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specialagentsergio · 8 months
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CM Meet Cute (or not) Challenge 📚☕️
Hey everyone, I’m back with another monthly challenge! For the months of September AND October, I am formally challenging any willing writer to take a stab at writing fanfiction including a Meet Cute/Ugly scenario (any first-time-meeting qualifies, even in a flashback) using their choice of Criminal Minds characters! Reader, Original Character, Character/Character ships, Gen/Platonic fics are allowed!
Please check out the Rules below the Keep Reading!
(**This is NOT a request list for me—this is a prompt list of other writers! Feel free to request from someone else, and be sure to let them know about the challenge!)
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☕️ Generic Prompts 📚
Character gets locked out and their neighbor picks the lock for them.
Characters get the same coffee order. They both reach for it at the same time.
Characters get paired up at the work event icebreaker.
Characters both duck for cover under the same tiny storefront when it starts pouring.
Character is knocked into a stranger’s lap on the bus.
Characters are both stood up at the same date spot.
Character sits next to a stranger in the theater, but the two end up bonding when there’s a technical glitch.
On Character’s first day at the new job, they get stuck on the elevator with their new coworker.
Character breaks their heel/slips on the way into their new job. Their new coworker manages to catch them.
Character accidentally dumps their coffee on someone in a very dramatic fashion.
Character accidentally causes someone to slip and fall. They try to help them up, but they both fall down.
Characters are sat together on a long train ride.
Characters are on rival teams at a work event.
Characters reach for the same book at the library.
Character sits next to someone at an academic conference. They get way too excited about a topic that’s taboo/uncouth to normal people.
Character accidentally messages the wrong number. A stranger answers.
Character offers unsolicited fashion advice to a stranger in the dressing room.
Characters wear matching masks at a masquerade party.
It isn’t a meet cute at all. They know each other already but they don’t notice for an embarrassingly long time.
Character realized they left a piece of clothing in the laundromat but when they return, someone’s already started a load. The pair wait for it to finish together.
Character accidentally bumps into someone’s car in a parking lot. They are very upset… until they realize how cute the other one is.
Anything else you can think of!
🍄 Autumn Prompts 🍁
Character gets lost in a corn maze… meant for children. They begrudgingly ask a total stranger, for help.
Character fight over a perfect pumpkin at the patch and explain why each of them needs it.
Characters show up in an accidental couples’ costume.
Character tries to scare their friend, but ends up spooking a complete stranger.
Character steps on a stranger’s shoe… and realizes they are dressed like Cinderella.
Character accidentally gets hurt in a spooky attraction and a scare actor breaks character to help.
Character gets scared in a haunted tour and jumps in the arms of someone they think is their friend—but it’s not.
Character thinks someone is in a costume and tries to guess what it is. They’re not in a costume.
🫣 Dialogue Prompts 😅
“Hey, sorry, can I give you my number?” “What?” “Oh, not like that—I lost my phone.”
“My kid thinks you’re a real princess. Would you mind taking a photo with them?”
“I think we accidentally swapped orders. By the way, what the hell is in this?”
“Hey, would you mind talking to me so this creep will leave me alone?”
“Is it possible to actually die from embarrassment?”
“I definitely would have remembered meeting you.”
“Watch where you’re going!” “… You ran into me?!”
“That diamond is fake.” “So is the engagement.”
“You aren’t some crazy serial killer, right?”
“Do you believe in fate?”
“This is way too cliche.”
Rules 📚
The fic can be a Reader insert, an Original Character, a character/character ship, a platonic ship, or a Gen fic. It can feature any Criminal Minds character. AUs are more than welcome.
Tag me in the fic, or send the link to me in a Direct Message. It can be already written, or you can write it for the challenge - I’m collecting both! You can also tag it “#mentioningmargins” which is a tag I track.
The fic can be any genre, but ONLY send me smut if your bio states you are 18+. I DO NOT WANT smut written by minors. Ever. At all. I will check. Platonic ships and pure, fluffy fics are 100% allowed.
Please include Content Warnings and a one-sentence Summary of the fic in your post.
Have fun!
The Masterlist of fics will be posted around November 1. If you finish after that, no problem - just send me the fic once you’re done and I’ll add it after-the-fact!
Feel free to message me if you want help developing a plot, have any questions, or just want to gush about your fic. I’m happy to help, and I’m happy you’re here ❤️
Happy Writing!
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specialagentsergio · 11 months
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Criminal Minds PRIDE Fic Challenge!
Here we go! First writing challenge ever and I'm even more excited about the theme. During June I ask fic writers to challenge themselves a little bit by writing a piece that is LGBTQ+ inclusive!!! Don't let the topic intimidate you; If you want to participate, but don't know where to start, there are prompts to help. All the fics will be collected in a Masterlist that will be avalible by July 1st.
Note: if you have accessibility issues with this post (or any of my posts!) let me know and I can send you the information in an accessible format.
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Prompts and rules are under the cut!
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These prompts are only ideas to help get you started! You can write any LGBTQ+ centered fic you want! Feel free to modify any of the more specific prompts to your liking.
Prompts:
Character coming out to their friends/family/the team.
Character's found family is more supportive than biological family when they come out.
Characters go to a pride parade/festival/event!
Characters discuss queer coding in media.
Character(s) explains their new, queer relationship to a child.
Character 1's child comes out to them. They go to Character 2 to ask what they wish their parents would have done.
Character 1 is having an identity crisis (gender or sexuality). They go to Character 2 for help.
Character 1 is confident about their identity. Character 2 isn't, so they ask for some advice.
Character 1 takes Character 2 to a gay bar for the first time to act as their wingman/wingwoman/wingperson.
Character 1 is unsure if they're attracted to or envious of Character 2's confidence in their identity.
Character has been dating Morgan, but realizes they're not attracted to men. He isn't sure how he ended up in this situation twice, but it's the perfect opportunity for him to play matchmaker for his ex girlfriends.
Character comes out to the team (or it's just pride month) and Penelope goes a bit overboard with decorations.
For the writers who are intimidated by this topic or unsure if they can write it: write something with GN!reader. It's less intimidating than you think, and it can make someone's day to be able to read a fic they might otherwise not relate to!
Bi and Pan Prompts:
Character 1 has always thought they were straight, but they realize their feelings for their best friend, Character 2, are more than platonic.
Character 1 is in a straight passing relationship and worries about the visibility of their queer identity. Their partner is incredibly supportive in helping them express themselves.
(NSFW) What does Emily really do during a sin to win weekend?
Trans and Nonbinary Prompts:
Character 1 gives Character 2 a gender affirming haircut.
Hotch teaches Character how to shave.
JJ teaches Character how to do make up.
Character finds themselves needing gender affirming clothes. Rossi makes sure they have the best of the best.
(NSFW) Character 1 gifts Character 2 gender affirming lingerie and it gives them quite the confidence boost.
Aro and Ace Prompts:
Character 1 keeps trying to set up Character 2 with people/telling them to find someone to help ease their stress. Character 2 has had enough of it.
Character has a monthly spike in libido and it makes them question their identity. Spencer tries to help with a ramble about science (NSFW add on: and a few other ways).
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Rules:
The fic can reader insert, OC, character x character, general fic, etc. as long as the character(s) is from Criminal Minds (yes, even the ones I don't write for).
Fics can be any genre and can be platonic or romantic in nature... and yes, this includes smut (I know, I know my brand is ruined. Oh well). You must be 18+ if you are going to submit smut. You all know I love platonic fics very much if not more!
You can write something new or dig up something you've already written! I'm also happy to add on fics that are sent to me after the masterlist is posted.
Tag me in your fic or message me the link. Please list the ship, content warnings, and have a 1-2 sentence summary of your piece! If you have multiple pieces, you can submit a mini masterlist.
Be kind and respectful! Reach out to me if you have any concerns. This blog is a safe space!
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Thank you to @imagining-in-the-margins for the support and for sending some of the prompts from discord! (and telling me it's safe to tag @foxy-eva for this too)
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specialagentsergio · 1 year
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CM Family Challenge
Hey everyone, I’m back with another monthly challenge! For the months of April AND May, I am formally challenging any willing writer to take a stab at writing fanfiction including the trope of Family/Found Family using their choice of Criminal Minds characters! Reader, Original Character, Character/Character ships, Gen/Platonic fics are allowed!
Please check out the Rules below the Keep Reading!
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Generic Prompts
Secret family/spouse/child.
Character A meets B’s family.
Characters A and B throw a baby shower.
AU where two team members are siblings.
The Team throws a MHM (missed holiday meal).
Characters A and B decide to adopt a pet together.
Character A takes an interest in B’s family tradition.
Sometimes a family includes more than two parents.
Characters A and B decide to foster a child/teenager.
Character A comes to terms with B not being the marrying type.
Character A confesses to B that they don’t want children. B is relieved.
Character A reassures B that it’s okay to let go of abusive biological relatives.
Take your family to work day at the BAU brings together a rather eclectic group of individuals (of varying ages, backgrounds, and species).
Character A is surprised by how different B seems now that they left the BAU and have a functioning family life.
Character A reassures B about their fears of being a bad parent following a troubled childhood.
Character A is worried that their child will be dealbreaker for dating. They are surprised when B’s date invitation includes their child.
Character dates a family member of one of their teammates. Awkwardness ensues.
Character(s) help(s) Child through something (break up, bad grades, loss of a friend).
Character A accidentally refers to B as "Mom/Dad"
Whatever else you can think of!
NSFW & Character-Specific Prompts below.
Character-Specific Prompts
Spencer saying goodbye to his mother gets harder every time.
Penelope & Emily negotiate Sergio's custody agreement.
JJ & Kate bond over losing a sister.
Penelope, Derek, Hotch, and/or Tara bond over the loss of a parent.
Rossi, Tara, and/or Hotch reflect on the high rate of divorce in the BAU.
Hotch & Jessica co-parent Jack.
Derek, Hotch, Tara, and/or Penelope's sibling is very suspicious about Character’s partner.
Kate helps Character through the adoption process.
Alex & Spencer bond over the loss of a child/mother, and fill in those blanks for each other.
Rossi & JJ open up about the loss of her pregnancy and the death of his son.
NSFW Prompts
Pregnancy kink
Mommy/Daddy kink
Parents finally get some much needed alone time.
Characters A and B decide to make a baby (for real).
Rules
The fic can be a Reader insert, an Original Character, a character/character ship, a platonic ship, or a Gen fic. It can feature any Criminal Minds character.
Tag me in the fic, or send it to me in a Direct Message. It can be already written, or you can write it just for the challenge - I’m collecting both! You can also tag it “#mentioningmargins” which is a tag I track.
The fic can be any genre, but ONLY send me smut if your bio states you are 18+. I DO NOT WANT smut written by minors. Ever. At all. I will check. Platonic ships and pure, fluffy fics are 100% allowed.
Please include Content Warnings and a one-sentence Summary of the fic in your post.
Have fun!
The Masterlist of fics will be posted around June 1. If you finish after that, no problem - just send me the fic once you’re done and I’ll add it after-the-fact!
Feel free to message me if you want help developing a plot, have any questions, or just want to gush about your fic. I’m happy to help, and I’m happy you’re here ❤️
Happy Writing!
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specialagentsergio · 1 year
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I'm back! I've recently become obsessed with Criminal Minds and since Autistic Spencer Reid is a popular headcannon (who am I kidding, it's canon no matter if it's said on the show or not) I thought I'd do a little fanart since I know he's a comfort character for a lot of people — including me. I tried to put as many of the right colors used by the autistic community as possible. Hope you like it. 💜
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specialagentsergio · 1 year
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can we talk about asher douglas?
while criminal minds has a complicated relationship with autism representation, this particular scene for me at least is so important and so, so relatable. it's the kind of thing tv autism doesn't normally show, and i appreciate that it's shown here.
and i just really really love all of this, i love his character in general, and i love the way reid interacts with him, and the way the others let reid take charge and be the one to conduct his interview.
(also, this scene hints at canon autistic reid, and i like that.)
11x22 the storm
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specialagentsergio · 1 year
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Autistic Spencer Reid
Happy Autism Acceptance Month, everyone! By request, my wonderful friends and I have taken on the daunting task of documenting the reasons why Spencer Reid is considered Autistic. Big thank you to you @spencer-reids-adventures and @foxy-eva specifically for their help. We hope everyone enjoys! This is not an exhaustive list.
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Stimming/Self-Stimulatory behavior, including rocking/spinning in his chair, twiddling with his fingers, gripping sheets, bouncing his legs, biting his lip/tongue, rubbing his eyes, spinning pens, pacing (e.g., S6E12 "Corazon")
Averse to touch, dislikes hugs (S7E13 "Snake Eyes" & S11E11 "Entropy")
Explains multiple attempts at masking, including "being more conversational," (S2E19 "Ashes and Dust"), scripting conversation (S15E4 "Saturdays"), saying what people want to hear (S6E20 "Hanley Waters")
Verbosity - Difficulty recognizing when he's talking too much/speaking at inappropriate times (e.g., S1E16 "The Tribe" and S10E16 "Lockdown")
Began studying behavioral science to understand behavior that made him frustrated/confused (S11E22 "The Storm")
Averse to hosting/hanging out in his space; didn't invite his friends to his apartment for over 15 years (S15E9 "Face Off")
The only team member capable of proficient communication with other Autistic people (S6E16 "Coda" & S11E22 "The Storm")
He is referred to as Autistic by multiple characters, including a literal profiler, and does not deny or question it (S1E5 "Broken Mirror" & S8E3 "Through the Looking Glass")
Lack of social awareness, such as focusing on a convention while at a workplace shooter crime scene (S7E3 "Dorado Falls")
Various special interests, like Doctor Who (S6E16 "Coda" & S7E23 "Hit")
Literal thinking, such as focusing on scientific accuracy of a star-based fable (S5E13 "Risky Business")
Difficulty recognizing common phrases, such as the "sitting in a tree" song (S3E14 "Damaged") or jokes (S7E9 "Self-Fulfilling Prophecy" & S1E8 "Natural Born Killer")
Makes inappropriate references, such as to Derek's playboy behavior (S1E18 "Somebody's Watching") and Rossi's age (S7E13 "Snake Eyes")
Coordination/Spatial deficits (S1E17 "A Real Rain" & S8E6 "The Apprenticeship")
Hyperfocuses on a task to the point he doesn't notice his surroundings (S5E20 "A Thousand Words")
Unusual/hyper-specific pedantic language (S3E6 "Remembrance of Things Past")
Resistance to change, manifested as a luddite dislike of technology (S6E7 "Middle Man" and S8E4 "God Complex") and struggling with Gideon's death (S10E14 "Hero Worship")
He receives (apparent disability) accommodations to be in the field (S6E10 "What Happens At Home...")
Introverted, difficulty sharing emotions, even with his closest friends (S10E13 "Nelson's Sparrow")
Heavily bullied as a child (S3E16 "Elephant's Memory")
Difficulty making friends (S2E1 "The Fisher King Part 2")
Trouble with eye contact, which persists throughout the series
His mother is schizophrenic, which has a strong genetic link to Autism
Savant skills - eidetic memory and hyperlexia
Matthew Gray Gubler has also explained that, regardless of the canonical confirmation, he views and portrayed Spencer Reid as Autistic. Specifically, he stated:
"He's an eccentric genius, with hints of schizophrenia and minor autism, Asperger's syndrome. Reid is 24, 25 years old with three Ph.D.'s and one can't usually achieve that without some form of autism." (Note: Asperger's is an outdated term with Nazi origins, which is now referred to as a part of "Autism Spectrum Disorder" by most countries)
DISCLAIMER: I am Autistic, as diagnosed when I was a toddler. These thoughts are my own and shared for fun. If you disagree, please make your own post about it rather than posting them here. This was a labor of love for fans like me and those who love Autistic people and the characters like us. Thank you for respecting and understanding my boundaries!
Looking for more to read? Check out my Autistic headcanon posts for Penelope and Hotch!
Thank you everyone! 🌈♾️❤️
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specialagentsergio · 1 year
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Vienna (S.R.)
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*as always, the gif is not indicative of Reader's appearance.
Summary: Spencer is a bona fide 40-year-old virgin. After a few months of dating Reader, he finally decides he wants to change that. Based on "Vienna" by Billy Joel. Couple: Spencer Reid/Fem!Reader Category: Smut (NSFW, 18+) Content Warning: Virgin!Spencer, Spencer POV, established relationship loss of virginity, fingering, penetrative sex, unprotected sex Word Count: 3k
MASTERLIST
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I’d often wondered whether my preternatural love for autumn was part of why my life had turned out the way it had. As if my love for late-blooming flowers was built into my biology. Something innate in me that carried with it a promise for a lonely youth.
For a long time, I thought my state of waiting might be fated. Eternal celibacy seemed inevitable. As I watched the years pass by, I’d even started to find some comfort in knowing that there was still a part of me left untouched. Something that could be truly mine in a way things so rarely are.
I was resigned to a life filled to the brim with platonic intimacy. It had been a good life; a happy life. I had a family, albeit not in the ordinary sense of the word. But deep within me, in that 21 ounces that pseudoscience claims to constitute a soul, the longing never ceased. It persisted for nearly forty years.
And then I found her.
She walked into my life with little fanfare. Meeting her felt like finding the answer to an impossible equation after lifetimes of searching.
There had never been a dull moment with her. There was never a lapse in the conversation to permit for any awkward misunderstandings.
The first time that she kissed me, it felt nothing like the times before. It was soft and unassuming, like she were a natural extension of myself.
If one must fall into love, she caught me before my brain could even comprehend it was happening. There was no nauseating sunken stomach, no breathless anxiety of whether or not I was making a mistake.
The first night we were alone, she’d held my face in the dim light. I thought then that my lifetime of waiting had finally come to pass.
She’d only needed a moment of vulnerability to read my soul with the highest proficiency.
With an unrivaled tenderness, she’d told me that she had sensed my innocence the first day we met. That night, and every opportunity since, she had assured me that her love was not conditioned on a physical intimacy. Our life would be beautiful regardless of what it looked like, and she saw no need to fuss over something as simple as sex.
Her assurances had been unnecessary. It had hardly been a month before I found myself eager to give away what I’d once held dear.
Even without a faultless memory, I would always remember the first time she touched me without inhibition. I would forever cherish each of the times that I found myself through an exploration of her.
I had always heard the time-old adage, ‘when it’s right, you’ll know,’ and the skeptic in me doubted whether it could be true for someone like me.
But it was. Because that night, I knew. The same as I knew that the sky appears blue when it is closer to violet and that the color of grass depends on a multitude of factors, I knew that my waiting had come to an end.
I knew because it felt right when she walked into my room with faded lipstick and yet another wonderful memory. That quiet moment felt as fated as the first time I met her. That heaviness in my chest lifted when she turned to look at me, as if my soul had finally found its other half.
I approached her without words because they felt so unnecessary. I wrapped my arms around her instead, pulling her back against my chest and reveling in the warmth she provided.
She placed her hands over mine and fell back against me like a weary traveler who’d finally found their way home. I thought to myself that falling in love should always feel that way.
My lips found their way to her neck with a similar familiarity. I littered her with kisses, forever seeking the satisfaction of her sighs. I listened to each full inhale and felt the way her body moved with the breath.
The smell of her perfume would fill my lungs better than oxygen ever could. But as her skin grew feverish, so too did my lips. Chaste pecks turned to open mouthed kisses that were better spent on her.
I pulled away but lingered. I pressed my cheek against her jaw and my breath shook with excitement.
“I don’t want to wait forever,” I whispered into her ear, “I want you.”
She turned her head ever so slightly, pressing our cheeks together until I couldn’t resist the urge to kiss her. Before my lips could make it, though, she spoke the words I knew to be true but always loved to hear.
“You have me,” she said.
I believed her. I felt my belonging in the literal and metaphorical sense. I lifted a hand and pressed it against her chest to feel the soft thrumming of her heart.
Carefully, and taking the time to linger, my hands began removing her clothing. I took my time in a way I rarely ever did. Because was the kind of masterpiece that needed to be appreciated for every freckle and scar. Each perceived imperfection was nothing but the history of her, the proof of a life well-lived.
Her experience bled through to her behavior when she was bare. Although she still had her bashful moments, it didn’t take much persuading for her to drop her arms and turn to face me.
I stared with my usual awestruck expression. My eyes roamed along with my hands. They ended on either side of her smile, which was broken by laughter.
“Your turn,” she giggled.
My heart threatened to stop. Not because of nerves or insecurity, but because she looked so impossibly beautiful, and she was mine.
Her fingers were delicate but quick to undo my shirt. I wondered how it could be that someone could touch me without my needing to recoil.
I leaned into her touch, only slightly, and I sighed with relief when she finally released the pressure around my waist.
She didn’t take anything off. Instead, she slid her fingers underneath the loosened clothing. She explored skin that was normally hidden with an undeniable affection.
She looked at me much the same.
“We don’t have to do this,” she offered. Her voice was so gentle that scarred skin still broke into goosebumps at the sound of it.
I answered her offer by taking it upon myself to remove my clothing. Each piece that fell to the ground felt like the end of something.
Looking at her felt like a beginning.
Whether it was my fear of inadequacy or just the usual, simple overwhelming love I felt for her, I didn’t let her stare. Instead, I pulled her closer until our bare chests touched. Also between us was the evidence of my desire, burning hot and aching to be held by her.
A shaky breath slipped through her lips before I kissed her. I kissed her again, harder, and more insistent than ever before.
She laughed. I did, too.
“You’re the most beautiful thing in all of creation,” I murmured absentmindedly against her lips.
Still smiling, she grabbed hold of one of my hands before she pulled away from me. At first, I thought she was leading us to the bed. But then she spun around on her foot, displaying the entirety of her naked body for my adoration.
“You’d better take a closer look, then,” she said.
“I could never forget,” I reminded.
She knew that, though. That’s why she tempted me the way she did, so that I would remember perfectly how we looked in that moment.
I would see the motion in her body just before I pushed her back against my bed. I served witness to the way she made herself comfortable in a matter of seconds. Her body writhed with anticipation, her skin a perfect contrast to the sheets beneath her.
She was so beautiful in her vulnerability. I could tell she felt the same simply by the way that she looked at me.
As I climbed atop her, I tried to stop my arms from shaking. Her hand reached up to cup my cheek. I nearly fell limp in her embrace. I stumbled forward still, falling onto my forearm so that I could free a hand to feel her.
My hand slid between her open legs at the same time she reached between us. Her fingers felt scorching around the base of me. I imagine mine felt equally paralyzing as they dipped between slick folds.
We groaned in tandem at the sensation. The anticipation heightened with our quickened breath. She was already practically sobbing as I dragged my fingers down warm walls and imagined once more what it would feel like to be welcomed into her fullest embrace.
I was surprised to find how much her hand fumbled, how unpracticed she seemed when faced with my ultimate submission.
Dare I say, she almost seemed nervous. Yet I would never be anywhere near dissatisfaction. I was quite the opposite, already aching for the release that only she could give me.
“Do you want to do this?”
I was surprised to hear the question uttered in my own voice.
But I was so happy to hear her answer, “Yes.”
Then, with a lovesick smile that would always seem too good to be true, she teased, “I’m ready when you are.” 
I returned it with a taunt of my own. I withdrew my fingers and spread the remnants of her desire over her heat.
“I can tell.”
Like always, she accepted it with grace, and her own clever retort.
“I guess there really is something to that genius thing after all.”
But when the jokes were over, I was lost in the wonder once more. My whole body felt aflame with lust and lover for her the very moment that her legs fell further open.
I looked down at the way her chest heaved and her stomach tensed. Her back was arching like every part of her sought closeness.
As if her body had been begging: I love you, let me shelter you.
She must have seen how foreign the feeling was to me, because as soon as I felt the familiar warmth of tears gathering in my eyes, her grip turned gentle. One leg hooked around my waist and pulled me closer until I could feel the velvety slickness against the head of my cock.
“How about I help you with this part?” she offered.
I lowered my hand to join hers before I replied, “Together.”
“Together,” she promised.
True to her word, she helped guide me to her entrance before her hand slipped away. It found me again shortly thereafter when both of her arms were thrown around my shoulders.
I pushed forward to find a slight resistance. My breath caught in my throat, my whole body halting without any command.
“Keep going,” she said breathlessly, “It’s okay.”
“I don’t want to hurt you,” I explained.
She silenced any further protest by rooting her hands in my hair and pulling me in for a kiss. My hips fell forward from the momentum, sinking a few more inches into the blinding, blissful heat of her.
I tried to accommodate the feeling of her the same way her body tried to make room for me. Each twitch of my cock was returned with her walls closing in on me. Every one of her limbs begged for more of me, and I wanted so badly to give it.
But I was still bashful, still frightened by the possibility of hurting her somehow.
She ended the kiss prematurely. Before she could speak, she whimpered. Her eyes opened to reveal mirrors into myself. A vulnerability, a belonging beyond the physical.
Her body begged me, and I answered. I pressed forward, sinking into her inch by inch until there was nothing more to give. I reveled in the soft sounds of her pleasure, the way her whimpers turned to wanton moans.
“I love you through infinity,” I whispered against her lips.
“I love you, too,” she returned dreamily.
Her body was pulsing around me with a burning heat and unrivaled softness. I felt the shelter of her, the vulnerability of her embrace. There was no greater reward than the knowing that she allowed me, begged for me to claim the empty space in her body.
“You are…”
I struggled to find the words to explain the thought.
She found them for me.
“Yours,” she slurred, “I’m yours, Spencer.”
My hips moved without thought. They bucked forward and caused moans to spill from both our lips.
I became greedy quickly. I desperately sought to hear her again, to experience again the novel wonder that was her body. I pulled my hips back and focused on the way her walls clenched tighter, begging me to stay.
I returned to them immediately. I thrusted forward, faster than before and with enough force to set her body in motion.
Her mouth was open, alternating between simple, wonderful sounds and a lack of them altogether. The twisted tension, the unmuted pleasure of half-lidded eyes and flushed lips, it made me realize how badly I’d craved this experience all my life.
Again, my hips crashed into hers. I fucked her harder and took pride in the way her nails dug into my skin. I wanted her to claim me with the same animalistic nature that I displayed.
“I’ve waited my whole life for you,” I told her between brutal thrusts.
Like always, she understood the meaning behind the words. She could feel the decades of yearning with every motion. Each time that I bottomed out inside her, she would praise me, worship me, love me.
I didn’t expect her to respond with anything more than her body. It spoke so eloquently. Her back arched and her nails dragged down my shoulders as she struggled to keep hold.
To relieve her of the need, I straightened my back and sat up. With both hands, I pulled her hips up to meet mine.
“Fuck!” she squeaked.
I understood what she’d meant. The new angle felt entirely different, impossibly better than the one from mere seconds before.
“Are you alright?” I asked, anyway.
“Yes,” she said with a quick nod, “Yes, you’re perfect.”
My long dormant ego swelled at the praise. It turned my lips into a smirk and made my hands pull her even closer.
I watched with rapt attention as I pulled out of her. It seemed so intimate—was so intimate—that I couldn’t break away. Fascinated by the way her body accepted me, I continued to watch where we joined as I pulled her hips back to me. 
“You look so beautiful like this,” I groaned.
So elegant, so submissive and pliant as I filled her with the full length of my desire.
“You do, too,” she giggled.
I looked up to see her, and, immediately, I missed her. Without even taking the time to readjust her hips, I moved forward until our lips met.
She gasped at the pleasurable pain when I found a new depth of her. She swallowed my moans the same way her heat accepted me.
It was all so new, so overwhelming and invigorating that I couldn’t stop myself. My movements became sloppy and insistent. Her body folded beneath mine at the same time her arms fell on the bed. She gripped the sheets with a vengeance.
Open and wanting, her chest heaved, and her small voice managed to call my name.
“Do it, Spencer,” she pleaded with her everything, “Come for me.”
Without a single hesitation, I did. Unaware of how close I’d even come; I gave one more unrelenting thrust before I was hit with a truly staggering wave of pleasure.
As I emptied myself inside of her, the warmth pooled around what was an already burning heat. Each pulse came with bucking hips. Every time, her body tightened around me and prolonged the pleasure.
“I love you,” I chanted while the world felt far away.
She had never felt closer.
“I love you,” we said together just as I fell limp in her arms.
Breathless and with fast-beating hearts, I melted into her embrace without regret. I felt the sticky warmth as it filled every particle that remained between our joined bodies.
It was the most heavenly bliss, to feel so thoroughly loved.
Yet she was the one to say it first.
“Thank you,” she slurred.
“It was my pleasure,” I chuckled back. I’d meant it literally and in the traditional, colloquial sense.
The kindness continued when she was finally able to move again. She didn’t go far. Instead, she wrapped lazy arms around me and tilted her head back so that I could nuzzle further against her shoulder.
“Was it worth the wait?” she asked cheekily.
But I noticed the way her voice still shook. She would blame the exhaustion, but I could tell that she was nervous.
There was no reason for her to be. Regret was the furthest thing from my thoughts.
“Yes, it was,” I assured her.
Then, because she deserved to hear it and because it was the undeniable truth, I explained, “It had to be you. It would have always been you.”
“Are you saying I was meant to be yours?” she giggled.
“No,” I corrected with a smile, “I’m saying I was meant to be yours.”
“Split the difference?” she offered.
“Not a chance,” I scoffed.
“Fine,” she sighed happily. “I guess you’re mine.”
And I took comfort in knowing that everything was finally, exactly how it was meant to be.
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Criminal Minds 3.03 | Scared to Death
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more spencer nonsense
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specialagentsergio · 1 year
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Reblog because I'm a busy bastard
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do u ever get a comment on a fic thats just so sweet that ur like Maybe slaving over 24k of fanfiction was worth it for user SprinkleTrashcan2012 to leave a three paragraph comment
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“There’s a whole ‘nother side to that woman.”
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Spencer Reid x Reader
I know people are obsessed with dad!Spencer but this one is for my Spencer girlies who hate the idea of being pregnant and don't want kids (me, it's for me lmao)
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It started simply enough, an offhand comment from someone at JJ’s baby shower, but it was enough to plant a seed of doubt in your mind.
“He’s going to be such a good dad,” the woman had smiled as she watched Spencer do a magic trick for Henry. You laughed it off, saying something about how much he loves Henry and ignoring the sinking feeling in your stomach. You know you don’t want kids, but you’ve never talked about it with Spencer. You’re not naive, you’ve seen Spencer with kids and it's clear that he would make a great dad. You’d gone on with your life but the thought sat in the back of your mind and every time someone else made the same comment it chipped away at you. Anytime there were kids, Spencer could be found entertaining them. He’s a kid at heart, so opportunities for comment were not rare.
It all came to a head when Michael was born, and you and Spencer went to visit JJ in the hospital.
Spencer was immediately handed the baby as you talked with JJ about how she was doing. Spencer beamed as Michael’s little hand grabbed his finger.
“Look how sweet! You two are gonna have the cutest little babies!” Penelope had squealed as she watched. You forced a smile as she rushed over to hold the baby, a pit of dread forming in your stomach. You visited with them for a while longer, taking your turn to hold and coo at Michael before you both took your leave to head home. You were a ball of anxiety in the car thinking about how to have this conversation with Spencer. The more you thought about it, the faster your leg shook nervously. Spencer’s hand found your knee, the warm weight grounding you for a second as he smiled at you before turning back to the road as the light turned green. Your stomach dropped thinking about that smile being wiped off his face by this conversation he didn’t even know was coming.
The car comes to a stop and you trudge inside, Spencer eyeing you skeptically as you take off your shoes.
“Are you okay?” He asks softly, pulling you to the couch so you can both sit down. You finally break under his gaze, tears welling up in your eyes and threatening to fall.
“Spencer, I’m sorry,” you mumble, watching his face scrunch in confusion.
“This isn’t going to work,” you force out.
“What isn’t?” He asks, his head cocking adorably.
“Us, Spencer,” you say quietly, your heart breaking as you watch his face drop.
“What? What are you talking about?” He asks, sounding panicky.
“I… I can’t give you the life you want, Spencer. I don’t want kids, I’m sorry. I should’ve told you this sooner. But everyone keeps saying you’re gonna be such a good dad, Spence. They're right and I can’t take that away from you,” you ramble, stopping when you notice him holding in laughter.
“Why are you smiling! I’m trying to break up with you for your own good and you’re laughing, what’s wrong with you?!” You ask, slightly hysterical laughter bubbling out of you.
“I love you so much,” he beams, only furthering your confusion.
“I love kids, I do. And I love being Uncle Spencer. But do you know what the best part about it is?” He asks, and you shake your head, “You get to give them back! You get all the fun parts and none of the sleepless nights or tantrums or rules. You get to be the fun one when they’re tired of their parents.”
“Yeah, but-“ you start before he stops you.
“I love my job, but you know I see the darkest parts of humanity every day. I don’t have any desire to bring kids into a world like this. I can’t imagine how worried I’d be all the time about something happening to them, it’s scary enough just worrying about you. And more than any of that, I love you. I don’t want to have or not have kids with anyone else,” he finishes, pulling you into a hug and you melt as the tension leaves your body.
“Sorry,” you sniffle, “I guess all the comments just sort of got to me.”
“You don’t have to apologize, we haven’t talked about it, how could you know? I didn’t know people had been saying stuff to you, you should’ve told me,” he tells you.
“Next time maybe talk to me before you try and break up with me, huh?” He jokes, trying to lighten your mood.
“You’re right, I went a little off the deep end. I got scared and I freaked out,” you laugh into his sweater. He snorts out a laugh at that, shifting you both so you can lie down together. You tuck yourself under his chin and yank the blanket off the back of the couch, prepared to tuck in for a little nap after the emotional rollercoaster you’d just been on.
“I love you, too,” You murmur as you drift off, his hands rubbing your back soothingly.
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Patience & Hope
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Summary: Spencer and Luke learn what being a family really means
Pairing: Spencer Reid x Luke Alvez
Category: Hurt/Comfort
Request by @sassymoon: established relationship, having an argument, mental health issues, adopting a pet
Content Warnings: Post-Prison Spencer, implied/referenced mental health issues (Spencer), crying, mentions of not wanting children
Word count: 1.8
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Seeing his boyfriend around his godsons always made Luke's heart jump, a warmth spreading through his chest whenever Michael or Henry broke out in giggles at Spencer's goofiness. 
Those moments seemed to be so rare - Spencer smiling and laughing as if he didn't still carry all the weight prison left on his shoulders. More than anything, Luke wished for a life where he could see his partner being that happy every day. 
It was hard not letting his mind wander to a fantasy of seeing Spencer with children of their own. It was something Luke had thought about countless times but managed to keep it in.
Until that day.
On their way home from JJ's house, Luke couldn't hold back any longer. He averted his eyes from the road to find the warm amber of Spencer's irises. 
"You'd be such a great dad," Luke cooed. 
To his surprise, Spencer didn't respond, instead he showed him a shy smile before turning his head to look out of the window of the passenger seat. A knot built in Luke's stomach at the realization that it had not been the right moment to bring up this topic.  
It was still too early in their relationship to have talked about the future a lot. Even though Spencer had never explicitly told him about wanting children, Luke had always assumed that he would want to be a father one day. 
Neither of them dared to speak for the rest of the car ride. It wasn't unlike Spencer to shut down when he was scared to say the wrong thing and it wasn't unlike Luke to hold back so he wouldn't scare his boyfriend away. 
They had both worked hard to carefully take down Spencer's walls when they started dating but things were still so fragile. 
Luke watched Spencer as he sat down on the couch and nervously fidgeted with his fingers. He found his place beside the other man and carefully brushed over the back of his hand, a sigh of relief escaping Luke's throat when Spencer opened his palm to welcome his boyfriend's touch. With fingers intertwined and concern still visible on both of their faces, they found each other's eyes to talk about the inevitable. 
"I'm sorry," Luke mumbled when the silence between the two of them became unbearable for him. "I didn't mean to make you uncomfortable."
"I'm not uncomfortable," Spencer clarified. "I'm nervous."
Luke gently squeezed his hand to encourage him to keep on talking. "Why are you nervous?"
"Because–" Spencer paused to avert his eyes from Luke, staring at the floor instead.
With a tender motion Luke touched his partner's jaw to turn his head again until they locked eyes once more. 
"Please talk to me, Spencer," he pleaded. 
The glistening in his eyes revealed that Spencer wasn't just nervous about voicing his thoughts, he was terrified. 
"I don't want to have kids and I'm scared you're gonna leave me for someone who does."
Spencer's voice broke at the last syllable as sobs started wrecking through his body. Luke was quick to wrap his arms around his boyfriend, pressing their chests together to keep him close to his heart – exactly where he belonged. 
Spencer became so small inside Luke's arms, his limbs bent and folded to the point where it was impossible to recognize the grown man he was. Right then Luke wasn't comforting his boyfriend, no. He was holding a scared little boy, longing for someone to stay and protect him from the chaos of the world. 
He placed a soft kiss into Spencer's unruly curls before whispering, "I won't leave you. I promise," over and over again until he was sure that his boyfriend had heard him.
After a few moments Luke heard his boyfriend mumble something into the fabric of his shirt. It was inaudible, so he tried to lean back to be able to hear Spencer's words. The man in his arms didn't let him, though, and held onto his body tightly to hinder him from moving away. 
"It's okay, I won't go anywhere," Luke spoke softly. "I just couldn't understand what you were saying." 
"I don't want to be the reason you won't have a family," Spencer muttered as he dared to lean back. 
With eyes rimmed red Spencer looked at his boyfriend, still convinced that this conversation could be the end of what they were. Luke, however, still radiated the same warmth and comfort he did anytime he came to visit in prison. 
It had been him who gave Spencer hope to make it out of his cage alive. He was adamant in showing his love and didn't plan to stop doing that anytime soon. 
"Spencer, I have found all the family I need with you. I'm perfectly happy to spend my future with just you. We don't need kids to be complete."
Luke's fingers made contact with his boyfriend's cheeks, carefully wiping away the tears from his face while whispering, "I love you."
It had been Luke who showed him that there were still so many reasons to keep holding on after he got out of prison – the sweetness of his lips being one of them. 
It was a surprising move but Luke welcomed the feeling of Spencer's lips against his nonetheless. 
There was no need for words to be spoken, this kiss expressed everything Spencer wanted Luke to know. 
Thank you for finding me.
Thank you for staying with me.
Thank you for understanding me. 
"I love you," he decided to say out loud. 
The two men found comfort in their new-found realization that they didn't need to expand their family to be complete. Their bond only grew stronger over the next few weeks. Getting this conversation out of the way helped Spencer open up more, finally able to fully show his boyfriend the extent of his love. 
They were wrapped inside each other's arms on the couch in Spencer's apartment when a loud knock disturbed their lazy Sunday afternoon. 
"Are you expecting anyone?" Luke wondered as the other man got up from his place beside him. 
"No I–," he was interrupted by another, more urgent sounding knock against his door. 
He found a wide-eyed Penelope standing in his hallway, a small ball of fur pressed against her chest. She walked in before Spencer had the chance to invite her. 
"I'm so sorry to interrupt you boys but this is an emergency!" She exclaimed while Luke got up from the couch as well. 
The small ball of fur started moving, ears and eyes sticking out from Penelope's arms to reveal she was holding a kitten. 
"I found her beside a dumpster, all freezing and scared. I wanted to take her in but Sergio apparently hates company and kept hissing at her. She's so scared and needs a safe place to stay!" She explained without taking a breath between her words. 
The two men locked eyes with raised eyebrows and mouths agape. 
Spencer turned his head to face Penelope again, voicing his concerns, "I'm not sure I can take care of a cat. Besides, Luke has a dog and they probably wouldn't get along." 
"Actually, Roxy is very fond of kittens," Luke chimed in. 
Spencer thought about it for a moment. It had taken him months to get used to the presence of Luke's dog, it didn't seem rational to make room for another pet in his life.
He laid eyes on the kitten in his friend's arms. It was tiny and fragile and so, so scared. 
"I already gave her a bath and made sure she doesn't have any fleas," Penelope said. "Look at her! She just needs some love."
"And food, a littler box, toys, a scratcher, vet visits…," Spencer added.
"Spencer, just look at her," Luke suggested, his large puppy eyes not unlike his dog's whenever she wanted something. 
Just when Luke wanted to reach out his hand to make contact with the tiny creature, the kitten started to squirm until she escaped Penelope's arms to jump onto the floor instead. After looking around for a split second, she ran into Spencer's bedroom to hide under the bed. 
All of them followed the kitten, crouching down in front of the bed to take a look at the scared ball of fur. After several failed attempts to get her to come out, Penelope got up from the floor and concluded, "Looks like she wants to stay here." 
Spencer had no interest in scaring the poor thing even more by forcefully getting her out from her hiding spot. He slowly warmed up to the thought of sharing his place with a cat. 
"Okay."
Luke showed him a wide smile and excitedly exclaimed, "Okay?! Does this mean she can stay?" 
"Yes, she can stay," Spencer confirmed. 
Penelope was relieved to have found a home for the rescued kitten and promised the men to come by later to bring them cat food and other essentials to make the new roommate as comfortable as possible. 
Spencer sat on the floor of his bedroom, his back leaning against the wall while he watched his partner laying on his stomach, trying to reach under the bed to get the cat to come out. 
"Maybe you should give her some space," Spencer suggested. 
Luke sighed defeatedly and shifted his position to sit beside his boyfriend. 
"Yeah, you're right."
"We just need to stay here and wait. She probably needs some time to get used to our presence. She needs to be sure that we won't hurt her and she can trust us. That'll take some time but I'm sure she will eventually. We just have to be patient," Spencer let him know.
The men locked eyes before Luke confirmed, "Okay. I can do that."
"I know."
Spencer let his fingertips dance over the other man's palm before their fingers interlaced. They were both aware of the parallels of this situation to the beginning of their relationship. 
In fact, Luke had often thought that Spencer resembled a scared animal when he was released from prison. He was desperate for someone to show him love and take care of him but had trouble not to let his claws show when someone got too close, terrified that he could get hurt again. 
Luke softly smiled at Spencer, whispering, "It will be worth the wait."
They sat in comfortable silence as many moments passed. Just when they considered going back to the living room, they noticed some movement under the bed.
Slowly and carefully the furry creature showed herself, step by step coming out from under the bed. She was hesitant but eventually decided to move closer to the men sitting on the floor. Both of them tried not to move while intently watching the kitten. 
After careful consideration the cat decided to sit down right next to Spencer's thigh, rubbing her face against the fabric of his pants. 
Spencer turned his head to look at Luke, whispering, "I think I want to call her Hope."
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CRIMINAL MINDS | 5.19 “RITE OF PASSAGE”
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I was listening to “the 1” by Taylor Swift which reminded me of your “she’s got you mesmerized” series which is excellent btw which prompted me to reread the whole series again since it’s PERFECT and so beautifully angsty but full of such cute moments with Emily. If you ever write that epilogue I will be your #1 supporter. But it’s still perfect as is 💖
thank you, that's so sweet of you to say! i'm glad you liked it.
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