Honestly one of the best works I've read of her's.
It reads like something straight out of a fictional novel, and I'm totally here for it. If you like that sort of thing go give her a follow or a like.
Much love from me, my friend. Well done, and I wish you the best of luck on your hell of a ride in this chaotic platform that is Tumblr ๐๐ซถ
Lost And Found
You have been driving for hours now, yet you are still somehow lost in the winding desert roads of Nevada. But hope seems to rise as you see a small structure in the distance, pulling to the side of the building, a sign in neon letters reads: โGALEโS LIBRARYโ. The place looks rundown and water drips from the shutters even though it hasnโt rained for days.
You cautiously push open a large wooden door to find a candle lit hallway like entry filled with piles and piles of books, leaving barely enough room for standing. Each book is leather bound, and after flipping through a few, you realize each is handwritten in the same swooping cursive.
After wandering through stacks of books you discover a sharp faced young man sitting at a desk, face hardly illuminated by the candlelight. As you come closer, he looks up pupils fixating on you almost seeming to shrink as the light hit his eyes. You canโt help but tremble slightly as his lips split into an inhumanly wide grin. โLost?โฆ I know you are. Why not pick up a book while you wait?โ The words itch at your mind as the strange man hands you a book bound with emerald green leather. Walking away, book in hand, you search for a place to sit as you read. That voice calls after you โdonโt wander too far, itโs only far too easy to get trapped in your own escape.โ His warning is nearly wasted on you as the only thought that courses through your head is how familiar that voice is.
As you crack the spine, you already feel calmer. As you read, itโs almost like the words stop being words, letters turn to images of the story that flood your mind. The first one that comes is of the protagonist, a young hero. Now you see him finally at the end of his journey, slaying the monsters that were scaring the towns people. You see him as he hurries back to the palace to win the hand of the fair princesses. But as he arrives weary from the long road, and quite homesick, he is seized by the guards and thrown into the dungeons to be executed. Now also thrown into the deepest misery, our hero found out from a dungeon guard that a powerful wizard had discovered that the โmonstersโ were people who had been cursed by a wicked witch. And now instead of being the hero, he was the murderer who had slaughtered many and almost married their princesses. Whose wedding to the wizard was to be the same day of his beheading. He sat there in front of hundreds that used to praise him now rejoice for his death. And with his last moments he proclaimed the fall of the empire and every shallow being that resided in it.
Tearing eyes away, words turned back to letters. You stare at the book wondering what made you ever think that muddy green had ever been emerald. Climbing to your feet, you wait for the tingling to go away, and you wander back to the front. Those narrow eyes fixate on you, โ you should go now. Before itโs too late.โ he chuckles as he watches you hurry away, never saying a word. Back at the entry, you almost feel nervous to leave, you never even got direction. Pushing the wooden door open, you stop in your tracks. Bright Boston lights, flood your vision as you watch an officer, slip a ticket onto the windshield of your car. spinning to look back at the library you find it replaced with your very own apartment building. Starting to question your sanity you realize that youโre still holding that damned green book.
Why do the best ideas always pop into my brain when I'm tying to sleep?
I have all the time in the world during the day to jot down my ideas and or write a full story, but nope! My brain decides that the moment I lay my head down that it will come up with the most filthy scenarios.
I'm not entirely sure which story you are talking about, but either way I don't care.
I try to do different things with each of my one of my oneshots, and sometimes they aren't the greatest, but that's alright. I'm also not the best writer by any means, and so what? At least I'm having fun
If you would like to critique my work, and give me genuine feedback on what I write I will be respectful and listen to what you have to say. But telling me it sucks, is not helping anyone nor is it necessary.
Now that, that's been said, I'm going to go spend time with people who I actually give a shit about. Bye ๐
Hyunjin places his now flaccid cock on your bottom lip. he had cum twice now but it didn't seem like he wanted to stop anytime soon. he always pushed himself past his limit and overstimulated himself just to listen to you and your beautiful moans and whimpers as he fucked you full of his cum or fingered you to your next mind-blowing orgasm.ย
"Come on darling open up." he insists continuing to tap your lip with his tip. Taking a moment to recollect yourself you do as he wished and open your mouth. But just wide enough to fit his tip in your mouth. you were far too tired from the previous rounds to open it any wider.ย
he took that as permission and quickly grabbed your jaw and opened it a little bit more so your teeth wouldn't interfere with his thrusts and cause him any pain.ย
once your mouth was open wide enough he sheathed the rest of his cock into your mouth. it only took a few seconds before his cock hit the back of your throat and made you gag. gently he ran his hands through your hair and smiled down at you while you took what you could.
"God, such a good girl, gagging around my big dick. you love when I fuck your throat don't you, lovely?" he snickers before pulling out for just a moment and thrusting his hips forward once more making you gag.ย
you couldn't respond with words as you were... well drooling all over his cock at the moment, but Instead you respond with a curt nod. after which you found it in you to finally move your head and give him the blowjob he had been waiting for since this morning.ย
however, you were taken a back when he held your head still and instead chose to fuck your mouth himself.ย
"Just stay still lovely," he panted as he ran his shakey hands through your hair. "that's it, good girl..." his praise made your stomach flip and cunt become a dripping mess.ย
To say the least, you were a praise slut, and no matter how often he'd tell you how much of a good girl you were your panties managed to become drenched within a matter of minutes...
if he even uttered even a single word that alluded to praise, you'd gladly get on your hands and knees and let him do anything he wished to you.
while he continue to use you as he pleased your hand slowly crept down to message your throbbing clit. you couldn't help but get off to the sounds of his low grunts and barely audible praises.ย
It wasn't long before his thrust grew sloppy and moans grew louder. He was close, that much was obvious... So, to help him out a bit you lightly pulled away, leaving soft kisses on his tip.ย
He let out a frustrated groan and tugged at your loose locks in an attempt to get you to bring your pretty lips back onto his cock. You smirked up at him before grabbing the base of his dick and jerking him off as best you could. You were exhausted, but that didn't mean you would give anything less than your best, especially when he was this close, and looked this angelic...
"God fucking, fuck... lovely, 'm close!" he whined out as you continued to get him off, trying his best to not let go just yet. he wanted to relish in the feeling, and enjoy the moment, however, that was becoming harder and harder as time passed.ย
A couple more minutes had passed and he couldn't hold it any longer. A breathy moan fell from his lips and he finally came.
You jerked a bit as strips of his release landed on your face and dripped down onto your tits, the cold contrasting the warmth of his body. Though after a moment it wasn't all that bad.ย
When he was completely spent, he laid down beside you with a sigh of contempt. You on the other hand, cleaned up the mess on your chest with the help of your fingers and handy dandy cloth on the nightstand.
Once you were all cleaned up you laid down beside your lover...ย
Your eyes were heavy and you could feel the sleep beginning to take over, but you had to at stay up just a little longer....ย
"Thank you hyunjinnie," you muttered as your eyes closed and body slowly gave into the thing it wanted most; rest.ย
You felt a gentle kiss to your forehead before the warmth of your lovers body engulfed your own. as time went on you were lulled to sleep by the warmth, and his hands as they ran through your slightly knotted hair.
When I tell you I am drooling, fucking drooling over these men right now.
And because of these men with their suits and shit, I will soon bless your eyeballs and minds with Teacher!Skz x (possibly student) reader.
I haven't written it yet... But I will... Oh I will. But first I have to finish all my other WIPs ๐ (P.S sorry to those who are still waiting on the priest Jeongin fic...)
๐ฑ๐ฒ๐๐ฐ๐ฟ๐ถ๐ฝ๐๐ถ๐ผ๐ป: hyunjin uses his wonderful artistic skills to make his sweet y/n realize how beautiful her body is when she becomes ridden with insecurity
๐๐ผ๐ฟ๐ฑ ๐ฐ๐ผ๐๐ป๐: 4.5k
๐ถ๐ป๐ฐ๐น๐๐ฑ๐ฒ๐: afab reader, curvy/heavier/plus sized reader, insecure reader, sub!reader, i donโt even wanna say softdom!hyunjinโฆ heโs just the sweetest and mushiest little gumdrop that is trying to make you smile and cum simultaneously, terms of endearment, lots of โi love youโ โs, some tears, kissing, oral (f receiving), fingering, sweet olโ missionary ๐ฅน, USES YOU LIKE A CANVAS!!!
๐ป๐ผ๐๐ฒ๐: this was requested!! to the sweet little baby anony that requested this, i hope you donโt mind that i added more of an overall body insecurity. of course i will still mention hyunjin loving that big olโ booty like you asked, but i felt the story would be too short with just that.
iโm a chubby fat girl myself, so this should be โจ healing โจ
also!
my second hyunjin story! and itโs another insecurity reassurance one ๐ฅบ๐คง
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you peek into the somewhat messy room. canvases of different sizes leaned against the walls, used paintbrushes in tubs of water, tubes and buckets of paints scattered along the floor.
hyunjinโs safe space.
the room heโd go to when he felt overwhelmed or stressed, excited, inspired.
you look over to him sitting in his chair in front of a large canvas, his eyebrows furrowed in concentration as he twists and twirls the brush in between his fingertips.
he was so handsome like this.
you make your way over to him and hold up the bowl of fruit you had prepared for him in his line of sight.
he snaps out of his focused state. โah.โ he says, smiling excitedly before putting the brush down.
he places an orange slice into his mouth, closing his eyes and letting out a hum of approval. โfruit is always so much better when you give it to me.โ
you laugh softly. โall i do is cut it.โ
โmm, well youโre a great cutter.โ
you give him a playful eyeroll before turning to look at the progress of his creation that only had a few strokes near the bottom.
โwhat is it gonna be?โ you ask, tilting your head to the side.
he takes the bowl from your hands and sets it on the desk in front of him. โa surprise for you.โ
you look at him with wide and sparkling eyes. โfor me?โ
โdonโt act like i havenโt made you hundreds of them already.โ he says, laughing softly as he wiped his brush on a stained cloth.
โi know.โ you start, turning back to the painting. โbut it makes me feel so special every time.โ
he places a hand on your bottom, rubbing his palm on it in circles. โyou are special.โ
you feel your body stiffen as he continues to touch you. as much as you loved hyunjinโs affection, you had been struggling with insecurity for the past couple of weeks and it was causing you to not want to be felt or even perceived by him.
of course he had respected the lack of intimacy the two of you had shared in recent time, not questioning the excuses you had when you stopped moments that were becoming intense.
it made you feel miserable. not allowing yourself to kiss, caress or savor hyunjin the way you so desperately craved.
hiding yourself behind baggy clothing of either yours or his just to not be seen. eating only enough to survive instead of what was satisfying.
you knew that you didnโt have to hide yourself away like this. being a larger girl was something you were always self conscious about.
and despite those insecurities, hyunjin did nothing but show love and admiration for them.
you were one thousand percent certain that you were loved and that he would never see you the way you see yourself, but it was just too hard to fully accept.
you reach around to his hand that was still playing with your bottom and interlock your fingers with his, pulling it up to kiss his knuckles.
he closes his eyes and smiles at you.
โiโm only allowing you in here because you canโt tell what it is yet.โ he says.
you giggle.
he grabs you by the waist and turns you around to look at him.
he pats his thigh as he looks up at you. โcโmere, baby.โ he says softly.
โno, itโs okay.โ you say, rubbing your lips together as you try to keep your composure.
he shakes his head as he furrows his brows. โyou love to sit on my lap while i paint.โ
you begin to pick and pull at your fingers as you think of excuses.
โi canโt watch you, itโs a surprise.โ you stammer.
he sighs with a laugh as he shakes his head again, grabbing your hand. โiโm just placing the base color today. you wonโt be able to tell.โ
he begins to pull you into him, puckering his lips to kiss you.
โi-i donโt even wanna see that.โ you dig your heels into the groan.
โangel, itโs fine.โ he says, using more of his strength to bring you closer.
โhyunjin, please!โ
he immediately stops, giving you a concerned look.
โiโm not sitting on you, hyunjin. i cannot sit on you.โ you exhale deeply as you place your hair behind your ears and cross your arms over your chest.
he lets go of you, placing both hands on his knees. โyou donโt want to or you canโt?โ
you close your eyes as you let out a shaky breath. โiโฆ canโt.โ
he leans closer, poking his cheek with his tongue. โand why canโt you?โ
โiโmโฆ โ
โyouโll hurt me because youโre too heavy?โ
you bite the inside of your cheek.
he sighs as he rubs his temples and closes his eyes. โgod, y/n.โ
he shakes his head as he looks around the room.
โwhat have i told you? what have i done to ever make you feel like youโre not able to relax and accept yourself?โ
โitโs not anything you did, hyunjin.โ you say softly.
he stands up and pulls you into him, caressing your hair as you lay against his chest. โi wish you could see yourself the way i do.โ
you move your head, your chin pressing into him as you look up into his eyes.
โi think youโre so perfect. inside and out.โ
you smile sweetly as he continues.
โeverything about you, i adore. your smile, your laugh, your voice, the way you hold me.โ he kisses your forehead softly. โi donโt care what you think, your body is gorgeous. desirable. itโs beautiful because it belongs to you. and anything that has to do with you is everything iโll ever want.โ
you close your eyes as you shake your head slightly.
โyes.โ he says, holding your face with his hands. โyou donโt have to believe me for it to be true.โ
โi know you mean it, but itโs been so hard.โ your voice cracks slightly.
โbaby.โ he wraps his arms tighter around you as he places kisses into your hair.
you squeeze onto him desperately, feeling as if you hadn't experienced the sensation of his body on yours in ages.
all of the horrible and intrusive thoughts that had been clouding your mind for the last several days were finally silent as he held you in his embrace.
there was no need to ever feel insecure with a lover like hyunjin, but it was so difficult sometimes. it was clear he meant all of the praises he gave you. whether it be for your looks or what made you you. quirks, traits, habits.
you felt guilty for it not even being that serious. you were confident in who you were. you were never one to make jabs at yourself or feel incompetent. you gave yourself grace for making mistakes and congratulated yourself when you accomplished a task.
it was purely physical. you hated the way you looked.
life would just be so much easier in a smaller body.
and you knew how much that upset hyunjin too. he always talked about how cheap it was to value or prioritize appearance over well being and personality.
looks alter and change as time goes on, and it's such a waste of time to spend the years of your life that are filled with the most freedom and opportunity worried about whether or not people find you attractive.
you knew it wasn't important, but there was also a part of your mind that couldn't accept that it was okay to not stress about what size you were or the number on the scale.
you were always so close, yet so far.
the hardest part had to be the lack of intimacy. you wanted to throw all of your cares away and just let hyunjin have you the way he wanted, but something always held you back.
you missed his touch, the way he smelled, the feeling of the two of you becoming one.
you couldn't bare to go a second longer without him.
"hyunjin." you huff breathlessly as you dig your nails into the grey sweatshirt he was wearing.
he pulls away and looks down into your pleading eyes staring back up at him.
he places your hair behind your ears before pulling you in with his hand placed on the back of your head, ghosting his lips over yours. "can i take care of you, baby? i just want to make you feel better."
you let out a soft whine as you nod slightly.
he grabs your hand and pulls you beside him as he clears the tools and brushes from his desk.
he turns back to you and places his hands on either side of you, causing you to hold your breathe.
he notices, letting out a small sigh. "i can lift you, angel. you don't need to be scared."
you release a shaky breath as you looked down at your feet.
he redirects your gaze back onto him, cocking an eyebrow. "may i please?"
you fold your lips in before exhaling through your nose and nodding.
he smiles happily, lifting you up from the floor. you can feel your heart rate quicken as you watch his toned arms flex. it had been too long without him.
he places you onto the now clear surface, running a hand down your clothed body.
even with the barrier between the two of you, you could feel the jolts of electricity run through you.
you let out a soft moan.
he chuckles softly, pecking your lips. "can i take off a few layers, princess?"
you squeeze your eyes shut tightly as you nod.
"awe." he laughs an empathetic laugh as he caresses the side of your face. "it"s been so long, hasn't it, baby?"
"yes." you whine.
he begins to undress you, maintaining eye contact as he does.
"is this why you've been avoiding our special time?" he asks, rubbing his hand over your soft skin.
you nod as you pout.
"oh, baby." he coos. "i'm so sorry i didn't bring it up. i just assumed you wanted your space."
he stops inches away from your lips. you feel his breath fan against your face. "let me make it up to you."
before you can respond, his lips are on yours.
you sigh into the kiss as he gently pushes you to lay on your back.
the cool surface against your bare skin makes you hiss slightly, but youโre too distracted to pay that much attention to it.
he remains standing as he continues to make out with your soft and lust swollen lips.
โi missed you, my baby.โ he says in between the smacking of your two mouths.
you let out a soft whine. โmissed you.โ
he giggles that cute giggle of his at how worked up you are just over kissing. it's been some time since the two of you had shared a moment like this.
he pulls away to admire you. the way your soft and supple skin glowed under the gentle morning sun that spilled in through the open window. stray pieces of hair that framed your red and pleasure covered face beautifully.
"hyunjin." you say, soft and needy. "i don't want all of the build up right now. i need you so bad."
he laughs through his nose before leaning in to place a kiss on your forehead. "i never want to deprive you, angel. just let me savor and take my time with you the way you deserve."
you let out a whine as you close your eyes and squeeze your thighs shut.
"you're just so... breathtaking." he says.
you keep your eyes shut as he continues on, trying to calm down as you feel yourself become more and more aroused.
"all of the art iโve seen in my life, whether it be mine or someone else's. it could never, ever compare to you, my love."
"hyunjin-"
"ah." he stops you with a finger against your lips. "i wont argue with you. you cannot change the way i feel."
you can hear him shuffle through something on his desk before he begins to speak again.
"i've tried to encapsulate your beauty so many times before, but it simply cannot be replicated. no one could create your perfection on a canvas."
he's silent for a few moments before you feel cold paint touch the surface of your skin.
you gasp sharply as your eyes snap open.
"shh." he coos, using your chin to pull you in for a kiss. "i can't show how beautiful you are through a painting, so let me try it this way instead."
he leans down to kiss your exposed tummy, causing you to slightly push his head away.
his big brown eyes look up into yours.
โy/n, let me be creative with your body. have you see it the way i do. thereโs nothing to be ashamed of.โ
he uses the pads of his fingers to gently outline the shape of your curves with the light pink shade, his eyes sparkling with love and admiration as he did.
โlook at how beautiful this is, my love. the way you were created.โ
you glance down yourself. even though it was nothing but simple tracing, he always managed to make things look so good. whether it was a sneaky doodle of you on a coffee shop napkin or a quick sketch of the sunset on the horizon, it was never sloppy.
โi love how full and soft you are, baby.โ he starts, moving his fingers up to one of your nipples and swirling the paint, causing you to slightly twitch and sigh. โsensitive, too.โ
he gently places his hands on both of your knees before spreading your legs and slightly lifting them to your chest.
you make an uncomfortable noise before turning your head away.
โwhat is it, my love?โ
โi donโt like that.โ you say softly with a slight crack in your voice.
โdonโt like what?โ he leans into you as he places a strand of hair behind your ear, observing your upset expression.
โthe way my stomach does that.โ
he furrows his brows before pulling away and looking down at your tummy. he places his hand on it before looking back up to you.
โthe way it doubles into rolls, i- i hate that.โ
โmy tummy would do this too if i were in the same position as you.โ
โhyunjin, thatโs not the same. yours is not nearly as big as mine.โ
he blinks at you without saying a word before dipping into more paint, swirling colors near your lower tummy and thighs.
you whine again.
โyour skin being able to stretch and move to accommodate your needs is a blessing, angel. not something to feel distain towards.โ
he begins to trace tulips and dandelions on your left thigh while gently kneading your right.
you huff and sigh as he does, not being able to handle his close proximity to your most aching part.
โi love the way your tummy folds like that.โ he says, looking up from his doodles on your skin, cocking a single brow. โit reminds me of how good and spread i have you for me.โ
your chest begins to rise up and down quickly at his words, causing you to grab onto his arm in desperation of some sort of stimulation.
he smirks proudly to himself, knowing the effect he has on you. โand these thighs.โ he leans down to gently peck the soft and plush skin, making sure not to smudge the fresh designs. โthick and enticing. the way they force me in between them once you canโt take anymore.โ
you gasp as you begin to squirm.
โyeah, pretty girl? you love suffocating me with these when iโm making you shake and cry, donโt you? the way i dig my fingers into them as you press into me harder and harder? completely disregarding my oxygen intake as i devour you. feeling you just let go. twitching and spasming all over my tongue. you love that, huh, my angel?โ
โh-hyunjin.โ
โshh.โ he coos, leaning down and brushing his lips delicately against yours. โyou have to stay calm for me, baby. we havenโt even started yet.โ
he pulls away from you before resuming his previous actions.
โyou just get so excited, huh?โ he begins to trace his fingers closer and closer to your heat, but never to the exact spot you needed him.
you nod quickly, letting out a huff.
โbut so patient, too.โ
you open your mouth to plead, only to be cut off by the feeling of his breath ghosting over your swollen bud.
he looks up from your slick and eager heat with a deep desire in his eyes, his pupils slightly blown out.
โwhy donโt you do that thing that i love so much, hmm? just crush me in between them. show me how youโre able to let go for me.โ
you gasp as you feel yourself beginning to pulse and contract on nothing.
โcan you do that for me, pretty baby?โ
โy-yes.โ you whine breathlessly.
without another word, his lips connect themselves onto your sensitive clit, causing you to squeal as lapped up the juices you were already starting to secrete.
his fingers quickly find their way inside of you.
you let out a short and quick squeak as he pumps them in and out of you rapidly.
โoh-โ you grab onto his wrist, the sensation already being too much.
โpretty girl.โ he says breathlessly against your skin as he continues to split you open on the two digits while simultaneously sucking onto your mound. โtaking my fingers so well.โ
you clench around him as you begin to feel the knot in your lower tummy form.
god, itโs really been far too long.
he can feel how close youโre becoming as his eyes pierce into yours.
he quickens the pace.
small trickles of your arousal begin to fly and shoot out of you before youโre full on squirting into his large hand.
โthatโs it, baby. mix those colors for me.โ
your hand quickly covers your face as it burns red, feeling humiliated at just how fast you came undone.
and just as he wished, your thighs slam into either side of his head with a thud, causing a muffled moan of his to vibrate throughout your core.
cries and moans of his name fall past your lips as he helps you through your intense orgasm, rubbing your thigh reassuringly as he did.
your legs twitch and shake as he continues.
a warm and soft kiss from his full and pouty lips grounds you a bit as your climax reaches its end.
you didnโt even realize he was no longer buried face first into your needy cunt.
you let out an exhausted sigh.
he disconnects from the kiss and pulls his dripping fingers out of you before rubbing the mess you made for him all over your body, swirling the lilac and mint green paint from the lower half of you in a beautiful way.
you look up to the ceiling while you regulate your rapid breathing as he begins to open another can of paint.
he whistles a tune to himself as he dips into the pale yellow, allowing you the time to become fully present for him again.
your head feels fuzzy and filled with love as it all sets in for you.
itโs been so long without hyunjin and the pleasure heโs able to bring you.
he was always so patient and delicate with you. like you were his little flower to nurture and protect.
you feel tears already beginning to prickle at your lash line.
he walks over to you with a sweet smile as he continued to stir the fresh paint with his finger.
โyou back, baby?โ he asks sweetly, his voice filled with tenderness and warmth.
you hum in response, still not being able to form words yet.
he sets the paint down and leans in to peck your forehead.
you grab onto his sweatshirt, letting out a whine.
he chuckles under his breath before softly caressing the outer part of your ear with his thumb. โyou want me to take it off?โ
โmhm.โ you tug at his collar as you try to pull yourself closer to him.
he obliges, pulling the puffy top over his head and leaning back into you.
you take your turn to show hyunjin how you feel through art, dipping into the paint and tracing small hearts along his abdomen.
he smiles at you endearingly as he hums happily, rubbing his knuckles along the sides of your waist and hips.
he re-coats the now dry paint, using his long and slender fingers to stain the surface of your skin, twisting left, right, up and down to make different shapes and patterns.
โthis color reminds me of the light you bring into my life. like my eternal sunshine even on the cloudiest of days.โ
you bite your lip, once again feeling the overwhelming bubble of emotions trying to fight their way out.
his praise was never anything surface level and simple such as: โyouโre beautifulโ or โyou make me happy.โ it was always so much deeper and more passionate.
โwhen i see you, itโs like thereโs no such thing as pain or heartache. nothing could ever phase me with you in my presence.โ he says, taking his non-paint covered hand to stroke your cheek softly.
you sniffle a little as you place both hands on either side of his face and pull him in, noses touching.
โyou know that, donโt you? how much you mean to me?โ he asks.
you bite your lip as you try to suppress an upcoming cry, nodding your head. โyes.โ
he places his hands on both of your hips before turning your body to face him as he stood before you.
โdonโt ever think you have to deprive yourself from me. i will always be here to reassure you. in any way, my love. with my words, paintings, my tongue, fingers.โ
you shiver as he whispers against your neck.
you pull him into a kiss by his hair.
โlove you, hyunjin.โ you stop to let out a soft and needy moan as he nibbles at your jawline. โi love you so much.โ
he lifts his hips up before finally entering you, causing you to throw your head back as you let out a long and high pitched moan, your fingers turning white as you grab onto his torso.
โlook at me, baby.โ he says softly, pulling your head back up.
he exhales deeply before pressing his forehead onto yours, pounding into you harder and filling the room with the sound of your two bodies becoming one.
โtake me, take me, take me.โ he says, breathing heavily as he devoured you with his eyes.
โoh- oh my god.โ you dig your nails into the flesh of his back desperately, wishing you could be even closer to him than you are right now.
โmhm.โ he groans, grabbing onto your face as he kisses you, smearing paint onto your skin.
โyouโre so beautiful, angel. so perfect. you were created so divinely and with such grace. iโll never stop thanking every star that youโre mine. all mine, my baby.โ
you begin to flutter and pulse around him, gasping as you arch your back. โhyunjin!โ you whine.
โgive it to me, baby. youโre so gorgeous when you come undone for me.โ his voice becomes more desperate and filled with whimpers as his thrusts begin to falter and lose precision.
the two of you hold onto each others faces as you both unravel onto and into one another, moaning loudly as you reach your peaks together.
โah! i love you, i love you, i love you.โ he says through gritted teeth, fingers bruising your skin as he fucks in and out of you.
you stop fighting back the tears that so desperately want to escape and allow yourself to cry softly as you lay your head against his shoulder, slightly twitching as the waves of pleasure crash over you.
he exhales deeply once heโs finished, lifting your head up to meet his gaze as he smiles at you.
your face is pink and stained with a few blots of mascara, hair slightly untamed. but to hyunjin, it was the most beautiful sight he had ever seen.
โyou did such a good job, angel.โ he says, caressing your cheek tenderly, wiping your tears with the pad of his thumb.
you smile as you bat your sleepy lashes up at him.
he changes both of your positions, switching the two of you to lay on your sides as you spoon each other.
โthank you.โ you say softly to him.
he runs a finger from your forehead, to your nose, over your lips, down to your chin before tilting his head to the side. โyou donโt need to thank me, baby. iโll always be here to help you see the beauty in you that i do. i promise.โ
your face turns a light shade of pink as you look down. he lifts it back up, smiling that precious squinty smile of his before kissing your lips soft and delicately.
โletโs just stay like this for a little while.โ he says, closing his eyes as he rests his chin on top of your head, pulling you in closer.
โhyunjin, iโm not napping on your art desk.โ you say, pushing yourself away from him and giving him a sassy look.
he groans dramatically, throwing his head back. โi had a feeling you wouldnโt.โ
you giggle softly as you get up from the desk, looking down at your bottom with a sigh. โugh, itโs so big, hyunjin.โ you say, shaking your head.
โhmm. let me see, baby.โ he says, giving you a concentrated and serious expression as you turn around for him.
he doesnโt say anything for a few seconds, causing you to look back at him. โwhat is the point of- ow!โ
you spin around, rubbing the cheek of yours that was stinging with burn of his slap. you feel something wet on your hand, realizing that it was paint.
you gasp. โdid you just put paint on my butt?!โ you try to hold back your laughter, wanting to seem upset with him.
โthatโs what you get for speaking poorly about your body.โ he says, wiping his paint covered hand.
you cross your arms and pout up at him, causing him to sigh and pull you in for a hug.
โiโm sorry, baby. iโm just teasing. but i meant what i said.โ he says, poking your side slightly. โno more negative comments, alright?โ
you sigh. โokay. ow!โ you push yourself off of him and smack his chest at yet another swat against your bottom.
โand that one was for me. i just canโt get enough of this thing right here.โ he says, squeezing into your butt roughly with his hands.
you shake your head, turning to walk out of the room, hyunjin quickly following behind.
โthat handprint on your ass is amazing, angel. i should take a picture of it with my camera.โ
โwill you shut up?โ you snap, scoffing as you fight back a smile.
โor better yet, iโll use it as inspo for my next piece!โ
Oml I love this so much. I've never been able to find very much Stray Kids CNC content on Tumblr... But when I came across this I just had to read it.
Thank you blessing me with your writing and feeding the insatiable hunger within me ๐ฅน
Day 29: CNC โ Jeonglix | Kinktober
CNC โ Consensual non-consent occurs when consenting adults agree to perform an act of non-consensual activity that has been talked about prior to (and actually consented upon).
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Pairing: Jeongin + Felix x gn!afab reader
Summary: You should be careful who you invite in.
Genre: Smut, established relationship
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WC: 2.5k (2559)
CW: Consensual non-consent, Role-play, reader forced into sex, Unprotected Sex, Dom!Jeongin + Dom!Felix x Sub!Reader, reader gets checked on during it but itโs very subtle, Felix is mean (Apart of the scene), Forced oral (M. Receiving), Fluff at the end yay.
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a/n: DO NOT READ IF THIS MAKES YOU UNCOMFORTABLE! Reader does get checked on and Iโm sure itโll be easy to spot because I give signs. All of this is consensual and agreed upon beforehand. Switched this from orgasm control to cnc because I wasnโt confident in writing for orgasm control.
When you told Jeongin and Felix your Fantasies, they werenโt exactly too on board. You were nervous about it, but you explained to them how there were times you wanted to be taken advantage of and used for someone elseโs own pleasure. The idea terrified them a bit since theyโve never had thoughts like that before in order to do such a thing. Those kinds of things needed someone to be in a certain mindset, and Jeongin and Felix werenโt sure if they were even able to pull something like that off.
You opted on giving up on the subject, afraid youโd end up making the two uncomfortable, but they quickly tried to tell you that theyโd at least try.
Well, trying turned into actually doing a good enough job that you almost forgot they were acting.
You were relaxing in the living room, listening to the TV and just minding your business as you scrolled through your phone. As you began to drift off to sleep, your doorbell rang and you jumped up in surprise. Without keeping anyone waiting, you immediately went to go and open the door, smiling when you saw who it was.
โOhโ Hi, youโre Jeongin and Felix right? I believe we have met before, can I help you?โ You say, staring at the two men before you.
โSorry to bother, we came to ask if we could use your washer? Ours broke and we have a shit ton of clothes.โ Jeongin says, pointing to the clothes basket Felix was carrying.
Your eyes lit up, โWhy, of course! Just come in! I know how it feels not being able to wash any clothes.โ You say, letting the two inside.
You lead them to your laundry area, but as you do, you feel their intense stares from behind you. You were wearing shorts that were a bit too short and a tank top that hugged your curves and chest, making the outline of your breasts visible to them. You shuddered, yet continued to lead the pair until you reached your laundry area.
โWell, this is it. This oneโs the washer and this oneโs the dryer. If you need more detergent itโs in this little cabinet along with the rest of the stuff.โ You say, pointing to everything and explaining how to work the machines.
โIf you need me, Iโll just be in my room, you two can sit out in the living room while you wait for your clothes.โ You tell them, a huge grin on your face.
โThank you so much for this.โ Felix says and you shake your head and wave your hand.
โitโs no big deal, just Neighbors helping Neighbors right?โ
You waved goodbye to the two men and make your way towards your room. Once you make it in there, you shut your door and sit on your bed, scrolling through your phone as you had before. Mere seconds later, there was a knock on your door. You were a bit skeptical since you wouldnโt think that the two would have needed anything, but since they were here there was a possibility that they couldโve needed something.
โCome in!โ You call from the other side.
Felix doesnโt hesitate for another second to open the door. It was kind of ominous at first seeing him standing at your door and staring at you the way that he was.
โIโm sorry to bother you again, we just wanted something to eat. We didnโt want to go into your kitchen without you.โ Felix says, basically insinuating that he wanted you to come into the kitchen with him.
You eye him before shrugging, โOh! Sure, Iโm sorry. I shouldโve offered you guys something before sitting down again.โ You say, getting up from your spot and walking to the door.
โItโs alright, we wouldโve been fine but, we just realized how hungry we were to be honest.โ He says, an apologetic look on his face.
You brush it off and you lead him towards your kitchen. The moment Jeongin sees you two he gets up as well and joins you both in the kitchen.
โIs there anything specific you want to eat?โ You ask the two. They only shake their heads.
โWhatever you have โ If thatโs alright.โ Jeongin says.
You nod and turn towards the cabinets, opening them and scanning for anything they could eat. You notice a box of crackers on the high shelf, thinking you could just give them crackers as a snack. You hopped and tried to reach for them but to no avail you kept missing. It was embarrassing to keep missing like that in front of them, yet you didnโt give up. You were about to try again until Jeongin came up behind you, pressing his body against yours and reaching up behind you to grab the item you wanted. As he reached, a stray hand caressed your body and sides, his hands massaging your ass. You shivered and took in a deep breath, thinking you ought to either confront him or to let it be. He finally grabbed the box and you turned to him, but he had a certain look in his eye.
โJeongin..? Are you not hungry?โ You ask, trying to divert the attention from you, backing yourself up against the counter to distance yourself.
Then, Felix comes up behind Jeongin, the same lustful eyes that the other had.
โYou know.. You really shouldnโt invite people so easily into your home.โ He says, his voice low and a bit intimidating.
Your heart races and you stare at them bewildered.
โW-What are you talking about? If this is some kind of joke Iโd really appreciate it if you two cut it out.โ You tell them as sternly as you could manage to.
Jeongin made a โtskโ sound and inched closer towards you, his hands planted on both sides of the counter in an attempt to trap you there. You felt scared and really nervous about what was going on. The two cute guys from across the street were no longer acting the way you thought theyโd were. The more they stared at you, the more hungry you see their looks were getting.
โI canโt believe you havenโt figured it out yet.โ Jeongin picks up in conversation.
โFigured what out!?โ You ask, trying not to show any fear in your tone.
โWeโve been watching you y/n. Weโve watched your every move, every time you leave your house, everytime you are in your house, and weโve seen the amount of people you invite over too.โ Jeongin says, making you gulp.
โIt drives us crazy. Watching all these people get a chance to come in and fuck you whenever you want, yet weโre stuck, stuck watching you from afar while you never paid any attention.โ Felix adds.
โYou guys are crazyโ Those people arenโt here to fuck me!โ You say in defense and Felix scoffs.
โThat wouldโve been believable if you learned to close your curtains before any of you had sex.โ Felix sasses.
โWe got tired of waiting, we want you y/n, and weโre getting our chance whether you like it or not.โ Jeongin grits out, and your eyes widen.
โWhat the fuck are you talking aboutโ Hey! Get off of me!โ You yell, Jeongin putting firm hands on your waist to try and pull him towards you.
You squirmed and did your best to try and fight back, but it was almost no use. Jeongin was ten times stronger than you were, making it impossible for you to just escape his grasp so easily. That didnโt mean you gave up though, wiggling and hitting his arms as he moved you to the livingroom.
โLetโ Me goโ! Iโll call the policeโโ You threaten, but none of the two react to your words a bit.
They were too clouded by lust to even care about anything you were saying. If they were to get the police called on them afterwards they wouldโve been smiling all the way to jail. Jeongin eventually tossed you to the couch and you landed with a rather hard thud to the back of your head. The impact made your vision a bit blurry and you grew dizzy for a split second, watching as the two men towered over you. Without a second to waste, Jeongin holds you down while Felix tugs your shorts off, leaving your cunt exposed to them. Felix clicks his tongue and stares at you.
โYou even went as far as to not wear any underwear, how inviting.โ He says, and you squeal in embarrassment and frustration.
โPleaseโ just let me go?! I wonโt tell anyone you did this-โ You plead, but it was still no use. Along with your upper body, Jeongin held your legs apart for Felix to do whatever he wanted.
Felix took two fingers and ran them alongside the folds of your entrance, hissing at how wet it was.
โFuckโ Youโre soaking. You say you donโt want this yet your cunt is drenched, you fuckinโ whore.โ Felix spat, and you feel your body blush and grow hot with shame.
Felix stands up, undoing his pants while he stood above you. You still continued to fight back against Jeongin, seeing his muscles bulge and strain from having to hold you down. He was strong, too strong and if you kept fighting him back at this rate youโd end up growing extremely tired. Felix yanks his boxers down, revealing his erection. He was long and girthy and you saw beads of precum dripping onto the sides. Jeongin continued to hold your legs open as Felix dips back to your level, his tip dragging against your cunt. It teased your hole and drew circles on your clit. As he stares at you, you notice his eyes soften for a second, and you try to fight back a smile.
โIโll give you a chance to beg if this really isnโt what you want, but your cunt says otherwise.โ He murmurs.
You stare up at him, tears welling in your eyes. You knew what he was doing, and so you didn't answer him. Your reaction is exactly what he needed to continue with what he was about to do.
โJust fuck them already, their pussy isnโt gonna be wet forever.โ Jeongin shouts.
โPleaseโ I-I donโt wa-want thisโฆ Iโll do anything..โ You cry, but the two donโt let up.
Without any more time being wasted, Felix thrust into you, his dick invading your walls, your cunt taking in the sudden intrusion. You cry out and dig your nails into Jeonginโs arms, tears falling from your face as Felix fucked you. Moans and curse words escaped his mouth as he fucked into you, sharp nails digging into your skin. He was hitting your g spot so well and so fast that you couldnโt help the moans that gave away the obvious pleasure you were feeling.
โItโs so sloppy in hereโ Oh fuuck-โ Felix moaned out, his face screwed in pleasure.
Jeongin let you go, watching as Felix took over in holding you down. Felix kept you pinned to the couch, not allowing any room for you to escape. He was forcing you to take every inch of him that he gave you. While you were getting fucked, Jeongin had also pulled his pants down, revealing his hard on. You briefly opened your eyes and saw how uncomfortably close his dick was to your face. Before you could really even say anything, he took your face in his hands and yanked it so that you were facing him. He forced your mouth open with his fingers and plunged his cock into your wet mouth.
You gagged and choked as he mouth fucked you, the vibrations of your moans sending a delicious vibration to his length. You could barely breathe as he did, and you kept scratching and clawing at his hips to get him to try and let up, but he didnโt budge.
โItโs like you were waiting for thisโ to happen-โ Jeongin groaned out, his thrusts in your mouth becoming brutal.
โYou see howโ easy it was to fuck them? Theyโre fucking pathetic, bet they were dreaming of this-โ Felix joins in, making your body tremble.
They were both fucking into you at a pace so fast that it made it hard for you to keep up with what was happening. Your mind went numb and you began to think about everything youโve done wrong to end up like this. It was shameful to say, but Felix fucked you way better than anyone else had, even if it was by force. He was hitting every spot and angle that everyone, even you, failed to reach. You could feel his length gliding in and out of you, every ridge and vein of his dick against your walls. It was an errotic scene for anyone to witness. The living room was filled with your choked moans and gags and the squelches made by your filthy cunt.
Your walls fluttered around Felix, indicating that you were close in orgasm.
โClose already? Youโre fucking ridiculous.โ He says, slapping your thighs and causing you to make a choked out yell.
โYouโre fucking gross and disgusting for enjoying this, letting every hole you have be fucked by neighbors you probably were also spying on.โ Jeongin adds and you try your best to shake your head.
With a final thrust you came hard around Felix, writhing and squirming as the wave of your orgasm rolled in.
โOh shitโ Fuck โ oh you came youโre so fuckibg filthyโ Fuucck-โ Felix cried out, his thrusts getting sloppy.
Felix finally came inside of you, filling you up and watching as it leaked out of your abused cunt. Jeongin watched the scene before him unfold and he finally came into your mouth, thick ropes of cum hitting the back of your throat. You swear you really couldnโt breathe until Jeongin finally pulled out of your mouth, allowing you to breathe and swallow his cum.
The second everyone finished, Felix pulled out of you and immediately jumped on you.
โOh babyโ! Are you okay? Did we hurt you too bad?โ Felix asks, dropping his entire act.
You smile as he kisses you and holds you in his arms.
โIโm sorry babyโ We didnโt mean to hurt you, can we get you anything? Run you a bath? Feed you?โ Jeongin adds, joining Felix in making sure you were okay.
โIโm fine, that was amazing, Thank you.โ You sweetly say, kissing the two on their noses.
โMake up sex?โ Jeongin asks, consensually of course.
You nod your head, โOnly if you run me that bath.โ You say, a playful tone in your voice.
โIโm on it! Iโll go and get it started!โ Felix says, immediately hopping up and rushing towards the bathroom.
You giggle at his enthusiasm, staring up at Jeongin with loving eyes.
โYou guys did amazing, I love you Innie.โ You say, caressing his cheek.
He sighs of relief and smiles back at you.
โI love you too. Now come on, letโs get you in that bath.โ He says, picking you up.
You yelp in surprise, โInnie?! I can walk, you know!โ
He shakes his head, โNope, youโre getting babied for the rest of the night.โ
You smile, who were you to deny that kind of treatment from them?
what's the point in repenting when you'll do it all over again?
PAIRINGS: Bang Chan x fem!Reader
GENRE: Mature (Smut)
CONTAINS: Priest!Chan, lots of religious themes (mainly catholic with possible inaccuracies), age gap between Chan and Reader (about 20 years), Chan is referred to as Chris here, infidelity, implied and briefly described smut.
WORD COUNT: 1,148k
A/N: this actually came out a bit softer than intended lol but I hope ya'll still would enjoy!
Over twenty years of serving as a priest, he has never seen anyone as beautiful as you. You, a younger woman, well enough in her early twenties, who carries herself with so much grace, it is no wonder people seem to fall in love with her quickly.ย
Chris was no exception to that too.
He has always admired the way you look whenever youโre on your knees, praying ever so intently. He sees you, always, despite the fact that you would always sit in the back row with your husband. Chris never liked him, the young man only a few years your senior. For some reason, he never liked the fact that you were wed to him too early, you never loved the man anyway. You said so yourself during your confessionals as you prayed for forgiveness over harboring hatred towards your spouse.
Your beauty first graced his church a few summers ago as if you were the virgin Mary herself, and Chris found himself praying every night for forgiveness for looking at someone else's wife ever since then.ย
โIt has been three days since my last confession.โย
He knew better than to do something he could regret, and he knew that fighting against temptation was no use. But he could never seem to flee from you, sin incarnate disguised as an angel straight from heaven.ย
โTell me, dove. What sins have you committed since then?โย
Down at the old church, where the dungeons used to be, Chrisโ thumb glides over your bottom lip as you kneel between his legs, your head resting against his right thigh as you stare up at him with eyes filled with nothing but sin.ย
Your skin glows with the candlelight that decorates the priestโs quarters, making it even harder for Chris to take his eyes off of you. He wouldnโt even dare to blink. Does your bastard husband even adore you the way he does?ย
You press a soft kiss on the pad of his thumb, one that has his insides swirling in all places.ย
โI find myself thinking about another man while my husband is away,โ you admit, your lips moving against his digit before taking it in, your teeth now biting on his nail bed.ย
The man before you only hums, slightly shifting on his spot before he removes his thumb on your mouth only to smear your spit over your lips like gloss before cupping your cheek.ย
โWhat else?โย
โI slept with him,โ you say, your hands now moving to smooth over his trousers, feeling the firm muscle of his legs beneath the fabric. โRepeatedly. Multiple times. For days. While my husband gets too busy working in the factory.โย
Inch by inch, your hands travel higher and higher until it cups over his hardening length, squeezing ever so slightly until it drags out a hiss from him.ย
โWhat should I do to absolve myself from my sins, Father?โย
For a moment, Chris thinks that he should be the one whoโs asking that question. How could a well loved priest like him whoโs been serving the church for years commit something like this? How can he preach about abstaining from immoral acts when he himself lays with a woman who isnโt even his wife?
A hypocrite, thatโs what he is, teaching the followers of his church to look away from lust and flee from temptation, but here he is. Here you are.ย
โPray.โ He says, leaning forward as he uses both of his hands to hold your face, his fingers brushing against your hair. You can already feel his warm breath hovering against your lips, his eyes seemingly roaming around to examine your features until it lands on your shoulder.
โRepent.โ
Goosebumps bloom on your skin, trailing after Chrisโ finger as he pulls one of the fallen straps of your dress back to your shoulder, before pulling you closer to him by the chin until your nose touches his. โAsk your God for forgiveness for every wrong doing youโve done.โย
Your hands mirror his, gently holding his face and thumbing at the skin as you scoff at his words. โThis is wrong,โ you breathed out, yet a small smile still remained on your face, the pads of your fingers feeling the growing stubble by his jaw. โShould I tell God about our little secret?โย
Chris huffs out a chuckle at that, eyes closed as he shakes his head. โGod knows everything. Even our little secret.โย
You hum at that, leaning in to peck his lips.ย
โWell,โ a peck to his cheek.
โIf he knows,โ a peck to his dimple.ย
โLetโs just hope heโs good at keeping secrets.โย
When your lips meet his once again, he kisses back, and he nearly moans in relief. He clutches your face like youโre his last resort in surviving, the tips of his fingers grazing your scalp as he tries to deepen the kiss until youโre both breathless. He wants youโ no, needs you to get him drunk on your lips, so drunk until he doesnโt even realize heโs already laying you down on his bed, doesnโt even recall when both of your clothes are thrown off and are now lying somewhere on the cold floor.ย
When he feels your warm walls wrap around his poor aching length, he prays that the Lord may forgive him for using his name in vain, but with all the fucked up shit that heโs done, he figures that shouldnโt even be a concern anymore. Not when he has his hand wrapped around your throat, tight enough to leave indents of his fingers and rings on your skin, as he further coaxes you into your orgasm, until he has you trembling beneath him as your walls flutter around his cock. He finds himself basking in the sin of pride as he watches you writhe from the overstimulation as he continues to fuck you, wondering if your husband ever fucked you this good or if heโs the only one whoโs managed to make you scream into the night as your poor cunt creams all over his stupidly fat dick.
โPretty little dove, so good for me. All for me, yeah?โย ย
Would he be selfish if he chooses to unload inside your womb? Would he be selfish if he chooses to fuck his cum back inside you all over again, leave you stuffed enough until your pussy can no longer hold his cum in anymore?ย
When he hears you weakly cry out, โMore, Chris. Oh God, give me more,โ he figures that heโd rather face the day of judgment than to stop now.ย
So when your husband comes forward to break good news to him a few months later, with you in tow wearing your Sundayโs best and with an even more prominent baby bump, he tells him you're both expecting.ย
He only hopes your husband misses the knowing look the two of you shared.
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no bc, y'all know how chan speaks a bit of spanish, and felix speaks french? imagine them switching up languages/using words/phrases either while going down on you, or having you on your knees? (if i butchered spanish/ the little french i know, im sorry)
chan's hand comes to tug lightly on your hair, pulling you closer so that your nose is now brushing the skin just above his cock. his length is deep, filling your mouth, and your jaw hurts, but the way he swears and grunts at the same time, his fingers twirling a strand of your hair. "fรณllame, that feels good, baby. just like that."
"tu me rends fou," felix mumbles against your skin, his fingers finding yours as he spreads your legs apart to settle between your thighs. "s-still don't understand french, babe," you laugh as your head hits your pillow, which soon turns into a whimper when you feel him lightly bite your skin. "just know that you drive me crazy, mon amour," "do i now?" you whisper, your hooded eyes watching his every move - his hands exploring your skin, before finally settling between your legs, cupping your clothed pussy. "very much so," he whispers back, before moving lower to press kisses to the spot just above the place you want him the most. "stay still now, darling - let me taste you."
And he knows it, but how could he ignore the moans spilling from your mouth as Chan didโwho knows what to you? He couldn't, plain and simple. The thought of what was going on in the tent beside his own made his cock twitch, and your suppressed moans didnโt help the situation. They sounded so beautiful, so not like the ones heโd ever imagined. Fuck, what he was hearing now made what he conjured up in his head a literal pile of shit.
And he knew that was wrong too, thinking about his hyung's girlfriend in such a light when the two of you were simply enjoying the time you thought you had alone. But he was always there, letting his perverted self take over and shamelessly listen to the muffled sounds of your lovemaking within the dorms. Nonetheless, he shouldnโt have been thinking about you like that, but he did. No matter how hard he tried not to, he couldn't help it. His dick was in full control whenever it came to you; even if he was talking to you, he couldnโt help but let his eyes wander to your chest or your neck, which were almost always covered in dark purple marks.
Sometimes he wished he could leave such marks on your perfect body, paint your skin to his liking, and have the knowledge that he did that and that you were his. Much to his disappointment, he knew heโd never be able to do so; he was just โone of Chanโs friendsโ to you and nothing more, and no matter how much he prayed, it was a far-fetched dream that was never destined to come true.
The most he could do was stare and occasionally get off to the thought of you, sometimes even steal a pair of panties or two. Some nights ended with his hand and the lacey fabric coated in white liquid, and others ended with him sitting on his bed as he stared down at his lap, shame finally setting into his gut.
The shame, although strong, went away fairly fast, just like right now. He felt so ashamed that he was listening in on such intimate acts, but then again, Chan made the mistake of assuming that everyone was asleep. If he didn't know his hyung any better, he probably wouldโve thought that Chan knew one of them was awake... And wanted to show off that he could make a woman cum in a minute flat.
But Chan was far too smart for that, or just too cautious per se. He wasnโt one to let his private life be known to most, even if they were his dormmates. Itโs not like he straight-up checked every room to make sure no one was home before fucking your brains out; he just thought things through a bit more than some men would. A man which Seungmin was not, he was far too irrational to care about others; if someone walked in on him fucking his fist, he could care less. Heโd just continue on, waiting for whoever it was to leave.
And whoโs to say he wouldnโt be the same if he had a lover? Heโd bet on everything he had that no matter who walked into the room, heโd continue to make the time they spent with him worthwhile. At times, he even thought about fucking you, and his hyung walking in on the two of you. Oh, how his mouth watered at the thought. What would Chan do? Flip out, watch, or possibly even join in?... God, if only-
His eyes widened for a moment as he heard a strangled moan come out from you. He was almost worried for you. Knowing Chan and the way he was always pent-up, sex was most likely his relief, and that meant he would be rough with you. However, his worries subsided when he heard you ramble on about him and how good he felt.ย
His cheeks reddened, and he bit the inside of his cheek as he listened in, wishing it was him who was getting told such things and getting to feel you squeeze around him, getting to fuck so dumb you could barely even think. God, if only...
(A/N: If you read this far, thank you so much. Likes, comments, and reposts are what keep me going, so please be sure to do so. Anywho thanks for reading!..)
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๐ซ Him yelling was the second best thing I've seen this episode (him putting seungmin in a headlock, and bending I.N over ๐คค came in first, sorry not sorry).
Hi again^^ thank you very much for answering my ask, it's always nice talking to you <33
Also oh my goodness, I'm sorry that happened to you. It's almost like you have a mini heart attack when you accidentally delete something or for some reason it just disappears. I'm glad that you had a copy of it though, so you didn't have to start from scratch again ๐ฎโ๐จ that can be super stressful and just tiring.
As for a new cafรฉ look? If you do redecorate I can't wait to see it! Your cafรฉ looks good as it is as of right now. But if you gave it a new look I'm sure it'd be amazing. Not to mention the fact that the others would probably adore it (I know I would~)
As for the parts asking about me... I have been taking care of myself, at least better than I was before. School has been kicking my ass, so I don't have as much time nor the energy to do anything. Even then I've been doing my best to stay on top of things but also take time for myself (whether that be me exercising, writing, reading... etc).
Nevertheless life hasn't been a complete bitch to me, but it's still somehow kicking my ass- ๐ I'm done with this tangent of mine. I apologize for making it so long. Anywho, I once again hope you have a nice day/night! I can't wait to see the writing pieces you put out, and or hear back from you again. :)
Hi love, how have you been? It's been quite a bit since you posted. Just wanted to check in, say hello, and ask how life's going.
Hopefully everything alright, if not I hope things sort themselves out ^^
It's late where I live and I have things to do in the morning so I'm heading off to bed. I hope you have a nice rest of your day/evening! Get back to me whenever, goodnight โค๏ธ <33
Hello baby, how sweet of you to check on me~
I'm alright, indeed it has been while sense I posted. I have been busy with... life.
I'm thinking about changing the theme of the Cafรฉ ! Have any opinions?
How lovely of you my dear, How about you? How are you? Have you eaten well? 3 meals per day? Taking care of yourself and body PLUS loving yourself?
One of my Sweetheart order from my draft got deleted out of nowhere, it's stressing me out. It was a yandere!Chan & Felix with Australian 'fan'. I wrote almost half of it, luckily I have the copy of it. I don't have the receipt anymore.
Thank you for you nice wishes, I appreciate it !
Hope you have a beautiful day/night like yourself too honey~ <3
"๐๐ท๐ฆ, ๐๐ด๐บ๐ค๐ฉ๐ฆ & ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐๐ญ๐ถ๐ฆ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ข๐ณ๐ฅ'๐ด ๐๐ช๐ง๐ฆ" - LE SERRIAFIM
If I hear that godforsaken "boom, boom, boom" again, I will punch a wall and then throw myself off a fucking cliff. This song has been overplayed so much. I used to love listening to it, but now I absolutely hate it. I will still do the dance because it is undoubtedly fun, but I can't listen to the song anymore, not if I want to stay sane.
๐๐ฆ๐ท๐ฆ๐ณ - JYP (ft. Superbee, BIBI)
My friend forced me to watch the M/V, and I wish I had gone blind. The song itself isn't any better. I can tolerate BIBI's rap, but any of Jyp's verses will have me wanting to crawl into the fetal position and cry my eyes out. Like what possessed this man to create this song, nevertheless, create that atrocious M/V. If I'm ever forced to endure that pain again, I will rip my eyeballs out and then stick knives into my ears.ย
๐๐ช๐ต๐ฆ ๐ฎ๐ฆ - Enhypen
I will make sure I go deaf if I ever, EVER hear that fucking chorus again. I don't know what happened, but after I was subjected to this song for over a damn month, the switch in my brain flipped. I fucking hate this song. If you like it, good for you, but keep this thing away from me, unless you want to see some ugly tears or a beast that will inevitably destroy whatever device produces even a fraction of a second worth of that stupid ass song.
(This one came off a little strong, but seriously I despise this song.)
๐๐ช๐ฏ๐ฌ ๐๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ฎ - Blackpink
Nope. Not for me. I tried so much to like this song, but I failed miserably. The chorus is catchy and gets stuck in my head, but it is not in the slightest bit enjoyable. I legit want to knock myself out just to get away from the waking nightmare that is that chorus.
I will have a mental breakdown if I ever hear the words "I'm gonna be a star" ever again...ย
๐๐ข๐ฏ๐ฌ - Nmixx
Okay, I don't hate this song, but I don't like it either. I dislike everything but Lily's verse, the "you can see..." yeah, that part. The chorus throws me off anytime it comes on, why does it sound like that?
I think I overplayed this too much when I was younger because I used to love it. Now I can't stand it. honestly, it just didn't age well, and it's just not the kind of song I can't find myself ever listening to again.
๐๐ข๐ฏ๐ต๐ข๐ด๐ต๐ช๐ค ๐๐ข๐ฃ๐บ - Big Bang
I can only tolerate this song when I watch the Stray Kids cover because Felix's part is literally PHENOMENAL. If I were to ever listen to the original again, I'd have to be strapped down and sedated, or else I would be making my great escape, just so I'd never have this assault my ears again.
His fit is giving priest vibes... I don't know why, but it's probably the shirt... (it's definitely the shirt& the necklace-) and I'm probably going to write something...
Who knows he might just end up fucking you up against the wall in church before a service starts. Whispering into your ear about how people might walk in and see the two of you doing such sinful things...