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me: are you okay, do you need to talk about anything?
her: yeah, i just don't want to talk to anyone else but you right now.
me: be normal be normal be normal be normal be normal be normal be normal be normal be normal be normal be normal be normal be normal be normal be normal be normal be normal be normal be normal be normal be normal be nor
(black = me) (red = her) (censored 4 privacy)
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โก โ drank a monster and that shit got me thinking about how i have a therapy appointment next week. how am i gonna tell my therapist the only thing keeping me going is the thought me and my girlfriend are gonna meet up in june and i might get to bite on her and drink her blood? </3 some things might not be meant for the professionals, they don't understand
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โก โ i love her so muchh ahghg sometimes it's overwhelming. just thinking about her makes me get all giddy and my heart race, it's such a wonderful feeling to be loved by someone i worship. i love her so much!!! it's raining and i wish she was here to listen to the rain with me, i want to have her sitting in my lap in front of an open window while it rains. i want to talk with her and hold her whenever it thunders too loud. i love her aaahhh!! ><
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DISCLAIMER:โ i, by no means, realistically support what i say on this blog.โ this is a safe space for me to vent obsessive feelings related to bpd in a healthy way that is not hurting anyone.โ anything discussed on this blog is fantasy, venting, or otherwise fictional.
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โก i use the term "yandere" to cope with
obsessive thoughts! i do not advocate for
irl stalking or murder (obvi)
โก this blog is used by a pc user! so most
things will probably look better on pc
rather than mobile
โก i am a member of a system but that is
not the main focus of this blog, so i don't
find it important to put in the dx section!
โก this is not my main blog! i use this only
for posting, not networking. i'm sorry!
โก there will absolutely be dark topics
mentioned on this blog. things that will
be included are mentions of kidnapping,
sh, sa, stalking, obsessive behavior, and
other things that can trigger people. please
be aware before viewing my other content
โก this blog will not be strictly about
obslove, as it will also be a venting blog
for my more taboo or darker intrusive
thoughts in general. VENTING WILL
NOT BE TAGGED!
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#๐ ๐ text - this tag is for text posts
or rambles
#๐ ๐ images - this tag is for images.
i try to credit artists or original posters
whenever possible
#๐ ๐ venting - this tag is for venting,
usually containing heavy subject matter
#๐ ๐ sweetheart - this tag is for posts
specifically regarding my gf!
#๐ ๐ reblog - this tag is for reblogs,
which there might be a lot of, mute if
needed!
#๐ ๐ ranting - this tag is for my
interests or things that aren't related
to this blog's purpose
#๐ ๐ asks - this tag is for asks!
please check my blog and feel free to
ask anything :3
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i know this was super long, and i really
appreciate you reading til the end <3
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โก โ my phone's broken so i can't call her hgfhghhi feel like i'm about to cry. i know it may seem stupid or weird buti can't go to sleep without her, even if it's just over the phone. i miss her so badly already and i just found out about my phone a little bit ago. AGHGHHG i miss her so bad.
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โก โ i spent time with my girlfriend from the 15th - 17th !!!! i had so much fun agahhfh i'll get around to posing a super long and in depth post about it soon! been busy, as you can tell, but i'm soooo happy <3
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โก โ here's some information about my sweetheart, just for funsies before i get busy today!!
โก โ O1. if i ever refer to her by name, i'll most likely call her M, since it's the first letter of her name <3
โก โ O2. she goes by she/it/he pronouns! so if i ever use differing pronouns for her, it's still about M, just a different set of pronouns
โก โ O3. she's my fp! i feel like that goes without saying but haha
โก โ O4. we've known each other for 4 years!! we've been dating for 3! our anniversary was recently, april 3rd
โก โ O5. M's favorite color is red.
โก โ O6. she lives two states over from me, we met up for the first time in october.
โก โ O7. his favorite thing in the world right now is rhythm games, especially male-focused ones.
โก โ O8. he is masexual (meaning attracted to masculinity) and has an unlabeled gender!
โก โ O9. he has owned cats, dogs, goats, fish, birds, chickens, hamsters, and a pig! he currently owns two adorable cats
โก โ 1O. finally, biggest fun fact, she knows about this blog! she's so accepting of my habits and behavior... i love her so much <3
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โก โ hghhh she's so nice to meee i'm going through a rlly bad episode right now and i honestly kind of want to be ab//sed in a weird way but she insisted on being nice agh i know it's the bare minimum but i can't help but feel all warm inside. even when i'm such a broken mess like this just begging to be hurt she's still so kind,,,,, i love her so bad
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โก โ ive been on some craaazy shit today :3 after this i am going to take my meds because i know my baby deserves the best of me! i love her so much and she's always looking after me... i have no idea how she keeps up honestly, but i do not mind at all! even if i don't feel like taking my meds, she's always so encouraging and understanding <3 i love her soo much
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โก โ bgdgsghdb matching pfppsssss i love her :3 i'm never the first one to stop matching pfps it's such a cute thing to do!!!! and i love how it's so obvious we belong to each other to other people.. i accidentally fell asleep last night before her and she kissed me and told me goodnight!!! agahdhjs she's so sweeeettt
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