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#โžค ๐–๐„๐„๐๐ˆ๐๐† ๐€๐๐†๐„๐‹ | ๐ก๐š๐ณ๐›๐ข๐ง ๐ก๐จ๐ญ๐ž๐ฅ ๐Ÿ๐š๐ง๐Ÿ๐ข๐œ๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง ๐›๐ฒ ๐จ๐ซ๐œ๐ก๐ข๐ / ๐ซ๐จ๐ฌ๐ž๐ฆ๐š๐ซ๐ฒ เงŽ
t0rturedangel ยท 3 months
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โ•ญ . . . ๐š†๐šŽ๐šŽ๐š™๐š’๐š—๐š ๐šŠ๐š—๐š๐šŽ๐š• เฉญ
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๐€๐‚๐“ ๐Ž๐๐„, ๐’๐‚๐„๐๐„ ๐Ž๐๐„ ; โ™ฐ เงŽ๏น•๐˜ธ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ ๐˜ธ๐˜ข๐˜ด ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ๐˜ด
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Okay, before I start- i know that hazbin hotel has a lot of good ass songs, and I want to make own little custom songs but I cant write songs for shit however I can write poetry (not well but I'm trying) so instead of writing songs for you, I'll write shitty poetry that does not rhyme. Also sorry if my depictions of love aren't good- i have literally never been in love before, and if the ending is rushed, I'm not used to writing so much in one setting
โžท ๏ผฐ๏ผฒ๏ผฅ๏ผถ๏ผฉ๏ผฏ๏ผต๏ผณ ๏ผณ๏ผฃ๏ผฅ๏ผฎ๏ผฅ | ๏ผฎ๏ผฅ๏ผธ๏ผด ๏ผณ๏ผฃ๏ผฅ๏ผฎ๏ผฅ
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There once was an Cherubim angel,
so gentle and kind,
perched upon a cloud
You sat on a cloud, smiling to yourself as you watched over all the different angels talk to each other about their duties- heaven was perfect, no- no not just perfect, heaven was a utopia. No angel can do any wrong, it is only virtue that existed upon these clouds and you were among these creatures of purity, you were one of god's creations just as all the other's were.
The clouds around you were soft, almost as if they were made of the soft silk your robes were made of, they were formed to bring comfort to any angel that came in contact with them and while all angels were already joyful, the clouds merely helped them stary from sinful thoughts.
She waited for another angel,
a Seraphim named Lucifer,
a friend, so close to her
You wondered though, were was lucifer? He was always about yet you didn't have any idea on where or how to find him. In all honesty, you found Lucifer to be amazing- his ideas, imagination, creativity bought stars to your eyes (figuratively, you had no iris or pupil- your eyes, more specifically your sclera, were a soft yellow colour with white swirls decorating them), to you his words were so brilliant, other angels couldn't even begin to speak or think the way he does.
He always came up with new ideas, new creations him, you and the other angels can create- can look after and love. You couldn't help but indulge in his chats with you- adding onto his ideas in anyway you can and while you personally thought your ideas weren't as amazing as his, to Lucifer your ideas were flawless- he always said that.
Lucifer was brilliant, he truly was- you could never understand why the other angels despised his thoughts so much.
Perhaps, the cherubim was in love,
perhaps she enjoyed Lucifer's company
much more beyond just meer friendship.
Okay, you needed to slow down- you were always thinking how great he was, maybe you didn't just like him as a friend... just maybe you liked him a bit more. Though, that way of thinking should stop soon- after all you have angelic duties to do! there is no way you can just abandon them just because you adored Lucifer....'s ideas.
You took a breath and got on your feet, spreading your wings (you had four wings, two on each side) so you could take off and start your work, however when you were jus about to begin to fly a figure rushed to you- wrapping their arms around your torso.
The seraphim appeared,
all smiles and glee
he held his friend closely
with tender, with care
Lucifer came out of no where, though his presence was welcomed warmly by you : who held him back just as tight. " Luci! " you grinned letting go of him, he had gotten there just in time- it was almost like he knew you were about to fly off, " [name]! Ha ha! how are you? " he asked holding both of your hands- a dorky smile engraved onto his face " Where have you been? I was worried " that was half-true, there was no evil (what even was evil? you didn't know, it doesn't exist not yet ) but there was a high chance that Sera was telling him off again.
" How sweet, but don't worry I'm alright cherub " he brought your hands closer to him- something that grin he held could only grow as the seconds passed by, seeming like he wanted to say something " Luci- I know that look in your eye, you've being creating again! Tell me everything ", your own smile began to grow as you squeezed his hand.
" You know me too well! Okay, so i was thinking of trying to make [ creature ], sounds cool right? well guess what else! " and with that he began to ramble about his ideas once more, with you chirping in some of your own ideas which made Lucifer sound even happier.
The two angels were at peace,
within the company of each other-
did they love each other?
would they dare say it?
You flew around with Lucifer, laughing together while yelling out some nonsense that seemed to only make sense to you and him- just you and him. Though your fun was quick to end when the two of you reached the tallest cloud in all of heaven and the two of you- both out of breath- fell onto it. " That was fun! " you chuckled, still trying to catch your breath " yeah! I loved that " was the reply, then silence fell upon the two of you. Though it wasnt awkward silence, it never was when it came to [name] and Lucifer- it was comforting and peaceful.
Though this silence was broken quickly by you. Over the last few weeks, months you were coming to understand your feelings towards the seraphim, and while you could easily deny them- to avoid them and focus of everything but that but you just couldn't, you sucked with feelings especially hiding them! and plus, how could you live if you didn't tell Luci how you felt " Luci... I " love you, those words were suddenly lodged in your throat and you couldn't let them be said- be heard why did that happen, you were sure you could say them- hell you said them before to people who you see as family!, "sorry what i meant was I- " loved you for so long now, I love you and I don't think I can ever stop loving you " loved that too- it was so fun! "
She couldn't say it,
she was too scared to tell her dear Lucifer
of her true feelings... though did he feel the same?
What was wrong with you? You couldnt say it, why? You loved Lucifer- there you admitted it in your mind but you just cant say it to him. You sighed and stared at your mirror- looking over your face, your long hair (angels all had long hair, it was one of the things that they always cared for and almost showed off)
Of course he did,
how could he not?
he loved her more than anything
she listen to his ideas, she added onto them
she never hated them, never judged.
but then, the high order formed the earth-
Adam and Lilith.
" [name? " Lucifer walked over to you, a smile on his face- though he always smiled, this smile seemed different in a way but you couldn't place your finger on it however that did not stop you from returning his smile " Luci! hey! " you grinned as he stopped just in front of you " [name]? do you know the two humans? " " Adam and Lilith? " " yes! Me and Lilith... are in love!"
...
he.. he loved the human Lilith? The one who ran from Adam (you heard of this from Sera, and while you acted disappointed you agreed with Lilith's decision of leaving Adam, you would have too), he found her and fell for her? .. how? she hasn't even existed for that long! How could you possibly fall that quick? it was impossible right?
It took you a few seconds to compose yourself so you can smile for Lucifer, though it didnt feel right " That's... brilliant Luci! I'm so happy you found love- how does it feel like? " and with that question you bared the suffering of listening to Lucifer, the one you loved, gush about Lilith, and you were almost envious of Lilith- almost hated her, you never met her and now dear god you probably don't ever want to. You had lost your Lucifer to her, though... you suppose he was never yours.
and with that,
those confessions of requited love
would forever be sealed away,
locked behind their grinning lips
though the perish of love was not their only problem.
Lucifer went too far,
he created evil through the second bride,
she bit the apple, she took the fall
and Lucifer and his love was to blame
though you would not let him be punished alone.
You too were part of this.
" No! " You screamed as you ran to the shaking Lucifer's side, almost trying to shield him from the anger of the higher order of angels. " Leave him be! He has done nothing wrong! " you defended him, still caring over your friend. Nevertheless, the angels did not listen to your words in the way you intended- they saw this as a further act of aggression from you as you also had a part to play in coursing dear Eve into biting the apple from the tree of knowledge of good or evil, you lead her to the tree, plucked the apple with Lucifer in tow and let her bite it. Now you and Lucifer were being punished, Lucifer getting the harsher side of it.
The angel was thrown to the depths,
to a world name named Hell,
where the only side of humans Lucifer was granted to see,
was the side he created.
You were also punished to fall,
tho to hell was too much they said
so you fell the half way
now for ever trapped in a dead land-
forever banished to be alone.
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๐˜ด๐˜ต๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜บ ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฎ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ โ † โธบ @reverse-soe @jellibean2018 @aliazy @sugarrush-blush @littledolly2345 @immahuman @marsilis
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โ•ญ . . . ๐š†๐šŽ๐šŽ๐š™๐š’๐š—๐š ๐šŠ๐š—๐š๐šŽ๐š• เฉญ
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๐‡๐€๐™๐๐ˆ๐ ๐‡๐Ž๐“๐„๐‹ ๐— ๐‘๐„๐€๐ƒ๐„๐‘ โ™ฐ เงŽ๏น•๐˜“๐˜ถ๐˜ค๐˜ช๐˜ง๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜ฏ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ๐˜ด๐˜ต๐˜ข๐˜ณ ๐˜น ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ฅ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ | ๐˜ˆ๐˜ญ๐˜ข๐˜ด๐˜ต๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ ๐˜น ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ฅ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ
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โ ๐๐‹๐Ž๐“ โ †cast from heaven, denied escapism to hell, reduced to a weeper. You, that was your fate, forced upon you why the seraphim- failing your angelic duties left you to rot in a world between the two divine realms, only until a mistake did you finally feel the sensation of belonging in the underworld and a need to see your old lover, though your guilt is overwhelming.
โžค ๐“๐€๐†๐’ โ †fluff , angst , original (?) Plot, forbidden lovers (-ish), past lovers , drama, this will link to another story, angels, demons, hell & heaven
โฟป ๐Ž๐“๐‡๐„๐‘ ๐’๐“๐”๐…๐… โ † some art
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๏น’โพโพ ๐€๐‚๐“๐’ โ †
โคน ๐šŠ๐šŒ๐š ๐š˜๐š—๐šŽ โ–ฌโ–ญ ๐˜ด๐˜ค๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ ; . . . โ™ฐ เญจเงŽ ๐˜ด๐˜ค๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ต๐˜ธ๐˜ฐ ; . . . โ™ฐ เญจเงŽ
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๐˜ด๐˜ต๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜บ ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฎ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ โ †(want to be reminded when I post a new chapter? Lmk!) โธบ @reverse-soe @jellibean2018 @aliazy @sugarrush-blush @littledolly2345 @immahuman @marsilis @c0sm1cstqrsx @redqueeen99 @persephosposts
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โ•ญ . . . ๐š†๐šŽ๐šŽ๐š™๐š’๐š—๐š ๐šŠ๐š—๐š๐šŽ๐š• เฉญ
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๐€๐‚๐“ ๐Ž๐๐„, ๐’๐‚๐„๐๐„ ๐“๐–๐Ž ; โ™ฐ เงŽ๏น•๐˜ฆ๐˜น๐˜ด๐˜ฑ๐˜ฆ๐˜ค๐˜ต๐˜ข ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜ง๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ฏ๐˜ถ๐˜ฎ
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TUMBLR DECIDED TO FUCK ME SO HARD BC IT CRASHED AND I LOST ALL OF MY ORIGNAL WORK. AUGHRRRRRRRR I'M GOING TO SCREAM SO HARD.
but here is scene two as promised my lovlies, I'm sorry that it's short
โžท ๏ผฐ๏ผฒ๏ผฅ๏ผถ๏ผฉ๏ผฏ๏ผต๏ผณ ๏ผณ๏ผฃ๏ผฅ๏ผฎ๏ผฅ | ๏ผฎ๏ผฅ๏ผธ๏ผด ๏ผณ๏ผฃ๏ผฅ๏ผฎ๏ผฅ
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With her fall,
the cherubim went mad,
with sorrow and hate
she now sat on jagged rocks
ย  ย  ย You glared at the sky, or whatever it was above you- the bottom side of heaven? whatever it was, this place was not the earth the angels created nor was it the hell your Lucifer was dammed to but there is one thing for sure- you fucking hated this shithole. There was no life here (no life that was thriving, all the nature that could have been here is now reduced to rotten carcasses of what they used to be), just barren land with not a single soul in sight- besides yours of course though your soul was practically torn to shreds.ย 
ย  ย  ย For endless days of your damned punishment you'd scream at the top of your lungs, begging heaven for it's forgiveness, to be let back in- making empty promises of never betraying them again. You'd sob into your hands when your voice finally gave up, your tears felt unusually acidic and whenever you did cry a weird feeling over came your senses, almost as if you had to get your hands on whatever moved- just as long as it didn't watch you. Eventually, when your crying sessions would end, you'd make an attempt to fly to heaven though their skies, those clouds you'd always rest on, the clouds you and Lucifer would fly through in utter glee were now so far to reach, no matter how fast and strong you flew. For hours, you'd manage to make your wings fly and then- they'd give up, your feathers simply gave up just as much as you did then once again you'd plunge down into the mossy yet rocky ground.
ย  ย  ย ห“ห“ HEAVEN! สพสพ you screamed out as you fellย ห“ห“ HEAVEN FORGIVE ME! I BEG YOU! สพสพ though as always your words were never heard, you were sure they could hear you- at least even some of them, perhaps St. Peter?... yeah you heard of him, you heard of his arrival- from who or where you cannot remember but you knew he was now by the gates of heaven allowing good moral souls to enter- GOD FUCKING DAMN IT YOU ARE MEANT TO BE WITH THEM! those shitbags dont care about anyone but them, they're selfish little fucks who only want to see the good- never the bad! Cant they open their fucking eyes to see that they aren't perfect?!ย 
ย  ย  ย Sharp rocks dug into your back as you landed on them for the umpteenth time for that day, or week, or month- you didn't know any more, time was a concept you lost the knowledge to a while go, as much as other things. Your old social behavior was sure to have faltered, gone wrong, your mind had probably twisted into something horrific. That Cherub that once thrived is now dead, in her wake a new angel- a weeper angel now takes her place.
Now with heaven's ignorance and silence
the weeper lost hope for salvation,
and then she turned to the ground beneath her feet
ย  ย  ย Out of sheer anger of the lack of reply from the heavenly skies, you kicked yet another rock out of your way- while flying from where it once stood the rock broke into several pieces. It's been so long. So long of you begging and pleading with heaven for one more chance and they have done nothing but ignore you, you'd tried so many times to reach out to them you flew for hours- screamed for days- wept so loud you were sure all three worlds could hear you crystal clear.ย ห“ห“ GOD DAMNIT สพสพ kicking more things you looked above youย ห“ห“ย CAELO TE DAMNO! TE ANGELOS PATHETICUS OMNES สพสพย ใ€”ย DAMN YOU HEAVEN! DAMN ALL YOU PATHETIC ANGELSย ใ€• if heaven will not answer your calls, then you'll turn to hell. While yes, you saw Heaven as a choice first it was mainly because you could not bare to see Lucifer again, after you failed to keep his place in heaven he would surely hate you, he's want you to suffer but seeing as even heaven will not take you- Hell was your only chance of escapism, but how would you get there? Would you be able to stomp onto the ground with such power that the ground would crack and open up?
ย  ย  ย Perhaps not, after all what if you end up on the earth's land- with humans, eugh, the thought of them makes your stomach twist, full of virtue or full of vice they were disgusting mortals- your presence would send them into insanity, they'd all go mad and kill one another and plus they were dirty, vile creatures- you felt that if you even saw one, they'd end up dead by your hands. Something was wrong with you, you never thought that way before. It was this isolation that was breaking your mind, you needed to get out and fast.
ย  ย  ย again, but how? There was no way you were willing to break the ground, and the only other way to even get there was through the extermination- yes this was another thing you were aware of, after all Angels needed to pass through your current home to get to hell, so maybe just maybe while they're flying through the portal you'd be able to sneak in too. There was only one problem, you dont know where the portal appears, it never appears in the same place and whenever it does appear you're too far away.
ย  ย  ย But, it was your only chance and you had to take it, or else you'd go truly mad, turn into a beast and kill anyone and anything you set your glossed over eyes on. Now the waiting game begins, though it wont take long at all- the last extermination was 350 days ago, you counted. Only 15 days left until you could be free from this torture.
ย  ย  ย Forget heaven, forget it all- now hell is your new destination.
ย  ย  ย ๏ผท๏ผก๏ผฉ๏ผด ๏ผฆ๏ผฏ๏ผฒ ๏ผญ๏ผฅ ๏ผจ๏ผฅ๏ผฌ๏ผฌ
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๐˜ด๐˜ต๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜บ ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฎ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ โ †(want to be reminded when I post a new chapter? Lmk!) โธบ @reverse-soe @jellibean2018 @aliazy @sugarrush-blush @littledolly2345 @immahuman @marsilis @c0sm1cstqrsx @redqueeen99 @persephosposts
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โ•ญ . . . ๐š†๐šŽ๐šŽ๐š™๐š’๐š—๐š ๐šŠ๐š—๐š๐šŽ๐š• เฉญ
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๐‡๐€๐™๐๐ˆ๐ ๐‡๐Ž๐“๐„๐‹ ๐— ๐‘๐„๐€๐ƒ๐„๐‘ โ™ฐ เงŽ๏น•๐˜ด๐˜ฐ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ต
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I TRIED TO DRAW SOMETHING SO YOU GUYS WOULD HAVE A BETTER UNDERSTANDING FOR HOW [NAME] LOOKS IN THIS FANFIC BUT THIS IS TOTAL PROOF THAT IM MEANT TO ONLY BE A WRITER NOT AN ARTIST ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ
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