#DONT EVEN GET ME STRTED ON POST-NOV16TH. ILL DIE

[dreamsclock]

I'm unwell but cigarette smell lingering on c!dream during manburg era gggghryhjvhk

pogtopia drives me wilddddddd you have no idea. cigarette smoke on dream's clothes. fresh grass on wilbur's old battered coat. planning sessions run on paranoia and mania that end in wilbur pointing out stars he recognizes, with dream sitting quietly beside him, a shadow, but attentive. unsigned books and scrawled notes to each other, smoothed out by thin pale hands or folded tight by tired calloused ones. the knowledge that this is going to end, badly, with one of them dead and the other as good as, but taking in the moments they have. it's not perfect, and it's not even nice - it's unhealthy as hell, their dynamic, but they live in complicated times and things are unhealthy already. might as well enjoy what they can, right?

#c!dreambur make me ill . slash pos #DONT EVEN GET ME STRTED ON POST-NOV16TH. ILL DIE #> c!madduo #(i guess this is my tag for them Lol)