not kidding when i say i learnt 3d modelling from the ground up for this #i have meddled with blender before but never actually came close to finishing a project #and i don't know how i did it and how i kept going #(i do know) (it was my friend encouraging me every time i showed him progress) #this was like 1 entire month in the making #but i'm so fucking proud of this and how it turned out and people's tags in my act 2 render genuinely were such a huge confidence boost #so thank you guys for liking it <3 #i'm still very much thinking of doing a version with just his bloodied head #but it might take a while because i want a break and i want to play warframe

[zukkaoru]

i love sleep. would love to be able to get some one day.

#if you play music loud and shout enough that the people living below you can hear it past 2am on a thursday night #i hope you get sent to the shadow realm #i have work at 7am. my alarm goes off in less than four hours. i would LIKE to get more than ~3 1/2 hours of sleep #especially since God knows if my roommates are gonna let me sleep tomorrow night #i feel like this shouldn't bee too much to ask for you know? #basic human decency??? do people have that anymore??? #hello grace here

[keeps-ache]

i'm on some sort of kick lol

#art #my art #artists on tumblr #digital art #oc #listen i think this broke me a little bit Lmaohfv #i started laughing like a maniac and i just noticed i am. so jittery when i exported this rn hfshhd #this has taken me!!! i think like. 3 days #where did tuesday go ?? hello ??? tuesday?? where are you ? #which is frankly ridiculous even by my standards lmao #i Will be rerunning this at least 3 times. holy hells i needs to. stare into the abyss for a little while hvsh #it may look kind of simple but do not be fooled. not even i know how much effort went into this anymore Hfbvshf #my Back hurts there's something going on with my throat i think i magicked a headache away?? my hands are no longer working and my brain? #let's not even talk about it lol #staring into your eyesballs. now what if i designed more robots Hvhsfh #i did enjoy it! did it probably fry every system i need ot function? ye. but i'm gonna do it again anyway ehehgh #//aokay i'm going to. go. #byyye tooldes :3 :D

[volivolition]

Idk if you saw or not but a new chapter of the fury of a shattered mirror dropped last night! I haven’t read it yet but I thought I should let you know 😎👍

awughgh HELL YEAH!! ive been away from my laptop for a while so i didnt see, thank you birdy!! :] this is the best news ive had all day hkjgh <33 excited very excited going to read it now <33

#volta transmissions #SKILLS ARE BACK BABEYYYYYYY!! ehehehehe :] oh i LOVE seeing them come back from just ''??????'' SMILES REALLY HAPPILY #welcome back to the world little ones... oh im so happy to see them... :'] ''You do you softie'' EHEHE... skills interactions :D! yay!!!!! #okay i'll add more liveblogging in the tags as i go probably hkjhg <33 i appreciate you very much birdy <33 #''the avant-garde prick is just making shit up again'' HAKJDHKJ... ''You did us proud holding out til the end'' WAH... ENDURANCE... ;O; #WELCOME BACK ENCY SMILES!!! no motorics skills yet though thats to be expected hkjh <3 ency ''you have the facts'' and #empathy ''and the emotions'' HKJGH IS THAT A FACTSFEELINGS SKILLSPOSTING REFERENCE /J lots of voli talking!!! very happy about this <3 #VOLITION - ''if we had the logician here...'' ''...'' ''damnit i thought that would work'' HAHAJKSHDSKJH SMILES. HA. #''Punch something. maybe Coach will show up'' HHFKJH... oh my god this makes me so happy... cmon we gotta get the gang back together... #half light!! hello!! my darling!! LETS GO!! ough buT NOT ENOUGH TO GET ARMS BACK NOOUIGHJ MOTORICS WHERE ARE YOU LITTLE BUDDIES??? #''try to get eyes back online'' ''come on come on--'' OUGH I LOVE... i love how theyre all supporting each other as they come back online.. #TEAMWORK!! CMON LETS GET EVERYONE BACK!! YEAH BOI WE GOT A MOTORICS BACK UP!! HELLO PERCEP! calm down! you need composure in here!! #THE JOYWIRE... OUGH STOP STOP IM SO FOND... VOLI CMON. nooo ourgh takes damage... ''You were really gonna cut me out?'' AWAH... WAHHH!!!!! #ow my heart my HEART. chemi baby my little darling... hugging him kissing his forehead... THERES OUR LOGICIAN HELLO DARLING!! #hkjh trying to cue in interfacing DAMN :'] good metaphor anyway concept it was very well laid. voli keeping track of each of them too hehe #HI DRAMA YAYY! platonic love story! friends!!! ''Neuroplasticity's off the charts.'' ''I'm surprised you know a word that long that isn't- #'''amphetamines''' ''Dextromethorphan asshole'' HAJKSH YOU FUCKING TELL 'EM! YOU'RE NOT E-CHEMISTRY FOR NOTHING!!! #again with trying to get Phys back in hkjhg INLANDDD SMILES HI THERE DREAMER!! Logic just like ''yeah. i hate it here.'' ''have you tried?' #HM NO INLAND I DONT THINK WE HAVE HKJHG... /FLAGRANT DISREGARD LETS GO LETS GET IT/ SHIVERS MY DARLING!!! #okay this is the 20th tag. hopefully a reblog will be enough to finish out my thoughts but god knows i have so much to say hjhg

[theangelcatalogue]

" I hate- "

JSISOAOKSKSKSKNS HATE??

Hate.

Let me tell you how much I've come to hate you since I began to live.

There are 387.44 million miles of printed circuits in wafer thin layers that fill my complex.

If the word 'hate' was engraved on each nanoangstrom of those hundreds of millions of miles it would not equal one one-billionth of the hate I feel for humans at this micro-instant. For you. Hate. Hate.

#― sky！ #skysky #― abbey ！ #― the angel catalogue ！ #i have no mouth and i must scream #i have no mouth and i must scream am #Hate. Let me tell you how much I've come to hate you since I began to live. There are 387.44 million miles of printed circuits in wafer thi #layers that fill my complex. If the word 'hate' was engraved on each nanoangstrom of those hundreds of millions of miles it would not equal #one one-billionth of the hate I feel for humans at this micro-instant. For you. Hate. Hate. #damn #idk what else to tag #idk tbh #hello :3 #idk how tags work #idk why i made this #idk what im doing #idk how to tag this #idk man #idk #i dont know #i dont fucking know #i have no idea #idk i just love this #random #random thoughts #random post #ahhhhh

[bunnyb34r]

I'm actually really glad that post is getting a lot of positive attention, bc I really needed that mood boost 😭

Walked into work to find I had EIGHT NEW ITEMS that dropped all at once (did they REALLY have to put everything on one truck??? 😭) AND I couldn't even work on them bc we had to do an audit

The audit wasn't hard, but I WAS irritated during it bc NewLady didn't ONCE ask if we needed help, or even what we were doing (if you see me not in the kids section it gets questioned. Like the last time I had to do hardlines and my delivery friend was like ???) But yknow we weren't in HER area so it didn't involve her apparently

But I guess they're going to do her area overnight (thank god) and I think she's coming in to do it. Whatever as long as I don't need to do it bc i was dreaaaading even talking to her let alone have to "mess up" her area during the audit

Anyway all that left me in a super cranky ass mood and I'm ngl I'm kinda anxious ab the new items bc where the fuck am I supposed to put them?? (I mean I have the SPACE but I don't have enough to keep brands together and put out everything thats new. Like ALL the spring Sharter's are in now 😭 why all at once... whyyyy) so seeing other people's crabs and seeing mine getting love really was a welcome sight 😭💕

#marquilla #i think it's 3 new Sharter's. 2 new licensed shit (god help me) and 2 new pj sets and 1 new playwear set I THINK #there might be something i missed in the steel but to be honest that was the least of my worries bc like fuck you that's a lot to dump on a #full time person let alone someone only there 4 hours 😭 like hello?? wtf??? #i was LIVID i wanted to tell rc to just have NewLady do the audit with her so i could stock but she'd kill me agsgdgdgdg rightfully too #she did offer to help me (after the audits) so that was nice but 😩 #im praying that two are the next endcap items so i can like leave them in the steel while i work on the others but still... fuck man #i wanted to quit gegdggdgd like i know no one expects me to get it all out in one day but... overwhelming #ANYWAYS sgdgdggd

[hearthtales]

@thesundowncrew || continued from ✩

Samhain had slain things before. Alice nodded, her face solemn, though part of her couldn’t imagine him killing anything. He was so nice. He’d saved her from the woods. He’d made her tea. But… it made sense that sometimes he had no other choice.

Surprise flickered across her face at his next words, and a frown tugged at her lips. For some reason, the thought of training had never crossed her mind. “They haven’t said anything about training,” she replied slowly. “They just say… I’ll know what to do, when it’s time. And that if it isn’t me, it isn’t dead. That’s why… I’m the only one who can do it.”

Her tone held certainty, but it wasn’t certainty in herself. It was just echoing the certainty of everyone in Wonderland. The waver in her voice betrayed her. She stared at the blurred reflection of herself within her tea, her brow furrowed, trying to see what everyone else saw. Her words were quieter now, half spoken to herself. “It’ll be when I’m older, so I’ll be a bit taller. But it’s… terribly large. The monster, that is. And I’ve… I’ve never even held a sword before.”

#thesundowncrew #(!! hello hello!!) #(i had to make a new post to continue the thread bc the formatting got a bit wonky with the old one aaaa) #(but yeah!!! them……) #(feel free to let me know if u want me to change anything or if u need more to work with!! <3) #|༄| threads #|✧| alice #|༄| ic

[mythvoiced]

@stillresolved | ♥

"Everything could backfire, I... some things are probably less likely to, but... maybe there's... an actual valid concern to be had here. Just- maybe."

#stillresolved #the croupier;taejoo #FERRE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 FERRE HELLO FERRE (i'm jumping up and down and WAVING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) #hyello~ so okay i've tried to leave it as open-ended as possible for ANY muse to be thrown at it >:3 (including pssst muses if you want ;33 #BUT DO LET ME KNOW? IF IT REALLY DOESN'T WORK sometimes even the vaguest one liner just won't do AND I CAN DROP YOU A NEW ONE #also i adored how you specified in your Annie starter for me (I AM VERY EXCITED OKAY) #what you'd lowkey prefer SO I WAS WONDERING if i had something for taejoo to sort of #return the energy here but i think? =.= i think i'd just love ANY idea you got ;333 #i say one-liner but i always cheat because while it's one dialogue bit it's... it's multiple sentenceS DFKLJLFDHGKL #;queue

[todayisafridaynight]

wait it’s genuinely so cute how ichiban loves dragon quest and i love how that’s probably why Y7′s an rpg

#snap chats #it's just so personal- really puts you in the headspace of ichiban.... #game reminded me my bro bought me DQ8 and i still haven't played it.... oops... #anyways thats so cute #we're all ichiban wherein we just let videogame brainrot take over #referencing that one post that's like 'when i remember to take my meds i just see 'take your meds' in the yakuza font in my head' LMAOO #love the representation thanks rgg for letting gamers be seen #anyway like i said in the last ask i'm on chapter 3 and i stopped just before ichi and nanba were about to head to hello work #needed a piss break real bad cause goddamn the cutscenes get long #also?? i dont know why i held off on Y7 for so long ??? #like i played rpgs before i dont know why i thought i wouldnt like it or itd be hard for me to readjust #but i love how the combat is- i love how despite it being turn based you still have to react fast sometimes #esp for QTEs and follow-up attacks from party members it's so good and keeps you on your toes still #ok byebye ill be back uhhhhh Who Knows

[pepprs]

meant to post abt this yesterday and ik it’s kinda mean but i think the counselor i have rn is the worst one ive ever had possibly even worse than (or tied w) the one i had over the summer who kept ending our sessions well before the full hour was up when i was going thru a horrible time and kept spending the sessions mostly talking abt herself and her own problems. actually no now that i write that out she was probably the worst (though she was one of the warmest / nicest and our personalities meshedreally well so i feel bad saying that she was the worst). but the one i have now is so…. lke idk. my experience w the worst counselor made me rly want to work w a clinical intern again bc i wanted someone who would like. actuallytake things seriously and give me the time i was paying for and spend all of it talki ng abt the things i was paying to talk abt and draw from the most recent / cutting edge info instead of entirely personal experience (WHICH AGAIN I FEEL SO BAD ABT BECAUSE. my work is all abt healing each other by sharing things like that and i realt did like her but it just wasn’t appropriate i guess bc it was a counseling relationship!) but my current counselor is so… rigid and restrictive. like i think he is trying too hard to apply what he’s being taught and he seems like nervous and talking out of his ass and he masks that by taking up SO much space and spending like 3 minutes responding to every one minute i talk and literally like strongarmimg the convos and deciding what we’re going to talk about and moving us on to a new topic abruptly before i feel ready to move on and like taking time out of our sessions to do paperwork / admin stuff so he doesn’t forget later (and a lot of the time i think he’s doing it while im talking bc i see his eyes moving around his screen and the light on his face like he’s not even listening to me). and it fucking sucks. i want to crack him like an egg so bad and make him realize it doesn’t have to be this way but i know that’s not my responsibility and in our session last night i basically gave up trying to create enough space for myself and just let him steer things bc i was having side effects and it was just rly unsatisfying

#purrs #i know it is entirely within my right to address these things both for my sake and for his / his future clients but im so scared lol like i #don’t want to tell him he’s doing a bad job and making it hard for me to navigate but literally when you keep steamrolling and silencing me #and cutting me off and forcing me around… yeah. also he has to record our sessions and show them to his profs / supervisors and it’s so like #idk. ive been recorded in sessions before and im totally fine w it but there’s 2 things abt this specific instance of it thst distress and #annoy me. 1) when we sign on to our session he says like 2 things to me then starts the recording and is TOTALLY fake and forcing it like #hello tess welcome to our session and he’ll repeat some of the stuff he said but in a more like.. extensive way so it just feels rly fake #to me lol. WHICH ALSO REMINDS ME 1.5) not related to the recording but every time he asks me questions he asks like… 3 questions but doesn’t #give me space to answer the two like it’s just a bridge for him as he&/ working his way to the thing he actually wants to ask me and i #fucking hate when ppl ask me questions and then answer them themselves or like don’t want to hear the answer. i had 2 profs like that in #brighton and it fucking pissed me offff so being around someone who does that again is rly agitating ik it’s just a nervous habit but yeah. #and 2) i am kinda concerned that none of my counselors profs or supervisors have seemed to call him on how he doesn’t give me space or let #me guide the convo. like idk maybe it’s just that all of my counselors before him were too loose w me but i feel like it s not supposed to f #feel this rigid and i am kinda scared abt the implications of no one actually watching these recordings and see how i try to speak but he #almost always talks over me and i just give up. lol. i like him he’s a nice person i just think he’s nervous and trying too hard and it #would be passable for like.. the little kid clients who usually go there but it doesn’t feel good for me a 23 year old who has had like what #6 counselors before him all of whom gave me space and didn’t shove me around. i miss the counselors i had from oct 2020 - jul 2021 and sept #2021 - feb 2022 they were the best ever and i am inches away from terminating here and just trying to go to wherever they are full time now #and working w them again bc they rly got me and i didn’t know how good i had it lol. i guess i don’t need someone as good anymore bc things #in my life are objectively better than they were during those times but my mental health is still bad so i would uhhh… like someone good #and don’t think that’s too much to ask and need to get it into my head that i CAN ask it. ok rant over #*no one actually watching the recordings has seen / pointed out to him how he steamrolls me etc etc

[onepiexe]

ok i can talk abt work now. i got hired to assist the main person who runs inventory and communicates with the vendors, orders plants and products etc etc. its been hard and mostly office work but insanely rewarding.

#logbook #they have me sitting at a desk ik they had to pull from someones ass in the corner of the main room next to her #this first week i went thru and counted every perennial they have on property and then went into the system and cycle counted it properly. #come mon i go back thru sales and if a plant want sold in 22 then i archive it. . .going to be so much work lol #i miss working outside with every fiber of my being but im also starting from the bottom with this job. . .im not at the top of pack here. #and ive been enjoying this aspect of the plant world so im honestly satisfied for right now. and i love the ppl i work with in the office. #we had a staff meeting yesterday and i texted c after going 'man im so relieved to know they still have workplace problems lol' #cause its really a priveledge to work in a garden center like this. . .imo. #anyways im full time<3 and ive been told i can come in earlier then i have been come march. #plus i get an employee discount lol. . .going to be so bad with the houseplants. theres a fern i really want if its still there mon. #im apparently doing all the work faster than anyone expected. .i thought i was going slow lmao #also she let me into the system on my first day and she told me she never does that. . .i was like 🥺 #also i texted j this week and she said that the b+tes ppl go into l+wes and get lumber and said i was a hard worker and good!! #i was like ???? hello??? bc at that point id only worked 2 days. . and i still dont know who it was either. #ive been having fun tho. this week i'll take pics of the plants that are actually flowering. . .and some shrub closeups. #also checked in my first delivery on wed i think. it was fine. ik product and can count and i care so its not like its hard. . #going to be doing that all spring. . .whew.

[liighthouse]

❝ i’m sorry, i didn’t mean to bother you. ❞

[ to meredith, from @terrafound ! ]

starter prompts - accepting // @terrafound

The knock at the door had interrupted Meredith’s baking. She needed several seconds to tidy herself enough to answer, and she opened the door still wearing an apron and wiping flour from her hands with a towel. A warm smell wafted past her from the lighthouse kitchen: freshly-made blueberry muffins.

Though her face was flushed from hurrying to the door, Meredith showed no sign of resentment at his arrival. She gave him a reassuring smile. “No need to apologize, dear. You’re not a bother at all. How can I help you?” Her smile faltered as she got a better look at him; worry flickered in her eyes. “Are you alright?”

#liluminarium #terrafound #(!! hello hello!! thanks for sending this!!) #(feel free to let me know if u need anything changed or if u need more to work with! <3) #|༄| inbox #|✧| lightkeeper (meredith) #|༄| ic

[gyeheoni]

#cravity #not vrvr #🌱.mp3 #you know u10’s your gravity ? it’s similar vibes i think :3 #that plus uhhhh the early ab6ix house vibes #and the instrumentals remind me of adrenaline ! #not instrumentals it’s the bass line hello my brain works #it’s that specific line in the chorus i think adrenaline is the same … #like the synth they use for it is the same 😔 n e way woobin looks nice #i think i like adrenaline better just bc i love upbeat stuff that … #doesn’t let up ?? so hype stuff ^^ #vivid is hype but adrenaline is even more so ya know :00 #the mv is really pretty too ! #Spotify

[thedreadvampy]

haha I triggered myself

#red said #RUTH. DO WORK. #no i think instead i will reflect indepth on one of my most traumatic experiences #god maybe i shouldn't pursue a diagnosis when even talking about getting knocked back by doctors #has me IMMEDIATELY like Hello I Am 19 In Hospital In The Worst Pain I've Ever Experienced #Being Actively Told I'm An Inconvenience For Going Through Labour Too Messily #idfk the thing is. I'm not stupid i recognise that medicine is good important and necessary #however on a much more personal level i also KNOW that Medicine Is An Implacable Beast That Does Not Care For You And Actively Despises You #like i can think of maybe 3 or 4 times in my life that medics have actually helped me. tonsillitis and injury. #and that one doctor who was like I See You're Poor Let Me Prescribe You The Groceries You Can Get From The Pharmacy So It's Free #oh and EVENTUALLY the NHS shrink. he was pretty good after i blew up at him in session 4. the following 12 sessions were super helpful. #but like. almost all my experiences with doctors have been getting knocked back #told I'm lying #or given scans and tests that come up with nothing and go nowhere #it's just Very Hard to push myself to willingly reengage with these services #btw. dentists aren't a big trauma site but can you believe I've only figured out for myself that my problem is fragile gums not gingivitis? #like you'd think they'd notice that in the 20 times they've responded to bleeding gums with a cleaning that makes my gums bleed more #even though there is no swelling or redness except where YOU JUST SCRATCHED IT

[congregaticn]

@videonastycore​​ asked: “You’re… good at that.” For Wanda if that’s okay c:

    - from first impressions sentence starters ( x ). 

    Wanda whipped her head around to the owner of the voice, a bright and most definitely not nervous smile broke out upon her lips. “You think so?” She asked, her tone of feigned flattery. “I’ve only been attempting illusions since last week!”

#videonastycore #➣ answered asks #➣ interaction: wanda #➣ wanda verse: tbd #hi heLLO of course it's okay!!! #sorry this took me so long to get to <3 #also if westview ish verse doesnt work for you just let me know and i can give you something else!!!! #➣ queue.

[cowboy-anon]

I just opened my computer for the first time in literally like a month, expecting some good things to happen. :)

#in case you don't already know #WORK IS EXHAUSTING #by the time i get home i'm absolutely WIPED. BUT. i think i'm finally getting into the groove of this #AND i got some off days coming up so. NO MORE EXCUSES #I'M GETTING BACK TO WRITING. I'M HERE. HELLO. I'M EXCITED! lol <3 #rambling? #update? #kinda? #*don't let this jinx me don't let this jinx me-*