#'remember it' IM FUCKING CRYING DUDE

[celestial-ringleader]

IM NOT OKAY IM NOT OKAY WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE FUCK?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

#x men 97 #x men 97 spoilers #BRO??? WHAT WHAT WHAT #I HAD TO POST ABOUT THIS BECAUSE IM LOSING MY MIND WHAT #xmen 97 episode 5 #god damn it man thjs series is so good but WHYYYYYY #'remember it' IM FUCKING CRYING DUDE #also hi breaking my weird hiatus for this lmao

[beeduoo]

originnssssss who remembers origins i Loved origins

Lowkey i ate with rhis actually no i didn't i ate wirh rhat ENDER EYE Why is it so rendered Hello

IGNORW RHEIR UGLY UGLY DESIGNS This was before they switched to their iconic Skins past e didn't know......

#loosely based off of this old thing it's under the Cut #origins smp #beeduo #beeduo fanart #idk what other tags to put i cant put C because this isn't C this is O..... but like do people even check those tags idk #actually no im scared i heard theres been like three failed origins revivals i dont want to interfere with their character ecosystem i was #only there for the first one😅 #i rewatched some origins streams a little while ago oh my god theyre SO FUNNY #DUDE DOES ANUONE REMMEBER THAT ONE STREAM I COUDLNT FIND RHIS ONE STREAM #IR EAS LIKE THE ONE WHERE TUBBO WAS SINGING SUGAR BY MAROON FIVE thats all i remmeber ANF ALSO RNE can i call you senpaaiiii bit thay shit h #ad me CRYING in 2021 Please i swear this happened imnot crazy but also they might have been separate streams actuallu i dont rememebr its #been wayyyyyyy too long #BUT IT HAPPENED I PROMISE Sorry i've been gone for a while ive been very busy lots of Things going on went to Six flags then jad a surprise #bday party then i had to buy shoes for prom then Go to prom and also i do figure skating and am out like every day idknt have Time im sorry☹ #had a crepe yesterday it was sooooo goood im like learning to drive too that shit is boring as hell my dad kept gettign 😑 bc i couldn't stop #yawning DRIVING IS SO BORING its not my fault😭😭😭😭 #ok what else ohhhh. y god i locked in SO HARD for this physics essay u guys dont even knowim getting ONE HUNDRED on that trust i just really #wanted to share ok i love you bge #WAIT ACTUALLT SORRU IM LIKE REMMEBERJNG THE ORIGINS STREAMS K WAYCHED #RANBOO WAS SO FUCKING FUNNT IN THOSE STREAMS TOO LIKE I REMEMBER NIKI WANTED TO SEE THEIR BASE and tubbo was like ooh maybe we can put like #water down here for you niki we need a water system and ranwas like Do we though?I WAD WAYCHING THAT .LIKE DAMMMNNNNNN OM LIKE GIGGLING WRIT #ING THIS RIGHT NOW I CAN HEARTHE CLIP HE DID NOTTT WANT HER IJNTHEIR BASE😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 #I NEED TO FIDN THAT STREAM WHERE IRS LIKE TOMMY AND JACK A D FHEHRE LOKE TALKING ABOUT DUOS AND THEN JACK SAYS THE MOST OUT OF POCKET SHIT I #VE EVER HEARD LKKE I LITERALLU HAD TK PAUSE. H PHONE AND BURST OUR LAUHJIMG MY JAW WAS ON THE FLOORRRRR DO U GUYS R EME ER WTF IM TLAKING AB #OUT IDK HOW TO FIND THESE STREAMS Oh my god u really Had to be there early 2021 that was liye the funniest era of mt life i wlild be #Tearing up from lauhjimg every day I MISS WAYCHING STREAMS LIVE CHAT WAS SO FUNNY I wishe it was archivedI WISH MORE STREAMERS KEPT CHAT ON #SCREEN i defiently understand why most didn't like Wyd when chats annouing ad hell but also Me 3 years later is interested in what the pub #lic had to say.... ok Now bye

[quarks-pussy]

So I know we here at Startrekfandom love that "came back wrong but from the pov of the wrong" thing and apply it to many different characters and canon situations and I am far from trying to complain about it (I'm "came out wrong" trope myself so I was always gonna obsess over it) but having recently watched a very important episode (you'll know which one) for the first time I think there's a character who hits both tropes mentioned but llike, intertwined, opposite and subverted, and whom I wanna talk about.

Julian Bashir.

From his parents' pov he's "came out wrong but we got him help and he came back better" while from his own pov it's "came out 'insufficient', was destroyed for it, came back wrong and only later slowly came to terms with his new self tho never the process (justifiably so)" and it's heartbreaking because in a way, he's right! Jules Bashir died! His parents had an intellectually disabled child and decided to eugenics him! Julian is not the person he used to be and while I do love the person he is now, that doesn't bring back who he was! Part of me wishes we could've gotten to see Jules at least once and part of me hopes we never do because my heart would shatter.

This isn't a good comparison but nonetheless one I can't help drawing: it's giving similar vibes to anti-vaxxers. "I'd rather risk having a child who is dead than one who's autistic". Obviously this doesn't map over since Julian is still autistic and the procedure his parents subjected him to specifically targeted his intellectual disability and if any folks with id wanna comment on this I definitely recommend you listen to them over me, but it's a similarity I, as an autistic who has encountered anti-vaxxers again and again, can't help but point out. "Give me a normal child or give them death."

This may have been written about already but there needs to be stories about teenage Julian (after finding out and rediscovering who he was) practicing some good ol' recognition of the self through media. I need to hear about how he would encounter a story about someone who came back wrong (I'm gonna assume there's plenty of "wrong" pov stories floating around by the 24th century) and absolutely weep. I need to see Julian mourning Jules, taking years and years to process his feelings, experiencing guilt about how he, the imposter, didn't deserve to live Jules' life.

Came back wrong from the returned's pov but it wasn't an accident. It was done to you deliberately by the people who claim to love you. And now you are here, piloting the corpse of your predecessor.

Jules Bashir is dead. Long live Julian Bashir.

#i've called julian jules before simply as a normal nickname but i don't think i ever will again. not after this #and knowing that if it had been possible i would have probably gone the way jules did. knowing that at his age i would have gone willingly. #fuck dude i am literally actually crying literal tears irl right now this is not a joke #fuck!!!!! #julian bashir #jules bashir #doctor bashir i presume #came back wrong #star trek deep space nine #HE WAS SIX YEARS OLD!! HE WAS SIX YEARS OLD AND THEY KILLED HIM!!!! #i cannot stop crying i am literally crying and like not even just a little #i cannot... poor julian how the FUCK do you ever come to terms with something like that #and like... julian remembers. he has most if not all of jules' memories and also knows he was murdered simply for not being julian #like how did he cope #(im about to go off on a tangent that will contain censored names for the sake of not clogging those tags if you dont know who i mean hmu) #like this is literally the thing that fucked up j*ran so bad he went on a murder spree isn't it #he remembers the one who came before who was killed. very different circumstances of course esp since tr*ll are expected to replace one ano #another but he remembers this person he remembers BEING this person who was young and simply enjoying life and who died a sudden death and #he remembers the experience of that death as well and how it lead to his own creation. it's not remotely similar ofc but considering that #the only time we see t*rias in alpha canon is in julian's body... i need to lie down for a moment. #and jor*n couldn't cope! he couldn't! it was far too much and the weird thing is right now in this moment i GET it y'know?? like that's #so horrific. and i haven't watched any jo*an episode besides facets yet but do you think. do you think j*dzia told julian about all this an #he nodded along and kept composure and then when he was alone he broke down crying? like julian you're doing SO well ily you're coping and #you shouldn't have to obviously but you do nonetheless!! do you think julian still has something from jules? like i've heard there's a tedd #but i mean jules prolly didn't keep a diary he was a six year old with an intellectual disability it's pretty unlikely he could write but #does julian have drawings made by jules? i'd like to think so but honestly his parents probably threw them out. like they also moved so #sorry i'm just. many thoughts head full. ive stopped crying now but who knows for how long. also i'll have to tag this with my original tag #maybe i should've picked something less silly for when i make serious posts but like what am i gonna change my url as well? don't think so #original posts fresh from quark's pussy #and thats the tag limit folks it's been fun. i had to delete two other tags but my god. anyway. thinking about jules bashir forever & cryin

[todayisafridaynight]

no cuz fr the most unexplainable thing would be how they didn’t reunite sooner like,,, Mine could have been staying away because he wansnt good enough for daigo (in his mind) but still i don’t think he’d stay THAT far away 💀 at most bro is down the street at any given time 😭

reviews are in for Mine Isn't Dead Actually But He Is Emo So

#snap chats #crying at the thoght of mine and daigo reuniting at the grocery #like yk when you go with your mom and she bumps into an old friend and now youre stuck in a five minute cutscene #yeah that. but your Old Friend was your one true love who you thought killed himself #and now you find out he's just working at the bar around the bend 💀💀💀 #stop whyd i remind myself of that tiktok where dudes in a coat rack and is like 'dad is this where youve been all this time' #same shit mine's booking it. hes too embarrassed too ashamed #itd be so funny if every 'dead' character did just get kidnapped by the daidoji #thats the funniest shit to come out of gaiden The Daidoji just being an excuse to bring dead bitches back #not that im complaining its 1000% hilarious as hell vjaLKAEKLJ #gonna see kiryu at the daidoji HQ and act like they dont know each ther #a-fucking-pparently since kiryu doesnt even have a memory of mine in y8 💀💀💀 #genuinely hilarious how thats so ... like no i dont think ill remember the man who tried to usurp my son who he was in love with #and he destroyed my orphanage before killnig himself right in front of me. and my son. not worth remembering at all #at least the vocational school quizzes remember mine 💀💀

[stuck-in-the-ghost-zone]

HII HI HI BUSTING DOWN UR DOOR. coming in shaking u by the shoulders visibly trembling and wild eyed oh my GOD. also i typed out like THREE PARAGRAPHS in ur inbox already & then my computer restarted so fuck me i guess. anyway FIRST ORDER OF BUSINESS... WAVELENGTH..... DUDE HES SO GOOD. I LIKE HIM SO FUCKING MUCH hes so so good. huge fucking wavelength fan hes like one of my favorite types of guy. what a fucking dude. i cant believe he was so guilty over the everything or something he offered to help find tide. second dad acquired!!!!!

....does tide have two more clone siblings who are earth and air themed. he has to, right? anyway god... i cant believe the past two episodes took place over ONE DAY it feels like its been a million years!! holy shit!!!! i hope they get 2 go to bed soon.... i have never wanted so viscerally to throw some kids in a hot shower & wrap them up in quilts as i have right now. anyway anyway i gotta go but im going INSANE over them & all of this!!!!! man!!!! ALSO all the trivia has been fucking awesome i WILL talk abt literally all of it now that im done with that rollercoaster!!!!! 💥💥💥🌊

DUDE I FUCKING LOVE WAVELENGTH SO MUCH YOU DONT EVEN KNOWWWWWWWWW. GOD. like from day fucking one on amalgam island i was like "oh no oh fuck hes got a cool voice filter and an accent i have a history of being weak for those" and i think ive made like three separate posts/messages to jonesy like "i think im a wavelength apologist. im afraid to say that because hes a villain and im only on episode 5 but like he has a kid though.... hes a dad...." and ive just gone downhill from there. hiiiiii wavelength i love you. kind of a dilf reblog . he and tide are so divorced to me im sorry

RIGHT. RIGHT. RGIHT. RIGHT. I WANT THEM TO TAKE A FUCKING NAP. like please for the love of god theyre miserable their friend betrayed them and blew up their house and their dad got kidnapped and now they have to stay with a supervillain and theyre scared and hurt and. auguguhghhghghhhhg. fuck man. im actually listening to ep 10 rn i just got to vyncents magical girl transformation hi i love him

#IM GLAD YOU LIKE THE TRIVIA IT HAS BEEN SOOOO FUCKING FUN TO RELISTEN TO THE ROLLEDS AND TYPE THOSE OUT. #GENUINELY SO EXCITED TO BE THE LITTLE TRIVIA ANGEL ON YOUR SHOULDER WHISPERING SECRETS INTO YOUR EARS #aha. its me im like a wisp. its me trivia ghost. trivia ghoul in your ear #although. probably too soon for me to say ghoul huh. hey how about ghoul huh. fucked up #SOOOOOOO SO SO SO SO SO EXCITED FOR THIS NEXT ARC. I LOVE WHEN THEYRE STAYING WITH WAVELENGTH #IM BEING SO CAREFUL HERE BC I DONT REMEMBER WHERE EP 10 LEAVES OFF EXCACTLY. hellooooo wavelengths house. so excited to be here #was the wave emoji intentional at the end there. crying. hi tide imiss you tide. give me back my fucking mom #he wears a pink apron that says worlds best mom on it do you ever think about that?? because i think about that all the time ilove him somu #ANYWAY. HOLDING YOUR HAND. IM SO GLAD YOU LIKE WAVELENGTH. ME FUCKING TOO. I THINK ABT HIM MORE THAN IS PROBABLY HEALTHY #sorry for being a wavelength apologist. no im not. free my man he did do all that stuff but like it was funny or however that post goes #OAUGHHGHGH IM SO FUCKING EXCITED FOR YOU DUDE #asks #friends!!! #intertexts

[rustystars]

man i remember being at my grandparents on my moms ipad googling percabeth solangelo going on images just endlessly scrolling through art until i realized you could WRITE stuff. i miss that didnt even know what ao3 was & it was before my wattpad era.... i used ff.n exclusively for YEARS do you know how that still affects me. there is a conscious part of me that imagines rise of the gaurdians crossovers for every new fandom i'm in. nothing hits like plots you absorbed before age 12 nothing could be better written

#rusty speaks #think im still getting email notifs from it. was too lazy to figure out how to unsubscribe so instead i just changed the email #if no ones got me i KNOW. i know. rise of rhe brave frozen tangled dragons has me #dude i remember being on vacation crying my eyes out reading a fucking. percy jackson 9/11 au. #i need to return to my jack frost x reader era. hey guys. james here

[alligaytorswamp]

im actively losing my mind over my teacher lmao !!! the dude gave me insanely detailed reviews. and they were also so nice??? so so fucking nice ??? like he praised the hell out of my work.. pointed out all the mistakes, praised little stuff, gave extra advice and sources, and i genuinely in my whole fucking life never had a teacher this great, like i'm so fucking sad he won't be checking my work after this bc this module has ended and there will be new teachers/mentors !!! and all of this is online and i have his discord my dude has an anime pfp like he's so cool for that !! wtf!!!

#and i mean it when i say he's the best ever out of them all lol #like consider every school teacher i had #any extra classes and courses during that time #+ all the profs i had in uni for 4 years right #dats a hellish amount of people and only NOW i have interacted with someone who like... cares??? idk #also he gave me an ego #im not joking im legit insane after reading his reviews #HE SAID SOME FUCKIGN PLANT I MADE WAS THE BEST HE'S SEEN SO FAR FROM STUDENTS #LIKE HOW CAN I BE NORMAL AJAJFKDSHFJS #HE ALSO SAID HE CAN SEE HOW MUCH I IMPROVED ALREADY #i will never be humble fr #how can you be THIS NICE?? #shaking and crying honestly #validation makes me fucking crazy fr #like i got good review form him once and i was ready to build a fucking castle in maya just so he's hopefully thinks it's cool #man a good teacher does wonders im not joking. wishing good teachers to all ppl who study rn #i can't remember last time i was motivated about learning stuff #and like excited to get a review #anyways #i have been thinking about this for a while and i just have to vent about this awesome dude like he's so fucking nice #and he checks so many little things in your works you know #insane fr #adry.txt #but bc he was this nice i dont think i will ever think im bad/not good at 3d modeling #he made me feel way too cool #honestly idk what brainworm is in charge but like he says such nice things i wanna show it to everyone and be like LOOK I DID GOOD #MY TEACHER THINKS MY WORK IS GOOD #also. #the mans uses words liek 'incredible' 'bravo' HOW CAN I BE NORMAL AND HUMBLE AFTER THIS SHSHSHJKHKDSJHDSJF

[devilfruitdyke]

the olympics is next year so i already have to start shifting into annoying mode. sorry

#every time people start caring about swimming my spidey senses start tingling and i become insufferable #i got the fucking app last year and i was omw home from the pool at like 10 pm for some reason #got the notification for dressels 50m record and came in the door like DAD HOLY FUCK #he was like i got something to show you :) and im like um. did dressel win #do you guys remember the cardboard bed tiktoks #i was talking to my gf at the time when i was on my phone and she was half asleep #i was like if i was a pro swimmer id bring you and wed have to share a bed w like. k‌atie ledecky across the room #she was like. ignore k‌atie ledecky ^_^ and just fell asleep #my ass CRYING laughing trying to not wake her up #i also watch shit i just dont care about im like oh football is on sure dude #cue me and the international mutuals either up too late or too early to liveblog

[maschotch]

I’m watching 10x20 and “I make a mistake, a change of clothes fixes that. You make a mistake, and I lose my daughter” Jesus CHRIST and also how did Roy know that Haley basically died because of hotch🤨🤨 he’s not wrong but how did he Know

roy probably knew at least a little about the situation when haley went into witness protection; with his daughter and grandchild in hiding for who knows how long and his ex-son-in-law’s face splayed over the papers, im sure even if that was all he knew that it would be enough to realize this was hotch’s fault. hotch also doesnt seem like someone who would try to hide it. i bet he probably pulled roy aside at/around the funeral and told him what happened. considering he already knew haley’s struggles with hotch’s work, plus hotch likely taking more of the blame than he should, it’s not surprising for roy to hold hotch responsible for his daughter’s death

thats genuinely such a fucked up line tho oh my god akdhsjd roy was NOT pulling his punches with that one. but again, im not really surprised that he would grow bitter and resentful towards the easiest target—especially since hotch blames himself for it too. he hates himself for what happened nearly as much as roy does. (its also highly probably that roy blames himself as well, thinking “why did i let her get involved with him,” and “why couldnf i protect my own daughter.” hotch is an outlet for roy’s guilty conscience—something he likely already knows and accepts as part of his penance. he doesnt think he deserves to be forgiven, and he’s not so cowardly as to make excuses).

im not sure if its more or less fun if hotch had always had a strained relationship with roy, or if the gap between them came from anger and bitterness over this tragedy. theres a special kind of drama that comes from haley’s father/family not approving her marriage. if haley and jess spent their time defending hotch from their parents’ scrutiny, i think it adds an extra layer of hurt for roy, jess, AND hotch when roy gets to say “i told you so” at his daughter’s grave. but i think theres also something to be said about roy and hotch having a relatively normal relationship (likely distanced since the divorce, but still not at the point of outright hatred), but this even being enough to completely shatter that. im never quite sure which one is more interesting: especially given what we know about roy’s good nature. has hotch always been on roy’s bad side or has hotch finally done enough to earn the wrath of a good man?

#it was really interesting for them to add more about the consequences of foyet’s attack five years later #and how even in death foyet is still affecting hotch’s life #its a reminder to us that hotch has NEVER let this go—and that the people around him havent either #asks #aaron hotchner #haley #oof and the way roy’s like ‘tbh im fine having alzheimers bc soon i wont remember this pain’ FUCK dude thats wild #also cue reid a season later crying ‘my mom has alzheimers and nobody in the world understands what im going thru’ #as if hotch isnt. right there #just like what happened with maeve lol #n e ways this was v interesting #i always love talking ab hotch’s relationships w others—especially if its bonds that hurt him

[ozymoron]

i'm making a gotham edit and looking for when the ed kink scenes were and the first result is your blog

ah. wonderful.

#crying but only a little bit #please dont tell me this is how im going to be remembered in this damned fandom #i cant escape those fucking scenes dude #0 days since the last time someone brought up the kink scenes

[crushsuggestions]

I’m happy to see you active again!! I used to ramble on anon about my crush, way, way back, and we’ve since started dating!! we’ve been together for a year and a half and I’ve never been happier! to everyone out there feeling nervous, you’re totally valid, but please, please, try to fight off that anxiety as best as you can! things can work out and confessions can go well. sometimes, you just need to panic and ramble about your feelings while half asleep because you’re too tired to actually be anxious???

( thank you so much - im so proud of you !!! also hardcore agree, sometimes getting it out in words does so much good, it's why i started this blog in the first place 😎🥰💖 )

#not a suggestion #suggestion blog #about a crush #im not crying u are shut up #this is so fucking sweet thank you for remembering me !!! im so glad to hear this dude

[starsandthorn]

i am in pain

#personal stuff #thorn plays genshin #crying over the yaksha. as you do #GIRL......FUCK. </3 #whoever animated that scene went for the fucking throat. #like i was already crying over xiao's whole thing of finally accepting help #but god. GOD. #thay shot at the end of the same mountains from the azhdaha cutscene. #that shit hurt #like ik its cause theyre both in the chasm but like fuck dude #ALSO. is this the first time they've shown blood in game??? when bonanus killed menogias?? #i cannot remember an appearance of blood before this so im . eyes

[whatyoutaughtwasfear]

kratos!fit and atreus!ramon. goodnight

#was thinkin about. tridents. and anger. and this popped into my head. #me @ myself: #'i dont want these' #lauratexts2024 #i guess this makes spre/en wife lmao. mans dead #MADAGIO ZEUS? idk i dont remember the plot #who the fuck controlled the crows like he controls the cats. old dude. ODIN. #oh wait but phil. hm. #does this make pac freya?? did they have relations? idk idk #no. pac and mike as the dwarves. lmao. #PHIL AS THE FUCKING WORLD TREE SQUIRREL. BC THE DIFFERENT COLOURS OF HIM. LMAOOOO. #anyway. bed time. i have to do government stuff in the morning i cry #wait im an idiot phil is OBVIOUSLY the all knowing head #also i forgot freya had a brother (strained relationship) so like. freya pac and freyr mike. #and freyr leading army equals mikes anarchy arc

[todayisafridaynight]

rggo arakawa drip is the epitome of foxy grandpa sorry <- is not sorry

#snap chats #been too normal lately had to say something wack But True #/foxy grandpa/ HES MAX 45 BY THEN listen its the vibe he brings to the table. Rich Dilf there is that more accurate. #everyday im reminded by how swaggy and cool it is like shut up #im bouta make a reference that a niche few will get but i know theyll get it cause they followed me from my db blog #you fucks remember that bit durin the tfs broly movie where all ve6eta does is scream about how cool broly is from like 90 miles away #yeah no. same. genuinely same. im in the distance screaming and crying over this dude's fit ITS SO FUCKING NICE #nothing but swag im throwing up #ok im going back to drawing bye i just needed to speak my truth

[laurmaus]

WAIT GOD FAMN I WROTE SO FUCKING MUCH OVER THAT ONFE SCENE I LITERALLY DONT REMEMBER ANY OF THIS WHAT THE HELL IT JUST KEEPS GOING

#IM AXTUALLY CRYING I FUCKING HATED LAURMAU DUDE WAIT IM SO CONFUSED WHAT HAPPENED TO MY BRAIN #Guys imma b real i dropped my rewatch of mcd in like dec 2022 and got back on like 3 weeks ago😭 I didn’t even rewatch everything again i ju #st picked up right when i left off which was right after they saved logan ummmmmm maybe i should rewatch everything😅😅 #THIS IS A COMPLETELY DIFFERENT PERSON WRITING THIS ANALYSIS LIKE THAT IS NOT ME RIGHR NOW i geniuenly think i should rewatch now like i dont #remember a single thing i’m mentioning in this Long ass block of text hold on i’ll post in a second

[wraithscratch]

finished the finale.

#I AM CRYING MY EYES OUT #like. dude. I did NOT cry this hard at TOH #what the FUCK is happening to me right now #tgamm spoilers #the ghost and molly mcgee #the ghost and Molly McGee spoilers #my theory was right but at what cost… #molly mcgee #tgamm scratch #help me I am Crushed #THEY UNFOUNDED THE FAMILY #GOD DAMN SON OF A BITCH #MAKE HIM REMEMBER #MAKE HIM FUCKING REMEMBER #GOD DAMN YOU MOTZ #IM IN YOUR FUCKING WALLS?????????????? #I AM CRYING SO MUCH #todd mortenson