#𝒞𓈒 stella ☀️

[i43tv]

do people still do sourcecalls on Tumblr anymore? lmao dhsjdhs

#𝒞𓈒 stella ☀️ #✚𓈒 THIS MODERN LIFE IS A BORE ☎️ #sysblr #system community #did community #traumagenic did #traumagenic #fictive #system things #system stuff #system blog #did blog #did system

[i43tv]

this blog has been up for for less than a week and I'm already sick of seeing syscourse, damn!

#𝒞𓈒 stella ☀️ #✚𓈒 THIS MODERN LIFE IS A BORE ☎️

[i43tv]

hi, entities in our phone!! how are we doing today!

#𝒞𓈒 stella ☀️ #WE ARE STILL BLURRY #✚𓈒 THIS MODERN LIFE IS A BORE ☎️

[i43tv]

fun fact about me(&): acting is one of my biggest passions! (to be specific, Rory enjoys acting the most.) I'm an active member of the theater club and I've participated in school plays. whenever we have to do a roleplaying activity in class, i put way too much effort into it!! lmao

as an alter, i really enjoy dressing us up. putting on makeup and working on our skincare. elaborate costumes cost a lot so i can't wear those a lot, but being in stage plays allows me to dress us up extra special. :]

#give me enough time and you may see me become an actual television actor! /joking. #𝒞𓈒 stella ☀️ #✚𓈒 THIS MODERN LIFE IS A BORE ☎️ #sysblr #system community #did community #system blog #did blog #system stuff #system things #dissociative #dissociative system #actually dissociative #complex dissociative disorder #did system #traumagenic system #traumagenic did

[i43tv]

LATE REPLY BUF WE ARE GOODDD ^_^ !!! head hurts but. managing!

my headache keeps coming back and leaving and come back and leaving and coming back and leaving and c

that headache should start paying rent if it's gonna stay in my head often!! (please laugh at my joke. /not serious)

but everything's gonna be okay as long as we keep managing. o7 i hope you feel a lil bit better now!

#𝒞𓈒 stella ☀️ #✚𓈒 SWEET MISERY BY MY SIDE ✂️

[i43tv]

HI HRU ^_^

hi hello!! I'm alright! i was sent home from school early so i went to the park and the market. it was fun! i bought food and other stuff. hru? :]

#𝒞𓈒 stella ☀️ #✚𓈒 SWEET MISERY BY MY SIDE ✂️

[i43tv]

for the ask game um!!! I already forgot half thw emojis wait. I'll get back to yoy...

okay i will be waiting!

#so i don't instantly forget ask game emojis i copy the ones i wanna send to my clipboard. :] #𝒞𓈒 stella ☀️ #✚𓈒 SWEET MISERY BY MY SIDE ✂️

[i43tv]

it's so fun when you're listening to an artist that most or all fronters love! I'm listening to doja cat and I'm imagining rapping her songs with glimmer and charm! <3

#her songs give an absolute confidence boost. #but the doja playlist i listen to isn't updated so it doesn't have paint the town red aagghh!! #𝒞𓈒 stella ☀️ #✚𓈒 THIS MODERN LIFE IS A BORE ☎️ #system community #did community

[i43tv]

summer break is approaching fast and i dont wanna stay at our parents' house augh,,..

I'll try to convince them to let us stay at our auntys' house for the summer. if they say no, (and, confession, i feel like they'll say no), idk what we're gonna do. :(

if that happens, we'll be fine. we always turn out fine.

but i really hope we could stay at our aunts' house. i miss baking with them.

#𝒞𓈒 stella ☀️ #✚𓈒 HEARTBREAK A 1000 TIMES 💾

[i43tv]

i love interchanging with i/me and we/us but we always fuss over when to specifically use them

#𝒞𓈒 stella ☀️ #✚𓈒 THIS MODERN LIFE IS A BORE ☎️ #did blog #traumagenic did #traumagenic system #system things #system stuff #actually did #system blog #did system

[i43tv]

uhhhmmm. we "fell asleep" (or i guess, blacked out,) this morning at school and woke up after lunch break. it turns out that we weren't actually asleep because we were still taking notes and moving around and walking. the notes were neat and okayish. no one thought we acted strange. i have no idea who the hell did that but thank you anyway.

if we had a dollar for every time this happened we'd be rich enough to afford consistent professional help. I'm not complaining though, i just wish it was less disorienting.

#𝒞𓈒 stella ☀️ #✚𓈒 THIS MODERN LIFE IS A BORE ☎️ #sysblr #system community #did community #system stuff #system things #system blog #did blog #system blogging #actually dissociative #actually did #actually plural #anti endo

[i43tv]

hi! I'm Stella, one of the hosts, and I'm gonna be writing some appreciation messages for some of our headmates here :) particularly the ones i have a closer bond with! this is a little sappy but i love these wonderful idiots! /teasing

i will put my messages below the cut.

embrace system positivity! embrace positive interactions between alters/headmates! embrace loving your headmates like family!

🎀 — shoutout to glimmer, our caretaker who “stays hungry, devours, puts in the work, puts in the hours, and takes what's ours. /joke reference.” (her words, not mine.) she's so strong and brave and she did so well today trying to help us cope with a breakdown. <3

🪴 — shoutout to charm, the silliest gatekeeper. they're a bit more laidback than your usual gatekeeper, but they always work efficiently and always know what to do. sometimes mess-ups happen with fauns work—trying to block memories/thoughts, move memories between alters, and switches, but we know faun tries fauns best everyday.

✒️ — shoutout to Lockley, our perpetually tired (/affectionate) and wise protector. other than being our protector, he helps with our academics and our headmates' personal projects. though she used to distance herself from us before, she's become like a brother to a lot of us. they're reliable and they're not afraid of confrontation.

🍒 — shoutout to Rory, our hyper, flaming ball of energy acting as our main host. che's so brave for waking up and trying to live everyday, maintaining cher positivity when che's able to, and allowing us to take over when things get too much (though sometimes che's a bit stubborn. /lighthearted). hyr willingness to cooperate and communicate with us has been so helpful for everyone. i adore hyr creative mind and hyr cheerfulness.

there's a few more shoutouts I'd love to give, but this post is getting long and we have to leave the house in a bit! so quick shoutouts instead toooo..... Layla, remiel, Juliette, and Sara! as well as the rest of our headmates. <3

#long post #✚𓈒 THIS MODERN LIFE IS A BORE ☎️ #𝒞𓈒 stella ☀️ #system blog #dissociative system #system things #did plural #system positivity #did positivity #sysblr #anti endo #actually dissociative #complex dissociative disorder #system communiy #did community #system stuff #system blogging #did blogging #did blog

[i43tv]

ive been using the word caretaker (in the context of system roles) wrong this whole time LMAO ??

#𝒞𓈒 stella ☀️ #✚𓈒 THIS MODERN LIFE IS A BORE ☎️

[i43tv]

OW OUR TEETH HURT. WHY DO SO MANY THINGS HURT

#𝒞𓈒 stella ☀️ #✚𓈒 HEARTBREAK A 1000 TIMES 💾

[i43tv]

hey how are you guys ^_^

hi hii!!! things aren't going spectacularly, but it's going. the weekend felt so long and so short at the same time, and we aren't so willing to go to school tomorrow.

and how are you doing?

#𝒞𓈒 stella ☀️ #✚𓈒 SWEET MISERY BY MY SIDE ✂️