#<- but they might suck tbh.

[immensity-to-dream]

au where claw, not yet seeking world domination, is in the business of ousting and punishing fake psychics. suzuki sends serizawa to figure out if reigen's a fraud, but he forgets to factor in the power of gay tendencies. and also its the 1970s.

#in this au mob and reigen and co are also like. more organized and aware of claw #anyways serizawa is like okay ill pretend to be a client but before he reaches the office he bumps into reigen on his smoke break #reigen assumes hes there for the cafe. reigen flirts. serizawa clarifies hes here for spiritual consultation. #reigen has a crisis trying to switch from cool gay persona to salesman persona. #it is so so obvious he is not a psychic but serizawa goes to suzuki like um couldnt figure it out today! guess ill have to. go back! #serirei #reigen #serizawa #reigen arataka #serizawa katsuya #mp100 #mob psycho 100 #id in alt text #<- but they might suck tbh. #this is mostly a chance for me to try and digitally color my pencil drawings in a way i dont hate

[inkskinned]

so one of the things that's so horrifying about birth control is that you have to, like, navigate this incredibly personal choice about your body and yet also face the epitome of misogyny. like, someone in the comments will say it wasn't that bad for me, and you'll be utterly silenced. like, everyone treats birth control like something that's super dirty. like, you have no fucking information or control over this thing because certain powerful people find it icky.

first it was the oral contraceptives. you went on those young, mostly for reasons unrelated to birth control - even your dermatologist suggested them to control your acne. the list of side effects was longer than your arm, and you just stared at it, horrified.

it made you so mentally ill, but you just heard that this was adulthood. that, yes, there are of course side effects, what did you expect. one day you looked up yasmin makes me depressed because surely this was far too intense, and you discovered that over 12,000 lawsuits had been successfully filed against the brand. it remains commonly prescribed on the open market. you switched brands a few times before oral contraceptives stopped being in any way effective. your doctor just, like, shrugged and said you could try a different brand again.

and the thing is that you're a feminist. you know from your own experience that birth control can be lifesaving, and that even when used for birth control - it is necessary healthcare. you have seen it save so many people from such bad situations, yourself included. it is critical that any person has access to birth control, and you would never suggest that we just get rid of all of it.

you were a little skeeved out by the implant (heard too many bad stories about it) and figured - okay, iud. it was some of the worst pain you've ever fucking experienced, and you did it with a small number of tylenol in your system (3), like you were getting your bikini line waxed instead of something practically sewn into your body.

and what's wild is that because sometimes it isn't a painful insertion process, it is vanishingly rare to find a doctor that will actually numb the area. while your doctor was talking to you about which brand to choose, you were thinking about the other ways you've been injured in your life. you thought about how you had a suspicious mole frozen off - something so small and easy - and how they'd numbed a huge area. you thought about when you broke your wrist and didn't actually notice, because you'd thought it was a sprain.

your understanding of pain is that how the human body responds to injury doesn't always relate to the actual pain tolerance of the person - it's more about how lucky that person is physically. maybe they broke it in a perfect way. maybe they happened to get hurt in a place without a lot of nerve endings. some people can handle a broken femur but crumble under a sore tooth. there's no true way to predict how "much" something actually hurts.

in no other situation would it be appropriate for doctors to ignore pain. just because someone can break their wrist and not feel it doesn't mean no one should receive pain meds for a broken wrist. it just means that particular person was lucky about it. it should not define treatment.

in the comments of videos about IUDs, literally thousands of people report agony. blinding, nauseating, soul-crushing agony. they say things like i had 2 kids and this was the worst thing i ever experienced or i literally have a tattoo on my ribs and it felt like a tickle. this thing almost killed me or would rather run into traffic than ever feel that again.

so it's either true that every single person who reports severe pain is exaggerating. or it's true that it's far more likely you will experience pain, rather than "just a pinch." and yet - there's nothing fucking been done about it. it kind of feels like a shrug is layered on top of everything - since technically it's elective, isn't it kind of your fault for agreeing to select it? stop being fearmongering. stop being defensive.

you fucking needed yours. you are almost weirdly protective of it. yours was so important for your physical and mental health. it helped you off hormonal birth control and even started helping some of your symptoms. it still fucking hurt for no fucking reason.

once while recovering from surgery, they offered you like 15 days of vicodin. you only took 2 of them. you've been offered oxy for tonsillitis. you turned down opioids while recovering from your wisdom tooth extraction. everything else has the option. you fucking drove yourself home after it, shocked and quietly weeping, feeling like something very bad had just happened. the nurse that held your hand during the experience looked down at you, tears in her eyes, and said - i know. this is cruelty in action.

and it's fucked up because the conversation is never just "hey, so the way we are doing this is fucking barbaric and doctors should be required to offer serious pain meds" - it's usually something around the lines of "well, it didn't kill you, did it?"

you just found out that removing that little bitch will hurt just as bad. a little pinch like how oral contraceptives have "some" serious symptoms. like your life and pain are expendable or not really important. like maybe we are all hysterical about it?

hysteria comes from the latin word for uterus, which is great!

you stand here at a crossroads. like - this thing is so important. did they really have to make it so fucking dangerous. and why is it that if you make a complaint, you're told - i didn't even want you to have this in the first place. we're told be careful what you wish for. we're told that it's our fault for wanting something so illict; we could simply choose not to need medication. that maybe if we don't like the scraps, we should get ready to starve.

we have been saying for so long - "i'm not asking you to remove the option, i'm asking you to reconsider the risk." this entire time we hear: well, this is what you wanted, isn't it?

#where's the word woman in this u might wonder if u suck #good news i am nonbinary and have a uterus so that is something that can happen #im also gender fluid tho which means im immune to certain psychic damage bc if u call me a woman i'll be like <3 okay <3 #writeblr #the tightrope of ''ppl need access to this'' #and like also #''what the fuck is going on over there'' is like. so difficult as an activist #i was <3 punctured <3 during mine #and almost bled out on the table :) they didn't have anyone standing by bc it's ''just a little insertion'' #so i started crashing and i vaguely remember apologizing for the fuss as i heard my heart rate monitor start going <3 tachycardic <3 #she wasn't even a bad doctor tbh #ps btw the reason i even HAD a heart monitor is that i have a genuine heart condition and they knew GOING IN that there was a chance #i'd crash on the table #like my heart just likes to do fun little tricks and <3 stop working <3 (i do not want to discuss the specifics ty i am okay im ontop of it #and they were like 'oh u will be fine' and then she did do a puncture thru my uterus . pop! #and im sitting there dizzy and feeling my heartrate start to drop bc it feels almost. beautiful. like. the whole ground just #woosh! out from under you. and shit is like grey's anatomy. i'm looking up at her grey eyes #she's old she wears this nice shawl she's like got Cool Lesbian vibes and people are sprinting into the room #from other parts of the clinic unrelated to me. while the monitor is like a little aria singing #and shes like hey youre okay stay awake stay with me something went wrong we have to keep trying #and i remember thinking - i was trying to think of nice things. i have so many beautiful places that now overlap #with this terrible memory #i became dimly aware that there was too much on her wrists and hands. like #that was too many liters #and then when they had finished all this. i packed up and drove myself home #i have had (bad thing) happen to me. and the same feeling happened after #that numb almost lamblike bleating. you cry without noise. like. ur body is so shocked and ur mind so empty #you just stare at the road and everything everything is happening behind glass and static and you are standing so far away from it #while you hold ur hands at 10 and 2. and something in ur brain is SCREAMING at you - IT WAS BAD AND IT SHOULDNT HAVE HAPPENED #and ur just watching the alarms in your body going off and youre thinking. a little pinch! ha. i think i just lost something important.

[badnewswhatsleft]

(audio starts 10s in) i've been casually collecting some cd singles mostly for the artwork and the novelty of it all tbh, but i got this and never knew there was a "guitars down" version of sugar :0 upon listening it seems the biggest differences with this vs the album version are:

the instrumentals/sustained controlled feedback that usually plays behind the prechoruses is also used between the chorus and the 2nd verse, over the normal chuggy riff

the backing vocal harmonies in the chorus seem to be significantly brought forward which sounds STUNNING, easily the highlight of this version

made it (+the music or the misery) available to download as a flac file here :)

#tbh thank you to decaydancemp3 for basically obliquely teaching me abt that 10s workaround #i knew there were apparently a million iterations of sugar but like. i only js rdiscovered sometimes these cd singles have COOL THINGS #fall out boy #patrick stump #joe trohman #andy hurley #pete wentz #time capsule #spin for you #theres also smthn different happening in the 2nd prechorus but tbh idk what. like an extra.. zwoopy.. slide..maybe #2nd half of 2nd verse from 'isnt it messed up' also seems to have some more bg sustained notes but might be hallucinating atp #i always sucked shit at aural music theory exams

[dovesick]

out foraging

#creature art #creature design #fantasy creature #animal art #artists on tumblr #hey guyssss i’m alive lol #hi to all my new followers! #i am drawing just still slowly. my wrist is doing better tho so that’s great :D #these are my ocs: the creature (fungi form) & the sphynx-cat-ipede #i might have to call the creature something else tbh #there’s many different types of it #they are dobermans with 2 heads & endlessly growing legs #this was for funguary but i only got one pic done in all of feb #rsi sucks mannn #hope ur all doing cool before i go back into the void lmao

[artforkuponuts]

Got an ask on my curiouscat about a quick comic so I doodled it real quick.

#loki #mogs art #thorki #thor #thunderfrost #doodle #tbh this is p bad quality but i might revisit it and try to make a tiny comic #the problem with that is just that i absolutely suck at sequencial art lmao #unfinished #rough sketch #mcu loki

[itsallaboutbl]

🎵 I know you don't like if I call you my boo 🎵

#only boo #only boo the series #kang x moo #kangmoo #sea dechchart #keen suvijak #seakeen #uservix #lextag #thai bl #bl series #bl drama #thai series #thai drama #bldramaedit #thaidrama #thaidramaedit #gmmtv bl #mygifs* #mine** #i don't think i ever mentioned how much i hate making gifs with lights in the back... #the colouring turns out horrible and the quality sucks big time #idk if i'll keep this set or if i delete it later tbh #might keep it cause of the time i spent making these and cause i loved this scene #even if it was in Kang's head i loved it. loved especially that he was the one going for the kiss!!

[lazyvoyager]

My guys in spaaaaaace

#starfield #Levi #rhys #koa #i had to play as koa because rhys and Levi suck tbh #anyway might clean these up someday #they were fun!

[kosmic-kalamity]

i was thinking about a weird intersection i tend to see in brozone ships, where i'll see one character get shipped with multiple brozone bros - specifically floyd, clay, and/or john dory.

so, like a rational teenager with too much time on their hands, i made this

this is just based off various ships i've seen floating around the internet, so feel free to add to it

#trolls #kosmic.txt #i might change creek's placement because tbh he seems to be shipped with everyone #currently the intersections for clay & floyd and clay & john dory are empty so i plan to look into those more #also sorry if the venn diagram sucks i drew it myself #trolls john dory #john dory trolls #trolls floyd #floyd trolls #trolls clay #clay trolls #i'm not bothering to tag the other characters rn. maybe later

[moomeecore]

head in my hands. im so bored of people's takes. yes im super happy that people where able to enjoy it but it is NOT poor literary skills to be unsatisfied with simon & betty's ending. it's not bad because they broke up, it's bad because it SUCKED.

#* shaking you * its the execution !!!!!!!! #im not upset that they arent a couple anymore im upset bc they way the show went about it #was TERRIBLE #and SUPER INCONSISTENT WITH THEIR ESTABLISHED CHARACTERS #AND #IM NGL. IK I MIGHT NOT HAVE THE RIGHT TO SAY THIS AS A MAN. BUT. THE MORE I THINK ABOUT IT #IT WAS EXTREMELY MYSOGYNISTIC!!!! #explodinggggg #fionna and cake spoilers #i cant look at the fionna & cake tag in hopes for fan content to soothe my anguish #bc its full of ppl saying shit abt how u suck if u didnt like the ending???? #like im fine w ppl talking abt how they liked it #but why is there so much ' you guys are idiots for not liking it ' #WHGJ #damn im sorry i didnt know i cant be dissatisfied with things ! #its pushing me further & further from 'i have mixed feelings' to 'it was bad' tbh #text

[son1c]

my emerald team rn is my bunny, my bee, my fucked up human alien animal thing, my gecko, and my very hot turtle

#i really don't like using pokemon that are slow and torkoal's backsprite kinda sucks in this game so #i might switch it out with smth else tbh

[23meteorstreet]

charlie kelly - season 16

#iasip #it's always sunny in philadelphia #charlie kelly #charlie day #my gifs #s16 spoilers #sorry if this sucks photoshop keeps deleting all my settings :( #gonna be real... i know they were prob trying to balance things out bc s15 had a bunch of charlie stuff #but man there werent enough good charlie moments this season :( #(or at least not stuff i really enjoyed) #i have a dee one coming up tomorrow (not even gonna get into how much worse this season was for her) #& then i think after that im taking a sunny gifmaking break for a bit #i love making these (and im planning on coming to them eventually) but theyre a lot of work #and tbh ive been thinking i need to spend less time on tumblr/sunny stuff bc im just not having as much fun as i used to #& i know i'll enjoy it again eventually tho bc my brain likes to cycle thru the same 5 interests year after year (lol) #just have 2 get there again!!! which might take a bit of time #might still be on all the time. might not. #might be a little more multifandom might make gifs or fanart for other stuff (dont wanna scare everyone off tho) #idk at this point but i felt like i needed to get it out there ya kno #kinda gotta figure out some things. like how to have an actual social life & finding time to make art & not feel overwhelmed all the time. #speaking of art maybe i'll start updating my art blog lol #anyway... gonna be fun when i do come back to these to try to find them to add the links

[mrpinchy]

didn't know much about mamamax except he did some kinda collab with nexpo a while ago so it's been a RIDE learning how much insane bullshit he's gotten up to since. just wild how he tried to ruin a bunch of peoples lives by calling them pedos whenever they criticized him/his methods, then having the gall to say no one was supposed to take his videos about pedos seriously, straight up lying about really serious shit for??? clout? money? god complex? truly baffling. enraging. the depths of this piece of shit's ego, building a fanbase of real (mostly young) csa survivors so he could manipulate them for sympathy and use them as shields from criticism. i usually dont give a shit about youtube drama but goddamn i hope this guy fucking rots forever for how much damage he's done

#csa mention #that family friend of his is also not above board #she might be a victim idk but she's also definitely involved in mamamax's bullshit schemes #and shady gofundmes #both of them suck tbh #i jsut feel really bad for all the survivors who thought either of them actually cared

[c00kietin]

:3

#tbh #today sucked ;-; #I cried a lot #but I'm oki now :3 #I might do a lil rant about it cuz today was interesting #asks

[vickyvicarious]

ughhhhhh I have found myself in the position of having to turn down a dude from my dnd party who is trying to date me and I am agonizing over awkwardness

#he said he wanted to make more friends in the area so i said sure we can hang out #except then he started texting me invites to dinner with a very flirty tone and wrote me a 'hi beautiful' text todat #i hate these situations. feels mega awkward and i hope there's no fallout in sessions since this group has been going for a year now #i feel like i might text back to clarify i am only down for friendly hangouts? he hasnt putright said he wants to date so maybe it's #jumping the gun. but feels better than getting stuck in the middle of what one of thinks is a date (again) that sucks so much #i do not want to do it again. or deal with it at all tbh but i guess i have to

[celestialspritz]

I will never be finished with his face

#his eyes are the trickiest for me #because most of the sliders I have suck tbh💔 I rlly hate ts4 sliders so much #I would write an essay on how much I hate ts4 cas but it’s not happening today #ts4 #blender #my ocs #Nicolas #the nose tho is spot on and I’m pleasantly surprised with the mouth #the jaw and chin…. a complete other story #and wtf is going on with the ea ears my friend pointed out to me how weird they look #I think if I just narrow the eyes horizontally I think I’ll be finished fr #also - idk if I will return to sims 2 after this #at least for the time being #the workflow imo is just easier and the results are far more satisfying #I might actually start creating for sims 4…. but baby steps #defo need to make some brows and beards. cuz shit man there’s not enough and none that suit Nicolas #I also need more curly hairs for guys that don’t look like complete ass #Man

[romaritimeharbor]

i know i should probably explore sumeru for arlecchino primogems. but i do not like the desert 😔

#✧— aphe's musings. #yknow what? anything is better than inazuma tbh #i have been absolutely raking fontaine DRYYYYYYYY for her LMAO #my mond is basically at 100% so that is not an option! #liyue COULD be an option but most of it is anywhere from 60-90% #inazuma bad :( headache inducing :(( #so. erm. sumeru...... yeah...... might have to suck it up and go there.....