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Do you think someone will remember us?

DEEP TIME was originally published as an accordion-fold comic glued into a circular shape, so the story could be read backwards and forwards from any starting panel. Physical editions of DEEP TIME printed in bright red and teal risograph are avaliable in my shop.

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happy birthday to me!!!!

#birthday #eighteen birthday #im actually happy #lets go #happy

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i really used to love my birthday, and i actually do, but it feels more forced than anything. I would hate to become the type of person that doesn't like their birthday, but i can't help it, it makes me sad, and while i do my best effort to love it, it is just so tiring.

i am about to turn eighteen and i haven't even began to choose what i like, i haven't found a hobby that fits me, i study a degree that i love but it just doesn't fulfill me, i have friends that love me but it is so hard to open my heart to them, family that loves me, and still i cant find my way in life. and i know im still too young to know, i still have time... and still something is missing.

#rant #birthday #this is like so sad #so so sorry for that #lmao #why did i type lmao #why did i type this #omg thats a tag #cool #vent #birthday vent #how many tags is too many tags #idk #umm #eighteen birthday #happy birthday

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Sooo... it is about to be my birthday in some hours... kinda nervous not gonna lie. eighteen is a very big number, and one i don't feel comfortable with yet, i guess that is part of it.

#eighteen #birthday #yay #wooooo #number

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I just found out that the movie "strange world" has actual gay representation and i started balling my eyes out. I have grown up without any positive representation in my life and i live in a really homophobic country. This is like... so cool, im so happy and i haven't even seen the movie yet

#strange world #disney #lgbt #gay #im crying while i write this #like actually #but omg #this is so cool #animated movie

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im about to turn eighteen in a couple of days, never been more scared in my entire life

#birthday #seventeen #im about to become an adult #ahaha #im so scared #birthday party

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OMG THE PRIDE TAGS HAVE COLORS

Was talking to my therapist yesterday and I mentioned that i am asexual since we were on the topic of relationships. I said that it might change someday, who knows, sexuality is so fluid and diverse, maybe i am just in the spectrum or maybe five years down the line it completely changes. While i am completely aware that it might be a phase in my life, i think allo people don't get that, because her first comment after all my rambling was to say, and i quote: "That's good but some years from now you will discover yourself", and other stuff about me growing up. Which??? What. Allo people don't realize that the whole "sexuality is fluid" speech is not a WHEN you change to fit social norms, but a IF you change to fit social norms.

I think that maybe my sexuality will fluctuate in the future, who really knows, but saying that it is a matter of when is such and invalidating way of thinking

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Was talking to my therapist yesterday and I mentioned that i am asexual since we were on the topic of relationships. I said that it might change someday, who knows, sexuality is so fluid and diverse, maybe i am just in the spectrum or maybe five years down the line it completely changes. While i am completely aware that it might be a phase in my life, i think allo people don't get that, because her first comment after all my rambling was to say, and i quote: "That's good but some years from now you will discover yourself", and other stuff about me growing up. Which??? What. Allo people don't realize that the whole "sexuality is fluid" speech is not a WHEN you change to fit social norms, but a IF you change to fit social norms.

I think that maybe my sexuality will fluctuate in the future, who really knows, but saying that it is a matter of when is such and invalidating way of thinking

#asexual #ace #ramblings #therapist i guess #is there a tag for that? #therapy #there is lmao #lgbtq

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well, im feeling a bit sad today. might be the fact that a wanted to eat some popcorn but there wasnt any on my house or that all my childhood friends are studying in other countries... ill blame the only one with an easy solution, i dont like to feel sad

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After many years off tumblr... sadly i am back

#koi #photography #why am i on tumblr #again #calm