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And somedays i want to be loved for just being,

Not because I'm kind, I'm beautiful, I'm supportive or I'm fun. But for just being.

Somedays,i don't want to be defined by adjectives or qualities. Somedays i want be seen for just being. We may not know or understand but kindness, the beauty, the support or the mysteriousness, they just tune out of your body . Somedays they don't work their charm . Sometimes i just exist and those days i want to be appreciated, to be held and to be loved for just being here . Because none of us chose to be here in first place but we all are ; thriving, crying, blaming, loving. So on those days , i just want to be loved for being empty. For being nothing, somedays i want my nothing to be my everything.

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30 September,22

And somedays i find inner peace in laying in bed and just breathing and doing nothing, a little stretch here and there . And somedays my heart and soul needs some air, so i step out to adore the morning glory and orange tinted clouds in slightest pink sky . And somedays the dark sky represents my inner turmoil but at the end of the day , it's Alright .

It's okay that I'm taking time in growing and it's okay that somedays i don't want to do things, it's okay because I've come a long way and somedays it gets very lonely but still i hold myself and prepare myself for another journey, because at the end no matter how much someone tries , it's me who can help me the best.

#diary #journal #self love #words #romance #quotes #positivevibes

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If there are any active study with me discord channels then please share the link

@studyblr @studywmmotivation @studying-hard @studyblrmasterposts @studiesing @studiesstudy @mstudies @mstudiesphilology

#discord #studying# channels #study #motivation

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Skip Google for Research

As Google has worked to overtake the internet, its search algorithm has not just gotten worse.  It has been designed to prioritize advertisers and popular pages often times excluding pages and content that better matches your search terms 

As a writer in need of information for my stories, I find this unacceptable.  As a proponent of availability of information so the populace can actually educate itself, it is unforgivable.

Below is a concise list of useful research sites compiled by Edward Clark over on Facebook. I was familiar with some, but not all of these.

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Google is so powerful that it “hides” other search systems from us. We just don’t know the existence of most of them. Meanwhile, there are still a huge number of excellent searchers in the world who specialize in books, science, other smart information. Keep a list of sites you never heard of.

www.refseek.com - Academic Resource Search. More than a billion sources: encyclopedia, monographies, magazines.

www.worldcat.org - a search for the contents of 20 thousand worldwide libraries. Find out where lies the nearest rare book you need.

https://link.springer.com - access to more than 10 million scientific documents: books, articles, research protocols.

www.bioline.org.br is a library of scientific bioscience journals published in developing countries.

http://repec.org - volunteers from 102 countries have collected almost 4 million publications on economics and related science.

www.science.gov is an American state search engine on 2200+ scientific sites. More than 200 million articles are indexed.

www.pdfdrive.com is the largest website for free download of books in PDF format. Claiming over 225 million names.

www.base-search.net is one of the most powerful researches on academic studies texts. More than 100 million scientific documents, 70% of them are free

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Can we just talk , about anything , with or without sharing identities. I just feel like talking to new people.. something new .. something like fresh air .... Let's talk please .

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hello! im back again this month with another challenge!! i have no idea if i'll be doing this next month as well but if i can gather enough questions over the month of march i might make another for april! the new semester just started for me so i'm hoping i can motivate myself to be constant with my work with this challenge!

i hope you can be productive with this and enjoy this month's challenge! ^_^

Info / Rules!

The challenge will last the whole month of March and contains 31 questions, one for each day.

Please reblog this post if you plan to do the challenge!

When you post, tag it as '#march productivity challenge' so I can track, see and reblog the posts and studyblrs participating :)

You don't have to post daily so don't pressure yourself too much on it. You can always do catch-up posts!

If you have any questions feel free to hop into my inbox!

(did I copy-paste this whole section from the last studyblr challenge? yes. yes I did)

1st March: What are your goals for this month? What's something you're looking forward to?

2nd March: Do you consider yourself a workaholic? What times do you feel most productive?

3rd March: If you could make your own garden (consider that it is self-tending, and has the perfect environment for the plants you'd choose) how would you plan it out? styles, locations, fauna you'd plant, furniture? Just talk about your dream garden.

4th March: What's your usual cafe order? is it always the same or do you try new things?

5th March: What are your favourite shows? Is there anything specific you like about them?

6th March: Do you have a favourite movie in particular or do you like them by genre? What's your favourite movie and/or genre?

7th March: Do you read fanfics? What's your favourite trope? Which fandom do you read most for?

8th March: If someone saw you across the street what do you think their passing thoughts be?

9th March: Do you know how to cook? What's your favourite thing to make? On that note, what's your favourite thing to eat?

10th March: Do you believe in the supernatural? Have you had any spooky experiences?

11th March: Have you been sleeping well lately? What has been your average sleep hours for the last few days?

12th March: Did you have an imaginary friend in your childhood? what were they like?

13th March: What's your favourite seasoning on food? Are you picky about seasonings?

14th March: What's an act of a kind stranger that's been with you?

15th March: How do you deal with academic/work stress? Do you have a coping system/mechanism?

16th March: Do you have a favourite mug/cup/glassware/cookware?

17th March: Have you travelled a lot? Would you like to in the future?

18th March: Have you gotten into anything because people around you had started getting really into it? did you enjoy it? Are you still into it?

19th March: Do you doodle a lot? What is it that you doodle most?

20th March: Do you wear glasses? If you do, when did you get your first pair?

21st March: What are you currently working on? How tedious and/or enjoyable is it?

22nd March: Can you drive? Do you prefer long drives or short ones? Do you like to be the one driving on them?

23rd March: Have you ever been on a big adventure? What's the most adventurous/dangerous thing you've done?

24th March: What's the most interesting urban legend/creepypasta you've come across?

25th March: Do you have any tattoos? if not, do you want one? if yes, do you want another?

26th March: Are there any wild stories passed around among your friends or family?

27th March: Do you have a pet? What's their name? How long have you had them? Is it your first pet or have you had one before?

28th March: What's the movie you last watched? Is there a movie or show you highly dislike for a very specific reason?

29th March: What's a Tumblr post/thing that always makes you laugh or is very memorable for you?

30th March: Have you ever had a secret admirer? How did you find out? what happened next?

31st March: Do you like exercising? What have you been doing lately to take care of / maintain your health?

hope this month brings you lots of success and you enjoy this month's challenge! best of luck!

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Just a random post to remind me that I'll be coming back from the slump i created for myself. And it's totally okay because we're human and we learn from our own shit.

I've been a very messy and chaotic person in terms of academics and I'm willing to change it . Not everything thing though.. as i realised that i THRIVE IN CHAOS.

Most probably I'll be posting continuously .

- bhavya

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Love seeing women with bare faces, short fingernails, practical shoes, comfortable clothing, a full plate, a toothy grin, a relaxed posture. Love love love seeing women comfortable and happy and unselfconscious.

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I decided to put together a list of questions to be answered throughout the month of February because honestly I haven't felt motivated enough to make new posts and this seems like a great opportunity. So! if you'd like to, feel free to join in on the challenge!!

Info / Rules!

The challenge will last the whole month of February and contains 28 questions, one for each day.

Please reblog this post if you plan to do the challenge!

When you post, tag it as '#february productivity challenge' so I can track, see and reblog the posts and studyblrs participating :)

You don't have to post daily so don't pressure yourself too much on it. You can always do catch-up posts!

If you have any questions feel free to hop into my inbox!

Prompts!

Day 1: What’s your favourite podcast?

Day 2: What are you reading right now?

Day 3: What's your nighttime routine like?

Day 4: What would you describe your study method as?

Day 5: What's the most recent thing you've dreamt?

Day6: What are your current top 5 songs?

Day 7: What was your favourite band 5 years ago?

Day 8: Is there someone you recently got acquainted with? How did you meet them?

Day 9: Have you been anywhere recently for the first time? How was the experience?

Day 10: What's your daily, weekly and monthly planning method? How detailed are you with it?

Day 11: What’s a piece of random trivia that you know?

Day 12: What’s your favourite family tradition?

Day 13: Do you like video games? What's a game you've wanted to play for a while? What's the last game you've played?

Day 14: What's a youtube channel you really like?

Day 15: When you hang out with friends, what do you usually prefer to do?

Day 16: What's something you would like to make if you had the time and/or skill?

Day 17: What’s your favourite place you’ve ever visited?

Day 18: What’s the best advice you’ve received and consciously try to follow?

Day 19: What's your go-to take out?

Day 20: If you made a youtube channel, what would it be about?

Day 21: What's something you've wanted to take a deep dive into but haven't got the time to yet?

Day 22: What are your favourite colour combinations?

Day 23: What's a gift you'd give to someone if you don't know them all too well?

Day 24: What's your favourite beverage?

Day 25: What does your ideal breakfast look like?

Day 26: What's the cosiest place in your mind right now?

Day 27: If you did a room revamp, what all would you change? What's an aesthetic you would like to incorporate in it?

Day 28: What's your favourite stationery that you own?

Hope you enjoy it and have a good month!

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Day 57/100...

Not done yet with the " Basic JavaScript" portion of the course but I'm getting there. I plan on re-doing it once I'm done. Today I will be spending one hour on Spanish 😊.

No he terminando aún con la porción "Basic JavaScript " de la clase pero estoy llegando allí(?). Planeo tomarlo de nuevo cuando termine. Hoy voy a estar estudiando Español por una hora.

*Please feel free to correct me. Thank you.😇

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Reblog if you’re an active studyblyr please.

Hi, Im trying to find active studyblrs and medblrs to follow as my timeline is practically emptyy reblog if you’re active and you’re looking for accounts to follow. 21/1/2022✨

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can you believe that the most human trait there is is art? we didn't start making art because it was needed for our survival or it helped us mate or hunt…. we make art for the sake of making it and for you and other people to enjoy it. this is why I love literature and art museums or just looking through my old sketches and stories…. making art is what it means to be human I think.

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Who said trees cannot be a good companion

#nature #treestreestrees #self love #green day #skyphotography

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22/100 DOP (22.1.2022)

So today was pretty good! I caught up most of my lectures and I did some planning stuff. I also finished this book a couple of days ago, which was great. Tomorrow the plan is to finish up the last lecture and do some of this coursework I need to get done.

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“I felt heavy my whole life. I always thought that death would be the heaviest thing of all, but it wasn’t, it really wasn’t. Life was like being dragged through concrete in circles, wet and setting concrete that dried with each rotation of my unwilling body. As a child, I was light. It didn’t matter too much; I slid through it, and maybe it even felt like a game, like I was just playing in mud, like nothing about that slipperiness would ever change, not really. But then I got bigger and it started drying on me and eventually I turned into an uneven block, chipping and sparking on the hard ground, tearing off into painful chunks. I wanted to stay empty, like the eagle in the proverb, left to perch, my bones filled with air pockets, but heaviness found me and I couldn’t do anything about it. I couldn’t shake it off; I couldn’t transform it, evaporate or melt it. It was distinct from me, but it hooked itself into my body like a parasite. I couldn’t figure out if something was wrong with me or if this was just my life—if this was just how people felt like concrete was dragging their flesh off their bones.”

— The Death of Vivek Oji, Akwaeke Emezi (via amouthfulloflove)

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Jodi Picoult, Handle with Care

Anaïs Nin, Fire: From a Journal of Love

Gregory Maguire, Wicked

Carol Ann Duffy, Medusa

David Foster Wallace, Infinite Jest

Joey Comeau & Emily Horne, A Softer World (#908)

Pedro Calderón de la Barca

@rbhvleo (x)

Tony Kushner, Angels in America

Lorde, Writer In the Dark

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