#/pos..? I guess lol

[that-gay-guy-from-hell]

Oh hey look-! It's the Blue Man Group!

#Im too tired to come up with a funnier joke rn lmfao #So... Im alive! #Been busy and just... emotions #(like I was on the verge of tears today because i dropped a pen... lol) #But here's some art WIP for y’all #Heard some snippets of Rust’s album and I am so hyped #Like i am gonna go donate plasma so i have the extra cash to buy it asap when it's released #but anyways #I spent nearly 4 hours between 2 days just staring at human skeletons; spines are hard to draw #and YALL CANT EVEN SEE MOST OF IT- #Bonus points for those of you who know what 2 Necronomocons Doc’s book is a combo of #I missed drawing this handsome blue bastard (lovingly) #*pats him on the top of his head* #I love him so so much #/pos..? I guess lol #the living tombstone #tlt #tombsona #Doc #Doc tlt #tlt Doc #the living tombstone Doc #Doc the living tombstone #digital art #digitalart #WIP #art wip #fan art #(color wheel meme WIP btw-- yes i know i started this MONTHS ago *places a finger on your mouth* shhh its our secret) #also the quality drop is abhorrent wtf lmao

[acekindaneat]

I don't want this to end.

A cute little date scene that I really liked from the fic The Big Woo by @tinkertoysdamn !!!!!

#it's a very fun and insane/pos AU #it's like those silly afternoon reality tv shows ;] #thats why it's still one of my favorites honestly #anyway as u can tell i kinda disappeared from making things and i can explain #1 there was something wrong with me health-wise so i kept getting check-ups and doctors just Guessing #until we got it right which I won't go into detail but finally figured out why i get fatigued so easily .. #2!!!! i've been grinding and levelling up on genshin bc i want to hangout with my pookie bear 😘😘😘😘 also i've been wanting to play it so #okay anyway done rambling hello tag readers i love you #happy valentine's day here's multiple treats pick one or more mwa 🍓🍒🍉🍉🫔🍧🍡🍨🍦🥧🍰🍮🎂🧁🍭🍬🍫🍪 #okay here's the normal tags LOL #reigen arataka #serizawa katsuya #serirei #mp100 #mob psycho 100 #mp100 fanart #mi art stuff

[justalittleguest]

The ending scene of Chapter 26 from “Spilled Ink” by Im_sorry_buddy on AO3 is the only thing my rotten brain let me think about every day since I read it. That kind of consistent obsession can be sorta comforting.

#LIKE GENUINELY #I ranted about it to my friends who’re not even in the fandom and they agreed this shit’s insane /pos #so guess who made an art blog way earlier than they thought they would because of this specifically #utmv #spilled ink #ink sans #dust sans #my art #also how obvious is it that I kinda gave up at the end like. Im trying but still #and new brush lol

[koppaiterocker]

3 am Viva brainrot below

This scene makes me so ill for a few different reasons and I can't figure out which one hurts more. Obviously watching someone DIE is a pretty traumatic experience so of course they're both upset, and Poppy pulls her hands up to hold and comfort her self-but Viva, shown to be nearly identical to Poppy personality wise does not go to comfort herself, she reaches to comfort Poppy. It's an intentional reach, not just her hand being dragged along with Poppy pulling hers up, and by all means interpret differently than I do BUT how *I* read this is either

1) Vivas deep seated love for Poppy is stronger than the bond she formed with Clay over two decades.

This is mildly hinted at beforehand, with Viva not even attempting to call for Clay to stay- she just begs Poppy. She went to Mount Rageous- to help Poppy. And sure Poppy was helping Clay, so ultimately she would be helping Clay by proxy, but her intent and focus was only ever Poppy.

Neither of them know Floyd beyond hearing maybe a story or two, but you can tell Poppy is one upset over someone dying in front of her and two, pop trolls are insanely empathetic-shes hurting just based on the fact Branch is hurting too. So you might think Viva would similarly grieve for Clay's grief, but she doesn't clutch at her heart like Poppy does, once again her focus is her little sister. Not saying she doesn't care for Clay of course, I just interpret this as something she doesn't have with Clay- sisters who get along can be INSANELY close even without spending a lot of time together

OR,

2) I personally assume with how well coordinated the Putt Putt trolls attack on Bridget + Gristle was, and how calm and ready they seemed to be to witness actual gore (their skulls were going to get crushed cmon) that the Putt Putts have in fact killed bergens before. It's not outlandish to assume that bergens exploring or on a trip might investigate Hole n Fun, so I also interpret this as Viva being much more used to seeing things die, far more familiar with death and properly assuming her sister would not have seen many, if any, things pass away before, and so she needs less comfort herself despite her huge heart we're shown, and instead offers it to Poppy.

I dunno which one I like better. I might even fully believe both at the same time and I might just be deranged! But that's my personal thoughts on this scene and if you read all this wow I'm impressed

#my god i swear im so normal #poppy and viva make me sick. please god #i love them :( #also literally me and najma which makes my heart hurt more /pos #neglected and abused middle sibling when cute siblings in media: #koppaitepaladin #dreamworks trolls #trolls #trolls band together #tbt #trolls viva #trolls poppy #beeps yapping #trolls headcanons #trolls theory #i guess. IDFK LOL #starz coco if you see this you can swing a bat at me i get it #love u </3 #slash p

[ravinoforre]

A shitpostier version of this interaction:

#the doodle was cutout of a larger shared aggio canvas #also this YES/NO option is so wonderfully unnecessary (/pos) #the devs could have just had Beluh say “oh you must be Michael Lily sent word of you" and be done with it #but instead it adds to the delicious lore of Kaminko's inventions #these come up fairly often throughout the game both during story beats and going out of your way to talk to NPCs at various points #really makes the whole region feel connected when townsfolk far away from each other have similar experiences being scammed by this guy #I also think it shows that Michael has two sides to his personality: #sweet angel cinnamon roll too pure for this world #and your typical sassy teen #he's hit his rebellious and sarcastic phase lol #he's usually a terrible liar though #most adults can see through his attempts anyway #i guess he's only able to dupe the very young and the elderly #micaehl you little shit #i love him #pokemon XD #Orre

[yoinkschief]

Hello Jay, I would like to hear your headcanons about Tom and his mom 👀👀👀 Go on, speak into the mic 🎤

AAA HI NEIL I'M SO GLAD YOU ASKED

Taps mic 🎤 ahem

Buckle in cause this got absurdly long I did not expect to get this long omll

So I guess I'll begin when he was younger,, when his mother and father first got married they were just going into their 30s, and while weren't actually trying for a kid they did end up having one: Tom

Barbara (Tom's mom) was ecstatic at having a kid whereas Peter (Tom's dad) was terrified, he knows he has anger issues and is very aware of how he's gotten easily frustrated with children in the past and doesn't want to get angry towards his soon to be son (though Barbs has been a dear with helping him and his anger, truly he'd be in jail by now if not for her)

Fast forward a bit, Tom's born and while Peter isn't magically cured of any anger issues, Tom is just the sweetest little guy and he, genuinely throughout his fatherhood, has not once gotten angry at his son. Gotten angry a good few things, but his son and wife weren't in that list

Tom is also born completely nonverbal (this is a little reference to how 2004 he's drawn without a mouth,,, I know that all the characters are at this time because mmm animation but in most fanart of 2004 only Tom is the one kept without a mouth because that and his one eye gives him creechur vibes I love it so I incorporated it like this) due to his autism, and he did get formally diagnosed early on due to this

It's a bit of a struggle trying to figure out what he's saying but he's a quick learner for how to read and write so if he can't get what he's trying to say through hand motions or actions he'll go and write it down (at least when he gets around 5yo, the years before were hard and they had to learn a weird, Tom version of sign language,, to clarify not actual sign language just learning what motions of his mean what)

One interaction I think about a lot with Tom and his mother is in Tom's youth when he's, maybe, 4? And he sees his mom shave her hair for the first time. Tom didn't like the sudden change as she looked like a different person and was having trouble understanding why it was gone

It took Barb a while to fully understand what he meant, why he was crying and whatnot, but finally able to sit him down in her lap he started making a lot of motions towards his own hair and then Barb's, and the interaction goes something like this:

"Are you talking about my hair?" Barbara quietly concerns, gesturing to her now bald head.

Tom made small grunts with wide eyes, rocking in his mother's lap incessantly.

"Okay, okay," She nodded holding her son's hand gently in her own- less so holding and more resting them in her own. "It's gone, baby."

Tom didn't seem to like that answer, shaking his head no with his hand reaching up to grab and tug at his his in distress. His eyes were screwed shut, why would his mom do that? But Barbara was quick to respond with carefully holding her son's hands again, their fingers interlaced as he squeezed on her hands instead in his temper.

"You don't like that it's gone?" She tilted her head to the side, bringing Tom's hands away from his face and towards her chest.

He shook his head no with an upset grunt, swinging his hands (and by proxy his mother's) side to side to drive the point further.

"Ohh,, pumpkin," Barbara gave Tom a sad smile, resting their hands in her lap as she gave him a small, reassuring squeeze.

"It’ll be alright-”

Tom hated that answer more, giving a frustrated noise as his eyes started welling with tears.

“Honey,” Barbara frowned at the tears coming out of her child’s eyes, it hurt to see him so upset, gently running her thumb along his cheeks to swipe them away. “I’m still mama, I’m still you mom.”

She led Tom’s hand over her heart, letting him feel the steady beating of it. The constant and steady pattern of thumping seemed to entrance him for a moment until his mild rocking and distressed noises slowly came to a halt.

“See? It’s still me, baby.” She cooed, running her thumb along the back of her son’s hand. “My hair is gone, but I’m here.”

“Sometimes, in life,” Barbara began, setting Tom’s hands down in his lap again now that he was calmer. “things change, and we can’t control it. Like my hair, you couldn’t control that, could you?”

Tom looked up from watching his hand feel the steady movement of her heart pumping, looking up at his mother’s face. He still looked displeased and upset, but less so, even going as far as to reach for where her hair used to be, trying to grab at the air around her head like it was still there. Fruitless.

She held his hand again, pressing it against her cheek with a broad smile, one she gave him often. He couldn’t keep his resentment for long, giving his own goofy smile back with a giggle. The way her gap tooth showed when she smiled that big was forever burned into his memory, only disappearing from her face so that she could kiss the palm of her son’s hand.

Tom shook his head, frowning at the thought but keeping a wide eyed expression to his mother as she continued her lesson. She smiled to him once again.

“Well, that happens a lot in life.” She sighed, cupping Tom’s cheek in her hand. “And no one likes it, you’re not alone for thinking that. But what you can control is how you deal with the change. Like how you showed me how upset you were, so now we’re talking about it. Do you feel better about it now?”

Tom took a moment, eyes casted down as he thought on it. He gave a small nod as he looked back up at her.

“Good.” She beamed. “And from now on, I’ll do my best to let you know beforehand when I make a change like that, alright?” She kissed Tom’s forehead, causing the child to give a small giggle. That was her favorite noise.

Now, Tom was always a Mama's Boy (not in a derogatory way, he just loved his mom a whole hell of a lot) but even moreso after his father died. They both were grieving and so it caused them to cling closer together because of it, to the point that had it not been for his friend (at the time only Matt, but later Edd too as this was before Tord was introduced to the friend group) he probably would've completely self isolated

They do a ton of things together as Tom gets over and they both eventually heal from Peter's death, baking, sewing, shopping, watch movies, anything they can do when they have the chance to hang out together

They were so close in fact that Barbara was genuinely the first person he came out to for being nonbinary (He/They pronoun user :) ) and of course she loved him unconditionally, but he didn't even tell Matt, Edd or Tord (now in Highschool and having been introduced to delinquent) that yet

However, later in his highschool years, around late Junior year (11th grade) or early Senior year (12th grade) of highschool his mother dies as well. Not from a freak bear with a gun attack though, instead from Pneumonia, which is something she tends to get a lot and always had in her youth, and while it usually isn't fatal and there is treatment and whatnot and she definitely took as much as help as she could, this time just hit different it seemed.

This really fucked with Tom during some of his most important years of his life and caused him to go into a BIG depressive episode for a long long time

Side note that I guess also kinda applies: Had it not been for Tord being just as stubborn of a jackass as Tom, he would've completely self isolated. Edd and Matt helped a lot in his youth but he also had his mom to encourage him, but now with his immediate family all gone he didn't see much of a reason to interact with people. And where Edd and Matt lack in persuasion, Tord more than makes up for in the lack of giving a fuck and would literally drag Tom outside even if he was kicking and screaming. This is mostly because Tord is second only to Tom himself in how durable he is, like a brick shithouse (built like one, too) and not afraid to make Tom hate him if it meant getting him better in the long run (a running theme I have for their relationship :) they're less so "GRR I HATE YOU I HOPE YOU DIE /GEN" and more of like have this weird understanding with eachother where like "I'll literally kill you if you touch me but I'd kill anyone you touched you" type beat, unafraid to get the other to hate them for the greater good because they have the understanding that they wouldn't do something so wildly stupid for no reason. Yes that plays into The End and the future events of WTFuture)

I love them so much oh my god you have zero idea

Anyway, TL;DR

Tom and his mom are extremely close and helped each other get through the worst of times while Tom continues to learn the lesson of "everything changes, it's out of your control, and you can only control how you proceed with it"

#jay talk #jay answers #also i just wanted to add: the reason Tom's mom is bald has nothing to do with any sort of illness or genetic disorder #she just was like “fuck it” and decided she wanted to shave it off #i know that sounds weird but i try to incorporate it in the way she dresses too #i chose this because one: [insert bowling ball joke here] #and two: to show her openness as a character and that's got nothing to obscure who she is #not wearing layers. usually not wearing long sleeves unless it's cold. same thing with pants and they're usually skinny if she does #character design is my passion and psychoanalysis is my game I'm sorry you have to deal with it lol #i really need to draw her more i love Mrs. Barbara Inkwell #and thank you Neil for asking this #I'm bursting at the seams /pos #and I'm trying to get back into the writer grind 💪💪 so this helps lol #sorry it took me so long to respond to this ask lol got my creative mojo back so I'm grabbing it by the reigns and multitasking #to the best of my ability without burning myself out that is #i guess i'll add the ew tags cause this is like a headcanon rant so #eddsworld #ew #ew tom #tom #ew tom's mom #tom's mom #ew oc ? #barabara #barbara inkwell #peter was mentioned #fun fact: he took barb's last name cause he despised his own last name :) #also her name's inkwell and that's sick as fuck #eddsworld headcanons

[macksartblock]

Hi! I love your dndads art so much (literally all your art in general but I'm a dndads fan so 😭) and I just wanted to say thank you for all your content it's literally been what's keeping me going in these trying times 😔

I draw some myself (I don't post anything here, I don't have the confidence for that /lh) so I definitely know the importance of knowing when to take time for yourself and to do things you want to do for sure and I think I read somewhere on here that that's what what you were doing (super proud of you for doing that btw I know how hard it is to do that sometimes!) but I was wondering if you ever get the urge to draw Hermie just in any way I would literally cry /lh (I love your Hermie)

Anyways I was just coming in to sing my praises to you personally (I have actually gone through and liked and reblogged a lot of your content lol whoops) but I just wanted to say hey and you're really cool! I hope you're having a great time wherever you are and that things are going great for you!

-An obsessed dndads fan

Got me emotional in Tim’s waiting for my lunch — I’m so honoured you think I’m cool and like my art (and that it’s been a pick me up in these trying times lol)

I know how daunting it can be to put your art out there but I believe in you! It’s scary at first but there will always be people who will gravitate towards your work

Next time I draw Hermie, it’ll be in your honour anon lol

#im literally a massive loser /pos #a cool loser I guess but the loser part is important #I hope you’re having a great day too thank you so much anon lol

[justladders]

@spaciebabie makes me periodically question if I should just say "fuck it" and post my most vile shit

The thought does cross my mind tho

#text #/pos #tbh if i could be guaranteed that certain people i know would never find it id be fine #not that i wont ever post anything suggestive just that theres certain stuff that i guess no one will ever see #speaking of. next post will probably be something kinda suggestive that i wanted to color earlier lol

[y0noirs]

dan heng / caelus Dan Heng is the city's friendly neighborhood vigilante. It's only the natural progression of things after being bit by a radioactive spider that gives you super senses. That shouldn't be hard to manage on top of his day job, his friends-slash-allies, and his growing feelings for a certain person. [dancae week day 3 - spider-man]

word count: 18,404 characters: dan heng, caelus, sushang, luocha, kafka tags: spiderman au, modern au, secret identity notes: i don't know anything about spiderman, so prior knowledge of any spiderman media isn't necessary for this! as a bonus, have the design i made for spiderman!dan heng below the cut:

(don't take anything on this sheet seriously lmao not only is it unfinished but im not writing another fic where dan heng gets a power-up LOL)

#honkai star rail #hsr #dan heng #caelus #dancae #dancae week #my fics #god get this fic out LMFAO this fought me for every word i wrote #dont take any thing on that design sheet seriously btw #i Dont know how to design spiderman fits btw! please understand #that was just to help me visualize as i write lol #why is this pos 18k words :skull: #my art #<- ? i guess

[kenobihater]

moodboard for when you're trying to find cat witcher fics that aren't blatantly ableist against psychotic people

#len's memes #i guess? #not really memeimg abt this lol. it's truly a problem #tw3 #tw3 memes #the witcher #the witcher 3 memes #lambden #the school of the cat #cat school #aiden #witcher aiden #gezras of leyda #gaetan #too lazy to tag anyone else #oh and if you drop in my inbox to say i'm being threatening you should rlly stop telling psychotic ppl we're 'dangerous' or w/e #you're an ableist pos if you do that <3 #flashing gif tw

[prophet-problems]

first day starting adhd meds and i feel insane

#/pos i guess #it's not a bad thing #im just like. dang at this age im finally getting shit diagnosed and taken care of? LOL

[ferrn-draws]

i wanna get hyena/dog/cat ears to wear, but the sides of my head are shaved so my Real Ears are so visible

shaved sides is great for sensory issues but also i wanna hide my Real Ears for the illusion of cool doggy ears ! in the mean time, i might just wear the ears anyways and see what i can do with what i’ve got lol

#would love some advice on this if anyones got some <3 #i guess i’m tagging this as therian and furry ? idk man #therian #furry #species dysphoria #? #hyenakin #dogkin #caninekin #also might identify more strongly with therian stuff than i thought lol #so that’s a fun surprise ! making myself a tail has really lead to some discoveries xD #/pos #ig this is my introduction to the community kinda ? #so hi ! i’m fern (he/they/it) and im a dog/hyena <3 #i typed so much in the tags and it’s so late so i’ve gotta stop xD

[dreamsclock]

I'm unwell but cigarette smell lingering on c!dream during manburg era gggghryhjvhk

pogtopia drives me wilddddddd you have no idea. cigarette smoke on dream's clothes. fresh grass on wilbur's old battered coat. planning sessions run on paranoia and mania that end in wilbur pointing out stars he recognizes, with dream sitting quietly beside him, a shadow, but attentive. unsigned books and scrawled notes to each other, smoothed out by thin pale hands or folded tight by tired calloused ones. the knowledge that this is going to end, badly, with one of them dead and the other as good as, but taking in the moments they have. it's not perfect, and it's not even nice - it's unhealthy as hell, their dynamic, but they live in complicated times and things are unhealthy already. might as well enjoy what they can, right?

#c!dreambur make me ill . slash pos #DONT EVEN GET ME STRTED ON POST-NOV16TH. ILL DIE #> c!madduo #(i guess this is my tag for them Lol)

[bellaroles]

Haha and here I was, foolishly thinking that this would be the same old same old court machination plot like Lord Seventh but what I got is a story of 2 generations long grudges, a bit of court intrigues, one sided pining (i'm at 35% in) in an adoptive father & son relationship, mysterious toxin causing chronic illnesses, a secret organization trying to groom a potential new emperor, the argument of centralization vs decentralization in ruling an empire and a hands on military strategy story. I can't take all of these in one gulp, gotta put this down for a few hours and then start reading it again.

#arguing with myself #hey you read peerless and estranged in one go and you did not put them down unless rl neccessities what happped with this one? #umm it's the same feels I had with can ci pin #plot too complicated i cant follow need a breather lol #umm i guess sha po lang shouldn't be attempted to read it all in one go #i will be quite sorry if i miss a single clue in this novel i really like to see how it all came together in the end #priest #sha po lang

[cha1cedony]

Just spent like three hours tweaking AO3 HTML to make AO3ception… Like a fic within a fic lol. You will see what I mean eventually. Mwahaha

#unfortunately this means I have to write Oakworthy #/LH #NO HATE TO THE OAKWORTHIERS OF THE WORLD #I think they are silly (/pos) I am a fan!! #I just also. HATE writing Hermie #and would never willingly do it #except now I’ve taken on this oneshot just to justify all my html shenanigans #shrug #I wrote him monologuing for like 500 words of pure dialogue so I guess I get him now #I get him enough anyway lol #I really should be working on my main fic instead of doing this with my spare time LMAO #chalcy stuff

[lost-victorian-sailor]

🍁🍂 monday, october 30th ~

I think today was a good day. I've finished almost all of today's tasks, didn't forget to eat and rest — but! — i didn't read as much as i wanted. anyway.

⭐ watched a video about writing english letter in USE (it was short, but now i understand the structure both of the task and of required letter much better)

⭐ did my english homework — which was writing a letter. don't think i would get A for that, but at least I'm done with my homework

⭐ use practice: 3 english letters. i thin they are fine, though definitely not perfect

⭐ translated 2 pages of the 8th chapter of the book into russian. i try to do work in small portions, so that i won't burn out

⭐ watched a lecture about Tyutchev and took notes. also read 2 articles about him, took notes.

tomorrow i need to do a lot more, and i hope all will be well

#bernie: krok po kroku #honestly im so tired but im procrastinating going to bed #and i will need to get up at 6 a.m. the day after tomorrow #guess i broke my sleep schedule LOL #hope not so #i need to sleep