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returning here feels like coming home

my one comfort despite everything

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i was fat before and hated myself may as well be skinny and hate myself

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It's the second time I've started restricting right when the semester starts. I think I see a pattern.

#@nor3×14 #tw weight #tw ed but not sheeran #tw restriction #4norexla #4n0r3xia #4norexi4 #4n0r3x14 #4n4 #4n4rexia #4n4blr #4nor3xia #4n0rexic #tw disordered eating #tw eating issues #tw restrictive ed #skinandbones

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It's the second time I've started restricting right when the semester starts. I think I see a pattern.

#@nor3×14 #tw weight #tw ed but not sheeran #tw restriction #4norexla #4n0r3xia #4norexi4 #4n0r3x14 #4n4 #4n4rexia #4n4blr #4nor3xia #4n0rexic #tw disordered eating #tw eating issues #tw restrictive ed #skinandbones

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Been gone (aka trying to recover leading to constant binging) for like two months but I'm back again

#@nor3×14 #tw ed but not sheeran #tw restriction #4norexla #tw disordered eating #ana #ana bllog #analog #4n0r3xia #4norexi4 #4n0r3x14 #4n4 #4n4rexia #4n4blr #4nor3xia #4n0rexic

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Why do I always binge on sundays?

#ed not ed sheeran #4n0r3xia #@n0r3xia #@nor3×14 #@na trigger #tw disordered eating #tw ana diary #tw ed diet #4norexi4 #tw weight #tw binging #tw ed but not sheeran #tw restriction #tw eating issues #tw ed descussion #4n0r3x14 #4n4 #4n4rexia #4norexla #4n4blr #ana

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This disorder is rotting my brain

#4n0r3xia #ed not ed sheeran #@n0r3xia #@nor3×14 #@na trigger #tw disordered eating #tw ana diary #tw ed diet #4norexi4 #tw weight #tw ed but not sheeran #ana #4n4 #4n4blr #4n0r3x14 #4n0rexic #4n4rexia #4norexla

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Who was going to tell me how filling polenta is even though it's pretty low in calories?

One portion according to the recipe on the package is 63g (217 kcal, weighed uncooked) cooked with 250ml of water.

#ed not ed sheeran #4n0r3xia #@n0r3xia #@nor3×14 #@na trigger #tw disordered eating #tw ana diary #tw ed diet #4norexi4 #tw weight #ana #ana meal #ana trigger #edblr #4n4blr #4n0r3x14 #4n0rexic #4n4 #4n4rexia #4norexla #tw ed but not sheeran #tw restrictive ed #tw restriction #tw calories #calories #@n@

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ATM, my main motivation to go to class is the calories that I'll burn.

#ed not ed sheeran #4n0r3xia #@n0r3xia #@nor3×14 #@na trigger #tw disordered eating #tw ana diary #tw ed diet #4norexi4 #tw weight #ana #4n4 #4n4blr #tw calories #tw restrictive ed #tw restriction #4n0r3x14 #4n4rexia #4norexla

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I really need to stop buying protein bars. The only thing they do is fuck up my kcal intake.

#ed not ed sheeran #4n0r3xia #@n0r3xia #@nor3×14 #@na trigger #tw disordered eating #tw ana diary #tw ed diet #4norexi4 #tw weight #4n4 #ana #4n4blr #edblr #tw ed but not sheeran #tw restrictive ed #tw restriction #ana trigger #ana meal #ana bllog #4n0r3x14 #4n0rexic #4n4rexia #4norexla

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My mom noticed my weight loss. Kind of nice that someone acknowledged it considering it been 10kg/22lbs. She also has mentioned that I'm eating healthy (lol).

#ed not ed sheeran #4n0r3xia #@n0r3xia #@nor3×14 #@na trigger #tw disordered eating #tw ana diary #tw ed diet #4norexi4 #tw weight #tw weighloss #ana trigger #ana #edblr #ed relapse #ed disorder #tw ed but not sheeran #ed not sheeren #4n0r3x14 #4n4 #4norexla #4n4blr #4n4rexia #4n0rexic

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Didn't think I'd end up weighing 9 grapes for my lunch at 6am a few years ago.

#ed not ed sheeran #4n0r3xia #@n0r3xia #@nor3×14 #@na trigger #tw disordered eating #tw ana diary #tw ed diet #4norexi4 #tw weight #4n4 meme #4n4memes #4n4blr #4n4 #4n0r3x14 #4n4rexia #4norexla #ana #ana meal #ana memes #ana trigger #ed disorder #tw ed but not sheeran #tw restrictive ed #ed meme #ed relapse #ed not sheeren

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Do you ever look back on something and realize what was/is wrong with you?

#ed not ed sheeran #4n0r3xia #@n0r3xia #@nor3×14 #@na trigger #tw disordered eating #tw ana diary #tw ed diet #4norexi4 #tw weight #4n4 memes #4n4 meme #4n4 #ana #4n0r3x14

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Love it.

#ed not ed sheeran #4n0r3xia #@n0r3xia #@nor3×14 #@na trigger #tw disordered eating #tw ana diary #tw ed diet #4norexi4 #tw weight #ana #ana memes #ana meme #4n4 memes #4n4 meme #4n4 #4n40r3x14

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Not my body dysmorphia getting a reality check by an app recommending size XXS or XS to me. (I'm still fat tho?)

#ed not ed sheeran #4n0r3xia #@n0r3xia #@nor3×14 #@na trigger #tw disordered eating #tw ana diary #tw ed diet #4norexi4 #tw weight #ana #4n4 #tw weighloss

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Absolutely losing my mind over how to accurately estimate the calories from the salad I ordered at a restaurant

#ed not ed sheeran #4n0r3xia #@n0r3xia #@nor3×14 #@na trigger #tw disordered eating #tw ana diary #tw ed diet #4norexi4 #tw weight #tw ed but not sheeran #tw calories #4n4 #4n40r3x14 #ana

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I ordered two pairs of pants. One is a little too small. Do I keep it as motivation or return it?

#ed not ed sheeran #4n0r3xia #@n0r3xia #@nor3×14 #@na trigger #tw disordered eating #tw ana diary #tw ed diet #4norexi4 #tw weight #tw ed but not sheeran #ana #ana trigger #4n4