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You made yourself fat, now make yourself skinny again.

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the fact I can buy a small in clothes now.. it makes me want to push harder.

#disordered eating #ana #mia #ed #eating disorder #anamia #only pro for me #pro anaa #proana

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it’s so hard seeing people that aren’t ana blogs interacting with my post. It makes me view them as regular people with similar interest to me. People that deserve better... I have to look at them outside of this eating disorder.

#disordered eating #pro miaa #mia #ana #ed #eating disorder #only pro for me

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honestly I kinda like being here, it’s refreshing... I feel like less of a freak because of this disorder

#ed #ana #mia #pro anarexia #proana #only pro for me #eating disorder #disordered eating #anamia

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they all noticed

EVERY single one of them

“you’ve lost weight, haven’t you?”

it’s all I hear when I see people that I haven’t seen in months

“you look so much better!”

all that translates to is “you were so fucking fat and now I don’t have to say it directly”

#ed #ana #mia #bulimiii #disordered eating #eating disorder #anamia #only pro for me #pro miaa #pro anarexia #pro anaa

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glad to be back

#ana #mia #ed

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seeing everyone get better while I’m still stuck in this endless loop is tiring

#ana #mia #bulimiii #disordered eating #proana #only pro for me #pro miaa #pro anarexia #eating disorder #ed

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still here

still sick

#disordered eating #miaa #ana #anamia #ed #eating disorder #pro anarexia #proana #only pro for me

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please be careful if anyone asks to be your “buddy” “ana buddy” or “coach”. i’ve had so many accounts throughout the years of using tumblr (before this account, those were deleted) where ED accounts would message me asking me if i needed a buddy or a coach. i’d say about 7/10, they are going to be creepy towards you. don’t send them pictures of yourself, don’t give them person information, nothing. i wouldn’t trust them for anything. they could easily be people who are trying to groom you and eventually get you to say, send or do something that you shouldn’t. people have tried to manipulate me and groom me and i don’t want anything like that to happen to people on here.

there was an account on here recently who asked me if i needed a buddy or a coach and when i explained my past with “buddies” and “coaches” they started acting kind of weird. and now they’ve either blocked me or deleted their account. 

be safe <3 

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Meanspo

You ate that 300 calorie lunch and thought you did a good job?

You’re a failure. You *know* the scale could’ve been less later and you *chose* to eat that. What the fuck? Do you even care? You’re on here BRAGGING about your god damn eating disorder and here you are eating again. You just want attention. God, you make me so sick. Try again tomorrow pig, because today is ruined, and if you don’t throw it up you’re literally worthless.

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the dream...

So much power in one video all due to her thin figure

#thinspii #tw eating things #thinspo #thinsp0 #model thin #thin girls #disordered eating #ana #mia #pro anarexia #pro anaa #only pro for me #it's not as simple as just eating #legspii #legsppo

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prove them wrong

#ana #mia #anamia #pro anaa #miaa #disordered eating #only pro for me #eating disorder #tw eating things #sad #prove them wrong #thinspo #thinspii

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me: *feels good and confident about my body*

someone: *takes a photo of me where I don’t look as skinny as I thought*

me: guess it’s time to die!!!!

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Black and white thinspo

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if youre naturally skinny i actually hate you, from the bottom of my heart, i hate you :)

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Before: 130 lbs Now: 117 lbs

5'8"