#[ has made its marks on him ]

[puppyeared]

RETURN TO MONKE (PUBERTY EDITION)

MK’s monkey form doesn’t feel right to me so i wanted to break up his transformation into stages. Maybe as he learns to accept that side of himself it becomes part of him, instead of changing between human and monkey randomly (which is probably painful). Love yourself, NOW!!!

@zymstarz im tagging you for FULL MONKE

#ALSO BECAUSE. THAT BOY NEEDS A NOSE #i like the idea of MK constantly flashing between his monkey and human forms as some sort of internal conflict or identity crisis #and he can’t hold his monkey form for very long soo. I’m going to put way too much thought into it and say its some sort of repression #also I made the hair on the sides of his face more attached or growing on the cheeks so it kind of frames it #maybe it’s because his design is so top heavy on his head and that’s why the sideburns feel wrong to me #like it’s fine with Swk and macaque because their hair is more like a tuft. but MKs hair is longer it just feels less balanced shape wise #I also don’t see his tail being very strong right off the bat because it’s. a new limb so the muscle has to be underdeveloped imo #I’m still a firm believer in the face mark XP system though. that is his Minecraft experience bar fight me #ALSO ALSO going back to him flashing between human and monkey. I just like this idea because to complement that idea of identity crisis #like think about it. if he comes to accept this new part of himself he doesn’t have to decide between one or the other I guess? like he #gets used to exploring this part of his identity. also it’s like Pokémon evolution lol #my art #myart #doodles #lego monkie kid #lmk #monkie kid #lmk season 4 spoilers #lmk s4 spoilers #lmk season 4 #lmk s4 #lmk MK #lmk xiaotian #lego monkie kid fanart #lmk fanart

[koszmarnybudyn]

They are creatures.

#dndads #dungeons and daddies #my art #normal oak #link li wilson #taylor swift dndads #scary marlowe #im not doing the swiftli week cause i dont have time (literally procrastinating school stuff as im making this) but the angel/demon #thing gave me ideas and as such this was made #there is symbolism and thought here but also just shapes #so taylor has those little antena like his hat and hes a demon because of course and he has that thingy thats also his hat (and it has a #faint blue overlay because jodie/love as an anchor) and i borrowed the snmile from the nbdemon because its been on my mind and apart from #that hes just chuby and cute and fluffy #link is looongg and he has the most basic as to how i draw angels design i made his legs extra long cause soccer and i gave him orange #(Garfield+signature color) #and red (blood that is on his hands/his isssues/him not being as pure as he was once) and he has extra wings cause hes fast #i think he ended up looking kinda like those birds with the eyeliner (also his hands and feet being darkened #also allude to his “dirtied hands”) #theres normal whose a star because that's what i associate with him (more starfish looking because i wanted to give him dots to symbolise #acne and cause hes not goood at being an angel hes not an actual star his coloring make a teenie the teen T and the markings make him look #like hes wearing a tshirt he has little fire works that are suppose to be like cheerleader pompoms #scary is the most shapy one shes sharp and “edgy” i thing she ended up just slightly harpy like which i enjoy her not being fully colored is #because shes a shadow of her former self shes the least symetrical as well with the one wing and one eye #sooo yeah im a sucker for religious imagiery and symbolism #anyway i need to get to my actual work byeee

[skitskatdacat63]

2010 Australian Grand Prix - Jenson Button(ft. Robert Kubica & Felipe Massa)

#this was genuinely a race of attrition in the back. 10/24 cars dnfed and i think all but 2 were technical problems #this was a really exciting race tbh i really had no clue what the podium would be #its weird cause i knew seb mark and nando didnt win it but i was so confused how they were gonna lose it? and then it was like OH JENSE OFC #jense was incredible in this race ah what a comeback #everyone thought he made a huge mistake switching to slicks so early on and then it turned out he was the strat goat #and it makes it better cause it wasnt even a call from the team! it was literally his call!! #as we all know hes a god in the wet and it was so admirable and brave of him to make such a bold call for himself and have it work out #the way he has such dominance and performance in wet races(ex canada 2011) is forever so impressive and cool to me #also!!! this race really proves to me why rly i like 2010. really close racing BUT ALSO: #its so sick that both nando and jense won their first/second race with their new team against their teammates who have been there longer #like to have both of them win with the same prestige is so satisying and emotional for me #and god i got flashbacks to aus 2009 seeing him standing on the car. its cool he won melbourne back to back #but also. this post race honestly sucked. bad tv direction bad lighting(not in their control tbf) i felt like they showed nothing well ah : #tho my fav gif is where felipe is standing on his tippy toes and jense bends down sjakjf #jenson button #robert kubica #felipe massa #f1 #formula 1 #2010 australian gp #we do a little bit of f1

[hofftrans]

very real very canon information about Peter strahm that was revealed to me through psychic visions->

Peter loves collecting vinyl, especially divorced dad rock bands and is an absolute asshole about people's music tastes. Like the kind of guy who only asks you who you listen to so he can immediately insult the band. Unironally asks the "name five of their albums" question to fans. Gets extremely snarky about the digital v vinyl debate.

Mark creates a new hobby where he'll wait for a lull in conversation before saying he thinks one direction has had a bigger cultural impact than pink Floyd so he can watch Peter try and drive the car directly into a tree

#hes insufferable he's twice divorced he's my babygirl #peter strahm #at this point ive just completely made up like 90% of strahms backstory bc saw couldnt be fucked to and i believe my assumptions about #him like gospel #like for example his fav movie is Heat. Hes a cat person. His dad was in the navy. He cannot cook to save his life. He's trans and has endo #he likes to read old pulp fiction scifi novels. he says his favourite band is pink floyd but its joy division. he loves mark deeply #mark hoffman #doing a backflip off the top of cringe tower and landing in whatever the fuck this is #hoffstrahm #mark asks peter if fleetwood mac is a rapper and peter threatens to call the FBI

[sonknuxadow]

ignore razor and blade in the background this isnt about them . anyway . Looks around all scared. thoughts on him ^

#if anyone is actually wondering why they are there though they were just serving as references for what a sonic style shark might look like #and i was too lazy to get rid of them #ive been wanting to make a shark sonic oc for forever . well i finally made an attempt at it #just in the 'messing around and throwing shit on the canvas to see what works'' stage rn though . dont know how much he will change #i feel like he looks a bit plain. needs more markings or accessories or something #but im also trying to stay somewhat close to what actual shark sonic characters/underwater mobians in general look like #but then again the only sharks we see are a pair of siblings who only show up in archie sonic #so they might not be the best examples. idk. #i mean im already breaking the rules by giving him shoes #but he has shoes because im thinking he might spend a lot of time on land . where its not as comfortable/safe to go barefoot #whatever man idk #my art #oh and also ive been calling him riptide the shark in my mind as a placeholder name idk if itll stick or not

[ivy-creeping-ivy]

#MY BOY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HE'S NAKED!!!!!!!!!!!! #eye contact #ref #their flank marking (his cutiemark..) wasn't supposed to be a heart initially. but i think it's sweet. #i made him fatter and i gave him a bee tail to differentiate him from his brother. hopefully that works #going to post his clothed ref in a minute #Oleander 194934 #<- changign the character tags again aha. its name/id now #pce #pixel cats end #has id

[willosword]

up to issue 36 now. more show/comic differences i've noted:

mark is WAYYYY less self-aware/sensitive/insecure in the comics at this point. "i dont wanna talk about it" is practically his catchphrase. he's also way less conflicted about what he feels towards nolan. he's a little freaked out by the prospect of killing but he doesn't seem to be scared of turning out evil or anything. comic!mark maintains this sort of dangerous naivete/arrogance that show!mark had already begun to transform into self-loathing/exhaustion by s2. very fascinating

#actually i would say show!mark is still pretty arrogant and naive. its just a very very different Flavor #in a move that surprises absolutely no one i prefer show!mark #what can i say i like that they made him niceys and horribly insecure #show!mark has permanent stresslines under his eyes he simply cannot be beat #invincible #invincible comic spoilers #willow whispers

[sparky-is-spiders]

If I may be weird and petty for a moment, I don't get AUs where Martin is the Archivist when Melanie and Sasha are right there?? I mean I get why: roleswaps are popular AUs and martin is a popular character. And maybe its just my specific headcanons re: archivist requirements but I feel like the other two would be so much better?

Yes, Martin reads statements and yes, he gets marked, but I really don't think those are the Only Requirements to do the big ritual? Cause at that point Elias could've chosen any web-marked dude off the street, especially if they have the mark of another entity as well already.

Melanie and Sasha shared several important traits with Jon, most notably a burning curiosity, a willingness to put themselves in trouble for information, and (in Melanie's case (and Sasha's too, arguably) an ability to antagonize extremely dangerous fear avatars. Sasha's whole statement is her putting herself in a dangerous situation without telling anyone or acquiring any help (remind you of any main characters?) and running face first into supernatural dangers (sometimes to protect her friends, sometimes out of curiosity). Useful for collecting marks, but also useful for collecting information and developing her own powers as the Archivist. Considering her seemingly unrepentant willingness to look through her friends' and coworkers' personal files via accessing their accounts, I'd argue that her curiosity and boundary crossing could easily get stronger when investigating supernatural entities. Obviously, this never happened because of how early on she died, but I think you could make a strong case for Sasha's strong curiosity making some avatars incredibly mad. Not to mention how incredibly Beholding it is of her. None of this is criticism btw, I think Sasha should have access to whatever personal info she wants and I love it when characters are so obviously Eye-aligned. I know "Sasha wasn't promoted because she'd solve all the problems and find a way to kill Jonah" is also a popular headcanon but please think for a MOMENT about her appearances in podcast. There weren't many, but there's a very obvious through-line in almost all of them. She's curious, she takes risks in the face of the supernatural, she wants to Know. It's literally what caused the circumstances of her statement. Those traits are arguably the ones that got her KILLED. I'm sorry this went off on a tangent. I just love Sasha very much and I'm constantly filled with Thoughts of Sasha.

Melanie also has curiosity about the supernatural AND a much more obviously antagonistic personality!! Her first appearance is being a total asshole to Jon, mocking him, the place he works at, the equipment they use, and what they do. But she also dedicated basically her entire career into uncovering the supernatural? She ran a Youtube channel about it, and when she discovered that everyone was sticking to the same "safe" sites, she started looking off the beaten path for the real stuff. And she found it! She went looking for ghosts of war and violence and even without access to statements, probably working alone and sifting through bunk on the internet, she found them! She got stabbed by a ghost and instead of trying to avoid ghosts in the future, she decided to look for more violent ghosts. The slaughter tendencies might be a drawback for her becoming the Archivist, yes, but by that point Jon had already survived multiple marks and was developing his powers. If he failed by that point, Elias might've wanted an Archivist who'd be better able to defend themselves. By S4 Melanie was probably far enough gone to the Slaughter (and hated the Eye enough) that she was probably off the table as a candidate. By that point, however, Jon was expected to fully Become and only needed a few more marks.

I understand that Sasha was approved for a transfer to the Archives because Elias let Jon choose who take with him and Jon chose Sasha. And Melanie was almost certainly chosen to keep Jon in close proximity of a Slaughter-aligned person who'd be likely to mark him but unlikely to kill him. But I think that they served a secondary purpose of being backup Archivists in case something happened to Jon.

Obviously this is more headcanon than theory (not to mention it relies on other headcanons to fully stand) but I'm very fond of it. I guess I think that, even if Elias wasn't really looking for another Archivist when Jon seems like the perfect candidate in every way (and I'm not saying this JUST because I love him), I think that if something did happen to Jon, they'd be Elias' next candidates.

#I hope this makes sense? #I've been rotating this idea for a while but I'm not sure if its fully baked yet #might need more time in the oven #if you're wondering why I opened with petty complaints about martin being the archivist #it's because I am Filled With Spite and I Do Not Like Him #and I think he'd be a bad candidate #which is its own post #anyway my Sasha opinions are almost as high as my Jon opinions #my Melanie opinions are... mixed leaning negative #but I think she has archivist potential #I think its important for the archivist to be curious #and for a majority of the marks to stem from active choices they made #to interact with the supernatural #anyway not maintagging this #I've only just started a relisten after not listening in a while #so let me know if I've forgotten something important #or missed a line that invalidates all my headcanon-crafting #I know I post a lot of jonship stuff but I PROMISE I care about other aspects of the show #I got some meta stuff thats been percolating in the brain soup so you can possibly expect more of that in the next couple days #anyway I gotta go now #goodbye

[volivolition]

Is the Wip game finished? Can I still ask for stuff? If I still can, can I get a snippet from the one that give me the most rot (meet the parts)? If no, then I'm just swinging by to say hi how are you doing? <3

HI RED!! thank you for swinging by, im doing better than earlier!! my ear is getting better and im eating pizza :]!

okay so TECHNICALLY it's no longer wednesday, but i LOVE spoiling my fics so of COURSE you can have a snippet from Meet the Parts hkjh <33 you are always free to ask anytime, i will always be happy to share bits of my stories <3 AND SINCE THERE'S NO RULES I CAN SHARE MORE THAN THREE LINES!! here's like, a whole React Speed thing i just wrote :]

LOGIC – Along with Coach and Sparks – Flighty and Fingers too, I suppose – they're why you have trouble sitting still for long periods of time. The attention deficiency disorder... Or are they exacerbated by it? I still haven't figured out which is the cause and which is the effect...

REACTION SPEED – Point is, we got zoomies! Can't sit still. Always more to do, more to see, more to say.

YOU – "Are you why my leg is always-"

REACTION SPEED – Bouncing, yep! Fingers tapping, hands flapping, feet moving, words flying- hey, if you had wings like me, we'd never be touching ground.

YOU – "You have wings?"

KIM KITSURAGI – He jots this down with an interested hum.

REACTION SPEED – Yes! Books, what- which animal–

ENCYCLOPEDIA [Medium: Success] – You have the hovering wing type of trochilidae – hummingbirds, colloquially – with their ability to rotate their wingspan at the shoulder and elbow joints to create maximum lift. However, though you exhibit some iridescent feathers associated with the birds, your wings also connect to membranes, which share the Voronoi tessellation of the species anisoptera, the common dragonfly.

REACTION SPEED - Yeah, exactly! I'm a hummingbird and a dragonfly. Both of 'em. :)

#task: meet the parts #inland drabbles #volta transmissions #the :) is not in the original but i added it here for fun <3 :)!!! ALSO YAY my reaction speed has wings :] #im glad you like meet the parts :'] its hard for me to work on it but i just wrote this scene thinking ''oh but red loves these guys'' hkjg #like! i LOVE the premise of meet the parts as much as the next guy but i dont like how im writing it hkjgh? i dont know what im doing :']!! #i need to finish my character analysis for all the skills first because i feel like im writing them too shallowly... ough im trying #how am i introducing kim to the skills when even i dont know the skills!! im building a house with a foundation made of peanuts hkjh #like hm. ency wouldn't touch on so many subjects so briefly? he'd zero in on one topic and talk.... or not? idk!! im not an int guy!! #reaction speed does use a LOT of exclamation marks though i love this for him. his sentences are often short and cut into phrases. #''Blam! Straight in the eye. Straight in the old eye-orb. In *the lookin' ball*!'' short pointed sentences. also oh my god he's silly <3 #restless and energetic. coach wants you to move; echem needs the dopamine; but react speed puts the Hyperactive in ADHD! #sidenote: canon in reaction speed's description ''working in tandem with your Intellect skills'' GUY WHO GETS ALONG WITH THE INTs :D <3 #anyway this is also the one of the few skill-centric fics im writing that don't have my usual skill actions :0 #''REACTION SPEED flutters excitedly; twisting to try and catch a glimpse of his own wings - Yes!'' vs just ''REACTION SPEED - Yes!'' #which means a lot of what the skills are doing or thinking as characters are cut out unless i have them mention it in dialogue #which SUCKKSSS for me because i LOVE focusing on the skills but i often leave it out when the outside world is involved (harry and kim) #it presents a unique challenge to just write characters with only dialogue. ough... curse my current lack of interest in the humans hkfjh.. #ANYWAY im running out of tag space so im done rambling hkjhg thank you for asking red! :D

[wri0thesley]

sorry. thought about . . . chubby reader n albedo. they’re so soft and warm. he’s stronger than he looks; it’s no trouble at all to pull them onto his lap. as long as they’re quiet, he can carry on working; it’s fine. when he’s thinking he just . . . starts squishing at their hips without realising it, hums under his breath a little and his eyebrows furrow as he works through things in his mind. is quick to point out the things he likes about you if you start getting insecure; the curve of your stomach, the soft roundness of your hips, the shape of your face. draws them, naturally - and somehow, you always look beautiful in albedo’s sketchbook. he shrugs. keeps his voice even and calm. ‘that’s just how you look,’ he says. ‘that’s just how i see you’. 

#also. ok lemme be a tiny bit gross in the tags #sadist albedo is like :) thats so much more skin to mark up and bruise and clutch #and i think . . . i think he has some deep rooted abandonment issues #and he kind of sees a sweet n soft chubby reader as . . . not exactly a *maternal* figure but. #a caretaker personality is just very appealing to him. he thinks its sweet. and bonus if klee likes you . . . #dnfkjvbjnkfgbjkn sorry #the bit of thigh on show in that albedo n klee art made me wanna sit on his lap SO BAD #not sfw text #chubby reader postin

[asyipyip]

hold on everyone shut up im getting super emotional about jonathan sims

#tma #kara stop blogging #thinking about the web. thinking about how it was his first mark #and how that mark how that unaddressed trauma so deeply affected him. #and how befitting that is for the web too- to tie someone up its strands for YEARS #thinkin about how almost every single decision that man makes is made out of fear #that motherfucker has never felt safe in his god damn life you can tell and im EMOTIONAL ABOUT IT #thinking about how so much of his fear response is CONTROL because of it. His ridiculous skepticism was him trying to control it #if he denies it if he refuses to believe in it it cant hurt him #about his paranoia and desperation for knowledge is so rooted in that fear of losing control #about his entire s4 arc and grappling with becoming inhuman. about not feeling like he has any kind of personal autonomy #and how so often thats written off as him making excuses (and dont get me wrong- he makes excuses too. im not saying he doesnt) but also- #like you look at what happened with his first leitner and its like. he couldnt move. couldnt do anything to escape #and then when the other boy got taken he couldnt do anything to save him either #of course he feels like hes never had any control #of course hes desperate for knowledge- if he had only *known* what couldve happened then he couldve prevented it. #the survivors guilt is so deeply part of his character #and thats what makes jonah targeting him so fucking insidious and scary #he took his man who is already so terrified- put him in a situation where he was so out of his depth #knowing that his fear response would be to desperately try and figure out what was happening- to keep asking questions-- #pulling himself deeper into the eyes influence and easily turning it around and making it Jon's fault #as if Jon isn't trapped like everyone else- it's just his fear response is so fucking perfect for the role the eye needs him to play #and then it leads to the ultimate trauma of ripping control away from Jon and forcing him to do something so fucking horrible #something he would never in a million years CHOOSE TO DO #how he's so terrified of being made a pawn and he is. playing a game against elias where he couldn't even see the board #locking him out of his own body...forcing him to open the door. like. FUCK #I MEAN FUCK DUDE. PETER LITERALLY SAYS “HE GOT YOU” WHEN JON ASKED WHAT HIS 'PRIZE' WAS #LIKE SCRATCH THAT!!! FUCKING SCRATCH THAT!! he wasn't even a player he was a fucking PIECE in the game #GOD!!! #GOD!!!! free my boy he did nothing wrong (he did so many things wrong)

[4giorno]

i got the cutscene <3

#its actually crazy that there was even more content i missed that impacted the story this much #like this rlly illustrated how even tho my character and astari0n have both become better people astari0n is still so behind in that #(we know why ofc. hes still acting like a feral cat trying to self preservere with teeth and nail and all until the very end; the ritual) #my character had his most obvious 'shifting point' at the transition from act 2 to act 3 #like he fully realized that this is now truly bigger than himself. he has left marks on the lands and he has to go all the way #he has made true friends. one of his best friends is the kindest most compassionate person in the world #and very importantly he loves astari0n and THAT is the reason he now feels this actual compassion towards the other spawn #hes so personally invested in this issue now #and he can say that 'the world can be a wonderful place if you find your home in it astari0n' bc its something he has just recently had #a personal revelation abt #and astari0n deflects it and describes my character as someone who now 'spends their life sorting out other peoples problems' #and it rlly brings it to focus that he just cannot meet him where hes at anymore #just great conflict that feels actually meaningful and perfectly fits into the roleplay storyline ive made for my character #and omg the line 'im doing this for you too you know. to make sure were both safe. forever' from astari0n is just AAAAAAHDJJDJD. CRAZY #bc we know how toxic he becomes towards you if he completes the ritual!!!!!! #HHHHH this character!!!!! hes just MWAH. perfection #i cant wait until i get to doing the szarr palace again bc this added conflict will make the conclusion of this quest even more satisfying #anyway TOTAL tonal shift time. in start of the cutscene astari0n is standing next to the bed my character was sleeping in #so i can now have the hc that some nights they sleep in the same bed <3 #(WELL. you know. my character sleeps while he meditates)

[skitskatdacat63]

I literally can't stop thinking about this sequence of pictures, actually completely brainrotting me

#ever since i watched aus 2009 i cant stop scrolling back up in my gallery to stare at these #like pics that genuinely make me roll around on my bed and squeal #GAHHHHHH LIKE THE WAY SEB IS GRINNING UP AT AND HESITANTLY PLACING HIS HAND ON HIS CHEST #AND THEN JENSON NOTICES AND MY GOD THE WAY HES LOOKING AT HIM I CANT I CANT #THE WAY THEYRE SMILING AT ESCH OTHER IM GONNA LOSE IT #AND LOOK HOW HARD JENSE IS GRIPPING HIM GODDDDDDDD #like i really cant express in words how these make me feel its actually just *tv static noises* #i feel like im grinning so hard looking at these that im gonna explode #(also @grace if you see these: ive been reading solar flare lately and GOD YOURE SO RIGHT WHEN YOU REFERENCED IT) #(theres this part where mark says to jb that hes been looking up podium/press pics of them online) #(and that they look like theyre in love HE IS LITERALLY ME FRRRRRR LIKE IM GOING INSANE OVER IT) #(these pics brainrotted me before i started reading it but reading it has only made it 100x worse/better) #anyways i really really like 2009 sebson they're so endearing to me 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 #ig its just smth about how theyre so affectionate with each other despite being each others rivals #like constantly patting/nudging/hugging each other IM GONNA CRYYYYY IM GONNA EXPLODEEEE #i put these pics in the comp i made if seb but like bcs of the magnitude to which they affect me i needed to make a posr for them #just imagine me wailing and losing my mind irl and in these tags sob sob sob #if i stay committed w watching races ill just keep on going to the end of the v8 era so dw my wailing can only get worse :D #every time i scroll up out of the tags to look at the pics again i feel my heart skipping a bit HDJFKGKGKGL #anyways unhinged wdym unhinged :) #f1 #formula 1 #sebastian vettel #jenson button #jb22 #sv5 #sebson #2009 australian gp

[hyper-cryptic]

do you ever wonder who you'll be when you grow up?

#eye strain tw #re werevamp au #my art #biohazard #resident evil #re #leon s kennedy #this was made like...last year im pretty sure i just noticed i did not...post it here LMFAO #tiny little guy!! #leon in my ww au is 💔 my poor silly guy #stratcom treated him like shit ngl ngl #and pretty much everyone else JDHJFHBF he hated it 💀 #his anger issues in this au are Something Else. #leon is a character that lets None of his emotions get out unless they are to get a point across. this guy tho...He has MANY points to make #honestly is it a ww au if the character focused on of the au doesn't have anger issues?? 😔✌ #okay leelee also doesn't let any emotion come out that isnt anger LMFAO #oh i have some other doodles of his werevamp form sadly thats the main focus even tho i pop'd off with his werewolf design LMFAO #he is still fluffly but its Gradually marked down at least he keeps his mane tho !!! #omfg i let his nickname come out. yes i nicknamed him LeeLee because i am mentally ill 💔 he's actually supposed to have a different middle #name than canon LMFAO #mostly to difference him from my friend's au leon and my dbd leon LMFAO #omg elysia mentioned?! yo?? #ANYWAYS IM RAMBLING I ALWAYS FUCKING RAMBLE HERE OKAY GOODBYE SEE YOU!! BYE BYE!! #also who got that v reference who got it .

[galpalaven]

thinkin cringe anime oc/canon character thoughts tonight like its 2012 and i have my entire life ahead of me

#noriko coming back Wrong after the war with aizen is finally over #and shes trying so hard to be normal and byakuya is doing so much to try and help #but it has been at least a century and she doesnt know him anymore #not like she did. and he doesnt know her #and she knows she's broken and whether she's alive or not doesnt matter #and it comes to a head when she has a flashback and drops a teacup - one he'd bought her before she disappeared #it had been a set she'd loved when in town once #and he'd bought it for her when they were still young and new and kept it all these years #and then she breaks it on accident and she hates herself #and its a few days of avoiding him but eventually he finds her sitting by the koi pond #and he brings her the tea set. and it's been mended with gold #and he gives it to her and says this is you. this is what you are. #every scar and every mark on you physical or otherwise is made of gold #and i will be here to love all of you. to put you back together and turn each new break into gold no matter how many times #no matter what happens. i am just happy to have you back #and im FINE IM FINE IM FINE

[thebiggestmenace]

hooray!

little thoughts (that aren't so little)

shit, is he actually dying?

hi, Bobby :)

I forgot Death came back :o

"there ain't no me if there ain't no you" :(((( I thought that was in s8, I was prepping then :( I wasn't prepared now :(

ugh, Ezekiel doing the big old flair to kill the demons?? will forever love that (is it because I love Sam and he looks so so cool here? maybe, but that's not what's important here)

now that Cas is human, does he ever get his angelness back? cause I shrimply cannot remember

oh, isn't Bartholomew the bad guy?

"you know I always appreciate our talks and our time together" oh, you don't say? you do not say

Sam is gonna find out about Zeke, isn't he? Dean isn't being very discrete about it

I forgot Dean could hear animal thoughts oml 🤭

human!Cas makes me so sad, man

kind. of. bummed. *little head wiggle*

the recap being all the stuff with Sam??? from season 1??? oh, I fear I will not make it (I have no idea what this episode is about) (I take that back, it's the one with the boys home Dean went to)

I guess that answers the question about if any supernatural being would notice Sam being an angel

Cas is back in town!!!!!!

Ezekiel is actually Gadreel??

okay, just steal that guy's grace, I guess

he just killed Kevin???? wtf man :((((

I forgot Crowley possesses Sam :o

and they've gone their separate ways again

Cain!! hi, Cain!! I thought you came in in season 10!

"you have a guinea pig? where?" Cas, I love you

this season is Ouchie

and Garth is a werewolf now?

DONNA!!!!!

and the Ghostfacers break up :(

and now Dean has the Blade

are angels eating peoples souls?

not an angel, it's Abaddon. and not really eating, just trying to convert?

I feel like I know Hannah?

THEY BROUGHT GABRIEL BACK!!!!!!!

...did they bring Gabriel back?

DANIELLE SAVRE????

is this even supernatural? it feels like a soap opera

and they're separated. again. why do they keep doing this? smh smh

"not funny haha" is it funny weird?

"he's in love with humanity" you only tried to have him kill Dean? I mean, you aren't wrong, but Dean is a different conversation

and now we get to go through the portal to heaven :) I kept picturing this in s8, so yippee!!

I forgot about this ending :( ouchieouchieouchie

and now he's a demon? wait, is he actually a demon, or is it from the Mark?

only word I have for this season is Ouchie. and Destiel. Metatron was not sly about any of that. anyways, time for season 10 :) once again, can not remember what happens

s1, s2, s3, s4, s5, s6, s7, s8, s9, s10, s11, s12, s13, s14, s15

#brain is empty no thoughts #but i forgot how brutal the mark made dean?? #that shit was not enjoyable #/lh #hopefully its gone now? #but i can not remember when the mark actually leaves him #cause i feel like he has to find cain and do a little transfer? #maybe thats what next season is #i guess we should go find out #rambling menace #menace watches supernatural #supernatural #spn #destiel #oh also want to add that this season took me ~3 days to watch i think? #thats the quickest yet and i have puzzles to thank for that #i got a 1500 piece constellation puzzle and it is so Hard #anywho #bye bye <3