#\\ the way i was thinking i wouldnt match

[wildstar25]

MiqoMarch Day 23 - Midnight

With their intended voyage into the void only a few days out, Arsay thought it the upmost importance that she steal her partner away to Kugane, that they might share one more fond memory together should things not turn out the way they plan in the thirteenth. It was as they crossed the very same bridge the miqo'te had once sat on together two years prior when Arsay gifted Y'shtola with a bracelet matching that of her own. A token of endearment which, Arsay confessed, she would have given to her fellow scion back then, had nerves not gotten the best of her. While their relationship has undoubtedly changed since the initial purchase of the jewellery, the sentiment remained the same. Y'shtola was someone who Arsay loved dearly and she will forever be grateful to have the seeker's life intertwined with her own. No matter where their free spirits took them, they would always hold each other in their hearts. A promise Y'shtola was more than willing to keep. She slipped the the string of beads around her wrist without a second thought. They were never to come off, not even when the two decided to delay their return to Radz-at-Han in favour of a private bath at the dead of night.

#miqomarch #miqomarch 2024 #ffxiv #y'shtola rhul #y'shtola x wol #wolshtola #Arsay Nun #WOL posting #arsay nun lore #arshtola #thanks to nhaneh for the body mod #i had to do some insane fov to get the moon and them in the same shot so sorry for the distortion #forcing arshtola lore into this prompt since idk when Ill ever get around to gposing the actual scene #this is between 6.1 and 6.2! #endwalker patch spoilers #i had the idea that arsay bought the Dai-ryumyaku bracelets from a vendor between 4.3 n 4.4 when shtola is off to the doman enclave #and arsay is like hey wait you should let me show you around kugane on the way over! #a fun friend date that ends with shtola finally accepting she has a crush on arsay and its terminal #and arsay having a single moment where she starts reflecting on feelings & thinks maybe she missed hanging out w/shtola more than she shoul #only to quickly butt that idea out of her head and continue being super normal #arsay notices these matching bracelets with red and purple string and shes like oh they are so cute and they look like #they belong in a pair it would be so sad if they were ever split up unexpectedly #i know ill buy them and give one to shtola wouldnt that be fun! #so she does that and then cant bring herself to give yshtola the damn thing because she starts second guessing herself #so arsay stashes the bracelets away and she started wearing hers later under her glove #fast forward to two years later and arsay finds the other one in one of her bags #and now shes dating yshtola and they are about to go somewhere super dangerous #what better time to tell your gf how much they have always meant to you #and what better way to do it than with a gift and some words spoken from the heart? #it was a little unconventional since arsay didnt really have marriage on the mind but it was a proposal in a sense

[liquidstar]

honestly does anyone else think that the what:if routes are perhaps telling us that some sort of collision between subaru and reinhard is just inevitable in nearly every route

#re:zero #my game theory. i mean. light novel theory... is that somewhere somehow down the line subaru will have to face reinhard #and when that happens he will be his worst obstacle yet like in most alt routes #made worse by their relationship at this point #but also maybe perhaps UNLIKE in all the alt routes something will be different #and i dont mean that in a good way. im thinking maybe subaru could finally figure out The Trick to beating the strongest man alive #somehow. #and it might involve garfiel based on some stuff thats been foreshadowed who knows #what exactly would beating entail though? he cant die bc of the divine protection of the phoenix #but that being said if he somehow had all his divine protections taken away i mean... hed actually be relatively weak imo #his body would still probably remember how to move like a sword saint (like therisia's did in arc 5) #but like that can also be a bad thing like #would his body perhaps also forget that he has to ACTUALLY DODGE PROJECTILES bc they wont just magically miss him anymore? #will he try to walk on water only to sink like an idiot? #will he not check the label on the sugar only to find out its salt? #either way he wouldnt be the strongest man alive anymore hed just be a skilled swordsmen. julius could probably match him at that point #which im sure would be surreal to juli after years of admiration+envy+being gay about it

[moeblob]

Karen has four older brothers and this is Ross! He's the second oldest and he looks rather polite and smiles a lot and when he's at work he can behave most of the time... but he really has such a foul mouth it puts Right to shame.

And Karen when she was a kid couldn't pronounce S's and they sounded like Z's. So when her brothers would be leaving for school she would say "enjoy zool" and just. Could NEVER say Ross's name correctly so he told her to just call him Oz. And it stuck but only with Karen. She's the only one to use it and no one else is allowed.

#my characters #also fun fact she has decided to legally rename him for when shes mad at him #so instead of yelling his full proper name #she will yell OSWALD THOMAS WILSON which is the fake first name but actual middle/last #and its just thats a guy that she wouldnt want to admit to knowing if she saw him in public #hes actually p short so yeah hes a short king #the oldest bro and the second youngest are both taller #the middle middle is basically the same height as him so karen really is just the wittle bab #and all her brothers are super protective of her bc thats their baby sister #she does however have a strong sense of I GOTTA PROTECT THE MIDDLE GUY #so she is kinda used to standing up for older guys just bc of he #but it comes into being a problem when she meets rick and is like fuck it he may be older but #he is too kinda for this world and also theres no way i can love him hes basically a baby brother #and she will pick on him but also would absolutely throw hands for him #and and i know the tags are long as is but eventually karen and rick move past the whole youre like a brother vibe #and they become very good friends - still zero romance involved - but she starts to treat him less like a family member #and it makes him feel less awkward and in turn he feels more open to joke sometimes #cause for a long while rick is just this is really awkward and i wish we would stop matching on dating apps but she wont leave me alone #so its rude to turn her down when she offers a friendly drink to check up on me #but its actually karen being protective older sister mode despite being the youngest of five #this is the most i have managed to draw in like two weeks i think #now im super tired bye

[z0nic]

why didnt sonic do more stupid comic book speedster bullshit we were ROBBED. like yeah the gag stuff he pulls off crazy stuff like regular faster than light speed travel (dodging natural lightning and running in between raindrops like its nothing, moving fast enough to mismatch his own shadow, and moving faster than the speed gravity can act, a force that is theorized to be lightspeed) but then later, more serious stories hes nerfed soooo bad. like it takes him HALF AN HOUR to get to the top of mt mobius? very likely he can't even do the dumb shit running around the earth thing because he had to be angry and pushed to his limits to just run to the atlantic and back pdq (pretty darn quick). the CLOSEST thing i can think of that he does without external aids such as super emeralds, chaos emeralds, power rings, or super sonic is when he gets through the knothole time barrier by vibrating his molecules or whatever. why didnt we get more of that

#sonic #reasonably i know why its bc hed be broken as hell. but i think it wouldnt be too hard to work around #or lie about. i wouldnt mind him being weirdly slower and inconsistent in some issues if it lets the story happen #maybe he was tired. idfc if its fun #it would also differentiate him from the many other characters who can keep up with or match his own speed #ie using said speed (which he still has the definite edge in) in creative an unique ways only he can #although im aware im beating a dead horse bc no way in hell idw will do this

[istherewifiinhell]

i dont have anything to say for myself its just my niche okay. warning for both the volume AND. unique. auditory experience of g1 lmao.

[VD: G1 transfromers clip, of a Megatron and Starscream altercation

Outside, dark, lightening strikes. Soundwave turns off some audible signal, and it begins raining. Megatron: here are your orders Thundercracker, I- Starscream: What is your excuse Megatron! You let the enemy GET AWAY! You- [Megatron knocks him to the ground] Ouf Megatron walks over and pick him up by the throat, Starscream coughs, and is grabbing at his hand: Cross me again Starscream and I'll reduce you to titanium fragments. Starscream struggling Megatron tightens his grip, scrabbling at Megatron's hand: But we had the Autobots disoriented. We could have eliminated them. Cut wide, their standing close, Starscream still being choked. Megatron: We'll do that at our leisure. When are more important work is done! [He throws Starscream to the ground] Low angle, up at Megatron, lightening strikes behind him. He points down, hand large in frame: You have had the only warring I intend to give. [He gestures to himself and then points back down] Starscream scowls. Decepticon badge bummer.

well thats a lie but we can forgive him cause i assume this moment cursed his dick...

anyway i have more formats of this scene below cause i got excited :D

[Gif of when Megatron is choking Starscream, from above. Specifically the moment where he pushes Starscream back and tightens his grip. Starscream's head tips back and he makes some interesting faces, hands struggling. END]

ID: Four frames of the choking, the different faces Starscream makes. 1. Snarling mouth shape. 2. Distress/pout? 3. Mouth wide open, head tipped back. 4. Eyes bulging as hes really getting choked. END

yay yippee yay <3

[ID: The two instances of Megatron pointing downward, slightly different body positions and hand gesture. 1. Squared shoulders, hands less downwards. 2. Shoulders angled, hand larger/more central. END]

to add to the great library of megatron (or galv) interacting directly with the viewer

#some shit #its not called cisformers #fuck thats some great folly as his tightens his grip. great stuff #wheres that fucking fan art where megatrons talking about loving when starscream changes expressions really fast. #NEVER has that been more true. cursed his dick. cursed MY dick. fgsdjfgd. BWAH #LOOK. how many more pixels there are on the hasbro utube uploads than the tubi version <- where i watched all of g1. TWICE #okay now and ofc if youll allow. hows the process go for locating a starscream being choked moment from a screenshot #1. check if its im stupid im stupid (its not) 2. what else can the shot tell us. its dark and raining! okay thats not happening to often #in g1. i mean THINK of the extra work it takes u know? 3. what eps have bad weather. 4. this arc has freak weather AND a screamer overthrow #4. start from the beginning of the arc skiping thru looking for the weather to match. 5. part two 4mins 40. baby. HEY PRESTO #didnt even have to check the wiki (wouldnt have discredited my self if i had. just a different way to access knowledge isnt it) BUT LOL <33 #the humans are SO well drawn this arc. crazy stuff. great stuff. love it

[muirneach]

its been such a beautiful day in silas sports world im nearly to tears about this leafs game

#with the exception of ons losing her match but i think im willing to sacrifice her for a leafs win sorryyyyy #only because of the way hockey is structured vs the way tennis is structured (ie overall madrid isnt THAT important) #okay i wouldnt say carlos or janniks games were. enjoyable. but they still won so #anyways. sobs. leafs i love you so much #it was just so good

[kraviolis]

i can tell when the author of a fanfic im reading had a peaceful childhood

#krav talks #not to pull the 'i have actual ptsd from a traumatic childhood' card but im gonna be real #i dont think some of y'all understand exactly what hunter's childhood was like #belos also most likely was not the verbally abusive type of parent. he was physically and emotionally abusive FOR SURE. ABSOLUTELY #but theres no shot he'd just yell at hunter. he doesn't get angry like that #case in point: What Happened To Caleb #hunter isnt gonna start crying from someone yelling at him out of anger. he'll get triggered MAYBE #hunter gets fighty if he gets triggered by ANY older authority figure. kikimora and lilith werent exactly kind to him either #the only way hunter cries is when his friends are around bcus he feels so safe with them #you know who would cry over being yelled at like that??? amity. #sure later in her life she probably got into screaming matches with odalia #but if u think even she wouldnt burst into tears if she got yelled at by any older female authority figure in her life #then u r wrong. sorry #hunter was not allowed to be vulnerable. it was too dangerous to be. he also had NO ONE while under belos's thumb. #amity had her siblings. they probably gave her safe spaces to cry it out after getting verbally abused by their mom #if lilith lost her patience and raised her voice at amity (not in a mean way bcus lilith would literally Never but no one is perfect) #amity would start crying for sure. and then lilith would feel like the worst person in the world. scum of the earth. #and god forbid hunter sees this exchange. he'd rip lilith a new one even if she'd already apologized #he wouldnt stop chewing her out for even daring to speak to The Amity Blight so disrespectfully unless amity physically pulled him away. #and then he'd threaten lilith and flash step amity away and immediately call luz #now if a MAN tried to yell at amity she would be three seconds away from throwing hands #but she wouldnt even need to worry about getting her hands dirty bcus hunter would already be shoving the man to the fucking ground #and threatening to end his entire life if he even stepped foot into hunter's field of view ever again #this is why its hard for me to imagine hunter living with darius post-belos... darius wasnt kind to him at first either. #and i think hunter living with someone who had actually had a role in his traumatic childhood would make him. regress #he'd fall back into old behaviors without even noticing. im not entirely sure darius would notice either #i love darius and i love darius & hunters bond so much #but it makes so much more sense and would be so much better for hunter to live with the nocedas for a while #not permanently. camila did great with paying for 6 kids under her roof but she was one emergency away from financial devastation #and i dont think hunter would want to live in the human realm permanently either

[oceanwithouthermoon]

im ngl i just think kub0ka1 is so overrated 🧍🏻‍♀️ theyre the most popular ship in this fandom but i personally dont think they work as a monogamous relationship.. neither of them are getting what they actually need from a relationship with just each other imo, so even if they did date it wouldnt last

sure, kaido gets someone who can protect him.. but anyone in the saiki k group could do that. hes like.. the ONLY person that cant protect himself☠️

i just feel like if youre gonna pair off kuboyasu with someone, it needs to be someone who can like.. handle him ?? if you know what im saying ?

teruhashi, yumehara, saiki, saiko, hairo, (maybe mera ? maybe aiura ?) they all work !! even if you dont directly see their chemistry in the show or manga, they work and have good dynamics that you could easily bring out with just a little bit of character exploration

and kaido needs someone who can help him grow up and be with him throughout his healing, which kuboyasu CAN do, but we see him more as like the guy who can indulge in their childish behavior together and doesnt really truly UNDERSTAND him, which is great too but great for like.. best friends..

he could be paired off with yumehara or saiki and theyre like the only people he could work with

they work really well in poly ships.. i just cant see them working by themselves

plus, how would they even get together? they would hate each others views of romance.. theyre like opposites, theyre both a little immature about it but kaido cant even say the words "hold hands" and has zero interest in it while kuboyasu is obsessed with love and just wants to commit to someone to spend his life with

i just feel like people saw two queer coded best friends who are a little silly and bromantic and were immediately like "theyre dating" but it makes such a boring and not thought out ship.. i have never once read a kub0ka1 fic that was in character (and the ones that are just make them seem like besties to me) and thats enough to tell me what i need to know☠️

#i get that its like a bromance thing but it just wouldnt happen #whoever they do end up dating would def like think theyre together before THEY get together though #maybe im just biased cuz im so tired of seeing everyone draw and write kaido as a shy wittle twink and kuboyasu as his big strong bear bf #please leave them alone im begging #also theyre both comphet in ways that i dont think would match up together if yk what im saying ? #like they couldnt help each other get over that because they see life so differently #censored ship name so people dont find this when they're specifically looking for ship content #saiki k #tdlosk #the disastrous life of saiki k. #meows post #i shouldnt post anti-ship content its kinda weird sorry #i just havent been able to stop thinking about this #cuz i see so many people being like 'if you dont ship them you didnt pay attention enough' #and i know its not that serious but i like analyzing characters and im very autistic so i just have to put this out there

[avengerphobic]

Sorry to bring up n*h v*try again but Amadeus dating a man who’s too old for him and Hercules going into dad mode and being over protective… imagine the ensuing argument. “Oh [doctor doom]’s too old for me? Huh well we’re closer in age than you and your cockroach boytoy”

(Sorry for saying dd I couldn’t think of a good older guy for him to dsts)

Hercs like its cuz he's a villain and amadeus is like FUCK YOU HES A ANTI VILLAIN AT MOST

#hercules #amadeus cho #answered #anon #victor von doom #hm maybe cuz im in a akihiro mood at the moment i think he would be a good ish match for amadeus like they wouldnt work out #but theyre both bitches and I think amadeus would like to piss off logan #hm i think loki could work too like i dont love it and also i think loki mentioned dating herc one time but you know how it is #okay and now perhaps the most messed up option not because hes like way way older but bobby drake because hes hercs friend so #he shouldnt be dating hercs son so it would cause him so much distress until they break up #alternately johnny blaze ig but ew

[fauvester]

WORLDS LONGEST YEA BOYY!

#meds cool #in the same way that I didnt think my paper would be accepted but i had a Dream #i didnt think i wouldnt match but i had a Nightmare

[kojakaj]

being an older sibling is like fine and fun. until its like. “oh my intense desire to protect and defend you is because i traumatized you throughout our entire childhood on accident. and somehow you still managed to live a better life than me in every aspect. and the only way i will ever be able to make up for how much i scared you is to constantly be in your service from far enough away that you never know.”

#i didnt traumatize her on purpose i was just mentally ill as a kid #idk #theres only so many times u can scream that u want to kill yourself before ur little sister hears #and when u share a room shes gonna find the blades u hid sometimes #i hope she never knows the things ive done for her #do u think she knows that i would step into the arguments with my father and yell the loudest so that he wouldnt yell st her #do u think she noticed that i would always fight back for her so that it would come my way instead of hers #idk. its mostly over now #my dad doesn’t scream as much #which is good but i sometimes wish he would #idk why #i mean it was never that bad anyway #but like. you’re allowed to externalize all of that rage when somekne else starts it #thats why he likes to piss us off #cuz the rage is gonna be there no matter what. its nice to let it out and have matched too #i dont want to be like my father but theres something comforting in the fact that at least he has the same thing in him #less comforting that i know it will never go away #idk its more fun to hurt someone else and be hurt by them then to just hurt urself #ANYWAY #lol. i got off topic but whatever. #this should go on the mentally ill side blog but whatever #milo ignore this post <3 unless ur texting me abt it #but like those r ur options u gotta acknowledge it to my face or completely ignkre it

[gojowh0rcs]

me reading hcs with a reader that thinks theyre being funny and sassy but are really just being mean and stinky to gojo:

#dont get me wrong i think he'd do the best w a s/o who spoke their mind and stood up for themselves #most importantly against him too cuz he knows he has a bad personality so he's bound to not get certain things unless they told him flat #and directly** #he'd like someone with a sense of inner strength in them like nah they dont gotta match up w him in physical strength #(no one can anyway :p) #but someone that provides a sort of stability would be nice in his otherwise v hectic and spontaneous life #he might call them boring from time to time cuz hes a jackass but in the end and in the long term he'd come to appreciate the normalcy they #provide*** this man got trauma out the wazoo #life is all over the place for him but still he serves as an anchor for the jujutsu world #ppl turn to him for help when they dunno what else to do #hes often a source of stability for other sorcerers. a lot of responsibility piles on his shoulders #so having a little piece of that for himself would be smth he'd eventually come to look forward to. it wouldnt be smth that'd cross his #mind at first*** but hes like a cat u gotta psspspspspspsp ur way into this man heart #but once ur in ur locked in anyway so its def worth it #BUT. idk sometimes i read stuff and im like hmmm this is mean :((( DSJKDSJK #be nice to this baby :(((( not that nice ofc u can knock him around when hes bein an asshole too #but in relationships idk i think he'd do well with someone who had some patience for him too #not let him get away with things like they def hold him accountable but they also have acceptance for him #he'd relax w someone like that i think

[nomaishuttle]

uninstalled all the dating apps which ws like 8nof them . in the morning ill tell the guys i was talking to that i overestimared how ready i was and hopefully theyll understand andnjust drop it

#i dont feel stable enough for like . any relationship platonic or romantic andnit fucking..rly sucks bc i want to have friends but like #with what happened with daj the other day im like. i dont think i can be like . idk. ik daj said it was ok and she understood but im so #upset that i lashed iut abt that and i keep trying to get into therapy but i fucking..cant find one. at all #im trying to be more reasonable witj mymoney and i know like. i need therapy bc i Need to work this out and i am not able to work it out #with myself. i need to see a professional abt this . so ik it wouldnt be frivolous to spend money on a therapist if i cant find one in #network. bc the in network thrapists dont accept/dont specialize in working with patients with bpd which i like. thats..my issue. im almost #posiitive. ive done a lot of research and it matches up with like . all of my experiences #ik everybody feels unstable after a breakup buti genuinely like. i dont feel whole. and im looking back on how i treated myself and thiught #abt the relationship and its like. i stopped talking to all my friends i stopped talking to my family i literally dropped out of school i #moved across the country i dropped any interest that we didnt share i literally like. i gave up fucking everything and thats not. healthy. #and he never aksed me for that and its not fair of me to resent him for me doing that bc he nevrr asked me to #but i feel like. everytime i think abt him it feels like im being torn in half like . i put him on so incredibly high of a pedestal i #literally thought of him as perfect that was..recurring. and when i was upset with him i took it out on myself horrifically and thats not #normal . and jow thinking abt him literally physucally hurts bc theres still that part of me that thinks hes perfect and that im a mistake #and a failure and i didnt Be connor right. and then theres a part of me that . doesnt think of him that way #and its just like. aughhf. even outside that relationship im looking back on past friendships and how like..obsessive i get with them #and then when they 'betray' me i just. immediately turn on them and like. thats not normal.. #and my sense of identity is um. Well you guys have seen. you know. #ive looked into it a lot and i rly think i have it and im not like. 100% positive but i feel like even if i dont itd be good to work with a #therapist who Has experience with that. since the experience is so similar. yk. idk #i just feel insane and i feel like bod would make like. so much of my life and the way i act and the way i react to things like..it makes #sense when i look at it as if i have bpd. and if i dont it literally seems completely irrational and erratic like. IDK. so basically i need #a therapist who can work with that but none of the ones in network specialize in that and then i was researching and found out a lot of #therapists specifically Dont work with bpd patients and like. judge their peers who do for woriing with bod #which is 1. Actually disgusting 2. Straight up stupid 3. Terrifying. so i only want to work with a therapist whi explicitely says I #specialize and work with patients with bpd 👍 but i literally could only find 1 and theyre out of network and its 15p for visit and id #prefer to do weekly visits if possible but thats . 300 per paycheck for therapy . biweekly itd be better but thats still 150. and i have to #save up for the trip home and then the new apartment immediately after #and i have to get credit card . #and in an ideal world id hold off on the therapist until i get my new apartment so that i can fully focus on coping with myself and learnin

[superkitten-poison]

on the topic of cwilbur not respecting cquackity i'd like to offer this clip from nikis birthday party that makes me chew my arm off. @viceduo

[Transcript:

Wilbur singing to Quackity: I can't fucking stand you. But you're still really hot-

Karl: True!

Wilbur: (unintelligible) me with all your indecisive little bullshit actions.

Quackity (annoyed): Okay-

Wilbur: You are the perfect one for me... if you promised you'd never speak and you'd just stand there in my room looking pretty.

Karl: ... Wow.

End of transcript.]

#too tired to properly Do Analysis but #to me cwil does have conflicting thoughts on cq's merits. he does put a lot of effort into beating him in the elections and that implies #that he does understand q has a real chance at beating him and therefore Is (somewhat) Capable #(if he didnt he wouldnt be so angry bc he rlly wouldnt care... the way he didnt with fundy and niki) #but part of that anger was bc he considered q lesser than and himself much more qualified #and tho i rlly dont think hes being fully honest when he says hed rather q just. well. sit there and have a fat ass. so to speak #he externalyzes that anger by acting like he thinks q is an idiot #and schlatts bitch and everything bad people say about him #god im tired this makes half sense i agree with thes i just have More Thoughts #cwil is enthralled with las nevadas and thinks its incredible but also thinks its fake and empty #he sees q as the only one who can match him in intelligence but is also obssessed with proving himself smarter bc well. he thinks he is #its contradictions on contradictions on contradictions and if thats not cwilbur what is #dream smp #<mostly for the ppl filtering it #blah blah..in the moment of this clip wil thinks everyone who doesnt wanna blow up lmanberg is an idiot or against him #blah q talks him down more than oncd #blah blah blah threatened by him downplaying his brains objectfying him bc he knows it gets to him pushing ppl away etc etc

[toestalucia]

survived ch174👍

#stardust speaking ! #gbf spoilers// #if u told me five yrs ago that theyd be doing things like this in msq i wouldnt have believed u. both 174 and 177 #last update they write mika & tau'luk matching lines this update its captain & loki #(arguably again cuz both of them has had lines about going agaisnt fate. #'u only think this way cuz theyre some of ur fav charas' yes #ppl who r simply brought along the whims of the world rather than actually being on a journey............................. #i didnt write down the lines in particular while reading cuz i was uh. too focused on the hell that was happening #but. ill grab the lines l8r #to make sure i didnt dream it up

[orcelito]

Playing thru my plans for itnl chapter 12 like "Man this is so good ! .... what do you Mean I have to write it?"

Sometimes (like all the time) I wish I could just lift the scenes straight from my head and plop them down on the page. Unfortunately it doesn't work like that.

#speculation nation #itnl shit #there's always a certain amount of malleability to it while it's still in my head anyways #certain bits changing every time i think through it. or certain bits that remain glossed over and undefined #& those bits are often the scene changers when it comes time to actually lay it all out #hammering down details. giving it definite shape. the end result rarely matches the scenes in my head exactly. #the core elements will be there (hopefully) but some details will be left out while new ones get put in #depending on whatever feels the most natural for what im writing #so ultimately it's better to do it myself. it wouldnt be the same otherwise. but i still wish writing was easier 😅 #Oh Well. such is the way of the craft.